#don’t blame me it’s been months

[lavaflowe]

S3 WIP I finally finished THANK GOD- ‼️anyway let Wukong and MK hug with both arms‼️

[shima-draws]

Been having a rough couple of days. Send me asks?

[iheartbookbran]

I feel like with this whole Liam Payne situation and the resurgence of 1D content (which I’ll be lying if I said I haven’t been enjoying) it’s easy to forget what a real tragedy this is—because obviously I don’t know any of these men personally nor will I ever, but the 5 of them where still incredibly important to me in a very dark and yet very formative period of my life, and they deserve that recognition on my part at least. Growing up I very rarely thought about how the 1D members were very close in age with me, only a couple of years older, yet while I was living the last years of my childhood protected by my parents, they were literally plucked from their homes, overworked to the bone and thrown to the wolves.

Liam became an abuser and an addict, there’s no denying that, but it’s very hard for me to think that the boy I used to eagerly watch videos of everyday when I was a teen started off that way—and this isn’t me trying to put my nostalgia above the pain of his victims at all, I’m just pointing out how the cycle of abuse perpetuated by the industry can only end up ruining lives. Liam’s life absolutely did not have to end the way it did. Ultimately Maya Henry and the rest of his victims don’t deserve to be blamed for this, they should receive nothing but compassion and empathy from us, and so should Liam’s family, especially his son.

I think I will, bearing that in mind, allow myself to mourn Liam, and the girl I used to be and that he was such a huge part of. I can never be that girl again, I’ve lost and gained too much over the years to ever be her again.

I will also allow myself to mourn the rest of the 1D boys too, because while I don’t want anything bad to ever happen to them, they aren’t those boys anymore, the pedestal they used to occupy no longer exists in my heart, but a part of my love for them will always be there.

[akkivee]

there’s like three months until kuukou’s bday and i’m thinking it might be already time to start chipping away at my kuukou week this year LOL

[maletofujoshi]

one time in art club last year we got to make whatever with some leftover clay and cookie cutters, and like. me and a friend made ducks but like Just a duck would be boring so we decided to make one duck beheaded and one a mutant with two heads

the friend with the beheaded duck died badly so now this object has like. magnified importance to me as. essentially a memento. maybe the beheaded duck was cursed? in turn an extra head probably means more life. which is nice for me.

[canibalistic-brownie]

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[loderlied]

posting on here is like my sisyphean boulder i'm constantly rolling tbh

[spocksgotemotions]

someone needs to invent a way of seeking reassurance without being cringe I stg

[laughinglynx]

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[szczylpierdolony]

wishing i never tried to get an autism diagnosis

[mybiasisexo]

rents due and I’m $400 short

[axolozzy]

anyway i watched the guy who didn’t like musicals today and it was really good!! my favorite song was join us and die i think but i’ve only listened to the soundtrack like once so that might change

gonna watch black friday later hopefully but i’m finishing up old tma fanart wips rn and feeling the michael distortion brainrot creeping back into my brain HE’S SOO SILLY!!

[placeinthisworld]

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[good-things-go]

This day will pass??? I am about to resign 🤡

[jokerislandgirl32]

You know you are sick when your father who does not interact with sick people is trying to give you medicine, is making you food to eat and is serving you said food, and is telling you he wants you to go/will take you to the ER….

[fingertipsmp3]

My eczema is actually driving me out of my mind I swear to fucking god