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mommahughes19-23 · 8 months ago
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5 Seconds of Summer fics:
Close as Strangers - B.B (Brock Boeser)
"Through the tears I can hear that I shouldn't have gone, every day it gets harder to stay away from you..."
English Love Affair - R.L (Ryan Leonard)
"Today, I'm 7,000 miles away, the picture burning in my brain ; kissing in the rain..."
The Only Reason - M.R (Matt Rempe)
"Don't talk ;
Let me think it over..."
Never Be - J.H (Jack Hughes)
"I need your love to light up this house ; I wanna know what you're all about..."
Story of Another Us - M.R (Morgan Reilly)
"I got a long term plan with short term fixes..."
Unpredictable - Q.H (Quinn Hughes)
"We can run down the streets, with stars in our eyes..."
Ghosts Of You - C.L (Curtis Lazar) *trigger warning*
"Here I am waking up, still can't sleep on your side..."
Lie to Me - T.D (Thatcher Demko)
"Problem was I thought I had this right..."
No Shame - A.M (Auston Matthews)
"I only light up when cameras are flashing...."
Jet Black Heart - M.T (Matthew Tkachuk)
"Everybody's got their demons ; even wide awake or dreaming..."
Beside you - E.P (Elias Pettersson)
"When we both fall asleep underneath the same sky ; to the beat of our hearts at the same time..."
Best Years - B.M (Brandon Montour)
"I wasted so much time on people that reminded me of you ; gave you a million reasons to walk away..."
Lover of Mine - T.S (Tyler Seguin)
“When I take a look at my life and all of ny crimes, you’re the only thing that I think I got right”
Tags : @puck-luck @skylershines @quinnylouhughesx43
Im super excited!
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cathrizzing · 2 months ago
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update for hoe nation
so...im broke. Anyways I didn't update my blog yesterday but yesterday was literally crazy. I didn't have class because it was reading day (because it's finals week) and so my guitar broke on sunday, i think. Anyways my mommy gave me money to fix it because I was really upset about it so I went to guitar center. And when i tell you the guitar fixer guy was CRAZY. I was like so how much is it going to be and he was like idk how much do you want it to be, and i was like huh idk ive never broken my guitar before and he was like ok how much do you want it to be im trying to be nice and i was like hoe, don't play idk just tell me how much it is. And he was like want me to pull out the books and I was like what the skibidi ok pull out the books and he was like $125 for the guitar and i was like literally about to cry so i was like ok. And then he was like if you come back tomorrow you can get it for $60 and i was like period ok (because i only have one final on Friday). Anyways he called today and was all like your guitar isnt ready and i was like bruh ok, and now it wont be ready until friday which is literally annoying asf because thats the day of my finally. Ok bye thx.
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also my cousin put a picture of her in her blog, so here is my picture and peep my 5sos hoodie because it was their 13th anniversary, also here is my physics work that I was studying. and when I tell you i've literally never ever seen the library crowded like that
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edge-oftheworld · 6 months ago
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ashton sir when did you have TIME to go to tafe for a bachelors of music?
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paigeruth23 · 2 years ago
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💕Friends Wanted
HELLO everyone, I SUCK at making friends online so consider this my official ad! 
A little bit about me! 
My names Octopaige 🐙
im 18
i love to read
Im an artist 
im a college student in vet tech school!
I use She/they pronouns 
I dont Fw bigots or anything of the sort
Im also on Instagram and Pinterest 
more fandom/interest info in the tags 
Please interact, DM or whatever if you wanna be friends! 
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tirednotflirting · 10 months ago
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happy fourth bday to calm 💛
forever grateful for this record for a little light in the dark that was spring 2020 and for bringing me into a community that brought me friends all over the world and laughter and joy at all hours of the day
i’ll never forget day dreaming about taking trips all over to see each other and late night discord listening parties and reading fics to each other and battling the uncertainty of everything going on around us with hope and creativity and love
this album was a catalyst for a lot of good when everything else felt a little bleak. grateful grateful grateful
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eleni-cherie · 2 years ago
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this fanfic from 8-9 years ago I'm rereading is so fcking good w so many layers and plot twists goddd fanfics used to be this good back then and didn't even need smut for it.
++ what ppl consider angst nowadays doesn't come near the actual angst from back then.
+++ side-characters that were actually important for the plot and also had their own deep and plot relevant background stories and weren't just there for the sake of it?? it was a thing back then!!
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5sosconfessions · 1 year ago
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WWWY predictions!
Were now only a few days away from WWWY! I'm particularly excited to see what their setlist will be, as its both a throwback to their early days of music, and they only have a 40 min setlist.
If yall have any ideas of what may be on the setlist, or have any hopes, either send in them or comment!
im hoping to see alot of sfgf, and maybe some self titled, hopefully some b sides, and I'm expecting a few off Youngblood.
Heres my hopes!
From Self Titled - SLSP, Good Girls, End Up Here, Voodoo Doll,
From SGFG - Waste The Night, Vapor, Shes Kinda Hot, Perminate Vacation
From Youngblood - Youngblood, Talk Fast, IWCT, WWYLM, MYT, Babylon
From B sides - The Only Reason, What I Like About You, Disconnected, Out Of My Limit, Independance Day, American Idiot
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x-inthecitylights-x · 2 years ago
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- here's to teenage memories -
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5sosfanfictioncatalogue · 2 years ago
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College AU Masterlist
Baby, Show Me What It's Like (ao3) - FayeHunter Michael/Luke E, 5k
Summary: Luke shouldn't be trusted at parties. Luckily, he has Michael.
Beginnings (ao3) - thenewbrokenscene michael/luke M, 45k
Summary: [College/University AU] Michael Clifford was a sophomore transfer student, trapped living in the dorms again after a technicality dropped him back down to freshman status. He had requested a single room, determined to focus on his school work, get out of university housing as quickly as possible, and start his real life, but of course, on August 1st he received the obligatory "Get to know your new roommate this summer! You can contact Luke Hemmings, freshman student, at his school email..." message in his inbox.
Whatever. Let's just get this year over with.
Boys Only Want Love If It's Torture (ao3) - aalexandravictoriaa Michael/Luke, Ashton/Calum M, 57k 
Summary: Luke and Michael meet at college and getting to know Michael is the best and worst thing Luke has ever done.
Cause Honey I'll Smoke Ya (Till I'm Dying) (ao3) - mangoharry Luke/Ashton M, 1k
Summary: A game of Spin the Bottle brings Luke and Ashton closer.
do you want me (dead?) (ao3) - cliffakitten Michael/Luke  M, 12k
Summary: Michael and Luke are flatmates who can't stand each other, so the two of them having to spend the Christmas break with just each other could only be a bad thing, right?
Fueling The Fire Until We Combust (ao3) - IfWallsCouldMuke Michael/Luke E, 9k
Summary: Michael is a  filmmaking student.  Luke is a genius. 
I'll meet you halfway (ao3) - allsassnoclass (brightblackholes) Michael/Ashton T, 4k
Summary: Michael and Ashton get together for one more date before the school year begins.
