#depressing day

[mzenik27]

Just know in your heart that you’ll never belong

[muffins-lime-dragon]

Talk about a blue Monday

[there2is0more2to1life]

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Woke up tired and depressed, trying to avoid avocado toast (250), sat with my sisters while my head screamed do not eat this don‘t you dare

Drank my morning coffee (40) and went to get dressed, go shower and meet my boyfriend. He came to pick me up, we hugged/held hands/cuddled all the way to the hafencity where we got coffee (80). Brain fog. Feel stupid, no concentration, worst it‘s ever gotten and couldn‘t follow his words. He was patient. it was warm, we sat in the sun.

Raspberry cake (150) freaked me out, thoughts raced until we went to his place. We cuddled, he had to work and he printed out my admission form for the clinic - how the hell do I answer all those questions - trauma. Therapist said we could do it together. My body feels the stress.

Went on another walk to burn off the fucking calories of the stupid goddamn cake. Exhausted, light headed. My sister came to walk with me more. We talked but it was awkward, don‘t know how to act around her (short temper, quick to judge and be angry).

Come home and try to avoid dinner but I eat 1 spoon of mashed potatoes (70), one chicken breast (200) which was cooked in oil shit and salad (50). Resisted potato chips.

Little sister talks about exam stress while I want to sleep, all I can think of is all the food, why am I so greedy and stupid, I should lose weight FAST or I‘m gonna stay fat, fat forever

[ladyeagle02]

Feeling a bit uneasy and depress for the day....maybe bec of too much stress in work & personal problems...I hope I could get over this 😔

[eurigmorgan]

Depressing day

Rain

[bensbitterblog]

Refuel Bitter Friday Giftures

Refuel Bitter Friday Giftures

We’re coming up on the most depressing day of the year soon (I think it is usually like January 18th every year), which is a bitter person’s fuel.  To prepare for this special day, let’s talk about how we can fuel up for this event. What are some things that work for me? There is making sure that it is dark as much as possible. While not all days can be dark ALL day (unless you live in Alaska),…

[atlantisking]

[gg14sworld]

I don't know why I feel so alone.

[accidental-stereotype]

Is all the time between lovers just a limbo? Moments I’m meant to look back on, but not live through?

Accidental Stereotype

[smallbutterribie]

im not even in a relationship.

he just started talking to me 3 weeks ago.

we were classmates 3-4 years ago.

i know him.

he said 3 weeks ago that he liked me— love me.

i didn’t say anything.

but i was comortable with you.

even if we dont see each other often,

i felt like we do.

this is my first time.

but my third heartbreak.

is2G, men, please stop.

[lightuptheshadows123]

Why did I have to binge?

Tonight I was so hungry that I felt like I was going to pass out. So I ate. Now I feel all fat and depressed!

Tomorrow I am going to have to workout twice as hard to compensate. This sucks 😩

[kngsmnmerlin-blog]

It’s becoming more and more evident that people don’t wish to rp with Merlin or any of my muses here.

That’s fine as I can not force any to do anything and I have no wish to.

It just makes it difficult when people reblog things like memes from me and none of my muses get sent a thing.

[sinfulplace]

Have you?

have you ever feel tired for living? I mean like, being a first child and a woman, your parents put all their hopes on your shoulder. i have to do this, i have to do that, as a woman i have to do this and that, as a first child i have to do this and that. your younger siblings get things for free and i have to earn it by myself.

everything you do will always be judged by your aunties & uncles. i know that i didn’t do much to make my parents proud. well, i havent make my parents proud but i think this is just too much. i’m tired. crying alone is became more tiring now *sigh*

if only my life just like those happy animes. reality is so hard, man! if only somebody warned me about how hard life is gonna be, i would rather never be born since the beginning.

[femmephilosophe]

Going to remember this day for sure. It's the first time my step dad has ever texted me that he loved me and maybe the first or second time he's ever said it in any capacity over the past 15 years.

[bensbitterblog]

Refuel Bitter Friday Giftures

Refuel Bitter Friday Giftures

  We’re coming up on the most depressing day of the year soon (I think it is usually like January 18th every year), which is a bitter person’s fuel.  To prepare for this special day, let’s talk about how we can fuel up for this event. What are some things that work for me? There is making sure that it is dark as much as possible. While not all days can be dark ALL day (unless you live in Alaska),…

[deep-talk-and-weird-stuff-blog]

What do you all do when you have a really bad day... When the depression hits really hard and you hate yourself so much you want to cry. I hate relaying on my medicine, I hate it so much.. I want to learn to pull myself up without medical help