#cordell walker headcanons

[impala-dreamer]

Quick! You're having a movie marathon with Sam, Dean, Cordell Walker, and Soldier Boy. Choose a movie for each of them! 🎬 ❤️

Cordell makes me sit through the entire Bridget Jones trilogy because he thinks I'll like it. I don't really care... but it's nice to sit with him and help him chill a bit.

Ben... what the hell do you do on a night in with Soldier Boy that's not illegal or life-threatening? We watched porn for about 2 hours while he snorted lines and then he... well... let's just say, he acted out a few notable scenes on me while "Fellating Ryan's Privates" played... not gonna say it was a bad night... just... sticky.

Sam Winchester... he couldn't pick a movie so we sat through two episodes of a nine part mini-series about the lost gospels... we were going to watch the whole thing but we kinda got distracted and made out through the rest of the show. oops?

... OK don't tell anyone but... Dean and I ... well, we stayed up all night and had a Pixar marathon. We were going to watch all the movies in chronological order of release, but then we found this "pixar theory' thing where like all the movies are linked in some way and this one takes place before that one even though it was released later and... well, it was a fun night. We did get popped corn all over the place and we mayyyybe missed the end of Wall-E because he was... asleep with his head in my lap, but it was a fun night for sure.

[walker-extended-universe]

For the headcanon meme,

Cordell + travel

Cordell actually hates air travel and will come up with 1000 convincing arguments about why road trips are better before he admits why he hates it

[winchestergirl2]

October Reading Recs

To show some love and appreciation to all the amazing writers here on tumblr, who take the time to give us all these incredible stories (for free), allowing us to escape into these worlds. Here are all the fantastic fics I've read this month. 💖

Many of these fics and blogs are 18+ only, and NSFW please heed the author's individual fic warnings and requests regarding no minors. I am not responsible for your media consumption.

Reading Recs Masterlist

Dark Angel

Alec McDowell

Basic Instinct @zepskies

Authors Summary: You and Alec adapt to the realities of a human/transgenic relationship, especially during your pregnancy. 

The Boys

Soldier Boy

Wanderlust @zepskies

Authors Summary: Your wandering hands are keeping Ben up at night.

Old Flame @wayward-dreamer

Authors Summary: Y/N never expected that a knock at her door late at night would result in a reunion with Soldier Boy, someone she long thought to be dead. The meeting gets off to a rocky start, but when certain truths come to light, some unexpected feelings come along with them.

Kinktober day seventeen: dirty talk @lilacliquors

Supernatural

Dean Winchester

Cursed to Karaoke (Masterlist) @flamencodiva

Authors Summary: Dean and Y/N get hit with a spell on a witch hunt. What happens when they don’t realize the spell has taken effect?

Remembrance of Things Past @sams-sass

Authors Summary: You and Dean find each other again.

No Good Deed Goes Unpunished @queen-of-deans-booty

Authors Summary: One good deed turns into your worst nightmare, one that you can’t stop from coming.

Unexpected Arrival @jensengirl83

Authors Summary: Dean thinks Y/N will be gone for a few more days on a hunt. What will she find when she comes back early to surprise him?

Everything Has Changed @impala-dreamer

Authors Summary: Sometimes, the person you fight alongside is also the person you with the most. And sometimes all that fighting is hiding other feelings, other desires...

Choose your own Winchester

Lifting the Veil @thoughtslikeaminefield

Authors Summary: You’ve been missing something of paramount importance - until now.

Sam Winchester

What he doesn't know @pamwritessometimes

Authors Summary: You’re hiding two dangerous secrets from Sam. Little did you know, he’s just uncovered one, but it’s not the one you think.

Nonstop | Drabble @saxxxology

Untitled Sam Winchester fic @supernaturalfreewill

Inherited Spirits @kittenofdoomage

Authors Summary: Your life changes with the revelation of a secret, but is it for the better?

Escape (Masterlist) @impala-dreamer

Authors Summary: Y/N and Dean are abducted after a night at the bar and thrown into a maze of horrors. Can Sam track down his brother and girlfriend in time? Can they even hold on that long?

Multi Fandom

Dean Winchester, Beau Arlen, Soldier Boy (Ben), Jason Teague

Headcanon: Sleepwalking @zepskies

Authors Summary: HC: How Dean, Beau, Soldier Boy (Ben), and Jason would react to you sleepwalking.

Walker

Cordell Walker

Dating Cordell Walker would include @peachyaliien

Big Sky

Beau Arlen

Right Here @daughterofcain-67

Authors Summary: after getting dumped by a guy you'd been talking to, you decided there wasn't much of a point in looking for love. You were better off just staying home and drinking while watching your comfort shows. well... perhaps the sheriff may be able to change your mind.

