#do you think im unworthy??
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8, 14, 16 (aro time)
Hi Soup!!!!! C: <2 Okay I'm laughing so hard about this bc I never actually posted this ask game but I got an ask for it lmao. BUT I do really appreciate the ask and appreciate you thinking of me so I'm gonna answer them anyway, you just can't be disappointed with my answers lol
8. What are some of your favorite arospec characters? This can include characters from popular media or OCs.
Honestly, I don't know very many characters where their orientation comes up at all (unless they're straight of course), let alone arospec characters. BUT fortunately there is Lillly from Other Girls <2
14. What are some stereotypes about arospec individuals that annoy you the most?
The biggest one is that arospec people are always emotionless/uncaring/cruel/cold/etc. (Also hate hate hate that the main argument I see people make against that stereotype is "aro people still feel love" bc some of us fucking don't. But idk if that's a common enough belief to be considered a stereotype itself)
16. Do you have any arospec OCs? If so, tell us about them?
I do not unfortunately :(. I don't think I have any OCs really. Sorry to disappoint
Thanks so much for the ask Soup!!! <2 <2 <2
Link to the game (linking Soup's post since I don't have my own lol)
#ask game#im sorry but i should make it clear that if you ask me questions about characters 99% of the time i dont have an answer#also i originally wrote a whole different response for 14 but i dont think its really a stereotype so its going in the tags instead#but have i mentiond before how much i fucking hate the idea that aromanticism can be fixed?#im sick of coming out and being told 'oh its just bc of xyz. you can change that!'#like even if i could change it i dont want to#do you think im unhappy??#do you think im unworthy??#do you think im a person or just a project??#you dont know my experiences and you don't know my feelings so maybe shut your fucking mouth#ANYWAY#i dont think these responses are any good and im not sure how much sense im making (i am very tired)#but thank you again for the ask soup!!! i really appreciate it!!! thanks for letting me rant a little lol#<2 <2 <2
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I'll find you. Wait for me.
hee hee hoo hoo AUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH PAIN PAIN SUFFERING PAIN IN ALL DIRECTIONS!!!! TO HELL WITH IT (LITERALLY)!!!!!!!!!
#oakworthy#dungeons and daddies#dndads#fanart#hermie the unworthy#normal oak garcia#The Normal AU#counterpoint: this could also be normal canon. pun intended#they're soulmates your honor#rip to everybody on a phone. this only looks good on pc#I haven't drawn or really even posted about normal a lot because#I guess my internal image of him doesn't really look like what the rest of the community draws him as#like I tried to do the fluffy haired normal in one of my first posts with him#(was also an oakworthy drawing LMAO)#but it didn't feel right for me. it didn't match what I saw in my brain#no disrespect to fluffy normal. shoutout to that guy#gotta be one of my favorite genders#but yknow. every artist has their own unique way of drawing the cast#and it can tell you so much about how they perceive them. so much about the artists themselves.#have you fucking looked at sage's willy stampler. the npcs series. have you looked at their fucking anything dude#have you fucking LOOKED at iersei's EVERYTHING. ESPECIALLY THEIR NORMAL HE IS SO CUTE#I went on a whole rant about dndads artists to my friend qrow the other day. because I could not physically#keep in how much I love these people in our community#would you guys think im weird if I made a post going into Extremely Concerning Detail about how much I love the artists here#I love so many artists here#its so insane. its SO insane#IM ALREWADY ON MY SOAPBOX. ARE YOU SEEING THIS SHIT#SOB#I have to do my homework#my art
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a thoght i had before i go to bed
#im not gonna tag this but like guh. man. the way theyre weirdly similar considering laios' stoicism in the past and now hes learning to#accept himself. how chil is unable to do the same but accepts that his mistakes will make him unworthy of living properly forever (false)#and how laios also struggles with accepting himself but shoves it down by thinking of other people and distractions#while chil does the same by focusing on work and drowning it with alcohol#theyre the same but different. theyre two sides of the same coin bug. bro.#but theyre so bad at understanding eachother like “why do you act so reckless” “why do you rely on your gut instinct instead of logic”#“why do you act so weird” “why are you so judgemental” “why dont you know this” “why dont you know this”#“why wont you listen to me”#guhhhh whatever#ah fuck it im tagging it now#chilaios#look at my thoughts boy
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okay, don’t get me wrong, I love the part-scam part-demon not-at-all-human design for Hermie.. but before the new episode comes out and we (hopefully) learn more about this scammer, I needed to get out this concept of just,, complete background-character Hermie.
