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gonna be Crowley for Halloween which means dying my hair for the first time!! Wish me luck lol I have no idea what I’m doing
#I got a nice red shade form the drugstore but I did a strand test and it’s really dark…#whatever#I mean I’ve been meaning to dye my hair red for over a year and I would prefer a really dark colour#but crowley’s hair doesn’t look like that😭#the actual outfit is like a fem renaissance inspired black dress and corset#cuz I already had most of it#still need to make some accessories tho✨#good omens#Crowley#crowley cosplay#kinda wishing i could post the finished cosplay here but I decided years ago not to post any photos online😔
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#was looking for some fics with these two#I imagine this is one of their first interactions and Hunter is already fed up with Darius#but Darius is just trying to get to know the successor of his mentor and check if he's at least a little bit capable of doing his job#he's also a little weirded out by the similarity between these two#basically I imagine Darius gave him a couple of vibe checks that Hunter had failed#and Hunter takes it as questoning his place in the coven#god darius design is so pink and awful#it's so jover uni starts tommorow#it's like the most boring drawing ever but I'm just still in my I have to get better at backgrounds era#and also if I'll draw 100 awful things I get a decent one eventually#it's like inktober but lasts your whole life and devours your soul in the process#no caption just pure tags now I understand those few people who keep reblogging all my tags cuz I give all the fucking context there#there's probably like 10 things I would spot tommorow that would fix the drawing a whole bunch but I just ...don't want to ig#the owl house#sheerak#the golden guard#darius deamonne#hunter toh#toh hunter#hunter deamonne#toh fanart#the owl house fanart#dadrius#not yet but#you guys most fellow toh fanartists moved on and fanart fiona and cake but I keep brainrotting the same stuff over and over#good old toh trashpile
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Every Boromir hater makes my enormous love for him grow stronger. Sorry you couldn't understand him, I get him tho and we're holding hands and the whole of Gondor is laughing at you
#lotr#boromir#tbh i think id actually have a good time chatting w a boromir hater if they knew and understood the material but still hated him#cuz most people who dislike this man do because of very shallow reasons#'he was upset looking down at narsil' one can only wonder why that has baggage for a gondorian and the stewards son#'he didnt accept aragorn at first' yea i bet when a dirty ass ranger claims the throne of a kingdom without having lived there#when your fam took care of it for several generations it doesnt feel super great and you Might be a bit upset and worried about it#'he tried to take the ring from frodo' despite disagreeing w the councils decision he still earnestly followed them to destroy the ring#and he only fell after weeks of traveling as the ring whispered to him threats of destruction#one that unlike the rest of the fellowship was already Actively happening and had been happening for a long time#you see ur cities fall and people die everyday as the 1st line of defense against ultimate evil and we tell you not to use a perfect weapon#while said weapon tells you yes it will fix everything just grab it go on boy#and echoes words your father has been pushing onto you all throughout#it feels like people just have no sympathy compassion or understanding for all he's gone through or for the power of the ring#deep breath. im ok#im normal about boromir and my heart doesnt shatter at every rewatch of his death#id have followed you my steward.
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oh, 23Bengals rookies 🥹🥰🥰
#they also be commenting the most random shit#i swear#especially charlie#lmaoo😭😭#he just be typing to type sometimes#ig it’s his ‘thing’ tho😭😭#cincinnati bengals#andrei iosivas#charlie jones#mike gesicki#chase brown#(and if i said i had a fic idea about them involving Joemarr…👀)#(the rookies try and be detectives and figure out if their qb1 and wr1 are fucking or not)#(they get help from some of the vets ofc)#(but no one wants to deal w them and their shenanigans)#(cuz mike gets waaay too into it and buys fucking spy gear)#(yoshi has to act cool cuz he’s the closest w ja’marr being a wr and all)#(meanwhile chase is obvious as fuck)#(and charlie just happy to be there tbh)#IDKK#it’s all coming together lmao😭😭#(i have too many wips already)#football rpf#ao3#joe burrow#jamarr chase#joemarr
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a joegirl without mommy issues is like an angel without wings
#joegirl gender neutral btw. i just mean anyone w their fav as joe#im only half joking cuz fr 90% of the joegirls ive ever known have mommy issues#and most of us were joegirls Before his podcast/book. so before we could possibly even know he's One Of Us#fr tho the day i found out joe trohman had a strikingly similar parental dynamic to ME when id been a fan of him for like 8 years...#lets just say my already parasocial tendencies never stood a chance.
