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FIND THE DIFFERENCE LEVEL IMPOSSIBLE 😿😿😿
#somi ༉‧₊˚.#i was looking for pfps and look what i find.#CRIES AND KILLS MYSELF#kane and son duo was peak tottenham bro ☹️#AND NAGIREO ☹️☹️☹️☹️#kane singing with bayern was my nagireo breakup i fear#SIGNING*** MY GOD#harry kane#son heung min#nagi seishiro#reo mikage
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I got a studio visit with the he'd of department who's super scary and I wanna ask her about my application which I lredy feel terrible bout but also she can't do it before I go home so we said to do it on zoom which I feel even more awkward about and I feel like I just really wanna back out of the whole thing even though one of the older students who sat in on the proces said I should talk to her but oh god do I really wanna back out
#caw#idk i always get nervous abt technical stuff like having a link work etc bc i dont pay for zoom and idk if she does#i mean im assuming so since she runs a school but ehat if she doesnt? thatd be awkward as hell#and i fear its tacky to ask for feedback even tho that older student told me i should ask for it#aggghh#cries and kills myself#i feel her input wpuld be really valuabe tho nngg#why didnt i just have the balls to ask her earlier gahhh#bites myself bites myself
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So Mizu5 amirite. 😀😀😁😁😁😁🔔🔔🔔🔔🔔
#i cried#limited myself to an hour for drawing this or i would’ve cried again#mizuki akiyama#mizuki pjsk#n25 mizuki#project sekai#project sekai fanart#mizu5#my art#artists on tumblr#we should all just kill ourselves
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replaying this game after the second game is making me honest to god so beyond miserable … javier looks so absolutely defeated here. it’s genuinely breaking my heart. please don’t make me think about the thoughts he’s having now- perhaps ones of regrets, or flashes of laughter and singing around the campfire, of clanking beer bottles together and sharing stories, of looking at the shine in dutch’s eyes during a speech and how he felt, somehow, the warmth of the mexican sun. and how that sun never felt the same when he got home again. and how the only time in the past eight years that he ever felt warm was when john’s hands wrapped the rope around his hands and legs. when john’s rope was the noose around his neck, and he finally, finally could stop running. guilt, fear, regret … relief. please kill me im so sad
#he makes me so miserable i actually hhavr to kill mhself#WHY ROCKSTAR GOD#YOU WROTE TJE PREQUEL TOO WELL AND NOW I CARE ABOUT THESE HOOLIGAN MURDEROUS OUTLAWS#javier escualla you make me so upset it’s not even funny#i genuinely started crying and this part of the game is supposed to feel rewarding OTL this is a completely different gaming experience than#when i played this game in 2010#god please put me down i can’t live with this grief#i’ll mourn him forever and ever#i have to go to bed now i cried so hard i gave myself a headache#javier escuella#john marston#rdr#red dead redemption#rdr2#putting that tag for organization purposes 👍#text#image#hero's talking to himself again
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I can’t kill myself, because there’s going to be a young trans kid in the future who’ll need an adult that won’t traumatize them for being curious.
I can’t kill myself, because there’s going to be a young girl, and every other man might just look away if something happens.
I can’t kill myself, because my great grandmother fought hard to raise independent kids so that her daughters and their daughters, and our daughters wouldn’t fall to her fate. So that they’d have a choice, if they wanted a daughter. If they wanted a child.
I can’t kill myself, because I never met my great grandmother, and I’d hate to meet her this way.
I can’t kill myself, because my best friend wants to be a chef when he’s older. And even if I’m the only one calling him his chosen name, it will be said.
I can’t kill myself, because my mother still proudly calls me hers, and openly accepts lgbt+ kids, and I can’t take that hope from her
I can’t kill myself, because there might be a situation where I’ll have to take in a child that ran away for their safety, whether because they’re lgbt+ and harmed for it, or because she’s a girl with her choice taken too young.