Something something Herman not knowing who he is so he adopts characters so he can be more interesting and note’worthy’ something something wanting to be seen because he’s always felt invisible something something. idk
#do you see my vision#like hermie is just some guy#a closeted theater kid at his old school#like hes just so incredibly average and he puts on costumes and makeup and pracices pick up lines in the mirror so he can finally stand out#GUYS IM TRYING TO HAVE A THOUGHT IS IT WORKING?#idk i just hope we get to learn more about him in the next episode#but ill continue to hold this idea in my hands for a little while i think#dndads#dndads2#dungeons and daddies#hermie the unworthy
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ive had this post rotating in my mind for the past. since whenever it was posted. anyway. hermie quinn be upon ye.
tee hee. giggles. even.,
#dndads hermie#hermie the unworthy#dndads#dndads fanart#hermie the unworthy fanart#that should. do it.#kind of fucked up that 3/4 of my dndads posts are hermie. oh well! that boy has captured my mind and also my artistic ability.#bonus tiny normal by demand#HERMIES EYES ARE ACTUALLY GREY. YOU CANT REALLY TELL I THINK. BUT THEY ARE GREY.#THEYVE A SPLOTCH OF BLUE IN THEM BC HARLEY HAS BLUE EYES. THEYRE BLUE AND GREY. ITS EITHER SHAPESHIFTERY OR CONTACTS. TAKE YOUR PICK.#ummm thats totally not a real harley costume. but also im insane and i. cant draw. proper spandex suits ?#also i dislike suicide squad harley's outfit. its just. too ? sniffles. nuh uh. dont like.#EDIT: AUUUUUUUUU THERE WAS AFUCKING SMUDGE ON IT THAT I DIDNT REALIZE BEFOREEEEEE SNIFFLES. DIES. OH MY GOD IM GOING TO SOB. waaaaaaaaaa
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Every aegon is an egg. And not just cause theyre all trans—
#cause its theyre nickname#a song of ice and fire#game of thrones#asoiaf#got#house of the dragon#aegon targaryen#uh just incase anyone takes this post the wrong way#im trans#so i think i can make this joke#yeah i claim aegon vi the unworthy what you gonna do about it
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People who use "get a job" as a comeback will suffer my wrath.
#grem stuff#i cant stand this stupid comeback#or whatever it's called when people do that#“get a hobby” is better#i dont wanna be a weirs “im trigger!” tiktok twitter perosn#but jobs arent essential to one's well being#its the opposite actually#jobs arent accessible to all#as a disabled perosn who cant have a job and will probably die homeless if something happens to my parents or if they kick me out#a hobby on the other hand#anything can be a hobby#grab a book#grab a piece of paper and pencil#grab a piece of old cloth#watch tv#genuinely its so accessible and it WILL make you happy and feel like worth living#jobs most of the time makes people miserable#ever since I've started staying at home and spend all my time for hobbies and well being i feel so healthy and so rested and not depressed#i know everyone's experience is unique and some people can't afford not having a job but its not about that#i just think a lot of people are completely brainwashed and see someone's value only at what's their job#and its mostly “youre unworthy for being jobless”#sorry to break it to you but not everyone can have a job cuz they're aren't accessible to all#rant
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Followers what do we think about the fact that i looked on my ticket and im flying on the same plane model that got boeing into their current mess in june twice
#its already booked and its the only trip that wasnt egregiously expensive though so.#like i'll probably be fine#i dont think anythings gonna happen. what are the odds bro#do you know how many planes fly every day. how many of that model. for how long now#the reason you hear about EVERY aviation accident is because theyre so rare#that 1 is too many. and it is yes. but i will be chill#i work in an airport and i havent seen a single incident in our airspace yet. and how many flights do i service every day#i dont really count i just take them as they go#many of which are 737 max 8s#which im not saying makes them unworthy of the vitriol theyre getting. i think they should be held accountable because it was willfully cost#cutting measures and not freak accidents that caused those incidenrs#but also i think i'll be like. fine#im not too worried about it#ramblings