My College Soulmate (ao3) - walking_crisis69 calum/ashton G, 748
Summary: Ashton knows he'd never have the guts to go out and find him to tell him. So instead, he just smiled and waved to the boy, fingers brushing the words imprinted on his thigh, the same words that had just left his soulmate's mouth.
Patching up all the holes (until we both feel much better) (ao3) -lightsinthefloors Michael/Ashton, Luke/Calum G, 3k
Summary: Michael’s anxious, Ashton’s stressed, and Calum just wants to go on his date.
you can stare below into the abyss (find a home on the edge of it) (ao3) -bellawritess Michael/Ashton T, 3k
Summary: And then, sometime about halfway through the third week of classes, Michael realizes he’s crying.
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aberooski · 2 years ago
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Trying to branch out and find new music to listen to is so hard because I'm embarrassed to be heard listening to literally anything, like if anyone in my house knew I listened to anything other than Taylor Swift I'd drop dead.
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daxwritesstories · 7 days ago
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College AU Part 42: Maybe You Saved Me
Scene 1: Truce
(Scene title by twenty one pilots)
INT. Roman's office - Noon
Roman is sitting at his desk. He has paperwork in front of him but he's looking at his phone. We see a close up of the phone, Cyra's text conversation is open.
CYRA (text): Look, I'm sorry.
CYRA (text): I know what you told me, but I didn't wanna be rude to her.
CYRA (text): Please, I'm sorry.
CYRA (text): Please answer.
Roman sighs.
ROMAN (muttering to himself): Yeah, bullshit.
Roman locks his phone and sets it down on the desk. He's about to go back to his paperwork, but the door opens, distracting him. He laughs when he sees Erik walk in.
ROMAN: You must have a death wish, Erik.
ERIK: I'm not here to fight. I just wanna talk.
Roman raises an eyebrow and gestures at the chair on the other side of his desk.
ROMAN: Have a seat.
Erik closes the office door and sits down, avoiding eye contact. He already looks like he's biting his tongue.
ROMAN: This better be good.
ERIK: I wanna call a truce.
Roman gives Erik a confused look.
ROMAN: Huh?
Erik rolls his eyes.
ERIK: You know what I mean. You stay out of my business and I stay out of yours.
ROMAN: I have been staying out of your business. You're the one who's been obsessing over what I do in my free time.
ERIK: Right...
Roman raises his eyebrows in surprise.
ROMAN: You okay? You don't have your usual attitude today.
ERIK: Why do you care?
ROMAN: Ah, there it is.
ERIK: Look, I'm just tired. Of everything. I'm not trying to spend this entire year fighting with you.
ROMAN: I find that pretty hard to believe.
Erik sighs and slumps forward.
ERIK: I talked to Cyra.
ROMAN: And? Have you finally realized that I'm not the one beating her up?
ERIK: Yeah. I know there's someone else.
ROMAN: So are you gonna go pick a fight with him now?
Erik shoots a glare at Roman.
ROMAN: I wouldn't recommend it. I know he looks like a chick, but he's stronger than I am. When he gets mad, at least.
Roman laughs as he thinks about it.
ERIK: I had a feeling...
Erik seems to be deep in thought, not really invested in the conversation anymore. Realizing he has the upper hand, Roman loosens up a bit.
ROMAN: Listen, Erik, I don't really give a shit what you do, as long as you mind your own business. So, if that's what you really want then we won't have a problem.
Erik sighs in defeat.
ERIK: Yeah, that's fine.
Roman picks up his pen and nods at the door.
ROMAN: Get lost, then.
Erik gets up and heads for the door. He seems depressed. Before he can leave though, Roman speaks again.
ROMAN: Hey, Erik.
ERIK (annoyed): What?
ROMAN: You better not be fucking with me.
Erik rolls his eyes.
ERIK: Yeah, whatever.
Erik leaves.
Scene 2: Maybe You Saved Me
(Scene title by Bad Suns)
INT. Lounge area - Afternoon
Axel is sitting on one of the couches by himself. He's fidgeting with a lighter and staring off into space.
Cyra and Prince walk past the lounge area, chatting and laughing. Cyra looks like she's trying to amuse Prince.
Axel notices them and suddenly looks upset. After contemplating for a moment, he calls out to Cyra.
AXEL: Hey, Cyra!
Cyra stops and looks at Axel. Her expression changes to worry when she sees him. She turns to talk to Prince.
CYRA: Um, I kinda need to talk to him.
Prince smiles understandingly.
PRINCE: No problem. See you 'round.
Cyra smiles at Prince as they walk away, then she hurries over to Axel.
AXEL: I just wanted to see if you're doing okay.
CYRA: I could ask you the same thing.
AXEL: I'm fine. You don't need to worry about me.
CYRA: Same here.
They fall silent for a moment, realizing that they're both worried about each other.
AXEL: Um... I was gonna go out to smoke. Do you wanna come with?
Cyra smiles.
CYRA: Sure.
Scene 3: Love Yourself
(Scene title by Justin Bieber)
EXT. Outside the school - Afternoon
Axel and Cyra sit down on one of the benches. Axel pulls a cigarette from the pack.
AXEL: Sorry for running away from you last time. I'm not used to people being that nice to me. It freaked me out.
Axel puts the cigarette in his mouth and cups his hand around it to light it.
CYRA: What do you mean?
Cigarette now lit, Axel puts his lighter away and leans back against the wall behind the bench.
AXEL: Every time I try to talk about Phoenix, with anyone, they either get mad or try to lecture me. I guess I just had no clue how to react when you didn't do either of those things. It was weird. Do you want a smoke, by the way?
CYRA: I'm okay, thanks.
Axel just nods and takes a drag. Cyra stares at him for a moment before speaking again.
CYRA: What do you like about Phoenix?
Cyra's tone is very casual and friendly. Axel gives her a confused look.
CYRA: I'm just curious. I don't know him that well, but you seem like you're really in love with him.
AXEL: Well... He's funny, he's attractive, he takes care of me. And he always tells me that he believes in me. He says I can do anything if I put my mind to it.
Cyra smiles and nods.
CYRA: So he's supportive. He's right too. You can do anything.
Axel frowns and looks at Cyra.
AXEL: Aren't you mad at him? I mean, after what he did?
CYRA: After what he did to me? No.
AXEL: Why not?
CYRA: That wasn't the first time that's happened to me. I've been through way worse.
Axel looks down at the ground sadly.
AXEL: I'm sorry...
Cyra smiles at Axel.
CYRA: It's alright! I'm doing great despite it all. I mean, look at me! I'm in college, I'm pursuing my dream job, I have a bright future ahead of me!
Axel raises an eyebrow.
AXEL: That's pretty optimistic of you...
CYRA: I can't spend my life holding grudges against the people who hurt me. I love me too much to do that to myself.
Axel tilts his head, thinking.
AXEL: Hm. I guess I never thought about it like that.
