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wojosubahjaldinahiuthti · 2 years ago
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he's a 10 but he's also desi, loves listening to my non-stop chattering, dances with me in the rain on tum se hi, takes me on dates to sarojini nagar, eats golgappe with me on the side of the road, lets me do his eyeliner and buys me earrings
so he's obviously gonna be my husband
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tumharebhen · 2 years ago
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Are you gonna feed me samosas while my mehendi is drying ?
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aadhinagony · 2 years ago
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The only thing as romantic as tainted glory is untainted love
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moonage-daydreamy · 2 months ago
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lunam et te. duos amantes
i just saw the transation online and Y'ALL IT MEANS 'moon and you. two lovers'. that's beautiful and exactly the kind of thing that i would like to get tattooed someday. thank you so much anon for sending this in T_T . i hope my blog is as pretty for you as this quote
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w-intent · 5 months ago
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peaceishim · 5 months ago
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The one who loves the moon, still loves it when it is not in the sky, when it might not be in front of their eyes. The love is still there.
-A.S.
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soul-from-another-era · 4 months ago
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deeeaahh · 9 months ago
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madridfangirl · 2 months ago
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I'm taking you home NOW!
(Jude Bellingham one-shot)
Summary: Jude sees his girlfriend at a club, tries to control himself as he watches her have the time of her life, but ultimately decides to take the matter in his own hands.
Inspired from an anon request.
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Impromptu plans with the team was not a frequent occurrence for Jude. Their schedules just didn’t allow that.
So when the training was cancelled for the next morning and the team was wrapping up from Courtois’ documentary release event, a smaller (younger) group decided to extend the festivities of the night. 
That’s how they ended up in the private section of a high-end club in Madrid. It had a separate entrance, separate kitchen and a whole separate floor for the more ‘esteemed’ guests. With a tinted glass wall separating them from the section below. The glass was see-through from their side - they could enjoy the atmosphere outside but still be hidden from outside view, keeping their privacy intact. 
They had arrived late and the place was already buzzing. Music at high-decibels, along with the energy and vibe. 
As they waited for their large table to be set up, Jude looked through the glass at the upbeat scenes on the dance floor. The place was fairly crowded, yet no one seemed to mind. The DJ was top-notch, pausing the music in the middle to get people to sing along. Rallying them into stadium-like Mexican-waves. Taking their requests. Getting them to dedicate songs to each other. The mood was lit AF.
Just when he was about to turn around to find a seat, his eyes landed on a red dress. A very familiar fitted red dress. On a very familiar body.
The girl had his back to him, leaning over the counter to get the attention of the fit bartender amidst all the noise and crowd.
Once he noticed her, the bartender leaned even closer, trying to make out the drink she was asking for. That went on for a good while, and he finally grinned at her, pulling out the tequila glasses.
Jude was frozen in his spot. He didn’t need her to turn around to know that it was his girlfriend that the bartender was entertaining. That back, those curves, that hair, that ass, those legs - he could pick her out of a line-up in his sleep. And that dress. He had bought that fucking body-hugging dress for her. Something he hadn’t seen her in yet. Until now. 
He was too occupied to hear his teammates calling him from behind. Ultimately, Cama had to come over & smack his arm to get his attention. Before he could follow Jude’s line of sight, the boy recovered quickly, an impeccable smile donning his face. Most of the seats were already taken up. Jude had to find one with a clear view of the floor. So he had to manoeuvre (practically manhandle) Fran away from a corner seat, plopping next to Brahim. A confused looking Fran walking away to find another spot. 
What the fuck was she still doing at the counter? How long does it take to pour a fucking tequila shot? How was this guy a professional?
Maybe he’s taking it slow on purpose.
The bastard.
He craned his neck to get a better view. The guy was holding out salt & lemon in front of her, as she downed her shot. Smiling widely when she appeared to thank him. Jude nearly puked at the sight.
He felt a smack on his arm again, turning around to see Brahim waving the drinks menu in his face.
‘Whatever you’re having.’
He quickly dismissed the interruption & turned around, but she was gone. And the bartender was gone.
Before his mind could run wild, he thankfully placed her making her way through the crowd to the rest of her group, falling happily into her roommate’s arms as she lost her balance. Roma steadied her, and the girls giggled along like maniacs.
Yeah, she was drunk. Pissed drunk. And Jude knew how silly & carefree she got when she was so out of it. But at least she was with Roma, and a couple of other girls Jude could recognise from her pics. Looked like a fun girls night.