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the blocked writer urge to post a chapter the moment it's done despite having not posted a chapter fic update in like two years and having no real idea of whether the rest will get written before another two years pass
#must be clear I have not written that much today I realized I had most of a chapter done already somehow#that I just. hadn't finished for some reason#though I did write more than planned cuz I added a short bit because it was too funny not to#but anyway. perhaps I'll post it perhaps I won't. who's to say.#megs is writing
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it's sound weird, but i have headcanon that Hunter didn't go hexside, because he too old to shool(according to my feelings, at the end of the he is 16-17 y.o (except for the post-credits scene), and at that age it is already too late to go to school):p
i mean, well- in my opinion he rather certainly did go to hexside, since one of the things he'd said during his TTT monologue was "i'd like to attend hexside like a normal student and play flyer derby with my friends" and all of his "wishes" were supposed to sort of foreshadow his goals and his future (carving palismen, studying wild magic, etc etc) so i feel like it's safe to say he succeeded in becoming a hexside student as well. we also know he attended grom with the rest of his friend group, and like- since he's 16 before the timeskip (no canon certainty whether he's recently turned 16 or is going on 17 already though, but like... around 16 canonically) that means he'd get at least 1 year of school, but most likely 2+.
my personal headcanon is that he went to hexside for around 2 years (full or not quite, depending on when the school year starts in the boiling isles and how long it lasts; possibly even 3), and during that time he picked up a mentorship/apprenticeship at del's palisman carving shop, and after he graduated from hexside he started carving palismen professionally with the clawthornes (i like to think that he also takes some courses at eda's wild magic university in his spare time, simply cuz . funny uni hexsquad shenanigans)
#like imo him being like ''i dream abt going to hexside'' and then not getting to attend hexside cuz he's ''too old to start'' or sth#would be kinda cruel since he already lost sooo much of his childhood because of belos. and he wants to be a hexside student#he deserves to have these few years of the typical teenage experience that he so desperately longs for#ofc it's not gonna make up for ALLLL the years of childhood that he'd lost. but even 2 years of the experience? would mean So much to him#not to even mention that the idea of him just... sitting at home or JUST carving palismen or doing whatever for halfa day for the 2-4 years#just cuz he's ???? ''too old'' or it's ''too late for him to start high school at his age'' or anything similar ?#while the rest of his friends get to go to school and learn and socialize and attend classes everyday without him . sounds so lonely#and he had already spent most of his life sheltered and separated from everyone so . yeah.#he'd still technically have to finish hexside like 1-2 years before the rest of hexsquad buuuuut y'know. his situation is very unique#so i could also imagine bump/eda agreeing to let him go to school a year or so longer so that he could finish it alongside his friends#but that's like mm i also can see him finishing it a year early compared to the rest of hexsquad and starting fulltime at the palisman shop#but either way; yes to at least 1-2 years at hexside in my mind#now COLLEGE? i Could see him not going to uni since he's already got the palisman business going and is doing well and wants to chill#BUT personally i still like to imagine that he attends classes there part-time#nicole answers#my toh talk#hunter toh#verocorne
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probably the most constant thing of my life has been the social isolation and loneliness i experience
since i was a young child, i’ve always struggled to make and find friends, and often was left alone
for a long time, nothing could defeat my spirits and will to make friends, and even the loneliness wasn’t enough to make me stop
nowadays, it gets to me, the loneliness, and i often wonder if i’ll have all the friends i’ve deserved all along
#audhdrhys#lonelyrhys#i had a lot of fake friends growing up#and i was gullible a lot so people act one way and then another and i fell for it each time they did it#often times my “friends” were just there to use me as playmates and not real friends who cared about my boundaries and interests#and some of them didn’t consider me their friend and forgot about me the minute i left their daily lives#some ran away from me cuz i was weird#but most of the time i just remember being alone#i remember not knowing how to make friends#i remember being too scared to and asking my sister to make friends for me#which she would and they would always favor her#i was just the tag along nobody really wanted there#and that’s how it usually went#and i was homeschooled growing up and i didn’t go to many groups or anything like that so i was already isolated from society just from tha#but the loneliness through that all has stuck with me#i still don’t know how to make friends very well#i still wonder if everyone finds me offputting#and i still wonder if they’re faking being my friend and don’t actually care about me#even though i have some and am grateful for them#the loneliness stays#lonely#lonely childhood#childhood memories#childhood#friends#audhd experiences#audhd#audhd problems#audhd child
