#don’t mind me I’m just projecting
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Currently writing a PB/MJ/Miggs fic where they’re about to go all the way, in the biblical sense, but Miguel hasn’t told them he’s trans yet.
So CLEARLY DISTRESSED he tells them and they’re like “we love you because you’re YOU not because your cis” and they’re comforting and cuddling him and Miguel’s brain short circuits because he’s so unused to being held.
MJ holding him and both of them are praising him and he’s like wait a damn minute this feels sososo good because he’s been getting cock blocked by gender Dysphoria for so long that them touching him at all is driving him insane
#marvel#atsv#miguel o'hara#peter b parker#mary jane watson#pb/mj/miggs#across the spiderverse#they are such a top tier throuple to me#don’t mind me I’m just projecting
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eddie is the type of guy to adopt black cats
#don’t mind me i’m just projecting#but also?? i think it would work for his character#like he adopts the party bc he sees that they’re also social outcasts#so i think it’d make sense for him to adopt black cats as a fuck you to society for creating that superstition#also pls more eddie cat dad fics 🙏🏻#eddie munson#stranger things
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Hey what if Steve is aroace too? That’d be cool.
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what is with twitter phannies and not knowing anything about dnp i just saw someone describe the steve the pigeon as niche dan and phil lore. they called him kevin
#ppl were also saying simon and the super amazing project are niche#which like i could 100% be wrong but i thought those were like such important phacts that most people knew about!#and look i really don’t like shaming people for not knowing things. but calling a running bit—a *recent* running bit mind you—niche?#that’s just not really true#and his name isn’t kevin :(#/lh#if the person that made that tweet sees this i’m really sorry i promise i’m not actually that pissed 😭#it was just a shock compared to tumblr where everyone seems to know everything#dnp#phan#dan and phil#amazingphil#daniel howell#phandom#me post
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Tfw you wanted to get some Halloween outfits out for Fiddlestan and BillFord (possibly the twins too) on Halloween but your schedule is fucked, your busy with other projects and inspiration for costumes flew out the window so you’ll have to post way later then you actually wanted 😭
If I could plan my art better and ya know WORK DURING THE DAY INSTEAD OF SOLEY AT NIGHT this would be way easier lmfao
#gravity falls#the book of bill#bill cipher#billford#ford pines#fiddleford mcgucket#stan pines#Fiddlestan#mabel pines#dipper pines#Halloween#Halloween costumes#my schedule is fucked#I have so many projects I need to finish 😭#that’s a REALLY bad thing with me I accept and think of more projects before I can even finish my ones#it’s a problem#I really need to fix it#soooo yea#by the time I finish Halloween will be over 🥲#ani rants about stupid shit#ani rambles#I was MAYBE gonna do some ocs too and just slap em onto TikTok but I’m not sure#don’t mind me i’m just rambling#I like celebrating holidays ok#it feels like they’re not really celebrated anymore and it makes me sad#Hell I’ve STILL got FinnFern ideas I need to draw/finish lmao#send help
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You said that if you dated Peter or Wade it would make you miserable. Which– Okay fair, Wade does have a history of purposely hurting the people he loves.
But what about Peter? Why do you think dating him would make you miserable?
