#dear lord i have a problem
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I have consumed eight (8) new medias this year and 6 of them I’ve consumed within these last 2 months...
#they are:#moral orel#metal family#scott pilgrim#kill la kill#Danny Phantom#i hate fairyland#Villainous#inside job#and only the first two i consumed during the first half of the year while the remaining six have been within these last 2 months :D#dear lord i have a problem
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Questies!
Today I offer you: even more Willow characters as textposts
Tomorrow: who knows?
Part 2/?
#im having so much fun making these#im literally addicted#like they're so time consuming to put together but it's so worth it#i have so many of these stockpiled and ready to go lol#i might have a problem#anyways#willow 2022#tanthamore#kit tanthalos#jade claymore#elora danan#graydon hastur#airk tanthalos#willow#willow series#dear lord this is a ridiculous amount of tags
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"Since the Netherbrain fell, you and Astarion have seen more of Faerûn than you ever thought possible. One night, he tells you that these last six months of happy memories are the counterweight to two hundred years of misery."
idk what's up with my obsession with drawing astarion being happy and cared for but I'm sure it's not gonna come up in therapy. AFFECTION BEAM!!!!
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3 fanart#bg3 tav#bg3 astarion#astarion ancunin#astarion x tav#tav x astarion#zyrastarion#bloodsong#dinosaur laser art#can you tell I'm getting bolder with posting my shit on tumblr#hey welcome to my tags where I have a mental breakdown#I'm unwell about this character. severely#and I'll make it everyone else's problem thank you good night#listen I just think we should allow astarion to be goofy.#postgame astarion is a good old fashioned lover boy (tm)#spawnstarion my BELOVED I would do unspeakable things to you#what's the maximum amount of tags I can add to this#I don't care if this is ooc I don't CARE he's my silly rabbit#I'm 28 years old and I've lost control of my life#I'm on my second run and I tried so hard not to romance him#I was having a genuinely miserable time LMAO dear lord#I gave up and romanced him anyways it's fine we're all fine#in all seriousness drawing this kind of stuff is therapeutic#he's a comfort character to me due to shared trauma etc#and I find comfort in seeing him in mundane situations#but like. happy and thriving and free. as he should be#larian studios meet me in the pit you've ruined my life#EDIT: I forgot tieflings have a forked tongue please kill me
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They are so inexplicably toxic
#cult of the lamb#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#true devotion#okay so like. main gist is that as the lamb ascends they get more and more power hungry#problem with that is that literal centuries ago they said -> spare#and now its narinders job to keep this mf from doing anything stupid to everyone except for him#also the crown is all for terrorizing narinder with this#... also also lambert is trying to like... force genetics to get lambs alive again so he's not the only one#anyways uh yeah they're incredibly toxic when lambert's high on devotion and faith n shit#cotl overwhelmed au#i guess that's what i'm calling it now#they have their nice calm moments and then dear fucking lord someone get the popcorn they're brawling on top of the temple
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Do you ever think about how terrifying it must be? To actually be down there in the complex, being hurt and dragged and killed. What do you think it feels like to be dragged into a beasts guts?
#I am starting a GTFO hyperfixation and it is a PROBLEM#I have already been through the entirety of the tag here on tumblr dear lord#This is not my best work but oh well#gtfo game#Aiden Hackett#RA Art#RA Goretober 2024#that lighting could use some work but I am tired and done for tonight
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Head in hands. 'I Spy' with Pulp is such a banger for Zor. It's giving me the urge to finally think about designing them (+ redesigning a couple others..). There's something so good abt some of the lyrics like: "you see I spy for a living // and i specialise in revenge // on taking the things that i know will cause you pain". Like....likee.............