Cyra just smiles and watches Axel take another drag of his cigarette. When he exhales, she changes the subject.
CYRA: So, what are your big dreams?
AXEL: Huh?
CYRA: You said Phoenix believes in you. It sounds like you've got bigger plans that no one else understands.
Axel chuckles.
AXEL: I used to, but then life got in the way.
CYRA: So? What were they?
AXEL: I wanted to be a singer. Phoenix and I were gonna start a band together.
Cyra gasps.
CYRA: Really? I wanna be a singer too!
Axel smiles in surprise.
AXEL: No way. I had no idea.
CYRA: Yeah! I'm minoring in voice and majoring in acting. What are you doing?
AXEL: I'm just doing general studies. That's good that you're sticking to your goals, though.
CYRA: Did you ever think about going into the voice program?
Axel shrugs.
AXEL: I'd rather get a degree in something that I know will make me money. Maybe when I'm older and have my life together more, I could get back to the singing thing.
Cyra smiles and leans over, resting her head on Axel's shoulder. Axel seems surprised but doesn't move away.
CYRA: You'll do it one day. I know you can.
Scene 4: Everywhere I Go
(Scene title by Hollywood Undead)
INT. Hallway - Morning
Gerard is standing in front of a bulletin board, holding up a poster, trying to figure out where to put it. He closes one eye, tilts his head to the side and takes a step back so he's standing right in the middle of the hallway.
We see a shot from Gerard's perspective for a moment. The poster is advertising the Rocky Horror musical that's being put on by the theater department.
We cut away from Gerard again. Vir turns the corner and heads down the hallway. She stops when she sees Gerard though. She furrows her brow, trying to figure out what he's doing.
VIR: Can't decide where to post it?
Gerard looks over when he hears Vir speak. He gives her a friendly smile.
GERARD: I need to make sure it's the first thing people look at.
Gerard speaks with a Hungarian accent. Vir takes a few steps closer to Gerard and looks at the poster he's holding.
VIR: Hey! I'm in that play!
Gerard looks at Vir again, this time studying her face more closely.
GERARD: Oh! I thought you looked familiar. You're playing... the criminologist, right?
Vir smiles.
VIR: Mhm! I'm impressed you didn't just say "the narrator".
GERARD: That's his name in the movie, isn't it?
Vir nods.
VIR: It is...
Gerard goes back to trying to find a place for the poster.
GERARD: I'm Gerard, by the way. I'm part of the promo team for the play, but I haven't had the time to watch any rehearsals yet.
Vir snickers.
VIR: We only have two weeks left of rehearsals.
GERARD: I know. I really need to watch one before the performance start.
Gerard glances at Vir.
GERARD: What's your name?
VIR: Call me Vir.
GERARD: Vir?
VIR: It's short for Vironika.
GERARD: Ah, I see. Are you Greek?
VIR: Scottish. My parents just liked the name a lot. They also used the Russian spelling.
Gerard nods.
GERARD: Needlessly confusing. I like it.
Vir laughs.
VIR: What's that accent I'm hearing? I know it's European.
GERARD: It's Hungarian. I moved here a few years ago.
VIR: Well, it's nice to meet you Gerard. Welcome to the country.
GERARD: Thanks. Hey, where do you think I should put this?
Vir takes another step closer to Gerard.
VIR: Hm... Let me see.
Vir takes the poster from Gerard. He smiles.
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throwbacktears · 1 year ago
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WHO DO YOU LOVE!!! DO YOU LOVE NOW!!!!
I WANNA KNOW
I WANNA KNOW WHO
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joonberriess · 1 year ago
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teeth. ☆ j.jk
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⋆ TAGS — ghostface!jk, breaking in, TW: non-con to dub-con (oc does NOT consent verbally even if she does participate hence the dub-con), brief knife play, cunnilingus, degradation, misogyny(?), objectification, blow jobs, brief face/skull fucking, fuckin in the woods, unprotected sex, nasty talk by jk, possessive!jk, hints of kidnapping/captivity, fear play, facial, jk is lowkey yandere, iconic what’s your favorite scary movie scene but my style, DEAD DOVE, slight praises, ass n coochie worship cause jk is a ass man certified LMAO, cheerleader!oc, college setting
⋆ WORD COUNT — 4.2k
⋆ now playing: teeth - 5sos ⋆
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“Color me your color, baby, color me your car, color me your color, darling, I know who you are,”
The music blared loudly, you hummed under your breath while lining over your lips with a dark lip pencil. The hour was getting closer and you realized you had to speed things up if you wanted to meet with your friends on time (you had been stuck in your cheer uniform ALL DAY). You moved around your room quickly while tossing articles of clothing onto your bed, no outfit in particular on your mind.
You uncapped the red lipstick and ran it over your lips slowly, filling in the blank spaces and blending the two colors to perfection. You decided a white long sleeve tucked into your mini jean skirt would serve as a perfect combo. If you were lucky, maybe that cute college senior Kim Seokjin would give you his jacket to wear. The idea has you smiling like a dummy.
Before you can slip out of your skirt the phone downstairs begins ringing loudly. You could have very well ignored it but you don’t feel like listening to your parents nag at you for not picking up the phone if it happens to be them. “Ugh, seriously.” You mutter and quickly run downstairs to the kitchen.
“Hello?” You softly sigh while twirling a piece of your hair around your finger.
“Hello,” some guy’s deep voice greets you, he says nothing else and you tilt your head in confusion muttering a soft ‘yes?’. “Who is this?”
Immediately you frown in confusion and balance the phone between your ear and shoulder, “Who are you trying to reach?” You pop a piece of chicken from your mom’s leftover casserole into your mouth.
“What number is this?”
“Uhh..what number are you trying to reach?”
“I don’t know.”
You hold back a deep sigh and check the time behind you on the clock, you really don’t have patience for this nonsense. Especially for some weirdo who’s either prank calling or just doesn’t know how to work a phone. “Then you have the wrong number,” you eat another piece of casserole, “it happens, take it easy though.” You hang up quickly before he can utter another word to you.
You had just set the phone down when it began to ring all over again, “Ugh…hello?” You stare at the decorative ceiling in annoyance, “Hello?” You say loudly when the other person doesn’t say anything for a few seconds.
“Why don’t you wanna talk to me? Just wanted to apologize, ‘s all.” He says with a teasing lilt, but it sounds more condescending than anything, “Just wanna..get to know you.”
You ignore the nasty little shiver you get down your spine when he talks to you like that, a deeper part of you is literally drooling over how this guy’s voice sounds but too bad he’s a weirdo though.. Your gut twists uncomfortably as your eyes dart to the side to look out the patio doors. “Okay..well you’re forgiven now, bye.” You go to hang up.
“Wait–if you tell me your name I’ll tell you mine.”
You can’t help your scoff, “Yeah, right. I don’t think so, why the hell would I give you my name? You sound like a total creep right now, you know that?” You huff and open your fridge up for a drink, “Besides, what’s your deal anyways? You keep calling and I’m obviously not who you’re looking for.” You complain while uncapping a bottle of water.