Midnight Mischief @waynes-multiverse

Authors Summary: Leaving Cassie’s Halloween party, the way home leads to a thrilling detour under the moonlight for Sheriff Arlen.

[lol-jackles]

I have a dinner party to get to tonight so I won't be answering any more Asks until midnight or next week, which ever comes first.

But first, I've seen the latest Walker episode and I'll just say with that cliffhanger... well, I think we all knew that the serial killer Jackal would go after Cordell, right? For weeks I headcanon that Cordell was giving himself minute doses of the paralytic drug to inoculate himself in case the Jackal catches him first, but to be honest it's a dumb theory. I just couldn't figure out how else was Cordell going to escape the Jackal and his propensity for paralyzing his victims. Every season Cordell saves himself before the calvary arrives; he beats Clint West, lure Gayle Davidson into a confession, destroys Grey Flag's chemical plant and later tracks down it's new leader on his own. Sure he has help in the end but he has to do 90% of the saving-himself.

[littleeyesofpallas]

man im in a weird headspace recently... first The One headcanons, and now this... that's a lotta thoroughly dead content i'm giving brain space to

So, in the now tragically forgotten and buried jrpg franchise, Wild Arms, there was this whole fun gimmick where the wild west influence extended into other tangential americana as well. there's heavy borrowing from D&D, and horror films as well as westerns, and classic romanticized cowboy mythos and such... So in any case the games also had a few cross media spinoffs, including a TV anime and a shortlived manga.

There is a character in the manga named Jye-chi-ka[ジェチカ] which the brave, lone scanlator team, TurtleParadise --back in... what, 2010?-- romanized as Jessica. But I don't know if that's correct.

For context, the other two leads in the series are named Ma-ku-shi Re-mi-n'-to-n'[マキシ・レミントン] transliterated back into Maxi Remington, a clear reference to the Remington Arms Company, his sister, ko-ne-tto[コネット] taken to be something like Conette or Connett, and Gy[ギィ] who they called Guy, as in the French name, which I think was the correct choice. But as you can sort of see, apart from the Remington bit, the names don't appear to be overt references to anything else to help triangulate Jechika's name.

Jechika is btw a member of a minority group of native American analogs within the Wild Arms world, semi-consistent across different games, called the Baskar. Some other Baskar have been named things like...

Tim Rhymeless and Colette Mapleleaf in WA2; both rather innocuous names... And the family of Gallows, Shane, and Halle Carradine in WA3, much more overtly referencing the iconic scene of lawless frontier justice, Shane from the movie Shane, and Halley's comet plus actor David Carradine, probably tied to this thru the now infamous cult classic TV show, Kung Fu, where producer meddling outed Bruce Lee as lead in favor of having David Carradine play Kwai Chang Caine, a wandering shaolin monk in the wild west.

But this all, as you may be catching onto, also does not help establish clear patterns to help with...

Some random NPCs have names like Harold, Ellen, Cordell, and Laraina? Funny enough these I can sort of tie into references with a bit of guess work.

Cordell in particular stands out as a less common name to have picked here, and I want to assume it's a reference to Cordell Walker, Chuck Norris' star character in Walker Texas Ranger.

In the context of wild west icons, legendary outlaw, Ellen Liddy "Cattle Kate" Watson is the first to come to mind.

I have no idea what to make of Harold... Harold Gould? Semi-famous character actor in TV and film of the 60s-70s? He hardly seems reference worthy, he didn't exactly have a lot of standout roles... Harold McCracken? Sort of famous painter of pseudo-historical wild west scenes? Are those names a random Japanese game dev would have really been able to stumble into in the 2000s? It's the name "Harold" it could be practicallyanyone...

And technically "Laraina"'s name is actually written ri-re-i-na[リレイナ] so that one could just be a localization flub. Actually, it appears to be how they japanized the name of Wynona Rider's character in the 1994 movie, Reality Bites; the character's name is Lelaina Pierce. It's far from being a western but it does take place in Texas, for a Japanese creator maybe that's cowboy adjacent enough?)

So I dunno... Maybe it is Jessica and it's just a weird choice of names because the manga author doesnt have access to the core creative team's specific sensibilities. Maybe it doesn't matter because the core team's sensibilities are also unstable. And if anything, it feels vaguely slavic to me? Like, the way those phonetics roll off the tongue to me sounds like it ought to be something like Tetscheka? Dzhetgya?? Czeschka(like the painter)??? But why would anyone have named a native american analog in some sort of pseudo-slovenian?

