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Hello everyone, guess who's sick once again :( If you guessed me, you'd be right! I feel pretty badly sick right now, so moodboards will be slowing down until I feel a little better. I feel kinda bad about this, because I've missed a lot of uploads recently, (have this cake to make up for it) but I at least have the last day of my 25 Days of Moodboards collection ready to go!!
I'm going to try to reblog some cool stuff by other people while I'm out of commission, so I'll still be kinda active on here! I'm going to take a nap now, see you all soon!!
#my immune system hates me#as it always does#i'm sorry#i hate missing uploads#i promise I'll be so good about uploading when i get better#send cuddles pls#i'll see you soon#Pip's barks
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Well. I think your stuff rules and kicks ass enough for at least 3 people. So your self hatred is in vain because my love is more powerful than your hate. One billion positive blasts
obligatory thanks but i can't believe you as i'm incapable of receiving nice words at the moment
#this mood shall pass before i follow through with deletion and self destruction out of utter embarrassment of being alive#as it always does#don't worry about it
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They consume me
Being a fanartist and creating ur own angst bs hits different WHY DID I THINK IT WAS A GOOD IDEA
#good omens#good omens spoilers#aziraphale#crowley#aziracrow#ineffable divorce#angst#artists on tumblr#i dont know why i thought it was a good idea to create my own angst animatic#but ive unlocked a new sort of pain#and i literally have exams still#i really js want to be normal about this i need this to end#I can't listen to yellow normally ANYMORE#they are taking over my playlist#ineffable spouses#ineffable partners#ineffable idiots#shitpost#with that said im four art projects deep and the big gay has creatively inspired me more than ever#as it always does#it clinks around my brain like the discs that occasionally change colour when it hits the corner of a screen#and RBKEJEURIEBRHEJNWHENJHHEH art is generated
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a wonderful, bright and brief whole two minutes where it seemed like Barry was maybe a good dad
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#this will pass#as it always does#but right now#I hate my stupid neurodivergent brain for being so easily and so horribly overwhelmed#I hate my stupid body for getting migraines and hurting hurting hurting everywhere#I hate my stupid personality and the fact that I’m not fun or sociable or someone people want to hang out with#(and frankly I don’t blame them. I’m an awful stick in the mud bitter asshole. I wouldn’t want to hang out with me either.)#I am so tired of being so anxious and depressed and scattered#it has been Months.#I just. wish I could be someone else#also I hate New York City and I get four hours of sleep before I get to go back there
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knowledge is power. be careful of how you use it. if you ever say you're dumb i don't trust you. either you're lying or you don't use the three whole brain cells you've been blessed with
hahahahaha no. Glit is a medic but in no other way is he smarter than me.
#uquiz#sorry bro#but I never say I'm dumb#I just let people who already believe that continue to believe it until it fucks them over in my favour#as it always does
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MD11
#toronto maple leafs#max domi#i’m in my domi feels tonight#he was born to be a leaf#and now he’s here#and the curse is seeping in#as it always does#and it’s not FAIR#this is where he is MEANT TO BE#this is where he SHOULD be#but the universe is so stacked against the team that success can only happen in waves of agony#and he’s being swallowed by the crushing weight of the history of this franchise#the odds are stacked against him but he still made it here#all roads lead to home but sometimes home is trying to chop you down at the knees#and all you can do is try not to crack under the pressure#anyway#pic from leafs twt
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i think i'm very possibly the biggest akanesasu shoujo/the girl in twilight fan in the world outside japan which is a weird feeling
actually it's not impossible that even including japan i'm still first
if anyone proves me wrong i will be so happy you have no idea
#akanesasu shoujo#the girl in twilight#あかねさす少女#uchikoshiblogging#i'm currently playing world's end club and of course the comparison came up#as it always does#anime#garbage
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I feel that there was some part of me that is, was, and always has been made for sorrow. I have been designed for it in such a way that it drapes on my body so elegantly, a wearer made for the robe.