Theres earlier parts that also make my brain tick: "it may look like to the untrained eye // im sitting on my arse all day // I'm biding my time until i take you all on // my lords and ladies, i will not fail // i will prevail, cause i spy"
PLUS the name. That did not help the situation. Alas Different Class by Pulp 🤝 IEYTD Characters. Similar can be said about the Chicago soundtrack but thats a. Whole other ramble
#and that whole other ramble is gonna take place in the tags rn#i have mentioned it a few times tbh but yk. yk i have given it more time.#for starters: roxie's suite is SO PHOENIX dear lord#it's this really upbeat jazz track which sounds SO IN PLACE with the rest of ieytd#furthermore: roxie is a very juniper aong ESPECIALLY early in his acting career brah#and later on is razzle dazzle thats. so juniper i will die on my hill it's SO juniper#when youre good to mama is very fabby to me it just oozes with this confidence and i just. with her higher up postion in zoraxis i like it#i can't do this alone is very fabby trying to convince solaris to work with her. i really like it in a sense she's trying to prove herself -#- to solaris ESPECIALLY because in the musical it's like a disingenuous want to work with the other which i also thinks fits#and then theres mister cellophane which HELLO REGINALD CRANE.#i can't quite place it but i think about it constantly. doesn't help that i love that song SO BAD#i tell ya cellophane mister cello phane should i bend my name mister cellophane#AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHBH GRGRGRRGRGRBBRGRGRGR#im normal i swear#cell block tango. i would love to do that with all the women/fem alligned people in ieytd because not ONE OF THEM have EVER caught a break#that's. all of them. bows.#i LOVE chicago SOOOOOO much its such a good musical#i have taken most of these songs out of context and i would love to do an in context au for them all#but trying to figure out who would be who is a problem tbh#I've mentioned it before qnd it's still something i mull over#sigh#anyways. pleade ask me abt ieytd and music i can yalk a lot as you can see#i think i will put#ieytd#because uhh rambles....auhh
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Not to indulge the BG3 " brain rot " but.... can we see what your tav looks like? Maybe hear a little bit about them? Sorry I'm just also on a BG3 kick right now
sure! don't apologize for that <3
this is my first tav, for my only currently completed playthrough. named her seraphina, she was a wild magic sorcerer elf and she romanced astarion, and she was 100% a goody two shoes. not to flex or anything. always gonna hold a special place in my heart. kinda sad i don't have more screenshots of her. also, i went through this playthrough without any mods!
and then my current playthrough is actually my first durge! i've made a couple so far (my bad), but this is going to be a redeemed/resisting the urges playthrough. her name is aruna, and she's also romancing astarion (what a shocker). she's a storm sorcerer elf you can tell i have a preferred class and race huh. i also caught the wonderful lil sideye exchanged during the gur encounter between her and astarion which i laughed at for a good five minutes. so far, this playthrough has been 100x more chaotic, and is definitely giving her and astarion sharing a brain cell (the blood of lathander quest is still a sensitive topic for our dear pale elf womp womp). she's simply bhaal's god's favorite princess with her crew of scary dog privilege while she fights the voices. (and yes, this playthrough i am using mods. sue me.)
i also have two bard durge playthroughs (one as a tiefling, one as a half-elf), and one of them in a multiplayer campaign with my friend in which uh.... we're gonna do full on evil ! wish me luck !
#terrified of the full on evil playthrough and losing karlach and wyll#gonna have to fight for my life to keep gale as he's been assigned as my stray cat in our playthrough#also at this point just assume all my tavs romance astarion lmao#i keep saying i'll romance gale or shadowheart and then DON'T#he just gives me those puppy dog eyes and i'm back in the house ya know#my first playthrough had a lil chaos but nothing compared to the durge one so far dear lord lmao#i did end my first one with telling gale to just fuck off and ascend to godhood if he really wanted to because i was so tired of him asking#like bro you're not my problem anymore stop#I ALSO KILLED SHADOWHEART ON MY FIRST ONE I'M TRAUMATIZED#HOW DO I SAVE HER??? HELP????#also i didn't get to keep halsin in my first playthrough because i didn't notice the quest for him#AND I LOST THE LAST LIGHT INN SO NO JAHEIRA BC SHE DIED IN BATTLE#I WENT FUCKING THROUGH IT Y'ALL#thank u ily#ghost plays bg3#<- that'll be my tag for bg3 stuff#also yes seraphina is the one who fucked the mindflayer my bad my bad
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I am kinda new to the rise fandom I was wondering why isn’t Raph as popular or well liked? Is it because he’s too different from the angsty emo bad boy we usually we get?
