#decisions decisions 😔
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the earliest i’ll have the last SJLT chapter ready to post is like, my tonight maybe—or possibly my tomorrow, but then that means it’s leak day. 💀 so the question is, do i risk it and post on leak day anyways just to get the chapter out of my hair or gnaw on glass and wait until after leak day???
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Hmm I've been debating whether or not to order some fabric and sew a light jacket/haori and like, what do I have to lose
#the answer is some money#i don't know anything about sewing tho#i bought a sewing machine some years ago and then just gave it to my brother#bc otherwise it would just be collecting dust#i've touched it bc it seemed too much#but maybe a haori would be easy to make?#decisions decisions 😔#fishtalks#great meltdown of 2023
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i love you royal trio (minus akechi)
#i was listening to the world we knew by frank sinatra while drawing this to inflict maximum emotional damage 😔#royal actually shot me fifty times in the chest and slaughtered my entire family#i’m actually inconsolable over the ending what the fuck do you mean akechi chooses to die of his own volition rather than be manipulated#god it’s just. his character actually makes me violent and insane. they’re going to drag me kicking and screaming to the psych ward#he never had an ounce of control over his life. not even once. he was CONSTANTLY being yanked around like a marionette#until he was disposed of as another pawn in shido’s plan#and then out of some cruel irony he was resurrected even though he did not want to be alive#for once in death he would have found peace—only for that to be taken from him too.#and bc he thinks he’s worthless and his life is so easily gambled away he doesn’t view it as a major dealbreaker when maruki brings it up#“do you really think something as trivial as my life should stand in the way of your decision?” yes you fucking asshole#what do you mean he’s literally fated to die in every timeline? definition of doomed by the narrative#there’s not a single version of his story that doesn’t end with him being slaughtered#GODDDDD he makes me violently ill i hate goro akechi so much he’s so fucking selfish HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THAT THIS DEAL IS TEARING ME APART#i was so tempted to get the bad ending just so that he was alive ☹️#he looked so happy. he was surrounded by people who loved and treasured him.no shido. control over his life. the ability to choose his futu#TEARS IN MY EYES MARUKI WAS THE ONLY VILLAIN WHO WAS LOWKEY MAKING SENSE 😭😭😭😭😭#my toxic trait is that i think maruki was right all along 😔#ALSO SUMIRE AAUUGGHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#the survivors guilt literally eating her alive until the point where she gaslighted herself into thinking she was her sister. insane.#royal was so good bro i’m so glad i endured 200 hours of hell just to play it#terrible terrible ending with everyone going their separate ways and ren ending up in juvie for months#akechi actually being dead in the good ending is so fucked up 😭😭 i thought there was some way maruki could bring him back regardless#not ren hallucinating him in the last cutscene too 😭😭😭😭 “i still see your shadows in my room” ahh ending#persona 5 royal#persona 5#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#sumire yoshizawa#goro akechi#lotus draws
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herbology class 🌹🌿 (from chap 2 of my fic!)
#his alliteration/pun combo is even more lame in the actual chap bc seb holds up a dittany seed as he says this#bro had the dad jokes before he even became a dad😔👌#alliterations are just how they flirt.....losers...and i notice them EVERYWHERE now too. ive cursed myself#also MY ONESHOT IS LIKE 70-80% DONE I THINK?? im 30k words in but i might end up making it 2 chaps instead#idk im still deciding..itll depend on if i find a cutoff point that im happy with. cuz right now i dont like splitting it anywhere LOL#but maybe ill do it and release the first part just so that i can get it out and then finish the latter half later...decisions decisions#also now that im done my fic i also wanna draw a bunch of the earlier scenes i never did like this one#so weird drawing seb and clora not together yet tho LOL esp for seb. like damn there was a time u COULDNT just smooch clora?? nightmare....#i also almost drew clora wearing her hairclip SO many times by mistake LOL. thats the plus side of pre-seblora tho. dont gotta draw it🤪#hogwarts legacy#hphl#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian sallow x mc#clora clemons#sebastian x mc#choccyart#mirabel garlick#hogwarts legacy fanfiction
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Something something Robotnik spent so much of his life having to make joy for himself on his own that he didn't realise Stone was important to him until Gerald tried to kill him and shattered his pre-concieved notions of what love was.
Being an orphan had a part in how he perceived the idea of love. He never had any friends, no romantic partners, because to him, there was no expectation that someone would inherently love him just for the sake of it. He was 'undesirable'. So, he entertained himself with his creations, and with his own personality.
He latched onto the chance to connect with his grandfather in Sonic 3 because to him, that relationship is where he expected to find someone who loved him on the basis that they were family.
