#coping with the ending of this game
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I am home and have fulfilled my duties.
Are we fuckin' with Emo Shuanshuan?
He finally took off that fuckass shirt and got pants...but at what cost?
#drawing#art#digital artist#digital art#digital illustration#fanart#nine sols game#nine sols fanart#nine sols#nine sols shuanshuan#nine sols yi#nine sols kuafu#emo shuanshuan is real look#im so sorry shuanshuan#no im not#coping with the ending of this game
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#slay the princess#I know this is out of nowhere but-#Sorry someone just sent me a crazy take and this is the only way to cope.#Reminder! The devs themselves said that they see all endings as canon!#Do not send authors messages if their fic/interpretation/posts did not align with your canon!#Fun fact! I only became interested in this game *because* the devs said that#So people saying that that interpretation is wrong… kind of rub me the wring way.#So just to confirm:#Saying you interpreted the game's relationship as romantic and healthy: Cool#Saying anyone who interprets the game any other way is wrong: Not Cool#meme
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nomura please please please please please please please please please
#im shitposting again sorry#kh#twewy#kh riku#kiryu joshua#dude I swear joshua got the same haircut from the heartless tower#this is also just what hairstyle nomura thinks is cool#it is cool. but can u make joshuas curl a little bit bigger thank you#i neeeeeeeed joshua and riku and sora friendship#PLEAASEEEEEEEE twewy would be sooo perfect for the next game SORAS LITERALLY DEAD#in quadratum it’s not twewy Shibuya#but cmon#it doesn’t have to be twewy Shibuya for them to show up#look rikus in Shinjuku soras in Shibuya cmon cmon.#my art#doodle#doodles#ddd isn’t enough I need them to be ACTUAL FRIENDS#he doesn’t have to do anything can he just show up#he Jesus beams a heartless tower and then fucks off or something PLSAAWWWW#kingdom hearts#the world ends with you#guy who is on actual insane cope rn
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Things that bother me about Dragon Age: The Veilguard part 3 (final thoughts)
I have finally finished the playthrough. I endured because I wanted to give this game a fair chance. I wanted to see it from start to finish in the hopes it would deliver something, anything capable of redeeming it. But it just didn't. Or more precisely, not in a way sufficient to make its flaws easy to overlook. These are my closing impressions on the game. I have already done two posts about this in which I documented my observations and comments as I progressed. I will link the posts here: Part 1, Part 2.
Let's finish this ride for now.
!Spoilers below the cut!
The music
I don't know what the direction of the music was meant to take. When it was announced Hans Zimmer would compose the OST I had high hopes. Hans Zimmer is a houshold name in Hollywood and skilled at what he does. I listened to a number of movie OSTs of his making and they were all excellent. So what happened here?
The music sounds generic most of the time without a clear theme or a unique piece that got me searching for it on youtube.
The main theme has sort of a recognizable composition but isn't anything outstanding. Emmrich's theme sounds like a halloween piece written for Wednesdsy Adams and the rest of the OST seems to mimic Trevor Morris' work for DA:I, namely the Lost Temple and In Hushed Whispers themes, but without the emotional impact the original pieces created.
It's as someone has already pointed out and I agree: Bioware has bought the name Hans Zimmer but not his quality. It sounds like he didn't even seriously create something but half heartedly whipped something out of his sleeve and called it a day.
The facial animations
The main problem with these is they often don't fit the emotions the VAs are communicating.
The VAs actually did a fantastic job. The scene that touched me the most was the one Rook confronts Solas in after they escape the regret prison in the fade. That was the first time Rook felt involved, raw and real.
But what broke the atmosphere in an otherwise flawless scene was how unmoving their facial expression was. There was the VA shouting their lung out and the animation couldn't even give half a fuck about it.
I don't even see an excuse for this lack of facial animation. It was possible to do since DA:O, hell, even since the first Mass Effect back in '07. Why is it not possible in the year of our Lord 2024, when technology is presumably better?
