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mercyisms · 10 months ago

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incredibly me to not only be like 'i'd really love a succession/tlt au' and then to go 'also it's very important to me that frankgerrikarl be prominent in it.' incredibly me. incredibly, incredibly silly.

#the other day someone was like 'i cannot believe you claim one of your favourite characters is FRANK'#and what of it???#what of it if i respect frank vernon's game #i love all the children basically equally #but i also if there is an old guard i'm like 'yeah what's up with them'#'what crimes have they committed in the past fifty to five thousand years'#roman necromancer to baby lyctor kendall necromancer to baby lyctor #connor just there idk what's he's doing but there #shiv may be a cavalier???#bc i would try and thread like #shiv cav/tom necro/greg cav???#or is it that shiv is a necromancer but greg is also a necromancer and just shit completely shit at it #but you have to allow for tom *to* make pivots somehow idk #i'm working on it

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moeblob · 3 months ago

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Deviates to wear colorful shirts.

#detroit become human #connor rk800 #idk i just really like it in fics ive read where connor just adopts funky shirts into his wardrobe #i used to read fics before i played the game and i never really understood it but i always was like hell yeah lil guy wear colorful shirts!#and then i played it and i was like ohhhhh i see the appeal of letting funny lil deviant pick a wardrobe item that he likes #i think its good enrichment for the dpd enclosure to let him wear a bright shirt #granted most fics i read didnt really actually FOCUS on that they just had like #a line about how he wears shirts hank would approve of and no one else and im like ok idk what that means (and now i do)

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if-we-are-free-tell-me-why · 3 months ago

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every time I hear someone say "oh you have to listen to Dear Evan Hansen it has such good mental health representation" I cry in Next to Normal

#next to normal #and yes this is based on a true story #generally I dont try to juck anyones jum so I of course didn't tell that person what I was thinking at that moment #and if someone found Dear Evan Hansen a useful text in terms of their own mental health journey who am I to discredit that #but this is the internet and I am back on the ntn train #in a way it is my saf autumn musical #and yes I am a survior of the 2017 Tony Awards why were you asking?#no but seriously #it is so interesting how many narrative devices Dear Evan Hansen took from Next to Normal #but turned them into a less complete piece #like Gabe in ntn is a representation of unadressed grief and trauma and the family has to accept that he will never be really gone #and connor is just...idk not fully thought out?#idk I'm rambling #but also #how the love story between Henry and Natalie means something #Natalie sees her parent's relationship and desperately doesn't want that for herself and Henry at the same time also stand for #a piece of normalcy that seems attainable #you don't sit there and think hu why is there this completely separate love story thrown in there?#it mirrors the problems #and dear evan hansen #do I even have to say it #I thnk the thing I resent it most for is that it has a love story #naja #I'm of listening to net to normal some more #sorry I someone who really likes deh stumbles accross this #I feel like espechially musicals can be something that can be so personal #and I don't actually want to contribute to more stuff like #ew why do you like this when theres xyz that is so much better or morally purer or whatever #I guess what I do want to say is: if I had a nickle for everytime they made a musical about mental health where theres a ghost on stage and #the sister of the dead kid falls in love with a funny guy while her family is falling apart

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stewyhosseini-bf · 2 years ago

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No but what’s so funny (sad but. Also funny) to me about Kendall and Caroline‘s relationship is that she’s so disinterested in him as a whole, the narrative doesn’t even care to dig into that. We know literally nothing about their relationship, there’s no like. Childhood-moments they bring up, like we get a lot with shiv, nothing about their present relationship like we see with her and Roman. It’s literally just. Kendall bores the shit out of mom, can we talk about this in the morning (leaves before he wakes up), can you maybe please not partake in my wedding events, your father/ my ex-husband doesn’t want to see you, are you sure you want to come here (to Barbados) after specifically asking Shiv to come though. She doesn’t give a fuuuuuuck lmao….

