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Task Eleven → Intro & Connections
Welcome to our first mandatory task! As I’m sure you have all heard me wax poetic about by now, this task has been created with the intention of helping you all connect better to your fellow writers, and to give you and your partners a head start when it comes to plotting and coming up with connections for your characters. Below you will find a list of plot and connection ideas to help you get started. Now, let me explain the task at hand.
Firstly, treat this like you might do an intro post.
Using the template below as a guide (you can set it out any way you wish, this is just to help you get started) each player must create a post detailing things they are looking for for their characters. There are suggestions in the template for what other things may be useful to include. Anything that is required is marked in bold with an asterisk*. I would then like this post to be pinned to the top of your character blog, or added in some way to your current pinned post, so it is easily accessible to all players. It is up to you if you link it in your theme.
For each character you should have a minimum of 3 connection types, and a further 3 fleshed out plot ideas you are looking for. The more specific you are, the better, but I understand that sometimes a vague title is enough. If there is a plot you really want for your character, put it here! The people need to know.
If you have multiple characters you do not need to fill this out for all of them immediately, but should all be completed by the end of next month. Start with your characters that have less connections when in doubt. Please note that your connections should be varied, and not all focus on shipping and romance, in order to get a good range to work within.
I’m borrowing one of Paige’s as an example of a more fleshed out connections & intro post [here]. This one by Claire is also in depth [here]. I know a few of you have similar posts already but please take the time to make a new post for this task so I can reblog it to @redwoodhollowreview and make sure to tag the blog as well!
Please tag your posts with #happiestplacetask and #happiestplacetask11 so everyone can see. This task is mandatory and will be reblogged.
TEMPLATE
Character Information*
Brief outline about your character, as formal or informal as you like.* Can be paragraphs or bullet points. Include Name, Age & Occupation
Outline of their personality & how they vibe with others.
Anything that you think is important about their past or present that will affect plotting.
A link to their bio on the main, or a more in depth description of their history if you want.
Wanted Connections*
Connection 1
Connection 2
Connection 3
Another? 👀
Wanted Plots / Plot Ideas*
Plot Bunny Number 1 - Short Description, 1 paragraph. You can link inspo posts if you have any.
Plot Bunny Number 2
Plot Bunny Number 3
Taken Connections (like Naomi’s post [here])
Connection 1 e.g. The Best Friend, Name, Info about connection
Connection 2 e.g. The Enemy, Name, Info etc.
If you think a connection is important or may help connect your characters to other characters through mutuals, this is an excellent way to go.
Other
One character from the open tag [here] you would like to see taken / added to the Most Wanted page*
One Character you want to see a bio for in relation to this specific character
Plot Ideas
Plot ideas should be fleshed, giving specifics of ideas you’ve had for your character that you want to play out but haven’t found someone to write them with yet. For example, they can be as simple as a thread idea (Muses visiting IKEA) to something more long term (Muses are mortal enemies but have to pretend they’re best friends in order to progress in their job).
[helpersofindie masterlist of plot/ connections masterlists]
[The Plot Masterlist Tag]
[More idea masterlists by winterhelps]
Connection Ideas
Childhood Best Friends / High School Best Friends
Colleagues (current or former)
Neighbours
Roommates
Ex Partners - on good terms, or bad terms
Ex Friends - on good terms, or bad terms
Mortal Enemies
Tinder / Grinder Match / Old One Night Stand
Previously been through a traumatic experience together
Previously been through an amazing experience together
The one person that just really, really gets on their nerves
The secret crush
Their school bully
Confidant
Role model
Classmates
Ride or Die
One part of a wider friend group
Secret Friends
Cousins / Aunts / Uncles / Related through marriage
Friends because their parents, siblings or grandparents are friends
Attend a club together such as bowling, swimming or yoga
First Kiss
Childhood Crush
Publicity Partner
Someone they hired either recently or in the past
Frenemies
Rivals - in the same field of work, in a club like swimming, in a group of friends, over the same love interest
Share a secret - they share a secret and both are always on edge the other will tell the secret
Study Buddies / Tutor
Have mutual friends - they either do or don’t get a long
Babysitter
Thanks to [Connections Masterlist] by shroyers for some of the inspo, [iridcscenceq] and [Character Connections] by activisthelps for more ideas.
If you need any help with this task or just want some help coming up with ideas, don’t hesitate to ask me!