They had missed quite a few because work had been super hectic. Even this morning she was certain it would be a long night in office. But looked like something opened up for them as well. 
Good for her. She deserved to let her hair down once in a while. And paint the town red.
If only she could do that with him.
Once his profile shot through the roof since the world cup, and especially since the swashbuckling move to Madrid, Jude had been craving the everyday things he used to be able to do earlier. Like chilling at public places - clubs, cafes, amusement parks - without causing a stampede.
And since she had come into his life, the craving to go out & do regular couple stuff had intensified manifolds. But they had kept their relationship private, wanting to avoid the madness that would come from people getting to know. He couldn’t even take her out for a nice meal - some camera somewhere was always catching him. People constantly filming on their phones, even in the private sections sometimes.
Watching her live freely right now made his heart full - like he was living vicariously through her.
But it also made him ache - wanting to join her & be a normal 20 year old boy. To put his arms around her in a way that leaves no doubt that she was taken. If only he could have that once, just once.
The need to have her dance like that with him, swaying her hips against his body, was physically painful. Not that he was much of a dancer but he knew she’d make it work. Maybe he could throw a small party at his house, invite a few teammates who didn’t have a loose mouth and could keep a secret. And who had girlfriends / partners. Brahim & Fede could be good options. Yeah - he’d try to convince her. They could all dress up & have some fun together. Like regular young couples.
While his mind concocted all these wishful plans, he subconsciously downed every drink Brahim put in front of him. On to his fourth one now. In less than 15 mins.
‘You may wanna slow down, buddy.’
No response.
‘Jude.’
No response.
Jude had not turned his face fully, to not draw attention, but his eyes were still focused on her through his peripheral vision. He had been casually turning around and nodding in the middle to appear interested, but mentally he wasn’t present.
‘Boss might drop you in the next game. For Ceballos.’
Still no response.
Brahim laughed & elbowed him in the ribs.
‘Owww what the fuck?’
‘Who is she & where is she?’
‘What? I don’t understand.’
‘Yeah, cut the crap. Someone has clearly caught your attention. Now who’s the one?’
Brahim rose from his seat to try to look behind Jude’s frame but Jude caught him & pulled him down. Others looked at them curiously but Jude just laughed it off, saying he was drunk. They bought it; they were drunk too.
But not Brahim. He was a tanker.
‘Don’t.’
Jude gritted out slowly. 
‘Oh boy - you know her from before don’t you?’
Who the fuck made him this smart in such matters? He wished one of the other boys were there instead - they would have laughed it off with ‘I bet she’s hot’ or something. 
But not Brahim. He caught on. He observed as Jude shifted uncomfortably in his seat, trying to make a decision. It was like watching a golden retriever attempting to do trigonometry. 
Brahim laughed. Jude narrowed his eyes at him. The group called for another round of shots, still oblivious.
‘What’s funny?’
‘Your pathetic cover up.’
‘Oh shut up.’
Jude gulped his 5th drink - he wasn’t even sure which mix it was.
‘I…it’s complicated, mate.’
Brahim’s face softened. 
‘Hey, it’s fine. Don’t need to say anything. Let’s talk when you are ready.’
Jude wanted to. Talking to someone on the team would really help. They were the only ones who would get it. Maybe he could get some useful advice on how to handle the public aspect of the relationship. Brahim was just the guy for it.
But, not now. His mind was too scattered with her thoughts now to have this deep conversation.
‘Thanks.’
Brahim smiled & nodded softly.
‘Must be a special lady.’
Jude smiled back. 
‘But seriously, get a hold of yourself if you don’t want others to notice.’
The boys grinned at each other.
Jude turned to admire his special lady once more, who was waving to the music happily. A big smile on her face. Making her look all the more beautiful. The red looked gorgeous on her - the dress, the heels, the ruby lips. 
He couldn’t wait for the night to be over so he could take her home. 
With that thought, he let her be. And went back to his mates. For real this time.
Next 30 mins passed peacefully. 
And then, the DJ decided to screw with Jude. By playing salsa tracks. A romantic dance. A partner dance.
The floor cleared quickly and only the couples remained, dancing to the fast tunes in a close embrace. And, just as his luck would have it, he saw his girlfriend emerge on the floor with Roma, both giggling uncontrollably.
The girls held each other close, and started dancing like the other couples, taking turns on leading their partner.