i definitely dont see any dislike for him, and as someone who's also pretty new to the rottmnt fandom, there's a very shocking amount of balance in appreciation for all four of them, even though there's undeniably a universal favorite lmao. i could come up with all sorts of reasons for the way i feel raph and mikey get sidelined in a lot of fan content, but honestly i think the truth of it is that people just like angst and their flavors of problems aren't as interesting to them as donnie's and ESPECIALLY not leo's. which is fine, im not going to police what people get up to, even though i can be personally peeved about things like struggling to find content im looking for. im creating here too i can rectify that for myself!!! and i am also very rabid on the donnie stanning and am also a secret leo kinnie (shh) so i cant say too much myself
like idk ive been into whump since before i even knew what the word meant, and im an adult now, and fandom has always slotted certain characters into the role of "caretaker" when writing it, and raph is a very easy character to put there in particular. and i get it because i end up doing it a lot myself, i just love giving him angst ABOUT it every single time because that is the thing that's actively fucking him up all day 24/7 anyway. its fun
but semi-unrelated i will complain a LITTLE about how much april gets parentified in the fandom and how i dont really consider her their sister (even though ive dipped my toes into it a bit because its popular fandom consensus) she's the bestie guys...... they call her the Bestie........ i prefer her to be considered family in a more ambiguous sense, i think its more fulfilling. im pretty sure if we got more time with cassandra she also would've been getting HEAVILY found family'd (it was kind of implied in the movie) but i ain't seen nobody implying she's their sister!!! (not shitting on people who interpret her that way btw!!! i just dont really like how she gets parentified and turned into a infallible cool older sister when she's a bit of a wreck herself and like... the fact that she's a black girl getting this treatment is not lost on me)
#ask#raph is parentified canonically but april is NYATTTTTTT#she is constantly off the walls insane#literally nobody has the braincell in episode 1 and april is very much counted there#NOT a good problem solver. i love how wild she is tbh#i have her playing a protective role in canary continuity but she's FUMBLING free my girl#i mean in caged lungs (the first long one) she's doing a decent job but AFTER#whew. dear lord. you'll just have to see
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hi if u know me DONT FACKING READ THE TAGS I need to shout into the void ok? love you. have a puppy picture
#vent in tags#……………………………………………………….#…………………..……………………………………………#…………………………………………………………………………….#ok . GOD i fuckcdd up bad *head in hands* guess what idiot !!! you were living in a false anxiety fueled reality for god knows how long and#now you’ve gone and rocked the boat in about the messiest way you could have#and now all you want is for it to go back to normal? come onnnnn dude#you can’t get all weepy and clingy and crawl back when it was YOU WHO SUGGESTED A [REDACTED] YOU FUCKING ASSHOLEEEE#dear lord. get your shit together man#sometimes you are the problem . go look in the mirror and internalize this instead of biting off the head of someone you love bc you’re#convinced you’ll always have the moral high ground . dear fucking god#when is everyone going to#finally wake up to the type of person you are . that you’re not always the sweet little lamb#including you#(note; the ‘you’ in all of these is me)#Gwuh. deleting this later I just needed to shout into the void sorry
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can you talk about what you like about From Up On Poppy Hill? /gen
Okay see I understand that this is genuine but also if you're wondering "why tf does this person like a movie that uses 'we found out that we might potentially share the same dad but we won't stop our feelings for each other' as a plot twist" then that is totally understandable it DOES make me seem like a bit of a weirdo I agree with that!!
But I love From Up on Poppy Hill for lots of reasons!! (Warning: this will contain spoilers!!) I admire the type of character Umi is. She's disciplined and hardworking and dedicated and, ugh, the fact that she raises the flags every day??? When it was her dad who taught her how and she kept raising them when he was gone in hopes that it would lead him back home?? And she keeps doing it even though he never will? It makes my heart ache whenever I watch it.
It's also pretty funny, even if in a simple way. I always crack up when they're hosting the student council meeting and a fight breaks out and then the one student runs to tell everyone the principal's coming and everyone's like "OH SHIT" and they IMMEDIATELY unify and start singing. Also when Shiro and Shun are having a serious conversation while they're using the restroom, and when Umi drops Shun back into the water after holding out her hand, and uhhh there's probably some that I'm missing but I can't name any more off the top of my head right now LMAO.
Also the visuals! The music!! It makes for such a beautiful atmosphere for a real-world setting. Let me tell you, listening to the Breakfast Song is a GREAT way to start your day and get in the mood about being productive and feeling good about chores.
And I really, really love how all the students came together to save the clubhouse. Call me a sentimental sap, but I think there's something really great about them working hard to clean it up and give it love and life and turning it into something to be kept, even if a lot of them never used it in the first place.
All in all, I know it might seem like a weird Ghibli movie to like, and it's not like I don't love the other ones either, but I just think From Up on Poppy Hill remains pretty unseen and deserves a lot more love. Thanks for listening, anon!!