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Can I be mega autistic here and vent for a second and ask if anyone else is lowkey scared for whatever the next RE game is HSBWHDNDJ
#having hyperfixations/special interests combined with a PARALYSING fear of change SUUUUUCKSSS MAAAAANN. IT SUCKS ASS#like realistically I KNOW it’s silly and I KNOW I’ve got nothing to stress over BUT ITS STRESSING ME OUT BAD AND THERES NOTHING I CAN DO#RE4R/Luis has been SUCH a massive comfort of mine and turned into a full blown special interest and I guess the thing I’m most scared of is#the fandom moving on and forgetting abt re4r/luis as a whole which again I KNOW is silly but I can’t control my brain!!!!#and also combined with the fact that Luis probably isn’t coming back to the franchise at least anytime soon is HEARTBREAKING man. like thats#my special interest!! that’s the thing I’ve poured hours of my time into!!!!! I’m scared to see people move on#he’s already a fairly unpopular character in the wider fandom too!! and the fact that the content we do have of him is ALL we’re gonna have?#I dunno that makes me so much more stressed out and anxious than I should be which. again. I KNOOOOOOWW IS SILLY BUT I CANT HELP IT MAN#THE AUTISM!! THE AUTISMMMMM#I dunno I’m expecting Capcom to announce their next game this summer fest and it’s genuinely stressing me out sm which I hate#I hate being so afraid of change it sucks so much man#anyways sorry for the massive vent I just had to get this off my chest cuz it’s been weighing me down massively and making me more anxious#than it has any right to BCNDNENDJXJ#and again the fact that there’s a solid chance we may never see him again at lest not anytime soon is so so so so so devastating to me it#again makes me so much more upset than it has any right to HDNSHENDJDJ#not to mention people who are already weirdly mean and nasty to people who DO like him. I’m Not having a Time rn
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and I think child modelling should be illegal I'm not even joking
#I dodged it but like it truly felt like we were pigs raised to slaughter. slaughter being prostitution#every little detail I remember now as adult with basic child psychology education from my teacher background is just. how#I'm not brave enough to say 'jail to mother' (yet) but honestly...#what wrong could come from making a bunch of girls used to lying about their age ignoring being made uncomfortable and disrespected#especially by adults who can make all sorts of rules and claims on their bodies and schedules that are treated as secrets#I had the best experience possible and I am certain I did get pimps approaching me my mother and contractors#and even then I felt very weird that I was often sent to nightclubs that only allowed adults as clients but since I was there to get on#stage as work then I could get in and actually I got instructed to keep on 'vip areas' that typically had a lot more drugs circulating#the heels the clothing and makeup I got put on were also so wrong#I didn't hate it at the time some things made me uncomfortable but I liked dancing I liked fashion and I liked how the fact I was 'making#money' made me more respected in my house and I started getting more independence (that I probably shouldn't have been given either)#but ugh the existing photographs already make me want to throw up and I am glad there aren't photographs of the worse 'dance' jobs I did#very strange little universe#I also feel like I was the only girl that didn't have an eating disorder but mostly cuz I already had problems with alcohol that did the jo#but also I got in much older than the other girls and out pretty fast#crazy that 13 is old but like you genuinely hear of 6 year old who are responsible for a considerable portion of the household income#YIKES#the compliments I got on managing to look older and 'being so mature'. yikes#anything that allows a child to be the one making most of the family's income is a receipt for disaster#.txt
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* i started 2 make a compilation of baljeet getting hurt and stuff hashtag baljeet abuse compilation bc idk . my dark twisted mind but ig mostly i just want 2 abzorb the “canon” baljeet “angst” so my made up shit iz also more accurate n stuff . tho i keep getting distracted grabbing other sillier clipz lol
