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Stupid robin decided to build its dumbass nest right next to my whole entire front door, like the main point of entry to a house of three people who are constantly coming and going. Looking at the porchlight like "damn this is really the best I can do". Enjoy me being paparazzi for your moldy looking children for the next few weeks I guess.
#they are so ugly#lmao#robins really have some of the babies of all time#birds#bird photography#birdwatching#right next to my door#don't even have to leave my room
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i saw this post the other day about annabeth and how she doesn't have a birth certificate because she was never technically born. and that raises so many interesting questions. like, does she even legally exist? does she have a fake ID? i don't need sleep. i need answers.
#my headcanon is percy visits annabeth at school and is flabbergasted when her roomate calls her 'marilyn'#but he's even more confused when she answers to it#and after her roomate leaves the room#she explains the situation to him and has to take a second to absorb the information#percy: first it was the unexpainable belly button and now i find out your name is marilyn!!#annabeth: will you calm your seaweed? it's not that huge of a deal#percy: not that huge of a deal? it's like i don't even know who you are anymore!#annabeth: percy!#percy: i want a divorce and i'm taking the kids!#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo#pjo text post#pjo headcanon#annabeth chase#annabeth chase headcanon#annabeth have fourteen fake ID's
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Take away whumpee's small comfort item that other people aren't even aware is a comfort item (maybe whumpee themselves isn't even aware until it's gone)
#whump#whump prompt#This post has been brought to you by me removing my helix piercing in preparation for my mri tomorrow#I play w that Lil fucker so much like at this point I don't have it for aesthetics and solely for playing w it#Last time I even decided to leave it in till I was in the waiting room bc I always have to wait forever so def enough time to remove it#But then I lost a piece of it :(#It's literally the only piece of jewelry I wear and I never take it out except for MRIs
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Aro Swiftie culture is not relating to Taylor Swift's love songs at all but still singing along and also preffering her songs about losing friends and mental illness to her love songs like she should make more songs about having a mental breakdown and her friends. I still love Taylor Swift's music.
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#aro culture is#aro#aromantic#actually aro#actually aromantic#ask#mod axel#i will be totally honest in a social-annoyance way i hate her music#even the comparatively good stuff just. gets so overplayed for being good and not... great tbh.#i just feel like her songs have the super fucking generic vibe of things most people can relate to + the nepo baby capable of monetizing it#i don't really care about it enough to waste my energy hating someone for like. participating in a system#but i do gotta admit i will leave a room if her songs are playing and i could sit somewhere where they aren't
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Me somewhere in 2026 when a new God of War game is announced and instead of Atreus or Faye oriented game it's another Kratos prequel
#i don't think they'd get convinced enough to make a sequel in egypt but i don't have that much fate for them to not milk kratos#we don't need to repeat ascension#“but kratos has so many stories that we need to know!” he really doesn't#do not make me sick of seeing one of my all time favorite fictional characters#but you know who will have a lot of stories to tell? atreus#i would even take a thrúd game over kratos. honestly her having like three traits means you can do pretty much anything with her#“then it wouldn't be God of War!!” i don't careee#also i'm someone who thinks you don't need to know literaly everything that happens in a story#- you can leave some things unspecified. otherwise it kinda ruins my fun a bit because it leaves no room for interpretation#kratos#atreus#god of war#god of war 2018#god of war ragnarok#gow#gowr#santa monica studio
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Justified (2010) - 1x01 || Justified: City Primeval (2023) - 1x01
#justifiededit#justifiedcityprimevaledit#justified#justified city primeval#raylan givens#timothy olyphant#justified 1x01#justified city primeval 1x01#yay my guy's back#well not sure if it's a ''yay''#requels usually mean major regression from the end of the previous project#so they have more room to grow#but I guess this is actually where I'd have expected raylan after the original series#better than expected even#I just don't want to see ava#leave her where she was
