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something the women in my family are absolutely flabbergasted by every time it comes up is the fact that i donât own a scale.
âhow do you know how much you weigh??â they cry.
âi donât.â i simply respond.
âyou look thinner, have you lost weight?â they ask at christmas.
âi dunno.â i say as i check on the turkey.
âyou look bigger, have you gained weight?â they probe, as if my weight rests on their shoulders.
âiâm not sure, but itâs fine if i have.â i respond with a casualness they cannot comprehend.
âdonât you want to know if youâve lost or gained?â they inquire over cups of coffee and a plate of untouched cookies.
âi do.â i take a sip. âwhich is why i donât need to know.â
âwe donât understand.â they say.
âiâll drive myself mad if i know. itâs been a question iâve been looking for the answer to since i was in the seventh grade and my weight was the topic of conversation for the first time; the stretch marks on my calves puberty brought being questioned and condemned. and so i started weighing myself once a day. then twice a day. i gained weight as i grew and was told to stop. i got depressed when i was 16 and the weight i gained was more concerning than the scars on my thighs. the critiques turned to compliments during my first year of college when iâd started skipping meals and my body had to feed itself because i wouldnât. everyday i stepped on the scale and smiled as i watched that number get smaller and smaller. hunger felt like victory. i started doing drugs that took away my appetite and then my strength. and started feeling guilt when my stomach felt full. and suddenly every time i looked in the mirror i hated what i saw. the more weight i lost, the better i was supposed to feel. each remark on another part of my body lost felt like a slap to the face. i was told i looked good but i knew i wasnât good enough. and so i tried harder. and then i started to get dizzy when i stood. and i ignored it like iâd learned to ignore my hunger. and then one day at work i dropped like the weight that was never enough after i bending at the waist to grab a milk cap from the floor. and when the darkness faded, i was surrounded by panic as an ambulance was called. and then i was tested and prodded and poked because they thought something was wrong with my heart. and the problem persisted but they never found out why. but iâd known all along. and then i left home and its scale behind. and moved into a new home that was mine. so i bought plates and sheets and art for the walls. but i didnât buy a scale. then every time i walked down an aisle iâd see the them and pause. and iâd think about the hunger i now kept at bay. and even though i didnât know how much i weighed, i didnât notice my body had changed. and iâd think about how i hadnât been dizzy for months. and how i hadnât fainted for longer. and then iâd keep on walking. and now most days i like how i look.â
âbut donât you want to be skinny?â comes their quiet response.
âi want to be myself in whatever body i have.â
they stare in disbelief. so i shrug my shoulders, and grab a cookie. and i smile at them as i swallow the first bite.
#trigger warning ed#tw disordered eating#body neutrality i love you !!#the women in my family cannot comprehend that i donât diet anymore#and that i just eat what i want#and that im okay with the unknown#bc my body tried its hardest to be kind to me#even when i tried my hardest to be unkind to it#and now itâs time to pay it back#throw out your scales!! theyâre bad for your mental health!!
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đ every time you say ânoâ to food, you say "yesâ to weight loss.
#3dtmblr#4norexla#@n@ diet#@n@ tips#@na motivation#ana blr#i hate calories#34t1ng d1s0rd3r#@n@ buddy#putting the â in âving#âď¸ ing motivation#âď¸vation goals#âď¸rving#tw ed ana#tw ana ed#ednotedsheeran#3d f4st#3ating d1sorder#anamotivation#anadiet#ana angelsđŞ˝#ana y mia#ana loves you#th11n$p0#thinnerbeforedinner#thiinsp0#i just want to be thin#skin&bones#tw skipping meals#i wanna be sk1nn1
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Whenever people who are entrenched in diet culture talk about how terrible chemicals are, I just want to whip out this:
#diet culture#diet culture tw#described images#image description in alt#'it's got CHEMICALS in it' and so do you! and me too! IT'S ALL CHEMICALS ALL THE WAY DOWN#instead of running from this world we must learn to embrace it#i'm not particularly angry at people who say this because it makes me think that they're incredibly invested in diet culture...#...i just don't want the whole 'food = bad' or 'bodies = bad' to go unchallenged...#...part of the reason why diet culture seems just as prevalent now (if not moreso) is partially because it isn't really...#...challenged or questioned without provocation. it's just assumed to be correct because it makes you 'feel in control'#when chemicals are bad you can control what chemicals you consume. it's individualistic and places the blame onto you for 'being good'#it places responsibility onto the person in such a way that it becomes impossible to fulfill#it isn't that i'm upset that people want to treat their bodies in a way they think is responsible...#...moreso that the *way* they go about it ensures that they're stuck in a cycle of self-blame and even self-hatred#because the METHOD is ineffective. not the desire to treat your body well#also the state of ohio looks stupid and i do Not respect it#it looks like a ball that is simultaneously deflated and over-inflated#also their state flag looks silly to me#it looks like the person who was making it fell asleep making it#i'm just clowning on ohio at this point. have never been to ohio but. are you guys okay
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The feeling when people notice how you've lost weight and ask if you've been eating right
#ed not ed sheeran#tw ana diary#wl#i want to âď¸ve#need to be thinner#starv1ng#thinner is better#thinspø#thinneristhewinner#thin$po#getting thinner#you can always be thinner#âď¸rving#âď¸rve#âď¸ving#âď¸ve#ed not sherran#tw ed diet#ed not sheeren#tw disordered eating
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Loving my hips today 𼰠mÍãnťpø is appreciated!!
