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Taking a shit right now
Luscious locks more like abnormal algae haha amiright guys wink wink nudge nudge
#girl that hand is BROKEN broken 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#it looks kinda like a foot#runny’s art#unshowered#rottmnt future mikey#rottmnt mikey#future mikey#rottmnt#rottmnt fanart#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt 2018#SHOULD I TAG IT AS CASS AU????#Uhhhhhhhhhhhhh. ummmm uhhh#nah. not gonna#hairy mikey#I’m going to tag future mikey as that from now on#do you guys listen to jhariah#you should listen to jhariah their newest album is so fire#HAHA LIKE. sorry. i don’t think anyone will be around to get the f451 references anyway#dark and troubled past
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Solar Opposites in: Solar Monsters (by @avaveevo)
Prologue
20th Century Fox Opening Titles Plays as it fades to black
dramatic title horrifying music plays
Hulu and 20th Century Fox Presents
A Hulu Original Movie
A 20th Century Television Animation Production
Planet Shlorp: 13 Years ago….
Thirteen years ago, on Planet Shlorp, as the sunsets, Terry was walking around Shlorp carrying something underneath a blanket, with a depressed but sleepy look on his face as he looks around the other Shlorpians, who glare at him blanks and whisper some things about him. Terry takes a deep breath and walks away. Then, a little green hand touch his face while a cooing sound of a baby is heard underneath the blanket.
Terry: Hey there, Jesse. There’s my sweet sprout. pulls the blanket to reveal baby Jesse cooing Aren’t you hungry? You want some juices when we get back. ‘Cause I know you would.
Baby Jesse: giggling
But then, a group of colleagues stare at him blankly and death stare at him while whispering some things about Terry.
Purple Male Shlorpian: What a freak.
Blue Male Shlorpian: I know. What a stupid bitch.
Light Green Female Shlorpian: I can tell.
Yellow Female Shlorpian: His sproutling is ugly like him.
Pale Tan Male Shlorpian: What a loser.
Forest Green Male Shlorpian: Fucking idiot.
Light Red Male Shlorpian: I heard Terry broke the quantum defibrillator.
Terry then feels a headache as he starts breathing and out. Then, his eyes starts to flash orange as he heads baby Jesse close to his heartbeat as she coos and his skin begins to shade in shadow black. Terry begin to have a panic attack as Shlorpians began to mock him.
Pink Female Shlorpian: Dumbass motherfucker!
Ocean Blue Male Shlorpian: Goddamn wimp!
Kale Female Shlorpian: Lazy piece of shit.
As more and more hurtful words continue to haunt Terry’s head, he keeps breathing in and out as he sets Jesse down as she started to whimper. But then…
Maroon Male Shlorpian: I bet he’s gonna die on Shlorp when it get blown up someday!
Terry suddenly snarls like an animal as the whole scene goes orange as his fingers suddenly became sharp as it screeches the floor and his eyes glow orange and his voice suddenly becomes deeper.
Terry: Shut up. Shut up! Distorted SHUT UP!
A large shadow appears behind the Shlorpians as a fruit stand was thrown at them as the Shlorpians gasp upon seeing a big shadow and runs away from the creature. It was a monster, a giant horn monster that has been here for years. The monster heads to baby Jesse as she begins to cry. Before the monster could attack, an unknown giant thing pummeled the beast as a roar was heard and the thing’s hand grabs the monster as the monster yowls. Monster fighting and growling sounds were heard as a huge splash of some kind of Gorey mess was spewed as baby Jesse continue crying.
Monsters: roaring and fighting
Baby Jesse: wailing
The sounds ended once the scene grows dark and baby Jesse continues crying. Something starts approach baby Jesse as a huge shadow with monstrous eyes appeared beneath her as she cry louder but then it shrinks down as it shows a pair of green somehow maimed arms and hands appear and picks her up. It was Terry, but in a ruined robe and ruined pair of shoes as he starts soothing baby Jesse.