I can’t kill myself, because someone has to help educate the next generation
I can’t kill myself, because
#us politics#cried writing this#used this to calm myself a bit#just generally#I can’t kill myself because#Okok I swear I’m going back to drawing now#no more of this here on tumblr#only things to help others stressed abt the situation rn#might take this down later#I hate posting negative stuff here on tumblr it feels so generally wrong#but I’m not feeling as negative as I was#suicide mention#cw sui mention#cw sui ideation
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i fucking hate everything i hate everything i hate it all im fucking ending it
#so i just finished s2 ep6…#arcane#arcane s2#spoilers#arcane spoilers#i mean not rlly bc shit always happening in this show but#isha#isha arcane#jinx#jinx arcane#vi#caitlyn#viktor arcane#jayce arcane#RAAAH#i’m crying#i cried so hard im fucking#killing everyone and myself fuck this#FUCK THIS#FUCK THIS FUCKING SHOW#I FUCKING HATE EVEYRTHJNG I FJCKKNG
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it is absolutely so weird to me to try to imagine a version of geralt that is like, my age. like, no. get back to being an old man
#what the heck. my parents were never my age they were just spawned into the world in their 30s#i'm just kidding btw. geralt's not old. vesemir is old. but geralt is my old man#fun fact. for just about forever i thought that 'my old man' meant your father#like 'my old lady' can mean your mother#but 'my old man' actually means your husband or your lover#so when joni mitchell sang big yellow taxi. i totally misinterpreted that for my entire life#i cried to that song because of that#and funnily enough i learned the correct meaning also from her in her blue album#so yeah. i'm going to continually stubbornly use it the way i thought it#but only in contexts where it is obvious i'm talking about it in a father context#quite obviously#anyways. prequel.#young geralt is going to have less but way more worse and recent trauma#after we get this we will have to get regis: the young years where it is like 'dear diary tonight i drank so hard i threw up!'#'can't wait to do it all again tomorrow night and attempt to kill myself five times in a row!'#as i wrote that i also did think of regis re-enacting my favorite drew gooden vine#'dear diary... today i couldn't find my diary so i'm writing this on my two kung fu panda 2 dvds :)'#oh my god. wait. that is literally a philosophy regis shares#'e can easily replace what we don’t have with what we do!'#'it's simply a matter of invention and positive thinking :-)'#the elbow-high diaries#try not to make everything about emiel regis challenge (hard) (failed)
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shoutout to my fellow peeps who start to tear up and can't stop tearing up at the slightest bit of meanness, whether that meanness is intentional or not. those of us who experience the slightest bit of rejection and/or failure and can't help but cry. those of us whose emotions are so intense it feels so difficult to control them, and the next thing you know, your eyes are watering.
i see you, and i love you, and i will cry with you
#sunnysiderambles#sorry im emo abt it rn DGDHDJ#used to get made fun for this and hate myself for it but now. its eh. its me it happens. what am i supposed to do!#i hope you dont hate yourself like i did for being easily made cried. ill kill the ones who made fun of you for it. get behind me!!!!!
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Might as well have the salt before the sweet; so here is Rin's Finished Timeline!
Tag list (ask to be added or removed): @carrionsflower @statichvm @risingsh0t @simonxriley @tommyarashikage @kanos @confidentandgood @unholymilf @florbelles @thedeadthree @shellibisshe @roofgeese @aezyrraeshh @faerune @tekehu @jackiesarch @minaharkers @sergeiravenov @carlosoliveiraa @rosenfey @greenecreek @queennymeria @heroofpenamstan @tethrras @jamessunderlandgf @d-esmond @solasan @bigbywlf @delzinrowe @fenharel @imogenkol
#personal*#jess talks#oc: rin kyutoku#my writing#mha oc#bnha oc#anime oc#the finally concluded and updated timeline for my bad girl!!#have had a few moments though up since i first added her bio to her page#so theres some new sections as well as the final ones#i love redemption arcs#but i also love people never losing their personalities#so shes redeemed - somewhat#because listen listen listen#if none of the league experienced their awful childhoods: theyd all be good guys#thats the WHOLE POINT#i do have a happy au for rin and dabi#where they grew up happy and fell in love at ua#so maybe one day i'll write that out#but for now have the canon#i was gonna decide what happened to her mum... but maybe therell be an epilogue of how she kills her to save society *side eye*#and yes dabi (in canon) regrets what he did and cried about it#so him and rin being soft in the end isnt out of character#anyway ill stop explaining myself#i do hope yall enjoy it!!#lemme know what you think in the replies/tags!