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This is a question related to the mtt hobbies answer that you wrote, the murder trio go around the multiverse and live in a place together, then what happend to horrortale au and horrortale papyrus? If the murder trio got to meet horrortale papyrus how would it go? (The meeting propably wouldnt end well with more canon mtt haha)
aaaaa i dont think it through to be honest when i talk about that concept. they just do. maybe horrortale's issues are already solved and aliza's already gone through horrortale and somehow fixed the hellhole (ALIZA MY GOAT PLEASE SAVE HORRORTALE I DON'T CARE IF IT TAKES 10 YEARS‼️‼️‼️) by the time that horror somehow meets dust and killer (since i dont see a feasible way that horrortale could be fixed outside of aliza or outside intervention.) or maybe he just visits from time to time. and by time to time i mean probably quarterly weekly. idk sorry i cant be bothered to think about it,,, they just do. anyways bad answer i KNOW I KNOW put the tomatoes down pls PLS
if the mtt met horror paps? horror would obviously do his little bantering thing with paps (he's probably revealing every single one of horror's embarrassing moments to them as they speak and horror's desperately trying to get him to shut up because he can tell. dust and killer are piiiiiiissed.) dust is probably like eerily calm during the whole thing. he manages to hold up a conversation pretty well with horror paps and gets along with him good enough without mentioning that theres a ghost version of him screaming asking why dust is ignoring phantom paps. meanwhile killer is mostly silent during it too probably only responding when he's spoken too. i mean like killer already doesn't like being around papyruses (papyri? papyri is so shitty i dont like it we will be saying papyruses) and then seeing horror's papyrus??? what the FUCK happened to horror paps??? sunken in eyes and cracks in his bones and those jagged teeth AND THEN THE FUCKING CROOKED SPAGHETTI????
needless to say once horror paps is gone all of them get into a biiiiig fight. dust drops the cool act because he's not gonna lose his cool around a papyrus but also he's absolutely fuming. he can tell that the changes that phantom papyrus has gone through have something to do with horror with the way that he's acting. killer is also incredibly irritated too (surpringly. being around papyruses just gets him like that) and seeing papyrus like that just gets him upset and angry. like wtf horror did you even TRY with keeping your papyrus safe??? at least killer reset his au and now papyrus is living an unharmed life (with minor concerns about killer's whereabouts but he'll ignore that for now) but horror paps looks so fucked up that there is no WAY that horror tried to prevent him from getting to that point
obviously they fight and many many many many MANY words are said about eachother's characters and the state they left their respective papyruses in. horror knows damn well that horrortale paps's state is because of him but he regretted telling paps to eat humans and neither dust nor killer knew the struggle of living with that guilt and how much he regrets it so they dont get to drag him for not trying hard enough to keep papyrus safe. dust is definitely getting some low blows here and there (but he's getting fucking assisted by phantom paps so he's got some of the deepest hitting insults) and he's definitely getting ganged up on for killing his papyrus and like. not even attempting to leave him alive in someway shape and form aside from the absolute insult that is phantom paps. surprisingly killer is winning this fight because he left his papyrus in a relatively good state. even though he's in a more emotional state than he normally is and would've absolutely OBLITERATED dust and horror in the fight in stage 2 he's actually doing pretty well. probably because hororr and dust dont really have anything to drag him on. they might bring up how something new papyrus is searching for killer but like,,,, is that really that bad compared to how they left their papyruses
