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don’t let me flop 😓

Bittersweet ! 🎀

you’re here pt 9

series masterlist 💋

~ in which Ellie breaks up with you and you go a little crazy ~

ex! ellie williams x fem! reader , abby anderson x fem! reader

college au!

warnings: SMUT!!! angst, break up, cheating,cursing, toxic behavior, smut in future chapters, sexual themes<3 feminine and girly reader ,not proof read!!

taglist: pls comment if you want to be added! <3 @elliessweetheart @lonelyfooryouonly @vamp1reg1rrrl @autisticintr0vert @amsxdoll @addthespaghetti @hemmo01 @elliecoochieeater @to-the-stray-dogs @undercuver @teenagemoonharmony @velvetcakegirlie @kl1q @cirrusdoll @icedsimpsayo @softrosekisses @therealhexstrap @gingerpines

The second you locked your apartment door abby had you pinned against it..kissing on your neck trailing all the way down to your cleavage suddenly she’s peeling the strap off of your dress with her teeth eagerly…“fuck baby you drive me crazy“ she breathed against your now bare skin leaving goosebumps all over your body as she proceeded to pick you up and carry you to your bedroom..placing you on the edge of your pretty princess bed exactly how you were before you left for your date.

Abby‘s heart pounded in her chest as she stared down at you..you’re exactly where she wanted you..fucked out face, swollen lips from kissing and biting on them, legs spread out you’re in nothing but your designer shoes and pretty red lingerie you wore just for her..the growing wet spot on your panties in perfect display..she needed to ruin you..

"Abby please..“

you whined at her loss of affection, she didn’t say anything..her darkened eyes still focused on you as she unbuckled her Hermès belt..it was black leather with a big silver ‚H‘ in the center…god it looked to sexy on her..

"do you trust me baby? Can i try something“

abby asked in a serious tone..you nodded without hesitation..

"yes abs..anything you want“

she wrapped her belt around your neck and tightened it slightly while tilting your chin up forcing you to look her. Your big teary eyes focused on hers.

“fuck..look at you doll..all mine”

Her voice is low, dripping with hunger as she kissed down your chest, squeezing your thigh while holding your legs open. Goosebumps spread all over your body as she licked and sucked on your tits leaving marks all over..you were out of breath already..trembling and squirming underneath her. Her hand moved from your thigh dangerously near your throbbing heat..moving your soaked panties to the side teasing your clit with her thumb.

“f-fuck..”

you moaned at the contact, desperately grinding against her taking anything she’d give you..tears dared to spill out of your eyes as she suddenly pulled away..you whined at the loss of contact

“use your words baby..tell me what you want”

she let go of the belt, loosening the right grip on your neck, still holding your legs open, taking in your appearance..god she couldn’t get enough of you..she needed you all day, every day in every position possible…

“need your fingers please..please fuck me Abby don’t hold back!”

you gasped as she plunged two fingers inside of you with ease..the room is filled with nothing but your desperate moans and the obnoxious wet sounds of Abby abusing your pussy with her thick fingers. You felt your orgasm approaching, Abby noticed the way your legs trembled and how you couldn’t form a proper sentence anymore..

“too fucked out to speak huh? Who do you belong to baby? Say it or you’re not cumming”

Abby threatened you with a firm tone..just as you were about to answer her your phone starts buzzing against your bedsheets besides you. Abby growls in frustration, pushing her fingers against your sweet spot even further..she was about to tell you to ignore it but her eyes followed as you glanced at the screen, she sees Ellie’s name of fucking course. Suddenly something shifted in her expression..you were just about to grab the phone and decline the call but Abby had something else in mind..she grabs your wrist harshly and shoves the phone into your hand.

“answer it”

you pause, hesitating for a moment

“i said fucking answer it”

the second you pick up Abby moved her fingers in and out of you again..you gasp “E-Ellie?”

“be a good girl and keep quiet, can you do that for me?”

Abby whispered against your ear..her tone low and mocking. Yeah as if..

Ellie on the other side of the phone was in shambles..after another fight with Dina after she embarrassed her in front of her family she was forced to sleep on her couch once again..

“You know what? Maybe if you weren’t so obsessed with her we could’ve had a normal relationship…it’s not my fucking problem you either move on or we end this bullshit”

Ellie just made her way to the living room without another word..

“i just..i don’t know why i’m calling..i know i fucked up..i know you hate me but i miss you so fucking much..you’re all i think about. I wish we could start over so i could be a better woman for you..please say something i wanna hear your voice i-“

Her voice was shaky and needy..as if she’s been crying for hours and hours…under normal circumstances you’d probably start to feel bad for her by now..but you couldn’t focus on that right now..not when Abby was three fingers deep inside your pussy..she’s kissing, biting and grabbing you how she pleased while you struggle to keep your voice steady.

“please just say something..i’d do anything for another chance”

Ellie begged, close to start crying again. Before you could form an answer abby grabbed your chin.

“tell her who you belong to”

you whine, if you speak now you won’t be able to hold your moans back!!

“say it baby, tell her who’s making you feel so good”

she moves herself down on you, her face aligned with your pussy. A moan slips out of your mouth as her tongue devoured your clit..she was hot and heavy, eating you like a starved woman while she pumped her fingers deeper and deeper.

“yours Abby all yours! m’ cumming!”

Abby hummed against you as she took in every drop of your hot release, enjoying the taste of you on her tongue.

“good fucking girl”

she smirks as she presses a rough open mouthed kiss against your lips, you moan at the taste of yourself on her.

Ellie was furious, her voice sharp and angry. She couldn’t believe what just happened, this has to be some sick joke.

“are you fucking serious? you’re really letting her fuck you while i’m pouring my entire heart out to you?”

she was screaming and crying you can feel the pain with every word..she’s on the verge of breaking like it’s killing her. Your heart dropped to your ass as you started feeling guilty but before you could from any words Abby grabbed the phone out of your hand.

“give up already, williams. you’re getting on my nerves”

her voice was smug, dangerous almost..dripping with venom as she talked down on Ellie. Fuck why are you getting wet again?? what’s wrong with you??

Abby hangs up the phone and puts it back on your bed. She scooped you up in her arms and carried you to the bathroom, cleaning you up nicely,giving your scalp a massage as she washed your hair. Removing all the sweat and styling products you used to keep your hairstyle in place for the night. Warmth spread all over you, how can someone so soft and caring be such a demon in bed???

“hope i wasn’t too rough, princess.. i just couldn’t hold back when you looked like a walking wet dream the entire night..could’ve taken you on the table if i could..”

you chuckled as her cheeks grew bright pink, heart pounding in your chest as you studied her. Enamored and enchanted by her presence.

“you were perfect baby”

you pulled her into a sweet kiss, not wanting to let her go ever.

After getting ready for bed you laid in each other’s arms, enjoying the comfort and warmth of the other feeling uncontrollable butterflies in your stomach. Abby pulled you even closer and pressed a lingering kiss on your temple.

