I wrote a little treato yesterday =]
GN Reader x Gale
CW and Tags: Body Dysphoria, fluff, hurt/comfort, post-bg3 HC, established relationship
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The sight before you distresses you. Once, you were a strong, capable warrior. Now? Now you’ve settled into domesticity, and it shows. Not that you dislike the easy-going, slow life you have grown accustomed to, but your body has relaxed more than you’d like.
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Look At Me Beautiful
Genre: Angst, hurt/comfort.
Character: Vil.
Warnings: Body dysphoria and body dysmorphia, eating disorders, mentions of scars, reader is in the feels, reader has self-esteem issues.
Summary: Vil is here for you to lean on, for you to rely on. He wants to help you like you did him.
Additional Notes: I was looking forward to eating some jacket potatoes but I then felt sad, and when I was going to eat the jackets, I felt disgusted and too sad to eat them. My meal was ruined so I say we hurt today. This is also yet another of my projections and how I experience stuff like this. And remember to be kind guys, any and all negative comments will be deleted and blocked.
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You don't like what you see. It's meant to be you but all you can see is an ugly monster. You hate how you look, you hate how you sound, you hate how your skin feels, you hate how your scars feel. You hate it so much.
You can't eat three meals a day without feeling repulsed by yourself, you can down two if your lucky, yet no matter how little you eat you just can't stop feeling so slimy and gross and chubby-
"Dear are you in there?" That was Vils voice. You don't want to answer him, feeling as if you'd taint his beauty by your hideousness. You don't deserve someone so perfect like him, someone so caring like him, someone so-
"Are you alright?" Vils voice was soft, as was his hand that was resting on your shoulder. You could barely look at him.
”Please look at me beautiful..” He said so tenderly, so full of love and adoration. It made your heart ache as you hesitantly raised your head. When your eyes met you saw how he softened, how he slowly reached out to cup your your face in his hands, how gentle he was being with you. You didn’t deserve this, you didn’t deserve him.
He stared into your eyes as he gently wiped away the tears you didn’t know fell from your face with his thumbs. He smiled so softly at you, for you.
”Do you want to talk about it or would you like to stay here for a while?” He softly asked, still staring with so much adoration, so much love, so much care. He still loved you even though you didn’t deserve his presence, even though you sounded horrible, even though you were a hideous creature, he still loved you. That realisation broke the dam as you cried into his chest, him gently raking a hand through your hair and a hand rubbing your back soothingly.
”It’s okay, I’m here.”
You two stayed like that for a while, embracing each other as you cried your heart out on the bathroom floor. Vil didn’t care that you wet his shirt, but he did he care about you. When you two finally parted, you tried to apologise but Vil held a hand up before smiling at you.
You didn’t deserve him but you felt oh so loved by him that you were slowly but surely staring to feel that maybe you did.
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CW: light body dysphoria
I figured it would make sense to have my first art post be my pfp, so here we go! This is Pluto, my persona!
They took 6-ish hours to draw on my drawing tablet, and I love how they came out!
This is the style I use whenever I draw people, it may change once or twice, but if it's a person then it's likely in this style.
CW: body dysphoria under the cut
I wanna go into a little detail about why my persona looks the way they do, mainly the ears and tail.
I'm non-binary and for a lot of my life I was comfortable in my body but something always just felt...wrong. I always felt disconnected from my body and as I got older, I slowly got a greater urge to...not be human? But I still wanted to stay human at the same time. That's the best way I can describe it.
I didn't want to not be human, but I didn't want to be entirely human. When I was drawing my persona, I wanted to implement that. I knew I wanted to add ears and a tail of some kind, but I didn't exactly want animal ears and a tail. So i started thinking of other things I liked and how I could implement them.
Eventually, I chose space as the other element I wanted to implement. That's how the star designs and black-hole-star fur at the end of the tail came to be!
I can say so much more about this drawing, like the sweater design and outfit choice and even the hair and mask, but I'll save that for another time if anyone wants to hear it.
