#dealing with sickness rn
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frothing over villain arc jimmy rn. oh no please dont get super angry and breed me over your office table while calling me all names in the book
You are so right ‘nonnie, so so right
#sorry this took forever to answer#dealing with sickness rn#also forgot I drew this for this ask and was mean to answer earlier ;-;#anon ask#my art#jmmysldrty
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extremely self indulgent btr doodles <3
once again drawing the band members mostly from memory;;
#partially bc the animation is open in the background my laptop heats up really fucking fast so that's my excuse for not finishing this up#i also blame my ailing health <3#i think everyone should give me 5 bucks so i can pay for my doctor visits /j#i might have a slightly more favorite pairing as of rn and u can totally tell by how i've drawn each one sdfjhjskd#but i guess this is my contribution to polycule kessoku band /hj#when is it my turn /j#kk rambles#my art#bocchiposting#bocchi the rock!#bocchi fanart#btr!#btr fanart#bocchi the rock fanart#kita ikuyo#yamada ryo#hitori gotou#nijika ijichi#yayyy girls kissing#this was partially an escapism from thinking of a response to a message but now it's like bedtime so yayyy crisis avoided successfully!!! /#but yeah i'll deal with that tmr bc i feel really really sick <3
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BANG CHAN — Special MC KCON LA DAY 3 (230821)
#chan#bang chan#stray kids#skz#createskz#cb97net#bystay#*gifs#*m#flashing tw#this set had 15 gifs originally but i just cannot deal with the colouring rn ...#i dont even hate it or smth its just??? diff across all of them and its making me MAD#but god i had to I HAD TO GIF HIM :((((#look at our super star... look at our sweet boy...#my shining star fr...#god im so proud of him :((((((#im going to be sick i adore him so much im so sa d#last gif i wanna eat him alive also but thats another thought huahwoefawoeia#also this post is brought to you by 'your scratch disks are full' and fuck photoshop
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Yk I never did truly recover from the sick fic chapter
#one day im gonna make a post overanalyzing every single frame from this chapter bc its just so good#everything from how confused sakura looks at the idea of them coming to visit him when hes sick#to suo suggesting they leave bc he knows them staying here the now will only make him worse/uncomfortable which is the last thing he needs#bc yeah although he shouldn't and doesnt have to hes used to dealing w/ things like this alone#hes convinced he needs to and thats not smth you can just expect to change from one visit#still i need my hurt/comfort sick fic sequel please and thank you#so we can get a full circle of sakuras character development where he actually lets them help/asks for it#and NO im NOT projecting 🙅♀️#i DONT just wanna see my son getting comforted through his sickness when hes at his most vulnerable nuh uh 🙅♀️🙅♀️🙅♀️#wind breaker#wind breaker spoilers#sakura haruka#ALSO ALL THIS ^^ WITHOUT EVEN MENTIONING THE REASON HES SICK IN THE FIRST PLACE LIKE????#MY SON WAS SO EMOTIONALY CONFLICTED AND CONFUSED THAT HE GAVE HIMSELF A FEVER 😭😭😭😭#ALSO also i seriously cannot get iver how scared he looks in the last panel like ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️#ok im going off in these tags rn i need to stop fr
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I tried to be good, am I no good? Am I no good? Am I no good?
untitled, Geloy Concepcion // Seventeen Going Under, Sam Fender // untitled, traumatizeddfox // Two People, Sam Fender // The War of Vaslav Nijinsky, Frank Bidart // Hard Times, Ethel Cain // Child Wearing a Red Scarf, Eduoard Vuillard // Complex, Katie Gregson Macleod // Funeral by Phoebe Bridgers, malaak // Too Much Wine, The Handsome Family // untitled, milklump // untitled, dying-weeds // Strangers, Ethel Cain
#sorry to all my f1 people#i'm really going through something rn and had to do something to get it out#been a very tough few days a lot of things being brought back up that i really cant deal with#everything in me feels sick#delete l8r#cw family issues#cw trauma#cw abuse#ethel cain#tw abuse#sam fender#traumacore#trauma#childhood trauma#family issues#dad issues#narcissist parents#web weaving#web weave
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hi! my names frank and im a 2spirit butch tht draws cartoons!:)
im physically disabled (eds & psuedotumor cerebri/iih) and bc of the chronic pain stemming from that i’m unable to work a stable job. so i rely on commissions to help support myself and get by through the month!
paypal: [email protected] / @frankyerbury
ko-fi: ko-fi.com/franki
more examples of my art!
more commission info/rules!