Terry: Oh no no. Don’t cry. Terry’s here. You’re okay. Shh.
As Terry soothes Jesse, she stops wailing and looks up Terry as she weeps.
Terry: Aw. I know. Shh shh.
Baby Jesse stop crying once Terry looks at her while smiling. Baby Jesse starts giggling as she picks Terry’s finger with her tiny baby hands.
Baby Jesse: happy squeal
Terry: Aw. A little squeeze. Aaah! Wow. Little baby strength. Just like her adult.
Baby Jesse then starts babbling as Terry begins to walk again but then, bumps into a Shlorpian (Korvo) carrying a cooing sproutling (Yumyulack) in a baby carrier on his chest. Despite that; the Shlorpian continue to walk away while looking down his somehow icy aquamarine shaded finger tips as Terry looks on.
Terry: Oof. Oh sorry. Didn’t see you there.
???: It’s alright.
Suddenly, Terry felt something as he looks at the Shlorpian carrying darble fruit while walking away and soothing his sproutling. Inspired by this: https://youtu.be/Z5QnhXbfZaE?si=u1DvpkFuIT7Sia6c
Terry then sees his apartment and heads there while depression dawns on his face. Later, at his apartment, Terry, in his Shlorpian sleep robe, starts rocking baby Jesse to sleep as he smiles at his baby sproutling.
Terry: Alright you adorable little sprout. Bedtime. puts Jesse in her sleeping chamber as he puts her blanket on her as she coos in her sleep Nighty night. kisses her on the forehead
Baby Jesse: sleeping cooing
Baby Jesse begin to suck her thumb as she falls asleep peacefully. But as Terry looks back at his baby sproutling while smiling, his face then saddens as he approaches his bed.
Terry: sighing sadly
He then gets out a journal that is titled, “Things Other Shlorpians Say About Me Today” and writes down in it with a pen. As he writes down some words. That are actually very heartbreaking like, “Terry’s not good enough”, “what a dumbass” and “A fucked up screw up”, tears stream down Terry’s eyes like a waterfall as he weeps silently without a sound. He then closes the journal and puts it on his bedside as he began head to bed and looks at Shlorp’s city on his window in tears.
Terry: quietly Fucking goddamnit!
Terry then looks down sadly with a thought as he began to shut his eyes as he weeps silently with tears streaming down emotionally like this:
As he closes his eyes with a blurry vision, they then reopen to…
13 years later…
Where it shows Korvo, but naked, sleeping while smiling in his sleep. Terry, also naked, rubs Korvo’s head softly as he smiles and looks down at his wedding ring. He looks around the room and looks around at photos of him, his family, their friends, frenemies and honorary family members. Terry then lays down at his pillow side, turns to Korvo and kiss him on the lips as Korvo wakes up as he yawns and sees Terry as he smiles.
Terry: Morning, baby.
Korvo: Mmm, good morning...
The two alien husbands then starts kissing away. Then, Yumyulack, Jesse, Pupa and Sonya barged in here while throwing pillows at each other while shouting and laughing.
Korvo: What the fuck?! Kids?! What is going on?!
Sonya: Prepare to meet your makers Yumyulack!
Yumyulack: In your dreams! Jesse is mine!
Jesse: Fuck you! No way jose!
Pupa: Pillow fight!
The children then start laughing as Korvo and Terry smiled and shook their heads at their kids playing.
Korvo: chuckling Alright alright. That's enough. Time to get ready for school.
Yumyulack, Jesse, Pupa and Sonya: Aaaw. Aw man. No fair. Boo. Aw fuck. This sucks. Screw school!
Korvo: Now now kids. I know you hate this, but it’s part of our lives now. And besides, Terry and are I hanging out at the city today, doing some smooching.
Yumyulack: Aw fuck. Ew. Why?
Jesse and Sonya: Ew. Gross. Why guys? Why?!
