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When most demons are asked about Solomon the sorcerer, most will have a remark about how he doesn't feel like he should be a human, but rather a demon instead.
If Solomon is told about this, he merely laughs, and says, "Do I, now?"
However, behind his cunning smile, lies a smidge of uncertainty on whether he truly is a human. At what point does he cross the line of human and demon? Or something else truly inhuman entirely?
He's conflicted. It's an idiotic thing to be worried about. He's human. He's always on the side of mankind, and always acts in the interest of humanity.
Though, at times, in the lonely permanence of the Devildom's night, Solomon wonders if he truly deserves to be called a human. He forgets whoー or what he is, being around so many demons in his time at RAD.
When you arrive at RAD, being a puny, weak, helpless thing compared to the other exchange students, his curiosity is piqued. Why send a normal person here, where they're bound to be mauled to death by a bunch of demons?
However, his expectations were exceeded when he learns of your pact with Mammon, the second born of the seven. He's not all too impressed, seeing how easy it would be for anyone to trick Mammon into forming a pact, but he's surprised nonetheless. He recalls having to wait a few years before he made his first pact. How nostalgic, he thinks.
As the year passed, and as you formed more & more bonds with everyone else, he was intrigued further & further. To have a pact with Lucifer, of all people? The one demon he's been trying to form one with? He laughs to himself, but he sees why, now. You've gotten through Lucifer's walls as well, hm?
When Solomon starts interacting with you, you're a bit scared. They call him a demon, but he looks safe enough. They say he's the strongest sorcerer in all three realms, but he doesn't look all that strong... you think.
You come to grow fond of the feeling of home he gives you. Though most wouldn't consider him one, he reminds you of your humanity.
He feels all too familiarー like home.
To Solomon, with each day he spends with you, a budding seed of love grows inside his chest, bit by bit. It's unnoticeable to him, at first, but comes to realize he's fallen when he dreaded you coming back to the House of Lamentation after a day together.
He notices it when you make him feel something he hasn't felt in decadesー maybe even centuries. He feels something human. He thought he'd shoo'ed away cupid a long time ago, but, it seems that he's been struck by his arrow again.
With this realization came something that, as the strongest sorcerer in the three realms, never thought he'd feel once more.
He felt fear.
Fear that you will be his weakness, and that you'll be put in harm's way, that every enemy he's made will come for you, to exact their revenge on him.
But most of all, fear that he'd outlive you, and he'll be left to mourn at your grave. He's a little too well acquainted with death, having seen all of his loved ones pass away, either of old age, or by something else entirely.
Solomon isn't sure whether he could take seeing you on your deathbed, though.
When he's with you, he rediscovers too many emotions he hasn't felt in years. Love, jealousy, fear... it reminds him that he's still human.
With you, he rediscovers his humanity.
He feelsー no, he is human with you.
And to you, he is a warm reminder of home.
One that you've been longing for, all this time.
#obey me solomon x reader#om solomon#solomon obey me#om solomon x reader#solomon x reader#obey me solomon#conked out rn#thought about solomon the entire day#haven't written this much about a character at all. like#maybe alkaid from lbc but i'll release my drafts at some point#read solomon's train ur story and i love how being human is an important thing for his character#he thought he'd left such feelings in his naive youth but apparently they're still here#i rlly love solomon#if it wasn't obvious enough
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Playing catch-up with Blockmas now that finals have concluded! Enjoy, Day 10… my rarestpair <3
To everyone who is not the handful of people I’ve yapped about them to, here is some lore:
Ok hear me out… Romeo drains Fred’s powers and kills him. With his newly acquired power, he kills Xara as she is still an Admin. However, because she died with her powers, Xara becomes a ghost. With nothing left to do but wander the world, that’s exactly what she does for years- wanting to get far away from Romeo because he is the only one who can see her… at least until she revisits an old Sea Temple dedicated to Fred. Her reminiscing is interrupted by a muffled crying coming from one of the obsidian cages. Turns out someone is living there! Or rather dying there because he’s starving. Also turns out the stranger can see her! Yay! Apparently Vos is so close to death that he can interact with Xara.