I realize this is a cold case. And one without any real answers. But it's one of those things that drives me nuts when I look up somethings simple like, "What were those characters' names again?" and then find myself having wasted the morning on a wild goose chase and now i'm late for work...

[supernaturalkickparty]

your name: Ashley but I prefer Ash

your first fandom(s): xmen, that was also the first type of fanfic I read, then it went to star wars, spn, and my current hyperfixations.

your current fandom(s): Supernatural, Walkerverse, Star Wars, and Wrestling.

Movie fandoms: Star Wars, MCU

Books fandoms: haven't read in ages😬 I mainly read comics/graphic novels and idk if that counts. If it does Somethings Killing The Children, Department of Truth, and The Nice House on the Lake.

Game fandoms: I don't play anymore but when I do play it's usually like duck game, crash bandicoot or spryo.

how did you first get into fandom? I was a preteen when the first xmen movie was released, I would get Starlog magazines and I remember I saw something about fanfiction so I was curious. It wasn't until a few years after that I finally got internet access at school that I found some forums with fics and Rogue/Logan became my original otp.

how long have you been engaging with fandom spaces? 19 years give or take.

how often do you read fanfics? Every chance I get lol which is kinda hard with a toddler but thank god for nap time and bedtime lol

top 3 characters from your current fandom(s): Sam Winchester, Cordell Walker, Adam Page.(its so hard to just pick 3!)

have you ever written a fic for a fandom? Yep! I have several WIPs, I need to finish one of them soon.

have you ever drawn fanart for a fandom? Oh no I can't draw to save my life.

share a personal headcanon that you feel very strongly about: Sam still had his powers but was afraid to use them.

you’re trying to convince a friend to get into your current fandom(s) with you. what episode, clip, or scene are you showing them? Not trying to convince lol but I have shown the bestie @fandom-hoarder a LOT of jon moxley/adam page and a LOT of cody rhodes and kenny omega lol

and finally, what does fandom mean to you? Friendship. I have made the best friends ever. Talking with them feels like talking to someone I've known for years.

Yes I can spazz out with them over something that happened or we can analyze scenes together but it's the "how's your day?" "Did you eat?" "How are you feeling? You still feeling sick?"

Its all that and more. I have the most amazing friends in fandom and I wouldn't change it any other way.

Tagging @fandom-hoarder @sugaraddictarchangels

@durinsbride @jellybracelet @degenderates @its-sassyboots and whoever else wants to play🖤

Tagged by @heronamedhawks

your name: Call me Rose

your first fandom(s): Pokemon, StarGate SG.1, and X-Men. Pretty much any and all sci-fi really, all the Treks, all the Wars, RED DWARF! My mum is a major scifi geek and i was raised on it.

your current fandom(s): TV show fandoms Post about Supernatural and Hogwarts Legacy, but occasionally post about Rings of Power, Vikings, Hannibal, Good Omens, and the above mentioned in the first fandoms post.

Movie fandoms: Star Wars, Harry Potter

Books fandoms: Harry Potter, The Hunger Games.

Game fandoms: Hogwarts Legacy, Dragon Age (all 3 games), Mass Effect (all 3 games), Pokemon, Civilization, The Sims, The Legend of Zelda.

how did you first get into fandom? Jeez I can't remember that far back. Back then the internet was new, and pretty much all there was were yahoo webrings, must have just stumbled across stuff.

how long have you been engaging with fandom spaces? 28 years, roughly.

how often do you read fanfics? I read fanfic ALOT many years ago, rarely read anything for any fandom any more.

top 3 characters from your current fandom(s): Sebastian Sallow (Hogwarts Legacy), Sam Winchester (Supernatural), Athelstan (Vikings)

have you ever written a fic for a fandom? I tend to write one epic novel length fic per fandom, and that's it. My longest fic is almost exactly the same length as Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince (that was Bad Reputation, my Jared/Jensen fic).

have you ever drawn fanart for a fandom? I tried to draw many MANY years ago, but i was never an artist and gave up many many years ago.

share a personal headcanon that you feel very strongly about: Not sure I have head canons...can't think of anything specific.

you’re trying to convince a friend to get into your current fandom(s) with you. what episode, clip, or scene are you showing them? For Hogwarts Legacy, it would be the crucio scene. For Supernatural...omg there is just so many to choose from. Depends how insane the friend is to what insanity of spn you show them lol

and finally, what does fandom mean to you? I've made many friends through fandom, but alot more back in the early days, around the years 2002 - 2010. These days everyone changes their username every 2 seconds and I could have known you for years but as soon as you change that i have no idea who you are. I have friends on here that came over from Live Journal when i did back in 2011 and they still have the same usernames. I remember usernames from years back and will type them in and they'll still be around, i can find people. Can't find anyone anymore. I think today fandom has become smaller, and alot more toxic.