“don’t forget about Jesse’s party tomorrow, i’ll drive..can’t wait to show you off to everyone, doll”

you shared one last kiss before drifting off to a peaceful slumber..little did you know that Ellie was spiraling in this exact moment..just as the call ended she threw her phone against a nearby wall, cracking her entire screen, crying and screaming as she pulled at her own hair slapping her own face..hoping she’d wake up from this nightmare soon…tomorrow was probably her last and only chance to get to talk to you and she’ll do anything it takes to get it..

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to be continued!

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guess what!!! pt 9 is out 💕 hope you love it

Is there gonna be a bittersweet update soon?? No pressure love the story tho🩷🩷🩷

yes babes definitely!! I‘ve been so busy with life that it’s moving a little slower but it’s getting there. I’m very sick rn so i have plenty of time to keep going 💕 tysm i love you

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Bittersweet ! 🎀

you’re here pt 9

series masterlist 💋

~ in which Ellie breaks up with you and you go a little crazy ~

ex! ellie williams x fem! reader , abby anderson x fem! reader

college au!

warnings: SMUT!!! angst, break up, cheating,cursing, toxic behavior, smut in future chapters, sexual themes<3 feminine and girly reader ,not proof read!!

taglist: pls comment if you want to be added! <3 @elliessweetheart @lonelyfooryouonly @vamp1reg1rrrl @autisticintr0vert @amsxdoll @addthespaghetti @hemmo01 @elliecoochieeater @to-the-stray-dogs @undercuver @teenagemoonharmony @velvetcakegirlie @kl1q @cirrusdoll @icedsimpsayo @softrosekisses @therealhexstrap @gingerpines

The second you locked your apartment door abby had you pinned against it..kissing on your neck trailing all the way down to your cleavage suddenly she’s peeling the strap off of your dress with her teeth eagerly…“fuck baby you drive me crazy“ she breathed against your now bare skin leaving goosebumps all over your body as she proceeded to pick you up and carry you to your bedroom..placing you on the edge of your pretty princess bed exactly how you were before you left for your date.

Abby‘s heart pounded in her chest as she stared down at you..you’re exactly where she wanted you..fucked out face, swollen lips from kissing and biting on them, legs spread out you’re in nothing but your designer shoes and pretty red lingerie you wore just for her..the growing wet spot on your panties in perfect display..she needed to ruin you..

"Abby please..“

you whined at her loss of affection, she didn’t say anything..her darkened eyes still focused on you as she unbuckled her Hermès belt..it was black leather with a big silver ‚H‘ in the center…god it looked to sexy on her..

"do you trust me baby? Can i try something“

abby asked in a serious tone..you nodded without hesitation..

"yes abs..anything you want“

she wrapped her belt around your neck and tightened it slightly while tilting your chin up forcing you to look her. Your big teary eyes focused on hers.

“fuck..look at you doll..all mine”

Her voice is low, dripping with hunger as she kissed down your chest, squeezing your thigh while holding your legs open. Goosebumps spread all over your body as she licked and sucked on your tits leaving marks all over..you were out of breath already..trembling and squirming underneath her. Her hand moved from your thigh dangerously near your throbbing heat..moving your soaked panties to the side teasing your clit with her thumb.

“f-fuck..”

you moaned at the contact, desperately grinding against her taking anything she’d give you..tears dared to spill out of your eyes as she suddenly pulled away..you whined at the loss of contact

“use your words baby..tell me what you want”

she let go of the belt, loosening the right grip on your neck, still holding your legs open, taking in your appearance..god she couldn’t get enough of you..she needed you all day, every day in every position possible…

“need your fingers please..please fuck me Abby don’t hold back!”

you gasped as she plunged two fingers inside of you with ease..the room is filled with nothing but your desperate moans and the obnoxious wet sounds of Abby abusing your pussy with her thick fingers. You felt your orgasm approaching, Abby noticed the way your legs trembled and how you couldn’t form a proper sentence anymore..

“too fucked out to speak huh? Who do you belong to baby? Say it or you’re not cumming”

Abby threatened you with a firm tone..just as you were about to answer her your phone starts buzzing against your bedsheets besides you. Abby growls in frustration, pushing her fingers against your sweet spot even further..she was about to tell you to ignore it but her eyes followed as you glanced at the screen, she sees Ellie’s name of fucking course. Suddenly something shifted in her expression..you were just about to grab the phone and decline the call but Abby had something else in mind..she grabs your wrist harshly and shoves the phone into your hand.

“answer it”

you pause, hesitating for a moment

“i said fucking answer it”

the second you pick up Abby moved her fingers in and out of you again..you gasp “E-Ellie?”

“be a good girl and keep quiet, can you do that for me?”

Abby whispered against your ear..her tone low and mocking. Yeah as if..

Ellie on the other side of the phone was in shambles..after another fight with Dina after she embarrassed her in front of her family she was forced to sleep on her couch once again..

“You know what? Maybe if you weren’t so obsessed with her we could’ve had a normal relationship…it’s not my fucking problem you either move on or we end this bullshit”

Ellie just made her way to the living room without another word..

“i just..i don’t know why i’m calling..i know i fucked up..i know you hate me but i miss you so fucking much..you’re all i think about. I wish we could start over so i could be a better woman for you..please say something i wanna hear your voice i-“

Her voice was shaky and needy..as if she’s been crying for hours and hours…under normal circumstances you’d probably start to feel bad for her by now..but you couldn’t focus on that right now..not when Abby was three fingers deep inside your pussy..she’s kissing, biting and grabbing you how she pleased while you struggle to keep your voice steady.

“please just say something..i’d do anything for another chance”

Ellie begged, close to start crying again. Before you could form an answer abby grabbed your chin.

“tell her who you belong to”

you whine, if you speak now you won’t be able to hold your moans back!!

“say it baby, tell her who’s making you feel so good”

she moves herself down on you, her face aligned with your pussy. A moan slips out of your mouth as her tongue devoured your clit..she was hot and heavy, eating you like a starved woman while she pumped her fingers deeper and deeper.

“yours Abby all yours! m’ cumming!”

Abby hummed against you as she took in every drop of your hot release, enjoying the taste of you on her tongue.

“good fucking girl”

she smirks as she presses a rough open mouthed kiss against your lips, you moan at the taste of yourself on her.

Ellie was furious, her voice sharp and angry. She couldn’t believe what just happened, this has to be some sick joke.

“are you fucking serious? you’re really letting her fuck you while i’m pouring my entire heart out to you?”

she was screaming and crying you can feel the pain with every word..she’s on the verge of breaking like it’s killing her. Your heart dropped to your ass as you started feeling guilty but before you could from any words Abby grabbed the phone out of your hand.

“give up already, williams. you’re getting on my nerves”

her voice was smug, dangerous almost..dripping with venom as she talked down on Ellie. Fuck why are you getting wet again?? what’s wrong with you??

Abby hangs up the phone and puts it back on your bed. She scooped you up in her arms and carried you to the bathroom, cleaning you up nicely,giving your scalp a massage as she washed your hair. Removing all the sweat and styling products you used to keep your hairstyle in place for the night. Warmth spread all over you, how can someone so soft and caring be such a demon in bed???