Please like this post once you have read it !!
#disney rp#disney roleplay#lsrpg#ouat rp#fairytale rp#town rp#mystery rp#happiestplacetask#happiestplacetask11#did i proof read this? absolutely not
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"Katniss did so little for Peeta"
What the hell!!!
She wanted die for him! Kill for him! Accepted be the Mockingjay to save him!
When he came back brainwashed and hating her, the girl was literally suicidal! And when he got better, a single conversation with him made her get out of her depressive state and start living again!
How this is little?!!!
#what you guys want from her???#the trilogy isn't a proof enough#i am so fucking done with those Peeta stans#everlark#she gave absolutely everything#Peeta Mellark#katniss everdeen#seriously people need to stop to read MJ I took every single word as true#Katniss is traumatized#and hopeless#of course she would be fatalist#she wanted die people#her “cruelty” against hijack!Peeta wasn't never this serious#They were being mean with each other#she never literally hate him as she claim#why did she kiss and hug a guy she hates???#and then marry him#sex with him#children with him#and even confirm she loves him#Katniss Everdeen
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Movies) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes & Steve Rogers Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers Additional Tags: Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Steve Rogers's Birthday, Steve Rogers Needs a Hug, Implied/Referenced Character Death, Pre-Serum Steve Rogers, Grief/Mourning Series: Part 3 of Steve's birthday, through the years Summary:
It's July 1937, and Sarah Rogers has been dead for nine months. Steve doesn't want to celebrate his birthday, or anything else for that matter. Bucky has a different plan.
#captain america#steve rogers#bucky barns#fanfic#marvel#happy birthday fic#asa writes#ponderings and musings#did i frantically write 60% of this today because executive dysfunction + chronic fatigue + chronic pain is hell?#yes#once again it isn't beta'd it isn't proof read i didn't even get a chance to give it a once over!!!!#ao3 continues to be a liar and it was absolutely posted on july 4th
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VINDICATION
#living la vida valerie#literally got the cc’d-to-7-others-as-proof-of-how-bad-contractor-is-at-her-job email#where the accountant finally admitted that my paperwork is actually correct#(lol for her not admitting that her calculations that I should follow were absolutely wrong)#dw I added pictures with arrow to prove it so she can’t get away with that at least#the contractor IS good at job pls and ty give me my money thx#feels good to single handedly nullify a 6page report that keeps saying how bad I am at math when in fact#I was correct the entire time#I was so mad when I got that 6pg attachment and an email that summed up as#lol you are doing it wrong read this report and the handbook again#they did the -we need a contractor-department meeting- and literally no one is bringing this up anymore#I have extra work tonight because I need to resubmit 3 months of invoices but this is just the asking for money paper so I’m ok with this
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Okay so basically the United States MINT of all people is going to be working with DC to make a line of coins! These coins sadly won't be in circulation (the things I would do to live in a world where I could get Batman coins from the supermarket) as they're collectors coins, but will be releasing over the course of the next 3 years, 2025-2027.
Designs haven't been released yet (the same is true for all 2025 designs) but we know there will be 9 coins in total (3 each year) with the first year featuring (of course!!!) Superman, Batman, and Wonder Woman.
Although we know the first three heroes to be featured, the remaining six have yet to be decided, and it turns out the Mint is putting out a survey on their site to gauge which of a group of culturally significant heroes people want to see most! (link to the form is mentioned in the article above)
The considered group includes: Supergirl, the Flash, Green Arrow, Black Canary, Captain Marvel, John Stewart GL, Aquaman, Hawkman, Jamie Reyes BB, Robin (Damian?), Cyborg, and Batgirl, of which 6 will be selected.
As someone who does a bit of coin collecting myself (mainly circulation coins like the quarters sets, but I also have a couple proof and collectors coins) I think this is a really cool and interesting idea that showcases the history of the comics medium and these characters and their influence on American culture. Really excited to wait and see what the designs look like for the coins already announced!
