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eyes on the prize
a/n: me writing a fic where rafe is actually wholesome and nice? i didn't see it coming either... this idea just came to me when you were all voting for the kinktober fic a while ago, and i was prepping that it maybe could go in this direction and then ended up falling too much in love with the fantasy, so i simply had to get it out of my system.
summary: “in a week, when we’ve turned in the assignment, and everything is over, I want you to come watch me fight… watch me win…” a cocky smirk twitched at the corner of his lips as he awaited your answer.
warnings: mma!rafe cameron x reader, smut, college au, study buddies to lovers, soft!rafe, autumnal vibes, takes place in the beginning of november, studying, friday the 13th references, scaredy cat!reader, violence, mma fights, kissing, semi-public sex, clothed sex, dirty talk, manhandling, ripping pantyhose, size kink, spit kink, hole inspection, penetrative sex, unprotected sex
word count: 2626
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“So,” you hesitantly broke the silence that had fallen over both you and the partner that had been assigned to you on this current project, “did you get up to anything fun on Halloween?”
Glancing up from the thick book Rafe’s bored gaze was rushing through, it instead lingered on you for but a moment as his mutter reverberated in the quiet corner of the university’s library, “uhm, yeah. I popped by a party for a bit.”
“The one at delta neu?” a glint flickered in your eye as soon as he offered you a nod, “me too! Though I went home kinda early, so we might have missed each other… what did you going as?”
“Jason,” he simply uttered.
“Jason who?” the soft smile didn’t fade from your lips as his short answer hadn’t landed the way he’d hoped.
“You know,” his brows furrowed slightly at your cluelessness, repeating once again as if the name alone should be enough for you to understand, “Jason.”
“…Jason Statham? Jason Momoa?” your eyes squinted as you quietly attempted to hit the bullseye, “uhm… I can’t really think of any other famous Jasons right now…”
“No, Jason from Friday the 13th. You know, the dude with the hockey mask and the machete.”
“Ah, him… yeah, I haven’t watched those movies,” you shrugged, “but, cool costume.”
“Wait, you’ve never seen Friday the 13th?” he tilted closer to where you sat across the table from him, “not even the cheesy remake?”
“Nope,” you simply returned your gaze to the textbook beneath your fingers.
“Seriously?” his eyebrows didn’t float back down yet, “well, I don’t know if I should be offended that you’ve never watched that masterpiece before or jealous that you get to experience it for the first time, but either way, that’s a problem we need to fix.”
At first, you thought you’d entered the wrong building.
That was until you rounded the corner, and your gaze fluttered up from the map still open on your phone, guiding you to the mysterious address your study partner had texted you, asking you to meet up with him there before the rest of your plans could unfold, that you discovered that you hadn’t stumbled into the wrong place.
Though that wasn’t the only thing you discovered in that moment as the culmination of that enlightenment was spotting Rafe in the middle of the industrial and cold gym, going through the tail end of some drills with his trainer.
As he went through the combinations and grunted like a guard dog, sweat dripped down from his brow and rolled so low that it cascaded over his already glistening and bare chest.
You hadn’t really noticed how your feet had stopped or how your pulse had picked up so fiercely that you could feel it between your thighs before his own eyes located you and he flashed you a smile.
“Hey!” his voice cut through your trance as he patted his coach on the shoulder and began to near the edge of the ring.
“H-hi,” you blinked, shaking your fuzzy head slightly to clear it, “I didn’t know you were into this sort of stuff,” you briefly waved a hand to the gym around you and tried your best to rip your stare away from his heaving chest.
“Yeah,” he began to loosen a glove, “sorry I asked you to meet me here, I’m just really busy these days cause I’ve got a fight coming up.”
“Oh, well we don’t have to have a silly movie night if you don’t have the time,” you averted your gaze, recalling how before you’d been paired with him on the assignment for Callahan’s class, you hadn’t even been sure of what his name was. You’d just known him as the hot guy, three rows behind you.
“No, no, I want to, unless of course you’ve changed your mind.”
Blinking back up into his eyes, you smiled, “definitely not.”
“Well, great,” a grin spread across his lips, “then just give me a second,” he cast a brief glance over his broad shoulder at the locker room, “and then we can head back to my place,” a notion you hadn’t expected would have ended with you up on the back of his motorcycle, a terrifying concept that you’d somehow been unable to deny as the crush that had blossomed and bloomed within your heart for him had made it near impossible for you to say no to a single one of his suggestions.
“You never told me what you went as,” Rafe hummed beside you, causing your eyes to tear away from the horror movie buzzing on the TV.
Blinking over at him next to you on the leather couch, your fingers began to fiddle with the blanket you’d slumped over yourself, “oh, well I didn’t wanna buy anything new, so I just went through my closet and ended up going as Britney Spears because I found the skirt of my old school uniform. I don’t even remember why I brought it with me the last time I went home, but–, ah!” a shriek suddenly shuttered through your form as your eyes accidentally fluttered back towards the screen just in time to witness the villain sink a large blade into the head of one of the drunk teenagers, “oh my god!” your frame couldn’t help but jump at the fright, nearly tossing the blanket across the room as you instinctively hid your features in the mass of Rafe’s bicep.
As your heart raced and thumped in your chest, you felt Rafe’s shoulder begin to move before you heard his laughter.
“Shut up, it’s not funny!” you smacked him lightly in the chest, though kept your vision darkened by his shirt, “so I’m not desensitised to the horrors of scary movies, big whoop!” a mutter then slipped out of your lungs, “fuck, why did I agree to this? I’m probably gonna have nightmares for weeks…”
“Hey, it’s okay, it’s just a movie,” you felt his palm find your arm in a soothing rub as his voice hummed directly above the crown of your head, “and the scene is almost over.”
“I can’t look…” you felt yourself lean more into his touch.
“…do you want me to describe it to you?”
“No…” you lingered in the security of his warmth and felt the terror slowly melt from your bones. Cupping a hand on the side of your face to shield your eyes from the horrors on screen, you carefully plucked your face just shy out of his safety before you uttered, “…just tell me when it’s over…”
The blaring light from the television reflected against the side of Rafe’s face as he gazed down into your eyes and breathed, “okay,” his stare slowly dipping and fluttering down towards your lips.
It wasn’t till now that you noticed how close you’d accidentally scooted to him as you weren’t far from just sitting in his lap.
Sharing his breath, your mind went entirely blank and only switched back on when you’d closed the distance betwixt your lips and now found yourself kissing your study buddy.
Thankfully, your brain didn’t get a chance to begin spiralling as it only took Rafe half a second to reciprocate the sudden move and kiss you back.
His strong hands found the small of your waist buried beneath the woollen blanket before he began to drag you closer, pulling you so near that you actually did wind up sitting in his lap, your fingers fluttering against his buzzcut as his own scooped down over the curve of your ass.
When the movie gently humming from behind you was long forgotten and your soul instead had drifted straight to heaven, you felt Rafe tilt his head back to breathlessly utter, “come watch my fight…” his forehead still pressed against your own.
Scarcely picking up on the words behind his honied hum, you breathed, “what?”