Still fun though, if you find the right people.

Tagging @cordellwinchesterwalker @freesiriusblack @lailaphx-is-havin-a-crisis @oneiriad @eternaljared

[rosecochonnetduprintemps]

Dating Cordell Walker would include...

Because that man deserve happiness and love. 

For @all-alone-he-turns-to-stone​ hope you like it!! ♥ 

Reblogs greatly appreciated!! 

This poor man.

The day he saw you for the first time, he swear his heart missed a beat.

You had to be an angel. 

You were so damn gorgeous, it made him kind of nervous to get the courage to finally talk to you. 

Micki had to give him an encouraging push.

Of course, with his friend’s help, he eventually started talking with you and he was so glad he did. You were a smart girl, funny as well and your heart was so big. 

You made him feel something he was sure he had lost the ability to feel. He was in love with you and he fell HARD for you.

It took him a while to finally decide to not only accept his feelings but to tell you how he felt.

After all, he didn’t want to lose you because of his job and honestly? He felt like he was betraying Emily.

Liam and his parents were the one reassuring him. Telling him that Emily would want Cordell to be happy and she would probably be happy that he found someone as amazing and kind as you.

Spoiler: it worked.

So he finally told you how he felt as anxiety was filling up his veins and brain until you admited you felt the same way and never, in months, he had felt so happy.

He almost kissed you right away but he restrained himself. Yet to his surprise, you jumped in his arms and kissed him.

Of course now he couldn’t resist anymore and kissed you back.

August and Stella were a bit... weirded out by you at first. But just leave them some time and they will warm up to you.

They understand you are not here to remplace their mom, you told them as well. Plus, you make their dad happy and that makes them happy. 

Cordell really love to have his hair played with. After a long, hard, stressful day at work, he love to lay his head on your thighs or chest as you run your fingers through his soft locks. Sometimes he even fall asleep on you and it’s a very cute sight. You can’t help but take a picture of him... 

He is a very loving boyfriend. 

VERY protective as well. He wouldn’t survive if something ever happened to you. So in NO way he would ever want you to get involved in one of his missions, wether as Duke or just to help him with the Rangers. He is just so terrified to lose you.

Please don’t do anything stupid and dangerous. This man wouldn’t handle it.

I swear, this man is SO touch starved. The first time you both slept in the same bed, you cuddled up to him and he couldn’t help the tears from falling on his cheeks as he held you closer, his arms around your smaller frame as his voice broke the silence. 

“I’m sorry, I didn’t think I would... miss this so bad.”

“It’s okay, no need to apologize Cordi. I love you.”

“I love you too Y/N. So much.”

NSFW

Let me tell you... He is SUCH a passionate and romantic lover.

He would 100% do those romantic stuffs we see in movies and series. Y’know, rose petals on the carpet and bed, some candles on your desk and night tables, dim light and romantic music.

Anything to get you both in the mood.

And this man is a KING at foreplay. Doesn’t even have to be fully sexual, but it’s pretty hot. A good make out session while he is over you, or you’re sitting on his lap, his hands wandering over and under your clothes. An oily massage as you are laying on your stomach and can feel his crotch rubbing against your ass. A surprise strip-tease for you...

When it comes to more than just teasing, he loves to finger fuck you. The way you squirm against him as his fingers goes in and out of your needy hole, your moans, the way you shake when an orgasm hits you.

“You’re so hot baby- so hot for me. Fuck- keep making those noises for me.”

“Shh, lemme take care of you- I need your pussy to be ready for me. I wouldn’t want my baby to hurt as she take my cock.”

“C’mon sweetheart, one more, just one more- Fuuck, that’s it. Good girl Y/N, you’re so good to me.”

Really love when you tease him even though when it’s in public and he tells you to stop. 

So please. Go on, keep wearing that pretty crop top and short skirt that makes him want to push you against the wall and take you rough and fast right there in front of his coworkers and boss.

Jealous sex happens a lot. He doesn’t like when others men (*cough* Hoyt *cough*) flirts with you, even if it’s just for a laugh or fully platonic. Hence you can expect that when you both go at Geri’s bar to hang out and Cordell sees men flirting with you, he’s right on you. Wrapping an arms around your shoulders and french kissing you until you moans to show them who you belong to.

Expect LOTS of hickeys and lovebites. He likes to see the marks after your lovemaking sessions. He also loves to have you marks him, it makes him feels like you’re always with him.