#ABSOLUTELY INSANE TO ME#sorry just. only thing that could make this crazier is if these were circulating. i would fucking die actually lmao#i mean you could buy something with one of these legally but like youre an idiot if you do that so likeeee#someone showing up with the solid gold superman collector coin and its only legally worth a dollar lmao#not that someone would do this but future generations/archeologists finding a coin in some ruins and it just has like. batman on it#amazing to me#also just the transition from us currency having all fake people (lady liberty some random native american guy etc.) and then going to real#people and presidents then expanding that to honor people that they believe should be honored (think the harriet tubman coin set right now)#and representing beauty and innovation and culture through representation of the states#only through that lens to swing back around and have fake people on the coins again in the form of the freaking dc trinity. insane to me#no one ever gets me when im nerding out over coins its okay. at least its not postage stamps (i actually do have some special postage stamps#its like 1 sheet though it was for the 2017 eclipse and the image changes from totality to the moon with the heat of your finger theyre so#cool okay) anyways i like dont really know that much abt coins lol i originally saw a post abt this on reddit 💀 lol and had to check this#was real which is insane. anyways my dad got my all my coin stuff ive got a proof set from the year i was born albums to hold the 50 states#and national parks (america the beautiful but its 90% natl park designs lets be honest here) quarter collections as i find them irl#(dont have an album for us women yet sadly but do have some of the coins) as well as a few dimes and other circulation albums i havent used#much. and then i have a few collectibles like the hubble telescope $1 coin the 50th anniversary apollo 11 one and the 2021 anniversary peace#dollar. though like not the gold ones or anything like that lol but yeah. i talk abt coins every once and a while with friends and i know#things but then my dad is in the car and its like nevermind lol.#also put a ? after damian's name bc theres a chance it could be dick and they just used the wrong picture. because some of the character#bios had names but his didnt and seemed very dick grayson (acrobatics mention “batman's partner” etc) but not so specfic exclude either one#and the pick was damian. but then the ollie pick was goateeless for some reason so who knows#culturally dick is more important but dami is current so idk#dc comics#blah#ive really been learning so much today. first all in announcement and subsequent leaks and now this. what a ride#also love how im anticipating and know future comics things lol. when did that happen haha. ive really transitioned from only reading back#issues and never knowing current events to following a lot of releases lol and somehow finding out about the freaking coin collection...#crazy how that happens#cant scroll up at that first image without losing it a bit still actually. what a world we live in. anyways take your bets who is gonna be
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#the thing is. you should believe survivors#also my ex after we broke up tried to go to half of our mutual friend and tell them horrifying stories of abuse he was dealing with#it wasn't even planned smearing campain (I don't think it's his style). he was truly hurt. some things really di happened. some even#happened the way he told it. and some were blowed to 'I went to work with bruises every day' (he was grabbed by hand by other partner once#and had bruises because he was so white-skinned he bruised like from touch)#or how I forced him to live with other man that hated him and turned his life to hell (he forgot to mention that it was my disabled brother#he flew away from our abusive mother as soon as he turned 18 and I gave him shelter. after asking partners to consider this seriously#because it's big commitment. I also stated several times that I'm willing to move out with him if it's unpleasant. also this 'living hell'#was him ignoring my partner completely after he yelled on him several times because as he said he didn't ran away from home#to suffer yelling again)#so yeah. it didn't work that time because my friend actually know everything from me long before my ex came to them#they nodded politely and never talked to him again#but it lingers. and it majes me look really critically at any call out or accusation.#person could be really hurt. really harmed even. and still there could be biases or misunderstanding or any human messiness#it sounds like girl had a horrifying experience. it also looks like she kept illusion of being fully on board and loving it.#was it believably? or he just didn't care#did he pick her because she was young and inexperienced? or because she told him she's interested in bdsm?#did he tried to help her when she was in bad place? or was he calculatingly buying her silence?#was he creepy or was he awkward?#honestly I don't know even... what kind of proofs you can get there#like we have her statement. we have objective thing — texts and vids. we can have Gaiman own statement#so what if he will repeat what stated in messages: it was consensual she literally wrote what she want me to do etc#believe survivors. what if everything she told is true too. but also what in messages are true too#what if she was scared and hurt and also told him yes and more and please master. because people are complicated#would he accused of not reading her mind? would there be charges on not checking enough. HOW WRAP MY MIND AROUND IT#like it's all is ne genuinely trying to understand what's next and how it could be wrapped at all#for the record: even if it was absolutely 💯 consensual and girl like completely lying about everything etc#he's still clearly fucked up and things were messy for a lot of reasons. it's bad!#but there's difference between 'it was rape or coercion' and 'it was poorly planned affair and he should've be more considerate of partners#feelings'. and in any way. hope that girl gets help
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This is so random but like
I know he isn't, but Geprge looks like he's being tkled here and I cannot get over it.