#phinz wordz#yes . yes . yes i AM crazy abt it every day that he genuinely getz hurt like this all the time and no1 givez a fuck or worriez abt him ever#AT ALL#U R HIZ FRIENDZ !!!! HE IZ UR FRIEND !!!!!!#WHY DOEZ NO1 GIVE A FUCKKKKKKKK#So much untapped angst potential w baljeet if ppl fucking opened their eyez man#u r a vulnerable and nerdy kid whoz already a prime target 4 bullying#u dont hav any friendz except the 1z u had 2 leave behind in india only like a year or 2 ago#a bully pickz u az hiz ‘favorite’ victim and u r hurt and humiliated by him every day . ur personal space alwayz invaded#ur autonomy taken away like ur hiz plaything#but then u meet theze other kidz (maybe at school or maybe through him)#and theyre so Weird and chaotic and kind of intimidatingly cool but theyre also SO friendly and welcoming#they pull u away from the textbookz and summer classez uve buried urself in 4 a sense of normalcy and control#they show u incredible thingz they help u break out of ur shell they teach u so much#they rush 2 ur aid when u need help and u do the same 4 them even if itz scary#but through all of it u r still being hurt u r still bullied . and he iz ur friend and their friend 2 . ur friendz never speak up abt it#u r so LUCKY 2 hav landed in the friend group ur in . u hav the smartest most incredible friendz u couldve asked 4#but somhow ur still alone . somhow they still dont rlly see u . not all of u at least . not the part thatz hurting#and wondering what itz done 2 dezerve it#a part that slowly eatz away at u cuz they wouldnt just ignore u on purpose right . but how can they b so oblivious az 2 not see it#maybe they all hav a reazon and they all know what it iz but no1z told u#u just accept w time that this iz normal . it must be . this must just b how it workz . 4 u at least#u cant risk asking any questionz . u cant risk what u have . but it hurtz it hurtz it hurtz it hurtz#u love them . seemingly they love u 2 so why r they hurting u . whatz wrong w u 2 make u dezerving of it#or smth idk . can u guyz guess who my favorite and least favorite pnf characterz r
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a while back i found a post abt someone giving themselves an autopsy scar as a sort of bodymod thing and tbh i feel like that would make a fun excuse to give jason the scar even if he never actually had an autopsy
#and also he could fuck w ppl who already knew he didnt have one so theyre like Hey What The Fuck#jason todd#red hood#i have to confess. i Was imagining btac jason first time i saw it cuz its a jason that didnt actually die and hes my meow meow#but also it could be any jason cuz i think in most cases he realistically wouldnt have had an autopsy anyways. question mark?#idk im not an expert @_@ either way theres jasons this can still apply to
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here, have an excerpt of this mishanks fic that i just got back into writing (i wrote a lot of it back in feb). it's a bonded dreams au, but they don't realize for a long time that it's really them haha. :)) they are 11 and 15 in this snippet, and shanks is a lil hawkeyes fanboy. 🦅🗡
#rei rambles#rei writes#mishanks#akataka#so much of this fic is just meandering cuz i wrote a lot of it when i was occupying myself on planes or in airports#so like. if i had to draw the tension of this fic as a graph it'd basically be a straight line lmao. no tension only vibes.#but it's so much longer than im used to my fics being.#anyways i suppose i could use a distraction from worrying about my hand as well.#my doc apt is next week so im trying to save drawing for my most mandatory deadlines.#i already took last week off hoping it was just a one-time strain thing but my hand complained so loud after my draeing sesh yesterday 😭😭#so on break it is! hopefully whatever it is is manageable and i can still draw everything i want to when i want to 🥲🥲🥲
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Atla live action 😐
#thats my honest reaction 😐#to be fair ive only seen 20 minutes of the s1 finale bc my parents are watching it but. mmmmm kinda mid#like. the casting is definitely an improvement since the last time they tried a live action but it feels like the writing falls flat#or maybe im being harsh bc ive only heard negative criticism on it beforehand. but fr anytime u bring up the original its already#good and not just because its the original. so much fucking detail went into it to the point of someone noticing azula wielding mai's knive#to how well thought out irohs character is used as a way of uniting the cast especially as zukos foil#i heard that sokkas sexism was toned down and i have to agree that feels like a cheap move. like i get WHY they think it would be better#but its not about how that reflects on real world its about how it affects the story. sokka starts out as a misogynistic asshole because#it makes it that much more impactful when he changes. toning that down makes it flatter and makes his character development weak#and someone pointed out they didnt even make him wear the kyoshi warrior uniform and i know it feels like such a small detail but#come on man. they did that in the original because not only does it help him really walk in their shoes - wearing 'feminine' clothing and#makeup and having suki explain its significance but it also ties in with the shows theme of harmony and intersectionality#i was also disappointed when they had the fire sages explain how the water tribe draws power from the moon because in the original it was#IROH who explained it to aang and everyone else BECAUSE