#it’s so fucked but also this is also a win for my Connor Kendall understanders agenda #they both understand the very unique relationship of a parent just not caring about them at all like. whatever the others got going on #that‘s not part of it lol #and I do believe both of their insistence on being the eldest son at least partly stems from that or maybe it’s just Kendall idk. but like #when your parent just straight up ignores you I guess you‘re gonna take what you can get which is. well maybe they care more about you but #I WAS THE FIRST ONE. and that’s a fact !#actually maybe I’m onto something bc even if Kendall is not the eldest son of Logan he IS the eldest son of Caroline #so yeah idk. rotating this in my head #kendall Roy #Caroline collingwood #succession

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skiespaintedblue · 2 years ago

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If ur romantic f/o has any siblings, they're ur in law(s) now!!! How do you feel about them? How do they feel about you? What does your f/o think about you guys? Do you hate eachother, or are you friends?

#selfship #selfship community #self shipping #fictional other #selfship imagines #sort of #idk what tags to use aaaa #hope people see this post tho #i really wanna get more integrated into the selfship community cause i just like. reblog stuff #i wanna b friends with people!! if anyone is looking for selfship mutuals hmu #its probably cause i dont make much actual content. i should draw more stuff #but anyway about the actual topic of the post dgfjgkd #this came up for me cause i was thinking about leo and was like hey if hes markus's brother doesnt that make him my brother in law #and i was like :0 #fuck yeah we'd vibe so well together fr!!#im convinced we'd be besties even if i wasnt in love with his brother #we both got that tboy swag ykwim #platonic t4t? is that a thing? idk #but yeah we'd get along great. markus would be happy about it too until we started doing some stupid shit then he'll regret everything #i also have brother in laws on connors end w nines and sixty #honestly. i think realistically id be scared of sixty #he'd torment me i know he would #if i yawned around him he'd stick his finger down my throat #fucking spawn of satan #nines would be very different #i think it might be a bit awkward at first bc. youre sticking two bitches with social anxiety in a room together #one of which barely speaks #but i think eventually we'd get along just fine :D #id prolly enjoy going shopping with them. nines just feels like a good person to shop with #maybe ill make a post for parental in laws too cause i havent thought about hank and carl as much

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19871997 · 6 months ago

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crosby mcdavid both on 4 nations canada team OFFICIAL davo's gonna get to call sid his captain!!!!!!!!!

WELCOME BACK MR. CROSBY 🫡‼️

#also welcome back rookie cmd/vet sidcros 🤞#sidcros/cmd/natemac/cale makar/some other guy power play is gonna hit like crack icl #he had framed pictures of sid on his walls.. AND NOW HE’S PLAYING W HIM ?#*!#also idk if sid’s captain or connor is tbh #connor was at the press conference when they announced it ? but he does just kinda do what the league says most of the time #anyway. HUGEEEEEEE for me personaally. and probably connor.#who do u think is gonna be the 1C #natemac as 3C would be so freaking funny ngl #unless they do cmd-sidcros-natemac ? but like idr how wingers work #[redacted] tumblr user #asks

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shaniacsboogara · 1 year ago

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poking at my dear evan hansen hyperfixation with a stick. STAY BACK!!! I ALREADY VANQUISHED YOU!!! WHY ARE YOU CREEPING BACK INTO MY MIND!!!

