#crying on the bathroom floor

[itsallhoney]

Saw (2004) dir. James Wan // crying on the bathroom floor, MUNA

[murasaki-cha]

YOO MIA AND SECRETIVE PLOTTER SCENE HURT ME IN WAYS I CANNOT DESCRIBE!!

[the-withering-system]

New game,

Is it fibro? Or are my kidneys dying?

Who knows? Cause doctors sure as hell don't

[hotdogcabbagesausage]

pros and cons of being very sick

cons: sick

pros: sick fic inspo

[lyricalquotesofsong]

[emiliefitch]

Gimme your pain and loneliness

Promise I'll love you the best

And I'll love you the best

[respectthepetty]

Thirty Images of Pain

I know we have Vicha and Phoom right there, but at the end of episode seven, Ride and Thansai came back to haunt me.

Like I saw it when I watched the third episode.

I knew it.

It was obvious.

So it makes perfect sense that Home would run straight to Peach to finish what he set out to do the same exact way Ride kept showing up to the apartment building to tell Thansai that he loved her.

Because this is the second time Home has ran to Peach to try to apologize.

Like, we've been knowing.

Because the seventh episode told us at the very beginning that Home had lost his spirit and his voice, but Peach was his comfort as he wore Peach's color.

Don't do this to me again, Peaceful Property.

Let the third time be the charm.

Let them be a family.

[stellaluna33]

I think about that conversation where Rory calls Dean "safe" a lot. Like, in what way is Dean "safe"? She, with the rose-colored glasses of nostalgia, is comparing Dean's predictability with Jess's unpredictability, of course, but Dean had also dumped Rory TWICE by this point (and would dump her again!) and blamed it on her both times! He blames every problem in their relationship on her, actually! How is that "safe"?! But I've been thinking about it, I think a lot of it comes down to Rory's issues with control. Rory as a character likes to have all her ducks in a row, everything listed and planned (though she occasionally veers to the other impulsive extreme, which is interesting). She doesn't like feeling out of control of herself, her feelings, or what happens to her. So, in contrast to how I might feel about it, Dean constantly blaming her and breaking up with her feels "safe" to her because she can tell herself that SHE chose the outcome of the relationship. Everything is her fault, which means SHE decided it would be this way. Dean broke up with her because SHE didn't appreciate him enough, and that was her choice! Dean is mad at her because SHE studied too much or talked to the wrong person, and that was her choice! Everything is her fault means Nothing is Dean's fault equals "Dean never did anything bad to me." If Dean yells at her, it's because she deserved it, which means that everything is the way it's supposed to be! Predictable input-> output. Safe. It's what she chose. Rory is in control of her fate!

And Jess... She could control absolutely nothing about Jess. She couldn't control how she felt about him! She didn't want to fall in love with him, and she fell anyway. She was simply overwhelmed by it, without her own consent. She couldn't control her feelings, and she couldn't control the outcome of their relationship either. Jess leaving had nothing to do with her! But instead of that being a consolation, it was terrifying, because that meant there was nothing she could do about it. Jess crashed into her life and her heart and then was gone like a summer storm, and she was just as powerless to prevent either one. And she had found that kind of thrilling once upon a time, but now he's lost and what's to prevent him from slipping through her fingers yet again? It's out of her hands.

Her feelings for Dean are manageable. They're not going to overwhelm her and make her feel out of control. He's nice to her, because when he's not nice, she deserved it. This is what "safe" feels like.

[wazzappp]

More Jaime with mantis blades

[mio-nika]

Disgusting Part 3: Reminiscence and fish

[daveyfvckingjacobs]

thinking about edwin courcey who grew up convinced that he was worthless, believing that there must be something wrong with him, for him to be such a target. who grew up angry and prickly and unpleasant because of it and who can’t comprehend for so long that he’s someone who people can like and miss and want to be around. who’s first instinct was always to hide away or snap because for too long any teasing meant real pain, real intent, real hatred. thinking about edwin courcey who’s learning that he’s worth something and that not every tease has to be met with claws and that people do want him around for who he really is, even if it’s still hard and people still make it unbelievable sometimes (I’m talking about myself)

[star-spangled-man]

im sorry whAT DO YOU MEAN DAME MAGGIE SMITH IS GONE?!?! she was supposed to stay on this planet FOREVER

[chewingonsneakers]

thinking abt andriel again

[thatrandomblogsays]

It’s a fun video, check her out @what-is-my-aesthetic

My favorite part was her immediately checking out CSPAN footage after showing my meme and…

Mood girlie, mood…

(if you had kept watching you would’ve seen the senators almost break into a brawl…)

[emiliefitch]

Gimme your pain and loneliness

And I'll love you the best

Promise I'll love you the best