The handholding of the player
The plot is tightly paced. This is not necessarily a bad thing as I didn't really like the Open World approach of DA:I since it stretched the main plot too thinly and the maps created weren't filled with interesting side content but boring and pointless fetch quests.
But Veilguard went into the opposide extreme as it leaves only little room for the player when and how to do things. The quests are activated and must be completed in a specific order. They have also only one outcome without room to make different decisions.
Rook can never be truly ruthless. They can never disagree and butt heads with their companions.
And I hate how on the side of the screen the game exactly tells you what you have done and how it affects your companions' behaviour. It doesn't bake it into the interaction organically. Instead it has yet again, explained to me what I did and why it has this very specific effect without any of the characters discussing it. But the beauty of consequential decisions lies in the very unpredictability of its outcome. That's what creates the emotional impact. It doesn't work if I am being warned and explained to like a small child.
It's this lack of trust the game puts into the intelligence of its players that is so experience breaking, insulting even. It doesn't trust its players to figure stuff out themselves. It assumes we are too stupid to get any of the things it tries to tell us.
The ting is though, dear Bioware writers, if you think you have to overexplain your story because you think your audience won't get it then that's a telltale sign of the story being actually badly written.
Another area where this becomes appearant are the "puzzles". I used the quotation marks because there isn't really anything to solve. The solutions are obvious and at times your companions go out of their way to tell you.
The romances
Romances have always been a nice bonus on top of the otherweise amazing game content. They added some enjoyable extra fluff purely for enjoyment and some cases even deepened the main storyline.
In Veilguard they don't do that. In almost all of them the flirting is so meaningless that your cutscene with them just proceeds as if nothing happened.
There is no shift or change to their tone towards Rook. You don't build up the relationship with them. There is no last goodbye kiss before the last mission or passionate affirmations of love and trust. It just leaves you cold.
The only romance that seems to have that old depth is Emmrich's. The rest however, they don't add anything significant. There virtually is no difference to the game without the romances.
Companion relationships
Let's begin here with the simple fact that all deeper interactions Rook has with the companions are strictly scripted which ties back into the handholding part of this criticism. Rook cannot initiate a conversation and ask them some general questions about their histories and opinions on certain matters.
Rook only gets to interact with them when they happen to want something from them. Otherwise they cannot be bothered to acknowledge Rook with more than a one sided oneliner.
And then there are the relationships between the companions themselves. They either get along swimmingly or the game feels the need to stage some immature conflict between them without any deeper purpose.
Like Harding not understanding why Emmrich brings so many books on the road despite it literally not being any of her damn business bevause it doesn't personally affect her in any way.
Or Taash not understanding his profession as a Mournwatcher as they call him names so Rook has to point out Taash in turn likes dragons which is an interest he doesn't share only to culminate the discussion with a "We need to respect our differences" sort of statement.
These are not conflicts, these are squabbles of children and like children Roik talks to them which is brought ad absurdum with Emmrich because he is literally old enough to be Rook's father.
Why bother at all with writing conflict if it is only to be something as inconsequential as this?
Varric's death
This one is a .... choice.
I won't go into why the decision to let him die or not is good or bad because I feel like this is highly subjective.
However the impact of the reveal of this fact is only partly executed well.
Why?
Because it only hits hard when the player has known and cared about Varric at least since DA:I if not DA 2. The execution of this plotpoint thus relies too heavily on nostalgia instead of building the tension up within its own setting.
When thinking about Bioware also wanting to be newcomer friendly with this game I am left to wonder then why they didn't introduce Varric properly and didn't give the players time to build up the relationship? Why would a new player care about Varric? They don't know him.
Bioware cannot in good conscience claim they designed the game to be new player friendly while simultaniously heavily relying on knowledge from previous games, dlcs, comics, novels and other spin-off media. They cannot claim this and have anything but DATV do the heavy lifting when it comes to executing their plot.
The final mission
For my final point I also want to lose some positive feedback about this game.