okay like I said I've had this ss saved for so long bc I wanted to rant about it and then got distracted by a million other things but YOU ARE THE BEST FOR BRINGING IT UP <33333
(i found a random clip on youtube of this moment you can see here!)
like.....this is literally just them fighting and hitting each other with the stuffed spider man bUt LIKE?!!?!?!?
in the clip the spider man was stuck under george's arm. like, what if that in itself tkled??? and when dream tries to pull it out, it tks more, which is why his arm is immediately just pressed to his body??? he wants it out of there RIGHT NOW but he can't bring himself to lift his arm!!!
dream would catch on right away too - he'd see how george's arm slammed down the minute the plushie went under his arm and he'd know. and like......if ur a lil unhinged like me, you'll notice dream's left hand on george's back.....almost as if his fingers were digging into his back ribs.....
and...his right hand isn't visible but it's somewhere in the vicinity of where the plushie is under george's arm..... it's almost like....his hand could potentially be stuck under there as well.....oh no....... (:
queue extreme gogy cackles and intense squirms. and it's so quick too! he just does it for a second bc they're live and he doesn't want to actually embarrass george (yet). so he lingers for a second too long, but only long enough for george to realize that dream knows exactly what just happened and it wasn't just coincidental hand placements
my favorite part of this thing too is sap behind the two. his lil knowing smile, bc sap was the first to actually tk the hell out of george and knew how sensitive the poor lil kitten was!!!!! so his lil smirk just takes me the heck out, he is just so happy to watch dream find george's weakness
and you can bet after stream sap showed dream some things he learned from being alone with george in london (annnnnnnd he shows george some things he's learned from living with dream as well 😇)
#lee!george#ler!dream#ler!sapnap#rxsahgrce#asks#i did not proof read this i am so sorry#i adore this sm#i just....love george getting tkled to death tbh#and dream being soft about it on live but absolutely wrecking him after#and the idea of sap showing both of them things about each other#also!!!!!#i dont think ive said it here before BUT#my eyebrows are super expressive and do that thing that georges do#and the first time i saw george do it i was so hype bc i HATED when i did it bc i cant help it obvi but when he does it its SO CUTE#and so now i dont hate it as much#everyone say thanks lee george#but yeah anyways#i love this so much#mushie concepts / hcs#mcyt tickle
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The wilder experience on tumblr is reading a batshit insane take or seeing someone act like a little bitch in the notes and you check their bio because you don't want to fight with a teenager and then they have "in their 30s" in there like girl... my dude... honestly go out, join a club of whatever and get yourself some real life human interaction and maybe even some friends. Perhaps join an actual yoga class instead of pulling muscles with your online reaches
#sometimes it is very very obvious if and why people don't have friends#and i am very sorry but in those cases they absolutely need to chabge their behaviour because they are always ridiculous#and probably read too many books that told them that they are perfect and people who don't like them are evil#no man some of you just act like bitches and if you don't break the cycle you will get worse#anyway#like a true grown up i did not directly call them out#no i am just making a post about it and who knows maybe the people it's about will see it one day#then they can proof me right by sending me some hatemail
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me pounding on the doors of the white tower basement looking for show!gawyn
#i need him!!!#just my luck that he is the one completely leak-proof character of the entire show (except for that 1 script so we Know he'll be there!)#gawyn trakand#wot#the wheel of time#he is the absolute only character whose casting i'm really on tenterhooks for#everyone else either a) i met in the show first b) casting had been announced before i started reading or shortly afterwards#or c) i don't care about them so am not pressed to find out who's playing them#but gawyn!! i must know!! how did you longtime readers handle this for ALL characters before s1 started
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some of you need to learn to be less personally offended by writers saying “canon is just the things that explicitly happen in the show/book/movie”
#can’t believe i’m defending n*il g*iman i don’t even like the guy’s books and i have a tumblr vendetta against him#i genuinely don’t know much about him as a person except that he married am*nda p*lmer and therefore has extremely questionable judgment#so despite how much this website loves to throw the term parasocial around i have no parasocial attachment to him i just care about facts#but i just read two blog posts of his (including a pre-tumblr one)#that people linked as ‘proof’ of him being homophobic to aziraphale/crowley shippers before the tv show came out#and they were literally just. completely reasonable posts saying ‘the text of the book does not say that they’re in a relationship#and things i say online or in interviews should not be taken as canon and neither should popular fan interpretations’#i think people were mad because he phrased it as ‘making things up’? but in context it clearly wasn’t meant as an insult#it was just a way to differentiate ‘things that are explicitly in the text’ and ‘things that you have to use your imagination for’#at no point did he say anything bad about shippers he just said that it wasn’t textual canon in the book. which is objectively true lol#and even then the more recent post was like ‘it’s not book canon but tv canon is different’ like he literally was supporting it lmao#idk maybe i’m not offended bc i’m not a shipper#but i really think you’ve gotta read those posts in the absolute worst faith possible to interpret them as homophobic/anti-shipper
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oh my fucking GOD i’ve finished writing this fanfic update. is it actually the LAST chapter like i wanted it to be? no! is it huge? yes! will i edit it sensibly to make it less huge and more readable? absolutely won’t do any of that. can i barely remember how to post an update on ao3? hell yeah. amazing. my spirits are undampenable.