They chat for a while after Xara apologizes for his situation (explaining Romeo’s construct and her inability to free him) and Vos is just relieved to finally have someone to talk to after so long! Tbh, they’re both relieved. Vos rambles about his adventures before the temple swiftly cut them short. Before Xara leaves to wander again, Vos asks if she’d send a message to Jack to which he tells him he’s the only one who can see and hear her. Disheartened, he instead asks if she’d return every once in a while to talk. At this, Xara happily agrees. During her second visit, she surprises Vos by saying she visited Jack and tells the adventurer how his friend is faring. (Vos is glad to hear his friend is alive and well, but still saddened Jack believes him to be dead and won’t be returning.) As the time goes by and Vos gets worse and worse, Xara visits more frequently. Whenever she stops by, they talk about old friends, the world outside, etc, and both slowly begin to work through their fears. They’re also comforted at the fact they remind each other of someone they lost. (Vos-Fred and Xara-Sammy)
Sorry yeah the story ends with Vos eventually succumbing to hunger after a year or two BUT he does thank Xara for being there through the worst time of his life and helping him come to terms with his situation. Xara in turn has partially recovered from the trauma of losing Fred as she was able to help someone who reminded her of him. In conclusion, this is less of a romantic pairing and more of a comfort one. And I don’t have a name for this ship yet. Me and my ghost gf I befriended by being a mix of depression and whimsy. Oh and don’t worry about the Romeo doodle. He doesn’t actually bother Vos in this. Though Xara is PISSED when he later assumes the adventurer’s form. Romer is lucky no one can hear her yelling “HE WOULD NOT FKING SAY THAT!” /j
Also I’m giving the cages bars instead of solid walls in this version. So they can actually see each other. And if you’re wondering about goat feature Xara, I may mention that concept later. Bye-
#might draw more of them later but rn I’m conked out from finals#mcsm#minecraft story mode#mcsm vos#mcsm xara#bermuda brainrot hours#bermuda ramblings#scriptscratches#25 days of blockmas
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Some drawings of the rat
#i'm so conked out rn lmao#it's like 4am currently over here#60 pulls away from the pity#i don't think there's enough content left to grind :(#artists on tumblr#anime art#digital art#fanart#jane doe#zenless zone zero#zzz
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[ID: a 10 panel comic featuring characters from the owl house, set after For the Future. The first panel shows Belos being ejected from the body of Raine, who's currently slumped in Eda's arm as she says "Raine, let's have gay sex", and Belos proclaims "EW AHH NO GROSS!!!". The next panel is an incredibly simplified doodle of the hexsquad reacting. The next panel shows Gus looking at Belos (pooled on the floor", before thinking "nows my chance to get inside his head again!". The next four panels show Gus removing the magic amplifier from his ear, drawing a spell circle, followed by close-ups of both his and Belos' eyes as they both glow blue. The next panel shows Gus saying "alright Belos, time to see what you-" before being cut off in the last panel as it's revealed that Gus can see the ghost of Caleb. Gus makes an exaggerated face of surprise, Caleb waves with a smile while Belos says "Caleb stop" from the floor. End ID]
(IF YOU'RE WONDERING WHY THIS LOOKS LIKE ASS IT'S BC I SCANNED AND COLOURED IT DIGITALLY 😭 I drew this in my sketchbook at a fever pitch during one of my free periods) this is my only prediction for watching and dreaming, actually. Not realistic, but funny to me specifically
#the owl house#toh#gus porter#caleb wittebane#wanna tag more characters/ships than that but I'd feel bad bc everything else is so minor 😭#it's okay this post can flop I'm having fun just being silly these days#anyway i love making comics. i just finished a 21 page endeavour I've been working on since September#and at this point i think i just make comics on autopilot. what reading too many gay little superhero books does to a mf ^#uhhhh I'm not elaborating on this theory (rn at least. i am veerrryyy tired)#(might try and finish + post the darimila fake dating post before i conk out. i just wanna post that one so BAD!!(#(get it out of my hair completely so i can finally feel free)#I'm 90% Caleb and the grimwalkers are guilt induced hallucinations. BUT. on the off chance that they're not#i wanna see Gus do this#it makes sense. to me (<- known proponent of necromancer Gus)#(at least let him talk to ghosts you're allowed to do that on the disney channel. right?)
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I'm so out of it jfc
#anne speaks#it IS warm but i don't think it is THAT warm?#but im sweating my skin off#and the hormones are conking me the fuck out#so together it's a one hit KO#i want to call in sick so bad tomorrow#but a) im not sick and b) work is so understaffed rn and c) the weekend is nearly here like. surely i can live
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My sleep schedule is less of a schedule and more of a "fuck it I'll do it whenever I guess".