Pupa: Eeee.
Yumyulack, Jesse, Sonya and Pupa: We’ll get ready!
As the kids left while laughing, Korvo and Terry smiled at each other and kiss.
Korvo: You sure you can handle golf today?
Terry: Honey, relax. I’m sure I got this all under control. This wrist have been tighten. kisses his wrist Well, better get ready. Today is gonna be busy for the two of us.
Korvo: laughs Okay darling. kisses Terry on the cheek
A few minutes later, Terry has finished getting ready in his normal form after finishing brushing his teeth and putting on his clothe and deodorant while listening to “Once in A Lifetime” from Talking Heads on his phone:
Then, Terry turns into his human form as he smiles and prepares to comb his hair after he takes a deep breath and smiles.
Human Terry: Same as it ever was…
As he combs his hair, the titles plays it shows the titles…
Solar Opposites in:
Solar Monsters
The title the becomes monstrous as it pans out to the bus human Korvo and human Terry are in.
#solar opposites#solar opposites au#solar monsters#korvo#tervo#terry solar opposites#yumyulack#british korvo#jesse solar opposites#mundane terry#planet shlorp#dark and troubled past#sonya solar opposites#sonya opposites#solar opposites pupa#shlorp#baby jesse#human terry#thomas middleditch#dan stevens#sean giambrone#mary mack#sagan mcmahan#Spotify
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#is this anything#dark souls#dragonslayer ornstein#executioner smough#hello. life update in following tags#i finished all my finals#the doing of which would explain my little absence#now im finally free which means im probably gonna start posting more?#the thing is though . ive been drawing a lot these past weeks..... but i cant really progress anything into colouring stage#idk what it is ive got like 7 wips in sketch/line stage i think look awesome and i really want to complete them but im having trouble to#oh well. this seems like a problem that one of these days will resolve itself... but yeah thats where im at . just taking it easy for now
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Happy birthday ritsuka uenoyama the entirety of given DOSENT DESERVE U AT ALL
#the narrative the characters the fandom and kizu should be ashamed of themselves ngl#the way you gave your VERY ALL to save mafuyu at his darkest being there at his lowest helping him to find light again#even if you think you are no better than the other even when you dont know his whole story even if you feel no better than his first#you still gave your very best for him by finishing his deceased lover's song and sang it for him#only for your character arc your development your issues insecurities and trauma to be ignored shunned and discredited#your lover was your first but you knew you weren't his first#you knew he loved someone way before you and now that he's gone your lover still clutched on to the past#but you helped him moved on from the darkness and give him the light through music#you ended up filling the void he left for your lover and everyone else only for you to become a shadow of him#the fact that you a main character is constantly set aside and had no character arc whatsoever just to make way for a deceased lover#you are often demonized and hated and told that his lover and his previous lover should've been together and he would choose him over you#and when you asked him one thing he then ignored you and you tired to reach out to him only for them to blame you as you are the problem#seeing you often makes me sad because you did SO MUCH of the story and the narrative would just trash you out#but when someone calls out that you deserved better the same people will stake them saying that you dont undertand the narrative at all#if they cant appreciate your efforts just because you are not him then i would#if you were my oc i would give u the amount of love they never gave#if you were my oc i would develop and expand your character arc so that i would know you better and your ambitions#if you were my oc i would make sure you would be as loved as everyone else#and if you were my oc i would create someone to love you understand your troubles and appreciate you efforts way more than your lover could#the fandom may love a previous lover he loved but you ritsuka uenoyama shall be mine#dont mind the corny ass tags i just feel like it lmfao#uenoyama deserves better#uenoyama ritsuka#ritsuka uenoyama#given#given manga#given anime#bl animanga
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A Rough Start
#ffiv#ff4#final fantasy iv#ff4 cecil#ffiv cecil#cecil harvey#ff4 rydia#ffiv rydia#rydia of mist#i definitely found rydia and cecils relationship to be rather interesting#it started out pretty awful#what with cecil being responsible for the destruction of rydia's home and the death of her mother#yet he becomes her protector and even defends her from his countrymen#and as the story goes on they learn to trust one another#ffiv's story is one of forgiveness and redemption their relationship is a prime example of it#also#i hc that as a dark knight cecil has a lot of trouble sleeping#hence the eyebags#if the dark whispers of his powers don't keep him up#the nightmares of his past actions will
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Character charts for my villain ocs!