#tbf it's more of an “everyone is alive and also friends but in a nuanced way” au that my brain made up #like HOW FUCKING INTERESTING would it be if the musical had a similar plot but connor was alive???#they THINK he's dead and evan still gets accused of being his friend but CONNOR'S NOT DEAD HE'S ALIVE #and then his family's like “oh we invited your friend evan over to see you” OR MAYBE HE JUST SHOWS UP and of course Connor's gonna say “wtf #like “that's not my friend fuck you” but since he's connor they're gonna think he's just being an asshole #and through some turn of events these boys decide to lie about being friends and shit #everything spirals a bit but they actually DO end up connecting over their issues and shit idk #not making it a “uwu they're besties!!!” type thing just... everything's just as messy #they just accidentally trauma bond sort of #lots of nuance and shit lots of complicated things going on #shit like this rots my brain #connor and alana getting along is also super important to me btw #alana “worked on one project with connor and now wants to help him because that's what a good person does”#she helps knock some sense into him and he helps her be less high strung #jared being caught up in all of this and starting to get jealous of connor but not wanting to show ot #because he was evan's friend FIRST #and evan was one of his only friends #ALSO MIGUEL COMING BACK??? (book character mention omg)#maybe not like a huge thing but connor needs to see him at least once #also autistic evan because he is #deh #dear evan hansen #average boog post

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sergeifyodorov · 1 year ago

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everyone expecting the first toronto carolina game to be a shitshow in some way (maybe it’s still super early in the mitch era so we don’t properly love him yet and vice versa for canes fans with willy because everyone still just misses their guys) especially the girlies who are stromer devotees because like what if he and willy are all weird and cold now like him and davo etc but then there are one million gifsets of a lucky camera angle catching them near each other on the ice and willy smiles and Winks at him and dylan does one of his tortured fond faces back and also warm up pictures of jeffmitch standing way too close together at the red line and chatting for a few minutes and we all realize oh this is gonna be a different kind of heartbreak every time huh

a-fucking-MEN because the dylan-willy breakup is less Whatever Actually DID Happen With McStrome and way more "hockey is a business and I'll miss you my dear friend!!!!!".... like as much as willy is a european badgirl he still hangs out with dyl (and patty!) in the summers and they like each others' posts and say hi during carolina-toronto games... it hurts. it hurts a lot but it's not the same... because ultimately it's not the end of all things. there is no anger, just distance. carolina and toronto end up playing an eastern conference final in 2024 or 25 or something and when the series is over, they full on hug in the handshake line... congrats, i wish i was there with you, but it's okay that i'm not. it had to be this way and i've made my peace with it.

#asks #amatts is born a week early au #like yes divorce but. amicable divorce.#still ????ing at the deal with mcstrome btw like. what's up with that... what IS the gossip????#like idk. friends who've just grown apart don't really act like that???#anyway i hope for the asg they do that 'one guy from each team' thing so they can send dylan (bc old man ovi is finally starting to decline #and ofc connor will go bc he's connor. so we'll trap em in a room together...#ANYHWAY.#dylan strome #william nylander

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kakusboyfriend · 1 year ago

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Ok I reached the symbiote arc in tssm. THAT I remember a bit of from when I was a kid. It's funny to see just how much everyone at the lab is obsessed with that sentient mud... Honey I'm about to give you a whole ass fish person.

#that does make my story a bit more coherent bc kit doesnt even know what he is. so he breaks into curts lab one night to ask for help #(him specifically bc kit was crashing at the reptile house and followed him from there)#like. hey man. you and your wife can help me figure out if im even From here bc i sure cant. stop screaming #kit is always so menacing and mean whenever i think about him. hes just scared and desperate ngl #ive been rotating this scenario + dialogue and interactions in my head for a couple days now... i need to actually write it down #so i wont forget. im not a fic writer and idk how to proceed from there but i Know kit could also get peter hired back up if he wanted to #i would be detested back in the 00s fandom scenes bc i do just shove my self insert to help the protagonist. big deal #🐍🐍🐍🐍#📡 incoming transmission 📡#💜connors

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nomaishuttle · 1 year ago

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uninstalled all the dating apps which ws like 8nof them . in the morning ill tell the guys i was talking to that i overestimared how ready i was and hopefully theyll understand andnjust drop it