“hope i wasn’t too rough, princess.. i just couldn’t hold back when you looked like a walking wet dream the entire night..could’ve taken you on the table if i could..”

you chuckled as her cheeks grew bright pink, heart pounding in your chest as you studied her. Enamored and enchanted by her presence.

“you were perfect baby”

you pulled her into a sweet kiss, not wanting to let her go ever.

After getting ready for bed you laid in each other’s arms, enjoying the comfort and warmth of the other feeling uncontrollable butterflies in your stomach. Abby pulled you even closer and pressed a lingering kiss on your temple.

“don’t forget about Jesse’s party tomorrow, i’ll drive..can’t wait to show you off to everyone, doll”

you shared one last kiss before drifting off to a peaceful slumber..little did you know that Ellie was spiraling in this exact moment..just as the call ended she threw her phone against a nearby wall, cracking her entire screen, crying and screaming as she pulled at her own hair slapping her own face..hoping she’d wake up from this nightmare soon…tomorrow was probably her last and only chance to get to talk to you and she’ll do anything it takes to get it..

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to be continued!

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Is there gonna be a bittersweet update soon?? No pressure love the story tho🩷🩷🩷

yes babes definitely!! I‘ve been so busy with life that it’s moving a little slower but it’s getting there. I’m very sick rn so i have plenty of time to keep going 💕 tysm i love you

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Under Your Spell

summary: what’s that old saying? Best way to get over someone is to get under…..yeah yeah, we all know where this going, don’t we?

an: Hi! Long time no see, huh? I hope you’ve all been doing well! I’ve missed it here a lot, more than you could ever know. The semester is over, and I’m finally free! (For a little bit). College is very hard, and it took a lot of me this year, but let’s not get into that right now. This chapter has been VERY long awaited, and I am so sorry that it’s taken this long to get to you all. This one is pretty short, but not only did I want to get it out to you all in time, but I also have lots planned for the next chapter! (Luna you’re putting four parts into one of your fics???) I know I know, shocker right? Anyways, I hope you all enjoy this past despite it being short! Love you 🤍🤍🤍

warnings: MDNI!, 18+ fic only, slight smut, lots of angst, mean!Ellie, idiot!Ellie??, Abby’s in this one hehe, making out, drinking, let me know if I missed anything!

Part 1, Part 2

Sleeping in your bed had become extremely difficult.

It was like every time you laid your head against the soft pillows, your skin sliding against the soft material of your sheets, your brain would be filled with images of Ellie. The feeling of her lips on your throat, her hands on your hips, everything she’d given to you was permanently burned into your memory.

You couldn’t get away from her, no matter what you did.

You let out a soft sigh as you sat at your old desk, your cheek resting against your palm as your fingers traced along the smooth material of the wood. Things had gotten a lot trickier after your last night with Ellie, your mind clouded with confusion regarding the entire ordeal.

Ellie had….sought out for you. She definitely did the first time but there was something about her coming home from a night out, and slipping into your sheets that had your mind in shambles. It didn’t make any sense, you were sure that whatever happened between you and Ellie was a one off, something that was influenced mainly by alcohol and forced proximity. The played out story of the brother’s best friend ending up in a sticky situation with the younger sister. It was cliche, but it happened.

That didn’t change that it left your stomach in knots every time you heard the floorboards creak near Ellie’s room.

You’d done a pretty good job at avoiding her and the entire situation. It meant that you were in complete and total lockdown, even worse than before, however it saved any awkward tension, which you’d much rather trade for a few months of complete isolation.

But as all good things did, it was coming to an end.

Because you were given a choice, one that dangled your pride, and your social life in your face, forcing you to choose which you valued more.

Every summer, a huge party was thrown down at the beach. You and your brother joined as soon as you were old enough to drink, your parents went when they were younger, their parents went, and nearly everyone in your town experienced it at least once. It was like a tradition, one that every young person would look forward to.

It was one of your favorite parts about being home for the summer.

However, there wasn’t a party thrown in town that your brother and Ellie wouldn’t join.

And that’s where your choice came in.

You’d been going back and forth with yourself all week, weighing out the pros and the cons of it all. You knew that there were ways to get around her, to make sure that you wouldn’t see here while you were out there. To top it all off, you hated the idea of letting Ellie rip away one of your favorite things to do while you were home, giving her that much power didn’t make any sense to you.

But you still couldn’t push yourself to do it.

You swiveled your chair back and forth, staring up at your ceiling as you struggled to make a decision. However the clock was ticking, and the party was officially happening tonight. You didn’t have much time to go back and forth with yourself anymore.

It was either you swallow your pride, go out and enjoy yourself for the first time since everything happened with Ellie, ultimately standing up for yourself and sending her a big fuck you while doing so…

Or

You let her win. You sacrifice your time there and you let Ellie steal your time. You let her make a fool out of you by being too hung up on the very weird attention she’d been giving you, and you stay in your room for yet another night while everyone else is having the time of their lives.

Thinking of it that way didn’t leave you much of an option, did it?

You practically rip your room apart looking for the perfect outfit to wear, which ends up being a pink halter top that flows down a bit at the ends, a pair of your favorite denim shorts and your sneakers. By the time you’re finishing up your hair and your makeup, you hear the faint sound of your brothers minions showing up, pairing that with the music that starts playing leaves you to figuring they’re probably pregaming before they leave.

That’s when it starts feeling real.

You let out a deep sigh as you stare in the mirror, fixing your top over your chest before fluffing out your hair and fixing your lip gloss, giving yourself a gentle affirming nod before you push your phone into your back pocket and head downstairs.

A blanket of silence falls between Derek and his friends when they notice you, multiple sets of eyes zeroing in on you as you slip between your brother and one of his friends silently to pour a shot before throwing it back with ease. Hazels the first to comment on it.

“Awe man, I didn’t think the first grader could hang….you joining us tonight sweetie?” She taunts, her perfect teeth pressing down into her plush bottom lip as she stares at you, a challenging look in her eye.

Derek is the next one to speak up, a surprised look on his face as he stares down at you. “Wait…really? You’re coming with us?” He quips hopefully. Had Hazel kept her fucking mouth shut, you probably would’ve found the sentiment sweet from him.

You inhale deeply to calm yourself, staring down into the empty shot glass before you finally raise your eyes to look at Hazel, only to find her standing across the island, her back pressed into Ellie’s chest as her tattooed hands toy with the exposed skin of Hazel’s waist.

You completely ignore Ellie’s eyes burning holes into you.

“Shut the fuck up Hazel” you bite back before pouring another shot.

Your words earns reactions from the group instantly, even your brother chuckling softly as he gives you a proud smile. Hazel however, is not amused in the slightest.

Her poker face drops for a moment, nostrils flaring as she stares you down like she wants to jump over the table and have you for herself, but she quickly picks it up, giving you an impressed smirk before she nods slowly.

“Ahh so she speaks…my apologies sweetheart” she practically grits out before she lets out an annoyed sigh.

“Let’s go then. I don’t wanna be late” she quickly seethes out, pushing herself out of Ellie’s arms so she can grab her purse that was sitting on the couch.