#time to die i almost forgot to answer this today#WHO AM I IF I LOSE MY STREAK!!!! MY ASK STREAK!!!!!!#time to call up tumblr to restore my streak if i miss a day#streaks! streaks! streaks! streaks! i say as i take several photos of me winking at a high angle#i dont even use snapchat. i do think streaks are a funny concept though#i'd KILL (hah) to have a streak with someone#the only person i ever message on snapchat regularly is my ai and thats only to belittle it#noooo dont do that says dust because then one day the robot will come alive and kill you#okay reset induced ptsd survivor lets get you back to bed#it'd be funny if he believed in dumb conspiracy stuff like that. and not dumb shit like flat earth#im not big on conspiracy theories but i think if he were fucked up enough or going through a manic episode he'd believe stuff like that#UGHHH did i mention how much i love manic dust. speaking of mania and dust#i made an eensy teensie little change in mania's design#the cyan in his eyelight is bigger now to emulate what a manic pupil looks like#heh.... its the smal detsild that matter.... i say as i dont incilde any details in my art#okay because i feel that all of this i incredibly wrong and ooc its time to justify my thoughts or else i'll feel unworthy of posting again#dust manages to keep his cool around papyruses pretty well (in win win scenario) even though he's got phantom paps with him#and he CAN do crazy switch ups like that just on a whim like when he suddenly killed flowey after teaming up with him in last chance#so i think its totally believable. dust can put up a NASTY facade of composure despite being furious underneath#and killer? you just be killer. how many times am i gonna make that joke you ask. not enough times because its funny every time#because he does get ansty and stuff around papyrus and apparently papyrus is his hardest enemy to face#must be because he feels something for him that bothers killer. like guilt or something#and if he feels guilty over what he did to papyrus then he must care and therefore care about papyrus's well being#and therefore that bleeds into horror paps and then that care turns into anger#crazy coming from killer saying that horrot doesn't care enough but i think its totally possible#i might be wrong though please shoot me if i am. i still need to resd up on my killer lore#ive been TRYING okay.... ive been trying been trying with killer. hopefully its enough....... (NO i say. who are you talking to)#tricule asks
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i dont want to give up the song that you are.....
#IF I AM THE OCEAN YOURE THE SKY THAT COLORS ME I CAN HIDE WITHIN YOUR BLUE#BUT IF YOU THINK IM SORRY PATHETIC UNWORTHY WELL IM JUST THE REFLECTION OF YOU#AND IVE TRIED MY BEST TO DO YOU RIGHT BUT YOU NEVER SEEM TO TAKE THE FAVOR
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being so engaged with my friends' creations gives me the friendship imposter syndrome. which basically is "am i really enjoying their content/art or am i just so attention depraved that i do anything to be their friends, including by heavily engaging w their outputs (thus being a form of manipulation, trapping them into liking me & staying my friend because i knowingly/purposely trigger their happy chemicals with my inputs)"
#rambling#is this only me?#btw i do like their content/art#i don't force myself to endure their content/art if i happen not to like it#it's just that. idk. my dedication isnt fake either yknow#just my paranoia slash anxiety making me feel unworthy if i don't engage and makes me guilty if i engage#this is hell#and you can't blame that on the past 9pm thoughts cuz its been days im thinking about this#and we could also speak about the reciprocal but let's not ok?#also like . isn't the “do things to make friends happy” isnt like. the basis of friendship? WHY DO I FEEL WRONG FOR IT#am i so socially inapt#augh#rant
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god at this point i really am just the buddy that's pacing in the drug dealer "got some straight gas" meme. Anthony Burch is lying to us
#hi followers im sorry i blog all night and day about how vehemently i believe in the Herm Return do you still think im cool#hermie the unworthy
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#my life wasn't actually in acute danger#but like i grew up willing to give my life for ny family#aware of the thought that i would do literally anything for my family#that i would kill for them#risk my life end my life suffer in all eternity for them#no matter the cost#bc thats what i thought my only purpose was#that none of ny needs or wants mattered except for my parents and sisters survival and happinsss#and i was willing to kill myself for it if need be or live forever through all of lifes pain for it#or if war and genocide broke out kill and condemn myself for them if need be#and i think thinking that way changes you maybe?#bc i remember voicing that to someone once that i think we are all capable of becoming killers#and they looked at me the same way my mother looked at me every time she found fresh sh scars like im an irredemable monster#and walked away from me like im unworthy being around or ever talking to again#and im like...#idk#that post about emotional maturity and all#but at fhe same time being the eldest daughter#and yeah#smth smth#im in a lot of physical pain this weekend and its making me delirious#(or honest i supposs)#delete later