Jude could’t take his eyes off Ananya. His breath hitched when he saw her spinning & shimmying & dipping in that atrociously tight dress, which kept inching up her thighs with her highly paced moves. She didn’t even notice. But he did. And he knew other guys around her would notice too.
If only he could build a shield around her. A barrier which no one could see past. 
If only he could hold her tight and be the person she was dancing so sensually with. Separating her from the crowd, their wandering eyes and sweaty bodies.
Unaware of how she was torturing her boyfriend, Ananya kept dancing like her life depended on it.   Swaying in sync with the beats, drawing attention to her firm round butt. 
Jude looked down at his pants, as if willing his body to behave. And counted back from 100 to 1 to not do something stupid. Like walking over to her right now.
She’d probably murder him, but at least this torture would end.
Just when he thought it couldn’t get any worse, the music moved to lifts. The couples followed the beats, and the men lifted their partners off the ground in a variety of moves.
The girls obviously couldn’t do that. And Jude breathed a sigh of relief. But it was too soon.
An ugly, disgusting asshole approached Ananya, offering his sweaty, small hand to be her partner. She obviously refused, like Jude knew she would. But that split second was enough for Jude to lose his shit.
The longer that pig stayed around her, not getting the clear no, the harder Jude gripped his glass. Brahim covered for his friend, knowing he was out of it right now. 
The girls smartly decided to move to their table. Where their bags were. And Jude took the opportunity to dial her immediately. 
He saw her pull out her phone and smile adorably when she saw it was him calling. Both moved away from their tables, making excuses, finding a corner in their respective sections. His eyes still firmly following her.
‘Heyy babyy.’
She slurred on the line, while blowing kisses through the phone. Jude was unmoved.
‘A bra would have been nice with this dress.’
It hit her like a bucket of cold water.
‘Erm….what?’
She looked around rapidly, the movement making her head spin.
‘Especially if you intended to dance like that.’
She didn’t know if this was real or if she was hallucinating.
‘How did…where are you?’
‘Look up - straight ahead.’
She did. It looked like plain glass but she could make out enough lights beyond it to figure that it was a section divider. 
Ofcourse. 
How long was he watching her? What was that tone?
And why was it making her nervous? She was just minding her own business. Having fun. What’s wrong with that?
‘Meet me outside in 2 minutes. Ask for the back door.’
‘What?’
‘We are going home right now, Ananya.’
She was crazy about him. But that boy could be so pigheaded at times. 
‘No.’
‘Excuse me?’
‘You heard me. Not calling it a night yet.’
‘Oh yes you are.’
She loved his domineering attitude in bed, but not so much in day to day life. 
‘Jude - I barely get time with my friends.’
‘You work with them. You are with them all day. But your nights are mine.’
Despite being mad, that sent a shiver down her spine. Darn that bastard.
But no - she’ll hold her ground here. She won’t give in. He needed to learn that he can’t always get his way. And he most certainly can’t boss her around.
‘Look - I’m gonna need 2 hours, yeah? How about I come to yours after?’
‘How about I come down, throw you over my shoulder & take you with me?’
She should be mad. She should be raving mad. But her skin started to heat at his words. Her treacherous body refusing to comply with the commands of her brain. 
‘You wouldn’t dare.’
She whispered, hating how small her voice sounded.
‘Try me.’
His was cocky and confident, as always. That made her recover quickly.
‘Do that - and you can forget about taking me home. Not tonight. Not any night.’
Heavy breathing at both ends. Jude changed tact, not one to accept defeat.
‘I sat here watching you, wanting you, waiting for you. Paid no heed to my friends. And you’re picking yours OVER ME?’
He made it sound like the worst tragedy in the world. Like she had wronged him in a thousand different ways. She saw right through the attempted manipulative wordplay. It may have worked with his other admirers, not with her.
‘Gosh I’m not picking anyone over you. Just wanna chill here some more with my friends.’
Jude being Jude pushed further, like he always did when he wanted something badly. Giving up was not in his dictionary.
‘Yeah? Chill with that bartender maybe? Have some more shots?.’
Ananya stilled. She did flirt a teeny bit with that guy to get her drink faster, and she could tell the guy reciprocated disproportionately. Giving her extra shots on the house. But she quickly left after, nipping it in the bud. It was all quite harmless, really.
Then why was guilt washing over her in waves? Why couldn’t she come up with any half decent response?
Also, how the fuck did Jude catch that from a distance? 