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wait a minute
stop.
stop it.
#bnha#bnha manga spoilers#mha spoilers#mha 423#I didn't hate this chapter before that#but now I am#because this is just cruel level of REMEMBER THIS?????#yes. I do remember this. I rewatched and reread this arc VERY recently#so... he killed Kurogiri with a punch like the one he did in USJ and again to save Izuku#I don't care honestly.#I reread this chapter and I cried again bc I REALLY refused to believe that Kurogiri died then#but he did with a death words to Shirakumo's friends and recall of old chapters#even if people want Tenko alive I doubt that Kurogiri will ever materialize again#and I'm deadly serious when I say that this is the worst part of this chapter#I worried for Kurogiri's existence ever since it was revealed that Shirakumo is in there#but that literally took FIVE YEARS TO APPEAR AGAIN HAVING AN IMPORTANT ROLE#and he left while crumbling just like Tomura's body before Katsuki hit him#and the last thing he thought about was about protecting Tomura even though he was partly Shirakumo's dead corpse appearing more and more#even Mic now understood that it's really is him in a way ending his arc from back in Tartarus with Aizawa#and you know what's worse??? TOMURA KNOWS THIS#the way he used “...........” with Kurogiri's name while the page literally showed his black smoke disappearing was heartbreaking before#it's worse now#like... okay he's dying too and he doesn't even know if spinner is ALIVE or not and he saw Kurogiri disappear#all while protecting him from harm one last time#AND WE STILL HAVE NO FUCKING FLASHBACKS OF HIS TIME WITH TOMURA OUTSIDE OF WHAT WE HAD IN MANGA#I'm getting more and more furious by the minute HAHA#I need to find that one sketch I did way back in 2019 with them after spoilers of Kurogiri in Tartarus#I NEED SOMETHING LIKE THAT NOW AND I CAN'T DRAW#I want to just curl up and cry myself to sleep like a 13 y.o that found out the bird that she looked after died while she was sleeping#kurogiri
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Theres no way I'm actually sobbing over a fanfiction about doomed lovers from the 18th century (clervalstein)
#FUCKKKK its so good#crying so hard#this is awful#im so sad#WORST TIME TO MISS MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH TAG#killing myself#frankenstein#victor frankenstein#henry clerval#clervalstein#this is the first time I've actually cried over a fanfiction#crazy clervalstein is just that good LMAO
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Obviously, I can't ignore the funny pics of AFO either
AFO getting insulted for the first time on the web be like:
He looks like his fingers would be flying across a keyboard if he were on the internet.
AFO went and made himself into a troll face, man.
"MOMMY LOOK AT WHAT I FOUND!"
YEAH BOY, YOU LOOK REAL WEIRD BUT YEAH! RAISE YOUR TROPHY
MA! AN ALLIGATOR GOT INTO THE TRAILER AGAIN!
AFO's that arm being pummeled into the ground.
[All Might Doesn't Know How to Fucking Hold Back Against Kids: Case 47]
Feat. Accidentally twink-ifying AFO to the point he's become a twig
NEWS: AFO fails again, "Desperately trying to play it cool", All Might says, for at least the 3rd time in this fight
AFO tried being so cool with the "Shigaraki—my other self" and failed instantly. Livestreamed all over the world. Ugggghhh. The embarrassmenttt
Proceeds to split his face to smile, saying "I'll have to do the legwork myself".
As if to them, he didn't just go "Watch me do this. Come now, my other self. ........ I'll have to do it myself."
"Look how cool I am" *fails* "I CAN DO IT PROPERLY I MEAN IT"
He flip-flopped so hard here that if it were me, I'd give All Might the finishing blow to end me of my embarrassment. The world saw it. My life is over
AFO's ego is just so big and he's trying so hard to play it cool and keep his pride in his fight.