“Because,” he calmly starts, “I wanna know who I’m lookin’ at right now.. Pretty red lips and a tight little uniform on,” he draws out huskily.
You immediately go still, “W-What…how do you..?” you look around the empty kitchen and living room. “This isn’t funny.” You quickly head down the hall to the front door, making sure the locks are set before you go back to the living room and make sure the patio doors are locked as well.
“Never said it was babydoll.” He muses, “Though I do gotta admit, red looks spectacular on you, wonder if you got more around here in your drawers.” He trails off, the sound of drawers slamming close and another opening could be heard on the other side of the line.
You wait with a bated breath listening carefully, you slowly turn your head to look up at the ceiling. There’s a low thumping noise that follows the sounds you hear from the phone. Your eyes slip shut as you try to control the sob that’s about to come out of your throat, “What do you want from me?” You croak in a tiny voice.
“What’s your favorite scary movie sweetheart, hm?” His footsteps are heavy as he starts walking around upstairs in your room.
You blink your tears away and stumble towards the hallway to your only escape route: your dad’s office. “I-I don’t like any scary movies,” you whimper quietly, “p-please, I don’t wanna die.” You sniffle. You can hear him humming in the hallway upstairs now, causing you to duck into the office as silent as you can.
“That wasn’t my question. Time’s ticking babydoll, I’m not exactly a patient guy you know.”
“H-Halloween..!” You whisper-yell, “I like Halloween.”
“Which one?” He asks, you can hear him loud and clear at the bottom of the staircase, “Hm?”
You sniffle softly and back away, “Rob Zombie’s version,” you utter softly and hear him pause in his footsteps. He stands there for a few seconds before he slowly draws nearer and nearer. Your eyes squeeze shut as a terrified whimper escapes your lips, before you can plead with him the door slowly creaks open and a hooded figure stands in the doorway with the phone held up to his ear. You stare at him, the phone slipping from your trembling hand as it slams to the floor with a loud thud.
He tilts his head to the side and raises his gloved hand to wave at you. “Hey there sweetheart,” he purrs from under the mask.
You scream out in fear and knock over the desk chair, you’re lucky as hell your dad has a set of patio doors himself. You slip through the doors and run down the small hill, looking back and forth in time to see the hooded figure chasing after you.
The sounds of leaves crunching and branches snapping fill both sides of your ears. Adrenaline kicks in like never before and has you running the fastest you’ve ever moved in your entire life. If you can lose him in the woods you’ll make it to your neighbors’ in five minutes tops, might even get lucky if you detour to the main road but the hill to climb up will only slow you down.
“Don’t be like that babydoll!” He calls out from your left? Right? You don’t know where his voice is coming from, and quite frankly you’re too scared to look. You hear his heavy footsteps (now) directly behind you before a hand tangles itself in the back of your uniform top, gripping it tight as he stops you from going any further.
The force itself is enough to send you flying to the ground, knees scraping hard against a tree stump. You break your fall with your hands, crying out from the pain that erupts in both palms as tiny twigs and rocks dig into your soft skin. “Gotcha.” He chuckles and squats down to your level to admire your bruised form. You must have gave him a run for his money with how hard he’s breathing under the mask.
“P-Please!” You crawl backwards, back hitting the tree stump, “I don’t wanna die,” you pathetically cry, “I promise I won’t tell anyone if you let me go.” Call it cliche but it was worth a shot to plead with your killer? Stalker? You don’t know anymore.
He tilts his head, “Heard that one before, you’re not the first to beg so sweetly like that babydoll. Almost melts my poor little heart,” he coos mockingly, “but don’t stress your pretty little head over that, you’re not meant to use that brain of yours—meant to sit and look pretty for me.” He purrs and reaches out to run a gloved hand over your dirt stricken thighs.
You curl away and try to escape his touch, “Why are you doing this?” You whimper quietly, watching as his hand rubs circles over your bruised knees. A tremor runs down your spine as his leather gloves run over your shaking thighs, his touch feels scorching hot despite the cool material of his gloves pressing against your skin.
“Been watchin’ ya for a while,” he murmurs, “night n day—just imagining allll the different ways I could have you. Bet you’d look pretty with a mouth stuffed full of cock, wonder how pretty you’d look with cock deep inside your little cunt baby,” he trails off while giving your thigh a rough squeeze, “always did wonder how that pussy tastes.” You can practically picture the shit eating grin he must have under the mask.
You hate that his nasty words have a bubbling heat building in your lower stomach, it shouldn’t be that arousing to you yet here you were in the middle of the woods being fondled by your stalker while he talked about how much he wanted to fuck you. His voice even sounds hotter in person vs the phone.
“Penny for your thoughts?” He chuckles.
You land a harsh kick to his arm with a loud, “Get off of me!” You quickly turn over to stumble to your feet while he curses under his breath and stands to chase after you.
He’s not so gentle this time with the way he snatches you and slams you right up against the tree trunk, letting the chips and splinters bite into your skin unforgivingly. “Thought we were over this,” he growls, “was gonna treat you nice and sweet but by the looks of it you just wanna be tossed around like the filthy little slut you are,” he hisses in your ear while pressing you tight against the tree.
You whine loudly and push back against him in an effort to get him off of you, “Let me go—let go!” You growl angrily, “you’re a fucking psycho creep!” You grit your teeth while trying to turn to look directly at him.
He doesn’t shy away from hurting you to get you to become docile again. He pins both wrists behind your back in a tight grip, squeezing both of your hands until you hear a low threatening pop. A pained little whimper escapes your lip as he forces your head against the bark, “You gonna sit still like a good girl or do I have to tie you up?” He growls menacingly.
“I-I’ll be good!” You cry out as the pain starts to become unbearable.
“What was that?” He whispers in your ear, “Couldn’t hear ya.” He smirks.
A quiet sob slips from your lips as you slump over in defeat, “I-I’ll be a good girl.” You softly reply, too hung up on the pain to reply with the unbridled anger you feel right now. “Just please—let me go.” You sob.
He ignores your cries and instead brings out a rather intimidating looking hunting knife, it cuts into your skin almost right away with the slightest little touch. “Please no—” You immediately begin, thighs shifting as they slide against each other in an attempt to block him from either cutting or stabbing you. The only thing you achieve is the blade running into your thigh and slicing a small line downwards.
“None of that now babydoll,” he whispers while letting your wrists go and setting his big hand over your hip, “just sit still and look pretty for me yeah? Don’t need to think, just feel.” He breathes out as he guides the knife up your skirt, letting the sharp tip (which you noticed was slightly curved like a hook or something) hook under the side of your panties.
Your poor heart hammers in your chest as you begin to hyperventilate, “W-What are you gonna do to me?�� The blade tugs at your panties, no doubt already piercing through the flimsy little material.
