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Picnic | Dream/Hob | 1.7K | G light and happy fluff, Hob loves springtime, Matthew hates giving dating advice, and the only pining is Dream pining for an A+ in dating, a thing that is both normal to want and possible to achieve
for Domaystic Drabbles, Day 4: Packed Lunch ty to @softest-punk for twigging me to the sweet @domaystic prompts. It got a little out of hand!
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Hob had seen several thousand fine spring days. He’d seen keen snowdrops surfacing in February, a hundred congregations of crocuses bursting forth to greet the turning of the seasons, and entire delegations of wild daffodils lancing through leaf-fall and trumpeting their blossoms with an attitude that suggested they knew themselves to be the first and only creatures to master the colour yellow. He’d watched six centuries of human habitation dusted with the same fine pollen as alder and birch unfurled their catkins like festival garlands, and he’d— he’d gotten distracted again.
He blinked at the paper in front of him. He’d forgotten it was there. Or that he was meant to be grading it.
That, too: six centuries of the wild joy of spring distracting him from whatever passed for worthy toil at the time. Six centuries of the whiff of warm breeze setting off some yet-unexplained chemical reaction in his brain that made him want to dash outside and not come back in for weeks. Six centuries of him becoming temporarily mad and cheerfully insufferable to all those around him with the joy of it. He’d never get used to it, and Christ help him if he let anyone around him get used to it either.
“What a gorgeous day,” he remarked, to the untouched stack of student work.
It said nothing back, but he beamed down at it anyway, and then, sighing in the manner of a man happy to be defeated, turned his office chair to face the cracked-open window and watch the house martins build their newest nest.
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“Matthew.”
“Yeah, boss?”
“I require your counsel. For a human matter.” Dream’s brow was furrowed, his manner grave. Hob, then.
Matthew inclined his head and hopped sideways in what he’d decided was the corvid equivalent of girding his loins.
“Hob keeps commenting on the weather on our outings.” He sounded anguished.
“The weather?” he repeated dumbly. Thank fuck. Two days ago it had been the number of orgasms human males required. Daily. Which, good for the two of them, but c’mon. Matthew had really not needed that knowledge about the kind of refractory period and appetite you acquire after half a millenia of boning. Hob, unfortunately, was Dream’s first human boyfriend, and the boss was setting about his new function with all the usual terrifying intensity and insane demands of perfection. In service of this, Matthew (unilaterally and undemocratically, he might add) had been named Arbiter Of All Things Men, which seemed kind of like a reach considering he was a bird, and one who’d been only, like, a little bisexual in his human life. The Corinthian was always skulking around. He wasn’t human either, but at least he’d fucked dudes. He’d have tips. Or Loosh! Loosh knew everything. She could give Dream books and send him off. Instead of Matthew trying to remember how the fuck dating worked.
“-time we’ve met this week.”
“Right,” said Matthew vaguely.
“What does he mean by it? He knows I cannot change the weather in the Waking. He asks nothing of me, and yet it is incessant.”
“Complaining about it, huh? Humans love to complain, boss.”
“No,” said Dream, looking wretched. “Worse. Earnest, ceaseless praise.”
“Oh. Sure. Of course.” What?
Dream was pacing the throne room like he was auditioning for community theater. “At the National Gallery, he daydreamed of the city park outside while feigning to contemplate a Pesellino. I took him to a production of Macbeth at the Globe, and afterwards, he said that even after centuries, it was never less than marvelous to watch. He was referring to the swifts feeding above us in the third act. Naturally.”
Matthew made a sympathetic noise. If he didn’t know when to keep his mouth - er, beak - shut, he’d say that Dream sounded like an insecure lover. Jealous, as best he could tell, of the change of seasons for stealing away some of Hob’s uncannily boundless affections.
“Well?” Dream stared at him in askance.
“Uh.” He floundered. Spring shit, spring shit. “You could take him on a picnic.” Yeah. Chicks loved picnics.
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Dream had appeared in his office with a wicker basket that looked stolen from a Beatrix Potter story. A delicate gingham square peeked from the lid. It looked big enough to set up a naughty rabbit for life. He set it on Hob’s desk and then primly folded his hands behind his back.
“Hullo, you.” Hob stood and kissed him on the cheek. “What’s the occasion?” He suspected that there was none. Dream had been taking dating him very seriously. It was delightful.
“Matthew has suggested you require a picnic,” said Dream. Except he said it the way someone else might say The doctor has suggested it’s terminal.
Dream had been taking dating him very seriously. It was also, sometimes, awful.
“Oh, darling. That’s so sweet. But I don’t require anything special, you know. Just you, when you’ve got time to drop in. We could do something else.”
“We shall not. I have packed us lunch.”
“Alright, you stubborn creature. Maybe I do require a picnic.” He offered his arm to Dream. “Come on, I know a place.”
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Lunch was too piddling a word for the spread Dream had packed. Lunch was a crust of bread and ale, or pottage. Lunch was a Sainsbury’s Egg & Cress Sandwich wolfed down with the last of the morning’s flask of Yorkshire Tea. This was a feast. A temple offering. For Hob. His chest twinged a little with affection. God, he was in love.
“This pleases you,” said Dream, who was looking unfairly elegant for someone sat on a gingham blanket with a bit of clotted cream on the side of his mouth.
Hob kissed it away. “Oh, yes.”
“More than our other...dates.”
“Oh,” said Hob, who was sometimes slow on the uptake, but after several centuries, didn’t miss much at all. “I’ve loved all of them. But this-” he gestured sweepingly around at Primrose Hill, the green ash shading them, the pleasant urban pastoral of joggers and families and dogs and other love-struck couples, all breathing in the same warm afternoon air, “-is exactly where I want to be, today. Outside, among all the life. In the thick of spring. It’s perfect.”
Dream followed Hob’s gaze, and studied the tableau. “There is nothing exceptional about this weather or setting.” He sounded as nonplussed as creature with nearly infinite age and knowledge could sound.
Hob laced his fingers through Dream’s, and tried to see what he saw. No great stories, really. Pedestrian daydreams of food and sun and sex, probably, of pay raises and summer vacations to Mallorca and Ibiza. Humanity being predictable, and life doing the same thing it did every year, to Dream’s uncountable thousands.
“No, I suppose not, but that’s why I love it, too. It’s familiar. Constant. Centuries, and it catches me out each time. It’s always arrived, no matter how bad things were for me. Always been there to celebrate with me when they’re wonderful. Like now.”
Dream looked sidelong at Hob. “Like now,” he echoed. Unsure, and stubbornly unwilling to make a question of it. The ache in Hob’s chest redoubled itself.
“Like now,” he promised. “It reminds me of you, too, you know. We always met in June, Dream. In 1789, watching the first trees budding nearly drove me mad with anticipation. Ninety-nine years and nine months. And you were always heralded by the same signs.” He traced circles on Dream’s pale palm, imagining it sun-kissed. “In 1989, when spring turned all the way into summer and you were still gone, I think my heart broke a little. I’d hoped, until then. That you were just late. With the swifts,” he said, quiet.
“Hob.” Dream had moved across the picnic blanket in his preternaturally fast way, and was now more or less in his lap, gripping Hob’s shoulders.
“Sorry,” he said, grimacing. “I’m being horrifically soppy. Must’ve been the scones. It’s alright. You’re here now. All that matters.”
“Robert Gadling,” said Dream. Hob blinked at that. He’d only ever gotten the full name treatment when Dream was still his Stranger, and only then when he’d disappointed him. “If you dare apologize for such a fine expression of your sentiment, I will be wroth with you.”
“Sorry,” he said again, smiling this time.
“I am honoured you associate me with the season you most adore. I would have it that you never pass another Spring waiting for me. If you wished such a thing.”
It sounded a little like a marriage proposal, which was something his heart really could not cope with the full size of at the minute. Not with so much love already around. Not if Dream didn’t intend to say it like that. He went for levity instead.
“Even though it’s driven me to distraction every time you’ve taken me out this week? Even if all I want to do for weeks is lie around outdoors and hold hands?”
Nearby, a baby started wailing. Dream, to his credit, didn’t even glance away. “Yes,” he said, perfectly solemn, perfectly certain. “Even then.”
“Well, that’s alright then,” said Hob, fighting an urge to start crying a little as well. “I would, as a matter of fact. Wish such a thing.”
They looked at each other, besotted, while the wailing continued.
“Only,” murmured Dream, “must it be in Anthropocene?”
“What?”
“Lie down, lover.” Hob did, a delighted suspicion creeping over him as Dream reached into his jacket pocket. Dream stretched over him, and spoke it low into his ear: “And I will take you to a Spring no man has seen.”
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Matthew was eating scone crumbs and congratulating himself on his good sense to suggest a picnic. Birds loved picnics too. He hadn’t realized how much until this moment. Jesus. Picnics were a great idea. He was going to tell Dream that human men required them weekly during courtship.
“Thanks for bringing home leftovers, boss,” he said, spraying crumbs all over Dream’s shoulder.
Dream was too preoccupied to mind, or even notice. He waved an imperious hand. “It’s nothing. We absconded from the Waking shortly after we arrived. I have finally given Hob a worthy date. I showed him the virtues of picnicking in a Dreaming Spring.” Oh my god. Dream actually had been jealous of the weather. Because he hadn’t made it for Hob.
“What, no ants?” he offered.
“Hardly so prosaic,” said Dream. He glowed with satisfaction. “The very first.”
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Writing Prompt Masterlist, Part Ten
Masterlist of Writing Prompt Masterlists
The Prompts
12 Days of Smutsmas Prompts
30 Top / Dom Prompts
A Collection of Five Times Drabble Prompts
A Few Various Sentence Starter Prompts
A Random Act of Kindness Prompts
Abilities & Super-Powered Themed Prompts
Affectionate Prompts
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An Extremely Self-Indulgent Physical Contact / Tickly Prompt Collection
Another Kiss Prompts
Around the World in 80 Prompts
Asking for Permission Prompts
Bed & Sleepy Prompts
Caring for Sick Muses Prompts
Casual NSFW Conversation Sentence Starter Prompts
Christmas AU Prompts
Cuteness Prompts
Different Ways to Hug Someone Prompts
Dirty Talk Prompts
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Domestic Bickering Sentence Starter Prompts
Emotional Starter Prompts (Anger)
Even More Stuff Based on Personal Experiences Prompts
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First Meetings Prompts
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More Touch Starved Prompts
Non-sexual Acts of Affection Prompts
Non-Verbal NSFW Prompts, Part One
NSFW Muse Reaction Prompts
NSFW Sentence Starter Prompts
Oddly Specific Sensual Touches Prompts
Only One Bed Prompts
Pinned Against a Wall Prompts
Powerful Prompts
Prompt List, Fluff Edition
Prompts for Fake Dating & Going Undercover
Prompts That Hit in All the Right Places
Question Sentence Starter Prompts
Random Sentence Starter Prompts
Random Settings Prompts
Reassurance Starter Prompts
Sacred Romantic Moments Prompts
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Setting Prompts
Sexual Sounds, Words, & Actions Prompts
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pairing ▸ partner!wen junhui x gn!reader genre ▸ drabble, domestic fluff, fluff, slight suggestive (?? idk man) warnings ▸ none !! [lmk if there are ] wc ▸ 485
eunhae's notes ▸ domestic fluff or nothing at all 🤌 ANYWYS !! ty for all the love :(( done w exams and i shall be giving more content asap 💔
A figure peeks into the bedroom. The only light in the room is the light of the clock, ticking it’s digital numbers into the night.
”Honey?” Jun whispers into the darkness in which silence replies. You keep your mouth shut, not replying to make it seem you are asleep. A few seconds pass before he closes the door.
Okay, you don’t have a problem or something, in fact you adored sleep. It just eventually became a habit of yours to wait until Jun arrives home to actually close your eyes. Despite other people’s comments and even Jun himself telling you not to.
”I love you, but no need.” He had said with a smile one day. A silent nudge to tell you to get some damn sleep.
Tonight, like any other one, just as you hear the door knob click and the footsteps of Jun quietly going to the bathroom, your eyelids instantly feel heavier and sleepiness start to take over your body. Fluffing your pillow and snuggling closer into the warmth of the bed you slowly drift off to dreamland.
The clock strikes 2 AM when the mattress dips from his weight. Work those days had been weighing him down and he rarely gets to see you. His heart honestly did flutter at your gesture to wait for him before sleeping but he knew it wasn’t good for you. The way you found ways of still showing him affection despite his hard career, he loved so much!
Jun, hair damp, chest bare, shifts on the cold bedsheets. His quiet breathing fill the dark room as he lays on his side, a delicate hand tracing the folds of your pillowcase. He rests a light kiss on your cheekbone, his soft lips leaving a stamp of love on your skin. Your eyes slightly flutter at the sudden movement on the bed and you slowly gain consciousness. His low chuckle sent chills down your spine.
“Let’s be honest, my love.” He intertwines your hands with his and kissed each of your knuckles. “Your sleeping act isn’t the best.”
A sleepy hum of protest answers him as you bury your face on the bed.
“If I go home early tomorrow, you’ll sleep early, deal?”
“Watch She’s Dating A Gangster with me then?” You whisper.
He sends out a hum of agreement, “Whatever your wish.” He kisses your forehead, in between your eyebrows.
8/10 times do you get to have these moments, a little key highlight of your nights. It calmed you– knowing he came through the front door alive and well, being able to survive another day. That’s what lulled you to sleep and comforted you on hectic nights.
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goeyyyyy firstly why is it so warm what the heck
second for the ask game! 10, 25, 32?
ikr??? what is this 90 degrees in september nonsense 😭
10. Top three favourite fic tropes. oooh a fave that i rarely see (bc people usually reach for fake dating instead) is secret dating! i'm a slut for a reveal lmao. i will always open a good established relationship/domestic fluff fic. tbh it's weirdly hard to choose these for avatrice because so many of the delicious tropes take place in canon: mutual pining, sharing a bed, the oh moment... i love when there's a crystallized moment of realization i guess!
25. Is writing the whole thing beforehand better or worse than writing it as you go? currently trying to decide this! pros and cons to both, of course. i think writing the whole thing before posting can often yield a better product (especially for long fic) because you're not locked into early decisions you made that may not be serving the story well towards the end. i'm all for more editing power! however. i also recognize that when it comes to long fic you often need the motivation of comments and invested readers to keep you going and have a hope of finishing. i think i'm probably going to split the difference on this and have the whole thing roughed in and a decent chunk (1/2 or so?) fully polished before starting to post.
32. Do you have a word/expression that you always use in your writing? you know, i've never really thought about it... i don't think so? anyone pls feel free to tell me if i'm wrong 😅
yet another writing ask
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Can you do fluff with Zoya and Monet De Haan? Maybe an annversity date?
lemon and lavender, zoyet
pairing - monet de haan x zoya lott
summary - a small look into domestic zoyet and their third anniversary
warnings - none, just pure, unadulterated fluff
word count - 1,263
Monet woke up to an empty bed and the smell of a fresh latte on her side table. She could feel sunlight warming her skin through the windows. Sighing, she pulled the mask off her face as she sat up, letting her legs hang on the side of the bed.
She stood up, not one for lollygagging, grabbed the mug from her side table, and switched off the mug warmer it was on. The postcard that rested beside it read, “went to the library early today, you’ll do the same someday. I’ll see you tomorrow night, beautiful.”
Monet smiled, softly, at the rhyming and the small xo next to the nickname she had been rewarded with at the beginning of their relationship. Zoya had been dedicated to writing rhymes to help her side project a short story written completely with rhythmic poetry. The fact that they were untrue wasn’t important to her.
Her handwriting had evolved over the years from the use of different writing utensils. More cursive-like from the prolonged use of fountain pens on parchment to create the love letters she wrote for Monet on random occasions that now inhabited an empty shoebox in the back of her closet.
With a relaxed demeanor, she grabbed the postcard, a rather faded one from the 90s that Zoya had found on some website in a set of 150, and put it into the drawer of her side table along with the other 37… from this set.
Sunlight flooded the couple’s home through the four large windows that took up most of the east wall, except the small floor to ceilings bookshelves bordering them, of their Soho loft. The purple drapes that covered them through the night were open and cluttered against the sides of them.
Scattered across the coffee table in the parlor was Monet’s late-night endeavor. While Zoya woke early, Monet stayed up late and the same could be said for the night before. She had spent hours pouring over fashion magazines looking at their flaws, things they exceeded in, and trends while Zoya slept peacefully in their bed.
Their respective ambitions rarely gave them free time together. Even now, Zoya had left before Monet had even awoken to get a jump on her work and that was something Monet could respect, but still, they were in a relationship, and even with two people who had similar work schedules and found it easy to spend time together.
Relationships took work.
Even more work for two people with as much ambition and devotion to their future as Zoya and Monet.
This year Zoya had an internship at the New York Times which mostly considered running errands, getting coffee, and editing the occasional atrociously written article. Monet had heard the lengths of their incompetence during their rarely shared dinner of pasta and wine on the couch (she never thought she could laugh that much). And almost all the spare time she had gone to the creation of her own personal writings.
She was going to make her mark in the world of literature if she had to work herself to the bone to do it. Monet respected that and loved her even more for it.
Monet, on the other hand, was currently interning at Burberry. Her duties were buying textiles, assisting with sewing, pattern making, and helping with brand promotion. Rolls of fabric that she had stumbled through the door with three days ago still stood in a corner of their parlor. Zoya helped her bring it over the threshold with muffled laughter at her disgruntled look and a spoon in her mouth. She was making her rounds in the fashion world and learning the weaknesses of various brands.
While Monet had fallen in love that didn’t change her mentality. She would one day be at the top. Editor-in-chief of her own magazine running the fashion world… with Zoya by her side making her mark in literature.
But, even with their demanding ambitions, the two managed to make time for each other, if only, by scheduling weeks in advance.
While Zoya showed she still loved and cared for her with a morning latte and postcards and love letters. Monet showed her with lunch sent to her job for her coworkers because “connections are needed, sunflower,” and “I love you.”