I feel that there was some part of me that is, was, and always has been created for 4 am thoughts, for being unable to sleep in the arms of the one I love, for aching to be asleep with the rest of the world.
I feel that there is some part of me that will never be okay again. I feel that there is some part of me that will close off all over again because of this. I feel that there is some part of me that knows it is all too much for me to handle.
I feel, I feel, I feel, I feel, I feel, I feel,
I feel that there is some part of me that is, was, and always will be hurt, aching, and left on the ground in a pile of shards, shards of myself that you broke, shards of my life, my personality, my hopes and thoughts and dreams.
I feel that there is some part of me that will never move forward.
I feel. I feel. I feel.
#poem? maybe#vent#this is mostly a vent honestly#poetry#let it fall upon deaf ears#as it always does
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been calling #goncharov THE GONCH in my head this entire time.
that’s what it is.
no i will not be taking criticism at this time.
#goncharov#the gonch#i literally know nothing about it nor do i care#just gonna keep sitting in this chair while tumblr implodes#as it always does#get off my lawn#tumblr thingz#looks at u with my cigarette in my hand with a dead look#you kids have way too much time and energy get a job#who am i kidding i am just like you
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LOTF Wizarding Weapons
Piggy: Poison is a magic transmutation potion that turns people into corpses.
Ralph: This knife is actually a magic wand.
Simon: Meet me in the Denny’s parking lot for a wizard duel.
Maurice: *cocks gun* Magic missile.
Jack: What the fuck is wrong with you people.
#Jack didn't grow up with Harry Potter#sucks to be him#as it always does#F Jack Merridew#(fuck JKR tho)#hey there queue tea ;)#incorrect quotes#lord of the flies#lotf#lotf shitpost#lotf textpost#lotf jack#lotf maurice#lotf piggy#lotf ralph#lotf sam#lotf simon
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#seems i have successfully destroyed my academic career#for being complicated and not compatible with the rules#would have been nice if someone cared for me as a human being though#guess that is not supposed to be#so i stood up for my own well-being#and that became the problem#as it always does#personal
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One of my favourite things when reading fanfiction is when you click with an author's style so much that you adore the fanfiction you're reading, and once it's over you need more. So you go to their page and hope that there's more for any fandom you might know- only there isn't any. They've written for other fandoms you aren't familiar with and never would've thought about before.
But you're down so bad for their style and talent that they got you wading in like:
#ao3#fanfiction#fandom#ao3 fanfic#archive of our own#it doesn't always happen but when it does hell yee
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she's singing in another room and my dog is asleep at my feet. my grandma asked me why i haven't found a man yet and i laughed. oh, you know. i like my house clean.
my girlfriend is also my man is also "my partner" if i'm in a professional setting. yesterday we went to a ren faire and a man mimed at me - you're together? and at my delighted nod, his baffled, you're gay? made me laugh. a woman with rainbow hair said i love the two of you together. you're both so beautiful it's absurd.
my dad introduced my partner as my "..... friend. or whatever" the other day. he knows we're dating. in the same way, i was never able to get my sister's husband to stop saying that's gay like it's 2008. he still uses the word fa***t, and my sister's defense of him has always been well, he's just kidding.
my lover and i dance to old music in a tiny kitchen. we judge new music together and take food critique very seriously. we watch love is blind before we fall asleep and agree that if they had a queer season, it would be bloody but also make for excellent tv. of fucking course queer people would know someone for only 2 weeks and agree to get married. what are you saying.
at a bar with friends, a man puts his hand on my wrist. got a boyfriend? and yes, i do have a boyfriend, she's amazing. i am texting her while i wander around a gas station named after geese. i am visiting a swing state for a wedding. in the candy aisle i overhear: she's actually like a lesbian it's disgusting. two teenage girls with packaged sandwiches in their hands, giggling. no literally, like. i'm not, like. okay with her being there while we're all, like, naked and changing.
