#FUCKKKK its so good
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Theres no way I'm actually sobbing over a fanfiction about doomed lovers from the 18th century (clervalstein)
#FUCKKKK its so good#crying so hard#this is awful#im so sad#WORST TIME TO MISS MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH TAG#killing myself#frankenstein#victor frankenstein#henry clerval#clervalstein#this is the first time I've actually cried over a fanfiction#crazy clervalstein is just that good LMAO
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SLEEP IN HALF THE DAY JUST FOR OLD TIMES SAKE I WONT ASK YOU TO WAIT IF YOU DONT ASK ME TO STAY
SO I'LL GO BACK TO LA! AND THE SO-CALLED FRIENDS WHO'LL WRITE BOOKS ABOUT ME IF I EVER MAKE IT! AND WONDER ABOUT! THE ONLY SOUL WHO CAN TELL WHICH SMILES I'M FAKING! AND THE HEART I KNOW I'M BREAKING IS MY OWN! S
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Jubilation.
SOPHIE BAYBEY. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. OKAY LAST BLSMP FANART FOR REAL. SOPHIE ACTIVATED A SLEEPER AGENT.
#bart#balloon smp#blsmp spoilers#blsmp#pandabana#sophiebaybey#I WAS IN FUCKING SHOCK AND THE SECOND SOPHIE SAID SHE COULDN'T SEE IT WAS FUCKING IVER FOR ME#JUSTICE IS BLIND AND SO IS ICARUS#WHAT THE FUCKKKK WHAT THE FUCKKKK#this the actual deadass last balloon smp fanart you'll see from me because im gone im done#IM LEAVING FOR GOOD THIS TIME I PROMISE#GIBSON SHE'S DOOMED I FELL TO MY KNEES#gore#SHE GOT CONSUMED COMPLETELY YOU THINK SHE GONNA BE COMPLETELY FINE?#IT DIED AND YOU BROUGHT WHAT WAS A COMPLETE PART OF THE BALLOONS CORPSE OUT#Gibson bbsampson and sophie who's fucked up beyond measure because of her and everyones choices#gibson has a friend and Sophie lost it all ten times over and did even get to see them go#WHO ARE THE BIGGEST LOSERS IN BLSMP AND WHY IS IT SOPHIE AND GIBSON MAN THIS IS SO#sophie getting put through the i have no mouth and i must scream wringer like okay get it#if the blue balloon didn't explode bc of the gift of empathy n motherhood by sophie she woulda been pissed that sophie didn't tell her she#thag she was proud if her because that blue balloon wanted that winged hubris to be PROUD OF IT IDGAFFFF#hubris + god mother basically + reincarnation via its corpse = Horrors! SOPHIE YOU ARE NOT SAFE!!!#balloon heart LOL
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"doing all his talking in between panels"
a few examples of this (where he had to have spoken otherwise it doesnt make sense):
some im pretty sure he spoke in but not 100% confirmed:
(he most likely said something in the first part, otherwise idk why they would know he was lying about doing stuff, but then just walked away wordlessly in the second part ☠️ im not sure)
(its most likely that he said something but its also possible that they just noticed his shock and explained. but the others do explain their situation and dont give any indication of being asked like these two did, so im pretty sure he said something.)