Fresh bouquets of chocolate cosmos were placed on the parlor room table in the dark of night, clashing with their decor, with a card that only had Monet’s lip print in whatever color she had worn that day, and short stories were read, criticized constructively and as thoroughly as possible as many times as needed for the most impeccable finished product.
But right then, she needed to get to work.
The next morning, Monet awoke to a latte with a heart made in the art on top and a new postcard that simply read, “My love for will continue to grow until the day we’re both wrinkled and old. Happy anniversary, beautiful. I’ll see you tonight,” with another xo written.
While Monet had managed to get the day off Zoya didn’t and wouldn’t be home until later that night giving her time to prepare for their anniversary, or rather, receive the deliveries.
Monet smiled and put it into the drawer with the rest before walking down the hallway and into the parlor with her latte in her hand. Scattered all over the coffee table were pages of Zoya’s play all marked with the red pen she edited with and notes in the margins written in black.
The strong smell of lemon and lavender drew her to the kitchen where she found a plate of lemon-lavender scones and a container full of large chocolate chip cookies with more dough than chips just like she liked them.
Her day had just started and Zoya was hitting it out of the park. She would be too when Zoya’s lunch was delivered with her charm bracelet. She had bought a personalized literary charm bracelet with charms of six of her favorite books and one extra of a mock-up cover she created for one of Zoya’s short stories.
Monet sat her latte down on the bar when a knock sounded on the door.
This was shaping up to be a great third anniversary.
When Zoya walked through the door of their home Monet greeted her with a chaste kiss, took the bags from her hands, and immediately shuffled her toward their room for a shower and to put on her leisure wear. The past two anniversaries they had gone out to dinners and specific locales but all Zoya wanted to do this year was to stay in, eat, relax in comfortable clothes, exchange gifts, and spend quality time with her girlfriend.
And Monet granted her request without hesitation.
“I’ve missed you,” Zoya whispered, her head lying in her girlfriend’s lap. Monet’s right hand ran over her hair with a light touch. “So much.”
“I’ve missed you, too, sunflower.”
“What if I don’t want to be loved? Love only exposes you to trouble,” Monet once said with Luna’s comforting presence by her side and neon lights shining down upon her.
But if trouble was a fresh latte in the morning, postcards and love letters written out of nothing but pure adoration and respect, short stories written with a character that always seemed to have something that was distinctly her in them, dinners shared on their couch in the dark of night, the lingering smell of lemon and lavender around their home and in their sheets.
Monet would gladly weather the storm.
shadow spiels!
first time writing zoyet! also, i know i cut the celebration short but i felt like that scene flowed well with the ending.
2/21/2023
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hfth couple is my favorite so far out of all the fics i've read in my lifetime 😭 i'm really into domestic fluff kind of situations and these two being in love without dating in the first place ??? I WAS INSTANTLY HOOKED ! I was waiting for the 12th to hit for pt 2 and I was completely happy for the ending. They are such a cute couple and I love how they acted with each other despite this being a fake dating scenario. I will reread a ton, so i'm very excited to hear abt the upcoming drabbles you have planned 😭 He is soooo pathetically in love with her and I'm here for it !
Thank you so much!! I am so glad you enjoyed it! and thank you so much for coming by <3
I love domestic fluff so much! And i do struggle to write lots of fluff but with them, it came so easily! And of course, I'm a sucker for fake dating au's especially where they already had teeny tiny crushes on each other, like i honestly don't think they would have gotten together had it not been for the plan bc jungkook is hesitant to approach her without Jimin around lol
Trust me, it felt like the 12th never came around! I was editing and reading and adding and reworking scenes but i was excited and nervous to post but the day of, I just wanted to post early lol and tumblr definitely made me work for it bc it crashed so much when I was trying to draft and schedule it but it's HERE <3
I'm so happy to finally have this fic out and I'm so happy so many have enjoyed it as well! I love them all and Jungkook is so smitten over her and ugh they're falling IN LOVE!!!!
thank you once again from the bottom of my heart! this has made me so happy and I hope you enjoy the drabbles I have planned for this couple! You will definitely be seeing them again soon :)
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Memories
Note: It's longer than my previous fics but I wanted to give Ana a more solid background than "one day she popped out of nowhere and started teaching". Some of you might notice she is a mix of another fictional character and my imagination. Buckle up and let's dive right into the story. Enjoy!
Warnings: mentions of killing, gore, rape, torture, past domestic abuse and manipulation, angst, NSFW content so minors DNI, a little bit of fluff if you squint at the end (there are so many things happening in this oneshot, I don't even know if there is need of other warnings so please comment if I missed any so I can edit the post, thank you)
Ana sensed something was wrong when Severus seemed to avoid looking at her after they made love one night. They were only in the early phases of dating, if eating together once in a while in one of their quarters and making out on the couch and later in bed, which, as of late, led to sex, could be called dating. And tonight it was far less gentler than it was at the beginning, when they were both hesitant but excited at the same time to touch the other’s body, feeling everything and succumbing to pleasure. He was not seeing her at all tonight. Severus looked at her but didn’t see her. He was so lost in his own thoughts that he didn’t seem to take notice that, although pleasurable, she couldn’t reach her peak. Severus thrusted harder and faster until his climax, hips shaking uncontrollably against her own, a silent cry of her name that came out more like a whisper from between his lips.
As she tries to come closer to him and into his embrace, Severus’ body becomes rigid. Ana darts her eyes toward his face, and he still avoids her.
"Is everything okay?"
His eyes, for the first time since they got in his bed, look into hers. "I think it’s time we put an end to this charade."
"Can I ask for a reason at least?" She starts to get up and scans the bedroom in search of her clothes.
"We will both be better off without each other. There are too many secrets between us, on both sides. "
"Do you mean the part where you’re a former death eater?"
There was panic in his gaze. How? For how long? Who? Was it Dumbledore? Lucius? Narcissa? reverberated in his brain over and over.
"I knew before I even met you, Severus. And as you can see, I am right here, willing to give you my body, my heart, my soul, all of me no matter what you used to be. There are things in my past too that I’m ashamed of and I wish were erased. " She is fully dressed now and making her way towards the bedroom door.
"Don’t make a fool of yourself, Ana. You are smarter than this, smarter than saying you knew before. It's more like you figured it out by spying on me, putting all the little pieces together. It looks like I made the right decision to end this after all. "
"It does look like it," and she exits his quarters in a hurry, not glancing back. But that one last part "... things in my past I’m ashamed of and I wish were erased." got stuck in his mind.
The next few days are spent avoiding one another, talking only when it is necessary. Severus found himself back in September. She captured every part of his unconscious thoughts: Is she well? Did she sleep last night? What is she wearing today? What is she doing now? Is she thinking of me as I do of her? and the one that played constantly on a loop "... things in my past I’m ashamed of and I wish were erased."
He finds himself one evening after dinner, going to her office and then knocking before entering.
"Miss Clearwater, Mr. Weasley, I'm not going to answer any of your questions tonight, so if you..." she turns around from the small bookshelf. "Oh, Professor Snape, may I help you with something?"
Severus takes note of her collected tone and the harsh look pointed at him. She’s trying to come up on top, he thinks. She looks like a cornered animal ready for attack if needed.
"What did you do so unbelievable that you wish it were erased?"
"So you break up and then want to know me better? If you haven’t figured it out already, you are supposed to do this the other way around. "
"Humor me this one time and answer the question. I promise I won’t bother you again if that’s what you want. "
"I’m going to make a fool of myself anyway, so why bother?"
"You know about my death eater days, and I really don’t fucking care how you got that information. All I care is that last part. You never told me anything about yourself before arriving at Hogwarts to teach. "
"And I couldn’t tell you even if I wanted to. Classified information. And you do know something. You know I used to work as an auror in the International Wizarding Police before I was put on leave for an undetermined amount of time. "
Severus starts to feel self-aware again: how he can’t even look at her knowing this conversation happened only because of him, feeling out of place and stupid for trying to smooth out what started as a fresh gulp of air and now appears to be only charred ambers.
They stare at one another in silence until Severus has enough of it and makes his way out of her office.
"I’ll go now. Have a nice evening, Professor Cromwell! " And with that, he spins around and leaves her office.
"You too, Sev!" she said, but he missed her words.
He feels her hand slipping into his and freezes in place. Seeing his wondering expression, Anastasia drops her voice to a low whisper.
"I can’t tell you, but I can show you. Watch them, throw them, I don’t care. I want to think I stopped caring at this point, but it seems I didn’t... " She releases a little bottle into his open palm and gently pushes the students out of the way as she goes to her classroom.
Severus tightly wraps his fingers around what feels like a little vial and makes his way towards the dungeon to his classroom. "Memories… She gave me tears containing her memories".
As soon as he arrives in the dungeons, he stops by his office and quickly scribbles on a piece of parchment a note requesting the pensieve from the headmaster. After securing the message on the foot of a little brown owl, he sends it to Dumbledore. It feels like an urgency to see them before she changes her mind and comes after the vial. So Severus takes it with him, putting it in a safe place inside his trousers. Patting the pocket one more time to check the existence of the vial, he goes to wait for the 5th years to arrive for the class.
It was the longest ten hours of his life. He kept patting the pocket containing the vial, glancing towards the clock, more easily annoyed than on any other day by the inaptitude of students to follow simple enough directions. He didn’t even go to eat. Severus felt that if he faced her now, before seeing what she willingly gave him, he would break the vial and alter its content. But at the same time, he wanted to see them, wanted to know more about her, but more than anything, wanted to trust her. If she already knew about his past, even just a little bit of it, and she already decided to stay, it meant half the road towards trust was made. It was now his turn to know, accept, and love her, really love her, and not just the part he met in late August and charmed his mind and soul.
The pensieve lies on his desk as he enters his office, and there is a small note just beside it. It reads: "Take care of your mind, Severus! Too many thoughts all at once need thorough filtering or else you’ll go mad. Use it wisely. Albus! "
Dumbledore believes he uses the pensieve to filter his thoughts. He breathes a sigh of relief and closes his door. He doesn’t want any company at the moment. Severus has been waiting all day for this moment to let it all be ruined by some unwanted guest.
He takes the vial out of his pocket and pours its content into the pensieve. The pensieve is disturbed and a silver light dances on its surface until it forms a single clear image. Severus approaches his face towards the image and immerses himself in the memory.
A blonde and wide-eyed teenager is packing for what looks like another school year, trunk open, bedroom devastated. An older woman, also blonde, and slightly resembling the teenager, enters the room with an expression of disgust on her face.
"I want you to be on your best behavior this year, Anastasia," the older woman says. "It’s very important to clear our name after your sister’s shame. And if anyone asks about Julia-"
"I’m supposed to say she’s dishonored and no longer a Cromwell."
"Good! One more thing, do you have any plans for after you graduate this summer? "
"I haven’t thought about it-"
"Now you do," and her mouth twists into a terrifying grin. "Mister Henry Ames took an interest in you during the last Christmas party we held at the mansion, so I took the liberty of arranging your marriage with him."
"Mother-"
"Shush, my darling, it was necessary. After your sister’s disgrace, we need to clear our name and the only way to do that is by marrying and continuing your pureblood line. "
"Why don’t you marry yourself, mother, if marriage is what you crave?" You have the path clear after you killed my father with your poisonous demeanor. "
The older woman lifts one arm and slaps Anastasia hard.
"You will get married if you want to keep presenting yourself as a Cromwell. Case closed! "
"Or what?" Ana's younger face is partly obscured by her own hand, but Severus can clearly see a bruise forming and a broken lip partially obscured by her palm. "I am your only chance at keeping your precious status intact. Just imagine having all your children blood traitors. " She grabs her trunk and makes her way towards the door. "I won’t get married to that Ames or anyone you throw my way, mother. I am even considering never marrying just to spite you. Who knows? Live and you shall know. " Giggling madly, she exits the room and the scene changes.
It is a dimly lighted space, clear enough to see that it’s inside but not detailed enough to figure out where. There is a slightly older version of Anastasia now, more mature but not quite like her present self. She sits on a chair and an old man, judging by his white, short hair and trimmed beard, sits opposite her, a table between them. Severus remembers him from the ministry party this Christmas. Like her, he was with the American delegation.
"I’m glad to inform you that you aced your examinations and you are at this moment a full-pack auror. Well done, Ana! " He starts clapping her, but she only slightly lifts the corners of her mouth in an attempt to smile, her gaze still focused on the man in front of her.
"And the real reason you asked me to meet you here, Konstantin? I don’t have all day for you now. I’m a full-pack auror after all. " She grins now with her entire mouth, but Konstantin doesn’t seem disturbed by it.
"I want you to join the International Wizarding Police. Consider this your invitation."
"I don’t believe you!"
"Whatever you say, the boss likes you and wants you on the team. He’s impressed by your results: photographic memory, high reaction speed, strong reflexes, and clear and realistic judgment. Decline if you want to. I’m not going to force the job onto you, but just for your information, he’ll pick the next prick in your year just to shove it in your face every time you get to meet him."
"Who’s next in line?" Ana’s expression is now all serious, no more childish grins.
"You know who. Donovan. "
After a small pause of thought, she responds. "I’m in. But it's because I want it and nothing more. "
"Whatever makes you sleep at night." As he leans forward to grab the pack of cigarettes on the table, the scene changes again.
There are multiple scenes now, all the same. A young woman, with Ana’s face but with different hair colors and clothes in every one of them, killing men. Some of them are dirtier works, blood and brain matter splattered on the floor. Other cleaner jobs, a small pinch with a needle that drives a bubble of air into the blood vessel that kills within hours, and syringes and gas that slowly kill the target with their toxins. Different men every time, but the same woman in each and every scene. Ana.
One scene stabilizes and Severus sees another man he recognizes: Igor Karkaroff. He’s bound to a chair, his hair hanging loose on his forehead, sweat covering his body and staining his clothes. Facing him standing is Ana, her shirt messy, her hair tied in a high ponytail. She looks more like her current version, but Severus can’t quite tell how much time passed between this scene and her arriving at Hogwarts.
"I give you one chance, much more than any of your ex partners ever had, so I’ll suggest you pay attention. Did Voldemort ever mention something about the soul, or horcruxes maybe? "
Igor just shakes his head no, a visible fear in his eyes.
"You know, Karkaroff? That’s exactly what they’ve told me too, so here’s a deal: I believe you didn’t hear Voldemort talking about such things, so for this I am going to set you free. "
"Thank you, thank you, thank you-"
"Not so fast, champ! You were tried in your absence for crimes against No-Majes, muggles, or whatever they’re called in your damn country. Killing, torturing, raping, the list goes on. "
"You, too, are a murderer; not so dissimilar after all."
In a swift move, she unsheathes a knife and holds it just below his chin.
"Look who finally found his words after all. I’ll put it in simpler words for your understanding: you were found guilty of high crimes against non-magic people, so you die. Any last words? "
"Wait! I have names: Severus Snape, Lucius Malfoy, Corban Yaxley-"
"You’re starting to get annoying." She gets behind him and grabs his head with her forearms, forcing it to the right in a fast move. There is a loud pop, and Igor’s head hangs limp on his neck in a weird position. So Karkaroff didn’t go into hiding, he was actually dead. She killed him.
Another scene. Konstantin and Anastasia are inside a living room lit by electricity. They sit on the couch, both smoking, both facing an electric fireplace.
"You did a great job with Igor, as always."
A powerless "Thank you!" escapes her lips.
"We’ve found the last horcrux. It was a snake. A filthy snake. "
"So I’ve heard."
"This being said, I’m afraid I have to put you off the active team."
"I’ve heard this also."
"Don’t get me wrong, Ana. The department is very satisfied with your work in the last five years. We just need more underground officers and you fit the description. You’ll keep your position, but your cases will be much less frequent, maybe one every few months or even years. In the meantime, you are going to Hogwarts in the UK to teach Muggle Studies. " He gives her a side look only to be welcomed by a deserted expression. She still refused to look at him.
"Aren’t you going to ask me why?"
"No, I’m just happy this is over." A river of tears is now free from her eyes, little by little. "I dream of them at night, of their faces they make when they die, eyes glassy, begging and begging, and I don’t want to watch them anymore." He grabs her in his arms, trying to comfort her.
"I know, child. This is the main reason you’re going on leave. "
The scene changes again and he already knows the date, August 27th last year. Severus sees you entering the Three Broomsticks behind Albus. She smiles at the memory version of himself and for the first time he observes his cold demeanor and wonders again what in Merlin’s name did you saw in him even then. The presentations are made and he now notices a slight gleam of curiosity in her eyes when she hears his name. The memory rolls to a few drinks later when Ana takes a seat beside him at the table with two fire whiskeys, one in each hand. Pushing one glass towards him, she looks him directly in the eyes as she mumbles a quiet "Severus Snape was it, right? I’m terrible with names. "
"Yes, you’re right. I wonder how you’ll survive teaching with such poor name memory. "
She straight out laughed, and he was surprised even now to hear you enjoyed his sarcasm.
"I think I’ll have to figure out some kind of system. So, ‘Severus’ is a unique name. Do you happen to know its origin? "
The scene starts to get blurry. He had reached the end of her memories. Severus gets out of the pensieve and stumbles against the furniture in his office, taking a moment to find his balance again. Anastasia knew all along who he was and what he had done, probably even read his statements when he made declarations on behalf of the Order after Voldemort’s death. And still she stayed. She got first into his mind, then into his heart, and then into his soul, and it ripped him apart to tell her to end things.
Severus started to have these intrusive thoughts where Ana didn’t deserve the trouble of having him as a lover, with the constant risk of retaliation from a former death eater and the constant stain on her reputation and life might take once they appeared in public together as a couple. But if her department ever made public the atrocities she committed in its name, she would get herself a lifelong exile from the wizarding world. She would not get into Azkaban or get killed by her people; she was a prize they collected and put on display. Having a pureblood do their dirty work must have been really exciting for them; having the power to destroy a centuries old name with a sentence, so satisfying.