we as the audience is under the impression hes with the 'bad guys'#and it builds up to how he learned from the other nations which reconciles his past as a war general and his character overall#AND its an excellent starting point for the cast and audience to understand how the nations arent as closed off as you would think#plus you would think its only fire nation doing propaganda but they expanded on that with earth kingdom censorship and it WORKS#a lot of things in the live action also feel arbitrary like. they gave momo a near death experience for 5 minutes for no reason#im firmly on the stance of bringing back filler moments instead of putting major events right after each other so that u give your#audience a sense of time passing and to really absorb the story. but i think thats more like shock value than filler and yeah its a small#thing to gripe about but those things build up and its really annoying. the thing abt avatar filler moments is that however small#its at least meaningful. hell even the beach episode emphasizes how isolated zuko and his friends are as child soldiers#i also swore to never watch the first live action since it was that bad but i really liked the stylized tattoos they used for aang#anyway. those arejust my thoughts. im not gonna watch the rest because im a ride or die for the original aftr growing up and#rewatching it at least 20 times as a kid. but theres definitely room for improvement and i wish ppl wouldnt take it as 'better' just cuz#netflix is adapting it. i wouldve killed for them to just reanimate the entire avatar series and touch NOTHING ELSE no redub#no changes to the story. just reanimate the thing and leave the rest alone and youd make easy money just the same#ALSO its very jarring not hearing jack desena and dante basco voicing sokka and zuko cause their voices were the most recognizable to me#i get that its because its live action but im allowed to feel a little sad abt that. and uncle irohs accent was really soothing#yapping
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i love being a writer.
#rambearling#persona 4#p4#titling google docs is my favorite thing tbh. but also this one's just an apt description-#we have amazing titles such as ''genderfluid teddie go brrrrr''#and ''narukuma january silliness''#and ''teddie sickfic because i'm suffering'' lkfsjflkdfjsfkld-#''souyo wingmanning go brr'' is also a highlight. i say go brr a lot-#and then there's boring stuff like ''p4 arcana swap chatfic'' n ''p3/p4 social media fic'' n ''p4pu script''#n ''p4 skype shenanigans yippee''#and i just realized that's the first time i'm bringing p4pu up directly here lksfjsdjdfkfksjfd-#tbf all i've written for it is yosuke's s.link (with romance yippeeeeee)#and rise's s.link as the femc (lesbianism yippeeeeee)#both of which were basically just a bunch of copy-pasting for the first few ranks cuz they're the same lksfjdfssjfdkfjds-#rise's is especially unchanged on account of her being a romance option already for yu#for yosuke i had to add a bunch of stuff his rank 9 has like a whole extra dialogue exchange for if you got his romance flag-#also writing that made me remember how frustrated yosuke's social link makes me THOSE GIRLS ARE SO MEAN TO HIM FOR NO REASON#they just??? unpromptedly bring up saki??? like they're clearly TRYING to piss him off#i know most of inaba hates yosuke but seriously what did he do to those two girls he's just existing-#he's not even your employer why are you complaining to him-#......... anyways
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I didn't realize just how much Little Town on the Prairie meant to me as a book. I've barely started and every bit feels iconic. This one and Little House on the Prairie feel more like home than most of the other books do.
#little house#little town on the prairie#little house on the prairie#laura ingalls wilder#of course those two also just have to be the most problematic#we'll just move along past the blackface folks#nothing to see here#i'm trying to parse out why i feel such a strong connection to these two in particular#maybe it's because there's a heavy focus on farming and carpentry and small town country life and that's the background i come from#i know that this one already has the best sisterly content#i had a post brewing about how odd it is that of all the classic 'woman writing stories heavily based on her childhood' books#this series has by far the least focus on sisterly bonds#this subject will probably be its own post by the end of the book#i have been loving the greater laura-carrie connection i've never noticed before in the past two books#though i wasn't sure if it was really there or if i just paying more attention after going to the carrie museum#but this book is really giving us laura-mary friendship at last#which is great cuz in the early books she barely talks except to fight with laura#so it'll be nice to see that develop#not to mention we still have the iconic desk scene#(if this book gives mary her due it does continue the anti-older-sister crusade with its portrayal of eliza jane)#anyhow i should stop writing tags now have a good day
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