#i dont feel stable enough for like . any relationship platonic or romantic andnit fucking..rly sucks bc i want to have friends but like #with what happened with daj the other day im like. i dont think i can be like . idk. ik daj said it was ok and she understood but im so #upset that i lashed iut abt that and i keep trying to get into therapy but i fucking..cant find one. at all #im trying to be more reasonable witj mymoney and i know like. i need therapy bc i Need to work this out and i am not able to work it out #with myself. i need to see a professional abt this . so ik it wouldnt be frivolous to spend money on a therapist if i cant find one in #network. bc the in network thrapists dont accept/dont specialize in working with patients with bpd which i like. thats..my issue. im almost #posiitive. ive done a lot of research and it matches up with like . all of my experiences #ik everybody feels unstable after a breakup buti genuinely like. i dont feel whole. and im looking back on how i treated myself and thiught #abt the relationship and its like. i stopped talking to all my friends i stopped talking to my family i literally dropped out of school i #moved across the country i dropped any interest that we didnt share i literally like. i gave up fucking everything and thats not. healthy.#and he never aksed me for that and its not fair of me to resent him for me doing that bc he nevrr asked me to #but i feel like. everytime i think abt him it feels like im being torn in half like . i put him on so incredibly high of a pedestal i #literally thought of him as perfect that was..recurring. and when i was upset with him i took it out on myself horrifically and thats not #normal . and jow thinking abt him literally physucally hurts bc theres still that part of me that thinks hes perfect and that im a mistake #and a failure and i didnt Be connor right. and then theres a part of me that . doesnt think of him that way #and its just like. aughhf. even outside that relationship im looking back on past friendships and how like..obsessive i get with them #and then when they 'betray' me i just. immediately turn on them and like. thats not normal..#and my sense of identity is um. Well you guys have seen. you know.#ive looked into it a lot and i rly think i have it and im not like. 100% positive but i feel like even if i dont itd be good to work with a #therapist who Has experience with that. since the experience is so similar. yk. idk #i just feel insane and i feel like bod would make like. so much of my life and the way i act and the way i react to things like..it makes #sense when i look at it as if i have bpd. and if i dont it literally seems completely irrational and erratic like. IDK. so basically i need #a therapist who can work with that but none of the ones in network specialize in that and then i was researching and found out a lot of #therapists specifically Dont work with bpd patients and like. judge their peers who do for woriing with bod #which is 1. Actually disgusting 2. Straight up stupid 3. Terrifying. so i only want to work with a therapist whi explicitely says I #specialize and work with patients with bpd 👍 but i literally could only find 1 and theyre out of network and its 15p for visit and id #prefer to do weekly visits if possible but thats . 300 per paycheck for therapy . biweekly itd be better but thats still 150. and i have to #save up for the trip home and then the new apartment immediately after #and i have to get credit card .#and in an ideal world id hold off on the therapist until i get my new apartment so that i can fully focus on coping with myself and learnin

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niaerinisms · 2 years ago

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I like to think after things got a little calmer in Westchester, MC or Noah, whoever was Redfield, was able to press charges against Adrian Kim (you know, since he 'kidnapped' them, in their cover story for why they aren't dead) and through a very rigged trial, are now millionaires.

#the first thing they do is get noah enrolled in culinary school after he finishes his high school diploma #(which i think he didn't get?? idk how american schools work but he didn't finish his final year)#i personally don't think mc really wants to get a proper job #they're really unsure about what they want to do in ilitw according to their conversations with connor and lily #and in the redfield!noah au i think they don't really do anything except monster hunting and trying to revive him #so i think they'd be content just doing small jobs here and there #and not having to actually worry for money #ilitw #noah marshall #ilitw!mc #ilw #noah/mc

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billpottsismygf · 2 years ago

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Okay, I’ll admit it, I’m invested in Succession now.