That also reminds him how much pleasure he can give you.

He can rough, but if you want him to slow down, he will. That goes for the other side too... Want him to pound faster into you? Use you rougly like a toy and makes you cum again and again? Oh darling, he will.

Cordell really love to experiment and explore new kinks with you. But in NO WAY he would those hard nasty kinks or hurts you.

Except spankings. He know how much getting your ass spanked excited you and he loves to spank you as well. That reminds him- he highkey wanna try to paddle you...

90% of the time, he is the dominant one but from times to times, he loves you to be in control. 

You once tied him up while he was still wearing his ranger uniform. You had put a blindfold on his eyes and pulled down his pants and boxer, just enough to free his cock. Only being in that position made him hard and twitching in needs. He even remember thinking how impatient he was to feel what you were gonna do to him.

And he didn’t expect any of the things you did to him. Suck and licking him off while using a vibrator on his cock before you decided to sit on him and ride him like a very needy and horny cowgirl.

Since then, he loves that position, you had been so confident and bold. It was such a turn on. He also loved the ways you used your toys on him...

Sex with him is honestly just amazing and you can be sure to feel loved as well as very satisfied.

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[walker-290]

#WalkerPride || #CordellWalker

Cordell is bi and before Emily he fell in love with a boy... A bad boy... They were adventurous... And that bad boy used to tell him that this is their fairy tale but neither of them is prince charming...They were the two kings of their lives... So they got a matching crown tattoo with each other... 

[lightasparkle]

Walkernatural

Walker is Supernatural’s sequel :) After Dean dies Sam moves to Austin, marries a lovely lady that looks like Ruby. He knows that it is not healthy but he just can’t help clutching something familiar from his old life. All the undercover duties he goes of to are actually hunts. Being a hero that he is when he is not on a hunt he assimilates as ranger. He chose the name in honor of Dean’s favorite fake FBI name. Even he wants to be a good dad, he struggles to connect to people after yet another loss. But he was raised by Dean so he will do better. Dean was an awesome father after all.

It’s 2:30 a.m. sorry for the brain fart. 

[panic-in-the-multiverse]

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x teen!reader / x child!reader / x daughter!reader / x gn!reader / x reader / x sibling!reader / son!reader / romantic!reader / ftm!reader / mtf!reader

I don’t own Walker or any of the characters in Walker, I only own the imagines that I have created in tumblr or wattpad.

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Invisible ** - Cordell Walker x teen!reader: Requested by @jarpad24 : Could you please do a Cordell Walker x reader where runs away from her family and cordell finds her sat out by the border by herself. She explains why she ran away was that she felt invisible, that no one would notice that she had gone missing. She tells him that she ran away a week before and that her fears had been confirmed. Lots of fluff and comfort, obviously a bit of crying and definitely a Cordell hug 🤗Thank you so much hun 😁 I understand if you can't but If you can thank you in advance 😁 😊

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[fandom-hoarder]

Windy now. [Live react to the bestie @cordellwinchesterwalker ]

I loooooove that the opening sex scene was her on top 

HOYT'S CHARACTER WAS PRETENDING TO BE A PREACHER?!?!

HE names the horse IN THE EPISODE?! 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

Gahhhh this is SO PRETTY

Calian <3

The acting quality on this is superb goddd. And the editing choices.

Like the way Abby's grief and tears have been shown so far and not overdone

Gahhhhh i got invested and forgot to comment lmao but omg hitting all the western buttons hahhhh this card game

Abby/Kate DO WANT 

Now i really fucking want egg drop soup

Godddddd i am SO SUSCEPTIBLE TO FOOD LMAO

I'm making roast chicken ramen since that's the best i can do lol

Yay for nutrition 🤣🤣🤣🤣 it's like the opposite of egg drop soup

Jpop is over here like "yknow, egg drop soup is really easy to make..." and I'm like "not easy enough! His had STUFF in it." And i listed it off and he was like "damn, that sounds good"🤣

me: The "(speaks spanish)" in these captions 😑

cordellwinchesterwalker: Speaks Spanish in captions always cracks me up lol

me: Lmfao today's app commercials are mostly the snoop dogg/andy corona commercials btw the long versions

cordellwinchesterwalker: Omg lol those make me laugh

I'm like Peralta???😂

me: They're the best

me: Cordell the horse is gonna have some kinda heroic story 👀👀👀👀

cordellwinchesterwalker: I love the horses name is cordell lol

me: Jpop was like: that's gonna get confusung. For me.