Jude could see he had hit the nail on the head. This was his window to double down.
‘Outside. NOW.’
‘1 hour.’
‘Nope.’
’Ok 50 mins. Take it or leave it.’
’15 mins - and I get a strip tease when we get home.’
‘Please Jude.’
‘Save that for when I pound you into the mattress tonight.’
She had to sit down, unable to handle his onslaught in her drunken state. Feeling hot all over with just his words.
’30 mins. Final.’
She needed some consolation win.
He stayed quiet for a few moments.
’30 mins. And strip tease.’
She evaluated silently, realising that’s the longest window she’d get. Before he actually does something stupid to draw attention to them. 
‘Fine. But I’m going for brunch tmrw with my friends.’
They usually spent Saturdays cooped up in his bedroom since he had late training. Not tomorrow though - she’d take pride over pleasure. And she really wanted to take him down a peg.
‘Sure - if you can walk.’
‘Oh you…….you little……..I HATE YOU.’
‘Then why are you getting wet right now?’
She nearly dropped her phone. At his audacity, and the fact that he was fucking right. 
Tonight was going to be a long night, and he’d make her make it up to him. Make her be a ‘good girl’ for him.
Somehow, despite crumbling on her will to resist him, it didn’t feel like much of a loss. Because she knew he’d make it worth her while too. Like he always did.
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I could not stop thinking about this scenario & wrote this in the little time I got this weekend 🥹
Thank you dear anon - this was too good to not be written :)
For those who don't know, the characters are from Star Crossed Lovers.
Parts of Part 2 of this one-shot covered in Ch 12.
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wojosubahjaldinahiuthti · 2 years ago
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hey with the intention of feeding you roti aur chawal ke niwale and then just looking at you as you eat, feeling lucky kyonki tum mere ho 🤍
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tumharebhen · 2 years ago
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If someone bought me gajrayyyy i would collapse .
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daughterofchaosstuff · 6 months ago
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"As my last act of love,
I will continue to keep you in my prayers."
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w-intent · 4 months ago
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filmythingss · 9 months ago
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- Euripides, Herakles (translated by Anne Carson)
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trulyyoursdevil · 2 months ago
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Think hard !
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madridfangirl · 2 months ago
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I'm taking you home NOW!
(Part 2 of the one-shot. On popular demand. Part one here. This is SMUT.)
Summary: Jude sees his girlfriend at a club, tries to control himself as he watches her have the time of her life, but ultimately decides to take the matter in his own hands. What happens when he finally gets his hands on her?
Inspired from an anon request.
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She hung up. Jude couldn’t believe she hung up on him.
He stared at his phone, then at her through the glass, then back at his phone.
Boy, was he going to make her pay.
Ananya realised that wasn’t a very smart move but he had completely thrown her off-guard. Between fight or flight, her instincts went with the latter. She could feel his gaze on her as she walked back to her table, the intensity burning her skin even through the distance and glass divider. She didn’t dare to look in that direction and sat down with her back to him.
Jude stayed there for a few seconds, half-inclined to walk down there right now and make good on his threat. But if he did that, sex would be off the table tonight. His parents / team would get a heart attack from the scandal he would have caused. And Ananya - oh she would strangulate him with her bare tiny hands.
Grudgingly, he dragged himself back to his teammates. Brahim elbowed him as soon as he sat down, telling him he was being too plain. Just that, the rest of the guys were pissed drunk already and hadn’t noticed. Jude couldn’t get himself to care. His thoughts were elsewhere.
Ananya knew he wouldn’t just let it go. And she was proven right 5 mins later when her phone buzzed. 
It was a picture with him, Cama, Vini and three waitresses. Two of them were on either side of Jude, their arms around his back and his around theirs. Both leaning against him, a little too close, looking all giddy and infatuated. The typical reaction he invoked in girls.
She started at her screen, open-mouthed, at his obvious attempt to rile her up. No, she won’t give him the satisfaction. She watched her tone carefully before texting him back.
Ananya: ??
Jude: Sent by mistake. Was sending to one of the girls.
Please, like she was born yesterday.
Jude: They didn’t have their phone on them so I took from mine & sending over. To the one on my right.
So, Jude had her number and she had Jude’s. 
Ananya: How sweet.
The girl was pretty. A classic petite, sexy Spanish brunette. A high-end waitress for the VIP section of one of the most posh clubs in Madrid. In her tight-fitted top & mini-skirt. Ananya knew from first-hand experience how Jude had a fetish for such uniforms. 