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hi hello gals and gays. Here is a rare wav from me struggling with the flu. The virus has mainly been in my chest but my entire body is so wrecked I was able to induce super easily. No talking bc I’m literally unable to 😭 Do not listen if you can't stand harsh coughing because it gets a bit rough. If it sounds a bit weird the first half of the recording is from yesterday and the second half is from today, bc the coughing is so much worse in the second half lmao. Ok that's it thankkk you for feeding me so good lately tumblr love u all <3
also personal rant about ableism and intentional contagion in the comments :///
#ok like I haven't been this sick in literal years and cuz im disabled i'm super mindful of spreading germs to others.#and i've had some family staying with me so I was like great leave me here to rot in my cave guys#my partner has been rlly attentive and is like i don't care about germs tehe so yesterday he comes into my room#and gives me a bunch of kisses on my head then swoops in and kisses me ON THE MOUTH#like im sorry i've been lying in a pool of feverish sweat for days and can hardly breathe what part of that makes someone go ooo gimme?#like ya hes just trying to love me but i put so much effort into being clean and now i will feel really guilty when he gets sick#sorry not sorry intentional contagion is not cute or sexy at all its just irresponsible#like i would love to live the life where my body works so well that I don't give a second thought to KISSING someone with the flu#i just feel like able bodied people never think about what its like living with a disability or a chronic illness#or have the slightest inclination of how privileged they are#my partner isn't even a fetishit he is just a dumbass#but ya i just wish he and the general population would think more :/#snzblr#snz#illness kink#snzfucker#snz wav#snzzzzz#snz blog#anyway thats all do what u want with my horn post
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Sometimes I think how TAZ Balance showed just how much the McElroys know and love each other. The fact that Griffin was able to write about what they would do for A HUNDRED YEARS down to the tiny details and they happily carried out everything he said is insane.
He KNEW his dad as Merle would willingly risk his life over and over to try to save them. He KNEW Travis as Magnus was NOT going to allow Fisher to stay on that planet.
And, most devistatingly, he KNEW that the one thing he could take from Justin as Taako that would tear his heart up was a sibling. He knew he could count on Justin to play into that heartbreak and he did it so well it literally broke all of us. "Who?" "You took EVERYTHING from me!" "The world is ending and I DONT CARE" like are you joking? Griffin knew that would be Justin's reaction to finding out he had lost a sibling!!! Imagine knowing your brother felt like that and playing him like a fiddle with it! Literally teeing him up for some of the best moments in fiction ever and Justin hits a home run every single time!
I guess what I'm saying is it's not railroading if you know what the answer is gonna be to every question. Griffin didn't need rails to keep these guys on track, he knew what path they would choose and every time they rushed in.
#taz balance#the mcelroys#And I don't want this to just be about Justin#they all do this!#Griffin said that Clint asked to die heroically before he even knew about the stolen century!#Magnus bonded with the voidfish long before he knew it was Fisher!#Clints “are you my friend” moment?? I want to tear my arms off listening to that every time#it makes me feral.#Traviss “addressing the elephant in the room#I'm not leaving the voidfIt's a statement he would have made whether he knew he had to or not!#im not leaving the voidfish“#It's a statement he would have made whether he knew he had to or not!#somethingsnazzie
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Happy birthday @shinechermont !
Here our girls hanging out because I thought it'd be fun uwu
Rose
thanks @ari-cuno for organizing that collab gift thingie!!!
#me doing artz#Vivid#Rose#aftermare shipkid#hey sweetie may your day be great#awesome even#I'm so proud of you#it's an honor to watch you grow#(and you will still grow regardless of what the law says ;3)#love you lots#you have a beautiful soul#can't believe the itty bitty baby I met years ago is leaving the kiddy room#aw my sappy sap isn't enough to my liking#oh I know#I think I said that often enough but never enough#you improved so much art-wise like it's crazy#don't get me wrong I still like your old stuff#but every once in a while I see an art of you on my dash and I take a second to think that wow#crazy it's the same person#I AM PICKING YOU UP AND SPINNING YOU#WE'RE DOING SPINNY#SPIN SPIN#you have no choice on the question#my arms are picking you up and you can't escape#that gif is sooooo rough but I felt I might get a bit shouted at for being unreasonable since I started this wednesday and believe me it wa#so tempting to go full on render and all but honestly I wouldn't have slept for several days and I thought you might hit me or something if#I pulled that again X'Dc#tho it was fun to allow myself to go rough and wing it so enjoy the ugly hug it was made with the heart#gift for AC
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+ template for all your shino meme needs
3am shino strikes again, i see you're all bugboy appreciators as well.