cordellwinchesterwalker: I just love how Jared is like yeah so this is the og hoyt and he has a horse named cordell....BTW hoyt rode cordell a few times when cordi and emily were on and off😂

me: Lmfaooo

Idk the backstory between hoyt and lucia yet, so this "that's where she met your father"//"and yours" thing gives me half sibling forbidden love ideas and that's my headcanon until further notice lol

Gahhh the kate/abby flirtinggg <33333

Cat and mouse flirting between augustus and hoyt

me: The cast chemistry is amazing

cordellwinchesterwalker: It is. They play so well off each other. I didn't get that off tw at all.

me: I know the windy cast is generally more seasoned, but the tw cast could've maybe benefited from some team building time. Like windy had cowboy camp and riding lessons and promo stuff that had them interacting meaningfully

cordellwinchesterwalker: From my understanding tw casts mainly partied in Nola. That was it.

me: Of course... windy KNEW what it was, and i sincerely do not think TW has that benefit. It's difficult to get deeper into your character if you don't know what's going on

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Ep 2 now <3 god the end of ep 1 made me cry

The way the opening title transition is a westernized version of the modern walker one is so great

Davidsoooonnnnn

Labor rep Kate <3

I like the calian/hoyt dynamic too

Lmfao hoyt and Kate about the umbrella. "I'm delicate"

OH 

MY 

GODDDD 

 NO 

HE DID NOT BRING BACK HIS BODYYYY

This SON OF A BITCH

Omfggggg

Omg tom totally made augustus. Fuck.

Why does it feel like there's a parallel here between augustus and augie 😅

me: Hahhhh so it's not dr quinn: medicine woman, it's abby walker: law woman

cordellwinchesterwalker: yessssss it's like quick and the dead/bad girls and I love it so much

Sssshhhiiiiiittttt augustus shot the dude

Crapppp

Omfgggg with Liam's rifleeee

[walker-extended-universe]

It's my personal belief that Cordell hasn't sold the house that he and Emily used to live in and he plans on keeping and maintaining it to hand of to one of the kids one day

[trekkiehood]

"Meet Me Half Way" - (Walker Fanfiction)

Title: Meet Me Half Way

Fandom: Walker.

Words: 1.8k

Summary: When Liam asks about a new scar, Cordell tells him, finally releasing all his pent up hurt and exhaustion related to the past several weeks. It seems more happened during his time undercover than his family realized.

Written/takes place post 1x02

Warning: This is a vent fic so if your not okay with some Liam bashing, don't read. Really mild PTSD flashbacks

Ao3 Link

Hi yes this episode made me angry so I wrote a vent fic and it's been sitting on my drive since Feb 1 and as I know tonight's episode will ruin all of my theories and headcanons I'm posting this now while it can still be semi-canon compliant.

I'm doing this on my phone so I'm sorry if the format is wonky.

THERE WILL BE LIAM BASHING so please be aware of that.

Absolutely adore this show and can't wait to see where they take it!

Thanks to @pricelesstrashpanda for the beta :)

~TH~

He wanted to bang his head on a wall. On a hard wall made of metal or brick or both. He was tired. Tired of work. Tired of responsibilities. Tired of this never ending cycle of mistrust and anger the world seemed to impose on him. He just wanted a break. Just a break.

As it was, he had kids to take care of. Kids whom he loved. They were his life. If only they wanted him to be part of it. Then there was his work. Where his best friend was now his boss and insisting on proper protocol and titles. And while Micki was good at what she did, she seemed intent to prove that she was in fact better at the job than he was. Which may even be true. She was young and inexperienced and with time, she might grow to become one of the best.

But he was tired.

Cordell ran a hand over his horse, muttering soft words that held no real meaning. It was warm out, sweat glistening off of the horse's neck. The horse hadn’t changed much. Still as strong as ever. She still remembered him. She treated him as if nothing had changed.

And yet everything had changed. At a drop of a hat. His world had turned upside down. And he knows he was gone a year. He knows it everytime he looks at August and sees a young man instead of a boy. When Stella glares at him from behind dark eyeliner and a catholic uniform that screams ‘angsty teen’ and now ‘sweet little girl’. He feels it when he wakes up, feeling a sting along his back where he had the stitches removed only a week before heading home. He knows it when he closes his eyes at night to see blood and guns and smell musty, condemned barns, and hears threats and curses and pleas. He knows it in a way that his family doesn’t understand. In a way that makes him wonder if it’s his wife’s absence or his own presence that is so out of place in a world that used to be home.

His parents’ house was nice. The kids loved it. He was happy for them. Liam drove them to school in the mornings. That was great of him. He appreciated the help from his family. He did. He just wished they would stop treating him like the bad guy of the situation. He wishes that the intent was to help him, not make him feel guilty for what a terrible father he was.