#succession #mine #reactions #yes I'm late to the party but seeing that the final season was airing is what allowed my brain to actually start #I went through s1 slow-ish in part because I got very obsessed with the books I was reading #(the watchmaker of filigree street by natasha pulley which is so damned good)#but also bc I was not really invested in any of the characters #just kinda 'why should I care about these rich dickheads'#but thankfully the end of s1 and the start of s2 changed that #and now I'm halfway through s2 and very invested #greg is my fave #but after him weirdly it's Kendall at the moment #it took him accidentally doing something very bad for me to care about him #but it sure did work!#the only one I'm yet to care about is connor #from posts I've seen floating around apparently people care about him #but idk #he's just a prat #but we shall see if I change my mind

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29121996 · 1 month ago

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new hypothesis im testing out: can i regian a connection w someone WITHOUT an apology if i can see change in them. more at 10

#anyway. im talking to libra again #its weird . he asked me a vunch of questions ficked our of his mind on md on sat n #now im . confused #bc hes cut a full tie to fuckass mcgee honestly . in a weird way #ive developed this 'u had a fucming shot #next lifetime fucker.' mentality towards him and . well us bc like .#idk smth abt libras reappearance has shidted my perspective on SO mych n its funny to me a little #given how much this fucker has popped in once or twice over the last few years #but this time it doesnt feel as weird bc i dont feel weird abt anythibg #im a headless chook abt So Much in my life but its literally bc for the first time in mt life #n i mean this genuinely . my trauma isnt driving the car this time. i am actually decently hwaled and like #idk i just Know who i am now . n my decision makung is a lil piss poor bc im still .#figyring so mych shit out and ive created a huge mess n now in kinda. well i can sort it when i return !#bc i dont . wanna deak w this while my brai is just Longing for phrip. ive clocked out im on vacation mode #im doing the bare minimum just en I ugh to .ake a Lot of money and not lose either of my jobs #anyway i cannot believe what the fuck is goijg on in my life rn i kinda wanna stay seated here for a bit n just See how this all unfolds #not just This but i mean . the other little seeds the universe has given me.#like . i still wanna fick off but i might aim for feb insteas now?#like kurtis connors xoming to aus i might go n see hom n make it my.movijg trip like This was supposed to be #idk . shall See .

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19871997 · 6 months ago

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#a lot of times when people call cmd boring they extend that into passionless which is so directly at odds with his profession it's genuinely #baffling how you would come to that conclusion #he's just not particularly charming all the time and a bit awkward like thats it #he has quite a low voice and was a quiet/soft spoken kid and hates losing more than anything else #like on the ice you can see everything he's feel every time he hugs his teammates he HUGS them whne theyre losing he's miserable but he's #determined and you see that #n how every oiler in every other scrum has started talking about how thyere a brotherhood and whatnot like that starts from the top down #and knoblauch talking about how they really do believe in themselves hwolly and entirely that also comes from the top down and if this guy #who notoriously doesn't do well at hiding his feelings (source: his brother in that one sportsnet (?) interview + his mom in that one #article) has imbued this sense of belief and faith in what like 25 people like.#mt19 talks about buy-in w fla a lot specifically how thats what makes them special and like sure whatever its something to say but it doesn #come from nowhere in that its hard to get 25 people to come togehter to do anything and fla's done it and so have the oilers and in the #post 2022 playoff scrum connor talked about how he's very proud of the culture they've built there from the ground up and like idk.#prime rambling whatever he's not boring a lot of his media is the same three questions like u take him out of those scrums or u put him w #a buddy in a normal situation and there's your face of the nhl #the mcmansion and mctenthings videos are a bit irredeemable tho </3

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itsalwaysdark · 4 months ago

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i wish there was a way for me to likeee. semi change this one thingin this one mod. but 1 im not a modder 2 i feel like thats disrespectful. i just want sort of an inbetween between the game and this mod but that is not a thing that exist... sigh