Reeling back just enough for his eye to catch your own dazed pair, he said, “in a week, when we’ve turned in the assignment, and everything is over, I want you to come watch me fight… watch me win…” a cocky smirk twitched at the corner of his lips as he awaited your answer.
You’d never seen a fight in real life before.
Not boxing, not mixed martial arts as this was, not even a juvenile one in a schoolyard.
At one point, when you thought all hope seemed lost, when Rafe got pinned by his opponent and blood was trickling down from the cut at his brow so clearly that you could make it out from the second row seat you found yourself planted in, he somehow managed to turn the tides and capture the boulder of a man in a lock so fierce it made them nearly melt into one pretzel-like being.
As he flexed his arm around the other’s throat with the rest of his limbs restricting him as well and rendering an escape near impossible, Rafe’s eyes then flickered up to catch your wide ones in the crowd. A grin appeared on his features as he held your stare a moment longer, watching as you shyly began to mirror his smile, before he tightened his hold and squeezed till the opponent opted not to bruise his pride and tap out, instead going limp in the grasp.
Once the trophy was in his gloved hand and he’d leapt out of the ring, on his way back towards the locker room, he zigzagged through the cheering crowd and caught onto your arm, dragging you with him as he exited the buzzing hall.
“That was insane,” you heard yourself babble as he pulled you through the corridors down towards the backroom he’d been in prior to the fight, “I mean, I know I went into it kinda blind, but I had no idea it would be like that,” adrenaline still rushed through your veins as he tugged you over the threshold and closed the door behind you, swiftly dropping his trophy to one of the long benches, “sure, it was as insane as I probably imagined, but the way that you moved, the way you slipped in and out like you were made of water or something, I mean, that was beautiful–,” the fighter then suddenly cut your rambling short as he yanked you to his sweaty form and pressed his lips to your own. However, as his feet shuffled and your spine collided with the back of the door to the small locker room, your fingers fluttered over countless of the spots where he’d been hit, causing you to jerk back and ask, “wait, shouldn’t you have someone check you out?” your eyes flickered from the cut splitting his brow to the various fresh bruises already beginning to blossom and reveal their true colours, “are you okay?”
“I’ve never felt better in my whole life,” he tried to lean back in to capture your lips once more, though you tilted away just in time for him to miss.
“You sure? Because–”
But your words were quickly snuffed out as his hands then flew up to grasp the sides of your face to force you to notice the glint in his eye and the desire dripping in his tone, “just shut up and kiss me,” he commanded before he practically devoured you whole.
As Rafe’s tongue danced against your own and made you feel dizzy in his tight embrace, his fingers then blindly fumbled for the lock and twisted it with a click that harmonised with the throbbing that had appeared between your thighs as soon as the fight had commenced.
A low growl rumbled deep within his chest and melted into your mouth as he then plucked you off of the ground and lifted you into his arms. Broad palms spreading wide below your bottom, he brought you as close as possible, causing the skirt you wore to ride up and crumble at your hips. The thin barrier of your pantyhose and the underwear beneath nearly incinerated from the heat that sparked as his hips greedily rocked against your covered core, lending you to feel just how hard he was in his shorts.
“I want you so bad,” he groaned between pecks, his fingers digging into your softness.
“Shouldn’t you be out celebrating your victory or something?” a light giggle bubbled out of you.
“I thought that was what I was doing,” he smirked before dropping you back down onto the ground, making you gasp at his sharp movements as he suddenly spun you around to face the closed door, “unless you have a better idea of how we could celebrate,” he nipped at your neck, making your eyes flutter.
“I–…” your teeth briefly captured your bottom lip as his front pressed against your back, and your spine instinctively arched back into him, “no, yeah, this one’s g-good…”
“Good,” he murmured in your ear before his fingers found your pantyhose in a pinch and ripped a big hole in them, nearly splitting them in two as he exposed your underwear, “do you want it?” he gripped your hips and titled them for his hard-on to perfectly nudge against the soaked cotton.
“Y-yes,” you panted, even just that one word haven been a struggle to utter through the fog he’d cast you into.
“How bad?”
“So bad–, Rafe, please,” he made you squeak desperately, “I just–, please…”
Cheek smooshed against the door, you glanced over your shoulder and watched as he then kneeled down behind you. Both hands still firmly planted on your hips, keeping you in place for him, they only strayed for a moment in order to shove your skirt the rest of the way up and letting him see the wet spot decorating your panties.
“Oh, shit…” he groaned as he tugged the gusset of your underwear all the way to the side, a string of your glossy want clung to the fabric till it snapped back against your aching core. Nearly salivating as he inspected your holes, his fingers dented your ass as he pulled you apart, splitting you open that much further and watching intently at the way your drooling cunt throbbed in anticipation for his touch.
As if your pussy’s embarrassingly leaky state wasn’t enough, a dollop of his spit then roughly landed upon your folds, the lewdness causing you to let out a moan as he swiftly rose back up to his full height without as much as a tickle to your tingly petals.
The next thing you knew, the adrenaline coursing through you both drove Rafe to free his length from its confines and, without as much as another kiss, slammed inside of your weeping pussy in one fell motion.
Balls nuzzled tightly against you, the very tip of him nudged against a part so deep inside of you that it made you lose your breath as he took a moment to savour the sensation, freezing up within you and huffing against your cheek as you gasped for air through your whimpers.
“Oh my god!” one of your hands curled back to crawl at his waist, “Rafe!”
“Now,” his hips slowly drew back, dragging his fat girth back out of you and letting you feel every little detail of him, “you just gotta be a good girl, stand right here for me,” only the bulbous head of his cock remained, keeping you plugged up as he purred in your ear, “and take it like the perfect little prize you are,” he then buried himself once more with such vigour that his heavy sack tapped sloppily against your puffy clit, “can you do that for me? Will you be my reward?”
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Blessed - Lewis Hamilton
Part of 1K Jukebox Event
song: Blessed - Daniel Caesar - @goldenroutledge
pairing: Husband!Lewis Hamilton x Reader!
genre: fluff (bc we need a lil breather from the news lately)
wordcount: +1k
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“Alright, alright!” The sound of a spoon tapping against a champagne glass drew everyone's attention toward the center of the room.
The reception room was glowing in warm hanging lights, the low hum of chatter filled the air as glasses were put down and chair were pulled closer. It was a night of celebration, of love and new beginnings – tale as old as time.
At the head table, the couple of the evening, Lewis and Y/n, sat side by side. Lewis’s arm draped protectively over the back of Y/n’s chair and she leaned into him slightly, her eyes sparkling as she looked out at their friends and family gathered around.
It had been a long road to get there. Everyone knew that.
Their love story wasn’t the clean, perfectly drawn-out romance people read about in books or saw in movies. It was messy. Complicated. And yet, they had made it there—newly married and completely in love.
Standing in the middle of the room, their friend held a mic in one hand and a glass of champagne in the other. Her grin promised a toast that would be anything but typical.
“As much as I’d love to pretend I’m not emotional about this... y’all know me too well,” she began, casting a cheeky look at the couple. “But first... let me just say—finally!”
A wave of laughter rippled through the guests. Y/n chuckled, nudging Lewis as he grinned wide, squeezing her shoulder. Their friend raised her glass, eyes twinkling.