#ventings#kinda ticked off at myself but idk. normally dont care but its bothering me recently#ill give myself this ! i actually woke up at 9:30 and was up for 50 minutes#before conking back out from 10:20 til just now. i can consider this more of a nap than fully sleeping through the morning#just frustrated idk. i want my old sleep schedule back. i want to go to bed at like midnight/ 1am and wake up at 9:30 and actually#stay awake. i dont wanna feel like i wasted my entire morning just sleeping. eugh#i think its particularly bad today cuz i have work and i kinda dont wanna. deal with work#when i have christmas stuff i rlly need to do and whatever tf else is going on in my head rn#idk. IDK ! give it up for weekend number ????? where i tell myself having to actually wake up at 7 will fix me and then it doesnt
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more tgaac today though maybe!!!!! woop 💥💥💥
#goober.txt#sleepy and fuzzy brained rn but uhhhh god does tgaac sound good#really excited because we might do stuff with bsf tomorrow!!!! but for now. conked out.
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Does our level of emotional investment in our favourite Gazan journalists' wellbeing constitute a parasocial relationship, or is that only if we get creepily invested in their love lives or smth.
#it occurred to me while i was writing this that some people probably ship them w each other#and now i kinda wanna kms#there should be a category for things that aren't necessarily evil but should still send you directly to hell#I'm a little conked rn because twitter made me think they'd finally got Motaz and then that Mohammad El Kurd had been abducted#but no Motaz had just gone dark for half a day and Mohammed had been temporarily suspended from twitter#like bro it has been nearly 3 months can y'all NOT start your tweets like ''feeling sick to ny stomach about Motaz''#and then you have to go two more tweets down to figure out whether he's dead or not#fuckin unnecessary#free palestine#gaza journalists#motaz azaiza#bisan owda#mohammed el kurd#saleh aljafarawi#free gaza#knee of huss
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I have reached new levels of exhaustion previously thought impossible
#weight of work on my shoulders and i just cant sleep for shit#im so off balance and can conk out in a moments notice if given slightly more comfort#i need to stop spending money on shit i dont need so we can move out but food and caffeine is what is keeping me sane and conscious rn
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every day i spend on twitter, because that's where most of the starmin are, is a day i wish most of that community would move to tumblr just because the way this site works in comparison would be so much better for it. the ability to tag art and be able to find it later on your own blog no matter how far back it was posted. the way you can add on to each others posts. and also i just like tumblers post format much better. especially for making a vague / simple post and then going into more detail in the tags cuz you don't wanna put all that in the main post but like it's there for anyone that wants to read it. on twitter you gotta put it all in the main body of the post and i. do not want to do that
#and rn it's mostly because i am only on twitter mainly for holostars content#and the vtubing community puts a lot of emphasis on keeping things about the vtuber 's main persona#and their alternate / past persona very separate not only out of respect for the person themselves#but also for the other fans that are JUST there for one or the other (usually it's the vtuber persona)#and there's a few people that are like ''hey by the way ill interact with both accounts so heads up'' and that's fine#but i guess i'm still like ''hmmm do i want to have all this stars fanart retweeted#followed by me vaguing about hiraga planning on streaming and then he doesn't (good because he'd JUST fixed his sleep sched)''#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#all in all it doesn't REALLY matter i can put what i want on my twitter but still i wish it were more like tumblr#or everyone could just move to tumblr please#anyway i WAS gonna go to bed at a descent time for a friday night then lizard man said he was gonna stream#but it's been like 2 hours so i think he probably conked out lmao which is good cuz he needs it i think#anyway every day i mourn for all the cool art i retweet that will be lost to the void in a few weeks because twitter sucks ass#i should go to sleep now in case he does stream in the morning after all. plus tavi's doing a music making menshi at like#8am i should try not to miss that too. fucking time zones TTATT#are you fucking kidding me i made this post and like 5 minutes later he went live bRO
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i just know i'll be alone all my life and it sucks
#typewriter dings#i'm not going to miraculously become pretty#or find someone who conked their head one too many times so they think I'm dateable#i can't even make friends#i can't even get a job rn#the universe has it out for me#i clearly don't belong here
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//omg wait a second
#//stumbled across a video about JSR like games and there was mention of a free JSRF multiplayer game so i might check it out#//idk if i'll be able to play it without a controller but i'll try lol#//idk my brain's trying to latch onto something that sounds good rn and i guess i'll feed it#//i kind of conked out earlier so i wasn't on much dfbhdnjgdnh#backup log {ooc}
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Real talk, Victor's reaction to the creature coming to life will never not be hilarious. He literally runs and hides under the covers, and when he sees the creature is standing next to him, he goes and sleeps on his front lawn. And THEN his best friend shows up and asks if they can go inside, Victor is just like "man i hope the monster is gone before we go in there, or that'll be real bad"
10/10, best part of the book
#it's been years since i read it#but it always cracks me up#iirc the friend shows up right after he woke up from being conked out on his lawn#and he just has to pretend his life isn't falling apart rn
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Good night, sweet prince.