As if he hasn't been running around half-naked in a cape this whole time
#ik ik my sense of humor is bad#the alligator is a monsters inc reference#afo#all for one#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#all might#toshinori yagi#spoilers#i said in the prev post tags that i wasnt going to stroke his ego#afo is actually a loser (affectionate)#afo: I DIDNT KILL YOICHI.#kudo: yes you did.#afo: *cries and kills kudo*#afo: *hates kudo so much for reminding him that he kills kudos bloodline and goes crazy at someone who looks like him*#afo later: they were crocodile tears so i could manipulate you#afo: *fails instantly on live television* oh well. *tries playing it cool* i'll just do it MYSELF!#yoichi: *dies a second time*#afo: *rises from another death just bc of that* Mine last kin hath been shattered liketh the fine shards that rain of a glass window#afo: gray is thy world that mine brother has departed from yet again. the purpose in life and this plane we call existence hath been#stripped like a nail stuck too crookedly. mother this world hath proven truly unjust and I Shall Throw A World-Shattering Tantrum™#image limit
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#first playthrough i genuinely cant do this#what the fuck#i just cried for half an hour#he is another level of doomed and its genuinely devastating#AKECHI GORO HOW COULD YOU#BC WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE JUST#AAAAAAAAAA#i will kill myself tomorrow#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5r#p5#akechi goro#goro akechi
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THE NEW VOLTRON LIVE ACTION IS A NEW GENERATION. ITS NOT THE ATUPID PALADINS ANYMORE ITS SOME RANDOM GEEKS.
#Im. So HEATED#NO FUCKIFN WONDER THE CAST WAS SO WEIRDDDD.#I cried when i found out bc what do you MEAN I WONT SEE KEITH ANTYIME SOON.#WHAT DO U MEAN NO MORE KLAMCE.#NO MORE HUNK#NO PIDGE#IMMNN. HGH#I HATE EVEYTRHUNFHGGGG#vld#klance#voltron#voltron legendary defender#killing myself
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i am of the opinion that mabel is way more autistic coded than dipper
#not that dipper like#isn't#but#cass cries#gravity falls#if this gets attention and thus anons in my inbox debating me i WILL kill myself
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Huh. If my life was a quote, it'd be "one of those sad ones with a deceptively happy tune"
#quote from MLP:FIW#sorryyyy been kinda angry about my step family all day#sorry but im so tired of my Stepmom acting like she raised decent kids#my step brother is like 25 and living in my dads home. hes unironically an andrew tate fan and treats his very disabled girlfriend like shit#step sister always got compred to my sister who's the same age and put step sis in the light every time EVEN THO MY SIS WAS LITERALLY BETTER#<- like grades n shit#also both step sibs are gross. never cleans up ever. step brother and his gf are banned from the basement#step bro went to juvy when he was 16 and step sis had a trial last year and almost went to jail#also step sis has mono and would rather die than cover her mouth#i feel bad for SB's girlfriend because she has no other support system and sometimes it feels like SB or SS is trying to kill her?????#my dad threatened to kick out the adults if the house is dirty (adults being SB. SBG. SS. My sister. Aunt.)#My sister does SO MUCH HOUSEWORK and nobody cares and im mad#also bullshit rules recently have made my potential eating disorder worse#i don't think its healthy to rather starve than wash a dish but i actually have cried several times over this#not to mention how much i accidentally starve myself#also our food has been less and less because I don't know what I'm allowed to eat anymore because of my step family#also i have to share the smallest room with my sister. its okay tho ilh and i wouldn't want to get rid of her#sometimes it feels like my stepmom doesn't like me or my sisters because we're “weird”. childish interests and artistic#she lectured me about having missing assignments and I started crying#i said i just forgot to turn in some before the deadline and she called me lazy#<- Oops! so close. its actually THE MENTAL ILLNESS#my sisters and i feel like shit#i feel like my safe space is with my oldest sister.#and you all too! i love you guys#i just feel trapped. trapped by my step family. trapped by my own mind.#i was just starting to feel free from the burden of school and she just made me feel more stressed.#i didn't want to study because she killed the little motivation I had#Spanish exam is now “Fuck it we ball”#sorry for the personal post
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