#don’t look at me *covers face*
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Greg’s Anatomy really said that heaven is being able to haunt your loved one and be with her, see her and touch her one more time
#he was a selfish bastard in the end#it wasn’t for him#he was supposed to save her#but still#if you got one more day#one more week#one more month#with the person you loved#….wouldn’t you be selfish too?#wouldn’t you want them to see that… even death can’t take you from them?#*cries loudly*#I’m crying loudly about the bad but annoyingly heartfelt drama#and another thing#just#don’t look at me *covers face*#star speaks
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personal character design headcanons + brainrot
Note: the re-bound!au does NOT belong to me, it belongs to @chipper-smol I’m just not normal about it lol
#I SAY PERSONAL BC ITS MY OWN SPIN ON IT. NOT CHIPPERS CANON UNLESS THEY DECIDE TO OR NOT YOU HEAR ME /LH#I made a banner and everything this time. PLWEASE send them your questions not me JAJFHDSF#I thought it would be cool if macaque has two separate forms as a shadow and inside a mindscape. like I wanted his shadow form to reflect#him in his prime and then the mindscape form as what he looked like when he died. or a more vulnerable state at least#based on LBD appearing to MK as the ivory lady when she died in the S3 special. I don’t know exactly what it was but my first thought seein#the white void was she was appearing to MK in his mindscape to talk to him. so I built on that#I wanted to give him a more ‘Smokey’ look as a shadow just based on how he manipulates them in the show like in shadow play. I hope this#makes it look cool and immaterial. and then his mindscape form would be more battered up and tangible#the last couple images are chippers ideas though since they said the monkeys are drawn to MK when macaque is possessing him lol#and the fact that macaque doesn’t have any senses unless he’s possessing someone + literally sniffing out wukong in the scroll 🤨📸#I also have a vivid image of macaque moving from the mindscape to physical form like umm. kind of like when he passes the boundary between#physical and spirit/mind(?) it’s like the shadow covers him like ink. or pulling Saran Wrap over your face and it clings to your skin#so it kind of makes the shadow seem like a sort of shell or covering.. and I love the idea of MK meeting macaque in the mindscape for the#first time too. like the moment mac rescues him from LBD and MK sees him all battered and tired looking brooooooo#I’m not even sure if that would count as a mindscape but it rattles around in my brain like loose marbles#god I fucking love this au. gives me imagination fuel swear to god#my art#doodles#lmk#Lego Monkie kid#Monkie kid#lmk au#re-bound!au#rebound au#lmk sun wukong#lmk swk#lmk macaque#lmk six eared macaque#lmk mk#lmk xiaotian
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you can’t show me this picture at 10:39 in the morning and expect me to act normal in any way, shape, or form
#i’m not just a clown for him i’m the whole circus#i CANNOT stop thinking about how warm he would be#how his hands would be so warm and reassuring#how he would hold me tight and just run his hands up and down#IT’S UNBEARABLE I AM SO READY FOR HIM#my clothes are on the floor faster than the human eye can comprehend#it’s freezing where i live and all i can think about is snuggling under the covers naked with him in bed#like?? sharing body heat is a perfectly viable reason for that#i’m approaching this from a survivalist perspective#JUST KIDDING i’m getting ravished so good neither of us can walk afterwards#i am a danger to myself#i can’t be trusted with this picture#look at his neck!!!!#i need!!! to make out with it!!#and the shoulders???#my man is built like a MOUNTAIN#and his chest. y’all know my fixation with it#my mouth is THERE i am telling you#clinging to him for the rest of my life#kissing every inch of his sweet face and telling him how much i treasure his heart#y’all DON��T EVEN KNOW#i will love him right into the ground#until all my strength is gone and all i can do is just collapse in his arms#gonna go pass out for 19294583722 years now#bye everyone#gladiator#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe
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The Gardener
Aka the monster au’s Preacher. Basically a forest creature that helps protect and look after. Well. The forest. Mostly the Savior’s Willow.
