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Kinktober day 15
Stay Still
#electric callboy#kevnico#escalation crew kinktober#rpf#my fics#my stuff#brain was acting up and making it almost impossible to write#couldn’t focus on anything#BUT IT’S HERE#hopefully it makes sense 😂
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See the thing about Brapple is that they are requited, but never at the same time. Briar fell first and dedicated her life to making Apple happy but ended burning out because it was too much too soon, and Apple fell too late. By the time she realized what the unspoken feelings were, things had changed too much. There was nothing left to say.
#i like to think there was the briefest overlap but they were both so caught up in their comp her#and just general lives at the time that they couldn’t focus enough on themselves to do anything abt it#(bc in my head the overlap would’ve been right before legacy day. after that… )#this is just a headcanon for fun so i’d love to hear what u guys think abt this lol#ever after high#eah#briar beauty#apple white#applebeauty#brapple
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I’m writing a poolverine fic right now and am very tempted to add a very funny looking cat, so like Wade brought home the funny looking dog and then Logan brings home the funny looking cat, I’m particularly inspired because there is an “ugly” cat on BC spca shelter website that I’m a little obsessed with, I think I can make it fit but I’m a little iffy if it would feel right, what do you think
Here is a picture of the actual cat for reference
#yes he has a crumpled ear#my cat hates other cats so I unfortunately couldn’t get him#I just like browsing the website#but he did have an adoption pending last I checked#so I’m sure he’ll go to a loving home#the fix is post canon so dogpool is already their dog when the cat comes into the picture#I’m not gonna give anything else about the fic away#you have to vote with little to no context on the fic#poolverine#deadpool and wolverine#deadclaws#dogpool#just a warning things would start off pretty rough for this cat#but obviously happy ending where the cat would move in with them and live happily ever after#being besties with dogpool#the cat also wouldn’t be like the main focus of the fic#the fic is very stable on its own without the cat#I just feel like it would be fun
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The proof that i’m reliable during an emergency.
#<3#poetry#siblings#no idea how to tag this one ask me if u want anything#another poem about my brother#this one is about his seizures if u couldn’t tell by the description of what to do if someone is having a seizure 👍#on feeling useless#on feeling useless and scared#on doing the little things so others can focus on the big things#also on the utter terror of realizing your older brother is not untouchable#of realizing he has already been touched by something horrible#we r feeling Things tonight
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it’s 1am and i’m seriously considering trying to find a way to write my paper for uni on käärijä 😭 if anyone has any ideas how kä/the fandom could be related to communication science, do tell
#what am i even doing with my life at this point#i wanted to catch up on all the uni work i missed because of the gigs today#but i couldn’t focus on anything apart from PC#käärijä#jere pöyhönen
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i have so many things i want to say about everything but i do remember the moment where mike (playfully) accused will of lying and it makes so much more sense now i thought he was just being smug as hell like “oh ofc you would’ve kissed me two months ago i am just that spectacular” but no. i’m sorry for doubting you michael you DEFINITELY had grounds for that claim. out of focus eye to eye kidnapped my firstborn and left a changeling in its place. lives were ruined in the best possible way.
exactlyyyyy you get it! the way you worded this ask actually made me want to make a little note about why we wrote the reference in, because it was very intentional and there were a couple different reasons for it which i think are both very important !! (but obviously could not mention here before out of focus dropped)
1. obviously it was a Reference, in that we thought this is a big enough piece of lore that it would be weird for it to never ever come up even once, but the whole idea of the companion fic was that it kind of has an ambiguous ending and even mike was not super duper 100000% sure of will’s intentions (due to the #inebriation). so it was unlikely at this point in their dynamic that they were going to have a real fleshed out conversation about it because it would definitely need both of them to be vulnerable in a way they were Not ready to be at the time (will admitting to wanting to kiss mike/mike admitting to having wanted to be kissed? noooo way). mike is kind of testing the waters here (and being annoying on purpose) but from his pov will either still does not remember or does remember but does not want to talk about it, so it doesn’t really go anywhere anyway. but alsoooooo
2. another remnant of the post ch05 era specifically was a lot of people commenting things along the lines of “omg mike is being so flirty” “where did that confidence come from” etc etc which is so true bc poor will got absolutely blindsided by it and it was so fun to write but!! the idea also is that half it was that confidence boost you get after realizing that someone is also into you/attracted to You and i think mike would’ve taken that and ran with it for sureee (esp bc will initiated the ch04 kiss And the ch05 morning kiss mostly) and the other half was mike having information that the readers and will both did not have! a majorrrrrrrr driving force of acswy is the fact that neither of them are ever working with All of the information, hence the unreliable narration, hence the drama and history and them both being so annoying and unserious, etc etc etc. i think that’s important to keep in mind, especially now that we’re in the ch09 era where their dynamic has shifted pretty drastically since their rivals era in the beginning, or even chapters 04/05. 😗😗😗
i’m actually very glad no one Really picked up on this being a Thing when ch07 dropped bc it was supposed to be super subtle (obviously a couple people said 🤨 am i missing something? and we said No 😌) but the reactions we’re getting now have been incredibly fulfilling and have been just what we were hoping to get, which tells us we are writing this story right! sorry for ruining your life and the changeling baby but thank you sooo much for the lovely ask <33
