#consider my brain chemistry altered
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i’m going to make this album my entire personality
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hook, line, sinker by cazio / @chubbydino
At least he finally knew what Daniel wouldn’t tell him: some sins left a permanent stain so dark even strangers could read their warning.
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#max verstappen#f1 fanart#f1#mv1#mv33#max verstappen fanart#maxiel#f1 fic#fic rec#my art#honestly was just a random sketch i didnt know what to do with so here we are sorry it's not much but i hope u like it#i read this fic back in august and i fear i have never been the same#consider my brain chemistry: altered
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Its nai/millions knives btw guys im sorry
#considering...#no ones up rn right#if not good#GOOD#im going to sleep#throw tomatoes at me its okay#if you need to know he really just. killed people.#but he felt like he had good reason to and like#no i dont condone it at all but i feel like i can fix him#i told a moot and i was like 'actually if i did f/o him itd be super ooc because he doesnt really show interest in anyone even his comrades'#and moot was like 'you could be the exception' and i felt very teehee about it#anyways the itch in my brain is needing to fix him and being the exception#this itch hasnt been scratched in a long time#he wants to save the plants urgh but theres better ways to do it !! kill no more#'i can fix him!!!' i yell as im dragged to the padded room /silly#he saw how bad plants were treated by humans at such a young age it literally altered his brain chemistry#sigh#update: he has been considered and approved#🔪🌷#yvie-dreams-aloud-{🌬️}
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In the new film there’s a very particular look Immortan Joe gives Furiosa when she returns missing her arm - the “if you find him, he’s mine [sic]” scene after the maggots - I have searched for ages and nobody has giffed it yet. If anyone can hook me up, you’re my hero.
#its the tiniest glance down to her missing limb and that look has altered my brain chemistry so much I am considering#going to see the film again just for that look#its sort of ‘who the hell are you’ morphing into ‘actually maybe you are To Be Reckoned With’#anyway I loved that 5 seconds of footage#furiosa#mad max#furiosa a mad max saga#currently having Many Thoughts about Joe…fully aware this is extremely poor judgement 😂
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I find it so funny when people are like “send me Royai fic recs” and there’s always like three girlies in the comments like “have you heard of this little known totally underground fic called delicate by lantur :)” and then whoever made the post is like “yes of course I freaking know delicate I made this post bc I can’t find anything else that’s that good”
#fullmetal alchemist#royai#riza hawkeye#i don’t blame them delicate is that bitch for a REASON#it fundamentally altered my brain chemistry and the course of my life#It’s basically second canon to me#I consider it my favorite love story of all time actually#lantur
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ok so like we've talked about fics that changed your brain chemistry but have you ever wanted to turn a fic into a physical book so you hold it and have like all the time so it can take up even MORE of your brain cpu
#fanfic#youve heard of brain chemistry altering fics#but have you considered#turning a fic into a book#i want it to take up more space in my brain <3#books#fics
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so i got curious today and checked when the air date for S1E10 "The Green Ninja" was in my country and realized it was over eleven years ago. That was the first episode I ever watched and it activated the longest-running, most invested special interest I've ever had.
So now I'm curious. What was the first ninjago episode other people in the fandom watched? How long ago did it air? How are you, personally, contending with your own mortality because I was in elementary school when I first watched and now I'm a university student.
#ninjago#lego ninjago#i knew it had been about a decade but dang.#i think its kinda fun though like#number one the series lasted a LONG time considering its kinda still ongoing#and i also think its funny that at nine years old my brain chemistry got permanently altered by lego ninjas go#lord garmadon definitely altered the way I approach villains and complex characters bc him fighting for lloyd....#but also he's just so funny very peak garm in that episode
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i can’t believe it fellas. After nearly four years of having both a username and pfp referencing it, I finally got the chance to play kid icarus uprising (shoutouts to my bestie @hazbinhotelhellhouse lending me their old modded 3DS while they’re out on vacation for a couple weeks and letting me download whatever roms i damn well please)
I’ve already downloaded Ocarina 3D and i’m planning on getting A Link Between Worlds, maybe Kirby Planet Robobot too if i’ve got the time. This console’s library is simply too vast and excellent to be fully appreciated in such a short time, but dammit i’m gonna try.
Drop other game recs in the comments or reblogs if u want, I’m trying to sample all the goods while i’ve got the chance.