(more direct indications of being asked a question, but he probably couldve asked with gestures or expressions, so not sure)
#so basically he usually just talks to them AND THEN talks to the audience#also he obviously says 'good grief' out loud since everyone knows it as his catchphrase#i didnt think i needed to put that here cuz its obvious#this is a totally random side note but when i was looking for these i got really emotional over the volcano arc#but like not even the actual emotional parts#the part where saiki thought nobody noticed toritsuka wasnt him but then sees they all did#fuckkkk theyre friends im gonna squeeze them#also i wonder why asou does this with most people but we see what he says to the psychickers#my guess is its just because its easier since he obviously has more dialogue when hes talking about his powers#and he generally has more dialogue when hes explaining things which he usually doesnt around his other friends#plus the things he says when hes making fun of toritsuka are funny for the audience to hear and hes one of the few people hes willing to-#openly insult#for a second i thought it might be implying he uses his mouth to talk to everyone but those in the know#but thats obviously not true since that volcano scene makes it very clear that they all know his telepathy voice and not his mouth voice#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo#meows post#meownalysis
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Vincent Price as Mr. Valdimar
Tales of Terror; The Case of M. Valdimar (1960) //dir. Roger Corman
#vincent price#tales of terror#roger corman#the case of m. valdimar#edgar allan Poe#horror movie#Screencaps and edits by me#color#colorful#this movie is so good#hes so sexy#UNF#*fans self* its hot in here#fuckkkk#im fine. im so normal abt him#bicon#bisexual#icon#god#fav#horror#old horror movies#vintage#movie#actor#handsome
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talking about the ending again I love the ending. The more I think about the ending the more I love it. It’s hopeful but it’s not happy. It’s the best conclusion I can think of for Saiki’s character. It gives the audience so much room to headcanon what happens next. It’s so good it’s so sos so sos hkfiejevfemmfrejfmfnfmf.
#I’m so used to being disappointed by endings#Never seen any other series beat the ending saiki k has#Fuckkkk. AAAAAA. ITS SO GOOD THE WHOLE SERIES IS SO GOOD. HOW IS IT SO GOOD.#It left me wanting more but didn’t leave me unsatisfied like#Expertly crafted#I don’t think people understand how good it is#It’s also like.. weirdly cohesive.#I can’t remember any arcs that felt clunky or awkward or unfitting#Because of the premise even the stupid stuff works#And everything like. Matters.#even brief arcs matter and get referenced again (possibly because from what I can tell Shuuichi Asou really likes callbacks)#It’s just so good
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can a girl ramble aboutthe way you can interpret so many parts of the propaganda and characterization of rhine by other the people/general populace of teyvat as people largely antagonizing neurodivergent traits without being chased with pitchforks and torches.
#FUCKKKK DSOMMEBODY HEAR ME.#YES. i know shes a not a good person.#but half the shit she's described with by other sources#is so obviouslye exaggerated based onwho she is and NOBODDIESSSS talking abt it#'cold and unfeeling' MY ASS. THIS WOMAN WAS TALKING ABOUT EATING MOLD FOR A GOOD FOUR PARAGRAPHS ITSNOT THAT DEEP#the way she clearly a ton of albedo's behaviours but i dont see anybodyyyyy talk about it and just demonize her for it#THE HEXENSUCCESORS ARE ALL PARELLELS TO THE HEXENLADIES. THATS THE POINT#THE FACT RHINE LARGELY MIRRORS ALBEDO IS NOT A COINCEDENCE OR WEIRD INTERPRETATION ON ANYONES END.#the fact many of the trait she CLEARLY shares with albedo are demonized... HELLO..............#mond propaganda book writer gets shot IMMEDIATELY#-> i dont know guys. Maybe its also the fact she's probably traumatized from the. yknow. CATACLYSM. that made her a worse than albed#just maybe!#its sooo established that neurodivergence leads people to cope with stress different... Hello............ can we talk about this.........