Devious - Villain leader and CEO of Devious Enterprises (creative I know)
Rosa - Devious’ lawyer
Ruslan - Devious’ bodyguard.
Vil - the new recruit
Durga - A villain leader and Devious and Sergei’s friend.
Artemy - Devious’ teenage son and hacker
Sergei - Devious’ old friend and right hand man
Ivan - Devious’ main enemy
#me: I’m going to work on my exist comic#also me: doesn’t#ugh bad guys are just really fun to create#it’s like the Batman family but make them bad guys 💀#one of my friends even has a villain group based on penguins#I have not decided if Ivan will be another villain or a police officer#but villain seems more entertaining like two kids bickering about who started what#and Sergei is the one who helps with espionage but because he’s dramatic he causes problems#Ruslan is just a sweet sweet guy with a dark past ;;#Durga would help you move a body but there’s a chance she might leave you if she gets bored#and Vil is just new he hasn’t had enough time to cause or solve problems#Artemy is just …. Artemy#a teenager with good hacking skills is asking for trouble#character chart#artists on tumblr#original character#villain oc#doodles#oc#buggee art#villains
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The ghost of what I could have been follows me and mocks me every day.
#haunted by the past#inner demons#emotional pain#regret#mental health#ghosts of the past#self reflection#personal struggles#inner turmoil#dark thoughts#existential crisis#emotional struggle#what could have been#troubled mind#feeling lost#haunted mind#deep thoughts#personal battles#reflective#emotional depth
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"There was a woman who also sought the light, but it burned her and she fell into darkness" alright I want to know Koyou's past so much rn
#just saying.... maybe... koyosano had some trouble in the past... you know#yosano tried to save kouyou and it didnt work#convincing her that she only belong in the dark#👀#bungou stray dogs#bsd kouyou#yosano x kouyou#bungou gay dogs#me talking
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Didn't get the chance to post about it earlier but, today is Klaus' 11th birthday!!
Happy birthday my evil angel!! Every year I get to have with you is so precious to me. You may be a smelly old man now, but you're my smelly old man. I love you always and forever 💕💋💝
#crazy cat klaus#it anazes me how much time has passed#sometimes I look at klaus and still that adorable 3 month old kitten we saw advertised in the newspaper#other times I can see how much he's matured#his belly fur is all white now. and the fur just above his nose is going gray#I'm so grateful to get to have him with me in his golden years#I've never gotten to keep a cat past the age of 5 before#because at the old apartment we weren't allowed to have cats. and somehow we always got caught with them#around the time they were 3-5 years old and we'd have to surrender them to a shelter#except that one time...my poor precious Peanut. I'll never forgive my family for leaving him in the woods#but Klaus and also Mummas are special cases#especially now that we're in a place where we can have cats and not get in trouble#I'm literally so happy to have him with me#Klaus has been with me since I was 15. a very dark time in my life. he's been with me thru pretty much everything#seeing him age is beautiful. but its also scary#I wish cats lived forever...I know every moment I get to have with him is precious#sometimes I think about the inevitable and it hurts so much to think about. like rn.#I don't wanna rhink about it on his birthday but its hard#he's 11. that's old for a cat. not super old but still#Im p sure Klaus could be considered my soul cat#he isn't the most super cuddly. he doesn't lay on anyone usually. but he shows his affection very well#he's almost always there when Im sad or sick. he's my best friend#I love him so much. and he knows it. and I know he loves me too#happy birthday baby#sam's rants about life
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I don't think I'm mad now
Even though you made me hate who I liked being around
Made me feel like it was nothing I would amount
Little truth in your words is what I found
I talked about pain, but who listened?