“Fuck.” You hear him whisper from behind, “You’re driving me fuckin’ crazy you know that?” His tongue clicks in annoyance as he suddenly yanks the knife down, a loud riiip following in suit, as well as your terrified scream/sob. “Gonna have a taste now babydoll, put your hands right there—yeahhh, good girl. Keep ‘em there baby,” he has you bending over with your legs spread wide apart and your hands over the tree, “ ‘s like a fuckin’ dream back here, fat little cunt n a nice ass.” He whistles while smacking his hand against your poor cheek.
You bite your lip as the cool air fans over your moist cunt, at this point in time you have long given up making any excuses as to why your pussy was drooling for this weirdo. Still didn’t mean you were less scared but you figured if you complied the faster things would go over. “Look at this slutty pussy, already leakin’ like a bitch in heat. Does a scary man like me chasing you through the woods get you goin’ sweetheart? Maybe you’re a little more fucked than I thought.” He chuckles.
There’s a brief pause and you wonder what he’s doing back there, so you turn your head to look at him when you gasp softly. He has the mask thrown off to the side, his face in all his glory—messy black hair and a lip ring with an array of piercings on his ears— he sits there with a shit eating grin, “Guess the cat’s out the bag huh?” You eye him with distaste before turning back around, you had at least hoped he was ugly or something.
“God,” he groans, “can’t get over this ass,” he mutters to himself while smacking both cheeks and pulling them apart to expose both of your holes to him, “wanna see it wrapped ‘round my cock, gonna have you squirting and messy babydoll. Might even have to get you on your knees to clean up your mess,” he whispers as his hot breath fans over your pussy lips, “you’re gonna be lookin’ at me with those sweet little eyes of yours too, gonna bust my load all over that pretty face of yours.” His tongue dips between your soft folds, licking from your winking hole down to your swollen little clit hiding under its hood.
Your eyes squeeze shut as his hands steady you by the hips, his face is practically smushed against your cunt as he slobbers over it with his greedy tongue. He sucks on your inner folds, getting every nook and cranny as he slurps up the mess he leaves behind before lapping over your clit with his tongue. Your thighs shake a little, you’ve never had anyone this eager to eat your cunt out like this. He’s a fucking menace and you hate how good he is at this.
“Fuck,” he pants softly, “can’t get enough baby, could eat this pussy for days.” He all but moans while latching on to your clit.
A shocked cry leaves your lips, you dig your nails into the tree bark and hold on tightly as your swollen bud throbs in his mouth. He doesn’t let up, suckling on your clit like a lollipop with just the right amount of pressure around the bud. A new wave of slick gushes from your untouched hole, loud mewls and whines leaving you as you subtly rut back against his face. It’s pure heaven.
He spreads your cheeks apart and pulls back to harshly spit on your cunt, “There you go, get nice n wet for me babydoll.” His hot breath fans over your empty little hole, “Good girl.”
You shouldn’t like the way he’s talking to you, but something about him calling you that has a delirious little whimper leaving you. He dips his tongue into your pussy, the sensation definitely welcomed as you sigh in bliss. His tongue wiggles around and curls upwards to brush over your sensitive walls in a flicking motion.
He jiggles your ass in both hands, moaning at the sight of the fat slipping through his fingers from his tight grip. He flicks his tongue back and forth over your swollen bud, you nearly double over as his tongue traces letters on your clit. “W-Wait,” you bite your lip as your eyes shut and you reach behind you to tangle your hand in his hair.
You freeze when you realize what you’re doing, but instead of getting angry with you he leans into your touch with a low moan. Clearly he loves it so you keep your hand in his hair, occasionally pulling just a tiny bit. When he pulls back to catch his breath, audibly gulping as he sits back on his haunches, “Turn around.” He says breathlessly.
From behind you can hear him shuffling around, the sounds of a belt being unbuckled fills your ears. “On your knees babydoll,” he rasps out while fisting his cock, sliding his thumb over the mess of precum he’s made at the tip of his cock. He’s watching you with dark lust filled eyes as you slowly fall to your knees in front of him, eye contact never wavering.
“Shit—when you look like that you make it harder for me to hold back.” He groans while licking his lip, “Exactly how I imagined you’d look.” He purrs as he brings the head of his cock to smother his precum over them, “Stick your tongue out for me baby—there you go, just like that.” He grins softly.
You lay your tongue flat under his fat cock, delighting in the delicious weight over your tongue. You can’t help but flick the tip of your tongue upwards causing it to brush over a throbbing vein. He releases a quiet hiss, fisting the shaft as he roughly slaps it against your tongue in repeated taps.
“Will you look at that, ‘nother little filthy slut we got here, how many other cocks you sucked huh?” He pushes into your mouth and holds the back of your head with one hand tightly fisted in your hair. You gag around his cock and fruitlessly claw at his thighs, “What’s the matter? Can’t take it? Poor baby can’t handle having a cock stuffed down her throat? Pathetic little thing you are, can’t even do what you were made for,” he rasps out while rolling his hips against your face.
His balls press snug against your chin as spit and drool dribble from the corners of your mouth. Your tears run freely no doubt ruining your makeup for the night, you probably look a hot mess right now. Your stalker moans and pants freely above you, he doesn’t bother hiding how good he feels right now as his cock twitches occasionally. You really lose it when he forces your head down and keeps you still, pelvis pressed right up against your nose as he rolls his hips in quick grinds.
“Oh shit,” he breathes out, “feels so fuckin’ good babydoll, knew you were the one when I first saw you.” He whispers out while slipping his cock out of your mouth, relishing in the gasping noises you make, “Gonna make you into my little cock sleeve, don’t need you doin’ anything else..belong with me right on my cock.” He shoves himself back into your mouth and begins fucking into your throat roughly. You cry and gurgle while weakly slapping your hands over his thighs. He doesn’t let up and only fucks your throat more eagerly.
“Fuck baby, c’mere,” he yanks you off his cock and brings you up to him.
He doesn’t waste time bending you back over the three and shoving his fat cock into you. You let out a loud cry and dig your nails into the tree from the pressure and slight twinge of pain from the size of his girthy cock. It sits nice and snug against your walls, curved slightly upwards to press into your g-spot, not quite hitting it but brushing over it.
“Oh fuck,” you whisper out as your toes curl from inside your shoes.
When a couple more seconds pass of him just idly rocking into you, he pulls all the way out until only the head remains before slamming back in with a loud slap. You jolt in pleasure as a tiny scream escapes, he doesn’t let up and keeps the same harsh pace he started with. His cock punches deep into your pussy, poking at your cervix painfully as you yelp out in pain between your moans.
“Fucking hell,” he moans out while moving his hands from your hips to your bouncing tits, “got a nice little pussy n a pair of pretty tits just for me right sweetheart?” He slaps one of your tits before taking your pebbled little nipple between his fingers and meanly pinching it.
“Mm!” You arch your back and try to twist away from his bruising grip. He manages to grip your other tit and knead it in his big hand.
Loud squelching noises fill the space around you in the woods, some of your slick even drips down onto the ground with tiny wet splats. The sound is filthy and has your face burning up in embarrassment as you hide in your hands with low whimpers and whiny moans. He suddenly changes the angle and begins grinding his fat cock right up against your g-spot, pressing insistently as he hits it over and over again.
