#delusions ig

[starrynightsxo]

somebody: what do you like reading?

me: *racking my brains for something other than the cruel prince because otherwise there will be no conversation, just a brain dump of everything tfota related* oh, you know, *lamely* books.

[elleniemae]

“OH! Leave everyone at the top of a mountain, and see who makes it back to the bottom alive! Ohoho… classic!”

~Hunter

I’m so normal about this line in ASiaS… so normal

[speakofthedebbie]

so i was just trying to make to make a meme for the long coming meme collection special and

angel knows whats up

[homosexualflynnrider]

[wereboned]

“you think lokius will be canon by the end of season two?” hundred percent. “…and what gave you the confidence?” uhm…. delusion.

[thalassophobixodius]

"shifting isn't real, you're all delusional" jokes on you! Reality shifting methods and such have HELPED ME COPE with my delusional disorders!!

Ex; preventing paranoid spirals into the delusions I have becoming/feeling Too Real and fucking Horrifying at times by shifting normalizing the thought of 1; everything is infinite, it's a common idea that we are CONSTANTLY shifting through different realities, and with that thought, the thought of being "not real, merely a character in someone else's mind" has also become normalized to me with the thought of; what if this world was created via someone thinking of an ideal place they wanted, and shifting Here? What if my delusions were somehow correct? Oddly enough to me, that is reassuring, as I'd finally have a Solid Fucking Answer, and alongside that; it's a fact that in the realities we make and shift to, everyone is still REAL!! Even IF the former idea that we were all created by the consciousness of someone else were true, that doesn't devalue or degrade our Reality as living breathing organisms with Real Lives.

Ex2; somatic cotards delusion is a delusional disorder where you feel you are legitimately dead/you died in the past at one point and are still here somehow/etc, my personal experience is that I believe I caused my own death at some point at a very very very young age and respawned or, alongside my other delusion I died and now what I'm experiencing is merely a simulation and I am actually in whatever the "afterlife" would be. I am convinced I am immortal, yet somehow also I could experience death at Any Second because I perhaps died ages ago and don't remember it;it could kick in when I least expect it, I experience this delusion in a very complicated way. But the thought that? There's people out there that are countless years old, have evaded death endlessly and many that have found the secret to immortality and I myself have scripted and pondered many ways to be immortal; maybe I Am immortal? Not quite yet, but maybe I was destined to be? I don't feel necessarily delusional about these things anymore, I don't feel to the point of "these things are inevitably real in my head but in a scary way because there's no real life way to find proof for myself in any direction negative or positive." I feel more like .. "oh.. maybe these things Are real? I've always been self aware of the delusion aspect of these thoughts, and therefore always known that even if in my head I'm convinced they're real, logically I can't know for sure. But now with this knowledge I feel canceled out, I feel less so on the 'these things are real and I'm spiraling into that scary fact' side of things and moreso on the 'these things are maybe possibly actually probably genuinely Real? And that's neat, I believe they're real as a genuine belief now and I feel like I've found balance. This doesn't feel like a delusional fear anymore, just a belief in a concept that could very very potentially be real."

It's like.. no one ever wants to tell you your delusions are real, because yeah obviously that'd fuck you UP right? But oddly enough for me, whether you'd consider this having enabled me or not; I am not terrified by these ideas anymore, I am not scared of these possible realities, I accept that they're possibly real and I believe in them; I no longer feel like my brain is Forcing me to see things that are fake as real to scare me, I now feel I have reclaimed my paranoia into my own personal beliefs.

Whether understandable or not, I deeply thank Everyone from the shifting community and I hope all of you get exactly what you need and exactly what you deserve, I hope we all do, I know we all will. I feel at peace with my own confusing brain for once finally, and I hope it's understandable how deeply much that means.

[altarusse]

Hollow purple

[dreamersvinyl]

red heart… oh we are SO BACK!

[bichenistraumatised]

your daily reminder:

it is impossible to find a man like Lan wangji. LIKE SERIOUSLY IMPOSSIBLE

[they-have-the-same-va]

Yuzuriha Ogawa from Dr. Stone shares a voice actress with Tokio from Heavenly Delusion.

Voiced by Brittany Lauda

[golden-bean-soup]

With the way bsd is going and the jesus thing fyodor has going on I bet atsushi is gonna be like the antichrist or smth similar

[oddvanilla]

Uhmm chat...why does my crush have all my baby pics...he has pictures of me I never saw myself.. 😟😟

[larsofthe-stars]

A bunch of doodles, mostly moots

@jingledbells @gremsnleir @smolldust @leafyable heyy

Bells close ups lol↓

[deus-ex-mona]

*pays for mona merch with the one and only chozetsu kawaii credit card*

[very-uncorrect]

Not a single person I saw today both outside and inside school talked about 9/11 today it was so weird because there's usually like a school assembly about it every year, I felt like I accidentally travelled to a universe where 9/11 never happened for a second