#cw programming

[meeb-motes]

TW/CW: programming

Programmed and (Program)Cue

requested by @lost-atlantis :P

we tried our very best but the cue one is def based off our programmed members experiences ,,

requests are open !!

-Two

[howlsofbloodhounds]

difference between fresh and killer is probably that something programmed fresh to be the way he is and something programmed killer too but fresh was always fresh and killer was someone else before and he is arguably still not what he was designed to be because who he was is still fighting back

[ghosting-plural-userboxes]

sometimes like times like this we HATE having borderline or mild ( i’unno at this point was diagnosed with mild ID but think it’s borderline ID instead ) we really wish we could understand the concept of programming but we can’t ( < since got a request about it on emoji blog and need to make emojis for that ). Not that we don’t think it exists ( it does ) just that we can’t understand what it is or what it looks like ( if makes sense ) and we are really frustrated cuz we want to be able to understand but can’t understand and don’t have anyone to explain it simple to us

sorry for vent :( /gen

( and sorry if requester sees this /gen this is 100% not targeted this is just us being annoyed that we are stupid )

-Link

[disabled-sysboxes]

[TEXT ID: this alter has strange beliefs due to programming, please be gentle]

[IMG ID: a light teal rectangular box with a light blue outline with an icon of a person's head with a thin swirl in it to the left, with the text 'this alter has strange beliefs due to programming, please be gentle' on the right.]

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[syscultureis]

hc-did culture is being programmed to not be allowed to fall in love with anyone but your cult leader so you end up pushing anyone you like away

:(

[stagesofkiller]

i wonder if killer would be programmed to self harm or punish if he experiences intense enough emotions or develops attachment

[dreary-clouds]

i feel bad for him, really. because he knows what happened to him, and he isn’t supposed to. but he knows and he was created for the sole purpose of craving that treatment. so of course he “wants” to go back, even though he does not actually want to.

and so he tries to fill that void with anything that he possibly can, and a combination of brain chemistry and upbringing have made him dependent on other people to fill it for him.

he is working on it, and we don’t say it enough but we’re all proud of him for it. he hasn’t tried to contact that man in a few years. he unblocked him on facebook last night but didn’t send any sort of message; he blocked him again in the morning. he would never have been able to do that, before.

and i know that it’s because he fused with other parts, parts who were, understandably, more scared of that man than he was. but the fear that he absorbed from that is probably a good thing, even though it makes him miserable, because it keeps him safe. it keeps him safe in ways that we can’t, because this disorder is supposed to protect him, but the way that it was forced onto us makes it do the opposite, sometimes.

he’s scared, and he’s hurting, but at least he is here. at least we are all still here, instead of back there.

[the-hydra-sys]

Saw it on your spam, but "transprogrammer" and "transprogrammed" is exactly what it sounds like: radqueers who think they were meant to be/want to be programmed/a programmer

We saw this but have been letting it sit in our askbox for a while because. Jesus Christ /neg.

[a-timeless-illness]

-multigram

Etymology

Multi ; multiple

Gram ; program

A suffix to describe a programmed system or group of headmates (2 or more). This could be dedicated towards fragments, programmed headmates, and general headmates.

This is a RAMCOA system ; HC-DID system exclusive term.

[Image ID: A five horizontal striped with a circle that holds a symbol in the middle. The middle stripe is larger than the other stripes but is cut in the middle by a thing black line that reaches the circle. The colors are medium gray, light-medium gray, light gray, light-medium gray, and medium gray. The circle is filled with the same light gray, and the outline is black. The symbol is three flat characters that have a semi-oval as a body and a circle as a head. The characters are color black. Below each character is a box, where the side characters connect to the box higher up in the middle. There is a middle box below the higher one. End ID]

-unigram

Etymology

Uni ; one

Gram ; program

A suffix to describe one individual programmed headmate. This could be dedicated towards fragments, programmed headmates, and general headmates. Used to describe one headmate or the role of a headmate/headmates.

[Image ID: A five horizontal striped with a circle that holds a symbol in the middle. The middle stripe is larger than the other stripes but is cut in the middle by a thing black line that reaches the circle. The colors are medium gray, light-medium gray, light gray, light-medium gray, and medium gray. The circle is filled with the same light gray, and the outline is black. The symbol is a flat character that has a semi-oval as a body and a circle as a head. The characters are colored black. Below the character are three boxes, where they connected to a larger box above them. End ID]

To note: I am an HC-DID system ; RAMCOA survivor. I'm unsure if that is updated on my intro.

[seenthisepisode]

no offence but the reason tumblr is “dying” is, well, yes, of course the cursed like/reblog ratio and the change in user behaviour (because of people being used to how instagram and tiktok work) BUT also the lack of weekly shows. i say it with my whole chest, they don't produce captivating and engaging stupid weekly tv shows anymore because streaming killed that so you have spikes of activity here when Something happens in general fandom or up to three days after a new season of whatever drops and then it's a wasteland. this is obviously an old woman yelling at a cloud missing supernatural and the vampire diaries and pretty little liars and all these other shows type of post but honestly give me back weekly tv shows where i have something to watch for 40 minutes almost every day of the week after work so then i can read and reblog it on tumblr give it back for the sake of my sanity

[howlsofbloodhounds]

so how often do we think killer has the thoughts and urges and compulsions to kill

[slushglow]

where are my edward elric fans in the crowd tonight

[disabled-sysboxes]

[TEXT ID: this system is a system with programming]

[IMG ID: a light blue rectangular box with the OSDDID flag - a flag with four stripes, black, blue, green, and yellow - to the left, and the text 'this system is a system with programming' to the right]

[TEXT ID: this system is a system with programming]

[IMG ID: a light orange rectangular box with the original OSDDID flag - a flag with three stripes, white, orange, and black - to the left, and the text 'this system is a system with programming' to the right]

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(A) System with programming: A term for systems who, at first, weren’t programmed into being a system, but were programmed later in life.

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[ilariel]

Red alert

[labyrinth-walls-tiny-worm]

[nyuheartbreak]

fuck it we ball FUCK IT WE BALL FUCK IT WE BALL