“Oh you like it there don’t you sweetheart,” he grins while rolling his hips in slow circles, “go on then, fuck yourself on my cock like the little whore you are. Get that pussy nice and soaked for me.” He growls quietly in your ear while pinching your nipples once more.
A quiet squeal erupts from your throat, you shakily manage to knock your hips into his in a sloppy pace. “Please,” you slur out as your eyes slip shut, “c-can’t do it,” your pace is nowhere near the same as before.
“Can’t what?” He moves one hand down between your thighs, “Hm?”
You press your forehead against the tree bark in defeat, sobbing quietly as you wiggle your hips side to side, “ ‘s not the same, need you to f-fuck me.” You shamefully admit.
“Like this?” He slaps his hips upwards, “Or like this sweetheart?” He purrs and begins plowing into your drenched pussy, stuffing his cock deep inside with every thrust.
You throw your head back with a loud moan, “Yes, yes!” More drool begins slipping from your chin as you part your legs a bit wider and arch your back.
He swears at you from under his breath while rolling your swollen clit between his fingers. The sounds of skin slapping against skin begin louder, his balls collide with your swollen puffy folds and your ass ripples from his pelvis from his harsh thrusts. “Little fucking slut,” he grits out through his harsh punishing thrusts, “fuckin’ mine you hear that? So help me you ever think of looking at someone else I’ll fuckin gut them like a fish n fuck you over their dead body.” He hisses, “Better yet covered in their blood.” He roughly smacks your clit.
You mewl loudly and go still, your pussy pulses like crazy as you feel your orgasm hit you at full force. You cum with your clit trapped between his fingers and his cock stuffed deep. The orgasm is so strong it knocks you off your feet as you wobble and shake like a newborn lamb. “P-Please,” you sob out.
“On your knees,” he growls while slipping from your drenched cunt, “fuckin’ look at me.” He aims his cock at your face and strokes himself with loud slick noises. You stare up at him with a dazed expression, too fucked out to reply. He cums with a low moan, making sure to coat your lips and face with his cum as he taps the head against your cheek, “Fuck…” He sighs in bliss while lazily flicking his wrist.
You blink slowly and the last thing you see is him picking his knife back up.
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Jungkook hums under his breath while he lazily digs through his bowl of popcorn, he’s been switching channels for a couple of minutes now. Nothing good is ever on these days, he rolls his eyes and shakes his head while flicking through the channels.
“Oh,” his face lights up in joy, “baby come look at this,” he grins and turns the volume up all the way high, “found somethin’ perfect for movie night.” He turns to look behind him, eyes wild and filled with sadistic joy.
“She was last seen Friday in the evening by her parents who were only going a few towns over to visit family. Her friends have all stated she was supposed to be meeting them that night but never showed, one even said they had spoken to her hours prior about their plans to meet. They said she wasn’t acting suspicious or anything—”
A muffled sob erupts, the sound of a cage rattling heard next as Jungkook slowly turns to look at your cowering form. You look so adorable all curled up in the cage like that, mascara streaking and lips wiped red from your lipstick. “Don’t like that movie?” He pouts, “Pity.” He turns back around and replays the entire missing persons ad.
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tirednotflirting · 8 months ago
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ooooh i think those posts were the brain children of @ashtonsunshine, no??
and also yes
wanna know what the funniest thing about this is for me personally?
that at the end of 2023, i was saying that all things considered, i expected 2024 to be a pretty chill year on the 5sos-front
now look at me
an absolute fucking clown except my makeup is smudged and my oversized shoes are falling apart and i lost my red nose and i think my circus tent might be on fire
i feel Mostly confident that you are correct and it was @ashtonsunshine ! who i just learned tumblr Unfollowed for me at some point v v sorry babe i AM back. esp bc i am fairly certain carmo is also one of the very first people i followed on this corner of tumblr if memory serves (which my memory isn’t the best but 5sos tumblr was one of my favorite parts of 2019 soooooo)
no truly it’s hilarious bc i feel like one of the common topics at the end of last year (and even the beginning of 2024?) was about being chill and cool and giving the guys time to Be Humans and such and now here we are. i went and got a whole new hobby in preparation for a quiet year and then now all of this has happened i literally cannot keep up (hence why i’ve been Absent so much lol)
anna babes you are always welcome at my circus tent if yours is catching fire, i think we’ll be good over here at least until ashton drops the rest of that album 😭
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spacexgrl · 1 month ago
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Bittersweet ! 💋
mdni <3 you’re here pt 8
series masterlist ��
~ in which Ellie breaks up with you and you go a little crazy ~
ex! ellie williams x fem! reader , abby anderson x fem! reader
college au!
warnings: SMUT!!! angst, break up, cheating,cursing, toxic behavior, smut in future chapters, sexual themes<3 feminine and girly reader ,not proof read!!
taglist: pls comment if you want to be added! <3 @elliessweetheart @lonelyfooryouonly @vamp1reg1rrrl @autisticintr0vert @amsxdoll @addthespaghetti @hemmo01 @elliecoochieeater @to-the-stray-dogs @teenagemoonharmony @velvetcakegirlie @kl1q @cirrusdoll @icedsimpsayo @softrosekisses @bbnbhm @5sos @hopelesssheaven @gingerpines
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The short drive to the restaurant was so fucking shitty already oh and don’t get her started on the fight that ellie had with dina while getting ready. She recalled that annoying voice of her girlfriend screaming and nagging at her for her outfit even though it was the most formal thing she owned…it had a meaning also but dina absolutely hated it ellie are you serious? you can’t wear that it’s like 40 years old what will my family think?! Ellie rolled her eyes and ignored her comments, she didn’t give a flying fuck it was a perfectly fine outfit and she looked so good in her newest pair of black pants, a white button up shirt and Joel’s old jacket that he gifted Ellie because it didn’t fit him anymore..(it was from his young years he saved it for her!)
she remembered when you surprised her with sewing it tighter so it fit her properly! She can’t stop looking at the small detail you also left for her..your initials sewed on the inside of her right sleeve by her wrist..in a delicate baby blue color..she let out a heavy sigh on the passenger seat of dina’s car, her head glued on the window not daring to take a look at her girlfriend..she insisted on driving not wanting her family to see her get into Joel’s beat up truck ellie please i’ll drive..not planning to drink anyway..my family can’t see me get into your old ass truck at this point ellie just accepted that she’ll never meet the expectations of her girlfriends family..thank god dina’s driving because ellie would’ve driven into a tree on full speed wouldn’t survive without a drink or two..