“No, seriously though. I’m not gonna lie. There was a point where I thought, ‘These two? Getting married? Yeah, no way.’ But hey, life has a funny way of proving me wrong.”
The guests laughed, nodding in agreement. She looked around the room, drawing everyone in as she spoke.
“See, Lewis and Y/n... they were that couple. The one everyone’s always asking about. Like, ‘What’s going on with them? Are they together? Are they on a break? Are they—” she paused, turning to the person sitting next to her and raising her hand for dramatic effect, “Are they fine this time?’”
Everyone laughed, nodding along. Y/n exchanged a smile with Lewis, who shrugged as if to say, She’s not wrong.
“They always had this... thing, right?” their friend continued, making an animated swirl in the air with her hand. “Like, they’d walk into a room together and, boom, all eyes would go straight to them. You could tell they were just... magnetic.” She turned to Lewis’s mom, who was laughing and nodding knowingly.
“Oh, and don’t get me started on the families!” She gestured to Lewis’s mom with a playful smirk. “Carmen, you knew Y/n was family long before this day, didn’t you? You were still having your spa days with her even when these two claimed to be ‘over!’”
The room burst into laughter as Carmen raised her glass with a playful smile, shrugging unapologetically. “She’s family, with or without him.”
“And you sir,” Their friend pointed a finger at Y/n’s dad, shaking her head with a grin. “You’re just as bad. I remember calling Lewis during one of their ‘breaks’—you know, the ones we had to keep a calendar for—and he’d be like, ‘Oh, I just got off the phone with Y/n’s dad. We were talking about the race.’” She shook her head, laughing. “You all knew they weren’t fooling anyone, didn’t you?”
Y/n’s dad chuckled, glancing over at the newlyweds with a warm smile. “Some people need more time to figure things out.”
The friend shook her head with an exaggerated sigh. “Honestly, who didn’t lose track at some point?” She turned to a nearby table. “Raise your hand if you’ve ever had to ask someone else if they were ‘back together’ or ‘taking a break’ this month?”
A few hands shot up in good-natured fun, the crowd’s laughter rolling even louder.
“Yep! See? Half of us here had charts,” she added dead serious. “And the funny part is, every single time they said they were ‘done,’ deep down, I think we all knew. Because no matter how ‘done’ they claimed to be, they’d somehow find a way back to each other. Every. Single. Time.”
Y/n shook her head, laughing softly as if the memories were flooding back to her—late nights of arguments, quiet moments of reconciliation, times they’d sworn it was over for good, only to realize that no one else quite fit the way Lewis did.
She paused, glancing between Lewis and Y/n, before taking a slow sip of champagne. “You two are a pair, alright. A little unpredictable a lot stubborn. But that’s what makes it funny—and honestly, kind of beautiful— because you couldn’t stay out of each other’s orbit if you tried.”
Their friend took a breath, her grin turning into a soft smile. “And as much as we all like to joke about how confusing it was trying to keep up, deep down, we all knew. Because whatever you two have... It was messy, yeah. But it’s real. And it’s the kind of love that survives the storms because you make each other better.”
Her gaze shifted to Lewis, sincerity pouring into her voice. “Now, Lewis... yeah, you’re a lot of things. A goat, some would say... but let’s be honest—when it comes to Y/n, you’re the guy who can’t help but light up when she’s around. I mean, look at you!” She waved her hand, pointing as he grinned, clearly caught.
Lewis laughed, shaking his head, but the warmth in his eyes as he glanced at Y/n was undeniable.
She then turned to Y/n, her eyes softening even more. “And Y/n, girl... don’t think I haven’t noticed how you let him in, even when you’re stubborn about it. He’s broken through those walls in a way that, frankly, I’m still kind of mad about,” she teased, winking. “He really made me share my spot as your only confidante.”
Another wave of laughter and cheers erupted, softer this time, filled with knowing looks and nods. Y/n’s hand founding Lewis’s under the table, fingers squeezing his as she took in her friend’s words.
“And it wasn’t until you both finally stopped running from this, that the rest of us got to see the magic happen,” their friend continued, leaving her glass on the table to be able to use her hands to motion to the couple.
“And now? Look at you two. You’ve found your rhythm. You’ve learned that yeah, sometimes you drive each other nuts.”
“And us too, to be honest.” She pointed out as she motioned to the rest of the guests
“Sometimes it’s not perfect, and it never will be. But that’s not the point.” She paused, letting the silence hang for a second before speaking again. “The point is... you two, you’re so blessed to be stuck with each other.”
Y/n’s breath visibly caught in her throat. She glanced at Lewis, and the warmth in his eyes met her own, creating a small, private moment between them.
“I mean, look at them, guys. There he is, looking at her with the same adoration he always had, even back when they weren’t even ‘official’. They always saw each other, didn’t they? Even when they didn’t see themselves.” Their friend chuckled as she took their little moment to get her point across, just to cease the moment and break the atmosphere with another tease.
“Gosh, I remember when you two were in those other relationships,” she said, eyes glinting mischievously as she winked. “And they were great, don’t get me wrong... But we all knew they were temporary. Because there’s no one else out there for you two. You tried to move on, I’ll give you two that. But you were just lying to yourselves. The whole time, you were still orbiting around each other, waiting to collide.”
The crowd murmured in agreement. Everyone there had seen their journey. Everyone knew how hard they’d fought, how much they’d both been through to get to that moment.
“So yeah, you two might be a little messy sometimes” she added, a grin spreading across her face again. “But who isn’t? The important thing is... you bring out the best in each other. Lewis, you make Y/n smile like no one else can. And Y/n, you keep this man grounded in a way that nothing else ever could.”
And it was true.
Lewis was Y/n’s grounding force, the one person who could calm the storm inside her, even when she didn’t want to admit it. And she did the same for him, though he’d probably never say it out loud.
They weren’t perfect, but they were perfect for each other.
“To Lewis and Y/n. To all the highs and lows, to all the moments that got you here. And to the future, because if this crazy, beautiful love of yours has taught us anything, it’s that you’re in it for the long haul. Here’s to being blessed... and a little bit of a mess.”
The room erupted in cheers and clinks of glasses. Y/n’s eyes glistened with unshed tears as she turned to Lewis, her fingers reaching for his over the table. When their hands touched, he laced his fingers with hers, giving her that same familiar squeeze he always did when words weren’t enough.
He leaned in, his voice low as he whispered against her ear “I am blessed to be stuck with you.”
Y/n smiled, blinking away the moist that had been threatening to fall. She turned to him, kissing him softly on the lips, savoring the moment.
Because their friend was right. It wasn’t always perfect. It wasn’t always easy. But it was real.
And maybe they were a little bit of a mess.
But they were each other’s mess.
And that was everything.
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A Sweet Christmas with Lando and Y/N
Lando Norris x reader
Summary: Lando Norris and his girlfriend, Y/N, spend a cozy Christmas evening baking cookies together. Despite Lando’s playful messes, they laugh and enjoy decorating the cookies. The night is filled with warmth, love, and holiday magic as they relax by the tree and savor their homemade treats.
The snow had started to fall softly outside the windows of Lando Norris' cozy apartment. It was the kind of quiet, peaceful evening that you could only find around Christmas, when everything felt a little bit more magical. Inside, the soft glow of fairy lights twinkled around the living room, and the warm scent of cinnamon and gingerbread had begun to fill the air.