#this isn't me falling into the 'you have to justify why you like this piece of media with some problems' btw i just really love rambling#and i love from up on poppy hill#I ONCE READ A REVIEW OF IT THAT CALLED THE CHARACTER DESIGNS 'BLAND' ????#LADY IT TOOK PLACE IN 1980S REAL WORLD YOKOHOMA WHAT WERE YOU EXPECTING#they're SUPPOSED to look normal?? like real people??#dear lord#from up on poppy hill#sou answers#sou says stuff
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Shout outs to the stinky gang I found in the sewers last night
#splatoon#BEGGING you to ignore my scores it's NOT my fault i was plagued by one million glowflies 😭😭😭#seriously what the fuck was up with my luck last night. almost every single round had glowflies.#i swear there's like a sweet spot you wanna be too rank wise like. trying to get to profreshional 2 again.#but my luck was SO rancid last night i was blasted into overachiever. dear lord.#cannot stress enough that i am very average i cannot carry a team and i rely heavily on my teammates knowing what they're doing#which is a lot of words to say. yeah okay i'm not very good at video games sometimes. sad. sometimes i am good though. it depends.#i feel like my biggest problem actually is i tend to freeze up. or have processing lag.#which honestly is why i tend to play turn based games. some platformers with no stakes. and pvp is typically off the table for me LMAO#but splatoon is a very special game and for some reason i'm deeply into salmon run against all odds it's literally all i play LMFAO#anyways. needed to get the salt out of my system LMFAOO so sad so sad. war and hatred on planet earth ect ect#at least there is boysmell. and slime. and a rat. just one. that's all you need really
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yknow its the last two weeks of school maybe cool it w the regular assignments team
#i got SHIT to DO brother don't make me write a little one page response to the reading i didn't do.#im also Not Functioning properly these days so like cut a guy some slack dear lord.#n e way if i borrow a ritalin from a friend of mine its not a problem its just bc i have four papers to write on top of my regular school#and a group project for art history#killing myself. not actually but. grr
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I feel bad that I had to go ALL CAPS on my co-worker this morning, but that was such a stupid decision to make. If you don’t have access to a file, don’t try to override the admin controls to create a new user and give them access. Which wouldn’t have worked anyway as it was an email from outside our system. It’s fairly obvious who has access to that file. If you read the fucking email! It’s an easy mistake to make I guess, but dear lord she nearly crashed the whole system. She only crashed part of it. I’ve fixed it for now.
#i love my job#but I can’t even follow her logic of why she thought it would fix the problem#I’m going to have to explain the whole concept of digital file storage systems to her#she used to create and install networks for the Air Force#she knows how this system works#only the intended user can access files on the secure system#dear lord that was an hour and half of my life I’m never getting back
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Painstakingly recreating PSDs in a day is really fun, right guys? Absolute hoot!!!
#My Kingdom ;; OOC#thankfully recreating the container was easy it's fairly simple#the actual psd... hough... i think I did it good enough? to mix in with my old ones#we'll have to see....#i've got such a wicked headache from all of that dear lord i feel nauseous levels of headache.#oh well. i managed to fix the problem so. woo!
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Honestly the best thing tales of arise does is explain the protagonist dumbassery i do. My man literally cannot feel pain. This is deeply entrenched in the plot. And Thus it makes 100% sense why I fight with no fuckin thoughts about my own health, up to and including using a Sword That Hurts Me, so I am constantly low on health and my poor healer has to just be constantly healing me instead of using that cool gun of hers
But it's fine :) I'm just getting into the character u see
#speculation nation#im the DAMAGE DEALER i gotta FIGHTTTT#desperately need lady knight on my team for her giant shield bc i sure am not the tank here#fuckin uhhh glass canon. that's me. im a strong dude who throws himself into the thick of things#and literally cannot feel pain and That is why i dont know how the dodge function works#when i get a 'perfect dodge' it is almost always an accident from me just rolling around the battlefield. lmao.#my dear boy Law is great to have as a fellow front liner but he is Also not a tank. this is a problem.#need my lady knight and my cool lord. i dont want to ever take them off my team when i get them.#sorry mage and monk you guys r getting the boot probably. rip
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I’d always dreamed of playing in Phantom on Broadway, but I’m beginning to think it’s a good thing I kept my few scraps of sanity to myself. Turns out, the middle school band room in us all never dies (ha. Love never dies) and just waits for the pressures of a crowded confinement chamber to reemerge.
one of my favorite this american life segments of late is about the people who played orchestra pit for phantom of the opera on broadway and how, like, a sizeable majority of them had literally been playing the show since it opened in 1988 (on broadway. I know it opened in 86 on the west end, you random pedants, but I am specifically talking about broadway musicians) because their contracts stipulated that they'd have jobs throughout the show's entire run... but nobody anticipated that phantom would become the longest-running broadway show of all time.
and none of these people wanted to walk away from a guaranteed job, so very few of them ever quit. they just kept doing the same show eight nights a week... for twenty or thirty years... and by the time it finally closed last year most of these musicians (who had been working together for DECADES) hated each other and really really fucking loathed phantom. I can't stop thinking about it. it's indescribably hellish to imagine but also the funniest thing I've ever heard in my life.
#can’t say that I also wouldn’t take whiteout and draw on shoes XD#Thats the best thing I’ve read today#dear lord I can’t even imagine having to play next to the violas I played with in high school for twenty years straight#or behind the nepotism cellist who was not qualified to be section leader#or in front of the trombones#especially in a show so heavy in brass#how did they not murder each other#phantom of the opera#musical theatre#band geek#musician problems
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