Block donât report!
#th1nsp1ration#you can always be thinner#thinspø#bonespø#i will reach my ugw#i want to âď¸ve#ugw#ugw imagine#thin$po#ana bllog#an0rec1a#disordered eating thoughts#eating disoder trigger warning#ed not ed sheeran#tw ana diary#tw disordered eating#tw ed diet#đŻď¸as a đŞś#just ana tingz#i need to be weightless#ana trigger#ed disorder#34t1ng d1s0rd3r#a4a diary#ana inspiration#i will lose weight#im a fatty#meanspø#ed not sheeren#skinnni
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Corrupted by Design CH 4 | Feyd-Rautha x Reader
After generations of pillaging and destroying their ecosystem, you are assigned by the Emperor to work on with the Harkonnens to improve their planetâs agriculture as Imperial Ecologist. However, Giedi Prime is far from welcoming, and you must fight to survive the horrors you endure at the hands of the Harkonnens. When you catch the eye of the Baronâs youngest nephew, and most prized possession, you step into a world complicated by politics and revenge.
Tags:Â Unbetaâd, AFAB Reader, multiple OCs, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, enemy to friends to lovers/enemy lovers, slow burn, fake science, blood, violence, gore, body horror, cannibalism, uncle/nephew incest (implied), eventual smut, etc.
A/N:Â Iâve never read the books, so this is a combination of the Villeneuve films, the Dune Wiki, and a heavy dose of just making shit up lol. I try my best to make Reader as nondescript as possible, but there are mentions of having periods and body hair in later chapters. As a warning up front, this will not have a Happily Ever After ending, but maybe more like Happy For Now?
Please mind the tags; this is very dark, but that comes with the territory.
Chapter Four: Obsession
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It took several days for the bleeding to stop. By the time you returned to the labs after your bedridden absence, that particular biting pain was replaced with grim paranoia.Â
Your diet of Bane built itself inside of you so slowly, until all at once it was like the pain was a part of you, a second skin just beneath the surface. The increased light sensitivity and hand tremors you could get used toâif only the constant stomach cramps didnât purge what little food you ate. What did it matter if you were already dying?Â
You used up most of your supply of mint in effort to keep the pain at bay. Even after your period, your body barely adapted. Itâs difficult to remember a time when you could merely breathe without feeling gutted.