Based off @alphaofdarkness ‘s Wing! AU
#Bonchien Nicoli La Tasty Peach Uralis#Bonchien#my art#To Your Eternity#Fumetsu No Anata E#To You The Immortal#AHHHHHH didn’t get a chance to cross post this cuz I was at a 3 hour movie lol waaaaaaah!!! I been thinking bout him all day!!!#actually it’s kind of fitting to post this rn it’s nightime where I’m at#anyway#I would have lined and/or colored this in (that was the plan actually) but I fell in love with how soft it was#like I was gonna draw him with his full armor too but I realized belatedly I didn’t want to figure out how that would work with his wings 😭#and so I left him shirtless and drew some closed eyes as placeholders and then on a whim I gave him a pillow#and it became this soft thing!!!! 😭❤️ like he got tuckered out halfway through taking off his armor and just conked out :’O#I’m just sooo quietly in love with this… it was gonna be a little more silly/‘sexy’ so idk how this even happened lol#ANYWAY. I’d talk more about this art#BUT THIS AU GRIPPED ME BY THE HAIR AND WOULD NOT LET GO it’s so fun and I’m just AHHHH#like March AND Eko’s Itty bitty baby wings ;0; and Messar having the most preened wings#Messar 100% has a full care routine in place for those wings and I KNOW he’ll never admit it#GUGU’S BEING FIREPROOOOOOFFFF which I feel also adds an extra layer to when he and Kai wrap their wings around the whole group#like!!!! they’re extra safe!!!!!!!!!!!#and Tonari’s POISON COAT GGRRRR IM GOING FERAL but also like I’m thinking of that one scene from the movie Holes#where the lady paints her nails with poison and I’m just imagining Tonari plucking one of her own wings to write with whenever she needs to#like it’s an inconspicuous weapon too like she’s writing and next second WHAM feather to the throat 😩❤️#HAIRO’S THO. THAT ONE WAS INSPIRED. It hurts my heart that he has a complicated relationship with his wings but it’s so beautiful like#he has a disability!!! he now works harder to use his wings than anyone else!!!!!#and it’s kinda nice in a way cuz I feel like this could be a way for him and Eko to bond#since they both have had trouble with flying and whatnot#given her having a few wings that are smaller than the other like I kinda like the idea of him taking out Eko and March to practice flying#… gosh Kai and Gugu wrapping their wings around anyone I didn’t mean to circle back to this#but wow this AU has my whole heart Alpha I love it!!!
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FISH that sure is a fish can i give the fish a hug i wana hug it
#ask world#anon#altoclef.exe#🍃 posts#at some point im gona conk out REAL hard cahse its 11pm rn and you KNOW the dreams are gonna be fun whe. your trippin balls to rhe bwalls
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i can't get clear pictures of victoria w her eyes open bc she has two modes KILLING AND VIOLENCE and snooooork mimimimi
#she's a sweet cat she's just a homicidal maniac#rn she is huddled next to me on the bed facing the doorway to be ready for all possible threats#but when she conks out she gives zero fucks abt anything#she'll snuggle up on me or next to me and it's lights out#apparently she only recently became adoptable according to the woman i got her from#like she just decided one day that she liked people after all#i miss lily every single day but i'm also happy we happened to be in the right place + time to take victoria#she was so sick and scared and hid in the corner of my closet when we brought her home#but the first night she came up on the bed and laid a careful distance away from me...#and once she had her bad teeth removed and the ear mites exterminated she was like a brand new kitty cat#there was no adoption fee bc it wasn't an official adoption but i think her previous owner knew she needed care that she couldn't afford#i felt really guilty abt the vet bills for a cat i picked out but my dad adores her and tells me all the time he's happy we took her home#i just wish i could get better pics bc she's so cute!!! lily would pose for me all the time but victoria wants to eat my phone fkjhgfdjh
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