Growing up, no support system
So much that I kept hidden
So many things broken, you couldn't fix them
I felt so isolated
In my room where I was safest
I wanted no conversations
No one to see what I was facing
You lied to me when you had my trust
Now I trust no one no matter what
I want to believe that I was loved
I want to believe it wasn't made up
#mental health#mental illness#depression#depressing shit#sad poetry#bad parents#sadness#anxiety#troubled past#bad childhood#anger#lies#dark poetry
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can't get over the way sugisaki draws him post hiatus whenever he gets kind of angry. there is literally 0 threat in this boy
#daisuke: I HAVE EDGE#me: no u dont. u r literally the most wide-eyed person ive ever seen. u have the face of a cartoon lamb#dark can get scary but not daisuke. all of him is so round. minus the fluffy hair#who gave sugisaki's toner editors so much trouble in the past-#ok anyways. i cleared sm asks. 6 left. im plugging along! more tmmw if im not dead. night night#*・゚⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT.
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Solar Opposites in Mighty Solars Issue #39: “Danger in Blood” Ch. 2
The scene changes to the next morning. Kano arises from his sleep and looks at Qourra steering the ship. She has dark circles under her eyes from lack of sleep.
Kano: You should get some rest. We'll be there in a few hours. You'll need all your strength.
Qourra: Oh, don't you worry about my strength. I have plenty. I'm not the helpless little girl I was when they came.
The scene fades into a flashback of the Raiders' attack.
Young Qourra: I’m gonna find mom!
She runs nervously past her brother. Several villagers are shown running about in a frantic motion. The camera focuses on young Qourra again, who arrives at their igloo and pushes back the curtain.
Young Qourra: Mom!
She runs in to discover her mother seated on the floor, a man towering over her.
Qourra’s Mother: Just let her go and I'll give you the information you want.
Chief: You heard your mother. Get out of here!
Young Qourra: Mom! I’m scared!
Qourra’s Mom: It’s gonna be okay sweetie! Just get out of here quickly!
Young Qourra runs away in fear. The scene fades to white back to present day. Qourra sighs.
Qourra: But we were too late. When we got there, the man was gone. [Voice begins breaking.] And so was she.
Kano: Your mother was a brave woman.
Qourra: She was.
The scene later changes to Sonya looking around the city as she follows marks left Qourra. She then sees a free sample of cookies and takes a bite out of it. She then starts coughing as her face turns red. Human Korvo sees it and gasp.
Human Korvo: Sonya?
Sonya coughing as Human Korvo gasp sees her face turning red. Human Korvo then calls 911. Later at the hospital, Human Korvo and Human Terry are waiting for Sonya in concern.
Human Terry Solar-Opposites: What was in those cookies?
Human Korvo Solar-Opposites: sighs Peanut butter. Sonya is allergic to peanuts. Jesse told me about months ago.
Human Terry Solar-Opposites: Damn. You didn’t put them in there did you?
Human Korvo Solar-Opposites: Terry, I wasn’t baking at the farmer’s market.
Human Terry Solar-Opposites: Oh yeah.
Then, the doctor came in.
Doctor: Korey Solar-Opposites?
Human Korvo: Doctor, how is Sonya? Is she going to be OK?
Doctor: Don’t worry Korey. Sonya is feeling all better already. She’s gonna be okay.
Then, a woman with glasses and a purse came in.
Foster Care Agent: Please tell me Sonya’s alright.
Human Terry: She's going to be...
Human Korvo: She's going to be fine. The doctor says that she's going to be fine.
Foster Care Agent: You're lucky I haven't called the police.
Human Korvo: Foster care?