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#corrupted by design#betty writes#feyd rautha x you#feyd x reader#feyd rautha x reader#feyd rautha#dune 2 fanfic#dune fanfic#feyd x oc#feyd rautha x oc#this chapter brought to you by: radiohead & slow days at work & an unhealthy amount of diet coke#i am very VERY nervous to post after such a long hiatus....#there were many days i didn't even want to update because i thought that this chapter sucked so badly lol#but i am relieved to finally have an update that i am somewhat satisfied with#(if it does suck just don't tell me LMAO let me live in ignorance)
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Out of curiosity, you don't have any magnets nearby, do you? I've heard that those make electronics go all funky-fied :/
#this is mayhaps out of context from the original reason they sent the ask but.. but shhh..... you dont know that!!!!#we're being silly!!!!#Ive had it written out for a while and i wanted to do a prewritten one :-3#i like the way he looks in this one but i cant put a finger on why#spamton#[you've got mail!]#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#maybe its cause hes smiling#for once in this god forsaken askbox hes not confused or miserable LMAOOO /j#back to him doing whatever he was supposed to be doing before#wtf.. hes... hes... NORMAL..? WRETCH /j#he does though hes not lying#practically most of what he eats consists of a BARE MINIMUM addison diet of scrap :-3#yayyy#magnets for breakfast
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đŚIf you can control yourself enough,
donât fail, and never give up,
If you feel every bit of standing ups head rush, đ
only black coffee inside of your mug, âď¸
if you have a second account just for back up, đĽ˛
tell your people âdonât worry, itâs just a stomach bugâ đ¤˘
hiding notifications in case they pop-up, đ¤Ť
track nutrition facts close up to the top, đ¤
cancel the plans so you wonât fuck it up, đĽş
notice a change in the looks next time you link up, âşď¸
get 10k steps a day or all the above, đŠ
One day you will get what you want đŤŁ
Finally..đŤ˘
Self love đŚ
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#i just want to be perfect#i just want to be thin#âď¸ ing motivation#i hate calories#skinandbones#3d not sheeran#3ating d1sorder#ana loves you#low cal diet#4nor3xia#low cal restriction#tw skipping meals#st4rv1ng#thinsperation#đĄ as a feather#đĄas a đŞś#analog#tw ana bløg#tw ed ana#tw ana rant#anadiet#ana angelsđŞ˝#ana omad#tw ana mia#4n4t1ps#3d f4st#3d but not sheeren#angelsđŤed#@n@ tips#@n@ buddy
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was this before or after spilling an entire unsipped diet coke
#hi#me#my face#selfie#girls with tattoos#girls who lift#cute girl#penguin socks#wombats#all the usuals#pretty people#brown eye superiority#thank you to my mama for cookin up such a cutie#trying to recover from being personally victimized by a Diet Coke#I don't know if it's possible#anyway#be my friend#message me#about potatoes or something normal#hot girl shit#can hockey come back already#I'm tired of not being stressed about my baby girls on knife skates#also should I go get a propel or something to soothe my hurt little beverage soul#opinions wanted#thanks#i love yall#love me#later taters
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Trans women. I'm grabbing you by the shoulders and yelling. YOU DO NOT HAVE TO BE SKINNY TO BE FEMININE AND PRETTY AND CUTE. PLEASE STOP MAKING DIETS PART OF YOUR TRANSITION GOALS. WEIGHT LOSS IS A SCAM. I LOVE YOU. TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES. YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL.
#I see so many transfems say they want to have âflat stomachsâ or do diet and exercise regimes to try and get an âhourglass figureâ#and it really worries me. girls you do not have to destroy yourselves to fit into unachievable beauty standards#the vast majority of cis women don't even fit those standards#and the same goes for you transmascs! I see you! I see you trying to get smaller chests and hurting yourselves with weight loss routines#and excessive workouts. it's not worth it. weight loss has OVER a 90% long-term failure rate and there's a reason for that#I assure you whatever diet you think you've found that âworks for youâ won't be working so well 5 years from now#and you're going to blame yourself for âslacking offâ. but it's not you. it was never you. it was designed to fail.#these standards are made to hurt people and then sell them a false solution at the price of your health#I encourage you to transition if you'd like and live your best life I really do. but please please please do so SAFELY.#if weight loss is part of your transition goals please reevaluate WHY you believe thinness is necessary for achieving femininity#(or masculinity or androgyny but this stuff particularly affects women in the way it's marketed)#do research on fatphobia and the roots of weight loss culture. Learn where these ideas come from and why they're so prevalent.#It's extremely important#take care. stay safe. love you very much#trans#fat liberation#transgender#lgbt#trans rights#fat positivity#diet culture#fatphobia#transfem#trans positivity#transgirl#trans women#trans woman
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give a girl an endless supply of diet coke and then maybe it will be fine
#girlblogging#this is what makes us girls#hell is a teenage girl#just girly things#this is a girlblog#girl interrupted#girlhood#manic pixie dream girl#lana del rey#fawn angel#diet coke#weight loss#calories#i just want to be thin#lana how i hate those guys#i wanna be sk1nn1#i am just a girl#i love lana del rey#i want to lose weight#angel dust#angel core#ana y mia#angelcore#angelic#coquette angel#ana loves you#my year of rest and relaxation#tw ana bløg#tw ed ana#dollette
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The best ab exercise !!