He was just so tired.

And he saw Emily everywhere. They were soulmates. He felt like a piece of him died with her. And now even the house where he had loved her and taken care of with her was out of his reach. He loved his parents’ home and the help that they offered, but it was no longer home. But his kids were happy and their happiness would always come before his own. He kept being accused of trying to make decisions for everyone when it seemed to him he wasn’t even allowed to make decisions for himself. Whatever decisions he made seemed to be the wrong ones.

The hot Texas sun continued to beat down on him. He was alone for the moment, a rare moment of privacy without the prying eyes of his family or coworkers. Alone, yet in a place where he couldn’t be accused of hiding or neglecting his responsibilities. Small miracles. Removing his hat and placing it on a fencepost, he pulled off first his flannel, then his undershirt. He’d regained most of his muscle mass over the last couple weeks, a feat that had his doctors both concerned and impressed. They really shouldn’t be. He was Cordell Walker, Texas Ranger, the best of the best. What was a couple pounds and increased muscle tone?

“Wha-?”

Walker spun at the voice, hand reaching for his gun before he saw his brother. He let out a puff of air, reaching back up to pet the horse, ensuring she hadn’t been spooked by his abrupt movements. She wasn’t. She had been trained for much worse.

Liam was staring at him with wide eyes, concern and shock in his features.

“You good?” Cordell asked, raising his eyebrows.

“Wh-what happened?” Liam sounded bewildered.

Walker let out a short breath, “You’re gonna have to be more specific.”

“Your back?!”

“Oh.” The pain had become such a constant presence that he had forgotten it was new. Forgotten it was just one more change, one more thing that separated his current life from the life he had always known. He absentmindedly ran his fingers from his left hip, following the still healing cut from his side to his mid-back. “It’s just a scratch.” he smiled.

“You’d think someone who just spent a year undercover would be a better liar.”

Cordell let out a rough laugh, rubbing his temple, “Well I suppose that was the problem to begin with.” He yanked his shirt back on, feeling oddly exposed in a way that he hadn’t in years. Just another change to add to the list.

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

Walker turned around, putting his full attention back on the horse. “I ran into some trouble when I was undercover. But I’m good now.” He forced a smile, even knowing his brother couldn’t see it.

“What kind of trouble?”

And Cordell loved his brother. He really did. But why couldn’t he just leave well enough alone? He’d already called him irresponsible and neglectful and admitted to trying to take his kids. Didn’t he deserve privacy in at least part of his life? Why did he have to be the public display of trauma? Why did he have ‘to be more open’ all the while just wanting a moment to himself? A moment to let down his guard as Cordell Walker.

“Does it really matter?”

And it did. He knew it did. But that didn’t mean he wanted to talk about it. He had a scar on his back and dark memories in his mind but there was nothing he could do about it. Maybe focusing on his dead wife wasn’t the healthiest coping mechanism but he’d had more time to process that than whatever the past couple months had been. Back when he’d been able to comfort himself with the idea of normal. An idea that he was realizing more and more would never come to fruition.

“Yes it matters!” His brother had come up closer behind him and it took every ounce of self control not to turn around and lash out. Even then he couldn’t control his muscles tightening as if preparing for a fight.

“Drop it Liam.”

“You were gone for ten months Cordell, I think I have a right to know what happened!”

Walker nearly choked on his laugh, “Y-you have a right?” He couldn’t keep the anger tinted disbelief out of his voice. “I know we’re family but since when do you have the ‘right’ to everything? You have the ‘right’ to my kids. You have the ‘right’ to my time. You have the ‘right’ to know what I’m doing, when and why. You have the ‘right’ to know what happened to me. You seem to have a ‘right’ to a lot of things.”

“Cordell-” his brother gave a long suffering sigh and the Walker in question felt as if his restraints had snapped.

“I was captured, Liam.” He spun around, raising his arms along with his voice, “I slipped up. I made a mistake. I couldn’t get out or make a phone call because I knew I was being watched. I was TRYING to keep my kids from becoming REAL orphans. I THOUGHT an off the grid dad would be slightly better than a dead one! To be honest I’m not so sure anymore!”