Jude: Yeah she’s over the moon. Thanking me non-stop.
She groaned. The boy was smart, talking in insinuations so she couldn’t hold anything over his head. So he doesn’t lose the moral high-ground he had right now. So he could always say later ‘oh it was just a nice thing I did for my fans.’ 
The fucker. The absolute shrewd twat. 
It had taken him all of 5 mins to swing this. The girl was probably touching his arm right now, trying to get his attention in her barely there attire. Batting her lashes, smiling extra hard. Reserving special service for him. Ready to drop her knickers at his one look. 
Her friend probably wanted to join in too. Both in a frenzy over how sweet he was being. Trying to score with the hottest property in football right now (literally & figuratively), who was drunk (ergo unreserved) and looked like an absolute meal tonight. 
This happened all too often with him. Offers for quickies in washrooms / hook-ups / one-night stands tended to pour in for him freely. Jude would tell her every time someone hit on him so explicitly or proposition him so openly. It was an unspoken understanding between them, something that gave her comfort.
Usually, he would nip these things in the bud, not providing any encouragement. But tonight, would he indulge a bit? To get back at her for her supposed flirting?
She hadn’t flirted, she hadn’t. She just smiled a bit cheesily at the bartender and chatted him up so she could get her drinks faster. That’s it. That wasn’t flirting, right?
Jude would vehemently disagree. But fuck him. 
And fuck the fact that he knew her so well. He knew what this photo would do to her. The exact things running through her mind. How she would notice that his hands were on their waist, not their shoulders which was his usual with other girls. How she’d be able to tell that the girls were trying to throw themselves at him. 
And it had taken him less than 5 mins to orchestrate this. Such was his charm.
The bastard. She hated his guts right now.
He wanted every single one of these 30 mins to be a torture for her. Not letting her have the win. And he was succeeding. In her heart, she knew he wouldn’t cross the line, she trusted him. But there was a grey area that existed between nonchalance and crossing the line. And Jude being Jude was obviously well aware of that grey area of ‘humouring someone’ or ‘harmless flirting.’
If she was making him wait, then he wanted to make sure she feels the pinch of it too. To the point where SHE suggests to call it a night sooner. How sweet a win that would be for him, he’d forever throw that in her face.
No. Whatever happens, she won’t succumb to such lows. Even the great, most desirable Jude Bellingham would have to wait once in a while. Even if it was killing her from the inside.
Ananya: Careful, unless you wanna sleep on the couch tonight.
Jude: Neither of us are sleeping tonight.
She hated the shiver that ran down her spine. She hated the power he had over her, making her tremble just with his words.
In need of some liquid courage, Ananya downed three more shots of tequila quickly. That, and the lack of food during the night, hit her straight in the head. She went to the washroom to fix her look, re-applying the makeup.
It was almost time. To walk into the lion’s den. A pissed-off predator on edge. At least that’s what it felt like as she somehow found the way to the back-door of the VIP section.
When she saw his car, she froze. Not knowing what to expect tonight. He’d always been possessive & dominant, but tonight he felt unhinged. Like some switch had flipped in his head. 
When she didn’t move for a few more seconds, her phone started ringing. She didn’t bother looking, she knew it was him. Growing impatient. Wanting her to move her butt. As if he was the king of the world.
Cocky, entitled prick.
Half-pissed and full drunk, she marched to the car. As soon as she got into the back-seat, she turned towards him.
‘Just you? Thought your admirers would join you.’
Jude scoffed, looking at her like she had let his childhood pup run to the road and get hit by a car.
‘Look who’s talking.’
Their eyes locked in a fiery staring contest.
‘YOU SENT ME A FUCKING PHOTO YOU JERK.’
‘You started it.’
The fact that he was able to keep his head and speak with an even tone pissed her off further.
‘I started it? I STARTED IT? OH YOU LITTLE…’
A timid uncomfortable clearing of throat from the front seat broke her out of her rage. Poor Agnes wanted to be invisible in that moment.
‘Ummm, sorry but shall we get going? The security is signalling us to clear the lane.’
Jude recovered quickly while Ananya sat numb. Having completely forgotten about the sweet chauffeur’s existence. Someone she had grown fond of. Someone her uncle’s age maybe. Someone she respected. And she just made a scene in front of him. Horrified, she sunk into her seat.
‘Yes please. Take us home.’