There is a light knock at her door. The clock reads 1.26 A.M. and she grunts, eyes heavy with sleep. She gets out of bed, and she can’t believe her eyes once she opens the door.
"You’re not making a fool of yourself, it was I who played the clown from the beginning. I w-wa-wanted to t-o-" Severus stops talking when her soft palm meets his cheek, caressing it. He leans into the touch, unable to contain his feelings. He doesn’t want to contain them when he’s with her anymore.
"Come in, Sev. Take a deep breath and then continue. I won’t go anywhere, I promise."
Severus takes her words as gospel, and when he feels he has regained control of his stuttering, he resumes:
"I wanted to tell you I’m sorry. Deeply. I understand if you don’t want to be with me anymore, and I figure this is my last chance to come clean and tell you I love you. " She freezes, eyes wide open as she processes his words. It was the first time he told her he loved her.
"Sev, I love you too, but I’m not sure you understood wha-"
"I understood, Ana. I don’t give a knut about what you did. I may not have directly participated in the torture and murder of muggles, but I was the mastermind behind some of the attacks. "
"The difference is that I could kill you with my bare hands." She giggles, and Severus’ muscles relax as the knot forming in his stomach loosens.
"The difference is that you’ll never be able to taste the poison I could give you." He raises an eyebrow, challenging her, but all he does is make her burst into a fit of laughter. They reach for one another in support when Severus combusts into a fit too. They cling to each other like children, tears and snot streaming down their faces. Ana extends her hands and wipes his face with the back of her hands, Severus mirroring her gesture. Silence dominates the room once again, and their lips are merely inches away.
"I want us to start our relationship from the beginning, not just to pretend, I want the whole deal."
"I want the whole deal too."
She smacked her lips into his, her hands now gripping clothes, not to support but to undress.
Anastasia hears his footsteps moving inside her quarters but keeps her eyes closed and her breath steady. A small thud comes from her bedside table, followed by the sound of the door clicking shut. When she finally opens her eyelids, she notices a small vial, just like the one he gave Severus the other day, and a piece of parchment that reads: "It would be only fair for you to know as much of my past as I now know about yours. See them, throw them away. The decision is yours, but the pensieve will be waiting for you on your desk nevertheless. I love you! S.S. "
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WHAT IT’S LIKE DATING NCT DREAM !
pairing: nct dream x fem!reader genre: fluff and possible crack because it’s the dreamies cmon warnings: none
ー aaaa this is my first piece of writing centered on nct dream. kinda nervous tbh but it’s exciting !! @juysblog for header
MARK ー 이민형.
fun and lighthearted. regular movie nights and watching new blockbuster films recommended to him by his friends in canada. filling the house with loud, bursting laughter unfailingly. reading together at night. recommending his favorite books to you and looking over your shoulder to see what part of the book you’re in. leaving you short and sweet poems before you leave for work or school. him jokingly serenading you with justin bieber songs, resulting in you shoving him away and him just following you, guitar in hand and ‘i’m off my face in love with you’ spilling out of his mouth in giggles. opening your eyes drowsily in the middle of the night and seeing him on his knees, hands clasped together, thanking God for you in his prayers.
RENJUN ー 황런쥔.
think museums, pottery classes, couple dancing, and feeding koi fish in the park. lots of adventures and trying new things together. weekly date nights in the city. deep and thoughtful conversations by han river. late night drives with the car windows down and music blaring out of the speakers. paintings as anniversary gifts. singing you lullabies before bed. passionate debates in random parts of the house during randoms times of the day. being each other’s safe place. adopting animals together. soothing you when you wake up in the middle of the night, sleepily humming and mumbling beside your ear to lull you to sleep. warm belly rubs. impromptu dancing in the dull kitchen light.
JENO ー 이제노.
going on lots of spontaneous sporty datesーoften unwillingly on your part. watching sunrises together after hiking up a hill early in the morning. sitting on his lap whenever he’s playing games with the boys. running after you with his arms outstretched right after his work-out. the dynamic of ‘one who really loves to talk’ and ‘one who really likes to listen’. listening to you ramble with an eye smile, just supportively nodding to whatever you say and running a hand up and down the sides of your thigh. gentle kisses whenever you’re upset. warm hugs after a rough day. curling into you whenever he feels fatigued. cackling over dry jokes over a bowl of ramen in a random convenience store by the road. teasing him as he continuously sneezesーyou specifically warned him not to play with the cats but he did anyway.
HAECHAN ー 이해찬.
extremely playful. making bets as a way to express your love for each other. not allowing the other to back out of a bet unless you give a huge smooch in exchange. whining, whining everywhere. clinging to each other whenever given the chance. lots of stolen glances on his part. scolding you in the kitchen when you mess up an instruction, and proceeding to tell you to wait in the living room as he turns the disaster into a feast. smugly bragging about his talent at dinner but also secretly waiting for your praise. soft looks and smiles whenever you roll your eyes at his antics. denying it whenever he’s called out by a member. on rare occasions when it’s quiet and peaceful, you’d exchange quiet ‘i love you’s and feather like touches.
JAEMIN ー 나재민.
the most domestic out of all the relationships in nct dream. doing chores together. sneaking in kisses during cleaning days. creating a shared account that you use for donations. couple photography daysーposting the photos on your social media account which is completely compromised of photos taken by each other. volunteer work as a couple. nuzzling your head in his chest as he edits photos on his computer. never feeling insecure because of his constant reassurance and constant compliments. him never failing to look after you; staying home when you’re sick, preparing a hot bath for you when you’re upset, moving you to the other side of the sidewalk. you don’t know this but he already has money saved for the future he imagined for the both of you.
CHENLE ー 천러.
lots of trips to a lot of different places. taking you to china to introduce you to his family. dancing with the older chinese neighbors in their local park. amusement park dates. trying out every ride and laughing it off when one of you throws up. brunches in expensive cafes. learning about new movies and the backgrounds of its actors. watching his old videos in vienna as he shyly laughs beside you, his hands covering his eyes. shopping dates. waiting for you to finish trying on all the clothes you liked in the changing room, and complimenting how you looked in each one. braiding your hair at home and laughing at how terrible he unintentionally made your hair look. showing off his basketball skills. quietly cooking dinner and smirking whenever he feels your eyes on him.
JISUNG ー 박지성.
trial and error-ing everything you do together. looking at each other in alarm when you burn something in the kitchen. hugging each other tightly on top of dining tables as a cockroach lurks somewhere in the house. walking around the city and stopping by ice cream stalls. blushing when the members catch you two together but waving them off with a groan—chucking pillows at them when they don’t leave. deep stares accompanied by shy chuckles. sheepish grins directed at you when you’re forced to wash both of your clothes once again. even more sheepish grins when he accidentally breaks the washing machine despite not touching it. watching movies and playing games with bowls of malatang steaming beside you. playing with each other’s fingers as you lie in bed side-by-side. teaching you how to dance and laughing at you when you fail to follow to choreography.
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Invisible String (Epilogue)
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Female reader (Modern AU)
Word Count: 1.5k words
Warning : fluff, domestic Bucky, sort of found family ig
3 YEARS LATER
Life with Bucky was everything you could imagine. It was filled with cheesecakes, doughnuts, pies, cookies, cannoli, and love — so much love that there was no room left for any other emotion.
It took Bucky a year to get out of the club and another 6 months to settle and start the bakery. You were right beside him on every stage. Just like he was there for you. Therapy helped you, although it took you 3 months to find a suitable therapist who understood you. Apparently, finding an appropriate therapist was harder than dating. But after a while, you were terrific at both tasks. Dating more than therapy, but it was because of your very understanding partner and your combined efforts.
Your therapist helped you learn a lot about yourself — ways to move on from your trauma — forgiving people for your own sanity. Again, it took some time, but now you were in a much healthier place.
You were advised to get closure with your parents and especially your sister. You didn't deem it necessary. Besides, who needed a family when you had a hot boyfriend? But of course, your therapist didn't think this was a good approach. And she told you to stop deflecting serious conversations with jokes. You didn't like that. Only Bucky was allowed to call you out on your bullshit. So, you just rolled your eyes and begrudgingly called your family the next day. You told them how their remarks hurt you, but when they told you to ‘stop overreacting’, you decided to cut them out of your life for the better.
It didn't hurt as much as you expected it to. You had Bucky, your friends, and Steve took up the role of a brother in your life. Ever since you came clean to him about everything 3 years ago, he had been very protective of you. Not that you minded — your sister never cared for your well-being, so it was pleasant to have a sibling figure in your life.
You realized that family was so much more than the people you grew up with, it was about choosing the people who wanted the best for you. And you had that.
You finally completed your book. The editing process took more time than the actual writing. But nevertheless, you finished it and published your book.
After this massive milestone in your career, Bucky and you bought a bakery together — the bakery — Invisible String. The name had more significance to your life with Bucky than you initially thought. Bucky surprised you with a gold necklace on your second anniversary. ‘One single thread of gold tied me to you’, meant so much more than just a necklace. It was what you both yearned the most — each other. You two had agreed very early in your relationship that marriage and kids were something you did not wish for in your future. At that time you were scared, nobody wanted a woman who did not desire a family — but you were more than relieved when Bucky voiced his preference of not wanting that either. It was just you and him for the rest of your life, and you were content with that.
The stairs in the bakery led up to your home. Home. You finally had a home that wasn't your parents' place or an apartment you settled down in. It was home and God, it had everything to do with your partner and nothing with the place.
“Honey,” the very familiar voice of Bucky brought you back from your thoughts, “Can you please come down?”
You made your way to the stairs and found Bucky standing in front of the oven with a whisk in his hand. When he saw you, he stopped whisking the batter, grabbing a clean spoon and dipping it into the bowl until there was dough on the end.
Leaning back against the counter, he turned towards you, holding up the spoon for you to taste.
You took his wrist in your hand and raised the spoon towards his mouth before smothering some dough over his lips. He was about to raise feigned offense, but your head raised, slowly licking his lips before your tongue made its way inside his mouth, sharing the taste of the batter with him.
You scrunched your nose in faux dislike before giggling at his worried brows. “It's wonderful. Peter will love it.”
He licked his lips, tasting the remnant of you and the batter before muttering, “Needs a little salt.”
Eyes sparkling with mischief, you could read his every emotion. He was about to repeat your antic with another spoon of dough, before taking you into the bedroom, when your phone rang.
You swirled your finger in the batter and Bucky gently took your wrist in his hand, sucking on your finger when you mindlessly answered the ringing phone.
“Hello,” you answered, your voice barely audible, lust still surging in your eyes as Bucky moaned around your finger.
“Stevie!” You greeted when you heard his voice on the other side. He was telling you about all the things you and Bucky had to take care of for Peter's graduation party and you hummed, mind still blurry as Bucky kissed your knuckles, waiting for the call to end, so he could finally have you all to himself.
“You know what?” You suggested, voice louder than required. You cleared your throat. “Why don't you just text me the list and I'll call Wanda and Pietro?”
You didn't wait for his answer, immediately hanging up the phone, you wrapped your arms around Bucky’s neck, mouth instantly seeking his.
He pulled you flush against his chest, his hands resting on your hips. Bucky turned your body, lifting your hips to situate you on the kitchen countertop.
Bucky swallowed the gasp that left your mouth and instantly deepened the kiss. “Do we have time to spare?” he asked when his mouth trailed its way towards your jaw.
You wrapped your legs around his waist, pulling him closer towards you as you mumbled, “We always have time.”
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“’Traffic’, huh?” Sam inquired teasingly as you and Bucky entered his home.
“It’s funny because I took the same route, but did not encounter any ‘traffic’,” Pietro chimed in, faux pondering as you moved towards Bucky to hide your face in his chest.
You saw Peter and took the opportunity to avoid the conversation. “Congratulations!” you strode towards him, pulling him in for a hug. “Sorry, we are late.”
He shook his head and said, “It's okay. I’m glad you guys are finally here.”
Bucky was saved from Sam and Pietro’s interrogation by Sarah sprinting towards him and pulling him in an embrace. When Bucky came to congratulate Peter, you moved towards Wanda, who was enjoying the way you were embarrassed.
“Hey,” you wrapped your arms around her, “Where is Nat?”
“Her sister got in trouble again.”
Pietro, clearly invested in the new conversation, came to stand beside you before mocking, “If Nat were here, you and Bucky wouldn’t be the only one stuck in the ‘traffic’.”
Wanda smacked his arm playfully, and you looked at Sarah — in hopes that she didn't hear. She was playing with Bucky — oblivious to your conversation. Turned out, Sarah wasn't the only one — Peter and Steve didn't pick up the topic either. They genuinely thought that you were just stuck in traffic.
Dinner went by filled with laughter, jokes, and you and Sam spent 15 minutes explaining to Steve what the ‘traffic’ meant when Sarah retreated to bed.
Afterward, everyone settled in the living room. Bucky took a seat beside you, instinctively wrapping an arm around your waist, pulling you closer and placing you on his lap just like he always did.
“The cake was amazing,” you reminisced, repeating the words you said to him all those years ago at the same place.
Bucky chuckled, delight filling his eyes at your words, “I will make cakes forever for you, doll.”
You hummed, smiling while wrapping your arms around his neck. You sighed in content, situating your head in the crook of his neck and placing a gentle kiss there.
Furthermore, you didn't think it was possible, but Bucky engulfed you tighter against his chest. “Did you think you'd be crazy for me when you walked in for the bartender's job?”
You giggled, remember how you had said those words to him, and pressed a soft kiss in the crook of his neck. Moving your face to place a kiss on his lips, you whispered, “I love you.”
“And you know, you weren't wrong,” you considered, “We are alright.”
He raised his hands, cradling your face, “I love you,” He rubbed his thumb along your cheek and dipped his head towards you, pulling you in for another kiss. “And we are more than alright, doll.”
Bucky was correct. You were more than alright. You didn't know what the future held. But one thing you knew for sure; you were home.
Bucky Barnes was your home.
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hi! hope the new year is going well for you so far!! could i request sfw alphabet for karube pls? 🥺👉🏻👈🏻 i really appreciate that you're writing for aib!
You’re welcome! Here’s your request! 🥰
SFW Alphabet | Daikichi Karube
{Alice In Borderland Masterlist}
Character: Daikichi Karube
Genre: fluff
*this is based in real life, not in the Borderlands
A - Affection
(How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
I can definitely see him being quite affectionate
He gives off the vibe that his love language is quality time
He would show affection through just staying by your side
He wouldn’t even necessarily have to be touching you
When you go out for dinner with your friends, he would always make sure you’re sitting next to him
Yeah his affection would come through as just being around you
B - Best Friend
(What would they be like as a best friend?)
He would be so chaotic
There would never be a boring moment when he’s your friend
He’s definitely the loud extroverted friend, so if you’re more quiet and introverted he would like adopt you
Would be so defensive of his best friend, like no one can ever say shit that even potentially hurts your feelings otherwise they’ll take his fist to their face
He would send you countless snapchats everyday of him just doing the dumbest shit
C - Cuddles
(Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
He’s a tall man, so if you’re more small then he would engulf you
Playful cuddles 24/7
Tackles you into the couch when he wants to cuddle
You don’t get a choice, no matter what you’re doing, if he wants cuddles, he’s getting them
He would love to have you sitting on his lap while he scrolls on his phone or watches tv
D - Domestic
(Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
You can’t tell me otherwise, this man is such husband material
Such loving husband vibes
He would do most of the house work when you move in together
So sweet, would always offer to clean up after dinner and help you with the dishes
Cooking wise, I really think it wouldn’t be his strong point
But he would love being your assistant in the kitchen while you cooked
E - Ending
(If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
I think he would be really mature about the situation
If he had to break up with you, he would tell you straight up
It would be the healthiest break up you could possibly have
He would hate to drag you on when he didn’t feel the same way anymore
Would be upset for a few weeks, but would definitely want to stay friends with you after you’ve both recovered
F - Fiancé(e)
(How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
He’d probably want to get married rather quickly
Why wouldn’t he? If he truly loves you, he’d want to give you his everything, including his future
(After seeing how he wanted to propose to the woman from the bar he worked at, even though she was already dating someone else)
Yeah, he wouldn’t rush it, but he would definitely keep it in his mind quite early into the relationship
G - Gentle
(How gentle are they, physically and emotionally?)
Gentle giant vibes
He likes to have his fun being a little bit chaotic and rough around you, but majority of the time he would be gentle, making sure you feel safe and happy around him
Emotionally, no offense, but I feel like he’d be a bit dumb
He wouldn’t know how to handle negative emotions, or you opening up to him about problems
But you would always be able to tell he was trying his hardest
Might say things that he wouldn’t mean or sometimes sound a bit insensitive, but he always has good intentions
H - Hugs
(Do they like hugs? How often would they do it? What are their hugs like?)
Hugs are his most favourite thing in the world
You would never be able to escape his hugs
Back hugs 24/7
Sometimes he would run up to you from behind and just throw himself against your back
Usually only does that if he hasn’t seen you in a while though
His hugs would last forever, he would take forever to let go of you
Tight hugs, he would squeeze you close to him so tightly, you cheek smooshed up against him
I - I Love You
(How fast do they say the L-word?)
Probably a good couple of weeks
When he does eventually say it, it has so much meaning and love behind it
He would probably say it when you’ve had a shitty day and gone over to his house to be consoled
Didn’t even realize he said it until he saw the look on your face
Would say it every day from then, whether it be in person, over the phone or over text
J - Jealousy
(How jealous do they get? What do they do when their jealous?)
I don’t think he would get jealous too often
He’s more of the protective type rather than the jealous type
He trusts that you love him and would never choose someone else over him
The only thing he would act strangely about is if you spend day after day at someone’s house
He would feel a bit neglected and lonely, but would always cheer himself up by hanging out with Alice and Chota
But if some guy was to ask you out when he was there, he wouldn’t be aggressive about it
He would probably just politely state that you’re taken
Yes, much gentleman
K - Kisses
(What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where would they like to be kissed?)