#i wanted to post fanfic again before my birthday and i did it bitch!#or i will have done it once i proof read this motherfucking#mammoth-ass chapter#i say complaining about a problem that is my fault#lol eat my ass tho depression and stress you can only prevent my slutty little fanfic crimes for so long#fanfic#writing#molly ringwald's evil dead haunted house#the absolute comedy of how long this fic has haunted me
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i have such a bad habit of clicking on the 'add to dictionary' button to get my autocorrect to Leave so now my autocorrect just AutoCorrects to misspellings i've made before and thats.... just very me
#it just did it with shakespearean#and it always does it with absolutely#am i ever gonna proof read tho?#probably not
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#idk why i thought it would be different this time#im an absolute idiot. im too fucking stupid to comprend all this shit#'maybe my professors will know how to help me' they never tell me shit. they havent helped me at all. i feel so stupid every correction#no matter how much i read or what i watch its like i cant understand anything#i used to love programming!!! i used to actually know what i was doing!!!!! when did i become so stupid!!!!#should i aak for help from someone else? probably! but i dont want them to know how much of an idiot i am#just kidding. i know all my friends know how stupid i am. doesnt mean i dont want them to give them even more proof of that#nor bother them either tbh. why should they have to waste time because im a fucking idiot?#im. such a disappointment#i dont want to do this anymore#every monday is just me going to that stupid class and see how dumb i am compared to everyone else. so pathetic#how did i even manage to pass all my classes? how do i only have my thesis left?#part of me wants to abandon everything but what would i do then? look for a job?#im an idiot and a horrible artist where the hell would i get a job? not like finishing my thesis would change that but. yknow#im so scared. for real how did it end up like this?#everyday i feel more stupid. i remember less. my body hurts a little more each day for reasons unknown#i dont understand how others have any expectation of me#i cant talk to others because everytime i have tried to express any worry i instantly get a joke or mock in reply#im so tired of everything#haunted.txt
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I know a lot of people don't like their favorite series getting sequels with wild lore but let me say with all my fucking chest I wish Genrex got multiple series and lore like Ben 10 I wish we got all that wild fucking bullshit too.
#genrex#Give me 'evil Rex' beyond Mind Games purley for the fact I think Rex is the one protag who would legitimately just instantly beat the shit#out of his 'evil' version without any surprise or bullshit he'd be like Hey jackass and then hit his evil version in the face with a hammer#But we already got the Consortium out of left field and canon proof interdimensional travel is possible in Genrex#AND in one of the comics BK sent the Pack to get shit from Ben's universe#I wish we got more just absolute bullshit that makes people read the wiki and go what the fuck like I just did with Ben 10 lore#I think it'd be funny.
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Also, if you have not heard the amazing news that Fanny's live performances from Beat-Club in 1971 and 1972 are going to finally be released for the first time on CD and vinyl later this year (in June, 2024), you can pre-order them via RealGoneMusic!
#Fanny band#classic rock#1971#1972#I AM PRE-ORDERING THAT CD ASAPPPPPPPP#sorry I didn't link to the vinyl. although very very cool I don't trust RealGoneMusic to do Fanny's music justice on vinyl#because I already have the proof that 'Fanny Hill' which is a WHOPPER of an album sounded incredibly weak on vinyl from RealGoneMusic :(#and the Beat-Club performances that Fanny did in both '71 and '72 absolutely CANNOT sound weak or it'll be unlistenable#and those performances are a religious experience. so to make them unlistenable is...completely unacceptable.#however I've at least read that CDs from RealGoneMusic are supposed to sound good/way better than their vinyl so I have hope!!!#but also I need those songs to put on my mp3 player anyway. for my mental health you see. so as long as I have the songs somehow...