#tmc#tmc monster au#the gardener (tmc)#body horror#face horror#eye contact#shmorps art#me looking at the main tag: you have next to no idea I have a monster au /LHJ#I don’t know. I should probably start main tagging it so. people actually see it but. y’know-#ANYWAY GARDENER. she’s covered in plants and vines and fungus.#mainly ivy.#also likes chilling near the abandoned Church on the outskirts of the forest.#she. blends in with trees. you may not even know she’s there until she moves#like. natural camouflage
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omg i had thee same symptom when i got sick last week 🥲 take lots of care! >< (btw it hasn’t gone away yet, very snotty and uncomfy atm😞)
Ugh 😭 I just wanted to not have to work my full shift today because 1) I just don’t want to, and 2) because I know I’m getting sick which means I’m definitely in a contagious stage, and 3) my stomach started hurting after I got to work, but I’m not gonna be able to leave early because we’re already scheduled with like just enough people
At least I’m off this weekend to hopefully get the worst of it out of the way, but god I just was talking to someone who said they had this for 2 weeks and I won’t be able to deal with this for 2 weeks
#asks#I hardly ever get sick and when I do I’m an awful sick person#just miserable tbh#can’t even call in sick to work because apparently I’ll get a point for that like what the hell#I literally never call in except for the time I had Covid (during Covid times so like I literally couldn’t be here for a week) and then one#other time when I’d been up all night throwing up#so that’s TWO TIMES in the SIX YEARS that I’ve worked here#but if I call out sick I’m gonna get in trouble for it?#I get it when it’s the people who call out sick all the time or the ones who leave early for bullshit reasons all the time#but I’ve been here for forever I do everything they ask of me and have called out twice#I stay over and I do deliveries when our caterer can’t I cover multiple positions at once I even answer the goddamn phone occasionally (and#I HATE talking on the phone) but when I’m sick with a sore throat and sneezing and a runny nose I have to be here or get a point#nah#also they say like if you call out sick you have to have a doctors note but I’m not going to the doctor because of a cold#but I also don’t think when I’m working with food and am face to face with the general public that I should be here#while sick like how’s it gonna look when the person taking your order has to keep blowing their nose and sneezing and then I’m gonna be#constantly washing my hands and it’s fucking cold outside and I have to stick my hand#out the window my skin is gonna crack so bad
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I think it should get to the point where they should genuinely just stop printing Harry Potter. Not just because of Rowling as a whole, but because it’s also going to get to a point where the books – which are a time capsule in and of itself at this point, a staple of a specific love and nostalgia – will just lose their magic. Like there’s a lot of copies online, either kept rather untouched or battered to hell but still legible, just buy them. Pass the second-third-fourth hand books around as much as we can until the corners are curled and the covers are white from the crackly fold damage. Beautiful.
#harry potter books#anti jkr#bookblr#original post#I think the battered ones are the best. I’ve been looking into replacing the two unread replacements in my collection of the series with the#og covers go match the rest (and let’s face it the jonny duddle cover art looks super pretty but is otherwise quite soulless)#so had to go to second hand stuff (don’t want to support JKR anyway) and I am just so in awe and saddened over the amount on the market.#I want to buy all of them. they’re so beautiful (hi my tism is over books can you tell)#eta: okay so the wording was clunky. the jonny duddle copies in my collection were bought when they first came out by my mother because she#couldn’t find ootp and dh when giving me her old series. actually I think dh was lost and ootp retained water damage and turned like black.#I hated those covers so much that by the time I reached 1/4 through ootp I gave up and lost the hyperfixation lol I don’t like those copies#soulless. exceedingly soulless.
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Hey y’all, here are some process stages for one of the more recent illustrations I did!
My sketches have never been very detailed. I remember being inspired for a pose while scrolling through pintrest and just threw some lines down on a page. I think more about the general pose and feeling I want more than the worry of anatomical correctness because I know I’ll fix it as I go.