5X SETS OF STOP E4T1NG SO MUCH CRAP.
#wl motivation#w3ight l0ss#3d f4st#tw ed ana#tw ana ed#ednotedsheeran#anamotivation#sk1n4ndđŚ´#i wanna be sk1nn1#sk1nn1#sk11ny#skin&bones#sk!nandđŚ´#skinandbones#light as a fucking leaf#light as a feather#đĄ as a feather#đĄas a đŞś#thinnerbeforedinner#thinneristhewinner#i just want to be thin#thinspø#th1ghspø#th1gh g@p#th1n$pø#th11n$p0#@n@ diet#ana angelsđŞ˝#ana loves you#3ating d1sorder
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My company is throwing a Christmas party December 23rd and Iâm determined to lose 20lbs to look good in a Christmas dress. I feel like I will be taken more seriously if I look thinner.
#ed but not ed sheeran#a4a diary#ed rant#light as a feather#st4rv1ng#anor3c1a#3d relapse#i wanna be sk1nn1#unhealthy weight loss#skinandbones#tw ana mia#skin and đŚ´#anor3cla#tw an0rexia#ana loves you#ana angelsđŞ˝#tw ana bløg#tw ed ana#tw ana rant#tw eating issues#tw skipping meals#tw disordered thoughts#tw ed disorder#tw restriction#tw 3d vent#i just want to be thin#starv1ng#@n@ diet#ana bløg#ana y mia
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I saw this tag reblogged onto this post and like. whew I think you might actually just be kind of dumb if you see someone post "damn I guess I have more energy when I eat protein?" and go WEEOO WEEOO đ¨đ¨ DIET POST!!! like no dude.. it's not Diet Culture to observe that some foods make you feel sleepy after you eat them
#so if u talk about food At All then that's dieting? slay#'eating a lot of carbs at once makes me feel sleepy' isn't even a Take it's just like a true thing that happens while you digest.#and that you wouldn't want to be sleepy in the dead center of the day#this just annoyed me so much LMAO can you bear to think about food as Food and not as Dieting#it especially stands out bc this would be in the category of Listening To Your Body which is directly the opposite of what dieting does#sergle.txt
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Under 100!! I feel the fat burning off of me á( â˘Ě á â˘Ě )á
#ana bllog#disordered eating thoughts#tw ana diary#an0rec1a#eating disoder trigger warning#ed not ed sheeran#i want to âď¸ve#tw ed diet#tw disordered eating#you can always be thinner#đŻď¸as a đŞś#i will reach my ugw#ugw imagine#ugw#just ana tingz#i need to be weightless#34t1ng d1s0rd3r#a4a diary#ed disorder#ed not sheeren#skinnni#i will lose weight#ana inspiration#i wish to be thinner#need to be thinner#st4rv1ng#âď¸ving#ugw 90#ana trigger#@n0r3xia
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Weasley Siblings Helping You Lose Weight
AN: I suffer a binge eating disorder, inflected from my mother. I also suffer with medical issues and medication that genuinely have made things so difficult. My mom refuses to help, so sometimes you just gotta be your own cheerleader. Call me crazy, but imagining George Weasley supporting me is what keeps me going sometimes. Maybe this can helps others in my shoes to. Itâs scary, and isolating, but hey. Iâm your cheerleader to!
Warnings: Binge eating disorder, weight loss, sensitive topic matter with food, diet culture, itâs just a trigger warning of weight topics in general
William âBillâ
As the eldest sibling heâs had to try and be the best influence. Heâs had to try and make sure his younger siblings ate and stayed health. Third parent syndrome. So he knows that this will be a journey, but one heâs happy to help with. Given his curse breaking job he often needs to keep himself in a very healthy mental space. So he would be more than happy to drag you in with yoga, tai chi, and simple mental work outs like that. Itâs simple, but easy on the joints. A important part of weight loss is doing things that are enjoyable. Makes you want to do them more. His focus on mental health is very important, and often ignored when weight loss is involved. So this important step is going to make the journey so much easier. Slower? Maybe. But slower means itâll STAY off easier. His focus on mental health is going to be a god send
Charlie
Since he works with dragons he knows how important it is to keep healthy. Heâs constantly doing Manuel labor, and eats a pretty heavy diet of protein. This also means heâs going to be a great cheerleader to help you. Knowing all kinds of great work outs to help you, and finding useful tasks for you to do at the sanctuary. Not to mention he knows how to cook, and is more than happy to show you how as well. He is also a nice reminder that you can still be healthy will looking chubby. Heâs made of heavy muscle. Muscle isnât tense twenty four seven. That squishy is deadly. Itâll make losing weight a bit scary though. Youâll be developing muscle as you lose weight, so the number on the scale wonât really move. Donât worry. Muscle burns a lot since you need a lot of calories to keep it. You are in safe hands. You need to trust the process. It takes time. Youâll do it! Charlie knows it!