Y/N was standing in front of the kitchen counter, her apron tied around her waist, carefully measuring out flour. She was excited for their Christmas tradition, even if it was something simple—making cookies together. It had become something of a special ritual for the two of them. Lando might spend most of his time on the racetrack, but when it came to Christmas, he was more than happy to trade in fast cars for flour-covered countertops.
Lando, for his part, was currently attempting to "help" by sifting the powdered sugar... a task he had apparently decided was too easy and, therefore, not nearly as fun. Instead, he was playing around, tossing little clouds of sugar up in the air and watching them drift down like snowflakes. Y/N chuckled as one of them landed in his hair.
“Lando!” she laughed, reaching for a paper towel to wipe some sugar off his shoulder. “You’re making a mess!”
He grinned sheepishly, but there was something incredibly endearing about his childlike energy. “Hey, I’m helping! You just don’t understand the art of creating the perfect snowfall effect with powdered sugar,” he teased, flicking a bit more in her direction.
Y/N raised an eyebrow, holding up the flour and gesturing with a teasing smile. “I think you’re just making a bigger mess than we need to clean up later.”
“You can’t rush art,” Lando replied with mock seriousness, his blue eyes twinkling with mischief.
Y/N shook her head but couldn’t suppress the smile spreading across her face. “Well, while you’re busy perfecting your snowstorm, I’m actually going to start making the dough,” she said, grabbing a bowl and starting to mix the ingredients.
Lando watched her for a moment, a mischievous glint in his eye as he leaned against the counter. “I can do that too, you know. I’m good with my hands. Maybe I’ll make the best dough ever.”
“Oh really?” Y/N raised an eyebrow. “You can barely bake a cookie without burning it, let alone make the dough.”
“That was one time!” he protested, holding up a finger. “It was a *very* complicated recipe.”
She smirked, already knowing he was about to get defensive. “Sure, Lando. You’re probably right,” she said dryly, handing him the rolling pin. “But for now, you can roll out the dough, okay?”
Lando nodded like he’d just been given the most important job in the world. He immediately took the rolling pin and started to roll out the dough with exaggerated concentration, as though the fate of the Christmas cookies rested entirely on his shoulders. Y/N could hardly contain her laughter at his antics.
After a few minutes of him dramatically rolling out the dough, he grinned triumphantly. “All done! Now, what’s next?”
Y/N moved in to take a look, inspecting his work. The dough was unevenly rolled, with some parts much thinner than others, but she didn’t mind. It would all taste the same in the end. “Okay, now we can cut out the shapes,” she said, pulling out a set of cookie cutters in the shape of stars, snowflakes, and Christmas trees. “Are you ready to make some Christmas magic?”
“Born ready,” Lando said, positioning himself beside her. “But I’m going to warn you, I’m excellent at decorating cookies. Like, top-tier.”
Y/N laughed. “We’ll see about that. I have a feeling you’re going to end up eating most of the decorations instead of using them.”
They spent the next hour rolling, cutting, and laughing. Y/N couldn’t help but love the way Lando’s enthusiasm was so contagious. Even when he accidentally made a dough explosion or ended up with flour on his face, he just laughed it off, turning every mishap into an inside joke.
When the cookies were finally ready to go into the oven, Y/N turned to him, her smile softening. “You know, I don’t think I’ve ever had this much fun baking before.”
Lando shrugged, his expression warm. “It’s the company, not the cookies, that makes it fun.”
As the cookies baked, they moved into the living room, where the Christmas tree twinkled with lights and the soft hum of holiday music filled the background. Y/N curled up on the couch, and Lando joined her, draping an arm over her shoulders.
They sat in content silence, only the sound of the occasional pop from the fireplace breaking the quiet. The world outside seemed far away as they simply enjoyed the moment—together, cozy, and happy. It wasn’t the holiday shopping or the big celebrations that made Christmas special; it was these simple, quiet moments.
Eventually, the timer went off, and they both jumped up, rushing back to the kitchen to check on their cookies. The smell was heavenly—spiced with cinnamon, ginger, and sugar. Lando opened the oven door and pulled out the tray with exaggerated care, pretending like he was handling fragile treasure.
After a few minutes of cooling, it was time for the best part: decorating. Y/N set out icing, sprinkles, and little edible pearls, and Lando was immediately at it, piping colorful swirls of icing onto the cookies with absolute concentration.
“You really are good at this,” Y/N said, genuinely impressed as he carefully outlined the snowflakes.
“I told you,” Lando grinned. “I’m a natural.”
Y/N rolled her eyes but couldn’t stop smiling as she began decorating her own cookies. They worked together in harmony, sometimes making faces at each other over their icing, sometimes getting into little “cookie decorating contests” to see who could make the prettiest designs. Of course, most of the cookies ended up a little lopsided, but that was part of the charm. Every one was unique and full of love.
When they were finally finished, they stepped back to admire their work. The plate of cookies before them was a sweet, colorful mess of imperfect but delicious-looking treats.
“Well, we definitely won’t be winning any decorating contests,” Y/N said with a laugh, “but I think we’ve created some Christmas magic.”
“Agreed,” Lando said, looking at the plate with a satisfied grin. “They look like something straight out of a holiday movie… except maybe with a little more personality.”
They shared a laugh before grabbing the first cookie from the plate and taking a bite. The warm, sugary taste was perfect, and they both sighed contentedly.
“I think we’ve made some of the best Christmas cookies ever,” Y/N said, looking at him with soft eyes.
Lando smiled, his expression tender. “Yeah, I think we have too.”
They shared a quiet moment, just enjoying each other's company and the happiness of the season. In that moment, surrounded by laughter, cookies, and the warmth of Christmas, Lando and Y/N knew that this was what the holidays were really all about.
And as they settled in with a plate of cookies and a cup of hot cocoa, the world outside continued to drift by, but inside, everything was perfect.
#fanfic#lando norris x y/n#lando x y/n#lando norris imagine#lando x you#lando x reader#lando imagine#lando norris x reader#lando norris#lando norris fanfic#formula 1 x reader#formula 1#formula one#f1 x you#f1 x reader#f1 imagine#f1 fic#f1 fanfic#f1#mclaren
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dsmp finale full transcript
<TommyInnit> H- Hello?
<JackManifoldTV> hey
<TommyInnit> Wh…
<TommyInnit> Where have you fucking been?
<JackManifoldTV> casino
<JackManifoldTV> been here years mate
<JackManifoldTV> made loads
<JackManifoldTV> let me bless you boy
<JackManifoldTV> it’s been too long
<TommyInnit> Jack. Seriously.
<TommyInnit> What happened?
<JackManifoldTV> Wdym?
<JackManifoldTV> I just been here
<JackManifoldTV> Playing roulette
<JackManifoldTV> Actually i have an issue rn
<JackManifoldTV> come with me
<JackManifoldTV> come on!!
<JackManifoldTV> i placed this block over the payment slot and now i can’t place bets
<JackManifoldTV> put that back
<TommyInnit> Wanna know where I’ve been?