‘Sure thing.’
His place was a short 15 min away. Especially at this hour of the night.
She was determined to let these minutes pass without any other incident. But Jude had other plans.
He took off his jacket and threw it over her, covering her waist and legs. Before she could tell him she wasn’t cold or anything, his hand found its way under the jacket to her thigh, lifting her dress up, grabbing her bare skin.
She gaped at him in shock, but he looked straight ahead, completely nonchalant. 
The pressure of his hand increased. She bit her lip to muffle her gasp, trying to push his hand away but Jude stayed firm. She tried again but he gripped her harder, showing her how it will play out if she struggles more.
She couldn’t push him away with more force. She couldn’t call him out verbally. She couldn’t throw the jacket away while his hand was there. With Agnes sitting ahead, all these would create such a scandal in her head that it would take forever to recover from the embarrassment.
And Jude knew that. He knew she didn’t have an escape, and he pounced on the opportunity.
His hand travelled further up, brushing against her core. Her shocked whimper didn’t go unnoticed this time, and Ananya tried to cover it up by pretend cough.
‘Would you like some water?’
Agnes passed over a bottle to her, which she took gratefully. While Jude suppressed a smirk building at the corner of his lips. How she wanted to slap that pretty face right now.
While she sipped the water, his fingers brushed against her again, and some water spilled out. A trail of droplets went down her lips, via her long neck, soaking her cleavage, disappearing into her strapless dress. Drawing Jude’s attention. He stared at her wet, smooth, glistening skin and cursed inwardly when she wiped off the spilled water with her hand, missing his thirsty look altogether.
His hand assaulted her sensitive skin with more intent, alternating between her thigh and her core. Feeling how wetness started to pool between her legs. 
Helpless, she looked out of the window. Hoping for the universe to swallow her whole. Biting her hand / wrist to mask her whimpers. Feeling a strange mix of anger, frustration & arousal. All feelings accentuated due to her drunken state. He was stroking the fight away from her, one touch at a time. Every move calculated to turn her into a whiny hot mess. Needy, pliant and ready for him.
She hated him for putting her in this vulnerable position. But her body was responding to the thrill of it. Jude was the king of spontaneity and adventure, never a dull moment with him.
Finally, they reached home. The ride felt like 3 hours to her, but it had only been 12 mins.
‘Thanks Agnes. You can leave the car here.’
The middle-aged man turned towards his boss, confused. The car was in the open driveway, not in the covered garage where he usually parked.
‘It might rain tonight. And the dust…’
‘It’s alright. See you tomorrow. Good night.’
‘Good night to you too.’
A very confused Agnes got out of the car, as his passengers remained in the back seat.
Ananya knew where this was going. Doing it in the car was one of Jude’s fetishes too. He would have preferred an open road if he wasn’t who he was. She was just thankful he waited for Agnes to be out of hearing distance.
As soon as Jude saw the compound gate click shut, he grabbed her waist and pulled her into his lap, making her straddle him. Her dress inched further up by the position, pooling at her waist, revealing her matching red lace panties. Jude traced the border of the flimsy garment with his index finger, losing his focus for a few seconds, while she tried to gauge his mood by studying his face.
She was still mad at him but darn it she also needed him now. His expert fingers had worked their magic as usual. And her drunken state was making her needy. She liked to be taken softly & slowly after being buzzed. While that wasn’t gonna happen tonight, given the mood he was in, but maybe she could find a middle ground.
Ananya leaned forward, trying to kiss his lips, but he grabbed the back of her head, keeping her in place. Staring at her with a ferocious intensity. Like he wanted to eat her alive.
‘You had your fun tonight.’
Being the sole object of his undivided, obsessive attention was also intoxicating in its own way. There were surely worse things in the world than Jude Bellingham wanting to fuck you anytime he wanted.
And she needed him to get on with it, preferably not too roughly.
‘Yes, with my friends.’
Her tone was soft and assuaging. She moved in his lap, trying to rub herself against his crotch, but he grabbed her hips too, not letting her dictate the terms.
‘Not JUST with your friends.’
The image of the bartender and those ugly, sweaty guys trying to dance with her was still fresh in his mind.
Arguing that point would be useless, so she changed tact, keeping her tone sensuous.
‘Does it matter? I was always going to come home to you.’
He scoffed, incredulously. 
‘YOU REFUSED ME. I NEEDED you and you REFUSED ME.’