#frank art#ok to rb#commissions#sorry this is VERY thrown together LOL#but its easy enough to read and thats ALL that matters:)#ANYWAY im super sick rn just dealing w rlly bad joint pain so. doin commissions so i can get edibles or smthn#anything 2 make my nerves stop screamin !!!#these r all commission examples except for th dhmis stuf
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I don't know what I love more, the fact that as rook you can make a statement in NO uncertain terms that you are NOT responsible one way or the other for the theological implications of the shit you're discovering in the 'regrets of the dread wolf' memories. not my jurisdiction. quite simply none of my business. not my chantry circus not my chantry monkeys. irrelevant to the matter at hand here we'll kill that god if we get to him he can get in line. or if the best thing about it is seeing the lone little 'lucanis approves' that pops up right after choosing it. corvid with a knife about to commit deicide keeping it real and sensibly, pragmatically, wilfully agnostic with me here in this magical lighthouse today
#we do not see it. we cannot read all of a sudden.#rye having war flashbacks to watcher conferences and firmly going 'we are *not* getting derailed by the metaphysics here folks'#rare stern moderator/dad hat moment from ingellvar lol. he's Seen Some Shit in his time (debates that raged over the multiple#and not always concurrent life times of the participants involved. ain't no academic rivalry like watcher academic rivalry#because watcher academic rivalry doesn't stop even when everyone involved is dead. and the rest of us have to live with it)#I. do not think the way I'm getting this quest is how it's meant to be experienced so I'm a bit at a loss as to how to pace it out#I've been an annoying little completionist so I have ALL the statues and could just marathon it out#but that does not feel like the best way for the story and upcoming reveals to work. hm. how to do this#I'm supposed to go fail to save weisshaupt right around now I can't be having study group with all of you rn as much of a delight as it is#rye is nominally an andrastian as mainstream nevarrans generally are but as I gather is the case with many of the watchers#what he *actually* believes in is the grand necropolis itself haha#(and the philosophy of history memory death and relationship (as well as responsibility) between the past and the present#and indeed the future that it represents. we have a duty. to what has been to what is and to what will come after us. good shit)#the nevarran/mortalitasi element just makes their lack of care or respect for chantry orthodoxy *mwha* that extra bit special#the nevarran lack of concern bordering on quiet condescending disdain for official chantry doctrine and policy my beloved#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#poor harding really is living through the most relentless 'if this is the maker testing my faith he sure be testing me' gauntlet of all tim#good news: god might be real! bad news: god might not even be a real thing but more like a magical accident or vibration or something#honestly tho. if we could get full lovecraftian incomprehensible to human conception the maker -- He is a particle and a wave style --#that's the only way I'd be cool with him or them actually answering the question of his existence. that'd be kind of sick#'yes. but no. but maybe. depends on how you define god. and exist. and he. and does.' *ingellvar sets of the METAPHYSICS!! klaxon#that's a time out folks good game but easy on the jargon and navel-gazing definition of terms next round#rye and lucanis have some slightly differing views about at what exact stage of a problem murder becomes a valid solution#('well you just kill them and then I'm the one who has to deal with the next much longer part')#but they're surprisingly kind of vibing on a lot of other stuff lol. good for them <3#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar
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Dream: Someone got me and George matching t-shirts— George: I didn't wear it. Dream: No, George did put it on though. The one they got that was meant for me said "I may be gay, but at least I'm not British" and the one they got for George said "I may be gay, but at least I'm not American."
#like this was kinda sickening#don't mention the sex slime I just don't watnt to deal with that rn#also the “I wear a large” vs Dream telling Karl last year that he's “probably a small or a medium” I feel fuckingf sick#lyss.mp4#lyss.dnf
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one of the most annoying things about fandom is the way people misunderstand ptsd and downplay the way it affects people and the characters they write. a lot of people misunderstand what it's like to live with ptsd but it's especially annoying when a character has ptsd and people immediately denounce it as unrealistic or childish. like wow ptsd is uncomfortable to witness and go through???? who could have predicted that trauma may have some effects that you are unable to romanticize. who would have thought! the amount of times i have seen characters be dismissed as evil or childish or even as a crybaby whatever thats supposed to mean because they have a realistic reaction to death is. bizarre!!!
#sorry to complain i am just sooo sick of people saying stupid things#ive been dealing with diagnosed chronic ptsd for years just to see people denounce people reacting to triggers as childish#imagine i am throwing rocks and then i lay down and take a nap this is how i feel rn#riel
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Bleh, feel like shit physically rn, probably will take awhile before I start working on the AMV and or just drawing again, take a messy doodle for now
#Idk maybe I’m getting sick or soemthign#doodle#doodles#myart#sooo sorry I’m not responding to DMs and or fanart rn I’ll get to them eventually it takes a lot for me to talk when I’m not feeling great#Literally forced myself to answer asks this morning LMFAO#don’t really know why they aren’t that big of a deal ☠️
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Finally managed to finish another 50s LauraMax drawing, yay!
