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I’m actually so depressed today and yesterday it’s rather startling. I genuinely feel like I doing have anyone to talk to about it in earnest. That’s my fault, I doing want to be a burden. And I don’t want anyone to see me like this
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20 Seconds at most.
The world has been shitty lately. And because of that, my depression has been coming back.
So I decided to tell the world to fuck off.
I decided to try again.
I took my meds again. If there’s anything that’s gonna make this feel even a little better, it’s gonna be the fucking meds I’ve been prescribed that are MEANT to make me feel ok.
Something I’ve thought of as a chore is now something I’m going to start thinking of as my “try again”
So yeah, Fuck You, World. I’m gonna try again. And you can’t fucking stop me.
(This is just my little triumphant thing for myself for finally deciding to not let everything make me sad, and for finally choosing to take my meds again.)
I’m proud of myself :)
#medicine#medication#meds#fuck the world#fuck you world#i’m trying#I’m gonna try again#try again#I’m trying again and you can’t stop me#depression espresso#depression post
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I wish I could be consistently happy.. I wish I wasn't so pessimistic and miserable. I wish I didn't have to act happy to benefit others until they see my insecurities. I wish I didn't have to rely on outside sources so much. I hate being this way.. but I think it's just how I'm destined to be.
#if i try hard enough i can light up a room but that light goes out quickly. i hate myself too much#im sorry ill stop now#bpd vent#bpd#depressing shit#depression post#borderline personality disorder
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TW: intrusive thoughts, depression
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#intrusive thoughts#tw depression#depression#unwanted#unloved#self doubt#self sabotage#depression post#darkness#anxiety#suicide#suicidal#thoughts#thoughts0npaper#bellletstalk#mentally unstable#mental health#mental health awareness#sensitive#jealous#brain vs heart#inside battle
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"On bad days you should-" every fucking day is a bad day I need you to understand I'm not having a single kind of shitty day where I burned my toast this has built up over years and years and nothing can undo any of it I need you to understand that I cannot be fixed or cured and I will be like this forever and it sucks but I have to live with it and please stop focusing everything on me "recovering" because my disorder cannot be recovered from. I am with this for life. Fuck off
#depression post#when i say i have moderately severe depression i mean “makes me unable to do anything worthwhile ever” not “im sad sometimes”
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no! they’re not symptoms of depression
they’re
#funny#funny post#funny posts#hilarious#hilarious post#hilarious posts#shitpost#shitposts#depression#depression post#depression posts#depression things#actually depression#mental illness#blue's clues#to be alone with queue
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i hate when people get comfortable with me, they take that as a sign to attack my personality
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I’m trying really hard but everything just feels so incredibly wrong…
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everytime i hear someone call depression and anxiety ‘destigmatized mental illnesses’ i wonder how they react when they find out someone has spent weeks or months in bed or struggles to shower or eat
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What's everyone's favourite flowers that aren't like. The normal ones. Like everyone's a fan of roses and sunflowers what's a more niche one. One you don't get in gift sets. Mine's sweet peas
#other good ones are crocuses and lilacs#one time I was ill and depressed and my mum brought me a lil milk bottle full of fresh cut sweet peas from her garden 💖#i like that theyre colourful and i like climbing plants and they smell amazing#posts brought to you by me going to the park on my lunch break just to see all the crocuses
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Absolutely hate the character that said this but I’d be lying if I say this didn’t hit home
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I don’t feel like my soul was made to exist in this world. How can you ever find happiness when there’s bills to be paid.
I was made to lounge around like a lazy bear eating as I please and listening to the birds and the bees. Instead I’m forced to learn about them.
#soul#wrong universe#spirituality#anti capitalism#soul out of place#depressed#fairytale#depression#depression post
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I wish I could be consistently happy.. I wish I wasn't so pessimistic and miserable. I wish I didn't have to act happy to benefit others until they see my insecurities. I wish I didn't have to rely on outside sources so much. I hate being this way.. but I think it's just how I'm destined to be.
#if i try hard enough i can light up a room but that light goes out quickly. i hate myself too much#im sorry ill stop now#bpd vent#bpd#depressing shit#depression post#borderline personality disorder
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TW: depression, anxiety, self harm.
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#thoughts#thoughts0npaper#anxiety#depression#worthless#feelings#writing#poetry#journal entry#notes ios#notes#notebook#ptsd#bellletstalk#depressed#depression post#anxious#anxiety post#self harm#mental health#mental heath support
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After selling my piano this summer, I'm selling my camera... next up what ? Selling my painting material ? So depressed I can't stand to look at the symbols of the hobbies I had when I was less depressed ?
#Depression post#Use to play piano#Started when I was 6... Can you believe that ?#The camera im not sad about. I can take my dad's#Also I use to take pictures of people I don't talk to anymore. It's bonded to shit memories#A little sad but it's ok#tumblr is my diary
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I like to think that Vulcans who come to understand that Humans just can’t try to process emotions the same way as them, it’s just healthiest to let it out in harmless ways, decide that venting and stuff should be taken just as seriously as Vulcan’s meditation time, and will encourage the Humans around them to complain about what’s upsetting them
People who are used to aloof Vulcans who avoid Humans at all cost running into one comforting a Human
“-and then they said my cheesecake was subpar, and they didn’t even bring a dish!!!”
“The purpose of this event was that every participant brings a food item of sorts, correct?”
“Yeah!!”
“And they did not follow this rule while insulting dishes that were brought?”
“Mostly just my dish but yeah >:(“
“How illogical”
“That’s what I’m saying!!!”
#star trek#Vulcans#Humans#not based on a specific thing#but I used to know this annoying couple that were ‘family friends��#who would show up to potluck dinners and the like and would either bring nothing or bring something really just. out of left field?#like a bag of frozen chicken to a bbq#and then proceed to make sure they are first even if it was stated to let kids go first#would take HUGE amounts before anyone else got a chance to get a plate#and then make off with the leftovers again even if they were already claimed for#and it wasn’t a food insecurity thing trust me I would never speak bad about a person getting food if that was even a remote chance#the adults who raised us knew them really well and we’d been to their house a ton of times#they were just dicks#and yeah. they’d occasionally insult the food. while eating the MAJORITY of it.#it was so weird at their home they would go out of their way to get the healthiest options possible#you know the really bland tasteless expensive stuff that apparently was healthier#but then if they were visiting our house they would. eat all our unhealthy snacks.#that always pissed me off so much as a kid because we actually had a food insecurity thing going on#and also a variety of other reasons that are a bit too depressing to bring up on this post#but anyways we’d hardly ever get to have nice snacks#and this couple would just take them all??? even after we’d tell them repeatedly that it was ours and those snacks weren’t gonna be#replaced#hated that couple#if you’re wondering why they were ‘family friends’ it’s because the couple who raised us#(it feels weird to type it out like that but apparently legal guardians doesn’t fit since they never finished petitioning 💀)#liked having them around because it made them look like ‘such great Christian’s’ being nice to the people#that no one else wanted to be friends with#I always thought that was a really weird and fucked up reason to be friends with someone#this got long sorry 😭
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