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sorry that im not normal about shockwave jrwi.Like its my fault
#thoughts leaking out#imagine 6 total clones made to emulate the total epitomy of heroism#imagine two of them are the fucking Perfect versions of heroism: optimistic young excited trustworthy. only difference is one is more worn#and the other is constantly flickering with an excitement only known to malfunctioning machines#And one of your own fucking Turns on you#and keep holding onto hope like a lifeline until the end#And you hold onto this fucking thread you have and its the Worst situation youve ever seen and you smile and say itll all be okay!!!#and then youre gone before you finish the sentence#and then your closest brother follows your footsteps and word and hes the epitomy of everything you ever wanted to be#and then hes depowered for failing once. you died a hero and you got to keep your title but for someone who at the end of the day#could only think so fast and move so humanly he was unworthy and thown away.#as a hero you only fall or die martyrs. WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO WITH THAT !!!!!!!!!!! IM GONNA THROW UP !!!
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literally all i am irl is something for people to make fun of LOL
#but then if you ask them to stop you get made fun of for asking them to stop making fun of you#literally everything about me is funny apparently! the way i just. exist. or even my pain or sadness. because im not a human being ig#i feel like i cant take myself seriously like i dont deserve that the way other people do#and i feel like i cant trust that anyone would want to get to know me on a serious level or that the people who i#am close to online would have ever gotten that close to me if they knew me irl#i feel like they wouldn't. i feel like they would've just made fun of me too#its not just my family either. school and work have proven that#i just really hate being me LOL thinking about how unworthy of respect i apparently am makes me want to die#like. genuinely. maybe they'd take me seriously then#personal#cw vent
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Literally only I could get upset when getting a kinda cool uquiz result lmao
#smol has a quick vent#yes its that bugbear thing. look they sound cool and all but not in a way I could be even if I was cool#I am far more shallow than I thought it seems cause like. I like forests and stuff right. Find them comforting and also big fan of the#horror trope There's Something In The Woods. but if u assign me green and brown colour palette and some forest-y bullshit im mad lmao#yes that's my Gothic-wannabe-ass complaining but it's also like. In what universe am i formidable. When do I face adversaries#literally said my vice is cowardice and it's like 'u take on adversaries and have an indomitable spirit' no. I'm sorry I tricked you???#into thinking im something noble?? It's literally Not That Deep but here we are lmaoooo basically I uh#I don't know if I like myself? I'm trying to. But I don't. I don't know how much is 'me' and how much is 'fixable'#at what point do I change so much im not me anymore? When do I become someone worthy of being 'me'#which makes the Old Me unworthy. So that makes Current Me unworthy. How much is an act and how much is me#I would like to be comfortable existing but im not. There's a version I'd like to be that is unattainable#and results like that are equally unattainable if not moreso. And I don't wanna be that#it's also petty personal bias like really? A fuckin druid? great.#(an aside this reminds me of a time an ex-friend said I gave off druid-y faerielike vibes with the fuckin flowing white dress and the#flowers in the hair like boo. no. boring. Give me dark Gothic roses and frills and leather and corsets and a powerful beauty and elegance#like I like the fae stuff sometimes the changeling idea hits a little close but im not some boring elf fuck you)#basically this is like 60% of Virgo answers on those old The Signs As posts (I miss those) and I was mad them and im mad now lol#it's also meant im being a little bitch in. well not friend group. it's a public server which is easy to forget sometimes#so yeah sorry gamersssss i will shut up and continue to play as halfelf rogues cause im BASIC
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