Stone brought him happiness in ways so simple...
so unique...
so realistic...
that it wasn't until he was about to die that Robotnik clocked it as genuine care and affection. Something that Gerald never felt for him, and only Stone had ever given him.
So safe to say they make me insane actually
#idk if i articulated this right but do u get me do u see my vision#the images are terrible i know i tired my best 😔#eggman being shocked at Gerald's decision and willingness to abandon everyone who cared about him was a really good tie in to sa2 imo#i only just realised it 5 seconds ago#same attitude he had back when he asked tails if Gerald really did wish for them all to suffer because of marias death#anyways doomed forever akfkqkfkkef hurts so bad augh love them tho#dr eggman#ivo robotnik#dr robotnik#agent stone#stobotnik#sonic movie#sonic movie 3#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sonic#sticks can talk!?
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does- does this mean jason is also gonna be british 😦😦😦
#NOOOOOOO#rick riordan i HATE u#tamara ur fine this wasn’t ur decision 😔#thalia can be british that’s fine but i want all american boy jason grace pls#the woke left is turning my fav american boy british#this is what the left is doing to our country#pjo#hoo#toa#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#jason grace#thalia grace#pjo hoo toa#heroes of olympus
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I think nervous happens before and after. It's about a control thing, right? You're not doing it so you're hoping like that but once you're on the ice… You know, we're here, that's like great! That's how The Game Awards was. Before I got to Los Angeles I was nervous, and then once I got there and I was with everybody and we were rehearsing together it was just fun, so all those nerves went away. But yeah, it's all about control - but nerves are good. Nerves make you prepare. Nervous gets you focused. You can use nerves as a positive thing, for sure. Don't be afraid of the nerves!
Behind the Voice: Alan Wake Voice Actor Matthew Porretta on Alan Wake 2 & Control (x)
#I've been needing to make certain decisions over the last few days that are leaving me triggered and I keep coming back to this moment#'cause it's actually a good reminder and hearing his voice saying it helps (save me matthew save me 😔)#I love how we have a little bit of everything here too - he's SO... 😭🖤#Matthew Porretta#The Game Awards#Alan Wake#Control Remedy#Remedy Entertainment#tinyclowntent
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I've decided that I'm going to study for the LSAT because my best friend is studying for the MCAT and we were like Omg it would be so cute if we were a doctor and lawyer duo..
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i have this headcanon that the doctor didn’t even try to find melody, because he knew finding her meant sacrificing river. sort of like the old amy/young amy problem in “the girl who waited”, but this time he chose the older version
for a better headcanon i like to believe he asked river what she wanted, and she told him not to find her. because at least then it’s her choice
#doctor who#doctorriver#river song#eleventh doctor#elevenriver#hope this is a safe space lmao#but the guilt in his eyes when he’s listening to amy’s voicemail……#i think he spent a long time trying to decide what to do#because he knew amy and rory would choose melody#and it’s really not his decision to make. it’s amy and rory’s and RIVER’S#i mean it is his decision cause he’s the guy with a space/time machine but really it should be up to river#hence my second headcanon about it being rivers choice#but either way that choice meant that river would have a horrific childhood and amyrory lost their baby/the chance to raise her#so he lies to amyrory and tells them he’s looking for melody#because they can forgive him for failing to find her and for being the reason she was taken in the first place#but he’s not sure they’d forgive him for having a chance to save melody and choosing not to take it#and he can’t stand the thought of losing them#he can’t stand the thought of them hating him#so he lies#rule number 1 😔
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Watching my brother play magneto is a new type of attuned torture i think
#marvel rivals#snap chats#LIKE HES NOT BAD BUT. theres just so many little things im just… Thats Not….#i aint focusing on his aim im focusing on decisions … like his insistence on trying to melee STOP#HE HAS THE SLOWEST MELEE IN THE GAME STOP TRYNA ATTACK FULL-HEALTH ENEMIES WITH IT 😭😭#my brother has come to main cap when it comes to tanks so ig hes used to having a dps greater than like. two 💀#caps not the FASTEST tank i dont think but definitely faster than magneto#also his bubble/shield use makes my skin itch#at least IM reviewing on what to do and what not to do when i play#is it fair for me to grill my brother on a chara i have 26 hours on No. 😔 educational roast …
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666 days of lovin' the big fat red guy !!!