He would live for heated kisses
Like really passionate ones that you would have on a really romantic night together
But he would also adore just the small little pecks you give each other when one of you was leaving the house
He would love kissing you so much that sometimes you would have to push him off your lips just so you could breath
Aggressive kisses all the time though
L - Little Ones
(How are they around children?)
You can’t convince me otherwise, he would make the best dad in the world
Perfect husband material and father material, he’s a deluxe edition
Would love toddlers and could spend hours playing with them
Every kid loves him, there’s not one kid that’s scared of him cause he has the most friendly personality
If you have little cousins or nephews/nieces, he would never leave them alone
Definitely can see him having like 20 children
M - Morning
(How are mornings spent with them?)
Lazy mornings are the best mornings
He most likely sleeps in, unless he has to get up and go somewhere
Takes him like an hour to crawl out of bed
Yeah he wouldn’t be a morning person
You would sometimes have to jump on him to wake him up
Or drag his ass off the bed
But most of the time when you try he just sits up and drags you back into bed with him and cuddles you
He wouldn’t ever let you go, once he has you in his clutch you might as well give up
N - Night
(How are nights spent with them?)
At night I feel he would become more energetic
Some nights you would sit on the couch together and watch horror movies while drinking wine
He would go to sleep late on most nights
If you’re an early sleeper, he would kiss you goodnight then stay up on his own for a little while
But when he finally comes to bed, he would pull your against his chest and fall asleep with you tucked underneath his chin
Wouldn’t be able to sleep without touching you
If it’s too hot to cuddle, he would just hold your hand
O - Open
(When would they start revealing things about themselves?)
He seems like the kind to just be an open book
He wouldn’t have much about himself to hide, unless the topic was super personal
You would be the only person he would tell though
He would become more and more trusting as the relationship progresses
The first time he would open up to you seriously would probably be around 7 months into dating
You two would’ve sat together on a park bench on a late night, probably a bit too drunk for your own good, and Karube would’ve opened up about his personal life
I feel like Karube is the sort to hold his problems in, but they would eventually all overflow and come out after a minor inconvenience happens
That’s what would’ve caused him to share his true problems and feelings with you on that night
P - Patience
(How easily angered are they?)
He definitely has trouble managing his anger
He can sometimes get a bit physical when he’s angry
Don’t get me wrong, he would never hurt you
But if some random guy was to insult you in the street, oh no
Karube would see red
In terms of relationship arguments, he would find it really hard to stay mad at you
Would probably get more annoyed at the fact that he can’t be mad at you when he should be
He’s too sweet and too loving to his close ones to ever hurt or yell at them
If he truly was mad though, would just go on a short walk to get rid of his stress
Q - Quizzes
(How much would they remember about you?)
He would remember quite a bit I think
I mean it wouldn’t be every little detail, but he would remember important things
There would be rare occasions where he would forget one of your family members names or forget your favourite colour
But it would never matter too much and he would always just laugh it off with you
R - Remember
(What is their favourite moment in your relationship?)
His favourite memory he has of you two would be a date you went on when you went to a giant arcade together late at night
He loved watching you be so amused by all the games and laugh your head off at each others jokes
You would’ve been so competitive with each other at the car racing games, yelling and having the time of your lives
Afterwards you probably went and got ice-cream together and sat at the beach underneath the moon
Karube would love this memory because he would always treasure the amount of fun you both had and the constant smile on your face that was caused by him
S - Security
(How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
Oooooo boy. Even if someone breathed at you wrong this man would have a go at them
Big strong man coming to protect you
He’s like a barrier, like if someone kind of dodgy tried to talk to you, yeah not today fam unless you want to crack a punch over the noggin’
If you two were walking in an area that seemed kind of sketchy, Karube would pull you so close to him you would practically be on top of him
He wouldn’t ever be afraid to put himself in between what’s potentially going to hurt you/his family, no matter the situation
Although sometimes you do get worried that someone might hurt him really bad one day, but until then Karube will remain as stubborn as he is
T - Try
(How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
Would put so much effort into things it would be ridiculous
Definitely plans anniversary dates like a month before they even happen
Always buys super expensive gifts for you, like jewelry and designer clothing
Likes spoiling his baby a lot
On anniversaries, he would bring you to a fancy restaurant and have a really romantic dinner with you
Then bring you to a club and spend the rest of the night dancing to funky music together
U - Ugly
(What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
I feel like he would forget to clean things up sometimes
I mean he wouldn’t be unbearable messy, but he would just leave the occasional bowl or drinking glass where it shouldn’t go
Maybe a few piles of unwashed clothes here and there
But if you asked him to clean, he wouldn’t argue and would just do it
He would hate doing the laundry, probably would be the only house chore he’d truly despise
V - Vanity
(How concerned are they about their looks?)
Not that concerned
It doesn’t matter that much to him what he looks like
But he would always keep his beard/mustache short
His style of clothing would be pretty much the same every day
If you and him were going out on a casual date though, he would try to touch himself up
Maybe some gel in his hair and a nice jacket to go with his outfit, but nothing too out there
W - Whole
(Would they feel incomplete without you?)
You would probably be his safe space where he can project his daily worries onto
He would feel quite lost without you, because he bottles things up
And not having you around to look after him while he’s emotionally vulnerable would make him really stressed and upset
His negative emotions come out in anger, so he would become a bit scary if he doesn’t share his feelings enough
You would make him feel more grounded and more stable
X - Xtra
(A random headcanon for them.)
I have a feeling he would use really cheesy pickup lines with you
Even after you would’ve been dating for years, he’d still come up with ones he’s never said before
At the most random of times as well
One time he poked his head in while you were in the shower just to tell you a pick up line
It would be such a weird quirk of his, but you would adore it and his stupid pick up lines anyway
Y - Yuck
(What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
He has a thing about cockroaches
Never would he ever touch one, no matter how badly you had to get rid of it
He would be able to take care of spiders, wasps, moths, but cockroaches was where he drew the line
If he saw one, would probably be super over dramatic and spray a shit ton of bug spray on it
In terms of in a partner, he would never be able to be with someone who spent most of their time indoors
He understands that the serenity of home is super comforting, but he would rather be out having fun than staying at home all day
Z - Zzz
(What is a sleep habit of theirs?)
He takes up 80% the bed
Spreads out like a starfish, more than often almost pushing you off
You wouldn’t know if he did it consciously or not, but it would become so annoying if it was distracting you from sleeping
Sometimes you would sit up and just lay across him as use him as a mattress
As he sure seems to fit the space of one
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》 Unbeknownst to Jungkook, there is a rise in popularity for a particular human holiday, one of which leaves him blindsided and scrambling to find the absolute perfect gift for his one and only. They say food is the quickest way to a man’s heart but no one ever said it didn't work on women.
❒ pairing: jeon jungkook x reader
❒ genre: fluff, established relationship, a dash of angst, and a pinch of smut
❒ alternative universe: fantasy, college/university, werewolf, witch,
❒ rating: 18+
❒ word count: 12.4 k+
warnings/disclosures: werewolf Jungkook, witch MC, kinda tsundere mc, cat shifters Yoongi and Yoonji, Fairy Jimin, Siren Taehyung, MC is on the bigger side!, Merman Seokjin, Elf Hoseok, Vampire Namjoon, friendly fondling from yoonji, heteroflexible/bicurious yoonji, boob talk, mc is not good at cooking, misunderstanding on jungkook’s part, baking mishaps, frazzled jungkook, not so helpful/helpful yoongi, half-hearted frenemies Jungkook and Yoonji, Jungkook cries a little, yoonji jumping to conclusion, sense8 references, harry potter references, killing eve reference, way too many allusions to sex, jungkook isn't a good at baking, always reliable Seokjinnie, chubby POC Bunny shifter OC, whiney JK and MC, ‘rich’ jungkook, not edited i tried to i really did, taste testers Jimin and Taehyung, SMUT is at the end, bad smut at the end, food play (mostly them getting turned on by feeding each other), fingering (ew why do we call it that? Finger blast sounds better lmao), cock warming-ish, tiny hints of a size kink, grinding, soft fuck, soft spanking, sappy endings
❀ this is part of the bangtan pastries valentine collab hosted by the lovely @suhdays, who also made my lovely banner 💖 make sure to check out the other fics as well, they’re amazing as are the other authors and please excuse any incoherent inconsistencies or misspelling as this fic was written over a many days and long hours ❀
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His nose is cold, a weird thing to think about when a werewolf's body temperature literally runs higher than every other species. There’s a chill racing up his spine as he shivers reaching a lazy arm across the bed in search of your warmth only to come up empty. Jungkook finally cracks an eye open, pushing himself into a sitting position to see if you really are missing or you’ve only scooted to the very edge of the bed to escape his scalding body temperature. Though to his displeasure you are in fact missing, he’s running his hand through his hair and taking a deep breath before scrunching his feature. His nose is still cold, so he can't smell much, can only feel the slight sting of the frigid air as he breathes it in.
He hates the winter, all he can ever smell is the damp ground and the cold of the air. Funnily enough most werewolves loved winter since it gave them a break from their heightened senses, not Jungkook though, he couldn't stand not being able to smell you on his bed, in your house, on him. Your shared bedroom is extra chilly this morning raising goosebumps along his exposed skin, he’s tired, not having gotten enough sleep from the long night of studying he’d done the night before.
You’re a naturally early riser so he knows why you’re up, Jungkook however isn't exactly a morning person, never has been, especially on the weekend when neither of you have anywhere to be. He’s groggy as he pads down the hallway, a yawn stretching his mouth wide, another shiver wracking his body the closer he gets to the back of the house, it’s always been chillier there, it’s downright brutal in the winter time.
He isn't surprised when he finally comes to stand in the doorframe of the sunroom watching your figure drop what he’s pretty sure is mugwort in the bubbling cauldron. There’s this sense of domesticity watching you work, a luxury he couldn't afford as the two of you grew up. He can almost vividly remember the ugly way you’d scowl at him when he’d plop down in front of you brandishing scraped up hands or knees. A soft almost unkind reminder that he should be more careful and that next time he came in you wouldn't treat his wounds. He remembers thinking you didn't like him, maybe even hated him, so after a while (more like into his teenage years) he just stopped showing up. So you would imagine his surprise when you’d finally cornered him after his abrupt disappearance. His lips tug upward at the memory of you clumsily confessing your feelings to him before running off, never giving him a chance to properly convey his own feelings.
It’s weird for Jungkook to think that he’d almost let you slip through his fingers, his dumb teenage werewolf hormones had told him to just let you be. That you weren’t even one of his kind, so you wouldn't be worth it. He’d been so close to letting you get away, so close to letting you leave the pack when he’d taken his precious time working through his natural instincts (at least the ones he had then). How he’d almost brushed off your confession because there was no way cold, stoic you liked him. Impossible he’d thought, and then a week after he’d overheard your parents asking permission for you to attend a school away from pack lands. Away from the pack, away from your family, and away from him. The very thought twisted his stomach unpleasantly, making him nauseous as he thought of everyday life without you.
It was then that he knew he couldn’t let that happen, something about you leaving didn't sit well in his being. He couldn’t describe it then, after all a sixteen year old only understood the bare minimum of love and life and he knew even less than that. Somewhere in his mind rushing to your house at that moment had made sense, more sense than anything had in the short amount of time he’d had to process the information. He probably should’ve knocked before rushing into your house, maybe also knocked instead of flinging your room door open the way he had. The grin he wears grows wider as he recalls what he’d seen all those years ago. The rest is history, at least the embarrassing parts that he refuses to acknowledge. He doesn’t regret the way your relationship had started, especially not after almost seven years of dating. Hell, he considers himself lucky that you even stuck around this long because truth be told Jungkook could be a handful, like now for example.
“Is that my sweater?” he asks, watching amusedly as you jump nearly spilling an entire vial of pixie dust. Your hand has gone to your chest to calm your racing heart as it beats harshly against your ribs, scowling as you think of how you hated that he was so light on his feet.
“I couldn't find an apron, and it’s cold.” you say rubbing at your nose with sweater pawed hands before sprinkling some of the pixie dust into the cauldron.
“Y’know I don't like when you brew in my clothes, the smell sticks for too long.” he sniffs, still only feeling the cold sting of the air.
“I know.” you mutter not once glancing in his direction, only reaching out to take a jar of snake venom from the array of ingredients lining the counter space beside you.
“What are you making anyways and on a Saturday?”
“Vitality potion, for extra credit.” he hums to himself content with just watching you finish up your work which really doesn't take long. You add a few drops of mint sighing contentedly while you put out the fire with a simple incantation. Jungkook watches as you rub at your eyes and easily close the distance between you, your arms wrap around his waist as you nuzzle into his chest relishing in his warmth. A muffled ‘m’tired’ slipping past your lips and tickling his chest where they press to his skin. He hums his reply, hands slipping down your sides pulling soft sighs from you as he slips them under the hem of your hoodie to press chilled hands to your warm hips.
You squeal, trying in vain to wriggle away from him as he muffles his laugh in your neck. He’s quick to pull your body close, before lifting you over his shoulder, hands gripping the soft flesh of your thighs to keep you steady. Your giggles are almost manic as you laugh all the way to the bedroom where he proceeds to take full advantage of this early Saturday morning.
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Monday morning comes way too soon, and you’re once again seated at a table of your favorite on campus cafe. Though much like always Jungkook is being clingy, scenting your neck while you kill some time before your first class. The frappe you ordered sits untouched, the slush goodness melting into a mess of almost coffee flavored water. It’s a waste of money if you don't drink it now, although you’re also sure Jungkook will polish it off should you leave it be.
“Please stop making people uncomfortable.” you sigh, pressing a palm to his face to push him away before he can bury it back in your neck.
“I’m not making people uncomfortable.” he says with a confused furrow of his brow as he casts a glance around the cafe to catch these so called uncomfortable people. He doesn't see anyone other than a couple of baristas who refuse to make eye contact even with the way his gaze is burning holes into the side of their heads. You don't look the slightest bit amused as you narrow your eyes at him, waiting a beat then two only to realize he really doesn't know. Your heart skips a beat, ‘stupid heart’ you think as it continues to do so the longer he remains oblivious. It’s moments like this that make you think that being with Jungkook is like having a big dumb dog, except you absolutely adore the shit out of him, amongst other things.
He quirks his head the slightest as your brows pinch further together the longer you stare at him, further reminding you of his canine counterpart. There’s this flutter in your tummy, the butterflies that have long since taken residence awaken fluttering about and fanning a flame that is slowly growing, traveling to your face and warming your cheeks. Stupid heart, stupid butterlies, stupid Jungkook and his big stupid beautiful eyes, you curse mentally finally ripping your gaze away from his. It’s all a little too much, so your best course of action is going to class early, you decide standing and making to leave only for his grip on your hand to tighten, one that you had forgotten about.
“Gimme a kiss.” he says around a smirk, it heats your cheeks further as you work to calm the rapid beat of your stupid heart as it bangs against your ribs. You’re almost expecting for your chest to burst open or your heart to spontaneously combust. Luckily neither of those happen as Jungkook leans in close pressing a soft peck to your lips before moving to deepen it. He’s gentle in coaxing your lips apart, much better than your first kiss, taking his time tasting you as he always does...at first. He’s squeezing one of your tight clad thighs in his big hands, a sigh almost slipping past your lips as the warmth of his palm sinks through the material. You pull away abruptly, eyelids fluttering before blinking a few times to clear the sudden haze that clouds your vision. Next to you Jungkook is whining trying his hardest to pull you back in for another kiss, that sly dog.
“I’ll see you later.” you say pressing one last barely there kiss to the corner of his mouth, almost tripping over the threshold on your way out. His gaze follows your figure until you turn the corner disappearing from his sight. He sighs heavily, it’s laced with undertones of fatigue as he reaches for your unfinished frappe.
“You guys are gross.” Yoongi breathes, taking a seat opposite Jungkook. Jimin takes your seat, as Taehyung and Hoseok follow. Hoseok takes the empty seat beside Yoongi while Taehyung pulls up a chair from a neighboring table.
“You’re just jealous my girlfriend is hotter than yours.”
“Sure kid, you go ahead and believe that.” he almost sneers.
“Why are you here so early?” Jimin asks steering the conversation away from girlfriends for now. He’s yawning suddenly, reminded of how little sleep he’s gotten today, school was the worst.
“I came with ____, can’t have her coming all alone y’know.”
“Isn't your first class at the same time as her last?” Yoongi chimes in before asking Taehyung to get him an Americano as the younger man walks over to the counter.
“Yeah, and what?” he sniffs a little defensively.
“It was just a question.” Yoongi deadpans.
“Don’t you and your satan spawn of a twin share all your classes with ____?”
“No, we have classes together Tuesdays through thursdays.” he supplies easily, leaning back in the chair.
“Why not all week?” Hoseok asks in a tone filled with genuine curiosity.
“Monday and Fridays are the hardest days to get out of bed, duh.” he says almost matter of factly and they have to agree with Yoongi on this one. Monday is truly the worst day of the week, though it's now that Jungkook notices the absence of the previously mentioned satan’s spawn. He almost bristles, thinking that Yoonji might be out there somewhere harassing his sweet little girlfriend.
*
You scream, startled by the sudden weight that presses itself to you, a giggle like purr filling your ears before you relax. Yoonji’s hair brushes your cheeks softly, her arms wrapping around your frame and you squeak at the feel of her hand cupping your chest through the hoodie you wear. It’s a usual occurrence, though no less embarrassing as she continues to snuggle closer to you.
“Did your boobs get bigger?” she asks nose nudging against the soft pudge of your cheek, you know she’s scenting you, her way of messing with Jungkook later when she can’t physically be there.
“No, please stop.” you sigh, feeling a gentle squeeze followed by a soft breathy moan, heat erupting across your cheeks in embarrassment. She snickers giving your ample chest one last squeeze before finally moving away. She falls in step with you, walking along the path, snow crunching underfoot before moving to speak again.