#this mf literally finished downloading at 5am#and i had work at 9#but i was still genuinely considering staying awake to play it until i had to get ready for my shift#haven’t even started yet and it’s altering my brain chemistry#who am i kidding the first longplay i watched did that years ago-#Nintendo#roms#nintendo 3ds#3ds#3DS modding#kid icarus#kid icarus uprising#kid icarus: uprising#loz#the legend of zelda#ocarina of time#a link between worlds#kirby#kirby planet robobot#thoughts from the pit
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guess who spontaneously started learning the good omens opening theme on piano today at 2 am instead of sleeping :)
#i did go to sleep eventually to be fair#my fingers ache a bit now ive been practicing on and off with breaks today#i dont have the whole thing down just yet tho#but a servicable chunk :3#also ive decided to try and read sheet music for this#something i have always despised#normally i would just pull up a synthesia video and use that#a huge thanks to my music teachers from my music school era#who traumatized me into hating reading sheet music instead of helping me learn it or something idk#dont get me wrong music school wasnt all bad#but parts of it altered my brain chemistry let me tell ya#esp since i was like 12 to 16 when i attended#i did have piano as a secondary instrument but very little of it#so i do consider myself to be mostly self-taught#im not very good but its so much more fun without ppl hanging over you and getting mad when you fuck up#personal#misc
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most personally essential Megs state of being: tearing up over a nonfiction book published by an academic press on a Friday night
#WHY am i LIKE THIS#but also i swear to fucking god read the infinite playground NOW#i know i personally describe books as life-changing a lot but like. this one? GENERALLY life-changing#look many of the books that instantly just altered my brain chemistry i know are still niche recs HOWEVER#read this fucking book#i literally already considered sending someone a copy tonight#NOBODY TALK TO ME#megs is reading
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what if your house, newly built and ready to be loved and cherished and store all the new memories it will make, began to drive you insane, to rot, to drain the life from your body because you never gave it anything it was promised. because you only ever punched it, cursed it, screamed in it until the echoes were enough to deafen the misery you created. because even though people make a house a home, you made it a living hell.
Love it when horror is like what if your house hated you personally
#this thought crosses my mind often#was by myself a lot as a kid and the house is younger than me so i considered it a sibling in a weird way#not really a sibling actually or a parent but a secret third thing#seeing it slowly fall apart over the years has altered my brain chemistry#horror#home#aaannndd back to rewatch the jacob geller video on the legacy of the haunted house#love that video#resonated with me so much
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I was in this tech for social justice student program in college where we used technology to support social justice projects, like I helped my professors and classmates create a website to make tech education / curriculum more accessible and I helped do this art and technology workshop for children who had incarcerated family members.
But anyways I remember the big question we were always coming back to in our classes was “is technology inherently evil or can we use it for good?”
And our program was a lot more optimistic about the tech industry than I am personally loll. But I remember we quoted some essay about tech being this neutral tool in one of our papers and one of our professors said “I don’t really agree with that” and she didn’t elaborate but I’ve been thinking about that again lately.
Now I’m in grad school and I keep arguing that children and teens should have access to to the internet and that restricting it isn’t going to protect them it’ll just put marginalized youth in more danger bc they’re able to find support and resources online that they wouldn’t otherwise have access to, particularly queer and trans kids.
But now also there’s this big conversation happening around the Congo about tech being inherently exploitative. Like we wouldn’t have the tech we do in the west if it weren’t for the exploitation of the global south and the working class.
So I don’t think tech can be morally neutral or liberatory in the ways I was taught to believe. Like I was skeptical then, but now I’m aware of what a privileged conversation it really is to debate whether tech is moral or if kids should have access to technology and social media.
When there are bigger issues at hand, like the children that are being exploited for us to have any kind of access to tech.
#maybe I have been watching too much xfiles bc the scene where Mulder gets chased by an AI robot bc he didn’t tip it for making a meal#he didn’t enjoy altered my brain chemistry in the worst way loll#anyways there are so many ways I would alter the cirriculum and structure of that program#bc as much as they claim it’s diverse and non-hierarchical they still treat people terribly and fail to consider a lot of other issues#like the mining industry etc. that make technology so morally complicated#personal
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Thinking about the lifespans of Dungeon Meshi elves... The fact that they're completely unnatural alters my brain chemistry, because you can tell just how haphazardly the demon implemented their wish. They live five times the length of tall-men, so they age at a fifth of their rate. It's simple maths and the implications are terrifying. No wonder their birth rate and population are declining - their early development is so slow that at the age of two, they're still unable to stand.
They don't reach adulthood until their eighties. What does the infant mortality look like? How many elves succumb to illness or injury before they're fully mature? It only takes one accident to lose the child you've been raising for decades - and could you bring yourself to care for another? Add to that the implication elf culture has no idea how to process grief... just look at the way the Canaries treat Rin after the death of her parents. They're callous and insensitive and detached - part of that's racism, but there's also an element of pure cold ignorance. They don't even recognise the emotion on her face.
And that's just scratching the surface... does elven memory accommodate their extended lifespan? Once you reach two hundred or so, do the years start blurring together? Kabru mentions that their temporal awareness is remarkably poor.
Two years feel like a few months. Their lives are longer but not fuller. They're older but not wiser than the short-lived races, and most refuse to understand this. Those that do grasp it are interesting - namely Otta, who's ostracised for pursuing half-foot women.