<JackManifoldTV> mine the block of diamond pls
<TommyInnit> oh, okay
<TommyInnit> Come with me
<JackManifoldTV> wait hold on can’t end on a loss
<JackManifoldTV> BIG WIN
<TommyInnit> Come with me.
<TommyInnit> I’m on the road.
<TommyInnit> It’s good to see you
<JackManifoldTV> you too man
<TommyInnit> I’ve been here.
<JackManifoldTV> here?
<JackManifoldTV> in the bridge?
<TommyInnit> Far out in the distance
<TommyInnit> That way
<TommyInnit> I have a house
<TommyInnit> It’s nice.
<TommyInnit> I haven’t seen anyone for a loooong, long time.
<TommyInnit> Well, maybe Tubbo now and again.
<JackManifoldTV> me neither casino been empty
<JackManifoldTV> honestly i just steal money from the safes to gamble with
<JackManifoldTV> i could take it all if i wanted but the thrill keeps me there
<JackManifoldTV> gamblers ambition they call is
<JackManifoldTV> one day i’ll win big
<JackManifoldTV> 99% of people quit before then
<JackManifoldTV> not me
<JackManifoldTV> i’ll make it
<JackManifoldTV> it’s been years but it’s coming
<TommyInnit> …
<TommyInnit> You’re not good at catching up, are you?
<JackManifoldTV> just telling you my story man
<TommyInnit> Never thought I’d be around these parts again
<JackManifoldTV> me neither
<TommyInnit> I moved far from here. Get away from it.
<TommyInnit> Brings back too much
<TommyInnit> Joy, Fun, Sadness, Pain. Too much of it all.
<TommyInnit> but it’s nice to see a familiar face
<JackManifoldTV> hey you too man :)
<TommyInnit> even if you did blow up my fucking hotel
<TommyInnit> I don’t live around here.
<JackManifoldTV> oh
<JackManifoldTV> thought that was where we were going??
<TommyInnit> No, oh, god no.
<TommyInnit> Do you know how long it took for me to get back here?
<TommyInnit> I come here a lot though
<JackManifoldTV> coupa hours?
<TommyInnit> Well, more than the other places
<JackManifoldTV> cool
<JackManifoldTV> quaint
<JackManifoldTV> i like it
<JackManifoldTV> maybe i’ll buy this place when I win big!
<TommyInnit> This is Technoblade’s house
<JackManifoldTV> maybe I won’t do that
<JackManifoldTV> o7
<JackManifoldTV> how long do you sit here like this usually?
<TommyInnit> As long as I need to.
<TommyInnit> Sometimes a few minutes. Sometimes hours.
<TommyInnit> Mind if I ask you something?
<JackManifoldTV> sure
<JackManifoldTV> hit me
<TommyInnit> Do you ever…
<TommyInnit> Well, like, despite all the war, and the fighting, and the.. well… the mess. How much it sent ME a fucking mess.
<TommyInnit> You ever miss those days? The people? Or, well, the way they were? The way it all was?
<JackManifoldTV> sure
<JackManifoldTV> it was all a bit much at times
<JackManifoldTV> and i’m not sure i’d want to do it again
<JackManifoldTV> but I miss it sometimes
<JackManifoldTV> it was fun really
<TommyInnit> Yeah, I wouldn’t do it again either. haha
<TommyInnit> But…
<TommyInnit> I don’t know… I’ve tried to move on. my little cottage far away. My humble paradise. But that little thought trails into my mind…
<JackManifoldTV> i think it probably trails into all our minds, wherever we all are
<TommyInnit> Okay, phew.
<JackManifoldTV> but we all have to move on and find our own destiny some time
<TommyInnit> I’m glad it’s not just me
<JackManifoldTV> and chasing the win keeps me happy
<JackManifoldTV> i like who i am now!
<JackManifoldTV> probably more than who I was
<JackManifoldTV> but that doesn’t mean he was bad
<TommyInnit> You like being a gambler? Over an incompetent fight loser?
<TommyInnit> Well, I guess they’re not great options, are they
<TommyInnit> Sorry, that was harsh. I don’t see many people
<TommyInnit> Also, hey, you blew up my hotel
<TommyInnit> And me
<JackManifoldTV> one of them means I may win some day. i was never gonna win back then
<JackManifoldTV> oh yeah i did
<JackManifoldTV> i think i blew up everything actually
<JackManifoldTV> my fault
<TommyInnit> Luckily that wasn’t canon
<JackManifoldTV> Well no i’d say it was
<TommyInnit> I’ve still got my one life
<JackManifoldTV> I mean no one else is here anymore are they
<TommyInnit> And i intend to use it the best way I can
<JackManifoldTV> wdym??
<TommyInnit> Well, 1 canon life
<TommyInnit> I was left with 1 when everyone went away
<JackManifoldTV> yh yh yh but how do you wanna use it
<TommyInnit> You know…
<TommyInnit> I’ve got not a clue
<TommyInnit> But I’ll figure that out later
<JackManifoldTV> okay
<JackManifoldTV> you could come gamble with me
<TommyInnit> For now. I’ve got my cottage. My new pet! Awh, she’s adorable. Mareep. She’s a little sheep I caught.
<JackManifoldTV> I hear a big win is just around the corner
<TommyInnit> I don’t want to gamble Jack
<JackManifoldTV> oh
<JackManifoldTV> okay
<JackManifoldTV> more for me!!
<TommyInnit> Yep
<TommyInnit> But yeah you know… things are OK for me, Tubbo and his fucking bees I’ll see too every now and then
<JackManifoldTV> well this was nice
<TommyInnit> He’s doing pretty well for himself
<TommyInnit> Selling all that fucking honey
<JackManifoldTV> that’s good
<JackManifoldTV> i thought he exploded when i blew everything up
<TommyInnit> I guess being the president of L’Manberg teaches you a few logistical things, ey?
<JackManifoldTV> i can’t actually die i don’t think so i never know whether these things are bad for everyone else or not
<TommyInnit> Not that either of us would know anything about that
<TommyInnit> Well…
<JackManifoldTV> well..
<TommyInnit> But I haven’t seen anyone else, besides Tubbo
<TommyInnit> I think I like it that way for now.
<TommyInnit> The quiet life.
<JackManifoldTV> yeah you two are hard to seperate
<TommyInnit> TELL ME ABOUT IT
<JackManifoldTV> quiet is nice
<TommyInnit> It’s nice to see an old face though
<JackManifoldTV> this is nice
<TommyInnit> I know I said that before
<TommyInnit> but it really is
<TommyInnit> Well, look, I can’t stay too long. I need to feed Mareep.
<JackManifoldTV> yeah i got some places to see now i’m out
<TommyInnit> It’ll be off soon
<TommyInnit> Anything else you want to ask me?
<TommyInnit> I have no questions for you
<JackManifoldTV> haven’t left in a while should probably go check on some things
<JackManifoldTV> are you happy?
<JackManifoldTV> i guess that’s all i’d care to know.
<TommyInnit> Getting there.
<JackManifoldTV> nice
<TommyInnit> Good to see you, jack.
<JackManifoldTV> i’m glad for you
<TommyInnit> Hope you get the big win.