“I’ve been meaning to ask, what exactly do you like about Jungkook? I mean sure he’s great, not really, and all but really what is it? Is it his dick game because other than you I don't really think he’s ever been with anyone else.” She asks stuffing her hands in her coat pockets to stave off the slight chill that has zapped all the warmth from her fingers. There’s a brief pause in her thoughts as she wonders if Jungkook uses your impressive rack as the natural hand warmers they are, the lucky bastard she thinks with a scowl.
“I don't know, all of him.”
“That’s too vague an answer, like if I were to ask him what do you think he’d say he likes about you?”
“That I’m just so cute.” you answer almost immediately hands cupping your cheeks as if to further prove that you are in fact cute. The scrunch to her nose is adorable, squishing her already delicate features, as you smile softly at her and she shrugs her shoulders.
“Not that cute, but to each their own I guess. I’ll see you later yeah?” she asks, turning on her heel to walk in the direction you had just come from.
“I’ll be there.” You call after her watching as she raises a single hand to show you she’d heard you.
*
Yoonji is sliding onto Hoseok’s lap with all the grace of the satan spawn she is, easily wrapping a single arm around his neck and taking a sip from your abandoned frappe. She hums around the straw gaze trained on Jungkook’s bewildered expression, it brings her immense pleasure to see him so distressed.
“Why are you here and what do you think you’re doing?” Jungkook asks, snatching the drink back.
“It was only a sip you’re overacting, besides it’s mostly water now anyways.” She scoffs feeling Hoseok wrap his arms tighter around her waist pulling her closer to him.
“You don’t understand, now my poor ____ has indirectly kissed you. She’s been tainted by your nasty germs, Hobi do something!” Jungkook whines cheeks flushing an unhealthy shade of red, it’s almost endearing how childlike that is of him.
“I don’t think I can do anything, since it’s already happened.” He replies easily long since used to antics and strange rivalry between his girlfriend and Jungkook. Yoonji licks her lips mischievously snickering before shooting a somewhat sultry gaze at Jungkook.
“Hmm, can I ask you something Junglebook?” she says.
“No, in fact I would very much enjoy it if you never spoke again. Yoongi how did the two of you share a womb?”
“I don't know, it just happened, what were you saying Yoonji?”
“It’s not my fault you prefer the fossil over there over me. I’m literally amazing, anyways what do you like about ____?” she asks, ignoring Yoongi’s muttering and the somewhat awkward silence that has settled over the table. Jungkook to his credit doesn't blow this out of proportion as he usually does, so she watches as he sits quietly hands wrapped around the cup. This time there’s a slow flush of color flooding his cheeks, it’s kind of cute in a weird ugly kind of way. It’s not like she found Jungkook particularly attractive, but she guesses she could, maybe if the boy next door was her type.
“I don’t know, she’s just really cute, she looks tiny compared to me, and I don't know, all of her?” the flush has spread to his neck and ears, a look she has to say she’s never witnessed before. Again cute in a gag her romcom kind of way, she would be sick if you hadn't already prepared her for his answer. She still fakes a gag either way destroying the warm bubble he’d created with all his mushy sappy feelings.
“You’re so lame, no wonder you didn't have friends in high school.” she laughs before planting a kiss to Hoseok’s cheek.
“You guys were my friends in high school.” he says, brows pinched together an ugly glare directed at Yoonji who has begun ignoring everyone, so that she can whisper to Hoseok.
“Ignoring Satan and the literal walking ball of sun, what are you doing for Valentine’s day?” Yoongi asks, sounding mildly irritated at the topic he himself has brought up.
“That’s like two weeks away, what does it have to do with us singles?” Jimin laughs resting his chin in an open palm.
“That doesn’t mean you can’t have plans.”
“Valentine’s day is for girls, and again I’m single what would that do?”
“What are you doing for Valentines day Jungkook?” Yoongi asks, turning his gaze to Jungkook who has sat silently from the start. The expression he wears is of confusion, brows pinched as if he were sitting in on a pack meeting full of boomers that didn't understand the world of today.
“Jungkook?” Jimin says catching Jungkook’s attention.
“What is that?” he asks timidly, again silence settles over the group all of them wearing a different expression. It’s broken by Yoonji who literally looks like the cat who ate the canary, it’s truly disgusting and he wishes he never has to see it again.
“Are you serious, you don't know what Valentine’s day is.” she snickers, a little too happily for Jungkook who remains just as confused as he had been before.
"Your girlfriend is human." Jimin says just as unhelpful.
"She's a witch, not a human." he reminds them.
“Witch still lands on the human side of the spectrum.” The conversation is going in circles, he thinks feeling irritation creep into him at the way they all continue to discuss your race.
“Can we please keep this conversation moving? What is Valentines day?” he asks, letting just a tiny bit of irritation seep into his tone.
“It’s a human holiday, made for couples to celebrate love.” Taehyung says, adding to the conversation for the first time this morning and suddenly reminding everyone of his presence. He shrugs off their stare, instead gathering his things and leaving them just as easily as he had joined the conversation.
“Why is a human holiday so important all of a sudden? It isn’t anything like the summer solstice right?” Yoonji looks more and more amused the longer they stay on the topic, lips curling upward into a smile that is both haunting and sort of breathtaking in a sinister steal your soul kind of way. He shivers, deciding then that he’ll pray to the moon goddess for Hoseok’s sanity.
“God you really are out of the loop, poor doggy.” Yoonji laughs sliding into the vacant chair but making sure it’s pressed as close to Hoseok as possible.
“Hoseok, please.” Jungkook breathes, maybe it’s the fatigue that is allowing Yoonji to annoy him quicker than usual or maybe she’s just testing his patience more than usual. Either way he’s distracted by Jimin clearing his throat, always playing the peacekeeper.
“You’re right, it isn't like the summer solstice but for some reason the girls like it. I think humans traditionally give chocolate, small gifts, or do other romantic couple things. This is usually the day most people confess feelings to someone, it’s actually really popular nowadays. I think even my parents celebrate valentine's day.” Jimin says the last bit more to himself than to the others.
“Wait, so do you guys give girls chocolate?” he asks, genuinely interested.
“No, I’ve had people give me friendship chocolate before.” Jungkook can’t seem to wrap his head around the whole chocolate thing at least not right now. Still he wonders if you would like to receive a gift from him. He listens intently as Yoongi and Hoseok talk about a course they’re taking seemingly having forgotten the prior conversation with the departure of Yoonji and Jimin who share an astronomy class.
*
He’s not forgotten about the conversation later that week while he sits on Jin's couch killing time before he goes home after all you texted him earlier saying that you’d be studying in the library and not to wait up. Jin had been filling him in on the show that’s been playing for the last two hours, one based on eight individuals who all share a birthday and somehow a weird mental connection. Truth be told Jungkook has been staring listlessly at the screen the colors long since blurred as his eyes have lost focus, hazy blobs moving this way and that. The sound has been drowned out almost as if the volume has been turned down while he thinks.
“- Riley to me is the least useful of the cluster, don’t you think?” Jin asks, Jungkook hums along not really hearing what his friend has said.
“Whispers isn’t really a bad guy, and neither is Rajan’s dad, right?” he says this time watching intently as Jungkook hums again leaning further into the couch.
“Jungkook, seriously you aren’t even watching it.”
“I am, Sun is in prison and Joongki must die.” he mutters, blinking a few times before turning his gaze to meet Jin’s.
“What’s wrong, if you’re tired you should go home and get some sleep.” Jin huffs leaning back into the recliner.
“Not tired, just thinking.” he says unconvincingly around a yawn that stretches his mouth a little too wide, suddenly reminding Jin of a lion. They sit in the relative silence for a brief moment, the sounds of another fight scene playing in the background drags Jin’s gaze back to the TV.
“What are you doing for valentines day?” he finally asks, he feels his lips twitch at the way Jin is quick to pause the show.
“Why? Are you going to tell me how much you love me?”
“No, it’s just my first time hearing about it.” he mumbles pouting slightly. Jin wonders how this boy was going to lead a pack when he’s such a child, then again he doesn’t understand werewolf hierarchy all too well.
“Are you planning to celebrate it?” Jungkook stills, once again wondering if you would be happy to receive chocolate as the others had mentioned.
“I don't know maybe, do you think ____ would like it?” Jin can hear the uncertainty in Jungkook’s voice, and for some odd reason he wants to laugh. He shouldn't because it’s rare for Jungkook to really share his feelings with someone that isn't you. Instead he asks himself the same question, would you be happy if Jungkook gave you a gift. It’s hard to imagine with you being reserved and all, but he thinks that you might, if it was behind closed doors in the safety of your own home.
“Yeah, I think she would.” And his answer is worth it he thinks as he watches the way Jungkook’s eyes twinkle with determination at the prospect of surprising you. When Jungkook goes home that night he spends a little too much time doing what he calls ‘research’ completely ignoring the course work that sits beside his laptop on his desk.
*
The weekend has come again and Jungkook is more than tired between school, and trying to find the best kind of gift he’s stumped and a little miserable. It had snowed again, covering the roads that had already been cleared, what’s more is that you have virtually moved into the library the last week. He’s seen less of you in the past week than he has his whole life, which just makes him more irritable as he drags himself out of bed, hoping, no, praying that you are home today. It’s Saturday after all, and you should be here in bed cuddling him, but you aren’t so he thinks you might be in the sunroom again brewing more potions. He finds it empty, not a single sign that you had been there at all by now he’s beginning to worry.
Slowly he pads back down the hall stopping briefly when he catches a soft almost muted sigh. He recognizes it almost instantly, his gaze falling to the couch as he rounds it to find you curled up underneath a thin lap blanket. You look so comfortable he doesn’t have the heart to move you, so instead he opts for something a little different. Jungkook is quick to leave returning with a heavier blanket and a pillow before he’s slipping his body into the tiny crevice you’ve left between your body and the back of the couch. He’s almost sighing at the way you unconsciously snuggle closer to his warm, he pulls you in closer, tucking your body as close to him as possible but also keeping you both comfortable in the limited space. His eyelids begin to flutter, the past weeks exhausting catching up with him now that he’s found ultimate comfort with you.
When Jungkook wakes again he’s on his back, his pinky finger just barely skimming the sliver of skin exposed by the way your shirt has ridden up. You’ve yet to awaken, brows furrowed in your sleep, your face relaxes when he nuzzles the crown of your head. He cherishes these quiet moments, not that he didn't all the others but these were his favorite. Enjoyed the naturalness of it all, like this you weren’t hiding from others, you weren’t reserved, you were just yourself and he liked that. He briefly wonders what time it might be, when he feels you begin to stur, it always starts off slow. You sigh softly a single puff of air leaving your nose, then you nuzzle into what would usually be your pillow but today it’s Jungkook’s chest, next comes the twitch of your fingers followed by the stretch of your arm, hand seeking the warmth that is usually Jungkook beside you. Instead your hands tangle in the softness of the blanket pulling it closer softly knocking him on the chin as you snuggle into the comfort.
“____, baby it’s time to get up.” he murmurs voice husky from disuse.
“Don’t wanna.”
“Gotta make us some breakfast.” he sighs feeling you shift further before you sit up, your eyes are half lidded, hair mused. The long sleeve your wear is slipping off one of your shoulders, you’re blinking sluggishly, gaze still unfocused but at least you're awake now. His hands find purchase on your thighs, squeezing them slightly so that your gaze meets his.
“You awake yet baby? Need some help?” he asks watching the way you frown down at him before shaking your head, rubbing at your eyes tiredly. His heart squeezes in his chest, a slow heat swirling low in his belly the longer you straddle him. You shift your weight as you stretch, back arched in a way that pulls his gaze to your chest, through the thin material he can make out the stiff peaks of your nipples. There’s a twitch of his fingers as he restrains himself from feeling the soft weight of them in his palms, but there are other things troubling him at the moment. Mostly the way he can feel the heat of your pussy through the thin material of panties as you settle more of your weight on his crotch.
“Breakfast?” you ask, the single word is enough to drag his thoughts back to something fluffy, something softer, less deprived. He squeezes at your thighs again sitting up to press a kiss to your cheek before sliding you off his lap and intertwining your fingers as you follow him to the bathroom.
Jungkook is humming as he sways at the stove chuckling as you squeeze your arms tighter around his waist when he stops swaying. It’s odd for you to be this openly affectionate, even here in the safety of your home mostly because he likes to take advantage of the situations persuading you to do things he would rather keep to himself. Still he can’t say he isn't enjoying himself, at least he was until he hears the door fly open and the telltale muttering of one Min insufferable Yoonji. Your grip tightens further as you press yourself closer almost as if you’re trying to hide from her, but that doesn't make sense, as much as he hates to admit it you two are super close.
“What are you doing?” she asks, and just her tone makes him pause.
“Making breakfast.” he replies before he hears a scoff.
“I wasn't talking to you Junglebook, ____ what are you doing, you were supposed to meet me three hours ago.” she sighs as you whine pathetically against Jungkook’s back rubbing your face into the soft material of his shirt.
“I can’t hear you.”
“M’tired, don't wanna go.” you cry and Jungkook feels heat rush to his cheeks at the tone you use, it reminds him of the way you sound when he’s balls deep in you. He really shouldn't be thinking of that, especially not with that thing you call your best friend around.
“This was your decision, I’m just there for moral support. Now let's go before I catch whatever disease Jungkook carries.” she sniffs, narrowing her eyes when you don’t budge.
“Can’t you at least let her eat breakfast before you drag her away?” Jungkook asks, moving the grilled cheese to the cooling rack glaring at Yoonji over his shoulder. She sighs heavily but silently agrees as she takes a seat at the kitchen island. He can hear the clicks of her keyboard as she typed something into her phone followed by the swoosh of her message being sent. Briefly, and just briefly he wondered who the hell would want to talk to her so damn early. Though he can’t really call afternoon early now can he.
*
You look sleepy when you’re finally ready to leave after having eaten your weight in bread, cheese, and butter, a look he absolutely adores. Yoonji is standing in the open door typing on her phone again, ignoring the flowery atmosphere that blankets the two of you like some cliche shoujo manga. The way you smile up at him makes his heart flutter, a pleasant wave of warm slowly makes its way through his body as you hug him and he’s planting a kiss to the crown of your head not so subtly scent marking you. It’s only when Yoonji makes an exasperated sound do you two pull away.
“See you later, be safe.” he says smiling in a way that makes your tummy flutter.
“I will.” you almost sigh before Yoonji glares at him once more and pulls you along. With you gone, he has nothing else to do than to look through the possible gifts options he’d bookmarked. There’s so many things to chose from, gourmet chocolates, edible arrangements, teddy bears, flowers, jewelry, spa days, sex? It’s all so much, he’s saved so many links it’s a folder that he’s pinned to his bookmarks bar on his search engine. Maybe he should ask for help, Yoonji wouldn’t help him even if he asked nicely while on his knees, but perhaps Yoongi and Seokjin would. He has to take that chance, and pray to the moon goddess that they’ll offer their insight.
*
“I can’t help you.” Yoongi says after Jungkook has gathered the most reliable of his friends.
“Why not?”
“Prior engagements, and this if your girlfriend. You should know what she’d like, let me know what you go with.” he says, wrapping his scarf tighter around his neck and leaving the oldest and the youngest together.
“Jin please tell me you’ll be more helpful than Yoongi.” he whines, and Seokjin takes pity on him because as much as he hates to say it, he looks like a kicked puppy.
“I can try but it really depends on what you think ____ would like the best.” Jungkook beams at Jin’s willingness to help even if he doesn’t promise anything. He’s quick to pull open his laptop, opening one too many links that have both their heads spinning. Jungkook’s because he’s just so excited to surprise you and Jin is mostly amazed at Jungkook’s thoughtfulness. He switches through tabs, scanning over the things Jungkook has chosen, truth be told he’s not sure if any material items would be any good. He also doesn't like the ridiculous price listed beside the edible arrangements and gourmet chocolates, absolutely gawks at the price next to the jewelry. It’s not like Seokjin doesn’t know what kind of family Jungkook comes from, sure werewolves were a dime a dozen but not Jungkook, he was from one of the founding packs and in being so he was more than well off and that came from a literal prince of the sea such as himself. Still he wonders what kind of craftsmanship could be worth that much, or did Jungkook not care about price? He wants to laugh at the sheer absurdity that is the younger and his lack of care for things such as this, but he supposes that was where he came in.
“What did you have in mind?” Jin asks hesitantly, almost dreading the conversation.
“I don’t know a little of everything.” Jungkook answers sheepishly.
“A bit of everything.” Jin repeats already appalled at the idea. “Maybe you should stick to one, how about flowers?”
“____, do you think she’ll like them?”
“I don't know, i’m sure she’ll be able to use them in her potions.”
“Nevermind, not flowers. Then maybe jewelry?”
“Does ____ wear jewelry?”
“Not really, she doesn’t like being too flashy.” he mumbles.
“What about chocolate?” Jin finally asks, skipping over all the other options for fear of prolonging this dreadful conversation.
“That’s perfect, I should order it right now.” he beams, reaching for the laptop in Seokjin’s grapes but coming up empty when Jin scoots away from him.
“Or, and this is just a thought, but why don’t you make it yourself?” it’s posed as a question, though to Jungkook it sounds more like a statement, a suggestion if you will. One that he doesn’t think sounds too bad after all how hard can making chocolate be? He smiles at Jin, in a way that lets Jin know that it’s finally over. But boy was he in for a trip.
Jungkook had dragged Jin to the closest supermarket, throwing every bar of chocolate into the cart that he could find, even including other ingredients. After the supermarket they’d gone to a craft store for silicone molds, he’d even stopped at a small variety store for what he called cuter molds, because the ones from the craft store were too plain. Truth be told Jin wasn’t too sure what Jungkook would do with all that he had purchased but he knew he’d find some adequate guinea pigs for Jungkook. The younger thanks him with a meal followed by a brief goodbye before heading home to start the process of chocolate making.