#NOT COMPLAINING ABT THE MOD just personal preference im not saying the mod bc i dont want it seen as an attack but basically i like mods #that add a bit more realism while also keeping some stuff yfm... like 4 example Random example unrelated i like the idea of Having to decid #what to do with the remains of a dead sim and having the body stick around but i also like having the grim reaper appear.... so in my ideal #death mod the sim dies and then the grim reaper shows up to like. take their soul but the body stays. im not a modder so idk how possible..#also ig that kind of doesnt fully make sense since the ghosts r still afoot so ig itd just be him severing the connection btwn the body and #soul right. not taking anything... which i suppose is what he does in the basegame is he severs the connection and then takes the body w/#him. which is kind of funny. whats he need that for is it just courtesy or is he doing smtg w/ them. bc ik you get the gravestone/urn when #they die and those r the remains but like. ? he just like. conjures those doesnt he. body vanishes and then those appear. does he just #rearrange the atoms of the body into those things. bc i dont subscribe to the idea that he actually digs a hole for the corpse idt theres #anything down there bc u cn put a basement right under a grave and no issues. so i think he magics the bodies away and then either somehow #transforms those bodies into the appropriate grave marker (unclear on if theres even actually ash in the urn like is that mentioned. OR he #takes them leaves the urn and gravestone and then just has the bodies to do whatever with. WHATS HE DOING !!! is it a nice like Ill just #handle this so they dont have to (presumptuous. caring for a body is a rly important thing in many cultures and it can be a great way to #process a loss for some ppl (not all obviously. grief is very personal this is one of my autism things sry)) but ig in simnation society it #isnt that important Evidently. but idk... either hes taking them as a favor to help out/soften the blow bc obv nobody Likes seeing the grim #reaper olive sit down. connor sit down. so hes like well ill handle this. or is it something more nefarious WHTS HE DOINGG tell me. i think #funny to imagine he just teleports the body elsewhere ik he prolly just destroys it but its kind of awesome to imagine theres a giant magic #crematorium and like. a columbarium. idk why i assume cremation itd just save space in his. realm? i he has a realm. if i were him and i #didnt have a realm id be kinda pissed id call the watcher and be like heyyy um... yk. but ya i think thats cool bc i love lands of the dead #gotta be one of my favorite things (autistic) and i think its just cool to imagine a place where the remains of every person whos ever live #r kept. be that their soul as is traditional or their literal remains in this case. isnt that kind of cool.. love it. but again we probably #arent supposed to rly think abt it he prolly jut vaporizes them into nothing. i just wanted to have fun... bring a positive sort of vibe.#anyways. i would like to be able to have The body just bc i think thats cool and i think itd be awesome to have a mod that adds in more #grieving practices from around the world but obviously thatd be like. HUGEscale bc there are a millionnn different ways to grieve. and its #all so interesting to learn abt. read from here to eternity. by caitlin doughty. smiles <- it doesnt cover Everything obv but it talks abt #lot of stuff from around the world in a rly respectful way and its incredible to read abt and learn. my autism . but i genuinely love #learning abt grief and mourning and funerary practices in other cultures i rly wish that so many practices werent lost to colonization wher #ppl were forced to abandon their way of caring for their dead just bc it seemed ghoulish or barbaric or whathave you to the missionaries et #idk. id put death it up there with food as one of the biggest cultural signifiers...i cant continue the tag limit. wtvr. u get it

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spirirsstuff · 1 year ago

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wait it’s october shit gotta think about what my blorbos would wear for halloween

#randomrambles #connor probably wouldn’t dress up then if someone asked what his costume was he’d say something like ‘suicidal’#and then they would walk away uncomfortably and he’d get left alone #evan would uhhhhh idk he’d probably either not dress up and admit he didn’t dress up #or he’d attempt to make something with what he has in his closet so he doesn’t feel left out for not dressing up #zoe probably goes as something stereotypical or something extremely niche #jared either goes as the nerdiest thing ever or doesn’t dress up and when someone asks says ‘sexy’ and does finger guns #i have a weird feeling that alana would go as a bee. i do not know why #it’s just like i get the feeling that she would go as a bee for whatever reason #idk i’ll figure it out. too eepy for this shit

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