(i won't be posting shino all the time since i'm using this blog as a place for all my doodles, but rest assured bugboy is very dear to my heart <3)
#aburame shino#shino aburame#naruto#fanart#my art#doodle#team 8#won't tag kiba and hinata (or kurenai) bc i don't wanna clog up their tags or anything#but if enough people tell me to do it i'll add their tags#idk actual tumblr tag etiquette man i came from pinterest#shino so easy to draw... but poses are very much not.....#shino bred an antibody to be close with torune even after he was taken away <///////3#yes he does have little graves for every single kikaichu he fed to the rinkaichu.#he has a mini memorial stone in his room and he carves the name of every single bug used to feed the rinkaichu on it.#there's a bigger stone for kikaichu who die regular deaths. several stones actually. shibi's garden has a corner full of rocks.#shino regularly commits theft but only on local insects#the cup is full of termites yes#of course kiba's dancing with akamaru he'd never leave a homie out#ive never drawn kurenai before. i can't believe my first depiction of her is for a meme redraw. i'm so sorry ma'am.#same with hinata actually. im so sorry to the both of you#once again no watermark or signature#don't break internet law by reposting but if you're so determined to do so credit me#get used to the long tags in my posts btw these are around 3 hours of my inner thoughts while doodling
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Usually I forgive gege/sukuna for his crimes bc gege gives us so many beautiful images of true form sukuna and it takes me an hour to read a chapter bc I just. Keep looking at him. And he's one of my favorite characters.
But he's in time out rn!! Both sukuna and gege ughhhhh that was........ No.....
It can't be Chosover.
#Fucj#I am writing fics to cope and crying and#Jjk manga spoilers#Choso was my NUMBER ONE#Like my fav changes a good bit but CHOSO???#NAHHHHHHHGGGG#sukuna better get extra pretty for me if he wants to be forgiven this time#What even am I saying#I still believe in time travel and everyone is okay bc I am Naruto influenced#Also have we learned nothing from Gandalf or Darth sidious like#Tbh I still think mace windu is alive as wel#At least I have a 30hr Choso playlist to pretend he is still alive and listening to and I'm hanging out in his room#And most of my fics are Choso centric.#Though I'm still. Struggling to write him into my longest one#Ughhhhh#Choso#Don't leave me#Imagine if ui ui switched his soul into mei meis body at the last minute#Then he'll take his original form but with meis abilities and knowledge#And ui ui won't be a victim anymore#YO GUYS THERE CAN STILL BE A GOOD ENDING#chapter 259#Jjk manga#Jjk chapter 259#Spoilers#Idk how to tag this to keep anime only people safe I gave up on not seeing spoilers
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Was doing okay holding back all of the fear re: the potential election outcome until literally this second what the fuck to my brain lmao
#wherein lmao means I'm so scared and i cant stop crying rn#no one should have to fear this. not me nor anyone else nor the ppl who have already had to flee their homes worldwide#a person shouldn't have to worry abt violence being enacted upon them bc of who they are which like#obvi isn't a new concept to myself and most ppl but i feel like the folks who'll vote Trmp don't care for it#won't affect them in theory after all so of course they don't care#Housemate and I are trying to figure out where we could go and how in case of the worst#and it's not even the first time I'll have had to leave a place bc of safety reasons (two nickles on that already in my life)#but it doesn't make it any less daunting#i just want to live my life in our little house with Housemate and the cats working my shit job and trying to enjoy whatever i can#none of this matters and im shouting into a void full of equally terrified ppl dealing with this themselves if not worse#these tags don't make sense entirely and i don't care. i have things I should be doing and I'm sitting in my room#paralysed by fear over all of this#i should distract myself but with what? at what point do i accept the distractions can only do so much?#maybe I'll just take a nap again. idk. feels weird and wrong to play a video game or nap ordo anything that isn't trying to research options#i need to stop rambling here like im hoping time will pause while i type im out again lmao
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i'm only at the beginning of li tongguang's descent into obsession (eps 17-18), but already it's both hurting and hitting. hurting, because we know li tongguang's capabilities, and his level headedness, and the potential he has, that he seems to throw out due to this obsession. hitting, because when you think about it, the obsession storyline and characterization does make perfect sense. obsession like that is a double edged blade, which can turn from love to hate, childish belief and joy to embittered rage in a second.