In the next stage I establish stronger more contrasting colors and start to define the form of some shapes. The anatomy is still bad so at this point I’ll start to use the warp tool to move things around and adjust proportions. I also end up using the selection tool to cut various parts of the figure apart in order to put them back together in a way I like (I do not recommend doing this lol the sooner you can establish a solid foundation the better because it’ll save you a lot of work as you go. I just have a really hard time seeing my mistakes until I have something visual to work off of.) I alternate using the warp tool and selection tool and painting again and again until I get something relatively presentable like what I have at stage 3!
At this point all I have left are color adjustments and tweaking some small details. I usually don’t make such drastic color changes at the end of my work because I’ll have found my desired pallet through rendering. However with this one I wasn’t yet sure if I wanted a strong blue bg to contrast the orange of Lucéena’s eye or if I wanted the eye itself to be the main point of color. I knew I wanted the eye to stand out so I thought it was worth trying some things. That’s also why I decided to leave some parts messy in the final piece. I wanted the most well-rendered area to be Lucéena’s face to bring attention to that new shines eye she has.
I hope this was interesting and insightful!
With every illustration, I start off with a loose sketch. At this stage I’m not worried about perfection, my lines are more to serves as composition guides so I know where things will roughly go. If there are parts of the illustration that I know I want to put a lot of detail into (such as the face) I will often give that part more time. Then, I jump into colors by laying down flats behind the lineart and then beginning the process of refinement with a new layer on top. At this stage I would have 4 layers, 1 as the bg color (the blue expanse), 2 as the flats of the character, 3 as the line sketch, and 4 as the rough detailing. After this the number of layers I uses depends on how much of the illustration I want to preserve from itself or how many layer filters I end up using (to tweak color and lighting). Still, my illustrations always start with these 4. Once I get to a rendering point similar to stage 2 I start worrying more about the “correctness” of my structure and how I can make the anatomy more realistic. To do this, I like to duplicate then merge all of my layers, excluding the bg layer. Now I have my character one one whole layer and the expanse of blue on another. I have the individual layers still on hand if I want to refer to my og sketch but at this point having them all as one is easier to work with because to tweak the anatomy of a character I usually cut them up into parts and move/warp them to be more precise. Is this the most effective method? Probably not, but I rely a lot on the warp tool to get the exact shapes that I want. And seeing shapes for me is a lot easier when I have some color and value to work with. (I’m not a very “line visual” person if that makes sense XD) The rest of my process is a combination of rendering and adjusting details with the warp tool. At the very end I did some color adjustments (seen between stages 3 and 4) to see if I could get them closer to the initial feel that I wanted. Because I drew this to showcase Luceena’s new magic eye I wanted that to be the focal point of the illustration. So not only is that the place I put the most detail into, it’s also where I wanted the most color to be. I thought that having a blue bg would contrast nicely with the orange of her eye, but I ended up desaturating the whole piece and let that one note of color stand by itself. Lucéena also received her eye in the Shadowfell so the grey, drab vibes ended up fitting perfectly!
#art#digital art#wip#art process#dnd#dungeons and dragons#I was asking some friends for their thoughts on the desaturated version (never be afraid to ask for a second opinion!)#and we joked that this was Lucéena’s villain look because I don’t usually make her quite so angry#she has a resting bitch face tho so I mean this is prob what she loks like all the time lolo#I think her hair is kinda growing out since I first established her design#it didn’t always cover her face so much I think??#what is consistency let me draw my self-indulgent character traits#which means that all of my characters have to have long hair or at least long bangs so that it can be sexily flung over their face#in the heat of battle#and i love givig luceena in particular messy hair because thats a Vibe
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and what’s crazy to me about the situation where the actresses in pride and prejudice 2005 didn’t wear makeup, is that everyone is like. oh they’re lying. oh no one looks that pretty without a full face of makeup. oh it’s a lie they had a makeup artist credited and i don’t believe it was only for “continuity” they’re all lying!! like. are you for real so influencer pilled that you can’t believe that women can be beautiful and appealing to you without covering their faces in makeup. “but no makeup doesn’t translate as well on camera so they’re lying” actually if you know how to fucking film it right and light it right anything can look good just because YOU don’t think YOU look as good without makeup on your front facing phone camera doesn’t mean joe wright doesn’t know what he’s doing… like girl we all already knew kiera knightly was beautiful and had flawless skin is it truly so hard to believe she wasn’t caked in foundation
#jena malone wouldn’t lie to us ok…#i truly think our society is just so makeup pilled we can’t conceptualize the idea of beautiful women not being covered in makeup#and it makes me incredibly sad because then it’s like. well how do you react to women in your real life who aren’t wearing makeup#like are you looking at them and thinking ugh they’re so ugly because they don’t wear makeup#it cannot possibly be that hard to believe those actresses were really bare faced (in general)#men are filmed without wearing makeup all the time and you bitches are falling over yourselves to call them sexy. so what gives
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bean LOVES to be snug as a big in a rug. really loves when I tuck him into his stroller with a blankie. but when I am changing him and turn around for a second I look back and he’s just laying there like a slug arms out burp cloth covering his face and I’m like oh baby…. you would not have survived the 90s….