that’s when her mind wandered to her first meeting with your parents it was a hot summer night you and ellie spent the entire day outside got some ice cream and forced ellie to tan with you..which resulted in a big sunburn on her back..it was painful as fuck but she didn’t care because she just had so much fun with you besides you took care of her sunburn for the next few days so she didn’t complain…later that day you invited her for dinner with your family it was a barbecue in your backyard your dad busy with everything that was on the grill he always placed extra meat on ellie’s plate so she can get big and strong as she commented that she just started working out..your mom giggled don’t eat too much from the grill i still have dessert in the fridge! and it was the best tiramisu she’s ever eaten in her entire life
..that night she also stayed at your house..you stayed up until you could see the beautiful sunrise from your balcony..your eyes were glued to the beautiful scenery in front of you but ellie’s eyes never left you..the way the sunlight kissed your nose and spread all over your face making you look like the angel you were and still are today..if the sun was a person it would always be you. ellie look the sunrise is so pretty! your smile almost blinded her because it was so beautiful and bright under the golden light..yeah it’s pretty..but you’re prettier…
Ellie woke up from her daydream as dina parked the car, heart heavy in her chest as she replayed the memories of you in her head..rethinking about what she could’ve had if she hadn’t been a total asshole..in moments like these she’d smoke a blunt or/and ‘pop’ an edible as she’d always say..(depending on how horrible she’s feeling) ever since you broke up her consumption habits have increased..she couldn’t even remember the last day that she was fully sober..but she wanted to make a good first impression today right? she regretted staying sober so bad
Ellie and Dina got into the restaurant silently, the friendly waiter walked them to their table with freshly baked bread, olive oil and red wine vinegar..ellie munched mindlessly on a piece of bread and burned her tongue while they waited for her family to arrive, still in complete silence…as she was about to give some lame ass excuse to go outside to smoke an emergency cigarette she had in her pockets (just in case she needed to calm herself down) Dina’s family arrived , not noticing you and abby right behind them.
here goes nothing
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you were blown away by the restaurant, you couldn’t even believe that it was a real place..it was on the highest floor of a tall building surrounded by big windows allowing you to see your city from above..you could see every single light and movement of the night it was really beautiful.
“ahh yes miss anderson! It’s a pleasure to have you and your beautiful lady here, please follow me i’ll lead you to your table.”
you and abby thanked him and took a seat.
“would you like a bottle of our finest vino tinto? i can also get you champagne or something from our variation of cocktails?”
both of you looked through the menu and decided that you wanted to share an appetizer, then you moved on to the main course, convincing abby to choose something you wanted to try too so you can share.
“i’m the driver today so i’ll take a sparkling water with lemon please and no dessert for me”
the waiter nodded as he selected her choices on his electronic device then he turned in your direction.
“i’ll take a frozen strawberry daiquiri and a matcha crème brûlée for dessert please”
he thanked you two and moved on to the other tables.
Ellie’s eyes almost popped out of their sockets by her starstruck expression as she spotted you and anderson. The way you held onto her bicep as you walked to your table made her blood boil, the fake smile she put on her face fell almost immediately. The fact that you looked like a model in your pretty dress and obviously new designer shoes didn’t make it any better. You looked like someone out of a movie..you looked like abby’s trophy wife and it hurt so fucking bad how perfect you looked together.
Ellie’s sadness quickly turned into pure disgusting jealousy as abby pulled her sleeves up to her elbows, exposing her obnoxiously shiny rolex and her stupid toned and veiny underarms. She observed how you drooled over her, biting your lip and giving her those bedroom eyes Ellie used to receive…as if you’d fuck her right there and then and she hated it she hated every second of it..
or did she?
Ellie started losing herself in her thoughts again..the voices of dina and her family slowly fading away as her mind wandered while her eyes were focused on you..suddenly you stood up and climbed onto the table, now you were on all fours moving towards abby until you were eye to eye with your noses touching..abby was already unbuttoning her shirt, exposing her chest.. the way you arched your back made her head spin it only got worse as you proceeded to crash your lips on abby‘s, devouring her mouth with your wet tongue while biting and sucking on her lower lip..
you let go of her and got on the ground again, you slipped your dress right off of your shoulders..red fabric pooling right by your ankles leaving you in nothing but your expensive designer heels. Ellie was a drooling mess she could cum from the sight alone..jesus fuck she cursed under her breath as you undressed abby, revealing her big navy strap on underneath her slacks..she took a seat on the table with you on top of her facing your backside..her rough hands grabbed onto your waist and picked you up..hovering your asshole on top of her lubed up cock..giving ellie a perfect view of your fucked out face while spreading your legs open..your dripping pussy on perfect display.
“abby fuck my ass please! yesyes fuck just like that-ah!” you begged for abby as she lowered your body down on her length..your tight walls swallowing her whole as she moved you up and down..Ellie’s eyes almost missed the way you mouthed ‘come here’ as she ogled your bouncing tits…your pornographic moans filled the entire room but the other guests acted like you weren’t there..Ellie didn’t give a fuck she needed to be inside you now..she hurriedly got up from her chair and undressed immediately on her short way to your table where you were being fucked in the ass by abby..as she unbuttoned her pants she revealed the strap she was suddenly wearing herself..it’s so thick and your favorite shade of pink..god she remembered how much you loved it when she fucked you with that one..ellie positioned herself in between yours and abby’s spread legs..she teased your drooling hole with her tip and grabbed your jaw “beg for me slut” your eyes proceed to water yes you loved the way abby split your ass open but you needed ellie you needed more “ellie baby please fuck my pussy! a-ah i’ll do anything just stuff me daddy!”
your breath hitched when ellie held both of your legs open as she slammed her hips into your cunt..every time her fat tip dragged across your sweet spot you could see stars the sensation of your holes being abused and filled at the same time sent you into an entire different dimension you were about to squirt everywhere if they kept going like this!!
“god ellie just like that! so fucking good baby! gonna cum so hard oh-!”
she loved when you screamed her name
“ellie! ellie!”
you sneaked your arms around her neck and pulled her into a heated kiss, teeth colliding as you tried to kiss her harder and harder while the familiar sensation of an orgasm approached
“ellie ‘m gonna-“
snap!
“earth to ellie? your food’s getting cold”
Ellie woke up from her second daydream of the day with uncomfortably drenched boxers as dina snapped her fingers in her face, seemingly disappointed in her girlfriend’s inattentive and distracted behavior..she quickly figured that it had to do with you..of fucking course it’s always your fault for appearing in the same places as ellie all the damn time..dina rolled her eyes as she looked in your direction nausea creeping up from her stomach as she studied how flawlessly perfect you looked..there’s no way ellie could get over you..the sting of jealousy that appeared on her heart was starting to turn into defeat..not knowing how long she can put up with ellie anymore ..she loved her she truly did but there’s just no way that ellie could love her the way she loves you..and deep down she knows that you’re not one to blame..dina wants to despise you so fucking bad but she can’t..she was the reason why your relationship with ellie fell apart after all and she’s developing feelings of pure guilt..she wished she could apologize to you but she’ll never have the guts to do so..and to be completely honest? you don’t want to hear shit out of her fucking mouth because it’s not her job to clean up after ellie’s mistakes..you’re not having any of that.
“yeah sorry needed to let it cool down for a bit”
ellie said quietly while taking a bite of her cold ass food..following with an extremely awkward silence until talia picked up a conversation with her again..eager to know all about her sister’s new lover girl..praying that she could be the one for her..
if she only knew..