The ending was actually well written.
In relation to Solas it comes full circle. You can actually feel what's at stake and the decisions Rook makes actually matter.
The final questline roughly follows a Mass Effect 2 approach where it is classified as nothing short of a suicide mission.
Companion quests essentially function as loyalty missions and Rook gets to assign various posts in battle. Just like in Mass Effect 2 assigning a companion a post completely outside of their expertise may get them killed.
The dialogue is actually written well at this point in the game. There isn't really much to complain about.
But even this part is not entirely without faults.
For one I don't like the non negotiable sacrifice that has either to be made by Harding or Davrin. Rook doesn't even get a chance to save any of them. But again these non negotiable companion deaths where you only make the choice who's it's going to be isn't anything new (i.e. Hawke and whatever Warden you happen to get, Kaidan/Ashley in ME 1). So maybe a bit if a bummer but nothing experience breaking.
A stronger point however is that Rook will always keep the Veil intact in the end.
I suppose this outcome already is part of the game title itself but was it necessary to take it so literally?
With everything the elves have lost and the discrimination they faced it should absolutely have been an option to agree with Solas and tear the Veil down.
But since we don't talk about racism and slavery I guess Rook doesn't reflect on these points either. So I guess keeping the Veil intact is in line with the game's general sanitization of the world.
So in conclusion?
The game is far from great, not gonna lie. It feels like the devs actually wanted a new IP but were too afraid of the risks that come with such an endeavor and thought gutting an existing franchise that already did the heavy lifting of building a fanbase and using it as a package would save their ideas from flopping. Surely no one will notice it is actually something else if we market it as Dragon Age, right?
But we are not that stupid. This behaviour is insulting to put it plain and simple and I am heartbroken, angry and said that this was done to Dragon Age. I wanted to love this game. I was optimistic before the release. Everything looked fine, nothing in particular to worry about.
But I cannot continue to defend this without breaking my basic brain function.
The most frustrating part is that with the ending the devs showed they can write a story and meaningful dialogues. It left me wondering why it couldn't be done like this for the rest of the game and living with the reality that I will never get what this game could have been.
All in all this is not a good Dragon Age game. It is a massive disappointment and does not live up to the promises made by the devs.
I am sorry for everyone who preordered.
I am sorry for everyone who paid the full release price.
Nominating it for Game of the Year is not justified no mattee how you look at it.
If you are genuinely enjoying the game, I hope you continue to do so and all power to you.
For the rest: let's stop excusing Bioware's disrespect towards the fans and enabling them by paying them too much money for it.
Don't buy at release. Don't buy spin off media. Wait for sales. These people only understand the problem when you give them a good run for their money.
#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#datv#datv critical#bioware critical#emmrich volkarin#taash#scout harding#solas#long post#this is the end of my critical long posts#i will post some thoughts and ideas on how this game could have been improved#this is my way of coping with the sheer betrayal this game release was to me#like it was my groom and left me the bride at the altar on our wedding da#after feeding me all these empty promises#i can never trust bioware again
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#For the record: I got to this at the end of March and then went on vacation and I'm still trying to cope#I'm not ready to be done :')#but it's ok we've still got more to get through#I even have a couple more comics scripted that aren't in the game we're gonna draw this out lol#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 spoilers#act III spoilers#croissant adventures#tav#the emperor#yeah I do not trust this man and his silly little words#comics
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Walking through the phallic hall of shame for the 187th time on my way to fight The Radiance
#hollow knight#gifset#hollow knight edit#q plays games#i originally made this to cope with continuously getting my ass kicked and being stuck at the end#but literally the next day i finally did it!!!#it only took me 2 years T.T lmao
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just saw more on twitter about the stupid book and apparently theres a "timeline update" and supposedly hylia made the stupid magic pebbles
yeah sure, say whatever you want, theres no saving this shit anymore, lore down the drain yeehaaawww
one of my biggest fears before totk came out was that it would screw not only botw lore up but also mess with existing lore, and i hate to be right on that part, id much prefer if theyd leave whatever shit they invent as being something new and not something that has "totally always existed", they clearly dont care about lore consistency, why do they keep trying to connect things afterwards anyway
....... if im being honest, i was surprised but glad that the game didnt actually end up killing my passion for the franchise even if it made me struggle for a good while
but
the stupid book might. and im being serious.
