#depression post

[curl]

I’m actually so depressed today and yesterday it’s rather startling. I genuinely feel like I doing have anyone to talk to about it in earnest. That’s my fault, I doing want to be a burden. And I don’t want anyone to see me like this

[itsame-a-mio]

20 Seconds at most.

The world has been shitty lately. And because of that, my depression has been coming back.

So I decided to tell the world to fuck off.

I decided to try again.

I took my meds again. If there’s anything that’s gonna make this feel even a little better, it’s gonna be the fucking meds I’ve been prescribed that are MEANT to make me feel ok.

Something I’ve thought of as a chore is now something I’m going to start thinking of as my “try again”

So yeah, Fuck You, World. I’m gonna try again. And you can’t fucking stop me.

(This is just my little triumphant thing for myself for finally deciding to not let everything make me sad, and for finally choosing to take my meds again.)

I’m proud of myself :)

[borderliner-sapphic]

I wish I could be consistently happy.. I wish I wasn't so pessimistic and miserable. I wish I didn't have to act happy to benefit others until they see my insecurities. I wish I didn't have to rely on outside sources so much. I hate being this way.. but I think it's just how I'm destined to be.

[xjjxccx]

TW: intrusive thoughts, depression

thoughts0npaper on instagram

[just-a-queer-fanboy]

"On bad days you should-" every fucking day is a bad day I need you to understand I'm not having a single kind of shitty day where I burned my toast this has built up over years and years and nothing can undo any of it I need you to understand that I cannot be fixed or cured and I will be like this forever and it sucks but I have to live with it and please stop focusing everything on me "recovering" because my disorder cannot be recovered from. I am with this for life. Fuck off

[im-tired-and-angry]

i hate when people get comfortable with me, they take that as a sign to attack my personality

[cedarpinings]

I’m trying really hard but everything just feels so incredibly wrong…

[pansyfemme]

everytime i hear someone call depression and anxiety ‘destigmatized mental illnesses’ i wonder how they react when they find out someone has spent weeks or months in bed or struggles to shower or eat

[calamitys-child]

What's everyone's favourite flowers that aren't like. The normal ones. Like everyone's a fan of roses and sunflowers what's a more niche one. One you don't get in gift sets. Mine's sweet peas

[cigarette-smoke-an-wet-mascara]

I don’t feel like my soul was made to exist in this world. How can you ever find happiness when there’s bills to be paid.

I was made to lounge around like a lazy bear eating as I please and listening to the birds and the bees. Instead I’m forced to learn about them.

[curl]

Absolutely hate the character that said this but I’d be lying if I say this didn’t hit home

[ohday-nonsense]

After selling my piano this summer, I'm selling my camera... next up what ? Selling my painting material ? So depressed I can't stand to look at the symbols of the hobbies I had when I was less depressed ?

[borderliner-sapphic]

I wish I could be consistently happy.. I wish I wasn't so pessimistic and miserable. I wish I didn't have to act happy to benefit others until they see my insecurities. I wish I didn't have to rely on outside sources so much. I hate being this way.. but I think it's just how I'm destined to be.

[xjjxccx]

TW: depression, anxiety, self harm.

thoughts0npaper on instagram

[memeshost]

[theshadowrealmitself]

I like to think that Vulcans who come to understand that Humans just can’t try to process emotions the same way as them, it’s just healthiest to let it out in harmless ways, decide that venting and stuff should be taken just as seriously as Vulcan’s meditation time, and will encourage the Humans around them to complain about what’s upsetting them

People who are used to aloof Vulcans who avoid Humans at all cost running into one comforting a Human

“-and then they said my cheesecake was subpar, and they didn’t even bring a dish!!!”

“The purpose of this event was that every participant brings a food item of sorts, correct?”

“Yeah!!”

“And they did not follow this rule while insulting dishes that were brought?”

“Mostly just my dish but yeah >:(“

“How illogical”

“That’s what I’m saying!!!”