my girlfriend and i tailgate, drink gin and cider out of cups. from the frat group beside us, a man corrects himself with one of his friends: bro, i mean, nonbinary entity, and it makes everyone around him laugh, myself included. he razzes his friend the same way i would have killed for at 19 years old - like nothing happened, he continues: you apply sunscreen like an alien. he does a little sassy (and fairly accurate) dance interpretation of the motion. his friend is laughing so hard they're crying.
i am lucky, i live in a safe neighborhood in a safe state. my masc passenger princess comes up from DC. i drive her for an hour to where all the leaves are a violent arrangement of color. we walk along the trails, letting autumn into our blood. in this part of the state, there's a lot of pickup trucks and trump signs. when we chastely kiss before getting into the car, i accidentally make eye contact with a woman holding her child's wrist. she looks disgusted. she looks fucking pissed.
two hours later my girl and i are eating dinner on a patio, soaking in the last warmth of new england sun before the chill of winter sets in. we are giggling and trying to talk through plastic vampire teeth. at another table, i see a young woman sit up straighter. i watch her watch us. she blushes and takes her partner's hand from across the table. shy, like the taste of evening has just become something deeper.
it's worth it for this moment, i think. my lover is still humming the same song she's been singing for four days straight and i don't want to kill her for it. her guitar is beside my bed. her toothbrush is in my bathroom. in a few moments i will make us lunch. we are lucky enough to have found each other. it is lucky enough to be in love.
#writeblr#wlw#i often think about like.....#being happy in a gay relationship is sometimes so odd#bc u can forget how stupid ppl are.#bc ur so USED to being gay. and u forget other people GENUINELY ARE homophobic#so it's like. girl pardon?????#but also there are moments where it's like. ohhh the kids are alright#like watching someone razz someone else.... so fucking wholesome#“lemme get this bitche's pronouns before i make gentle fun of them” .... i would have KILLED for that.#THAT is how u know ur accepted#not just tolerated#..... when ppl are like. sure ur nonbinary congrats but WHAT is this fucking sunscreen application#ps idk if "razz'' is a real word but someone asked what it means -#i've always heard it as being a term for 'gentle & friendly teasing'' which like#i personally notice more from my guy friends but is like - when a person isn't#LIKE ACTUALLY teasing u (it's nothing personal/mean) they're just laughing w/you about something#my friends often put on a little voice and call me an anemic little bitch#like 'ooooo the anemic little bitch is cold??? does she need a mouse blanket#bc she's SOOOO SMALL AND ANEMIC???''#and it doesn't hurt my feelings (it makes me laugh very hard) bc 1. i actually called MYSELF that first#and 2. i'm not sensitive about it!!!#a proper razz is when you are ALSO in on the joke - i ALSO think it's funny#for some people i personally find that when they razz u it's when they love u -#they've noticed something genuine about u and love u enough that u know they're not being mean#this is cultural and personality based of course but i'm hispanic#if someone isn't making fun of me it means they hate me . obviously.
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the general People's definition of attractive qualities is perplexing, man
#apropos of nothing specific just saw another ranking on which sense of humor topped it#as it always does#like what do y'all even MEAN do you mean not mean and not stupid?#who are all these hypothetically attractive people who lack a 'sense of humor' such that it becomes a noticable factor#or do people find others a lot fuckin funnier than I can comprehend?#like of the people I know well and like... I'd say... none? have a remarkable 'sense of humor'#maybe my brother in a very obvious coping/deflecting way that he's good at but. like.#of course I don't think my people are unfunny or anything but it's not a noticable trait!#let ALONE a hot one wtf#at least 'kind' while largely meaningless the frequency it gets tossed around has theoretically understandable meaning#does it mean 'I laugh in their company'?
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cries mournfully. guess who's been reading fics lately JSDFKLSDKL
#miraculous ladybug#mlb#ml#ladybug#ml ladybug#chat noir#ml chat noir#adrien agreste#ml fanart#my art#sniff sniff sob sob this fandom always does this to me LSDKLSDKL#i lower my guard just a liiiiittle bit and BOOM BAM i'm back in hell with everyone again#scheduled
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