because I’ll always know I had the option to climb a 6’8 cyborg and I passed that up for a sweaty little twunk that I perpetually have to remind to bathe (sorry peter)
#I don’t know. I don’t think peter is good boyfriend material. I think his insecurities would get exhausting.#Wade has bottomless patience. me… I don’t know. I don’t think I could. I’ve got my own stuff going on. I don’t want a Project.#peter is definitely a project. and he needs someone with shed loads of patience and perseverance.#me I just. I wanna have a good time. so. come to me my big beautiful time traveller. whisk me away.#take me to the beach. you can disappear after I don’t mind I’m not needy. just spend a beautiful romantic week with me.#sci speaks#I don’t really know what kind of person I’m compatible with really actually.#all my relationships have been. pretty short.#and I don’t think it’s any fault of my own really. and I don’t feel any loss over them at all. like at all. I wish I did. but I don’t.#a sci has so very thankfully never felt heartbreak.#but it makes me kind of question what kind of person I am when it comes to this sort of thing.#because I really don’t know.#I don’t know if I want commitment. I don’t even know if I want sex these days.#I … weirdly… am so devoid of yearning these days. like I feel content right now on my own. I don’t even feel lonely.#I used to yearn but I think I’ve moved past it. and I kind of just want to have a good time.#and that doesn’t even . involve a relationship or anything anymore. like I don’t think I want one actually. it feels like I’m Over it.#it’s kind of great because I’ve never felt so calm in a long time. all because I decided that I don’t. actually Need anything.#I don’t need anything more than what I have. and that’s brought me rest after So Long being restless.#but if a massive time traveller came and whisked me away on sexy adventures how could I say no
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Carbonation angel
AKA the first thing you see after nearly drowning while being attacked by an entire room of evil killer grampa clones
#🎃 Cryptid sighting#rccc 2023#RCCC#HLVRAI cosplay#Tommy Coolatta#🎃 Photographic evidence#I’m gonna crash soon (and do this all again tomorrow- though prob not in cosplay since I didn’t finish the headcrab zombie)#But it was a good day at con#And if the other con guest who recognized me from my DIY Black Mesa passport blog sees this-#-that legit blew my mind & means a lot!!! I was in that brain fog of being out in the vendor hall so I don’t know if I got it across-#- but meeting someone who knew me from here & that project made my weekend!!!#Misadventures around Portland#Also I’m embarrassed that it took this long for me to think of framing a photo w/OCC’s Foucault pendulum as a halo#Also also Starry would make a perfect name for Sunkist’s puppy. Just sayin’#‘Um … do you want a soda?’
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I just wish people online would stop giving work advice and ruthlessly criticising professional and private lives of actors they don’t know in person. Just that.
#idk I’m fed up#it’s like you’ve no idea what Luke is doing or what he wants to do#you don’t know his current state of mind and plans#then why are you lashing him online with no purpose than to criticise and ridicule#i wouldn’t want strangers calling me a loser bc I’ve no projects lined up#(that we know of might I add)#it’s just tiring#I’d rather hype up and admire from a distance than be cruel for no reason#even on here#but maybe that’s just me#luke newton#newts I will always love you
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it’s not done yet, but I really like how a current wips are coming along and I kind of want to share them even though it’s not done yet. It’s supposed to be like one of the celebrity crush wallpaper collages that were super popular back in like 2012, but it’s made up of my own art of a specific character. Right now, I’m doing one for Eddie Munson, Steve Harrington, and the two of them together.
Here’s the progress so far
I haven’t fully decided yet but I think once I’m done with the base collage, I’m going to go back and draw in hearts and emojis to put on top like stickers to really fit the vibe of the 2012 collages
#stranger things#eddie munson#steve harrington#steddie#fanart#mine#my art#wip#i’m not bothering to show the Steve one yet because it’s just the 2 drawings of him that are already in the Steddie one#I need to draw more of him#Also I am now realizing that even though I use my own art as a color reference to keep it consistent. I’m still really not consistent#Like I am all over the place when it comes to color - especially with Eddie’s hair#Part of that is because of the lighting in the show but I didn’t realize how noticeable it is until seeing all of my works of him together#Regardless I love how these are coming out so far#Also I’ve been super motivated to draw and hyperfixating on this project#text post#don’t mind me. I’m just talking to myself
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That's an interesting opinion! There could be more than one reasons for creating the prison and your idea sounds like a pretty justifiable one. And though reasons for building the prison have been given by cc's I don't think your reason is too far removed from theirs to disregard it completely?