<JackManifoldTV> good to see you too tommy
<TommyInnit> Oh and hey
<JackManifoldTV> i will
<TommyInnit> Don’t let anyone buy this house
<JackManifoldTV> i won’t
<JackManifoldTV> when i win big there’ll be no money left HAHAHAHA
<TommyInnit> I might not see you again
<JackManifoldTV> that’s okay
<TommyInnit> But I hope I hear about it if you win big
<TommyInnit> So long J money
<JackManifoldTV> i can deal with that knowing you’re happy :)
<JackManifoldTV> bye bye big T
TommyInnit left the game
#going insaneee#and have been for the whole past week or so#finally caved and made this christ it took so long#this took me so long my wrists hurtt#dsmp#dsmp finale#ctommy#cjack#tommyinnit#jack manifold#bitterduo#mcyt#my posts
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I love the kinks and quirks of quinn that u wrote 😭 its so him!! he does look like he's gonna be an annoying yet endearing bf (LORD IF YOU'RE READING THIS ITS ME AGAIN) anw can I request a jealous/overprotective and annoying Quinn x people person reader!
Mine || Quinn Hughes x reader
summary: yes ik Luke couldnt drink until this year, but pretend he turned 21 before summer. the Hughes brothers goes out clubbing. Quinn gets jealous of a random group of guys dancing near you all night.
a/n: sorry it’s late!! I’ve been working (I’m getting 💰yuhhh) glad you liked the kinks and quirks!!💗
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I feel hands come down my waist, pulling me back. Not only do I feel his breath, but his hard cock on my ass.
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It’s mid-july, the Hughes have been busy golfing, conditioning, and getting injured. Luckily, Quinn has been staying out of the trouble…for now.
“Bug? Have you seen my shoes?” Quinn came walking into our room. The blue accent wall we have in our summer home shines against the sun, hitting Quinn’s eyes.
“Hey cutie!” I kiss his neck, standing in my tip-toes, I greet him with a hug, “yes, aren’t they downstairs? Like usual?” I laugh at him as I pull away from our warm embrace.
“No. My clubbing shoes. I can’t get the other ones dirty.” He moans.
so picky.
“I’ll look for them, can you make me some breakfast?” I rub his chest, he looks at me, wrapping his arm under me. Well, around my ass.
“No.” I back up.
Quinn shakes his head, implying that he’s not making breakfast and we’ll probably pick some dinner up at the club. “Do you think Boeser will be there?”
~
Recently, Quinn has been touchy, maybe he’s starting his ovulation period, I mean I just got off my period.
what if we’re synced??
That’s beside the point. We’re only going clubbing tonight because he’s mad I’m spending time with his friends more than him.
~
“Quinn. I told you. Brock and I aren’t anything, he has a girlfriend, and I have a future husband in front of me.” I walk into my closet. Changing for our special night. I pull off my shorts, Quinn walks behind me pushing against me.
“Stop.” He muttered, “I love you.”
“Do you?”
“Yes”
Jack walks in, “hey can Luke and I come with y’all tonight?” He immediately slaps his hand over his eyes.
“Seriously?” Jack groans.
“No, this is not what it looks like. I’m telling her about Brock.” Quinn explains.
~ at the club ~
Jack and I walk up to the bar, grabbing a few drinks for the group. Luke takes a shot, I took a shot and Jack drank his shot. Quinn didn’t drink, he’s the designated driver for tonight.
“Let’s go dance bub!” I grab Quinn’s hand and pull him to the humid ground.
*womanizer: Britney Spears plays*
I start dancing, hands all over Quinn, I kiss him a few times, he’s enjoying every bit of it. He runs me over to the side, “I’m going to grab a few drinks.” He rushed off the dance floor.
I start dancing with random people, having fun. Some guys came behind me, I had no problem with it, thinking they had girlfriends.
“Quinn’s not gonna like this.” Luke held onto me. His breath holds the smells of alcohol.
“Well don’t let me get close to them.” I push Luke behind me, distancing the guys from me. I turn around to face Luke, I start dancing with him. I throw my head up, not looking around.
I feel hands come down my waist, pulling me back. Not only do I feel his breath, but his hard cock on my ass.
I figure it’s Quinn. Again, I feel his hands come down onto me, but this isn’t Quinn. His hands are too bony, and not big. I walk to the bar, looking for Quinn, I notice him standing to the side, waiting for the drinks.
I ask the bartender if the order for Hughes was ready, she nods and hands me three shot glasses, I texted Jack and Luke to come over. I took a glass, licking off the salt that the bartender had left on accident from another order. Jack and Luke come over, taking their glasses, we cheers and take the shots. Quinn wanted a small taste so I kissed him, he sucked off all of the alcohol from my tounge, hoping he didn’t consume any.
Jack and Luke start dancing over to the side of the dance floor, I stay back with Quinn.
“I saw you dancing with those guys.” Quinns tone sounded more questioning than a statement.
Here we go again. First it was Boeser, than it was those guys, who’s next? Jack? “Quinn, I wnat you, only you. I’ll show you. Come.” I pull his hands to my waist. I walk up to his brothers and start dancing with Quinn.
~
I had a great night, but every few minutes more guys would surround me. Quinn was not having a good night.
~
We walk to the car around 2. Jack is ordering pizza on his phone, his drunken eyes look confused.
“Quinn, I’m truly sorry. I have no idea what happened. I didn’t even-” Quinn cuts me off.
“Y/n. I don’t want to hear it.” He turns on the radio.
I scoff, “it’s not like I liked it.” I turn off the radio.
“I mean ask Luke.” I yell.
Quinn looks back at his brother, looking for approval of my intentions. Instead he’s just asleep. Luke snores louder and louder each time we yell.
~
The walk into the house was silent. Quinn went up to the room, taking my purse with him. I took my hair out of the pony tail I slicked it in for the drive home, it got really hot. I talk to Jack about Quinn.
“You know. I think Quinn is upset that he hasn’t seen you in awhile. Yiu always talk to other guys before him.” Jack talks softly.
We stand in the kitchen, lights dimmed, Luke passed out on the couch.
I look upset, “are you saying this or is quinn?” Jack stares at me, and smiles.
“I don’t believe it. I just take my brothers word.”
~
“Why so jealous?” I knock in the door of our room. I slide my dress off, leaving a sexy bralette and thong in sight.
Quinn’s eyes brighten. “Come. Right now.” He’s very excited now.
“Not until we talk.” I motion him to help me take my shoes off.
…
Let’s just say we ended the night by screaming at eachother… and I don’t mean it in an argumentative way.
#jocelynscrazyideas#not proofread#scrapped content#hockey#nhl#quinn hughes#vancouver canucks#quinn jerome hughes#quinn hughes fic#captain quinn#quinn hughes x y/n
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A poly Tyrrish Men headcanon you didn’t ask for but I want for myself
Because I too can have nice things lolol. These are my pairings and why they’d be wonder for or terrible or both. NSFW below the cut. You’ve been advised
Xaden x Garrick
A shameless flirt and a drama queen. It’s giving both Sign me up and get me off this ride, lol
Seriously you’d have one partner who would flirt and charm with with everyone and another that wouldn’t let you look at someone else without seething in jealousy.
Though the dynamic could be fun. On solo nights Garrick is taking you out in public, dancing with you and being your guy for all social things.