#sorry for the ramble i just have been thinking abt this since i wrote ch07 but obviously couldn’t say anything#and i think this ask just perfectly encapsulated the exact reaction i wanted that reference to elicit#so i’m pumping my fist in the air and jumping up and down#got a good grade in Reference#asks#out of focus eye to eye#acswy spoilers
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This is torture. 😭
#wait for me davrin and lucanis!!!!!#i literally just got to work#how am i supposed to focus on anything today asdfjklk#stupid new job meaning i couldn’t take the day off
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if i write ronance, there will be background steddie and its mostly because i refuse to deal with straight steve and his unrequited feelings for nancy. no thanks. that’s weird
#steve can and will and has moved on#the six little nuggets speech was a delusion in a near death situation and can and will be overlooked#he likes eddie now#robin and nancy are in love#or whatever dynamic i’m writing them in#i say this as if i am actually going to finish writing anything anytime soon#haha me?#no i couldn’t possibly#robin buckley#nancy wheeler#ronance#steve harrington#eddie munson#steddie#stranger things#background steddie#where is the other half of platonic soulmate stobin? oh he’s busy being queer himself#the focus here is ronance
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Wait I never got much into Sokeefe bc I was more focused on all the other characters and bc little me had just discovered that there’s a 50/50 chance you pick the wrong love interest in a love triangle so sokeefe was the last thing on my mind but seeing quotes on my feed is making me want to read it again but this time expecting sokeefe
#I always enjoy book couples more when I start reading the book fully aware that they’ll get together#I knew about Percabeth before I read the books and it made things sm better#but with kotlc I didn’t know what fandoms were or anything so I went into the book with no expectations so I picked the wrong love interest#(discovered my hate for love triangles)#and I didn’t focus too much on the romance part of the book#but I wanna love sokeefe#like I really do#I wanna be included in fan-girling over it#plus the quotes are so cute#like wtf#I’m mad at my younger self now#it’s not necessarily that I picked the wrong one bc fitz came first but more that I’m stubborn so I couldn’t switch#but it’s been years#i think i can do it#believe in me please#sokeefe#kotlc#kotlc ships#keefe sencen#love triangles#fitz vacker#sophie foster#keeper of the lost cities#keeper of the lost cities ships#I don’t ship sophitz though but I used to be hella stubborn about it#not anymore tho#I’m cured#I think it’s time for exposure therapy#that was a joke
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I’m in a mood and I don’t know what that mood is or how to describe it, but this is what my brain feels like:
#this makes sense in my head#also sorta maybe feels like my brain is leaking out of my ears#couldn’t focus on anything today 😵💫😵💫😵💫#I think I need another vacation or even just a three day weekend with no responsibilities#mine#text post#blaghhhhh
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Normally I don’t mind sharing a bed but if my sister rolls over again I WILL kick her
#I’m still wide awake hi#I think I’m too grumpy to sleep#but too tired to do anything but come on here and gripe#yes I tried writingvit didn’t work#and yes I was reading but I couldn’t focus on that either#ugh#and it’s almost midnight#and my sister keeps moviNG AROUND#rambles from the floor
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Somebody: What’s your favorite song?
Me: Ru-Rule.. Rule—
#what am I supposed to tell people???#I like Rule 34#yeah#I can totally say that#I listened to it when it first came out but couldn’t focus on anything but the name#fish in a birdcage#anyways it’s a good song#Spotify
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i need to take a nap hopefully i wake up within 45 mins
#i was trying to draw but couldn’t focus :x maybe i need more caffeine too..#cele talks#i get so jittery and anxious when i cant draw and then the only thing i can do is sleep.#i cant play game or read or write or watch smth or anything I HAVE FO DRAW#i don’t have a healthy relationship w drawing but. yknow how it is#ok goodnight
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probably won’t be around much tomorrow because it’s my graduation party teehee 😜🫣😝
#sorry abt the emojis just felt silly#I will try to be more active Monday but we will SEE#I couldn’t focus on anything tonight :// and I felt annoying so I’m like hm. how do I speak to any human beings#SO!!!!! yea sorry for not doing the plotting stuff. I will work more on that in the coming days#out.
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Interpersonal drama fucked with my day so I didn’t get anything done I needed to get done so basically now I’m screwed for the week
#ej.txt#this weekend I have two papers and an hour long presentation to write#as well as 40 paper and 40 speech outline to grade#today I was supposed to knock out one paper and some of the grading at least#but instead my friend and I fought and it made me so sad I couldn’t focus on anything at all so nothing got done#I hate being so busy that one bad day can fuck everything up
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watched auto focus last night. why. did i do that to myself.
#ok i don’t think it’s a bad film when divorced of the real life context#i don’t think it’s great but a solid 6/10#however it sure is hard to watch when you know anything about the bts of hogan’s heroes#why does richard dawson have a bad cockney accent??#did they not realise he didnt actually talk like newkirk?#also why did they replace the fucking theme song????#could they not get the rights?? in the bob crane biopic they couldn’t the rights the the fucking hogan’s heroes theme song??#also where was werner klemperer and robert clary?#they have both talked about being good friends with bob crane#even after the show ended#but no they have bit parts#robert clary says like three words#hi bob#and hi#that’s it#they did everyone dirty man#i do think you should watch if ur a fan of the show#but not for enjoyment#just for a peek outside the fandom ig#different pov and all that jazz#bob crane#auto focus#colonel hogan
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