#it's almost been 2 years 🥰🥰#btw i freaking hate (love) these two omg#making me stay up late even though it's my own decision 😾#btw he loves doing silly poses with his partner and dressing all in his getup for them <3#guhbgh no one probably reads or cares about my ramblings in the tags but whatevs 😔#teehee :3#spooky month#bob velseb#spooky month fanart#self insert x canon#self ship#my art
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sigh i know dr. stone isn't perfect but I love it so so much because no other series gives me so many ideas and what-ifs to think about. it's good as is, of course. but honestly with this premise and these characters, if it could slow down and explore all the things it touches on briefly, it could've been phenomenal
#the tone would need to change for more serious and less of a whimsical educational#so it wouldn't be the same anymore😔#and i know the pacing towards the end is intentionally fast#like i get it it serves a purpose#i respect their decision#but still imagine 500+ chapters of characters interacting#of senku struggling with each step#of internal conflicts and doubts and revelations and character development#dcst#dr. stone#dr stone#sanderscat txt
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i understand the whole yung filly thing and i dont think that it's okay in any way. BUT quadrant deleting the "spill your guts" vid has me heartbroken bcs it's one of the first vids of clem i used to rewatch 100 times when i first got into him and i just- 😭
#so many memories just gone#he looked so hot there also i cant even#(except for yk when he was throwing up)#i rewatched it like actually three days ago#glad i got to see it one last time even tho i didnt realize it then 💔#ofc i understand the decision from quadrant and i think its right but. still 😔😔#clement novalak
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30 NOVEMBER, 2019 • ZATERDAG, 09:41
#wtFOCK#Skam#Zoë Loockx#Senne De Smet#Zoenne#LOVE HURTS#Veerle Dejaeger#Nathan Naenen#wtFOCKEdit#SkamverseDaily#SkamRemakesEdit#s3#3x08#I remember people coming to talk to me about this clip the day it dropped bc they were happy about it and I was like…#have we watched the same clip? excuse me I’m still picking up the pieces of my broken heart from the floor#no but really I understand them both so deeply here it’s the worsttttt 💔#first she’s making the right decision but that doesn’t make it a happy moment. it’s SO SAD SHE IS HAVING TO MAKE THIS DECISION SHE’S 16!#OFC if we were still in Zoë’s POV this would have never been an issue but the writers really thought they’d convince me +#my babies had unlearned how to communicate SMH they were the best at it okay? this right here is EFFING BULLSHIT#but considering it’s what they were going for I get why they’re acting the way they’re acting and it hurts#because Zoë thinks Senne wants for her to make Viktor pay for everything he’s done wrong in his life and she’s feeling like her own trauma#and how hard it still is for her to talk about it isn’t being acknowledged by him…#and Senne oh he really wants her to do it bc 1- he feels that what went on is his fault & he desperately needs his half brother to PAY +#FOR WHAT HE DID TO HER! HE’S KNOWN THE GUY HIS WHOLE LIFE (PROBABLY KNOWS THE ACCIDENT IN THE PAST MIGHT NOT HAVE BEEN AN ACTUAL ACCIDENT)#they have history and that makes everything even more awful bc he doesn’t understand why Zoë doesn’t feel like testifying#I don't believe that Senne would have been this incisive hadn't he ~known~ her ab*ser#I mean I think he would have accepted her decision way more easily if he didn't feel responsible for what happened 😔#she’s been feeling all alone in her anguish and at the same time starts pushing him away#it’s painful to see how the two of them are trying here. He’s so trying to support her no matter what#and she’s so trying to be strong for herself but her eyes are teary she can barely look at him it’s too much 😭❤️🩹
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Still sitting here stewing in the fact that the manga skipped Riku’s sacrifice
#soriku#for context the manga skipped the entire fall of the guardians and the whole demon tornado thing and the final world#so it’s not like Riku’s sacrifice was singled out#BUT IM STILL UPSET I really wanted to see all of it 😔#There’s a chance the whole guardian fall will be revealed in the remind section bc sora basically erased that timeline#so it makes sense to skip it rn if we are seeing things from Sora’s perspective of his memory kinda?#but even if they do show the guardian fall as seen in remind it still skips Riku’s sacrifice 😭#not to mention the whole tunnel scene stuff and saving everyone’s hearts#I just don’t understand how anything is going to be explained#like that whole sequence is fundamental to the plot#it’s the reason Sora disappeared#can’t believe we got robbed of both the gayblade and Riku’s sacrifice#I’m not even mad just baffled by the decisions here#I guess we’ll see how the rest plays out
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GILMORE GIRLS | 3.20 "Say Goodnight, Gracie"
JESS MARIANO meets his father for the first time at 18
#jess mariano#jimmy mariano#gilmore girls#jessmarianoedit#gilmoregirlsedit#milo ventimiglia#my first gifset ever#a first for me and a first for Jess#my gifs#*#I did not color this at all#and now I’m really regretting that decision 😂#they looked decent before I uploaded them 😔
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