“Captured?” And his brother might as well reverted back into a twelve year old. “I-I thought-”

The change in his brother's tone did nothing to quell the rising anger. “Well you thought wrong, Liam!” He ran a filthy hand over his face, “Did you really think I was ignoring you guys on purposed?! Did you really think I LIKED being away for so long?! Do you really think I didn’t wish every. Single. Day. to pick up the phone and just, just hear a familiar voice?! I COULDN’T get out. Not without bringing them here. Not without putting my family in VERY REAL danger. But even that apparently wasn’t enough! I don’t know if there was a mole or if I’m really just THAT BAD at my job but I got caught. I got caught and nearly killed but no, I’m a terrible father because I didn’t smile and say ‘Hey guys, I know you’re leading a drug cartel and currently want me dead, but if you would be so kind, could I borrow a phone, I think my daughter has a soccer game.’ Trust me, Liam. I would have LOVED to be sitting at Stella’s soccer game instead of tied to a chair in an abandoned barn but as this year has proved, we don’t always get what you want.”

“Cor, I-”

“But it really doesn’t matter. Obviously no one cares. I was dark for three months. Three months. Did you think I was dead? Did you even care? Because you wanted to take my kids so clearly you thought SOMETHING was up. But not once has anyone asked how I’M doing. Sure you ask why I’m not doing better. I’m asked when I’m going to step up and be a better father. You wonder how I could do this to my kids. But never ‘hey Cordell, you know how you were MISSING for three months? What went down? Are you okay?’ You think I just went dark to my family? You think I just needed a break? No! I had NO contact with ANYONE. I’ll admit, part of it was self induced because I knew they were onto me, but a large portion was completely out of my control. But no, I’m just a neglectful father! That’s clearly the problem here!” It was hard to feel anything other than the overwhelming anger.

He clenched his fists, letting out a breath through his nose.

“Cordell I’m-”

“No. No don’t Liam. I can’t. Not today. Just- just give me time, okay?” He sighed running a hand over his face. “I just need time to adjust. I know things are different. I know. I’m not- I’m not trying to push anyone away or to take my family or life here for granted. Trust me, I understand how good I have it here. But I’m tired Liam. So I don’t want apologies. I just- I just need you to meet me halfway.” He looked up, catching his brother’s eyes. “Please.”

Liam nodded, a stiff jerk knocking loose a few of the previously unshed tears.

Cordell met the nod, turning back to his horse. He heard his brother move away and sighed. He was just so tired.

~TH~

There you have it. I write the last like five lines today and the rest is from a month ago so hopefully it all makes sense.

Let me know what you thought! Can't wait for the next episode. Like I have been hyped for 1x05 "Duke" for SO LONG AND IT COMES OUT TONIGHT (to bad I have to wait for it to release on the app 😅)

Until next time!

God bless,

Jamie

[touchstarvedsam]

My headcanon plot twist in "Walker":

Liam killed Emily because he's jealous and angry, blaming her for taking his brother away from him, and estranging them. Now, with Cordell back in town, Liam tries to strengthen and deepen his bond with him, trying to show Cordell that he doesn't need a wife, only his little brother who will be the perfect housewife and mother.

Sorry not sorry lol

That's a valid headcanon! Walker is a blank slate that we can do with however we please, even after we're Jossed when the pilot airs. Personally, I see Cordell as the bottom/omega, but if you see Liam that way, that's fine too!

Though Liam having killed Emily out of jealousy is such a great take. 😏

[storyinmyeyes]

Cordell Walker.

favorite thing about them - I like Walker’s kickass way of taking down the bad guys. I also like that he embraces his native american side. 

least favorite thing about them - Hmm, these are always hard for me to answer. I don’t know at the moment. 

favorite line - Oh gosh I can’t even remember any lines he said right now. 

brOTP - Walker and Trivette

OTP - Walker and Alex

nOTP - Don’t have one

random headcanon - I wish we had gotten to see more of backstory.

unpopular opinion - I didn’t like that he always “rescued” Alex. I felt like she needed to be more of her own woman sometimes. 

song i associate with them - Not sure

favorite picture of them - Hmmm, this one is nice. 

send me a character and i’ll list

[rosecochonnetduprintemps]

Masterlist

💖 = fluff

🧸 = comfort

🍑 = smut (18+ only)

🔥 = angst

🔪 = darkfic (18+ and proceed with caution)

💌 = headcanons

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Tolkien

Supernatural

Genshin Impact

Stranger Things

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Others:

BOTW Match-Up  (Sidon x genderneutral!reader) for @tolkien-fantasy 💖💌

Baldur's Gate 3 Match-Up (Gale x genderneutral!reader + Halsin x genderneutral!reader) for @tolkien-fantasy 💖💌

Dating Cordell Walker would include... (Cordell x fem!reader) for @all-alone-he-turns-to-stone 💖🍑💌

Dating Trafalgar Law would include... (Law x male!reader) for @cactuwus 💖🍑💌

Dating Fenris would include... (Fenris x male!reader) for @cactuwus 💖🍑💌

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