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Thanks, I appreciate you saying that. I fear I was pissing people off a bit, and that was not my intention. I wasn’t meaning to disagree only add too, go a bit further if you will... Some times I wonder, am I the only one who does things with 4 agendas, not to mention a subconscious one I’m not even aware of? Like I don’t know, to say I do anything for only one reason just isn’t true at all but maybe I’m the only who does that? Cuz like for example, I went to college to get a degree. A degree so I can get a well paying job that will also be able to make enough money to pay off the loans it costs to get. I also want to be able to make enough money to support myself and a family, buy a house and travel one day. I also felt like I needed a nice cushiony job so I can have vacation and time off and days I can take off when my mental health is bad. I also wanted to get a degree that isn’t a waste of my time or intellect. I wanted to make a difference and a lasting impact on the world and that’s why I chose civil engineering. I am also good at math, love knowing the why and problem solving that goes along with engineering mentality and my dad is a civil engineer so I figured it fit. But I also wanted to get a degree to make people proud, and because I worked hard in high school so I might as well make it worth it… so I can say I got an engineering degree to make money. But that doesn’t quite cover it, does it? There are so many other layers into it, so to say oh Quackity just tortured Dream to get the book or Dream just made the prison in fear of an unkillable evil seems way over simplified. Not to say those aren't main reasons, but just as we know Quackity had other connecting reasons and agendas in torturing Dream, it doesn’t seem to me to be that far fetched to say Dream has multiple reasons for the prison too… but hey what do I know, I’m just sharing my random thoughts. :)
#complexity… look maybe I’m just insane that’s a possibility lol. honestly if you do things with one thought or goal in mind I’m kinda jealou#like are you telling me you don’t have a thousand thoughts flying through your head at any moment in time?… crazy sounds peaceful <3 :)#hello there#probably should have answered this on my alt but oh well too late lol XD#or maybe my projection on Dream has clouded my judgement…#pandora’s vault
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you people are so weird about disabled people
#i think you all have a specific idea of chronically ill people in your mind that fits a weird narrative you’ve come up with#and when people don’t fit the mold you get angry#like… is it projection? or …. hmmm …#but if i said my actual opinion on all this and didn’t just vague what i’m talking about on here you guys would get angry with me
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Let’s take role call.
Open Your Shell to Find Your Wings: Donnie gets mutated again partway to a beetle
The Connections of a Soul: Donnie looses his physical body
Unmutated Donnie au: Donnie gets, well, unmutated
… I’m sensing a theme here
#why am I like this#why can’t I leave him alone#Oh there was also that future au where he became a cyborg#damn that’s four#this is why no one wants to be my favourite character#I project myself onto them#and me does not like their body…#so rip#ignore that rant in the tags actually#imma just#tw body dysphoria#don’t mind me#oooh new tag#jelly rants#<- there we go#lovely#anywho#I’ve become freaking possessed by unmutated Donnie#expect a new update tomorrow#I’m holding myself back from posting#because I need to sleep#…but it’s almost finished#tell you what#I’ll finish this rant here#and you can see if I was successful#and see if I post the next part in an hour or nah#if I do then I’ve failed#and please tell me to go to sleeep
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I think I’ve reached the point of Brandon Sanderson saturation. I used to love his books so much but I’m rereading WoK rn to get ready for Wind and Truth and I’m. not enjoying it as much
#like I’m genuinely only reading it for Shallan at this point#I don’t mind Kaladin but Adolin and Dalinar’s POVs have me 😪#I don’t know what changed. A few years ago when Oathbringer came out I was o b s e s s e d#and then Rhythm of War was really good too but it took me fully six months to get around to reading it#and now I just have no excitement at all for Wind and Truth or any of the secret projects. I think I just really spontaneously#outgrew Sanderson. Or maybe I’m just depressed as fuck#who can say 🤔#but what I can say is that Sanderson’s writing is boring as hell to me rn#like his prose isn’t bad! It gets the point across effectively#it just. is boring.#like none of the passages of his books are particularly beautiful or moving#like maybe what is happening in the story is moving and inspirational#but the writing itself is very 😐😐😐#idk. it’s just not doing it for me this time around
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i dont understand how u can fuck up misgendering me when my name is literatlly noah. like. how. do i need to change it back to adam?