As it turns out chocolate making isn’t too hard, but there’s something unsatisfying about melting premade chocolate and filling molds. It’s okay Jungkook supposes as he demolds yet another batch of half strawberry half milk chocolate rilakkuma molds. There are a few more trays of chocolates, some have pocky others have nuts but he’s still dissatisfied paying no mind to them as he dumps the finished chocolates into a tupperware instead of the box he’s intended to pack them in. This was supposed to be a test run, a successful one if they asked him but one that left him thinking that it wouldn't be enough. He heaves a heavy sigh as he finishes pulling the chocolate from the molds, moving to seal the tupperware that held them.
He’s decided then as he’s stacking the containers in a canvas bag that he’s going to Jin’s again he needs more help, but before that he needs to clean up so that you won't come home to this mess. He also doesn't want to risk you finding out what he’s planned as a surprise, he’s so focused on the task at hand he doesn't hear the door. Much less the way you and Yoonji speak animatedly as you make your way further into the house.
“Jungkook what’s this?” you ask giggling the slightest as he flinches at the gentle hand you place on his shoulder. His shock is quickly replaced by something gentle, something that has your brow furrowing. Maybe it’s the way he widens his eyes as he turns his body to face you properly, he used to do this a lot when he was trying to hide something from you back when you were kids. This faux innocent look got him in more trouble than you can remember and you don't like it, especially now.
“Hey baby, I didn't know you’d be home so soon.” he says wrapping you up in a hug. You squirm in his hold trying in vain to get him to loosen his hold on you, which makes you all the more suspicious of what he might be hiding.
“Jungkook, please.” you murmur a little confused as he continues to evade your question from earlier.
“I’m going to Jin’s for a bit. I'll be back with some take out is that okay?” he says instead grabbing the bag and heading for the door. You stare after he’s gone, a little more than confused at what has just transpired.
“Is he going to bring enough for three?” Yoonji asks from her place on the couch the tv playing a reality show you don’t particularly enjoy.
*
“Why is Hermione always out of breath? It’s like she’s always on the brink of hyperventilating in every scene.” Yoongi asks as he sits beside Jin, a half confused half annoyed expression sitting pretty on his face. To his credit at least he isn't hyper analyzing other aspects of the film, ones that he knows are a lot more pressing than Hermione’s inability to catch her breath. So you would imagine how relieved he is to get the door after a series of knocks, even more relieved to see Jungkook if only for a moment. Jungkook to his credit doesn't look any less different than he did earlier in the day, in fact he looks normal? Maybe he should be worried that Jungkook looks significantly less excited than he was mere hours ago. Jungkook thrusts the bag at Jin before throwing his weight down on the couch beside a very amused Yoongi.
“What is this?” Jin asks, a little too hesitant before recognizing his ‘como se llama’ eco friendly bag.
“Chocolate.” he answers quickly but a little too quietly while Yoongi perks up at the prospect of free candy.
“I thought you said you didn't have my bag,” Jin says pulling out one too many containers “are these my tupperware?” Jungkook remains silent, gaze settled on the tv as Yoongi pulls open one of the tupperware.
“What’s with all the chocolate, kinda cutesy don’t you think?” Yoongi comments offhandedly popping a few pieces into his mouth with a hum.
“They were for ____.” Yoongi pauses mid chew, turning his attention to the younger.
“Why would you give us candy meant for your girlfriend?” he asks around a mouthful of strawberry chocolate hearts.
“It was practice, I didn’t wanna give her homemade chocolates after all.” he sighs, turning his gaze to Jin who still stands beside Yoongi who continues to eat the chocolate.
“Do you have a backup plan?” Jin’s gaze falls to Yoongi who posed the question, he’s glad he wasn't the one who asked. He watches in a weird mix of concern and amusement as Jungkook’s eyes glaze over before he whines.
“No,” he all but sobs looking up at Jin with a tremble to his lip “what if ____ hates me because i didn't give her anything.” It’s so hard to hold in his laughter, Jungkook was being a little dramatic.
“There are other things you can make besides chocolate y’know.” Yoongi sighs, setting the bowl on the coffee table and finally pausing the movie after all he really likes the scene where Harry realizes the patronus he saw was his own.
“Why not bake her something, there are plenty of pastries that use chocolate.” he offers, ignoring the way both Jungkook and Jin gawk at him.
“Is hell freezing over, are you actually offering to help?” Jin gasps a little too dramatically, it makes Yoongi scowl.
“No, you ugly I won't be helping but I might know someone who can.” beside him Jungkook makes a choking noise, one that has both of them casting their gaze in his direction.
“Thank you so much Yoongi, I’ll give you my first born.”
“Keep it, I’ll have enough of my own.” he says, scrunching his nose at the thought of Jungkook’s kids. Jin on the other hand is grumbling at the level of disrespect from a solid 8 when he was in fact a 10, a 10!
“Go home, I’ll text you the information later.” he sighs trying to pacify Jin who continues to list all that makes him a 10 and Yoongi an 8. He does as he’s told, trying his best to slip out so as not to be lumped in with Yoongi even though he was feeling grateful for his hyung. He feels his phone vibrate in his pocket and he’s scowling down at the sole message that lights up his screen.
my moon ♡
➣ don’t forget the takeout, plus extra Yoonji is here :)
He supposes he can deal with Satan just this once, he’s got a good feeling about this.
*
Jungkook is feeling overwhelmed to say the least, it’s Wednesday and he’s suddenly swamped with course work. To add insult to injury he hasn’t heard a single word from Yoongi who has also somehow gone missing for the last three days following their conversation over the weekend. He’s so tired he’s thinking of skipping his only class for tomorrow, what’s worse is that valentine's day is a week and a half away now and he’s still very much at square one. Luckily he’s at home so he’s free to let out a tear or two of pure frustration, he curses Yoongi for lying to him. What's worse was that he played nice with the she-demon too! Maybe he’s overreacting, there are worse things than not having giving you a gift for some stupid human holiday. Still though, he wanted to make this one memorable, even if it ended up being the only one you celebrated together. Hell you aren’t even here, he’s sure you’re doing it on purpose now.
How much extra credit could one person need, especially when you were one of the top students in your field. If push came to shove he would drag you back if he had too, but right now he just wants to curl up and pretend he didn't care about this stupid holiday. It would seem though that the universe won’t let him throw a pity party because as soon as his eyes fall shut there’s a knock at the door. He ignores it at first hoping it’s just one of his friends and they’ll leave if he doesn’t make a sound. He shouldn't have bet on it, when the knocks continue. It’s funny how urgent they sound, but really he just wants to be left alone. Still he groans, dragging himself off the couch and shuffling to the door with a scowl. The door swings open as he readies to spit nasty words at whoever has interrupted him only to catch a faint whiff of apples. His gaze falls to someone just a head shorter than him, a woman, one he doesn’t recognize.
“Can I help you?” he asks, feeling the chill of the air nip at his nose as he takes a deep breath, catching the scent of a prey shifter species.
“I um, well, are you um, are you Jungkook?” she asks, her gaze easily meeting anything else except his own as he stares. He’s sizing her up, not in a scummy way of course, how could he when he had you, but he doesn't recognize her at all. Nor does her scent smell familiar so he really can't place how he would know her.
“Yes, and you are?” he finally says watching as her nerves seem to settle the slightest, though her heart is still beating a little too loudly for his liking.
“I’m Bunny, Yoongi said you would be expecting me?” she offers up easily though it’s almost a whisper. His features twist into something of confusion, Yoongi said what now? That damned cat had gone MIA, surely this was a prank or something.
“How do you know Yoongi?” He asks instead, watching a shade of rose color the light olive of her cheeks.
“We’re dating.” she mumbles bashfully clenching her hands at her side. Suddenly he recalls pestering Yoongi into letting them meet his girlfriend, and the former almost immediately putting his foot down in a firm no. So really is he at fault he didn't recognize Yoongi’s girlfriend, someone he has never met, until today that is.
“Oh, you’re that Bunny!” he almost howls watching as she flinches at the sheer volume of it. It’s cute really, he takes back what he said about her not being as hot as you, though you will always be number one in his book.
“Yeah, did Yoongi not tell you that I would be here today?”
“I don't think so.” he answers easily, watching the way she scowls more to herself than him, as she pulls her phone out and presses it to her ear.
“You didn't tell him I would be here?” Bunny says after a brief moment. He can slightly hear what he assumes is Yoongi’s voice though it's more muffled than anything.
“But Yoonie you said you would tell him. No, I was on time. Are you sure you texted him? Yoongi! Okay, you owe me big time. Promise? Okay, love you.” she finishes hanging up with a sigh, the rose on her cheeks is darker bordering more on red now.
“Sorry about that, Yoongi was supposed to send you my schedule. He said you needed help with baking a pastry?” she says with a smile sweetly at him.
“Wait, you're the someone he knows?” she tilts her head slightly brows furrowed at his words.
“I guess I am, can I come in or is this a bad time?” He’s quick to step aside, showing her to the living room and offering her something to drink. It’s odd to be alone with another woman, one who is very much not single but still weird since he’s never done it before. It’s almost off putting, so much so he feels a growl building in his chest. He really shouldn't be so guarded, especially when she is harmless and seems to have no ill intentions. He’s placing a cup of tea before her taking the seat adjacent to her as she smiles warmly at him.
“So what did you have in mind?” she asks, not unkindly pulling a notepad from her bag and resting it in her lap while she waits for his answer.
“I’m not entirely sure, I just know it has to be something with chocolate.”
“That narrows it down a bit, do you want something more elegant or simplistic?”
“Simplistic, my girlfriend doesn’t like things that are too flashy.” he sighs thinking of you and the easy smile you give him when you're eating sweets. It eases his nerves the slightest, as Bunny takes note of this.
“This almost seems like a therapy session, what with you sitting here taking notes and all.” he says to break the gentle scritch scratch sound of her pen on paper. She pauses, a small hesitant smile on her lips as she moves to meet his gaze.
“Truth be told I’m a little nervous, you’re aura is a little intimidating.” she chuckles, grip tightening on her pen. He can see the reasoning behind her words after all werewolves very rarely interacted out of their species even amongst the supernatural.
“You shouldn’t be, I’m house trained after all.” he’s amused as a flurry of giggles flee her being, and she tries in vain to stifle them. After that she seems to relax, easy narrowing down their options to a devil's food cake or a chocolate tart. He likes the idea of a tart so it’s with a little glee that he makes his decision.
“I’ll be here tomorrow at the same time and we can get started.” she says as she gathers her belongings while he shows her out. He’s excited to say the least a little more than he was when he was with the chocolate. So he guesses that in the end Yoongi was a least a little helpful.
*
True to her word Bunny is at his door at the same time as the previous day and Jungkook is more than happy to let her in, even taking some of the shopping bags out of her hand. He isn’t quite sure how he’ll do, but he is confident in his ability to try. After her departure and a stressful amount of time spent doing school work you had come home, sans Yoonji of course and you’d cuddled before he’d made the two of you a light dinner. Even after he’d spent too many hours reading over a single chocolate tart recipe, so much so he probably knew it by heart.
“I brought enough ingredients to make room for trial and error. You don’t have to be good at it from the get go, just follow the recipe okay?” she says in a voice that is oddly calming, he wonders briefly if she uses it on Yoongi. He nods his head in confirmation tying an apron around his waist as she does the same. She’s quick to take the reins, directing him in the tasks, and helping him when he asks for it. She says that they’ll be working in pieces, cutting the recipe in half for now as she whisks the ice water and egg yolk while Jungkook mixes the dry ingredients with butter.
“Making the dough is easy, the baking part is what usually takes a while to get right. I’m sure you’ll do fine, after all Yoongi has told me you’re a great cook.” she offers still whisking the egg and water.
“This is actually my first time baking in a while, I’ve found that I’m not that good at it.” he laughs.
“Really, your girlfriend must be very special. It’s actually kind of romantic.” He offers her a smile as they move to the next step. As it turns out Bunny is a very good teacher, helpful and patient when Jungkook thinks he might’ve messed up the dough. He learns that she’s studying to be a preschool teacher, and that one day she hopes to have a litter of her own. A soft rouge settles on her cheeks after she had divulged that tidbit of information before she asks him what his course of study is and his dreams for the future. The dough is now chilling in the refrigerator as they wait, so he supposes he can indulge her if only a bit.
“I’m doing pack management, an easy degree for someone like me.”
“Yoongi said you were loaded and I didn't believe him, but i guess it’s true.” she laughs.
“I guess that’s one way to look at it, I just want to be a good Alpha.”
“How about pups? Do you want any?”
“Of course, I want a whole pack full of my pups. I just have to marry my mate first.” She seems to perk up at this, a smile splitting her features.
“Marriage, have you asked her yet?” she asks a little too giddy for his liking but he feels a blush color his cheeks regardless.
“Not yet, I don’t think it’s the right time.” She nods her head in understanding, before pressing him for any dirt he has on Yoongi. All in all the first lesson goes smoothly, well except for the fact that he over cooks one of the tart shells and burns the other. She reminds him that there is still room for improvement, which somehow settles his nerves. He agrees with her after all there are still nine days left before the 14th.
*
He manages to get the tart shell perfect seven days before valentine’s day, which means he has a week to learn how to make the filing and how to put it all together. He’s feeling a little more stressed than usual with midterms coming up and your virtual lack of presence over the last few days. Really he’s starting to wonder just what is keeping you away from home all these days especially when you easily redirect his attention any time he asks. Maybe he’s overthinking it, it could really just be school work. He’s hissing, as the knife he’s using to chop the semi sweet chocolate slices through his middle finger. Luckily for him Bunny is quick to usher him away from the island and towards the sink. She wraps a bandage around his cut offering him a rubber glove to cover his bandaged hand before she wipes down the blood that had leaked onto the counter.
“Are you okay?” she asks a little too hesitantly for someone who he has become quick friends with.
“Yeah, I was just stuck in my thoughts.”
“We can always take a break, we have time.” She reminds him again, moving to clean up before leaving him alone and saying that he deserves a break from not only school but baking too. With Bunny gone he has some time to himself, time to think, to cool down and let his rational mind take control of the rampant nasty thoughts rearing their ugly little heads. To his credit he’s never once thought that you would cheat on him, it just wasn't in your personality to do so. He knew that you wouldn’t, but he really can't help letting his head tell him otherwise. Still he would know if you were, his wolf would feel it and he’s yet to cause a commotion. He decides then that he’s overthinking it, there’s a high chance that you’re just off doing god knows what with Yoonji. He doesn’t like that either but it’s still better than what the little voice in his head is saying.
*
Five days from Valentine's Day, he and Bunny are making the filing for the tart. He’s once again chopping semi-sweet chocolate listening to her as she tells him the next step. She’s made the tart shells beforehand so it would be easier on him so as to relieve some of the pressure for a perfect tart. He’d thanked her for the consideration when she’d arrived, which led to now as he combined heavy cream, milk heating to a low simmer before he mixed in the chopped semi sweet chocolate. He added sugar and watched as Bunny beat the eggs needed to finish the filing. The only thing left to do was stir the eggs into the chocolate mixture before pouring it into the tart shell and baking it again. With a timer they set out to clean up, before Bunny excuses herself telling him to try the tart with some friends and if he needed any further help she was only a phone call away. With her departure he’s quick to call up Jimin and Taehyung asking them rather cryptically if they wanted to come over. To his surprise they showed up rather quickly and they brought Namjoon along.
“Smells good in here.” Jimin comments.
“Really good, what are you making?” Taehyung adds.
“Are you baking?” Namjoon asks, catching the attention of the other two.
“I am, don’t tell ____. I need you to taste test it for me.” he says quickly, moving to run his fingers through his hair as his nerves kick in again.
“Cool.” Taehyung laughs, throwing his weight down on the couch before turning the TV on to show with a female assassin who’s in love with a woman from MI6. Jungkook gnaws on his lip as he watches from the kitchen, silence falls over the four of them as they watch the events unfold on screen. Jungkook is surprised at Taehyung's choice, mostly because he very rarely enjoys anything the former recommends. Since he prefers shows he can use as background noise that he doesn't have to pay much attention to. But this one is good, it’s interesting enough he barely hears the timer go off. None of the others move, gaze trained on the show as the blonde assassin plays a prank on her retainer. He likes the relationship between the retainer and the assassin, in fact he likes them a lot more than the lady from mi6. The tart is warm in his oven mitted hand, and smells amazing if he does say so himself. The shell is golden brown and the filing looks just as beautiful as he’d seen in the pictures. But he’s still not in the clear just yet, he still needs his taste testers to give him the green light.
The nervous flutter of butterflies has returned, swirling in the low of his belly as he leaves the tart to cool. He’s gone back to gnawing on his lip, thoughts running rampant that maybe it won’t be good enough, perhaps Bunny had been lying to him, maybe this would be a disaster. He tastes blood, the skin of his inner lip torn open by all the anxious gnawing, he swipes his tongue over the wound letting the coppery taste linger the longer he sits in his pool of self imposed anxiousness. The sounds of the TV are muffled, the images blurring as his gaze grows unfocused the longer he sits and waits, there’s something about the waiting that gets to him. His gaze slowly falls to the tart as it cools to the side, his brows furrowing as he looks at it.
“Oh are you cutting it?” Jimin asks, gaze focused on Jungkook and the knife he holds in hand. He can barely manage a nod, watching just as silently as his friends crowd him at the counter as he cuts them all a slice. He doesn't wait for them to take a bite, watching his fork easily cut through the chocolate and the shell hearing the soft clink of the metal on ceramic. He slowly brings the fork to his lips, and when he finally takes a bite he almost weeps.
