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phinjeet · 3 days ago

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* i started 2 make a compilation of baljeet getting hurt and stuff hashtag baljeet abuse compilation bc idk . my dark twisted mind but ig mostly i just want 2 abzorb the “canon” baljeet “angst” so my made up shit iz also more accurate n stuff . tho i keep getting distracted grabbing other sillier clipz lol

#phinz wordz #yes . yes . yes i AM crazy abt it every day that he genuinely getz hurt like this all the time and no1 givez a fuck or worriez abt him ever #AT ALL #U R HIZ FRIENDZ !!!! HE IZ UR FRIEND !!!!!!#WHY DOEZ NO1 GIVE A FUCKKKKKKKK #So much untapped angst potential w baljeet if ppl fucking opened their eyez man #u r a vulnerable and nerdy kid whoz already a prime target 4 bullying #u dont hav any friendz except the 1z u had 2 leave behind in india only like a year or 2 ago #a bully pickz u az hiz ‘favorite’ victim and u r hurt and humiliated by him every day . ur personal space alwayz invaded #ur autonomy taken away like ur hiz plaything #but then u meet theze other kidz (maybe at school or maybe through him)#and theyre so Weird and chaotic and kind of intimidatingly cool but theyre also SO friendly and welcoming #they pull u away from the textbookz and summer classez uve buried urself in 4 a sense of normalcy and control #they show u incredible thingz they help u break out of ur shell they teach u so much #they rush 2 ur aid when u need help and u do the same 4 them even if itz scary #but through all of it u r still being hurt u r still bullied . and he iz ur friend and their friend 2 . ur friendz never speak up abt it #u r so LUCKY 2 hav landed in the friend group ur in . u hav the smartest most incredible friendz u couldve asked 4 #but somhow ur still alone . somhow they still dont rlly see u . not all of u at least . not the part thatz hurting #and wondering what itz done 2 dezerve it #a part that slowly eatz away at u cuz they wouldnt just ignore u on purpose right . but how can they b so oblivious az 2 not see it #maybe they all hav a reazon and they all know what it iz but no1z told u #u just accept w time that this iz normal . it must be . this must just b how it workz . 4 u at least #u cant risk asking any questionz . u cant risk what u have . but it hurtz it hurtz it hurtz it hurtz #u love them . seemingly they love u 2 so why r they hurting u . whatz wrong w u 2 make u dezerving of it #or smth idk . can u guyz guess who my favorite and least favorite pnf characterz r

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