He was painfully half-hard most of the night, all because of her. And she had refused to take care of his need.
‘Didn’t refuse you baby, just asked for a bit more time with my friends.’
‘Yeah right.'
Despite her horniness, his petulant tone was starting to set her off. Here she was trying to be the adult, to let bygones be bygones, but he was stuck on being petty. 
‘What are you implying exactly?’
‘That you FLIRTED with that asshole, you KNEW what you were doing. And then you picked your friends OVER ME.’
He was probably right about the flirting bit. In a rational state she may have conceded this. But rationality had gone out of the window at his entitled cribbing.
‘Yeah, and what about what you did, huh?’
She grabbed the collar of his shirt, both to shake him and to steady herself.
‘I got one night in weeks, WEEKS, to get out of work early and have fun with my friends. But you wanted me to drop EVERYTHING and run to you at your first command? To be at your beck and call all the time? I don’t deserve one night off?’
‘All the time? ALL THE TIME? We have barely….’
‘SHUT UP.’
She yelled like she meant it, shushing him up for good.
‘And you had the audacity to send me THAT photo? Fuck that, you had the audacity to TAKE THAT PHOTO? What did you do to make them so giddy, huh? Smiled at them? Paid some compliments? Let your gaze linger? Brushed your fingers against their hand? What did you fucking do in those 5 mins that they were FALLING ALL OVER YOU?’
Jude leaned back against the seat. Smug, proud, making no effort to hide the sentiment.
That egotistical dickhead.
‘Who says I did anything?’
‘I’ll fucking slap you I swear. TELL ME.’
Jude eyed her, calculating his next move, choosing his words carefully.
‘Just said I liked what they were wearing.’
She shook him by his collar. Hard.
Jude loved it when she was all pliant and needy. But he loved it even more when she was this feisty & lippy with him.
The image of him complimenting them and them turning into mush on the spot made her want to puke. 
Enraged, Ananya moved to smack him on his chest but he grabbed her wrists, hard enough so she feels the sting.
Another defiant staring contest ensued, as she struggled to get off his lap, failing miserably, her movement making his blood rush south.
Defeated and pissed off, she reverted to a verbal retort.
‘Maybe I should call that bartender and say that to him too, yeah? He did give me his number after all.’
He hadn’t. Well, he was about to do that but she cut him off at the right time. To hell with facts though.
Jude stilled, then turned the full force of his glare at her, face heating up with ire at her words. 
She tried to meet his eyes head on, but it was like staring into the sun. It burned her, and she flinched, looking away to shield herself.
He locked her arms behind her back, tightening his grip on her wrists, his hot & heavy breath causing goosebumps on her face. 
She thanked her stars for not mentioning Arjun instead of the bartender, an option she had considered briefly. God knows how nuclear he would have gone then. Would have probably kept her locked in his room, tied to his bed for weeks on end.
‘He did what?’
His voice was low & threatening, somehow a lot more sinister than when it was raised. She felt its effect straight between her legs.
‘Answer me, sweetness.’
Oh, the bite in that suppose endearment. She shuddered involuntarily. But she was too far in to back out now.
‘I…I wasn’t gonna do anything about it.’
‘Immaterial, darling. You let him think he had a shot, yeah? That he could take you home tonight, or to his car, or a quickie in the loo. Correct?’
She shook her head from side to side in a no, unable to find the right words to respond. 
‘No? So when you were bending over the counter, giving him a view of this…’
He grabbed a breast harshly, making her gasp.
‘….was it to tell him that you were taken?’
She whined loudly under his touch.
‘Jude c’monnn I….’
‘Quiet.’
She hated herself for complying immediately. Like an obedient pet. 
The temperature around them was both burning hot and ice cold at the same time. Silence hung heavy in the air, only the sound of heavy breaths breaking through. 
And then, she heard the unlocking of his belt buckle.
Her eyes went to his waist, as he slowly took off his belt. What he did next made her throat go dry.
Jude tied her hands behind her back with his belt, in a tight grip, while she was still straddling him. His eyes boring a hole through her shaking body.
‘Someone needs to learn how to behave. And a reminder of who she belongs to.’
She wished he would go back to his frenzied ire. Because whatever it is he was doing right now with his chilly even tone was a thousand times more unnerving. She had never seen him like that before. 
‘This dress……was to be worn for me. But now, you’ve ruined it.’
She guessed his next move, but before she could utter a word in protest, strong hands ripped through her dress. Forcefully and mercilessly. Like that garment had personally offended him somehow. 