#NO HATE. but if I wathced my nation got destroyed > and this loser twink knight said i should've protected everyone/ when even HE DIDNT/#i wouldd also spiral. AND THATS CLEARLY WAHT HAPPENED ON SOME LEVEL.#if you read her hexenbook excerpt she is. quite literallh just sarcastic. blunt. and not emotionally experessive#WHICH ALIGNS WITH THE EXAGGREATED TRAITS SHES LATER CHARACTERIZED AS???#she literally JUST got worse symptoms as a result of trauma. why are we playing it up like this. “Great Sinner” my ass she's a woman ins te#they're all sinenrs if you really think about it. THEYRE IN STEM#-> the way neurodivergent women are demonized for sooo many traits they have just because it doesn't fit the mold of being a 'good women'#NOBODY IS TALKING ABOUT THIS. ITS MOND#THEYRE NOTABLY. NOT ALWAYS DOING THE BEST. WITH FREEDOM AND GOOD OPINIONS BC OF VENTI'S ABSENCESSSSSSSSSSSSS#NOSHIT THIS TAKE WOULD COME FROM THEM..... MAKE SOME SENSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#this is no hate because i love mond with alll my heart im just fucking insane over this. venti i love you#crepe rants
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i am. sobbing. i’m in so much despair right now. i am currently taking my past self by the shoulders and shaking them for all they’re worth bc WHY DIDN’T YOU READ THE MANGA BEFORE THIS. YOU COMPLETE FOOL. YOU SAW THE WARNING SIGNS AND IGNORED THEM. AND NOW I HAVE TO SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES OF OUR ERROR. i am,,, so sad,,,
#this is brought to you by#my hero academia spoilers#fUCKKKK i’M SO SAD#IT WAS A REALLY GOOD EPISODE#i’m sobbing so hard tho#i love lesbians ur honor#fUCKKKKKKKK#i want to scream but i have no one to scream to#and its killing me#most of the fandom already knew this was coming#but i’m the fool that went in blind#and now i suffer the consequences#tw: caps#bhna spoilers#mha spoilers#togachako
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im gonna be real for a second. if fantasy can only be enjoyable to you when removed from any and all real world implications then is it even good
#mileposting#sorry if this seems like its targeting anything i literally just started thinking abt it for no reason#like this is not a vague LMAO but i think its smth ive thought about for a long time and i finally have the words for it#because like. okay for one all stories are based on the human experience whether its About the Human Experience or not#so i think when approaching a work of fiction and seeing something that has implications in real life#a lot of people have the kneejerk reaction of ‘its fantasy/its made up/its not real’#but where did it come from? who was it written by? what are the writer’s personal feelings on the matter and does their bias affect the work#this is just a me thing i guess but i dont find it any fun to see those connections and immediately disregard them#its because of those structures and systems that we can find a fantasy work so compelling#i understand the want to just turn off ur brain sometimes and be like fuckkkk cool dragon#like i fucking love a good dragon or whatever dont get me wrong#i have a world of my own thats literally just Ooh cool shit#but i would not call that compelling. fun maybe. but a lot of the appeal is lost for me#fantasy worlds are mostly just. our history but with fantastical elements to it#they typically are not fantastical worlds with our elements Removed from it#so the way specifically societal structures are treated differently in that aspect is interesting!#idk this is kind of a nothing post also you can tell i got distracted like five times in the middle of writing the tags. smile
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Maybe it's cause I almost religiously listen to glass animals album I Love You So F**king Much and am rotating Bill and Ford in my brain at immense speeds but I think some of the songs on it are very Billford. Wonderful Nothing is a BIG canon Bill song about Ford to me. Like FUCK.
It's about loving someone but being ultimately self-destructive and unable to save your relationship because you choose to continue to hurt them due to loving yourself most EVEN while still desperately loving the person. Like hnnngh LISTEN!!! Listen to ittt. PLUS ADDED SOME PERTINENT LYRICS BELOW THE CUT.