You trail behind the others after your brother reassures you things will be okay, giving him a soft smile as you all pile into his car, ultimately missing the way Ellie’s eyes trail you the entire times

The car ride there feels nostalgic. The summer breeze turns cooler the closer you get to the familiar beach, your brother blasting his music in the front as you rest your head against the edge of the window, letting the wind blow through your hair.

It makes you wish things were different. The warmth in your chest would’ve paired so well with a better crowd, one that didn’t see you as the annoying little sister that tagged along when she really shouldn’t be.

Your mind takes you to an alternate reality where things are different, one where you get along with your brother’s friends. You wonder if they’d like you if they gave you the chance, if they weren’t predisposed to not liking you simply because you’re younger than them…

You wonder if things had been different, if you and Ellie could’ve been something.

Because clearly there’s attraction there, there had to be. Were you so wrong for even letting your brain wander there? Wondering what life would be like if you and Ellie were cordial, let alone experimenting with a relationship in a normal way, and not the way you’d been going on for this past summer.

What would it be like if she treated you the way she treated Hazel while others were around? What would it be like if you were in Hazel’s position? Propped up in Ellie’s lap while the others sang songs and joked around with each other?

You’d never know, because you were in this reality, not a perfect one.

You don’t even realize when your brother pulls up to the beach. The gentle shake of the car as his friends practically run out is what rips you away from your thoughts. You clear your throat as you make your way out once everyone is gone, brushing down your outfit as you make your way down the familiar path to the beach. The beach is blossoming with the sound of life. Loud music quickly surrounds you, people dancing, swimming, drinking, it’s almost so perfect it feels cliche, and that alone reminds you that you’d made the right decision by deciding to come out.

You’re the moth, and the ocean is your flame.

It draws you in closer as you sip the drink from your solo cup, appreciating the pattern of the tide rolling in, wetting the sand beneath it, only to then pull back out shortly after. It’s what you’d missed most about the beach in your home town, its ability to calm you no matter what was almost remarkable, even with the crowd of people around you.

You have to stop yourself from walking too far down the beach, knowing deep down that Derek’s friends would take any chance to ditch you while we’re oblivious to what was going on. It’s how you end up out on one of the piers, your legs dangling over the edge as you stare up at the moon, watching as the waves roll in while you sip on your drink.

There’s heavy footsteps along the wooden pier, ones that you don’t quite catch between the heavy sound of the waves, and the music nearby. It isn’t until a familiar voice rings in your ear that you realize you’re not alone.

“You know I heard you were back in town….but I thought there’s no way you’d come back without texting me first” the words come from behind you, and your eyes widen once you catch the tall frame standing over you.

Abby Anderson

She was one of your closest friends back in elementary school. It wasn’t nice to admit, but you’d drifted apart once you both got to high school. It was in the most natural way possible, but she always managed to stick around in your mind from time to time.

Before all of that, you two were stuck at the hip. It was a similar friendship to Ellie and your brother, the two of you always running through your house, causing many headaches for both your parents and her parents whenever you were both together.

You hadn’t seen Abby in years since you left for college, it’d been so long that you didn’t even realize how long it had been.

Her physique was quite the sign that time had passed though.

You gasp softly when you realize it’s her, quickly pushing yourself up off the pier to push yourself into her already opened arms.

“I didn’t know you came back for the summer…god it’s been so long” you sigh out against her broad shoulders, the sweet smell of her perfume filling your nose as you let your eyes flutter shut, relishing in the feeling of her strong arms wrapping around your waist.

“You’d know if you thought to hit me up once in a while” she teases. You can hear the smirk in her voice as she keeps you close. It makes you giggle softly as you finally pull away from her, wanting to get a good look at the girl.

She’s just as pretty as you remember. Abby always had the prettiest blonde hair, and the most charming smile. Those were never things that you failed to notice about your friend, however she’s different now. She’s taller, her build a hell of a lot more stronger than when you were in elementary school, her hair longer and tucked into a thick braid…

You have to stop yourself from staring.

She peers down into your cup, noticing that you were getting empty. She nods her head towards the bonfire before speaking.

“Let’s top you up while you tell me alllll about your life in the big city, yeah?” She offers, to which you dumbly nod to as you follow next to her almost obediently.

After that, the two of you were glued to the hip the entire night. Between catching up on what life had brought the two of you within your adult years, and reminiscing over your time as kids, the world could be burning around the both of you and you two wouldn’t have noticed a thing. For the first time since you’d came home, you had finally found someone to spend time with.

And Ellie notices the entire thing.

Her eyes were on you the entire night. From the moment you came downstairs at the house, it was like she was under some fucked up spell that made it so she couldn’t function unless you were in her line of view. She couldn’t count on her hands how many annoyed sighs she received when her friends realized she wasn’t listening to what they were saying, instead busying herself with figuring out where the hell you were.

She tracked you like she was the predator, and you were her prey. She made sure you didn’t stray too far away from the group, made sure you didn’t do something stupid like strip naked to take a quick dip into the cold ocean. She was just being helpful! It wasn’t like she felt her mouth go dry every time it looked like someone was going to approach you….

And its like fate was on your side that night, because the moment Abby approached you at the dock, Hazel was settling herself into Ellie’s lap, toying with the hair at the nape of her neck and ultimately blocking you from her view completely.

The next time she does get a chance to see you again, you’re wrapped up in none other than Abby Anderson’s arms.

It’s just her luck, isn’t it? That out of every girl in your small beachside town, you choose that fucking idiot. You choose the girl that everyone knows to be Ellie’s sworn fucking enemy since forever. The only explanation is that you’re doing this on purpose. You know exactly what to do to get under Ellie’s skin. You did it when you were flirting with Jesse right in front of her, you did it when you kicked her out of your bedroom the last time you two were together, and you were doing it right fucking now by getting all cozy with Abby fucking Anderson.

So of course, she has to try and stop this.

But Ellie soon realizes that she spends way too much time mentally dwelling over this, and accusing you of something she knew deep down was very much out of character for you, because the second her eyes search for the two of you, she’s met with something she can only assume was pulled out of her worst nightmare.

You and Abby hand in hand as she helps you into her car.

Ellie is quick to push Hazel off her lap, her eyes now frantically searching for your brother. Once she spots him, she’s interrupting his conversation the moment she opens her mouth.

“Hey man…have you um….do know where your sisters going right now?” She asks almost out of breath, her eyes shifting quickly between Derek and Abby’s truck as she pulls out of her spot in the parking lot.

Your brother raises his eyebrows as he looks back to where you are in the girls car, nodding as he takes a sip of his drink. “Yeah, she just came and told me her friend is gonna take her home” he explains casually with a shrug before he tries to turn back to his conversation.

Ellie scoffs in disbelief at his casual tone, her hand reaching forward to grab his shoulder and turn him around to face her again.

“Friend? Did you even see who she was leaving with?” Her voice is laced with worry and distress as she complains to your brother, the man oblivious to Ellie’s frantic demeanor.

“Wasn’t it just Abby? They’ve been friends forever…I honestly don’t trust anyone other than that girl. Have you seen her fucking arms? I think my sister is in good hands with her” he chuckles softly as he gives Ellie’s shoulder a reassuring squeeze.