on one hand, it's painful to watch ltg's childlike desperation when faced with ruyi again. we want to grit our teeth and think of him as idiotic, unable to take a hint. but the reality is that it's a completely normal response to be expected from him. i mean, it's a dream come true, to see the person you 'love' the most in the world to be whole in front of you. it's probably what he could only dream about, especially being the one to apparently find her bones and bury them.
on a deeper level, ltg's initial reaction is very much a manifestation of his inner child, almost peter pan-like in the 'child that never became an adult/grew up' way. by that i mean to say the desperate urge to please, the constant worrying, and the oscillation between hot and cold moods are all so indicative of someone who grew up in an insecure/unstable environment, usually with volatile or simply unavailable authority figures. from what we can gather, he had no father, his mother wasn't in his life ("she doesn't want him around, nor can she bear for him to be away, so that's why he's like that" per empress zhaojie's words to ruyi). the one authority figure that entered his life to offer some semblance of guidance was ruyi, and even though it's clear that she held care for him, she was also a twenty year old assassin used to training subordinates, not children. her mentorship style is clearly so different when you hold ltg and yang ying side by side, and we know from ruyi's own mouth that she doesn't consider herself to have taught ltg well, and wants to remedy that through/with yang ying (i'll probably make a whole different post comparing this and the affects of this after watching some more episodes lol - there are bullet points in the drafts). so even though ruyi was his authority figure, she was still an emotionally unavailable one who couldn't meet ltg on the level he probably needed at that time in his life, and which no one probably ever did. hence his up and down reaction and actions.
it intrigues me, too, because i think, in a very subtle way, ltg is very much a character foil to ruyi in that he reflects some of her worst attributes, or more accurately represents the sort of person she was, or at least acted like (yuan lu's comment about how ltg has ruyi's gaze was meaningful outside of the jealousy arc - to me at least). i saw someone make a really interesting comment on how ltg's devotion to ruyi parallels ruyi's own devotion to empress zhaojie, which i'll also probably comment on more later.
obviously, ltg's obsession stems from an issue much larger than ruyi herself - she just happens to be the unfortunate target of it. and, clearly, i know his descent into it will be ugly, if understandable. i understand ruyi wanting to leave that part of her life behind, but also - to think that maybe many of the issues faced in future eps could have been avoidable if she'd been upfront with li tongguang about her identity early on.