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It's weird how dysphoria works. Like I know that my face hasn't changed since yesterday, but it looks wrong. I did my make up exactly like how I did yesterday, but it looks wrong. My hair is brushed the same way as yesterday, but it looks wrong. Just everything looks wrong. My reflection is just wrong somehow.
These photos of me have the same make up, outfit, accessories, everything except one of these I'm feeling horribly dysphoric and it's weird how I acknowledge that they all relatively look the same and yet the dysphoric selfie just jumps out at me.
I dunno its just one of those days. I don't see "him" anymore but I still see "a him."
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Doll Dysphoria - part 3 [end]
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Cw: dark themes, sick/traumatized/injured Alastor 🤕
Alarmed, afraid, troubled Vox…not knowing how to help him, trying to offer comfort. Alastor’s fear and disgust of his body (afraid of it changing, imagining Vox no longer wanting him…)
(Let me know if you would like me to add additional tags/cw, I'm not good with this. Might delete later)
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Seen a few people too many discuss the concept of Dragodile Baby 2 and my hot take is that there's no way in hell Crocodile would ever detransition just to go through nine months of horrible dysphoria again, let alone go through pregnancy ever again (or allow Ivankov to even touch him, what if they died and weren't able to trans Croc's gender again afterwards? Hell naw, ain't worth the risk)
But this leaves an opportunity for a Funnier Option:
Dragon wants another baby? Sure, but it's his turn to carry it >:)
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"when i think about that stuff, it feels like someone took a shovel and dug out all my insides. and i know there's nothing in there but i'm still too nervous to open myself up and check. i know there's something wrong with me. my parents know it too, even if they don't say anything. do you ever feel like that?"- i saw the tv glow, 2024
watched "i saw the tv glow" and was immediately catapulted into the abyss.
sitting in my room in the middle of the afternoon in summer has never felt so surreal. i'm not sure if any depiction of the trans experience i've come across has ever felt so real and relatable to my own. the fear and the aching longing and the suppression and the escapism and the feeling of having nothing inside you and the "it's not real if i don't think about it" AHKG!! EXPLODED. i've had every line going round and round my head for days. i desperately need to shake everyone i know by the shoulders and scream a bit.
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man I hate my meat suit so much sometimes. it’s so clumsy, it’s legs get so sore sometimes, it’s lungs can’t handle long strenuous exercise or even a brisk run/jog, it’s senses are both too strong and too weak… it doesn’t even look like how I’m supposed to look. it’s got boobs (no hate to boobs I’m just not supposed to have them (plus trans dysphoria goes brrrr)), it has the wrong ears, it has no fur or feathers or scales, it has the wrong shape and size… ugh.
is this what physical alterhumans think of when they think of their human body (talking specifically about non delusional physical alterhumans (no hate to them, I just don’t experience delusions so I can’t relate to them))?? I’m thinking I may be a physical nonhuman, but I know I have a human body, I just don’t identify with it at all, not on any level shape or form. it’s like having to wear a costume all the time—it’s not who I am, even though it’s how I appear to others. idk though!! physical alterhumans, please help! /nf
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This is random, but I'm feeling things and need this right now, so I'm sharing it.
For those of us transmasc selfshippers who still get periods, imagine your F/O doing whatever is needed to make sure you're as comfortable as possible.
Got cramps? They've got some meds and a heating pad to help.
Feeling just a little more "not you" than usual? They're there reminding you that this part of you doesn't make you any less masc, it's just how some bodies work sometimes.
Wanna take a nap to take your mind off everything? They'll take a nap with you! Bundled up under cozy blankets and snuggled close.
Whatever you need to help you through it, they're there.
Want some chocolate? Done! They're already on their way to the store.
Running low on "supplies"? No problem! What are you missing? They'll get it for you.
Don't wanna be bothered by anyone or anything? Okay, sure. Just let them know when you need something, they'll leave you be.
Anything and everything, whatever you need to get through this, they'll be there to help in whatever ways they can.
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the desire ive had these last few days to break & reconstruct my legs to bend in the way theyre supposed to. to have the digitigrade build i should have been born with.
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