*
He wakes up to you snuggled into him, an arm and leg slung over his body to keep him close. To his surprise you don’t have anything to do that day you offer up when he asks what your plans for the day are. He tries to hide the way he freezes at your revelation, after all you’d both been busy leading up to today. Finally the holiday is here and he was ready to prepare your gift while you’re out but this has thrown him for a loop. He counts himself lucky that it’s a weekend before he shoots a text to Jin asking to borrow his kitchen and that he would be more than happy to offer compensation for said favor. Jin easily agrees, reminding him that if he wanted to use it he had to be there before five since he had a date. The real pain is having to leave you when he finally has you to himself, he has to physically force himself to leave you alone with a kiss on the cheek and a promise to be back early.
Time seems to fly by, because when he finally reaches Jin’s after what he thought was a quick trip to the supermarket the sun hangs lower in the sky than when he’d left. Jin greets him at the door, as he comes through bags in hand, before he rushes to the kitchen. To his surprise Namjoon is here, and he offers a small smile.
“What are you doing here?” he asks, taking note of the way Namjoon is dressed up.
“Jin and I have dates in the human realm, thought it’d be easier to catch a ride with him.” Namjoon says with a shrug.
“Aren’t you afraid of biting them?”
“You’d be surprised how many humans are into that.” Namjoon laughs, catching the look Jin gives him.
“Anyways, we have some time before we head out. I can help you if you need it.” Jin offers, tying an apron around his waist. Jungkook beams at the older, grateful for the help even though he’s determined to do all the work himself he’s more than happy his friends offer the help. The motions come easily, the dough and the filing are easy enough to do now after he has practiced. He makes a mental note to send Bunny a thank you gift and he supposes Yoongi too. Namjoon offers idle chit chat to fill the silence as he compliments the tart Jungkook had made all those days ago, saying how he’d been thinking about it often, he even goes far enough to say he would pay to have Jungkook make him one. The three of them laugh, Jin taking slight offence refusing to be upstaged by the youngest. Some odd hours later the tarts are done, one for you, one for Jin as thank you and one for Namjoon who looks more excited over the pastry than the date.
“Thanks for the tart, I hope she likes it.” Jin says as he locks his door leading Namjoon to his car. The drive home is a calming, classical music filling his ears as he lets his frenzied mind unwind. He thinks that he shouldn't be worried, he knows you and that is enough to finally calm the nervous flutter of butterflies in his tummy.
It would seem the butterflies have returned as Jungkook stands awkwardly on the porch, canvas bag in hand. His heart beats against his ribs too violently he’s afraid there’ll be bruising, he doesn’t think he’s ever been this nervous in his whole life, perhaps it’s the holiday, truly he isn’t quite sure. He recalls Jimin saying that Valentine’s Day was made to celebrate love, while Yoongi said it was capitalism but he liked the thought of celebrating love better. Jungkook was a sap like that, and what better way to celebrate love than to give you something that he’d worked hard to make to show you, his one and only how much you meant to him? It’s this thought that finally frees the butterflies, setting them free from the confines of his belly taking his nervousness with them. Still he takes a deep breath before he finally enters his home.
“Hey you’re here!” you beam at him from down the hall. He takes in the dress you wear, something loose and flowery but still form fitting enough it hugs all his favorite parts. His gaze however remains on the apron you wear, something frilly and cutesy he’s never seen before.
“I am, are you cooking?” he asks, unable to help the way his tone fluctuates the slightest on the last word. There’s this bashful smile spreading your lips, tugging them upward ever so slightly it makes his heart skip a beat.
“I am, come and sit I’m almost done.” he does as he’s told, taking in the absolutely decadent scent of food. You fuss over him, taking the bag from him and setting it gently on the counter. He’s seated at the table chin resting on an open palm watching you work. It’s nice he thinks, especially seeing you dressed up for something as simple as dinner. Still it’s a welcomed change, a sudden furrow settling on his brow as he remembers you aren’t a particularly good cook and as such usually refrain from doing so.
“Hey, where’d you learn to cook?” he asks.
“It was supposed to be a surprise, but if you must know I had Yoonji and Yoonji teach me how to make you something special.” you say shooting him a smirk over your shoulder, it stirs something in his belly something that he struggles to tamp down.
“Oh yeah, special occasion?” he teases with an easy smile.
“Just wanna spoil my man.”
“Hmm, lucky him, wonder where he’s at.” you gasp dramatically. Turning off the stove while pointing tongs at him.
“I do too, he’s very charming, cute smile, big, y'know all the things a girl likes?” she sighs as his cheeks pinken at the unexpected praise.
“You think I’m big?”
“Of course baby.” you simper, plating the food before cutting up the steak. He smirks as you saunter over placing the plate before him leaning up as you lean down to plant a soft kiss to his lips. He hums as you nibble at the skin of his lips, one of his hands moving to squeeze your hip before you pull away. You take your seat opposite of his, careful to remove the apron and setting it aside.
“Go ahead, dig in.” you say watching with rapt attention as he takes a bit of the steak and some greens. His gaze never leaves yours even as he takes a bite, letting the taste wash over his tongue. You smile so wide eyes sparkling as he groans, the savory bite of meat melts on his tongue, and he finally looks away.
“Oh god, what did they teach you?” he asks around a mouthful, quick to dig in as you giggle softly.
“Enough, Yoonji said you should be grateful she taught me well and that this was her one good deed for the year.” you laugh chewing the bite of steak. He nods his head, it seems he’ll be indebted to her.
“So this was the prior engagement Yoongi had mentioned.” he says more to himself than you.
“Hmm?”
“Nothing, this is really good. My compliments to the chef.” He loves the way you smile at his compliments. The rest of dinner goes by much the same, the two of you exchanging teasing words in between bites and soon enough you're doing the dishes. You’re drying them as Jungkook rinses, resting comfortably close to one another when you spot the canvas bag that Jungkook had come home with.
“What’s in the bag?” you ask turning to look up at him taking the last dish from him to dry it.
“What bag?”
“The one you came home with, what’s in it?” you ask again as you dry your hands. He turns to see the bag, and suddenly he’s reminded of the tart.
“Oh, you go sit on the couch, it's a surprise.” he says spinning you in the direction of the couch smacking your ass playfully when you don’t budge. You flinch slightly as the mild sting, moving towards to take a seat on the couch as he says. It’s not long before he’s settling beside you as you look down at his hands to see a single slice of chocolate tart topped with whipped cream. Your brows furrow, lips twitching as you fight a smile.
“I made this for you, happy valentine’s day.” he says bashfully, chuckling softly when your gaze shoots up to meet his.
“Jungkook, you didn’t have to.”
“But I wanted too, besides it’s mostly self indulgent.” he whispers leaning into you to slot his lips against yours. He breathes in your sigh, tilting his head the slightest to deepen the kiss relishing in the taste of you before he pulls away.
“You taste like steak.” you giggle while he simply rests his forehead against yours.
“Yeah, well then I’d say we taste the same.” He pecks you once, twice, three times sighing when he finally pulls away taking the fork and bringing up a small portion of the tart to your lips.
“Open up baby.” he breaths eyes half lidded watching intently as your lips part ever so slightly wrapping around the pastry teeth scraping over the fork to catch every last bit. The rich taste of the chocolate washes over your tongue. You moan slightly blinking sluggishly as you savor the taste of the creamy filling parting your lips for more. Jungkook's pants feel tight as he feeds you more, each bite you take is more painful as he finally lets his mind wander. Let’s himself think of all those nasty little things he’d been holding back for a little too long.
“Need you baby.” he breathes, moving to take your bottom lip between his teeth. You whimper softly pressing yourself closer to him as much as you can. He’s quick to set the plate aside pulling you onto his lap, pulling you down by the hips so you can feel him press against you right where you need him. He swallows you gasp as he gently thrusts his hips up into you, teeth nipping at your lip again because he just needs to feel you.
“Want you Kook, please.” you murmur against his lips as he slowly trails them to your jaw and neck. He hums hands squeezing your thighs with a muffled groan as he slides them under the hem of your skirt, finger slipping into the waistband of your panties and giving a swift tug.
“Want these off baby.” you nod eagerly shakily sliding off his lap to quickly pull them off as he rids himself of his pants and boxers. His hands find your thighs again, squeezing as he pulls you to straddle his lap once more. Your fingers knot themselves in his hair, tugging slightly to tilt his face up for another kiss, mewling as he slides his fingers through your folds spreading your slick and rubbing your clit in small tight circles. You buck your hips as heat swirls in your belly, sighing shakily as his fingers dip into your heat.
“So wet for me, how bad d’you want it?” he breathes, nuzzling your cheek as your fingers tighten in his hair.
“So bad, kook plea- oh!” you squeal as his sinks a finger further into you, pumping it slowly as he eases in a second finger in beside it basking in the way you clench around them whimpering as you drop your hips with every upward stroke of his fingers.
“That’s it baby, just a little more, don’t wanna hurt you.” he sighs feeling his cock twitch as he thinks about being buried in your warmth.
“Need you, please.” Your hips grind into his palm crying out as he pulls his fingers from your heat, soothing you with soft bites to your shoulders.
“Shh, I got you, s’okay, ready for me?” he asks, not really expecting an answer. He spreads your arousal as he gives his cock a few pumps before he lines himself up to your opening.
“Deep breath okay, yeah just like that.” It’s a tight fit as he slowly pushes into your warmth, you groan into his ear at the stretch, twitching as he buries himself deeper. There are tears in your eyes as you clench around his girth, crying out as he grinds your hips into his. You can't take it, can almost taste your release as he continues to grind your hips into his as he whispers soft praise into your skin. His grip on your hips loosens, breath ragged as you continue to grind down on him feeling your walls flutter around his length. Your panting broken incomprehensible words, one’s he recognizes easily as your plea for help. His palm comes down on your ass, the sharp smack accompanied by your gasp when he thrusts into you. He only manages a few pumps of his hips before you wail, clenching around his cock so tightly it almost pains him to just sit and let you ride out the wave of your orgasm. Your body has grown slack against him, head buried in his neck as he rubs at your back.
“Are you tapping out on me?” he chuckles into your skin grunting as you twitch in his lap, squeezing your thighs closer.
“Gimme a sec.” you murmur sleepily, lips ghosting over the mole on his neck. He’ll give you all the time you need because you won’t be sleeping tonight.
“Happy valentines day, baby.” he growls when he feels you begin to rock your hips easily lifting you both off the couch and making his way to your bedroom.
*
“I can't, it's too much.” You cry.
“It’s okay, just a little more.” Jungkook reassures you softly.
“P-please s’too much.” The sob that you let out is whiny, bordering on distressed. Yoonji’s cheeks heat the longer she stands in the hallway, maybe she should’ve announced her entrance instead of barging in. Perhaps if she did she wouldn’t have walked in on you and Jungkook fucking in the kitched.
“That’s it, good girl, that’s perfect.” he sighs followed by your whine, and so Yoonji decided she should just leave. After all there was no use in interrupting if it meant being scarred by the image of her friends mid fuck. She definitely didn't need to see Jungkook’s tiny weiner, gross she thinks closing the door as gently as she can and leaving them blissfully unaware of her accidental presence.
“I hate cutting onion.” you cry when Jungkook cups your face and plants a few kisses to your lips.
“I know baby, but you wanted to learn.” he laughs as you grumble to yourself and he sweeps you up into a hug.
“So should we move on?” he asks, watching you nod excitedly, he’s equally excited to see what the future holds. It may have taken some time and more than ten ounces of semi sweet chocolate but eventually Jungkook learned that you would be the sweetest thing in his life.
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Random Izuku Midoriya HCs
Pairing: Midoriya Izuku x reader
Word Count: 1109
Warnings: nothing I think! (Except that it’s not in any way edited 😅)
Genre: fluff and maybe some angst(? But like only cuz I talk about what arguments might be like briefly??)
A/N: So, school has been hella hectic so I don’t have another fic to post just yet, but I did have these HCs I wrote a while ago (because thinking about domestic things with this boy is literally my coping mechanism) so I thought I’d share these.
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I see him living in an apartment. Like maybe it’s just me and my bias cuz I prefer apartments but he just gives me that vibe.
I think the two of you have a monthly movie night.
He’s that one guy that always guesses who the murderer is in thriller/murder mystery movies.
The two of you would be watching a movie on the couch, snuggled up together being all cute. Like fifteen to thirty minutes into the movie he’ll suddenly blurt out “it was the butler.”
C’mon he’s so observant by nature you can’t tell me this wouldn’t be him.
It annoys you so much but at the same time it’s so cute how he goes into a muttering rampage whenever there’s some new information.
I think he's much better at baking than he is at cooking. I think he used to help Mama Midoriya with baking all the time as a kid and that probably stuck with him throughout his life.
Speaking of cooking and Mama Midoriya, I think she makes him a lot of premade meals in his early pro hero days. She knows that he’s an adult and he can take good care of himself, but he’s always so busy and his work is so dangerous, she just wants to make sure he’s not neglecting his health.
Inko is definitely happy that her son found a s/o like you 🥺
That being said, I don’t think he’d be a bad cook. He’s really just okay. Like if he’s got a recipe he’ll follow it to a T and it’ll come out nice.
Without the recipe? Not so much.
Would totally collect other pro heroes’ autographs once he himself is a pro hero.
Once he’s high enough in the ranks and he has his own merch, Izuku will definitely be too shy to wear any of it.
Baby is humble ❤️
BUT BUT BUT please steal the free samples the companies that make his merch give him for free (pjs, hoodies, shirts, slippers, etc.) and wear them yourself.
He will malfunction when he sees you clad in pjs that look like his hero suit.
Izuku.exe has stopped working.
If you’re also a pro hero, or have a job where merch based on you could be made, he will purchase and wear everything.
If you’re not a high ranking hero and have no merch based on you? That’s fine, he’ll commission someone to make at the very least a hoodie for him.
It’s canon that Izuku is a fanboy, it only increases tenfold when it’s his lovely s/o.
This man will be so sweet to all of his fans, especially lil kiddos. Whenever they tell him that they wanna be heroes I can imagine him being super supportive because he knows what it’s like to have people tell you you can’t accomplish your dreams.
I think this is a given, but his office has a huge limited edition poster of All Might that is both framed and laminated.
He speaks to it whenever he needs guided✨
Izuku will definitely, 100%, undoubtedly be a bit of a workaholic.
Like, he doesn’t put his work before his family or you and if you ever call him saying you’re upset about something or you’re sick he will drop everything (or at least try to get everything done as fast as he can since the #1 hero can’t exactly just drop everything sometimes) and run home to you so he can take care of you and give you cuddles 🥰
The two of you rarely fight since both of you hate hurting each other and he would literally rather fight an army of villains than upset you, but when you do fight it’s usually about how he works himself too hard or of how he puts himself at jeopardy too often.
I feel like he wouldn’t yell at you during these arguments because he just hates raising his voice at you.
If you happen to cry because of the fight he will feel so bad. No doubt will start crying too and you’ll spend the rest of the day comforting each other in each other’s embrace.
He’s so soft for you uwu
He’s a busy guy so dates might not happen as often as he would like them to, but he’ll manage to make time for at least one or two a month.
They might be low key, just because I can’t see him as someone who goes on ultra extravagant dates, but they are always tailored to what the two of you like to do together. They mean the world to the two of you.
I’m not 100% sure about what his love language would be but I’m leaning towards words of affirmation?
Hear me out, we know that he’s struggled with his self esteem growing up and he’s definitely gotten better and is more self assured as an adult! But once in a while, he’ll get a little insecure and hearing you say such lovely things and reminding him of how much you love him makes him feel warm and gooey on the inside.
It doesn’t matter if you’ve been together for 5 months or 5 years, Izuku will blush at any compliment you give him.
He’s a cuddle bug. Istg will die on this hill. He loves to be close to him. Please play with his hair while his head is resting on your chest or lap. He will turn into mush.
At this point in the relationship, he has a hard time falling asleep without you/the sound of your heartbeat and breathing to lull him into sleep.
He likes when you read aloud to him. For all he cares you could be reading about fucking mitosis but as long as it’s your voice he couldn’t care less.
He gives me early bird vibes.
Like, even on his day off he’ll probably wake up at like 6 or 7 am just cuz it’s hardwired into his system.
When that happens, he’ll probably go work out before taking a shower and coming back to join you in bed.
He won’t be able to fall asleep again so he’ll just admire you in a non creepy way and/or watch some hero documentary thing (with headphones so that he doesn’t wake you up ofc)
Once you do wake up, the two of you will make breakfast together before spending the day together being soft adorable babies.
If he ever does sleep in or you wake up earlier than him, please wake him up by attacking his entire face with kisses he will die a happy man.
🌸~🌸~🌸~🌸~🌸~🌸~🌸~🌸~🌸~🌸~🌸~🌸~🌸~
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SFW Alphabet - Jack Manifold Edition
request: fluff alphabet with jack manifold ?
Jack Manifold x Reader
Warning ⚠️: Probably a swear word or two :)
Any writing errors? Point them out! Love some helpful feedback! <3
REQUESTS ARE OPEN LUVS <3
A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
Jack’s love language(s) is probably quality time and physical touch. He’s not one for PDA but he will hold and kiss your hand, kiss your cheek, and all the gentlemen type things.
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
He’s the chaotic friend that laughs at everything. The friendship would’ve started when you guys both in English at college. You thought he was funny and he thought that you were a dork so you guys clicked instantly.
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Oh most definitely, Jack makes sure to get his daily hugs and cuddles in from anyone who is willing to give them to him.
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
Eventually yes, but barely being eighteen he won’t be thinking about settling down with a family anytime soon. Lad can pour himself a pint but has probably burned water at least more than once. He’s a tidy man though, cleans after himself and makes sure to not leave any messes.
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
He’d stutter a bit but he’d eventually get to the point while holding your hand like:
“Listen, I don’t think this’ll work out.”
But then he’d read your emotions wrong and start blabbering his ass off like:
“Well no- But yeah you’re a g-great person just not for me? But I assure you that there a plenty of fish in the sea! Wait- but not like actual fish that would-”
“-Jack, I get it.”