#star stumbles#a journey to love#一念关山#cdrama#my thoughts#li tongguang#eps 17-18#sorry if i jumped from one point to another this is just a stream of consciousness#and by that last sentence what i mean is that if ruyi had acknowledged him#and then told him something like 'i'm on a mission right now so don't do this or that' etc#even without explaining her situation. i think he would have been much more toned down#of course there is a chance it would have fed his delusions but really anything she did would do that#but not acknowledging him is worse in so many regards#especially when he has a whole thing (elephant in the room sized issue) about abandonment and acknowledgement#his future irrational behaviors are a child demanding to be seen/heard#which is like. embarassing! because we know his potential we saw it but now he's just reduced to this#but i think it's true to the sort of character and story he has. which is the sad part.#ok...i had one more thought but i've forgotten it twice now so uhhh#onto ep 19 in a bit. i will be cringing through it#yeah but i just can't get over his personal reaction right after leaving in ep 17#because that is EXACTLY how children with emotionally abusive/manipulative parental figures act#the anxiety about pleasing them the dread you messed it up the desperate urge to fix it....#it's really sticking with me#honestly some have argued that ruyi was abusive and i don't combat that but it's out of pocket#for the time period/context lol. also not really the point if that makes sense
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genuinely i love how two back-to-back experiences with non-aggressive wasps and a new interest in the r/WhatsThisBug subreddit have made me so much more interested and endeared toward bugs. like i'll literally see a house centipede and i'll know it's my friend and keeping other pests away, or a yellowjacket outside and i'll know it'll be nice to me so long as i'm not near its nest, or a wolf spider with a swarm of babies on its back and think "awww it's a single mother supporting her family :)"
#bugs#louposting#so many bugs are basically harmless and knowledge really is power#also: never ever touch a fuzzy caterpillar even though they 'look' more like a friend#i've always been a 'leave it alone or just take it outside in a cup' woman to counterbalance my very scared cohabitants#but now i just love bugs even more :)#except infesting bugs. sorry. i don't have room for a whole swarm of you in my apartment or my heart so roaches etc. get the shoe#i know you're just trying to live but brother so am i
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i need a new strategy for like, cleaning my room and doing yoga and reading and leaving the house. the adhd has reached mythic levels of bad. i have the thought, "i should do X," and then i won't move. i make a to-do list and i won't do anything on it. i queue up a yoga practice and i won't do it. i stare at my room and get stressed out about how cluttered it is. i write 3000 words of notes for a fic i don't even know if i'm going to write. i think and i think and i think about my OCs and they won't let me write them. i spend hours looking at stuff i can't buy. i take like an hour to write this.
#rum.txt#i have to do something about my phone...........#i might be able to uninstall tumblr#i can't uninstall twitter because the stupid fucking thing turns off notifications when you do#so i wouldn't be able to catch up on the accs i have notifs on for#(a very small list of forcebook- and kaibaek-related accs)#i can't uninstall instagram because of forcebook again lol#i also use it for recipes sigh#but i might start just... leaving it in my room when i get up and see how that goes#i'd also have to try to not look at my phone first thing in the morning#i also have to start actually getting up in the morning#i think that's the main thing#ok maybe when i take my medication in the evening i start getting ready for bed#it'll take long enough that it'll probably still be late but reasonable late#and not like. almost 3 am like now#one of the problems with my room right now is that i have a lot of STUFF#and i'm afraid of getting rid of the STUFF#because the last time i got rid of a bunch of STUFF#(mostly clothes)#i totally regretted most of it and i'm still like ah shit i don't have that anymore? :(#but also i have a big bed that i just want OUT of there#and a huge wardrobe that unfortunately holds a lot of the STUFF#so i don't know where all the STUFF would go#and every job i apply to sucks#and every job i actually want is TERRIFYING in both its unattainability and the miniscule possibility of its improbable successful executio#so i'm like stressed out about a thing that hasn't happened to make something that hasn't happened that i'm also stressed out about#every possible scenario whether i want it or not feels like it could lead to a meltdown because everything is so god damn hard right now#AND I FEEL SO!!!!!! SMALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#and the worst part is that i know all this is because my stupid fucking period is coming up#but just because my hormones are making me feel overwhelmed and melodramatic about everything doesn't make anything i've said untrue
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me: I'm an average Sonic Fan
Also me:
#Trust me..... I even have clothing too#to match my custom made hat I did and the crocs I got.#I've been a sonic fan since middle school pal. So I've been here for a while.#and I'm never leaving since this#this right here is my hyperfixation#i know a lot and already have the best car in team sonic racing to always win first place losers!!#i think I'm normal#what does normal mean again?#my room is like one of those pinterest things where they show a room that's insanely themed on one thing.#That's me but I still am collecting and getting more sonic merch and things#Especially that guitar for one of the anniversaries#I don't know how to play guitar but I'll learn#I really love sonic and I make it too obvious on myself#Anyways#sth#rambles#sonic the hedgehog#sth fandom#sonic#The comics are always good as well especially with Chilli dogs to go along with it#that's how I spent sonic's birthday last year.#oh! i even watched sonic prime on that day as well. But now I'm too behind and lost to continue watching it
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