Between his words and his reaction to the entire thing, Ellie feels like she’s going to lose her fucking mind.

Her green eyes go wide as she stares at your brother before she gives a laugh of disbelief. “Are you fucking kidding me? It’s just Abby? As in Abby fucking Anderson? Are we talking about the same girl here? Or are you suffering from fucking brain damage?” She snaps back.

Her wild eyes and mean words take your brother back, his playful laughter dying down once he realizes that he friend is quite literally tweaking over the fact that you’ve left with the girl that he knew she had some beef with.

“Woah…calm down man. It’s just my sister, your beef with Anderson doesn’t really have anything to do with her…she’ll be fine” he tries to assure her once more, his tone softening to calm his friend.

This does nothing though. It makes Ellie pinch the bridge of her nose in annoyance as she shakes her head. “Give me your keys” she demands with her palm out, pushed towards him.

Derek furrows his brows in confusion. “What? Are you seriously going to-“ he’s quickly cut off by Ellie, stopping him from finishing his question.

“Give me your fucking keys Derek. I’m not letting that asshole get it in with your sister” she finally admits, her words making your brothers eyes go wide with realization, finally seeing the situation for what it really was.

He inhales deeply before he reaches into his pocket and finally places his keys into his friends hand without another word, biting back the smirk that threatened to grace his lips.

He always thought Ellie’s animosity towards you was weird, but he never thought it would mean this all along.

She doesn’t even notice, the girl quickly taking the keys and mumbling a small ‘thanks’ as she jogs up the path to the parking lot to jump into your brothers car, and race home.

Meanwhile at your house, Abby was showing you quite the time.

It didn’t take long for you two to give into the tension that had settled the moment she picked you up from the dock. One moment you were toying with the little loose hairs falling from her braid and framing her face, and the next you were tugging her up to your bedroom and locking the door behind you.

Her hands were all over you, caressing your body as her knee began grinding into your core, her lips swallowing up your moans as you clung to her desperately, chasing your high as if your life depended on it.

The feeling of Abby against you cleared Ellie out of your head almost immediately. You weren’t worried about her or the mean things she’d said to you, or the nasty way she’d treated you after getting what she wanted from you. What once was a bed that you could barely sleep in without thinking of her was now filled with the feeling of Abby, and you couldn’t be more grateful.

Ellie realizes she’s too late when she pulls into your driveway to see Abby’s truck is still there, and she has to stop herself from ripping your brothers car door off when she gets out and slams it closed. There’s still something in her that hopes this is all innocent, that you didn’t really do the unthinkable and take Abby Anderson home to spite her. She hopes that the sweet side of you has taken the moral high ground, that you’ve gone to bed like the good girl she knows you are and Abby just happened to walk home and leave her car in your driveway.

So when she’s jogging on the stairs after frantically searching for you downstairs, hoping that she’ll find you sound asleep in your bed, her blood practically runs cold when her hand wraps around your doorknob…

And she can make out the familiar sounds of your moans through your door, paired with Abby’s words of encouragement to go with it.

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𝖈𝖆𝖚𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖎𝖓 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖜𝖊𝖇

[6: nerds and jocks]

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synopsis: guess who’s back?! wait…. actually.. god no

“Ellie, I already told you to fuck of—.”

“Who’s Ellie?”

Mother fucking hell.

“Abby, what the hell are you doing here,” you furrow your brows and pinch your nose bridge, not in any mood to deal with her.

“That anyway to greet your favourite ex?” she teases, putting her hands up in mock surrender.

“Seriously, just tell me.”

Abby smirks, “Can I come inside first?”

You knew she wasn’t going to take no for an answer so you reluctantly make room for her to enter.

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ELLIE’S POV:

What the fuck was she doing with Abby? Why was Abby at her fucking door?! Actually, what am I doing here?? Why did I think I even stood a chance with her, of course, she’d choose that stupid fucking rich jock.. Ugh, I’m such a fucking loser..

Ellie scoffs as she gazes at your apartment from the building across yours, I can’t watch this bullshit anymore, I should get going.

Ellie swings off the roof and heads back to her place, muttering to herself, “Can’t believe I was going to tell her about this stupid power.”

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She smiles and sits down on your couch, “Came here to ask if you’d go to that Winter Ball thing with me.”

You had totally forgotten all about the Snowflake Ball, a shitty fundraiser banquet hosted by Abby’s parents along with the rest of the city council.. you had gone every year since you were about 12.

“Shit, totally forgot about that,” you groan, “but the answer is no,” you lead her to the door, gesturing for her to leave which she comply with.

Abby narrows her brows at you, “What do you mean no?”

“I mean no as in I’m not going,” you begin to shut the door.

Abby puts her hand on the door, “What do you mean you’re not going.”

You groan, “I mean that my presence will not exist in that vicinity.”

She rolls her eyes, “Well, I knew what you meant but—.”

“Good night, Abby,” you smile a sickeningly sweet smile and shut the door.

You felt a little bad about being so blunt but, come on, there’s no way Abby would’ve taken a hint.

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The next day, you woke up with a headache, there was no way that you could make it through today without a coffee, especially since you woke up to a flurry of messages from Abby and… your father… that can wait till later, right? Coffee first.

You head across the street and grab a quick drink then hail a cab, today you had a photoshoot… with Ellie… that is if she didn’t cancel again.

You sigh and lean your head against the window, watching the towering buildings pass by, hoping to catch a flicker of red and blue.

“Finally, you’re here,” Markus, your stylist and designer, cries dramatically as you enter his studio, his voice almost too high for your headache, “God, you look like hell.. well, I suppose nothing a little concealer and blush can’t fix.”

“Good morning to you too, Marky,” you roll your eyes and toss your scarf and sweater off, taking a seat on a nearby chair while the makeup artist Andy prepped his tools, “So, what kind of shoot are we doing this morning?”

Markus beams widely, “I’m going for uptown girl but if she were a downtown girl with a hint of espresso and some indie undertones but not leaving out a hint of city pop.”

Wow.

You just smile and nod, something you had grown used to.

“So… just Andy, Leoné (the photographer), you, and me today?” you quirk your brow as Andy begins to apply concealer to your dark circles.

“Yeah..” well, shit, “oh, but that scrawny white girl is coming to, uh, Ellen?” he says as he flips through his look book.

You try to suppress an ‘oh’ expression so you just nod, “Ellie, you mean.”

“Whatever, Ellen sounds better anyway.”

You roll your eyes and laugh a bit.

As soon as you’re done being prepped, Markus practically shoves an outfit into your chest and throws you into a closet to get changed, warning you over and over to not ‘force’ anything.

The dress fits, just needing a few alterations which Markus quickly fixes with a few clothes pins and stitches.

“Perfect,” he claps and shoos you off to the set which is the next room over, he decided to use the brick wall of the old building and a simple stool.. you didn’t really understand what he was going for but I mean, as long as you got paid, right?

Leoné greets you as you come into his cameras view, “Hello, Y/n.”

“Leo,” you smile and take a seat on the stool as Markus adjusts your hair and the way the dress falls around you.