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tw: self harm and SA talk
headcannon that andrew takes up writing as a coping mechanism and actually turns out to be really fucking good at it
as the trial approaches, andrew’s arms begin to itch. the horrors he experienced are going to be torn apart in front of a jury, and he’s going to have to testify in front of a full courtroom about things he almost killed himself to hide.
neil knows andrew is struggling. he barely speaks, he barely eats, he’s missing class, and he dissociates through practice. it had crossed neil’s mind that andrew was close to breaking, and he supported andrew however he allowed it. a week before the trial, andrew’s nearly vibrating with the urge. he suddenly unsheathes his knives and hands them handle first to neil, his voice icy as he says, “hide them.”
so neil does. andrew wears them in public, but as soon as they get back to the dorm, andrew hands his knives over. neil always hides them. makes sure andrew eats and drinks water. makes sure he’s not falling behind on school. runs his fingers through andrew’s hair and rubs behind his ears when andrew drops his head onto neil’s stomach.
andrew brings it up in therapy, and bee and him brainstorm new coping mechanisms. andrew used cutting to take back control of his body; of his hurt, his physical pain. it grounded him. bee suggests writing to take back control of his brain, of his emotions, since that’s what’s been bothering him. the memories. the waiting.
andrew scoffs when he hears it at first, but agrees to try, almost out of humor. but that night, with the memory of the smell of his sheets at cass’s house stuck in his nose, he chainsmokes until the smell of the first bedroom he felt comfortable in is replaced with smoke. he opens a new journal and writes until his hand cramps. he writes about the sweet smell of hyacinths and powdery dryer sheets, the dichotomy of something so sweet being tainted by such horrifying events. how the ugliest lies are disguised in floral and the beautiful, freeing truths are wrapped in sooty, acrid smoke.
when he first read it back, it sounded like shit. there was no rhythm. it wasn’t enjoyable to read. it wasn’t supposed to be. he distantly thinks he should tear it up and shove it deep in the trash can where nobody else can see the remains. but he doesn’t. he pours over it, scribbling over the pages and replacing words, restructuring sentences so it flows better, mumbling to himself to see how the stanza feels on his tongue. when he’s done, the page looks abused and as angry as he is.
he rewrites it cleanly on the next page, the finished product. it’s easier to read without all the scribbles and angry, scratchy pen. the tension in his chest has eased. he didn’t remember when that happened, but he can breathe a little better. as he rereads it, he huffs a bitter laugh. him, “the monster,” the one who ruins everything, creating something with the same hands that almost killed four men. putting pen to paper and creating. all his life, he’d been fighting, ruining, maiming, and here he is, reading the product of something he felt… vaguely proud of.
his brows furrow. he turns to a blank page. he repeats the process with that thought.
the destroyer. the creator.
#like he’d be SO good#with his memory too??? he knows some GOOD words#his writing is so grotesque and sometimes uncomfortable#it would make you squeamish#but that’s how the FEELING feels and he will write it how he feels it goddamn it#he would leave absolutely nothing to the imagination#he does not allow you to question the meaning of the poem. you will read it and know EXACTLY what he is saying#he is not vague and he uses the nastiest metaphors to force you to feel the feeling#he knows so many facts#he has so many good metaphors#i can imagine him feeling a bit weightless once he finishes#he finally has something cathartic. a physical proof of his feelings. like “i exist and so does the little boy i was never allowed to be”#he can perfect it#put his feelings to words as explicitly as he wants to#and then just. close the journal. and begin to heal#he writes some of the most BEAUTIFUL POETRY about neil#like neil knew he had been writing but never asked. he knew andrew would share when he was ready; if he ever DID want to share#and neil has a really bad day sometime in the future and andrew just slides the journal over#he leaves the room and comes back when he hears neil sniffling over the poem he wrote about him#it is so pure and sweet#he publishes a poetry book under a pseudonym and it honestly pops the fuck off. he never tells anyone tho#i need to stop or i’ll be here ALL DAY#andrew minyard#tfc#neil josten#all for the game#the foxhole court#aftg
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