#the bean#for those who don’t know updated baby sleep guidelines#you put them in a crib that looks like a Siberian gulag#no blankets no stuffed animals no crib bumpers nothing#in case your cringe fail baby suffocates on a blanket#and brother. my baby prolly would’ve been that baby given he just. never takes anything off his face#I’m trying to teach him!!! he’s like satchel he just accepts his fate 😭#‘oh blanket covering face? ok. this is me now’ cmon man#where’s your survival instinct
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It’s almost 6 a.m and I can’t sleep because I’m being plagued by thoughts of The Latest OC
#Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness#Jia is genuinely making me lose my mind#right now the aftermath interests me a bit more because I live for emotional whump and angst#just.. imagine being her parents#you beg for your daughter’s life and your plea is listened to. she’s released. having proved herself useless. you barely recognise her#she’s nothing like the upbeat and cheerful girl you raised who loved working in this palace. who loved her lady#she’s so thin. hollow cheeks and empty eyes. she barely reacts to anything but Lord Jusamah’s voice which makes her flinch#you’re afraid to even hug her in case she disappears like a ghost would. something is very very wrong with her#you remember the rumours that she was tortured for the information. she looks like she’s starving#it’s clear she was hurt. she wouldn’t act like this if she wasn’t. you’re scared to think of what is hidden beneath her clothes#you want to lunge at Lord Jusamah and strangle him with your bare hands. inflict everything he’s done to your daughter on him tenfold#but you can’t. he’s rich and you aren’t. he has power and you don’t. if you try.. none of you are seeing the sun ever again#you barely care. it would be worth it. but you have two other children to worry about. and Jia deserves her freedom#so all you can do is drop to your knees. press your forehead to the floor. and thank him for his kindness#you tell Jia that you’re taking her home. alertness returns to her for but a moment#‘home?’ her whisper sounds so sad. so broken. you can barely stand it#you rush home as fast as you can. she’s so skittish it hurts. she feels the sun on her face and doesn’t move for a good 10 minutes#you can’t bring yourself to say anything. one of you goes ahead to warn the family so the children won’t crowd her#you finally make it to your house and Jia looks at it as if it was a mirage. she touches the wall to ensure it’s real#the first thing you do is help her take a bath. the sight of her back fuels you with bloodlust. there’s no untouched spot on it#your sweet gentle girl was whipped until criss crossing scars covered every last inch. it must have been hell#you bandage her wounds and take her to eat. she gorges herself on it as if someone would take it away. some light returns to her eyes#she always had a good appetite. at least that didn’t change. after lunch you let her sleep in your own bed#instead of making her share with her siblings and cousins. she needs space. she passes out the second her head hits the pillow#you stay and keep watch. and when the first night terror occurs. you’re ready. her screams are impossibly loud#you wake her. calm her down and hold her hand as she falls back asleep. recovery won’t be an easy road#but you walk it anyway. and with time. she gets better. she returns to her old self. only some traces of that horror remain#she’s happy again. smiles a lot. helps out. plays with the younger kids. she’s the Jia you know and love#she has nightmares. her scars hurt. no one touches her back. she’s paranoid about food. but she’ll be okay. you’re sure of it#(I reached the tag limit again but at least I said all I had in mind. but I could probably ramble on about this for ages…)
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I love when dogs avoid eye contact because they think if they can’t see you then you can’t see them either, specially if they did something they weren’t supposed to
#myla does it so I don’t constantly smooch her she just wants to cuddle#:c denied of smoochies#pix habla#-cries- but her face is too funny she looks at me quickly then away until I stop staring then she lays next to me#she also paws at me so I’ll cover her with my arm or a pillow or a blanket#freaking love myla sm