Your eyes dart past Leo and land on ‘Ellen,’ who’s fiddling with the lights and making sure everything is plugged in.

You try your best to stay mad at her, not wanting to forget how she had made you feel like shit last night and how she seemingly likes to play with your feelings.. but it was hard when she looked so adorable clumsily messing with the camera lenses, her hands a little shaky under Leoné’s critical eye.

You giggle softly and rest your chin in the palm of your hand, tilting your head a bit to show more of your neck and the dresses straps while your hair fell to the side.

“Good, good,” Leo yelled, using his hands for emphasis as he snapped picture after picture of you, directing you with his sharp words and gestures.

You could feel Ellie’s eyes locked on you, you couldn’t tell if it was because you were the subject of today’s shoot or something else..

After the shoot, you’re allowed to change back into your clothes. You walk over to Markus and thank him again for giving you this shoot.

Making your way out of the studio is such a relief, the studio was hot from the lights and equipment. Before hailing a taxi, you just lean against the brick wall of the building and take a few deep breaths.

“Hey,” Ellie says softly.

Your eyes snap open and you look up to Ellie who’s leaning against the railing of the stairs, her eyes fixated on your form below her.

“Hi,” you mutter and push yourself off the wall and make your way to the edge of the sidewalk, clearing your throat to hail a taxi.

Ellie scoffs and follows you, “So, you and Abby back together?”

“What?” you furrow your brows and look back.

“You heard me, are you and Anderson back together?” she crosses her arms and looks at you, though it seems she’s staring right through you and into your soul, making you feel a little uneasy and shift your feet.

“What the hell? No, of course not,” you scoff.

“So what was she doing at your apartment last night?”

“H-How did you know she came over?” your eyes widen a bit.

“I-I saw her go into the building when I was leaving.”

Bullshit.

You scoff, “You’re such a shitty liar!”

Ellie’s eyes widen, she actually thinks that maybe you’re the one with spidey sense for a second, “What? No, I’m not! I’m a great liar!”

You fold your arms, giving a look that screamed ‘really?’

She quickly pushes her glasses back up her nose bridge, a nervous tic you think, “I-I mean, I’d be a great liar.. if i were one, that is..”

You can’t help but laugh a bit but quickly resume your angry expression.

“Are you stalking me, or something?”

“What? No, of course not, I’d never do something like that.”

“I don’t believe you,” you scoff and make your way back to the street.

“Why not!”

You spin on your heel, “I don’t know, maybe because you somehow know my place of work? Know who comes over to my place? Somehow show up wherever I’m at? Need I say more?”

“I-I.. I can explain..” she sighs defeatedly.

“Do tell.”

Then her phone rings, “C-Can I tell you later? I gotta take this.”

You sigh, “Whatever.”

She gives you a sorry look and quickly runs to her truck, disappearing into the sea of cars.

“I can’t stand her,” you scoff.

Maybe going to the ball with Abby wasn’t such a bad idea.. I mean, at least Abby had some rep.. even if she could be such a boneheaded jock.. and so what if you like Ellie, she’s kind of nerdy.. and sweet… and a complete fucking idiot.

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ELLIE’S POV:

“Fuckin’ Jesse!” she mutters as she turns the key in the ignition, “Why did he have to call now of all times, it better be fuckin’ urgent.”

Ellie tried to play it off but there was something in the pit of her stomach telling her that something was gravely wrong..

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Chapter 8

Summary: Confessing your love for your best friend might not be as easy as you thought.

Warnings: tensions, conflicts, few mentions of blood and violence, lots of drama.

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“Come on, tell me again”

Abby said with a big smile on her face as she held you close to her naked chest, making you groan with exhaustion. It was unbelivable how not too long ago she was fucking your brains out, and after you two finished, she began asking you all kinds of questions about your crush on her, giggling and smiling like a school girl when hearing how you ended up having those feelings for her.

You on the other hand were barely catching your breath. You felt your whole body aching from her harsh grasps that left behind noticeable marks. Your hair was sticking to your forehead from the sweat and you really needed a shower right now, but you didn’t want to ruin this moment. As cliche as it sounded, you wanted to stay in her arms forever. Yes, she held you in her arms you before, but this time it was different. It felt different.

“Abby, I told you already” you said with a defeated voice, feeling your cheeks redden even more. You were actually very embarrased about this whole confession and it would definately have helped you more if she wasn’t naked because you kept getting distracted along the way.

“I just like to hear you talking about me, you know?” The blonde pouts.

“That sounded very arrogant of you” you remarked and she let out a little laugh.

“You told me you liked arrogant women, remember?” Abby rose her brow and you rolled your eyes.

“You got me there” You say as you place your hands in her hair and start to play with her golden locks. They were a bit wavy due to her always wearing a braid. You really liked how she looked with her hair down, but she rarely wore it like that. If you think about it, you might be the only one out of the friend group who actually saw Abby with her hair down. You knew it wasn’t a big deal, but to you it felt a bit special. Intimate.

“Can I say something inappropriate?” The blonde askes after a few seconds of silence.

“I think you can definately say inappropiate stuff, hence the circumstances” you reply as you point towards your naked bodies, giggling and she smiled.

“Well, that night when I came to pick you up ao we can go to the party… I really wanted to fuck you. You looked so hot in that outfit, and then you just bent over in front of me… fuck. I felt like s complete pervert” she says as she buries her face into the crook of your neck, while her hand grabs your ass, squishing the pillowy flesh.

Her little confession turned you on again as you especially put that on for her. You thought she wasn’t affected by it, but you were very wrong apparently. Only if she carried out her intentions.

“What stopped you?” You asked curiously.

“The law” she replied on a serious note and you started laughing, your head falling back on the pillow.

“Oh my God, you are so dramatic” you shake you head as she shrugs at you.

“Maybe a bit” she smiles. “I would have definately tested the waters if we weren’t about to go out. You know… to see if I could have gone for a dive”

“I can put the outfit on again” you suggest while biting you lip.

“Really? You would do that for me?” She asks as she rose her head to look at you.

“I would to anything for you” you assure her as you lean over to give her a kiss.

***

Later in the day, Dina texted on the group, invinting you to her dorm so you can spend some time together. From what she had told you, Ellie and Jesse would be there too, which was good, since you haven’t really hung out with friends due to the frantic schedule the new semester had, but it also gave you a feeling of anxiety once you heard Ellie’s name.

You knew that sooner or later you had to tell Abby about your hook ups with Ellie. It was a bad idea to keep this a secret from her, since it wasn’t just a random person you have been sleeping with, but one of her friends. Were you a bad person for doing this? Would she accuse you of lying about the honestly of your feelings because you slept with someone else? No, she would have to understand the reasons behind your actions. You told her today for how long you have been yearning for her. She would understand. You were just trying to cope with your unrequited love. And Ellie helped. That was all.

“Hey, you ok?” Abby asks on a soft voice, as she places one of her hands on you thigh, squizzing it lightly, while the other hand is on the steering wheel, eyes looking intently at the road.

“Yeah, sorry. I have a lot on my mind right now” you laugh a bit and she nods.l, understanding what were you reffering to. There was a lot that happend today.