i really just want to throw everything zelda related i ever made or bought away right now, it will only get worse from here and the sooner i can stop caring the better
"that sounds unhealthy" oh you dont say?? i am mentally ill, in fact, the passion that an obsession like that brings with it can turn into some really ugly distress, i am aware of it, i do fucking wish i could just stop caring about lore and timelines and find something else, but i cant, thats not how this works, just bc i am aware of how stupid this is doesnt mean i can change anything about it, i feel what i feel
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#ganondoodles rants#when will i be free#ngl its getting rly hard to cope with this#the game at least was still just .. shitty game#the damn book is making it all worse trying to hastily integrate anything it introduced#when the game itself was more disconnected from it as a whole than any other game#to bad i made this stupid franchise my whole personality#i am nothign without it#wish i could sue nintendo for emotional damage or soemthing#should have just ended the franchise and moved on to make a billion shitty mario pratt movies#at least it would have ended somewhat gracefully#i know im over emotional over this#i know#but again i cannot stop feeling what i feel just bc i know its dumb as shit
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he traded the puppy dog eyes for plague and megalomania
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— what is happening to us? / black friday by tom odell
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#good morning oil country!! this edit is mostly for me AND my sister bc we cant cope so im truly sorry for the shitty qualities#i know i know. at the end of the day i should shake it off because it’s ‘‘just’’ a game but#suns net#oilers lb#edmonton oilers#connor mcdavid#hockey edit#hockey poetry
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miranda lawson u will always be loved by me
took me ten million yrs to get her face right
#mediocre art for a mediocre time#fanart#miranda lawson#mass effect#so guess whos nearing the end of me2#i dont want this game to end yet i need to have my emotional support test tube baby on my side at all times how am i supposed to cope
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in some timeline out there, cellbit and pepito found out about doied and figured out where roier was and found him and managed to get him back into his own body. there is a universe out there where this happened and then he and roier renewed their vows on their anniversary. trust
#qsmp#this HAPPENED. it DID. at SOME POINT#spiderbit got me believing in the fucking multiverse just so i can confidently say yes they had a happy ending#playing fuckin mind games convincing myself this genuinely happened somewhere out there in the universe#i’m coping guys don’t look at me
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I kinda wonder what it is about ultrakill that uh (how do I say this without being an asshole) that attracts so many systems (?)
I like statistics so I wanna like, study what it is about certain games or series that seems to collect folks like that. Is it how the fandom treats a piece of media? Is it the demographic? I donno!
Like if we all just decided to treat doom 2016 the same way we treat ultrakill would introjects n stuff start popping up over there too? (I picked doom cause it's a bloody shoot em up with religious undertones and insano angst potential, but feel free to insert any other game here too) I'm just genuinely curious about it all
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#ultrakill confessions#ultrakill#I think it entirely depends on the audience something markets itself towards#Ultrakill markets itself towards queer people which have a lot of overlap with neurodivergence (including mental illnesses like OSDD/DID)#Autistic and ADHD hyperfixations can lead to newly formed alters in a system pulling from media (since dissociation is a coping mechanism-#-and too much dissociation in early developmental stages leads to dissociative disorders both with and without alters -#- and hyperfixations usually end up being sources of comfort if someone is currently dealing with stressful occurrences)#I'm not entirely a professional but I love psychology (it's one of my special interests) so I may as well ramble a little bit here :3#Classic games (including DOOM afaik) have historically marketed themselves towards a cishet masculine male™ audience#The stuff I've seen of classic game marketing is very “cool guy”-esque and not really “traumatized gay”#I've noticed a lot of Rain World fans end up being fictionkin or systems though (and that also has religious themes but more in a Buddhist-#-than Christian way)#But maybe there's a pattern there? At this point I'm just rambling lol sorry if I'm a little incohesive
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Hamid: Hello, father.