Foster Care Agent: I got home early and I see Sonya left without any supervision. She wasn’t supposed to do that. I called Sonya a hundred times about hours ago. She didn't answer. I flew out here, got off the plane, and I see all of this on the news.
Human Terry: Foster care?
Foster Care Agent: Is that all you can say for yourself is "Foster Care"?
Human Korvo: I... I am so confused. What do you mean Foster Care? Where are Somar and Lita?!
Foster Care Agent: I can assure you this is not confusing.
Human Terry: Wait a minute. Why is Sonya in foster care?!
Foster Care Agent: She didn't tell you, did she? Korey, Terry... Sonya’s parents were aborted back to their home country last week.
Human Korvo and Human Terry are distraught.
Human Korvo: Oh God… Sonya…
Human Korvo looks at Sonya, who is reading a book and sighs.
Human Korvo Solar-Opposites: Poor Sonya.
Human Terry Solar-Opposites: Aw man. I wish there was something we could do Korv.
Human Korvo has an idea. He looks at his wedding ring and remembers something Terry always wanted.
Human Terry Solar-Opposites: What’s wrong honey!
Human Korvo Solar-Opposites: Remember how we said we would adopt a kid someday?
Human Terry Solar-Opposites: Yes? Why?
Human Korvo smiles tearfully.
Human Korvo Solar-Opposites: Terry, we should adopt Sonya.
Human Terry gasps.
Human Terry Solar-Opposites: R-really?
Human Korvo Solar-Opposites: Yes! A billion times yes!
Human Terry Solar-Opposites: Oh Korvy!
The two human husbands then kiss as tears of joy burst in their eyes.
Human Korvo Solar-Opposites: tearfully Oh Terry! I’m so happy!
Human Terry Solar-Opposites: tearfully Me too. Ooh, we should surprise our kids later. They would be happy over getting a new sister.
Human Korvo nods.
Human Korvo Solar-Opposites: Of course they will. And most of all, Sonya will finally have a new home. With us.
Human Terry Solar-Opposites: Oh Korvy. You really made our day. kisses Human Korvo on the cheek
The two husbands then head back to kissing as they moan lovingly.
#solar opposites#solar opposites au#solar opposites: mighty solars#the mighty solars#solar opposites mighty solars#mighty solars#human korvo#human terry#sonya solar opposites#korvo/quasarblast#terry/mighton#dark and troubled past
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There was this post I saw a while back whose general gist was something along the lines of “Autistic men totally have it way worse than autistic women because there’s no female equivalent of the ‘neckbeard basement dweller’ stereotype!’,” a statement that is absolutely baffling to me because…were you on the Internet in the early tens at all? 
The Making Fun of Awkward Nerds Industrial Complex absolutely did not spare women in the slightest. You could go onto the image boards, or encyclopedia dramatica, or later on, reddit, and find hundreds of posts and articles and threads mocking female nerds for being “cringe,” having interests like anime and cosplay, lacking social skills, and, because the extra layer of misogyny was at play here, the ultimate crime a woman can commit, being fat, “ugly,” or otherwise unattractive to the people mocking them… many of whom were fat awkward (male) nerds lacking in social skills themselves, because that was just the nature of the userbase of these sites. Have you never heard the name “Pixiteri”? 
To refute OP’s point more literally, yes, there was a female equivalent to “neckbeard,” and it was “hambeast.” Yeah. And all of this was just what was directed at cis women— not even touching on the profound transmisogyny that permeated these spaces. 