“Also, you haven’t told me when you figured you like me back” you quickly remind her, moving the attention away from you. You didn’t have the chance the ask her about her point of view on the situation.

“Well…” she sighs, pausing a few moments before speaking again.

“It’s gonna sound so cheesy, but I think I have always liked you more than a friend, because if I didn’t… you would have been cut off long ago. The things we did were too intimate for me to not develop something more: hugging, holding hands, sleeping together, lingering touches, spending every moment together… this closeness crossed so many lines and all I did was to brush it off until I couldn’t anymore. I realized my feelings when I saw you close with Ellie that night at the party. A jealousy I have never felt before took over me when you hugged each other.” She says and you feel your stomach twisting at her words. You felt happy because you finally heard how she figured out her feelings, but also guilty when she mentioned Ellie’s name.

“Thank you for sharing this, Abby” you smile at her and place your hand over hers, squizzing.

“It’s only fair” she replies as she pulls the car into the parking, in front of the dorm building. She stops the car and you two get out of the vehicle, going towards the entrance.

“Should we tell them about us?” The blonde asks and you pause for a moment, thinking if it was a good idea to anounce it before telling Ellie first, but if you said no now, Abby would get suspicious. Maybe you’ll have the chance to talk to her in private.

“Let’s do it” you smiled at her and you reached for her hand in order to interwine your fingers with hers. Abby smiles at you and leans down to place a kiss on you lips, before entering the building.

It took you little to arrive at Dina’s floor and to her room. When you two entered, you were welcomed with the image of you friends sitting on Dina’s couch. They instantly looked at you and Abby, but you were too afraid to look at their faces, so you kept your head down, looking at your feet. You knew that entering the room while holding hands would be enough for them to understand ehat was going on.

“Well, well, well” Ellie’s voice could be heard first, followed by Dina’s.

“What do we have here?” the brunette said as she smirked while Jesse started laughing.

“Please don’t start” you say on a small voice.

“Oh, we haven’t even said anything” Jesse said as he suddenly got up from the couch and came to Abby.

“Come here, Anderson!” he smiled as he grabbed the blonde by the shoulders, dragging her to the couch, away from you before she could protest.

You just rolled your eyes at his childish demeanor, and shook your head. Dina also smeed to be interested in Jesse’s interrogation, since all her attention was on them. They knew Abby had a big mouth and would spill all details immediately, while you wouldn’t talk even if a gun was put to your head.

“You really did it, huh?” Ellie asked as she stepped towards you, smirking proudly.

“Yeah and I feel so relieved. Thank you for listening to me and helping me when I needed… I owe you a big one!” You smiled at her, and she shook her head.

“And I am sorry I didn’t tell you about this” you added on a more worried voice, thinking she might be upset.

“Hey, hey, don’t worry about it. You must have been… very occupied” she said in a suggestive manner while pointing towards your neck, which of course had a few red marks left by Abby.

You instantly placed your palm over the marks, feeling embarrased by her comments.

“It’s okay, it’s a normal thing” Ellie teased and you could not but smile at her.

“Shut up” you said as you hit her arm jokingly, making her laugh.

“Sorry to disrupt, but this one’s mine, Williams” Abby’s voice could be heard from behind, which made you both get away from each other, as if you were caught doing something wrong.

You soon felt the blonde’s large arm around your shoulders.

“Sure, I wouldn’t dare to touch her” Ellie said while raising her hands up in defense and even taking a small step back to show she means it. Even if her actions seemed genuine, her tone was different now. You could sense a bit of sarcasm in her voice since she did in fact dared to touch you. But she definately didn’t need to say it like this.

“Not to be mean, but you wouldn’t even know what to do with her” Abby tried joking, but the tone she said it on indicated how less of a joke her remark intended to be. And because of that, a wierd atmosphere was created and the room became silent. The air was now full of tension and it felt suffocating.

“Abby, stop this…” you frowned at her, not understaing what’s gotten into her all of a sudden, but she completely ignored you, her attention being on Ellie.

“Oh, you don’t have to worry about me” Ellie replies with a smile. “Worry about her though, she tends to get really loud” she continues, her smile turning into a smirk, completely disregarding you, and looking directly at Abby.

“What did you say?” The blonde’s expression changes instantly after hearing Ellie’s words. You feel her entire body tensing beside you and her grip on your shoulder getting tighter and tighter.

“Wasn’t I clear enough?” Ellie scoffs amused and you are now losing it.

“Ellie, what the fuck?” You scream at her before Abby could say anything else, as you feel your heart rate increasing, panic taking all over your body and filling your senses.

“Is this fucking true?” The blonde asked, shock written all over her face. Her eyes were now moving from Ellie to you. She tought her friend was only trying to get on her nerves at first, but after seeing your reaction, she started having doubts.

“Guys, what is going on?” Dina came as soon as she realized things are getting out of hand, followed closely by Jesse.

“What the fuck, man? You two have been fucking?” Abby asks as she lets go of you.

“Got a problem with that?” Ellie challenged her, but before you could even say anything else to stop them, you saw Abby lashing out at Ellie.

***

“You have to be fucking kidding me…” You said to yourself, baffled as you opened one of the cabinets in the small dorm bathroom, searching for the aid kit with trembling hands.

“I can’t believe these two fought each other, oh my God!” you continued as you quickly grabbed the white metal box and came back to the room, looking at both Ellie and Abby who were now standing on the couch, with Jesse between them to make sure something will not happen again.

They were both looking everywhere but at each other, having their hands crossed against their chests as if they were two little kids who fought over a stupid toy. Abby had her lip busted and a few scratches on her face, while Ellie had a bloody nose and a red bruise on her cheek.

“You two are so unbelieaveble. Oh my God!” You kept saying as you rummaged through the kit, frowning as you didn’t find any sterile dressing inside.

“Oh yeah, I don’t have any sterile dressing left.” Dina said as if she was reading your mind and you sighed, trying to calm down.

“Okay, stay here while I am going to find some and do not let them do anything stupidd please” you said while putting the box aside, then passed by your friends in a rush, stepping out of the room.

You went around and decided to knock on a few doors, but no one seemed to be in their dorms at this hour. You were now on the fifth room and after you landed a few knocks on the wooden surface, you almost lost hope until you heard the handle twist and the door opening, revealing no one other than… Kelsey. Abby’s ex. The one who destroyed Abby’s heart and it still left big, unhealed wounds behind.

She seemed as surpised as you when you two made eye contact, but neverthless, she offered you a friendly smile, which made you feel bad since she was able to still keep things civil even after your first encounter.

“Hey, what a suprise to see you” she admitted, raising her brows.

“Ah… sorry to bother you… um, there was an accident in my friend’s room and I was wondering if you had some sterile dressing?” You asked, feeling very awkward in her presence, and the fact that she was so nice made things worse.

“Oh, I am sorry to hear that! Please come in! I think I have a few left” Kelsey replied as she let the door open for you to enter.

You awkardly followed her inside and stopped in the middle of the room. A feeling of guilt took over you as you watched the girl in front of you. Even if your intentions were good, you had no right to get into Abby’s past and act aggressive towards Kelsey. It was honestly their business and being mean to a person you haven’t even met was very immature. In the end, even if Kelsey was horrbile, it was Abby’s choice to cut off people. You had no right to act so hostile against this girl since even Abby seemed to get along with her now.