Ananya saw the remnants fall over the floor of the car in a pile, swiftly followed by her lace panties. It was a shame; she really liked both of those. He had bought them both for her.
Jude looked at her now naked form, while she still hid from his gaze.
He tapped on her lips with two fingers, gently. Then shoved them inside. Spreading her legs with his other hand, he shoved two fingers inside her wet, tight, leaking heat. Then latched on to a nipple with his teeth. Her resulting cries were muffled with his fingers in her mouth.
She was helpless, unable to do anything but to let him have his way. Whining & moaning through it all.
Jude’s hands worked at fast pace, sending her into an overdrive. Then, he switched both hands, making her taste herself on his fingers. As his mouth paid equal attention to both nipples. 
She shuddered violently when his thumb found her clit, as his fingers scissored her mercilessly. And she came on his fingers while screaming his name, falling over his chest, as he made her suck the fingers clean.
Jude gave her precisely 10 seconds to catch her breath, while he unzipped his trousers.
Immediately after, she found herself being brought down over his rock-hard dick, whimpering all the way through. As always, she struggled to take him all in, especially with this angle, and he revelled in the sight, getting extra hard by it, finally nudging his way in.
She had never been rendered this helpless before. Her legs were cramping and her arms were immobile as he bounced her up and down relentlessly, like a maniac. The overstimulation making her eyes water.
His mouth travelled through her torso, leaving angry marks on her sensitive skin. It was pointless asking him to go easy so she didn’t even try.
But when his thumb found her clit again, forcing her towards another orgasm while he was still nowhere near his, she begged him to slow it down. He went just a tad slower, just to humour her but the pressure made her head spin. He was playing her body like a pro, applying just the right pressure at all her sensitive spots together, wrecking her completely. While she was just a helpless doll in his lap.
Jude looked at her bouncing body, swollen & sweaty with his attention, just how it should be. Instead of slowing it down, he increased his pace. And the pressure of his fingers and teeth.
Ananya cried out in painful pleasure. 
She knew what he wanted. She had been fighting hard not to give him the satisfaction. But she was close to shattering again. And he would keep going like a madman till he extracted what he wanted from her. He’d somehow push out his own release and she was nearing the brink of passing out from overstimulation. 
After a long time, she looked straight into his eyes.
‘I’m sorry, okay? I’m sorry?’
‘Yeah, what for?’
‘FOR EVERYTHING.’
She cried out with an extra hard thrust.
‘More specific.’
He wouldn’t let go, not even now, not when he had her completely at his mercy, not when she was meeting him 80% of the way. 
‘For….the bartender…the waiting…the dancing…the fighting…..the dress…..the bra…just…..please Jude.’
Her helpless moaning of his name and the sheer submission of her body did the trick. 
Jude undid her wrists, and brought them around his neck, stroking the bruised areas softly.
She sought out his lips for comfort and he kissed her back slowly, while still bouncing her rhythmically on top of him. Sweaty limbs intertwined. 
Their lips found their familiar motions as her nails dug into his shoulders. He sighed at the sensation. Both nearing their peaks.
‘Dove?’
Her heart swelled at the fondness in his tone and the use of her nickname.
‘Yeah baby?’
Their eyes met. How she could just drown in those honeyed orbs and never come back for air. What a sweet demise that would be.
‘Nothing happened with those girls. I didn’t want them.’
Her heart threatened to leap out of her chest now. And her tears spilled for a different reason. He kissed them away, peppering her face with kisses.
‘I know baby. I know.’
She hugged him tightly, as he rocked them both to their pleasures, coming down from their highs while still clinging to each other.
A few minutes later, he unwrapped her from around himself, covered her in his jacket, and carefully picked her up to carry her to bed, tucking her in.
As he slid under the covers and came to hold her, she stopped him with a hand to his chest.
Confused, he searched her face but came up with nothing.
‘What?’
‘You need to go back to the car now.’
‘Why?’
‘Because I don’t want Agnes to find my torn clothes tomorrow.’
‘I’ll do it in the morning.’
‘We might end up sleeping late and he comes in early.’
‘You want me to go down right now?’
‘Won’t you? For me?’
‘Fine. Whatever.’
She smiled as he stomped his feet all the way down to the car, making his displeasure known, but still keeping her wish.
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There you go.
I had no plans for Part 2 but your enthusiasm made it happen.
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