Wonderful nothing You just want something nice You just want substance I just wanna cut out both your eyes
Wonderful nothing You just want something kind I want corruption I think I'm the devil in disguise
Here's my state of mind Give me destruction Tell me I'm scrumptious I'm a fucking delight
I come back in with a one-two Sucker punch in the gut, here's a tissue Truth hurts when it points right at you ... I've just come back to life I'm here, I'm your little ray of sunshine
Your party's so damn tired Kinkiness pretty light and You're dressed up like a tiger But you're a fly stuck in my eye, and
What's that face? So you got some scrapes, but I'll pile drive you anyway And I hoped and I prayed I kept on thinking it'd all change one day
It's been a great gun fight You drew blood, I set myself on fire But you've had your time Oh, you've had your time, mm
Wonderful nothing I just want something wrong I want indulgence I just want to make it out alive
... You got big ideas, they're as shit as you Trying to self-combust just for an excuse
I'm the fly inside of your facial goop I'm a little hair sat inside your soup There's the rub, maybe I'm the fool I'm trying to stop, but I still love you
#hugin rambles#hugin rambles gf#gravity falls#bill cipher#ford pines#stanford pines#billford#glass animals#also the small blurbs on the vinyl accompanying papers on the song is like. oughhhhh so good. adds further dimension to the song.#ouuuughhhhh brainworms#seriously tempted to put tigether a lyrics and images post on billford on this. fuck#also the way the speaker in it also recognizes that they are harming their relationship. but also its all trauma response (i just#wanna make it out alive) because they are going off of survival instinct to stay alive (put myself first above all#even if they love another person... ugh fuckkkk#also like the way Bill legitimately loves Ford but hes too fucked up to stop. to take a step back and not be a monster. to admit that to#himself. the way he puts down ford only later for ford to move on and bill is nothing to him (hair in my soup)#the last line can go both ways too.. trying to stop hurting the other person but also perhaps trying to stop loving the other person?#or maybe perhaps its both...#also creatures in heaven has some lines that im like hmmm thats billford#Spotify
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neo metal means a lot to me bcuz i think there's something very compelling (transgender) about metal saying fuck you to his dad and gaining autonomy over his own life and wearing a gay little black skirt and spiked belt and also ego tripping and declaring himself to be god
#every time someone does something trans with metal i go YAYAYAYAYAYAYYYYAYAYAY#this one art i saw on twitter of neo metal with trans colors that said ''that is why i transformed my own body with my own hands''#and it went hard as FUCKKKK and also made me emotional#like its stupid but neo reminds me of that one quote about god making trans ppl so we could engage in the act of creation or whatever#just something very important to me about metal literally reshaping his body and wearing a skirt when he escapes eggman's control#like this is an established fact that when metal gets to choose what he looks like he CHOOSES to look like that#whateverrrrrr i hope one day in the distant future when eggman is finally gone for good (however that comes about)#metal can finally be free and wear what he wants and be who he wants to be. and be evil on his own terms LOL#she's everything to me. ok#infizero.txt#sth#sonic the hedgehog#metal sonic#neo metal sonic
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they made me regress back to a 9yo
#me soup#im so sensitive when u take me away from literally all my comforts#everything sucks 😞 im crying like an actual little child and nothing is fixing it#i cant do this anymore this heat is literally murdering me and all my spirit#i have nothing left to give im emptied out#too much change too much new things and they also wanted m to take my damn new shoes ugh shut up 😭#FOUR MOUR WEEKS FUCKKKK I MISS MY FRIENDS I CANT DO THIS#now i remember why i was miserable every single year we went its like the worst aprts of all my life mixed in together#ugh and i could pretend so good for JUST like . two days. time feels like its expanding infinitely . im dyingggggfgg.#if i go to hell this is what ill have to go through forever i think#hashtag family vacation hashtag north african traditions hashtag beach hashtag love live scream
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should i make a soukoku fan manga just because a silly joke at wnd of a animatic gave me too many ideas.....