idk how it can make it more obvious. (i live and exist as stealth trans. sort of? I don’t really talk bout being trans, but I’m open bout it when it comes up. Or i trust u. I can read vibes)
#snazum talks#like idk how u keep messin this up.#is it my stature? im just short. i’m a short guy. theres cis dudes my height.#ah wait i did use that one childhood photo of me for a presentation. so ig there?#like i said im not loud and proud but i don’t exactly stealth either#but like. idk i just chill and exist as a dude.#now im gettin paranoid that the others misgender me behind my back but like#i aint gonna start thinkin like that till i get proof#sorry im just like. mind boggled lmao. I wish I had the courage to correct people but like#I don’t have the energy or the backbone to so I just shrug. whatever#i’ll just think of you as stupid. and then also proceed to help u with ur project anyways lmao#or not even just stupid. like. i’ll give yah the benefit of the doubt and assume its a language thing? but also like.#i give people that benefit but then you’ll gender everyone else correctly so. idk. seems sort of targeted#even if it’s subconcious. which sucks. i’m sorry that you have those subconcious biases#cause I get it. me too. it takes a bit to learn and retrain.#but its a little annoying since i’ve just been living as a dude for years. like grahh. idk.#im not gonna drop my somewhat effeminate actions or whatever the fuck. i like to sound not like a dick online thanks#or like idk. i want to not seem threatening and hard to approach#not that i’m doing a great job at that but yeah idk sorry i’m exaughsted
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i was going through pinterest and found a pic that reminded me of good luck charm!! imagine evan with a lil fashionista reader and one day he comes in and sees you wearing his jersey in an outfit like this!! he’s like “um…what are you doing?” and you’re like “i saw someone else wearing something like this, hope you don’t mind<33” and his eyes are just fucking glued to you. you would not be leaving the house that day, that’s for sure<33
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Writing over 30,000 words worth of content for a fic only to realize it’s all pointless because you have no interest in it anymore and you were never gonna finish it anyway….
What even is The Point anymore
#current mood#it’s so joever#this isn’t even the worst part honestly#what really sucks is that this project was the last thing in my life I had any sustainable interest in and now that’s gone too.#now I have nothing. like#the fuck am I supposed to do??? get a new interest??? that’s fucking impossible#nothing hits like it used to and everything is just….bland….and SO MUCH EFFORT to get into#like hobbies are so difficult? and my old hobbies (ex writing) are becoming more and more toxic and like a chore rather than something fun#like writing at this point has become a battle of perfectionism and I’m fucking losing#what am I supposed to do. nothing inspires me. I have no interests. no hobbies. not many friends irl#and it’s not like we ever hang out because people are a fucking piece of work#either they cling to you like dog shit or they never respond to your texts no in between#im just so tired of existing??? and also college??? is fine but like#what the fuck am I DOING here like#why am I getting an art degree??? is this really how I should be spending my time and my parents money?#what the fuck am I gonna do for a job??? what do I WANT from a job???? I don’t even fucking know#i can’t see myself being happy in life doing anything and that’s such a nonstarter#it makes it impossible to start planning anything because I feel paralyzed with fear#and like I said….i don’t have any interests. I don’t LIKE anything. I am the antithesis of curiosity and interest like. there’s just nothing#i can’t do this anymore#im so done#idk why I made this so long but#I guess I have a lot on my mind I wanted to share#sorry for cringe posting on main it will happen again#im sorry in general actually for everything im sorry for being needy and attention seeking and annoying and flaky and never finishing any of#my fics because I lose interest and for not responding to anyone in my inbox I’m sorry#personal#cringe#cringetober#long tags
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