#sorry this has just been in the back of my brain for a while#also not to imply that Reddit or wherever is a utopia of trans inclusion now#but you get my point. At best this kind of content was what in polite company we call lateral aggression#at worst it was just the most rancid misogyny and transphobia imaginable#hinting at my dark and troubled past here but whatever#txt#misogyny /#transmysogyny /#ableism /#people complaining that men are oppressed for being nerds is never going to go away I guess
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You ever remember a niche pairing you used to read for and then when you go back to reread the old fics they seemingly don't exist? Yeah that sucks so much
#i swear that there was at least 10 Poe/DJ fics a few years ago#now there's like 2#i need troubled past poe dameron and they're taking it from me#dark poe dameron#poe dameron#DJ star wars#spice runner poe dameron
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99% just my autism speaking here but something ive been noticing lately that im sorta kinda 😶 about is when ppl are like "I think you'll like this" but not bc they ACTUALLY think you'll like it, rather they just got into it and want you to also get into it so "I think you'll like this" is a nice personal hook. i love chill stuff as much as any other person ofc but given i don't divulge that EVER, what makes you think my berserk reading, made in abyss watching, drakengard playing ass would like YURU CAMP????
#gu6chan's musings#am i just taking the phrase too literally???? like i appreciate the thought but also.... what agitates me is the fact theres not any#when i say something among the lines of 'i think YOU'LL like this' or 'This made me think of you' like#its bc i think of THAT PERSON IN PARTICULAR or think THAT PERSON IN PARTICULAR would like it#again it's probably just autism brain taking figures of speech too literally but i HATE it bc it just makes me feel like#all the times i shared my interests meant nothinggggg typically i just ask 'neat; what makes you think ill like it?' and ppl start stumbling#and im like :(#whats rlly funny in this case is not only the fact i had only ever established my love of dark fantasy and mystery to this person#but they also flatout asked 'youre not really into modern media much are you' to which the answer was 'not much lol'#and i said the reasons i dont care for 'cute girls doing cute things' anime (re: k-on) is bc if i have the time to watch it then i at LEAST#wanna spend it watching a series that's???? not 'the point of it is to relax :)'??? i can sleep for that#anyways like 2 days later they said they said they think id REALLY like this new anime they've been watching lately and I was like 'oh?'#and it was yuru camp.... and internally i was like 'are you fucking kidding me' but on the outside i was like 'oh sweet what makes you think#id like it? id love some new media recommendations especially if they're newer shows bc ive been having SO MUCH TROUBLE trying to find#something interesting that isn't from 2008'#and they sent me a picture of the most generic anime girl ever and they're like 'it has really cute girls' and then i just wanted to kms#like.... this isn't bc you thought id like it; is it.....#wanted to die internally but i played it cool and was like 'oh no; i appreciate it thoughtfulness and all but i don't think this is for me'#also the time where someone recommended signalis to me and i was like 'oh?' and they were like 'YEAH its SO good the people who made it#were even INSPIRED off of Nier' KNOWING FULL WELL I DIDN'T LIKE IT AND THE AMOUNT MY ENTHUSIASM JUST DIED... i was like#'oh. well that will be a pass then' and they tried backpedaling like 'well it's not SUPER inspired; i didn't know you HATED nier :(' like#my past 15 posts on my twitter werent me realising that the game was absolute garbage and calling it the most regretful thing ive ever spent#money on during my attempted playthrough 😭 i was like 'thanks; but I'll pass' to which they then responded by promptly sending me#signalis memes i had absolutely no idea how to respond to WITHOUT making it seem like i was super annoyed so i was just kinda 😶 and didn't#reply and they were like 'sorry :(' and i was like 'haha it's okay! i just have absolutely no idea how to respond to this joke i dont#understand at ALL'#was probably one of the more awkward interactions ive ever had but genuinely speaking i was so INTERESTED until they brought up that it was#inspired by nier i literally psychically felt all the enthusiasm leaving my body from 'damn; i might actually have to look into this' to#'oh well that's a bullet dodged' did not trust the backtracking either....
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Pei Su’s dream sequence part 2 [Epi7]
#I have many questions#mostly why is Pei Su reading that book and listening to it whilst lucid dreaming#is it for a case is it a hint to his troubled past what for#I feel the books he reads are hints but this one threw me off like what the heck#pei su#justice in the dark#modu la#my gifs#this is why we need more episodes eventually#zxc is great as usual
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