A 30-year old elf is a young child; a 30-year old half-foot has entered middle age. Otta is in the equivalent of her late twenties. She knows that her elven lifespan makes her no more mature than a half-foot - but she also acknowledges that it creates a rift between herself and her partners, and not just in the eyes of society. 'She dumps them as soon as they pass 30', but probably not for the reasons Lycion assumes. For this to be a pattern, decades must have passed - it's possible Otta doesn't want to watch them die as she herself barely ages. No doubt some of her previous lovers have already passed away. In the end, all living 400 years accomplishes is leaving them out of sync with the rest of humanity.
Marcille's perhaps the best example. As a half-elf, she's got 95% of her life ahead and the thought terrifies her. She's going to lose everyone she loves, over and over and over again, and this cycle has barely even started. She runs at a different pace. This context adds so much to her dynamic with Falin in earlier chapters.
Marcille loves her! She's scared for her! Maybe even of her! She's grown attached to a short-lived girl who she met as a kid when Marcille was a teaching assistant! Biologically and developmentally, they're the same age, but chronologically she's twice as old as Falin! Considering what happened to her mother, is history repeating itself? Her feelings towards Falin are tangled and messy and fascinating. They're also more than a little homoerotic, which makes Marcille's infantilization of her friend all the more interesting. It feels like her way of resolving their power imbalance, of remaining a responsible (former!) authority figure... but it's also a coping mechanism. She's frightened by the ways Falin is maturing and changing - aging - and keeping her mental image of her friend as young as possible is her way of denying the march of time that's destined to sever their bond.
Marcille's dream of lifespan extension would remove the need for this obfuscation, render them equal... only, they already are! This desire is imposed onto Falin, but it's primarily for Marcille's benefit. Watching her fight for a world nobody wants, for reasons both selfish and altruistic... it's as tragic as it is understandable. I love this manga.
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we can’t be friends | lando norris
pairing: singer!reader x lando norris, reader x ex!alex albon
summary: you cheated on your boyfriend with lando two years ago and you are still not able to feel happiness without him, but neither with him
fc: tate mcrae
warnings: cheating
a/n: first fic of the year let’s go!! a bit late but still so happy that lando won in abu dhabi 🫶🏽
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username your concert altered the chemistry of my brain actually
username no i went last week and I’m still at the restaurant
username lando in the likes is so funny to me 😭
username that man does not have the ability to move on i’m afraid
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scuderiaferrari so many stars tonight at vegas ⭐️🏎️
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username why does carlos look traumatized😭
username that’s his resting face
username the women being completely mesmerizing and the men are just there
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scuderiaferrari we love having you! ❤️
username ferrari still inviting y/n to the races is so special to me
username her using a bayern munich jersey took me out
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landonorris vegas was good to me :) ☄️
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username yeah mate you literally WON
username such a good drive!
mclaren the winner of las vegas grand prix everybody🥹 (liked by landonorris)
username oh lando winning in vegas… i know the after party is about to go crazyyy
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yourusername we can’t be friends (wait for your love) is available right now! anddd the music video comes out tonight ❤️🩹
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username omg such a beautiful song 🤍
username i’m afraid this song WILL become my new personality
username am i delusional or is this song about lando?
username “you cling to your cameras and lens wait until you like me again” yeah it definitely is
username can’t they just be together already this is so painful 😭😭
username honestly if this song is about lando that’s just so horrible considering how they got together in the first place
username this‼️‼️ poor alex
username hey! so alex is actually in a relationship and has been for a while now, hope this helps!
username wait i just watched the mv imma go cry in the corner of my room
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mclaren the celebs came for one last run at abu dhabi 🧡
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username Y/N AT THE GARAGE???
username never thought i’d see the day
username no because you know what this means 😭😭
username mind you this is the first thing I saw when I woke up today
mclaren 👀
username her ability to use jerseys about every sport possible but f1 in the paddock is unmatched
username and if i say it couple then what ???
username she followed lando back after this lets gooooo
username only took him two years but he got it 😅
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landonorris most amazing way to end the season🧡 luckily i had my good luck charm today
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username WOHOOOO🫶🏽
username so proud of you! 😭
carlossainz55 congrats landito 👊🏽
username his eyes in the first pic 😩 i can’t
username sooo deserving of that win and the constructors 🤍 congratulations!
mclaren the golden boy🏆
oscarpiastri cheers👍🏽
username the perfect weekend 🧡
yourusername congratulations!!🤍
landonorris 🥰
username he got the win AND the girl what else can you ask for
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my favorite book ever is one i cant talk abt w any1 else bc no one else i know has read it and its hell
#i read it way too young considering its contents and it permanently altered my brain chemistry#white oleander u will always be famous ( i struggle to find people talkimg abt it)
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