Percy
Heâs not a jock. He doesnât work out like crazy. Especially not like his siblings. But he does know how to cook. Every Weasley does. Eating healthier and cleaner is exteremly important. Most of weight loss relies on being under a calorie number. Thatâs, unfortunately, the harder parts to. So Percy will be more than happy to do a bunch of reading on the topic. To do his best to figure out the best meals for the day. To help trade out snacks for healthier alternatives. Itâll also give him a good excuse to try and repair the bond with his family. Practicing and learning family recipes. Thatâs so nice
Fred & George
They run a joke shop full of candy, sweets, and pastries. Needless to say itâs a binge eaters worst nightmare. Thatâs going to cause so many trials and tribulation. The smells and scents, the new recipes, itâs just hell. They want to help so much, but they are shop owners. Not like they just take it all off the shelves. Itâs truly going to be a test that you will fail, many times, but they will be there to pick up the pieces. Theyâll be there for every crying session you have after you finish off so much that you feel inhuman. Theyâll even use this as an excuse to try and invent new sweets that can be healthier. Children deserve to eat healthier too. Some kids are victims of obesity and need help. Diet culture makes them think they are bigger than they actually are. So to have healthier sweet alternatives helps everyone. Your struggles will be what help kids feel better. Theyâll be more than happy to find alternatives to help. You wonât be treated as âdifferentâ for needing to diet. You wonât feel like a burden because you need to eat different. Being a kid is being happy and whimsical. And by god they will help you make eating fun again! And help you through that toxic relationship with it!
Ron
He can be the one person that understands the relationship dynamic of food. Sure he has a high metabolism, and is constantly working out, but that doesnât mean he doesnât know how eating can just make everything feel better. Food can feel good, but it can also feel so damn bad. He knows that feeling. He knows that pain. He knows that horrible dance. He gets it, and knows itâs not as easy as just âeating lessâ as everyone says. Itâs not that easy. He knows. He knows you are trying your damn best, and heâs going to remind you that you have made successful steps. That because you relapse doesnât make you any less of a person. Everyone falls down. The fact you get up again is what matters. He gets it, and will help you. You two can do it. TOGETHER
Ginny
As the youngest sheâs seen her siblings trial and tribulations. As the saying goes âthe oldest does everything the youngest shouldnâtâ and learns not to do that. She also over all has more life experience than people give her credit for. She understands that you are struggling, and is more than happy to help. Have you train with her before her quidditch seasons, and just try and make things fun. Just like her siblings ya gotta make it fun. Sheâs got that high energy spirit that will help you stay active. Morning runs, yoga, dancing, she has an energetic lifestyle that will help you be more active. Even if you both stay home all day. Her energy is infectious, and itâll help motivate you to move more. Sheâs got your back, and has so many health programs to let you use. Sheâs a professional quidditch player. Everyone needs a specific diet plan for their needs. Especially since everyone works a different part. A seeker needs a different diet compared to a beater. Sheâs gonna help you, and her quidditch team has your back all the same. You wonât face this alone
#harry potter#hp#bill Weasley#Charlie Weasley#Percy Weasley#Fred Weasley#George Weasley#Fred and George#Weasley twins#Fred and George Weasley#Ron Weasley#Ginny Weasley#Weasley siblings#bill weasley x reader#charlie weasley x reader#percy weasley x reader#fred weasley x reader#george weasley x reader#ron weasley x reader#ginny weasley x reader#diet culture#bingedisorder#weight loss#i need to lose so much weight#i want to lose weight#tw weight#projecting#weight loss goals#Iâm being vulnerable but I hope that helps others#you arenât alone
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