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i know it’s just that i’ve started act 2 and im progressing a lot of the plot right now, but it does come across as very funny that astarion is establishing a committed relationship with me right after congratulating me on doing all these morally dubious gaining-dark-powers things
the actual reason was because i didn’t make him drink that woman’s blood, but our last few conversations have been ‘wow i see you’re embracing your darker side 👀… how about we talk about ‘us’ now’
#personal#not to take away from the ‘thanks for not making me use my body to get what you want’#although i think that’s an interesting connection to draw too: he sees me doing questionable things for my own gain—#but i’m not doing that *to him*. surely that’s what love is right#bg3#ash plays bg3#what’s interesting to me is that i’m pretty sure these two things i’ve done (the shadow lantern and absorbing shadow magic from that corpse)#are exclusive to gale? so once again i’ve picked the perfect origin to have this kind of fun#maybe the lantern isn’t but it definitely has a lot of gale-specific dialogue#still haven’t faced any consequences and it’s even got me a boyfriend so i guess i’ll continue. this power’s looking good on you gale#i took a good screenshot of them kissing while astarion is covered in blood but i’m not on my computer rn so you don’t get to see it#i can post it tomorrow if people actually want it and remind me to
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can i ask what "billboard tag" means?
hehe. only if you don’t mind me bragging. that’s my tag for things that remind me of my incredible amazing cool talented partner, gb 💜 i go through that tag when i’m feeling particularly soft.
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Fuck it, have me at my worst 😔✌️
#snapchat#fakeme#astarion#me#my face#music#singing#cover#ukulele#REALLY low quality cus of how it’s recorded#phone recording#video#this lil bitch is leaned against my laptop screen and it’s also mirrored#not that I think anyone’s gonna nitpick me about what side I draw my piercings and tats on#but you know#in case someone looks at this and sees inconsistencies - that’s why#also!! featuring a look at my babie boy Charlie!!! (my ukulele)#I recorded this a few hours ago without my lamp on and with the darkness of swedish winters outside#didn’t expect this to be how I put my actual face on here for real the first time but I guess we’re here now#still gonna block myself out if I can cus I really don’t wanna get on my own bad side about it#I’ll start becoming a perfectionist about my hair and stuff even more than usual#haven’t really had many social in-person plans this week so I look like a mess rn but I swear-#- I would tear myself apart if I start showing my face here more lmao#oH AND I SHOULD PROLLY TAG-#bg3#down by the river#but like just the stuff before the bridge cus the link I used for the chords forgot the first 2 lines of the bridge???#and I don’t have the energy to figure them out myself rn lmao
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No one seems to be talking about this yet but, Hot Topic is selling Obey Me shirts now💕
#also there’s a levi shirt I think#don’t know why I covered my face in these#y’all already know what my face looks like :v#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me merch#mammon obey me#obey me mammon#mammon
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According to my doctor, apparently I show “signs of OCD tendencies” and “should get that checked out” 🙄
#al speaks#she was like ‘I noticed your blinking tick do you have any other ticks’ and I’m so used to not having my ticks recognized or pointed out#that I was so thrown by her comment. also I forget I have ticks. anyways I was like ‘yah I stick my tongue out and cover it with my hand’#and she gave me a long hard look. as if to ask why I have ticks and haven’t gotten that checked out in any way#idk I don’t know anything about anything. I blink too much too hard and I stick my tongue out and I scrunch my face when I get stressed.#must that be a symptom? cant it merely be another fun and quirky part of me?
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