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you and abby had a fantastic night..your meals were absolutely delicious but the cocktails were definitely your favorites! you were on number three by now abby noticed that you got more chatty the more alcohol you consumed and she found it really cute..she could stare at you and listen to your random rambling for hours to no end..right now you were telling her about you dream designer bags she had her phone by her lap and put them into her shopping cart to surprise you with two or three bags soon..she prayed to god that her dad wasn’t checking her bank account history..
“wanna head back home, baby? i’m craving some dessert right now..”
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to be continued!!
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heartmix · 16 days ago
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Never Be - Jack Hughes
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Pairing: Jack Hughes x Fem!Reader
Word Count: 1.4K+ (with lyrics)
Warning: theres angst, pre-devils Jack
A/N: inspired by never be by 5sos. this is not how i wanted to end the fic but it just went in that direction
Masterlist \ Hockey Masterlist
We'll never be as young as we are now It's time to leave this old black and white town
"Let's leave."
"What?" Lifting your head to look at him beside you on the couch to ensure you heard him right. Both of you were in the Hughes family basement enjoying a film you knew he wasn't really paying attention to. Everyone else was asleep upstairs, ditching the both of you two movies ago.  
"Let's leave, go somewhere. No turning back." He repeated giving you a serious expression. Jack was full of surprises and you've learned to love that about him but the look in his eyes tonight was different. There was no pinpointing what emotion he was feeling but you knew he needed this, whatever this was. 
"What's gotten into that brain of yours Hughes?"
"This is the last time we get to be young and dumb. By next week, we'll be both adults off to do our own thing. Just one last time being a teenager with you."
"Well, what do you wanna do? Where do you wanna go?"
"Follow me." He said holding out his hand. Glady taking it you let him pull you off the couch and straight to his car. 
Jack wasn't exactly sure where he was driving to; he didn't have a destination in mind. He just wanted to leave the town with you and soak in the few moments you had left together before his world changed. By this time next week, he would already be practicing at the devil's rink and you would be moving into your new college dorm. As much as he didn't want to think about it, he wouldn't get the chance to talk to you every day. From the stories Quinn has told he would be lucky to catch you when you both are free or when in the same time zone when he's away for games. The Hughes brothers, as close as they are were lucky to catch a back-to-back conversation when the season started. 
I've seen myself here in your eyes I stay awake 'til the sunrise I wanna hold you hold you all night I wanna tell you that you're all mine
The farthest place Jack could think of going was the lookout where the both of you were frequent visitors. He remembered the first time he took you here. It was just a few years ago when he was learning how to drive and accidentally took the wrong turn. Between the nervousness from driving and you teasing him every second of being so nervous, he ended up on the lookout. A happy accident that became both of your spots.
"This might be your last view of our spot for a while." He looked over seeing you take in the sight yourself. 
"Same goes for you, you had to move away for college."
"You had to move away for hockey." teasing back, Jack couldn't help the hint of a smirk pulling from his lips. 
A moment of silence passed through. The only sound was from nature surrounding you both. There was no telling what time it was, time seemed to not exist but at the same time moving faster than he would like. If he could take this moment with you in his arms watching the slowness of the town, he would hang it on every wall so it would make it feel like it never ended. 
"What's going on with you Jacky?"
"I'm just taking this in before leaving." He didn't want to meet her eyes, he was holding on by a thread, and with one more push, he was going to spill his guts. 
"I thought we came to terms with this changing?"
"We did. I came to terms with leaving for New Jersey, not leaving you." There it was. The thing he was trying to hold back and not tell you. He didn't want to guilt trip you and make you feel bad. This occurrence was part of growing up, they weren't the first people to experience this change. 
"Jack.." 
"You are the only constant I had in my life these few years, I don't remember a time we've been apart for a long period of time."
"We'll see each other at Christmas right? that's just a few months away." He knew what you were trying to do and although you giving him hope usually cheered him up, it didn't work this time. 
"Might as well be a whole lifetime."
"You're not making this any easier for me." looking at you he saw tears welling up in your eyes. That wasn't what he wanted to do and he wished he could take back what he just said. 
"I thought you accepted it already." 
"I accepted it until tonight. I've been trying so hard to accept it and it took me nights of crying to be okay and here you are not moving on and it's breaking down my walls." at this point the tears couldn't stop and just kept following. he's never seen you like this, breaking down about the two of you being apart. You were always the strong and level head one out of the two, so seeing this right now he wished more than anything he could be in control of time. Reversing it so he never poured his heart out or freezing it so the both of you could stay like this forever. 
"Why didn't you tell me you've been crying?" The crack in his voice snapped something in you.
"Because you're going to the freakin NHL. I was with you on draft day and saw all the excitement from everyone. How selfish would I be if I told you I was sad about you moving away from me."
"Now you know how feel when I read your acceptance letter to a school on the other coast."
A beat of silence passed before either of them said anything. This was the first time both of you confessed how you were really feeling. Jack knew you were feeling upset about the change just like him, but hearing you confess how it was affecting you tugged at his heart even more. 
"Can you promise me one thing?" Her ask almost came out as a whisper, like she wasn't sure if she wanted to say it.
"Anything you want."
"When you make it big, and you get new friends, a new life in Jersey, a girlfriend, and start a family, promise that you'll never forget me. I'll be good with one call a year or a text for my birthday. I don't think I could take being out of your life for good." The confession made him mad. What was she even talking about? Did she really think that she could be replaced so easily, after being connected by the hips since grade school? 
"Baby, what are you saying? I'm never ever going to forget you. You are my person and the only constant I want in my life. If you are down the road from me or on a different coast, you'll always be mine. Don't think for one second I'll want to find someone else. I want you and I'm happy with any way I'll get that."
"Jack you're not saying what I think you're saying." He was. He didn't want to confess it this way but hearing all the nonsense she was talking about, he needed to end those thoughts right now. 
"I am. I just haven't had the courage to tell you until now."
"I need to ask you for one more thing." The tone in her voice made him scared. Of course, she wouldn't feel the same way. 
With the last bit of dignity he had left he still wondered what she wanted to say, "What is it?"
"I need you to tell me this when we aren't about to move away from each other. It can't be at Christmas or off seasons also. I need you to tell me this when we have adulthood somewhat figured out. If you still feel the same way, tell me then." Although it wasn't what he wanted to hear, he was glad she felt the same way. Of course, she wanted to be logical while in the heat of emotion. 
"I've felt like this for years, if I have to wait a bit longer I will." A smile cracked through. He wasn't kidding. He's waited years since they first entered high school, what difference does it make if he has to wait for her to finish college? 
"We'll see."
"Can we pretend for the last few hours we have tonight? I wanted to remember this."
"You got until sunrise Jacky." With a content smile, he pulled you into his side, entangling your fingers together and pressing a kiss to your knuckles. If he had to wait a few years so be it. 
We'll never be as young as we are now As young as we are now
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