This came about because 1) I'm always in the mood for some 50s LauraMax and had been itching to draw some more of them and 2) I saw this cute couple from Arthur Sarnoff's painting "The Church Picnic" and they just screamed Laura + Max, I mean look at them:
So here we are :)
#lauramax#the quarry#laura kearney#max brinly#I'd been so close to finishing this last week - and then I got sick -.-#finally have enough energy to draw a little again :)#I really should try and practice actually painting digitally - but it's so hard#so you'll just have to deal with my weird inbetween-style instead#where i use more texture-y brushes but still cling to my pencil outlines because going without is too intimidating for me rn#my sketches and drawings
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im doing something different for commissions this coming time
#i have to cleanup/line/color/ the last of the work I have to do#and then im gonna take a break for a week or two#for the next batch it’s gonna be different I’ve decided#im probably going to make them ko-fi 6 or 8 slots first come first serve#im gonna raise my prices too. im sorry if this an inconvenience#im not going to get too personal but there like rough changes happening in my life and i feel very physically sick rn#i feel very ill and im feeling so intensely ever since being off my meds. I don’t want to make it anyone’s problem#im SO greatful to the people who want art from me. and im so greatful for the commissions i get.#I think I worked myself to the point of misery . im feeing the physical effects of it#im just physically exhausted and I don’t want to burn myself out#I can barely respond to people and I don’t want to have others deal with it#I have no other ways of getting money so I physically depend on these#I don’t want to feel like im only good for making art . i don’t want to make it seem like im lazy when im working everyday#hopefully I finish the rest of my work in the coming week. I appreciate everyone whose supported me and my art#and im sorry for being a bit of a downer. I’ll get back to regular posting 🧡#txt
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how's tekken 8 going for everybody?
#i am over the moon lol Lee is bananas good this game lol it's like the training weights have been taken off#i find Asuka more fun also and i'm glad she and Lee feel different now--i'm not getting my wires crossed switching between the two anymore#i haven't played ranked much lately i heard it's a cesspool rn#mostly i've just been busy or sick or both so haven't wanted to deal with the stress of the grind and am mostly messing around in practice#but feel free to message me if you wanna plaaaaay#tekken#my art#lee chaolan
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people loooove to call my sister and i like "i met with your mom yesterday and i wondered if you knew she's not doing good" or "i talked your mom into moving closer to us so she can see more people!" i will kill you dead. my sister and i have been doing everything for her for 4 YEARS we are the ones going to her place 2 or 3 times a week WE are the ones handling all her administrative shit and driving her to appointments and managing her bills and her insurance and her sick leave. so WHY are you talking her into moving further away from us???? "do you know she's not doing good" yeah we fucking do because unlike you we're not popping into her life once every 3 months when it's convenient :) she has been telling us she wants to die like twice a day for a year :) we left for 2 weeks this summer and she was completely lost so you interpret it as us not doing a good job when in fact it's because we've been here for her the entire rest of the year you fucking cunt ohhh my god i'll really kill someone
#hey pro tip if someone you know has alzheimer and you havent been helping them weekly then someone else has been doing it :)#if someone else had to deal with cunts like these wrt your sick parents please say hi i need to hold a hand rn
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good news: i am feeling way better overall, the antibiotics are doing their job & i am way thankful for it. i've also got some appointments to keep up on the og issue & dealing with this has put me on the fast track to getting / keeping insurance!
bad news: i do think i got sick from sitting next to a little girl in the er & that is kicking my ass so everything in my life is way behind right now. i want to write, but i have to clean house before i clean drafts lmao
#ooc.#tbd.#personal.#i did have a post tht i ended up deleting abt what is actually going on#but it is personal / gross so i didnt want to talk abt it on the dash#im hoping however to maybe tend to some messages tonight#but im making soup & i've been sleeping like a ton which has put me on the right track to feeling better#i am however frustrated w the amount of sleep i need from a mix of being sick & recovering from the original issue#+ i am extremely frustrated because a lot of groceries went bad because i was not well enough to cook w them#++ i am even MORE frustrated because the whole apartment has kind of fallen apart bcs my partner is not helping w chores#which is like okay because he works & i dont rn i am just starting to feel insane bcs the dishes stink & the fridge stinks & litter stinks#plus i also when working go in & out of phases of doing chores it just is a lot to handle to have such a nasty space & be helpless abt it#i am hoping to get enough energy in me to deal w it today tbh
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i am gonna try and just like.. take it easy for a bit. im very sick and feeling very sensitive, and getting anon hate or dumb tiktok comment criticisms should not be affecting me like it does. gonna watch the hobbit movies
#this and an old mutual who is apparently in the idf telling me#my saying from the river to the sea is calling for the death of jews#needless to say we are no longer mutuals and i just responded w a yousef munayyer article#bc id rather cite someone accredited than try and get my point accross#ANYWAYS. AND IM SICK#GAH#positive messages about your day or thoughts or the stories you’re working on are appreciated#tell me about YOU on anon#dont talk to me about my stuff rn bc i just cant deal
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