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
If and when he asks you to marry him, he knows he’s in it to win it and will be by your side till the end. He doesn’t think about getting married (in general) anytime soon since he’s still got a whole of adulting ahead of him.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Jack is a very gentle whether it’s in the way he holds you or in the way he speaks to you. He also is open to sharing how he feels about most things and is always ready to listen when you need him.
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
He LOVES hugs, especially if they’re from you. He turns those two second hugs into a cuddle session if there’s time for it.
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
He doesn’t say it too early in the relationship but it does come out when you both least expect it.
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
He doesn’t get jealous easily but he’s a sarcastic little shit that scoffs whenever you try to ask.
“Is Jack Manifold jealous because of the guy from ASDA?” you tease.
“As if,”
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
He usually kisses your cheek, hand, and or forehead the most. His kisses are always out of love and so soft. He likes being kissed on the cheek or the lips.
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
He's fine with kids but you know damn well that if he saw one trip over themselves then he’d be on the floor cackling. He knows how to properly hold a baby so that’s somethinf.
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
He’d bring you a cup of tea in the morning with some jammie dodgers and enjoy laying in bed with you hours on end.
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
You guys will literally watch anything whether it’s on youtube, netflix, hulu WHATEVER while laying in bed. He’d have a arm around your waist while you lay head on his chest.
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
Jack will literally talk about anything (but not in a self-absorbed way) if you’re willing to listen. He won’t blabber his whole life story but you get to learn something new about him everyday.
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
He’s very patient and rarely almost never raises his voice. Jack is a really chill and laid back lad.
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?
He usually remembers most things but not everything.
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
His favorite memory is when he asked you to be his girlfriend. He was a stuttering mess but you said
“Oh get on with it Manifold!” “Or will I have to ask you myself?”
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
He knows that you can hold your own but he knows when to step in. He’d probably speak for you if he sees that you were scared or at a lose of words. He likes knowing that his bff or s/o will kick someone’s ass if they try anything.
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
Depending on how you guys plan them. He can rock a suit yet build a pretty neat pillow fort. His gifts are you unique but always something that you’ve mentioned before. He’s good with everyday tasks like washing the dishes and doing the laundry.
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
I hate to point it out but he bites his nails a bit.
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
Not too concerned, he’s well aware that he’s a handsome fella.
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
Yep. He’s the type to send you random texts/pics through-out the day saying miss you or can’t wait to see you soon.
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
You guys play music regularly in your flat so jack tends to ask you to dance with him every now and then.
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
He doesn’t like a partner who won’t put in the effort to communicate properly with him or keeps their stuff tidy and organized.
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
He tends to sleep on his side, holding you close to his chest.
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Mold Me New (1) – Taehyung
A Small Town Swoons story
Pairing: Taehyung x Reader
Wordcount: 3.2k
Genre: ceramic artist!Taehyung, divorced!reader, Strangers to Lovers, Fluff, Angst, Slice of Life
Rating: 18+ (for future smut and explicit thoughts)
Hello to my readers!!! Welcome to the Small Town Swoons Universe! 🥰✨
In this episode: Introducing the reader’s backstory, exploring her life as a wife and then as a single woman who is slowly getting to know herself as an individual person.
TRIGGER WARNINGS: There are mild curse words, a bit of a sad vibe regarding falling out of love and getting a divorce, description of several bad dates and good ones that end badly, mention of getting drunk, mention of sex toys, mention of one night stand.
In case you like my writing, here is my directory for idol!AUs, scenarios and imagines, and in case you need it, here’s the Spotify music companion.
I forgot to mention, bc I’m dumb and bc we’re becoming one body with two souls, but this chapter (as most of the decent, edited things I post) was beta read by the magical @joheunsaram (she’s recently lost her previous blog and she’s rebuilding it, please go say something nice and YOU SHOULD FOLLOW HER SHE’S A QUEEN ,,,,, my queen 🥺✨)
Enjoy 💜✨
Navi: Chapter 1 — Chapter 2 — Chapter 3 — Chapter 4 — Chapter 5 — Chapter 6 — Chapter 7
When you fall in love with someone, the feeling is like entering a chocolaterie. The scent engulfs you, full and rich and sultry, igniting your senses, the heat making your skin glisten in a light sheen of perspiration, making you exceedingly vulnerable to pointless stuff, like the way your lover exhales. Or their hands skimming your arms.
At least, that was what your best friend had told you.
You had none of that. To you love was a daisy being twirled under your nose, sharing cotton candy, the smell of crisp apples, flannel sheets, the sound of dead leaves crackling under matching footsteps, a sturdy but shiny steel band around your finger suddenly substituted by a golden one.
That had been the beginning of the end. When practicality and simplicity had turned into conventionality and disinterest.
When gifts stopped being things you loved and became things he thought you loved. And then things everyone loved.
When love became a chore, that's when everything crumbled. When kisses became just a good morning and a welcome back, when there were no more laughs echoing in the kitchen, when leaves kept falling but it was your footsteps alone making them crackle, when flannel sheets kept feeling warm but still something was missing — because someone was missing — when suddenly there was no more time for fairs and cotton candy, when daisies became roses, Love stopped making sense. It stopped having a meaning for you.
You were no longer sure of the life you had built with the man of your dreams, the boy you had fallen in love with when you were eight, the guy who had walked with you across the corridors of your high school, who had made you twirl under the lame disco ball of your prom, who had gone through college finals with you, who had spent three summers making your hangout spot into a home, turning the small old shack into a proper place for you to build a new life together. He was your first kiss, your first valentine, your first time. He was the man at the end of the aisle, the man who would walk with you until the last of your days.
But one day he started running and you still walked.
Or maybe you were both running in different directions, no longer on the path to the same destination, your priorities somehow switched.
Of course, it wasn't his fault.
It wasn't yours either.
You had both participated in this small unraveling, and you had both expressed the intention of changing, of finding compromise, an in-between, without either of you actually making the effort of fixing your trajectory, small habits and old pet peeves pulling you even farther apart.
The attempts — multiple ones — were painstakingly embarrassing. There were tears on both sides as you wondered what had caused this sudden rift that separated you — except it wasn't sudden, only your realisation was; the crevasse had been there for way longer. Maybe it had started as a small chipping the very day you met him, and it wasn't until now that you realised how the small sign had turned into an ominous presence, and then into unfathomable, inevitable doom.
And then the divorce.
It had been disgustingly easy, both parties agreeing on the procedures.
You didn't want the house. And you didn't need it. He didn't either.
Selling it had been exceedingly painless, you had shared the money, since he wanted to offer you stability. He already knew you would both suffer and he didn't want you worrying about rent. He was still your friend, after all.
Going back to being alone scared you at the beginning, until you realised that few things were truly bothering you. At least there wasn't this ghost of a human making you doubt all of your plans. You could plan dinner five days ahead or improvise. You could go to the restaurant as a last minute deal. You could go on long walks without the 'I'm sorry baby, emergency' making you rush back to town.
It felt like a bit of a liberation.
And your family's bookshop was doing well enough, since it was situated near the college and it also offered printing service.
Of course there were bad days. Sometimes you woke up searching for a body beside yours, however that feeling had significantly subdued after you had gotten used to the new bed. You missed human contact, being close, intimate with someone, having someone who knows you that deeply.
And then the true nightmare.
Finding someone new.
You were genuinely uninterested in dating. You had given it a go and it had sufficed.
It wasn't your world.
How could it possibly be?
You had never dated. You had basically offered your heart to the person that has always owned it. It's not like you had any experience in that labyrinth that is dating. All those unspoken social norms and the pining and tension. You only knew the comfort of a warm hug, the beauty of a kiss sparking from innocence and affection and slowly turning into steady, warm passion. You didn't like infernos, you liked candles. You liked the domestic hearth. You liked moderation.
And dating was all about extremes, from strangers to 'I'm inspecting your throat' on date one. And then suddenly it's date three and the same guy who brought you to a pizza place and a diner is suddenly going out of his way to bring you to a pretentious, expensive restaurant as a way to propitiate the possibility of you dropping your panties.
You had allowed this foolery only three times. Apparently all the suitable suitors were either really prone to pushing the pedal or had a passion for tongue gastroscopies.
The first one, Albert, had been quite the gentleman on date one. On date two he started making inappropriate jokes with a heavy body shaming undertone — a bit cliché for the stereotypical gym rat. And on date three he had dropped all pretenses at politeness and had outright palmed your ass in public, which made you rightfully uncomfortable. As you pointed that out, he proceeded saying that after all it was your third date and it was time to loosen up a little.
You didn’t even bother staying for dinner, left a bill on the table and left.
No matter the first disappointment, you decided not to let that disrespectful fool slow you down. And since your best friend knew everything about rat headed number one, you allowed her to set you up with one of her colleagues after she reassured you he was nothing like the one before.
Except somehow he was. The first date was at the local pub, and you somehow found yourself getting along well, his jokes were funny and he had good timing, he was relaxed, confident but still a bit clumsy and shy. He could be a good candidate.
But that was before he pushed his tongue to your tonsils as he kissed goodbye.
You gagged.
On date two he admitted you weren’t exactly his type. You were glad to reciprocate the statement after he told you his dream was having four children and a farm, alluding to the fact that his bride needed to be the perfect housewife.
You were pretty adamant that was not the kind of future you wanted for yourself.
Candidate number three was a guy you had met while grocery shopping, and somehow he had impressed you in an absolutely positive way on date one and two. Everything had been perfect, he was kind, considerate and well-mannered. Date three had been innocent, simple, down-to-earth. And then date four. Perfect dinner at his place. He had made you swoon and he had a very pretty cat he was very affectionate with.
He was the first man you had felt desire for in a very long time — almost eight months after your divorce.
The sex had been decent for being a first time.
And then he had entirely disappeared and never texted or called you back, which didn’t sit entirely wrong with you. You wished him all the best but you were actually glad. You liked being you and doing your own thing: having someone too much down your neck, getting in a relationship, having to check in with another person again felt more like a burden than a win.
Maybe it was just a coping mechanism to avoid facing the fact that he had been someone you could have liked, someone you could have built something with.
You were a happy woman, and it’s not like you really felt lacking or incomplete, like some of your single friends felt. And you had no intention of starting a family anytime soon, no matter if your old high school classmates had begun popping out kids left and right. You were more than happy to live the teen and early-twenty years you had spent in a relationship.
You were getting to know yourself in a way most of your friends didn’t have time to — you could already see them going through a midlife crisis after their kids became old enough to navigate life by themselves, which meant no more need for overprotective, and sometimes borderline suffocating, mothers, who suddenly found themselves with too much free time and too little tasks to complete.
Knowing your needs made you a stronger, better woman, and solitude had gifted you a level of introspection and balance that you doubted they could ever reach; maybe that was an arrogant consideration, but you knew there was no way knowing and loving yourself would ever bring you to crying over disrespectful, ungrateful youth whose only fault was that of growing up out of their mothers’ plans.
Unfortunately, there was no way your family — especially your grandmother — could ever tolerate the idea of you not needing a man and a family to be happy.
“Oh, come on, isn’t it time for you to bring a nice fellow back home?”
You shook your head as you and your grandma took a walk along the river, the sunny March afternoon feeling way too nice to stay at home. “Granny. There’s no people like Grandad anymore.”
“Oh, darling. You’re starting with the wrong role model. Not even back in my days we had men like him. He was the exception.” She nodded to herself with a sweet smile, remembering the husband she had lost a few years back.
“It’s so frustrating. And after all that happened… You know how it was. We were together for years. He was the only one I had. I don’t even know how to do these things. And books cannot teach you stuff like that. The more you read, the more you realise that most of these men had never even seen a rom com.”
“Oh, come on, but you have the internet these days! Can’t you find him in there? You have all these phones and computers and everyone has them, there must be a good one in the internet.”
She always said that “in the internet”. Like it was a physical place.
“I don’t even want to look in there, Granny. There are so many dangers in there.” You shuddered as you thought at the funny instagram pages where the people posted screenshots of the worst descriptions. All the embarrassing playboys and the fishermen and the lame wanna-be poets.
“Right… How can you know he is really is a person?” She considered, patting your back proudly. “You’re pretty. And you’ve always had the most perfect bum of all your cousins. Just like mine!” She grinned cockily, giving a playful smack to your ass, making you laugh loudly.
“It won’t last long.” You said, looking down. Solitude scared you sometimes. Being old and alone could be hard on the spirit and you had a feeling that old hag you would curse your dumb arrogance and inconsideration. However, for now you were still somehow making it through. Your divorce was finalised almost ten months ago. You could still consider yourself just fresh out of it.
“You’re smart. And I’m sure you have a lot to offer. You’re a good woman, and you’re far from being too old. There’s never a thing such as too old. Don’t let yourself be fooled. Look at me.” She said. “I’m still living a good life. Herbert has left me but I’m still here. Walking. Cooking. Drizzle keeps me good company.” She smiled sweetly at the mention of her dog, a lovely large poodle elegantly strolling at her side, its light grey fur finely trimmed by your grandmother’s expert hands. She had been a hairdresser for decades: learning how to keep Drizzle’s coat had been a cup of tea for her and he’d kept her distracted from grief after your grandpa passed away.
Her face formed a meditative pout. “Maybe you should just get a dog. Or even better, a cat. You’ve always looked like a cat child to me. So quiet and focused, like you knew some secret that nature would speak to you alone. You were always so attentive as a child!”
You smiled and looked at the path under your feet. Drizzle stayed unbothered as a loud, angry dachshund walked towards him, barking annoyingly. You had never felt sympathy for that small evil breed.
“I think I could get a kitten one of these days. Or a cat, from the shelter.”
“I’m sure you’ll find it in the internet!”
“So we’re really doing the party thing?”
“Listen, baby. It’s gonna be your first party as a free woman. Real mind blowing birthday sex.”
“I’m not a virgin, you know?” You stared at your face in the mirror, spreading some moisturiser over your forehead, inspecting the small lines there. You shrugged and let them be.
Maybe you would spend your best years single and find a sugar baby in ten or twenty years. Wait, weren’t those called toy boys?
Who cares.
Maybe it was time to get the post-grad you had always dreamed of. You would need to check your bank account before making that decision — maybe finally telling yourself yes could be the real birthday gift. That is, beside the huge dildo waiting in your drawer. Not being attracted to men or women didn’t mean you didn’t like sex.
You just found it difficult to imagine being with someone.
“Darling I’d bet an arm and a leg he never gave it to your right. You just need a bit more experience.”
All you needed was a hot bath, some candles and a good book. No man, no one night stand, no birthday sex could possibly make you as happy as decent jazz, wine and a novel.
“Why aren’t we doing that wine tasting at the winery out of town?”
“Because I want you choking on cheap alcohol, having all the fun you didn’t have on your twenty-first birthday because you were planning your own wedding. And I bet you’re the only one who wasn’t fucked in the bathroom of the Wickhead.”
Terry could be incredibly crude, but you loved her nonetheless. You loved her even more for it. She had never hidden anything from you, she had told you even the most embarrassing details of her own life. And she had always been the kindest, most faithful friend: she had driven you way out of town when you were eighteen and your period was late and you needed to buy a pregnancy test without all everyone and their dog knowing; she had chosen your wedding dress for you, spotting it and telling you it was going to be the one before you could even see it. When your marriage had started crumbling, she had spent countless nights with you, keeping you company when your husband was busy with his business trips. Though Terry had insinuated cheating, you knew he would never break your trust like that, and she had decided to trust your better judgement.
You had simply fallen out of love with each other.
And when you had moved into your new apartment, Terry had helped you repaint the walls and build the extra bookcases and install the shelves and fill your wine stand. Before leaving she had grabbed an unfamiliar box from her car, placing it on top of your bed, opening it and spreading out a set of “single necessaire”, as she called it. A couple toys, lube, condoms. To celebrate your re-found sexual promiscuity, she had said, though you objected, it was hard rediscovering something you had never had.
She had shaken her head and left you to “familiarise” yourself with everything.
“You know I’m not exactly a party person, Terry. This will end badly.” You said, sitting on your bed with your back against the headboard, your legs stretched out before you.
“You can allow yourself some fun once in a decade, you know?” You could hear her scoff on the phone.
“But I do have fun. Book. Wine. Bingo!” You explained, rolling your eyes as the booed.
“Come on, do it for me. Do it for your single friend who wants to get drunk and possibly sixty-nine? Please?” The other thing wrong with Terry is that if you ever met her in person, you would face the sweetest five foot three and a half — she insisted on the half — human being you could ever meet, with pretty wavy blonde hair and wide, sweet green eyes, the most boopable button nose and a sprinkle of freckles on her golden skin. She literally glowed in sunlight and her flowy gowns always made her look like a goddess: you could see men fighting for her, dying for her and going to war for just one of her gentle smiles.
“Don’t you have a FWB for that sixty-nine thingie?” You asked with an exceedingly inquisitive tone. It had been a while since she last updated you.
“Dumped him.” She replied curtly.
You tutted before exhaling. Emotionally constipated people — what’s wrong with them?
“He’s dating someone since he was ready for a relationship.” Terry sounded a bit colder than usual.
“And you weren’t?” You asked. You felt your tone hesitate with slight concern. You knew she would just put up a wall and ignore your question.
Fortunately, she didn’t. “I’m not ready to talk about that. It’s complicated, Frog.”
She was hurt and wanted a distraction.
“Okay, Terry. We’re going to get rip roaring drunk this Saturday.”
The line went silent.
“You know I love you right?”
“I love you too, sweetie. Now go to sleep, you have an early shift tomorrow.”
The line went silent after you bid each other goodnight, your body settling underneath the sheets once you realised your eyes were fluttering shut as you tried to read a few pages to put yourself to sleep.
Placing down the book, you hugged the extra pillow, settling your face in the corner between your sleeping pillow and your spare one, the heavy woolen comforter acting like a weighted blanket. You placed another pillow behind your back, making a soft cocoon all around you.
Yes, sometimes you still missed being hugged to sleep.
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Navi: Chapter 1 — Chapter 2 — Chapter 3 — Chapter 4 — Chapter 5 — Chapter 6 — Chapter 7
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