Wilde: Hamid, hey!
Hamid: *realizing what he just said*....
Wilde: *having the same realization* ...
Hamid: uh... I'm so sorry. I...
Wilde: ... What if we never talk about that ever again?
Hamid: Deal.
*on the other side of the door*
Zolf: *laughting super hard* Wilde's face was absolutly gold!
Cel: Should we tell them we overheard the conversation?
Azu: It was kinda sweet, but I think is better not.
[bonus]
Wilde: You're such an old man.
Zolf: Oh you're one to say, *in a mocking tone* dad.
Wilde: *fake scandalized gasp* Mister Smith! *deeply smug* Are you calling me daddy?
Zolf: *read as a tomato* I should have drowned you in a bucket when I had the chance.
Wilde: You'd miss me.
#i was relistening the airship arc#and thanks to alex#there's a scene hamid looks at wilde and thinks about his dad#and remembering that recontrxtualized their whole relationship in my head#that's why Hamid becames so determined to include Wilde after that#why the man's little aproval of him in the 2 truths and a lie makes Hamid actually happy#if he can't make his dad less distant he will go to the next emotionally distant authority figure#and after failing with zolf#he just went to the next emotionaly unavalianle authority figure because his coping mechanisms didn't got better#except wilde sort of worked even if I doubt he was taking a parental role#rqg#rusty quill gaming#hamid's unhealthy coping mechanism for his daddy issues#that somehow worked sort off in the end#hamid saleh haroun al tahan#rqg wilde#zolf smith#zoscar#cause i couldn't resist them#azu#cel sidebottom
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I made my post about Dean Highbottom and then as I was writing my tags realised that his Hunger Games counterpart is Haymitch. and now my head is in my hands and I don’t think I’ll ever recover
#IM GOING TO CRY. I am part of the system I never wanted anything to do with it#I killed so many people without laying a hand on them. I never ever asked for this. I tried to say no. my hands are still bloody.#both turned to drugs to cope. both had a mentee who reminded them of someone they hated so much#(snow reminded the dean of his old friend. katniss reminded haymitch of himself)#both knew exactly how the games worked and all of its consequences because one made it and the other lived it#both lived in the shadows of the past and never really got out from it#but in the end one of them chose to be cruel to the children who they were asked to mentor#and the other loved even when it was killing him#god. twenty three years and they never managed to drown the fire out of him. his heart broke again and again#but he held onto those shards even as they made his hands bleed. and then one day two children appeared and pieced it back together#and some of it was missing and always would be. you can’t undo twenty three years of alcoholism and pain and grief and self loathing#but a lot of it was still there. far more than he ever even believed could have survived#Haymitch I love youuuuuuuuu I will always love you#and Dean Highbottom you were kinda cringe and lame. guynobody ass bitch. do better#haymitch abernathy#dean highbottom#thg#the hunger games#a ballad of songbirds and snakes#abosas
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listening to my playlist with all the obey me songs in them and crying
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#guys the game isnt ending it was just a prank (coping)#im Not okay send help#obey me#obey me swd#obey me shall we date#obey me songs#swd obey me!#obey me fandom#shall we date obey me#om! swd#om swd#swd om#swd obey me#obey me game#obey me nightbringer#om nightbringer#nightbringer#om! nightbringer#nightbringer obey me
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I have also been dreading the end, Lorsan.
You're my favourite! ❤️
#afk journey#afk lorsan#I have been playing this game to cope with some really tough time lately#I feel so emotional#they're my friends now#I don't want it to end either#I have never cared for games before but damn I'll miss them so much#the wilders are my gang#they're my people#I didn't even get Bryon yet#crying sobbing#i love them so much#orange pops
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