Xaden is more reserved, great for nights you want to stay in or if you have a quiet night out together
But let’s not forget these are both men that are obsessed with you so no matter what they are showing you off in their own way
I’m sure they’d fight with eachother on who is better in bed
Like literally fight. Pillow fights would turn into fists real fast.
Speaking of bed get a large one they would both take up so much room
But fuck wouldn’t they be awesome together taking care of you. Could you imagine?!
Garrick x Imogen
BRO
Step on my heart
Would it be toxic? But would it also be one hell of a time? Yes.
Yes indeed
They give me “established couple that like to bring in a third” vibe and you’re the third.
And honestly, it’s the best
Imogen tolerating you enough to bring you into her relationship with Garrick, you know she really likes you lolol
To be in Imogen’s good graces at all is amazing.
And you wouldn’t have to do anything in the bedroom
They would just fight with eachother on who gets to have you first and you simply have to sit back and enjoy the ride
And Imogen always gets you first
We love a dominate queen
Xaden x Liam
I’ve seen it before in fics and I’m not against it
Soft and sweet with moody and broody
I can dig it
I imagine you have Xaden being so experienced and Liam not so it’s a mix of first times and good times
Tho Liam’s aftercare and snuggles would be epic
And when Xaden is out taking care of the revolution Liam would be perfect company
Golden retriever men are just yes
Bodhi x Liam
Clawing at the gates, let me in to this love
Honesty name a better duo
They would treat you like royalty
Like they would want to do everything together and if you don’t bring the other along they would both look at you with such a pout
Without being aware they’d often kiss you a the same time. Both going in for a kiss on either cheek
And omg they would shed their cutsey behavior so fast if you were ever in trouble tho. They wouldn’t hesitate at all
Bodhi x a mirror
Lolol this man is perfect all on his own his reflection is the only other man I’d need
#fourth wing#the empyrean#garrick tavis#xaden riorson#bodhi durran#imogen cardulo#liam mairi#tyrrish men headcanons you didn't ask for
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i drew yaotome gaku being pathetic (it may not seem like it but just trust me bro) also I’ve wanted to draw this crossover for a while.
stream our mother’s music you’ll see the vision https://open.spotify.com/track/177F8NAi1l96g27d20Vud2?si=Hn8_AI2FQvOK1KqyQyV0TA
referenced off the official 目が逢う瞬間 Weiss Schwarz tcg song card
#idolish7#yaotome gaku#gaku yaotome#i don’t know#how to make custom tags#oh there we go#anyway stream mother chihayas solos#don’t take this too seriously we just like having fun#art on main#can you tell I like tagging already#i7#trigger idolish7#fanart#delusions#Spotify#custardswithchocolate
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we all know human vigilante… but what about… slightly human vigilante
#pizza tower#pizza tower vigilante#the vigilante#vigilante#the noise#pizza tower au#if i was made of cheese i would probably stress-eat my hair too#ily vigert ebenezer lantte#some design notes:#vigi will always be short and fat to me. anything else just feels off for some reason#also as we all know#the way indigenous people are shown in this game is Horrendous#so as a native person i was like#hmm. native codes your vigi#it’s subtle cuz it’s not plot important or anything#it doesn’t rlly change anything except flipping the cowboy movie stereotypes#so i thought it would be fun#the turquoise bits on his outfit are inspired by Diné jewelry and metalwork :3#the braids are just cuz it looks cool not cuz braids = native lol#also holy fuck epiphany: native vigi speaks to the mixed experience#HEAR ME OUT HEAR ME OUT#you are native in the sense that you have native family and community u grew up with#but you are also#made of cheese#something decidedly incredibly not native#bc the entire concept of dairy was imported to the americas by europeans#you are mixed native and white👍#he’s literally me fr#ANYWAYS. don’t take any of that very seriously but it is an interesting metaphor#sorry for the essay in the tags. it will happen again
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The Yaoi Poll on Twitter having beef with Mikayuu in a nutshell.
I salute to all of my Seraphs who fought so hard on what they believe in .😔🪈
#I almost passed out while recording myself playing with my recorder on this song#help me#People are hating Mikayuu for rigging the polls#but I’m just a side line supporter who just makes shitposts#gg for Kawoshin for winning#the Mikayuu house hold holds no disrespect#but we love our boys and that what matters#kawoshin#mikayuu#SOTE#evangelion#shitpost#also please don’t take it too seriously like these people in the polls we all are here to have some fun#yuumika#owari no serafu#seraph of the end#owari no seraph#neon genesis evangelion
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#i think this is just my irritability from my meds#so i’m putting my rant down in the tags#im going to delete this later but i just needed to get this out bc i’ve seen it quite a few times now#but if i see one more fuckin person say something along the lines of ‘stop drawing the iterators/slugcats in this way because it’s boring#or wrong or doesn’t match up with MY HEADCANON’#im gonna fucking lose it. if you want to see slugcats or iterators drawn how YOU like them. why don’t YOU draw them. or YOU pay other#artists you draw them for you?#the fact that some people are so god damn entitled to fanworks that passionate people are making FOR FREE#this isn’t about any of my followers or anything and i block people who say shit like that on sight but for real.#your interpretations of characters and designs are not the end all be all. i interpret sigs shape language as pointy! a lot of the fandom#sees her as square! you know what i DONT do? make posts about how artists should stop drawing him square#you know what i DO do? draw her pointy MYSELF!#i’ll delete this later bc it really doesn’t matter and it’s NOT directed at any of my followers or moots it’s just a general thing ive seen#you do realize that most of what we have to go off of are 10 pixel tall muppets right.#going crazy stupid with designs is FUN! im beginning to think some of y’all take this shit WAY too seriously lmao#anyways.