#look if you know you know/jjj#i dont gatekeep its the im in love with a monster soukoku one#at the end chuuya tortures dazai by cutting bandages near him and im just. i got ideas okay#so. dazai asks chuuya to ses his scars. this happens before things start and manga starts where chuuya sabout to cut one#then you get the exposition and how chuuya has let dazai see his vulnerability and chuuya wont let this suisidle idiot go from some scars#so then gets consents again and the bandages are cut. little by little. going up dazais arm as he panics and panics and#tada! pamic attack!! chuuya stops as soon as he notices and gets a cloth to cover dazais arm as he trys to comfort him#this is where it gets a little confusing. other plot happens and defedently a few days to a week passez#dont know full details but it leads to dazai wanting to try again and chuuya reluctantly agreeing. as long as they try something#aka dazai gets blindfolded (fully. this is like when there 17-18) and chuuya gently unravels them this time so they can be reravled if need#before starts theres some banter but its clear theyre both nervous. so when chuuya finally starts. its super tense#and then chuuya starts kissing the scars. each one. slowky as dazai is unravled. amd difhsjf its soft#no teasing remarks. just gentle messages amd soft touches mutterd to the skin and oh god it makes dazai cry#as soon as chuuya notices he stops but dazai tells him to keep going. so he dose#this comic could be interpreted as smutty but how it ends to me is more soft words and cuddles at the end. a soft nice end#just smth to feel good and fluffy and cry to cause fuckkkk is soft
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Time for me to be completely changed as a person! *just watched falsettos*
#the klock keeps ticking#oh dude we’re so back oh its so back#how am i supposed to live my life after this how am i supposed to go on#its funny cuz ive seen this damn show actually a thousand times i know it forward and backwards#and i dont really cry ever in general and ive become so familiar with falsettos that i dont cry anymore#but it still has the ability to destroy some deep part of me every single time in a new way#I will stay firm in my belief that its the greatest piece of media ever made#if i ever get to see falsettos on broadway (pipe dream ik) like#thatd be it for me man like how the hell are you supposed to leave and drive home after that akdnsk#i cant remember the last time i watched either i think it mightve been like. when i first moved into my old apartment 😳#and ive gone through quite a bit of shit since then and im smarter. i think#so yeah it hit me very hard this time i always stick to something different#im very much wrecked about this fucking family lets just say that#lets just say ‘shes cooked for some 200 guests i know we’re not that many actually we’re 7’#really hit different this time KID DO YOU KNOW HOW PROUD I AM#DONT KNOW WHY BUT HE LOOKS LIKE MARVIN#so so good so lovingly written and performed so real and beautiful and tragic FUCKKKK#yeah basically prepare for me to write like 50 essays for a few days about all the characters every song every lyric every sound yeah#falsettos is probably deadass the reason im like this it shaped me so much#just like. the ending of tragedy that was so unexpected and unfair#and it looks at the fucking homophobic shits who preached all about this being just desserts for the perverted behavior#and it says ‘this man could’ve kept that unhappy heterosexual life and avoided all of this but he chose the one that killed him because#it made him feel like himself it made him happy despite how brief it was and hed choose this route in every universe’#just a piece of art that is so true to queerness i dont think anything else has instilled a sense of pride in me like falsettos has#the tight knit family marvin tries so hard to keep together is falling apart worse and worse with each attempt#but once marvin is happy and loves himself and is loved by others the family ends up growing and sticking together naturally#aaughhh yeah ahahaha yeah man everyone please love your friends so genuinely love yourself and keep going 🥰
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on episode 16 of season 2 i love the trickster
DUDEEE oh my god thinking about that episode actually makes me physically ill. ouhhhh my god ohhhmyufkjgrwkeutharekegjs
#ITS SO GOOD. BIZLYS ACTING IS AMAZING. I LOVE THE TRICKSTER. BUT FUCKKKK IT HURTTTTSSSSWTHT4AWKJHERJLRH#vixen answers#vixen rambles
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Tfw two issues in your brain click together and you're like omg I understand now. These are still issues tho
#turns out my fear of financial insecurity and my fear of being perceived are linked#bcos if i wanted to buy things i Could just ask my parents to loan me money or smthn#but that would entail telling them what im buying and i don't like that#even tho i buy the most banal shit. it could be a book on bird identification and id b like fuckkkk they know about my book!!!!!#and thus i always need a little stash of my own money i can chip away at without bothering anyone#rn its at 20 bucks and i am actively not thinking abt it or else my brain will latch onto that and get so so scared#its for these reasons a job would probably actuslly be rlly good for me#bcos making my own money would be a good way to nullify these fears#but also. energy levels fucked. not made for social situations. they need to lock me in a closet to make word documents#and anything else i would not be suited for
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