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I actually had the worst day I’ve had in awhile now but i survived it
#barely#im learning to lean on the people that care about me#i even cried on my mom tonight and i hate crying in front of people 😭😭#and it’s always been hard for me in general to talk to my mom especially but I’m learning to trust her and grow from our past#all that cheese and mushy shiz yeah yeah#work was insane tn and i was not prepared at all#i almost had a meltdown too but i kept it together and that’s when I called my co worker and she saved my ass#and my other coworker was trying to help me too that was off and was literally gonna leave her house to help me 🥺🥺🥺#it was just so bad fr#and my hours switching has been a twist for me too which happened to be a factor of today#but I made shit work but it still also was a mess at the same time lmao#it was a crazy ass day and I’m just glad it’s over now#a lot of good things happened today but the bad was bad#im just glad I didn’t hold in my feelings and was also not too prideful to ask for help#im drinkin my wine and hittin my pen bc fuck the cold I’ll just be a vape god for now#that was kinda cringe but I’m drunk so don’t take me seriously besides the parts of this that are my feelings 🤣#also got a card from one of my coworkers and my boss with a Starbucks gift card 🫶🏼 I was so surprised#that mfer wrote ‘crazy lady’ on the envelope 🙃🙃🤣🤣#funniest guy I know right there lmao#we have too much fun and he only works like once a week bc he’s like 40 or 50 something with a million different jobs bc he’s the crazy one#today was a roller coaster basically 🤣🤣 but i did the shit and somehow managed to keep shit together#im just ready for the holidays to be over so work can not be super busy anymore#but i am excited for the holidays it’s gonna be amazing i think 🫶🏼 not gonna be hung up on fake love this time and will be able to enjoy it#fully#for the first time in too long#last Christmas was so bad it makes me sick thinking about it#fuck that guy so much#just realizing this was amazing wow#so hype to have a clear and free mind this holiday without our ‘relationship’ looming over me#proud of me for multiple things rn 🥹
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2023 reads // twitter thread
Into the Midnight Void
part two of a chaotic fantasy duology
our unhinged lesbians try to survive and take power in a gory world of dark magic where water is running out, after more is revealed about the world they live in
i don’t believe in the glorification of murder but i do believe in the empowerment of women
#Into the Midnight Void#beyond the ruby veil#this is so fun#i forgot it really goes all out on the horribleness and violence lmao#but like also….doesn’t take itself too seriously?#obsessed with this one 1 star review that says they’re all narcissistic psychopaths who are all abusive to each other and think it’s okay to#kill people as if that’s not the POINT OF THE BOOK OH MY GOD#don’t read this book if you think it’s mean to kill people I guess :(#it is like. I can’t not want to know more wider worldbuilding. like what exists outside of these cities? is there. nature. is that a thing t#that exists. what about like. production and resources#but also that’s not the POINT it’s more conceptual and if you try make it logical it will fall apart. which tbh we need more YA sff that jus#just zeroes in on a concept for the vibes#and characterisation#also how would the MC know what exists outside of her perception#I also think that the succinctness of the worldbuilding that is only informed by what the plot needs is what makes it work re: being centred#on horrible villains#if there was too much external worldbuilding you would have to consider the implications of the terrible things more and it wouldn’t be as f#fun#anyway way. the lesbians rip out and eat more peoples eyeballs
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“sometimes it really doesn’t mean anything though, people just like gory movies and think they’re fun” “the writers didn’t intend that, it’s not that deep” okay and? there is never a one size fits all interpretation, this isn’t going to apply to every single movie that includes gore that has ever been made. but can’t we for once make a generalization that highlights what gore can and often does do instead of making a generalization about why it’s garbage and shouldn’t exist in any media? like can’t i just point out a legitimate general function of gore in many stories and why it can be valuable even in low brow movies that people look down on. also notice that i didn’t say this made gory media smarter or deeper, i didn’t say this had to be the writers’ intention, i said that these are still valuable stories to tell and that they have a place in our media landscape
the thing about “meaningless gore” is that even when it’s apparently not intellectual enough for so many people, it forces the viewer to confront the fact that they are just meat, they are mortal, they can and will eventually die, and pain is part of the human experience that unfortunately none of us will escape experiencing at one point or another. life is both horrifyingly fragile and surprisingly resilient which makes existing in a body a fraught experience regardless of whether we want to acknowledge that or not. “to watch a horror movie is to know that something bad is going to happen. to have a body is really the same thing.” anyway that in and of itself is plenty to grapple with and if a film decides to only deal with that, i don’t think it’s less valuable than any other theme a film might address
#also like are you assuming i don't just genuinely like gory movies?#like obviously i'm not thinking about this shit WHILE i'm watching a gory movie#i’m not watching someone get axed in the face thinking ‘wow i must now confront the vulnerability inherent to existing in a human body’ lol#but what? you just assume people are drawn to gore because of sadism? end of story?#you don't wonder why we're compelled to engage with violence on a narrative level? what service these types of stories provide for us?#why we would have stories that include anything disturbing and upsetting at all?#catharsis sure - but catharsis for what feelings? in this case you could say what you'd say of any tragedy#or perhaps you'd point to repressed anger or urges to commit violence yourself - and you'd be right#but also that implies identification with the perpetrator of violence which we've seen isn't always the case#so via identification with the victim - catharsis for the dread of death pain and harm to the body#this is like. not that complex of a concept. i don't think i'm being too pretentious for pointing it out#and i don't think i'm giving gory movies too much credit#anyway i am little miss gorehound over here so i resent any implication that i just 'don't get' that people like gore just because it's fun#but like why deflect from addressing this in horror media? does it make you uncomfortable or do you not want people to think#that you’re taking something stupid too seriously and you don’t want to look dumb#either way it’s defensive. and pretty boring
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#didn’t draw today#forgot to post#these r frommm yesterday iirc but there’s two for today and yesterday#two days ago technically bc it’s not before midnight#oh uh#cvdaily#aww I was gonna do the tag twice for the silly but it said noo#that make sense I suppose but it’s still sadge#I played mc today we did a trial chamber it was sm fun#I love minecraft yess#probably gonna draw mc character again soon#I love her she’s soooo creature#maybe I’ll draw some world locations too. I wonder how old the world is now I should check#we do some light cheating for quality of life bc we do not take mc that seriously at all and r just there to have a good time#for example#keep inventory is on#bc we love to kill each other#it got frustrating#if something gets unfun frustrating not like ok a challenge frustrating then I don’t hesitate to tp ppl or spectator to find a structure#we did find our trial chamber legit but to get another one would be sooo upsetting and too much of an ordeal#so we’ll beat the thing legit but I found one via spectator for us to travel to and beat legit#our world is so unserious I have so much fun with it#though I have a personal hatred for spawning in items#I believe I only spawned in frog lights for my sisters Christmas tree (she asked nicely)#and a single upgrade template bc my cousin used our last one and we all got so upset at him I was like yeah I’m just gonna#yk so we keep it fun#keeping it unserious is I#important bc I have to be the peacemaker between my cousins and sister who play#they get into fights and don’t deescelate so as the oldest and world owner it’s kinda on me#trying to stay lighthearted and take things in stride
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see the problem is is that I’ve developed intricate lore for my test fankids, along with pretty thought out ideas of what their childhoods were like and what traits from their parents were passed down or taught and which ones were formed by mixing two or more of their parents and like, a ton more, but I have also only like. Drawn one of them consistently to have a finished design, and drawn two of the others
#Yes the only thought out one is the Azujami one#Mainly bc when I started this as an exercise she was a BITCH to figure out#And even now I still debate whether or not I balanced her correctly#I’ll post the headshot I did of her later#But like. God#i have quite a few tho-#Some were added with only one parent (leona)#While some only gained another parent after I got sucked into a ship (idikei? Idia and cater. Neo gained a father and a different eye color#Also don’t take the name neo too seriously#It’s currently just a like nickname until I’m in the mood to research names#Like my rookvil daughter was seriously just called evie for a while#(Like the descendants character) until I landed on vivienne#But like. I think fankids are so fun#I think it’s the like#best thought excercise ever of character creation#On another note for the name thing tho#Do not be suprised if neo sticks. I was working on a mother gothel twst#Gave him a nickname#and now his name is just full on goth renzel#(If we can have a character named deuce spade or epel then I get goth)
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reposted from Twitter 😭
I get it’s been forever since I talked about the atsv movie and it was absolutely amazing and I really need to keep working on this AU I have
Argh I miss you everyday spidey
#trigger idolish7#idolish7#art on main#don’t take this too seriously we just like having fun#ainana#kujo tenn#spider man au#after I posted this I actually realised I put the name behind the sticker wrong :/#custardswithchocolate
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