“Umm, hey… Kelsey?” You called her, catching her attention. “I wanted to apologise for my behaviour towards you. You seem like and amazing person and I can see how much you have changed from your past toxic self.”

“My… past toxic self?” Kelsey asked a bit confused, which made you frown.

“Uh, yeah. I have heard about yours and Abby’s realtionship and how bad it got” you explained, but it only seemed to confuse her more.

“I think you are misunderstanding things. The relationship got bad because of Abby. She was the toxic one, not me”

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people who didn’t grow up in germany wouldn’t understand the number 187 😓

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i hope you’ve had a wonderful Christmas 🩷🩷🎀 mine was perfectly fine until my family made some comments about my appearance but i’m okay now 🩷 love you all

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~ in which Ellie breaks up with you and you go a little crazy ~

ex! ellie williams x fem! reader , abby anderson x fem! reader

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warnings: SMUT!!! angst, break up, cheating,cursing, toxic behavior, smut in future chapters, sexual themes<3 feminine and girly reader ,not proof read!!

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The short drive to the restaurant was so fucking shitty already oh and don’t get her started on the fight that ellie had with dina while getting ready. She recalled that annoying voice of her girlfriend screaming and nagging at her for her outfit even though it was the most formal thing she owned…it had a meaning also but dina absolutely hated it ellie are you serious? you can’t wear that it’s like 40 years old what will my family think?! Ellie rolled her eyes and ignored her comments, she didn’t give a flying fuck it was a perfectly fine outfit and she looked so good in her newest pair of black pants, a white button up shirt and Joel’s old jacket that he gifted Ellie because it didn’t fit him anymore..(it was from his young years he saved it for her!)

she remembered when you surprised her with sewing it tighter so it fit her properly! She can’t stop looking at the small detail you also left for her..your initials sewed on the inside of her right sleeve by her wrist..in a delicate baby blue color..she let out a heavy sigh on the passenger seat of dina’s car, her head glued on the window not daring to take a look at her girlfriend..she insisted on driving not wanting her family to see her get into Joel’s beat up truck ellie please i’ll drive..not planning to drink anyway..my family can’t see me get into your old ass truck at this point ellie just accepted that she’ll never meet the expectations of her girlfriends family..thank god dina’s driving because ellie would’ve driven into a tree on full speed wouldn’t survive without a drink or two..

that’s when her mind wandered to her first meeting with your parents it was a hot summer night you and ellie spent the entire day outside got some ice cream and forced ellie to tan with you..which resulted in a big sunburn on her back..it was painful as fuck but she didn’t care because she just had so much fun with you besides you took care of her sunburn for the next few days so she didn’t complain…later that day you invited her for dinner with your family it was a barbecue in your backyard your dad busy with everything that was on the grill he always placed extra meat on ellie’s plate so she can get big and strong as she commented that she just started working out..your mom giggled don’t eat too much from the grill i still have dessert in the fridge! and it was the best tiramisu she’s ever eaten in her entire life

..that night she also stayed at your house..you stayed up until you could see the beautiful sunrise from your balcony..your eyes were glued to the beautiful scenery in front of you but ellie’s eyes never left you..the way the sunlight kissed your nose and spread all over your face making you look like the angel you were and still are today..if the sun was a person it would always be you. ellie look the sunrise is so pretty! your smile almost blinded her because it was so beautiful and bright under the golden light..yeah it’s pretty..but you’re prettier…

Ellie woke up from her daydream as dina parked the car, heart heavy in her chest as she replayed the memories of you in her head..rethinking about what she could’ve had if she hadn’t been a total asshole..in moments like these she’d smoke a blunt or/and ‘pop’ an edible as she’d always say..(depending on how horrible she’s feeling) ever since you broke up her consumption habits have increased..she couldn’t even remember the last day that she was fully sober..but she wanted to make a good first impression today right? she regretted staying sober so bad

Ellie and Dina got into the restaurant silently, the friendly waiter walked them to their table with freshly baked bread, olive oil and red wine vinegar..ellie munched mindlessly on a piece of bread and burned her tongue while they waited for her family to arrive, still in complete silence…as she was about to give some lame ass excuse to go outside to smoke an emergency cigarette she had in her pockets (just in case she needed to calm herself down) Dina’s family arrived , not noticing you and abby right behind them.

here goes nothing

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you were blown away by the restaurant, you couldn’t even believe that it was a real place..it was on the highest floor of a tall building surrounded by big windows allowing you to see your city from above..you could see every single light and movement of the night it was really beautiful.

“ahh yes miss anderson! It’s a pleasure to have you and your beautiful lady here, please follow me i’ll lead you to your table.”

you and abby thanked him and took a seat.

“would you like a bottle of our finest vino tinto? i can also get you champagne or something from our variation of cocktails?”

both of you looked through the menu and decided that you wanted to share an appetizer, then you moved on to the main course, convincing abby to choose something you wanted to try too so you can share.

“i’m the driver today so i’ll take a sparkling water with lemon please and no dessert for me”

the waiter nodded as he selected her choices on his electronic device then he turned in your direction.

“i’ll take a frozen strawberry daiquiri and a matcha crème brûlée for dessert please”

he thanked you two and moved on to the other tables.

Ellie’s eyes almost popped out of their sockets by her starstruck expression as she spotted you and anderson. The way you held onto her bicep as you walked to your table made her blood boil, the fake smile she put on her face fell almost immediately. The fact that you looked like a model in your pretty dress and obviously new designer shoes didn’t make it any better. You looked like someone out of a movie..you looked like abby’s trophy wife and it hurt so fucking bad how perfect you looked together.

Ellie’s sadness quickly turned into pure disgusting jealousy as abby pulled her sleeves up to her elbows, exposing her obnoxiously shiny rolex and her stupid toned and veiny underarms. She observed how you drooled over her, biting your lip and giving her those bedroom eyes Ellie used to receive…as if you’d fuck her right there and then and she hated it she hated every second of it..

or did she?

Ellie started losing herself in her thoughts again..the voices of dina and her family slowly fading away as her mind wandered while her eyes were focused on you..suddenly you stood up and climbed onto the table, now you were on all fours moving towards abby until you were eye to eye with your noses touching..abby was already unbuttoning her shirt, exposing her chest.. the way you arched your back made her head spin it only got worse as you proceeded to crash your lips on abby‘s, devouring her mouth with your wet tongue while biting and sucking on her lower lip..

you let go of her and got on the ground again, you slipped your dress right off of your shoulders..red fabric pooling right by your ankles leaving you in nothing but your expensive designer heels. Ellie was a drooling mess she could cum from the sight alone..jesus fuck she cursed under her breath as you undressed abby, revealing her big navy strap on underneath her slacks..she took a seat on the table with you on top of her facing your backside..her rough hands grabbed onto your waist and picked you up..hovering your asshole on top of her lubed up cock..giving ellie a perfect view of your fucked out face while spreading your legs open..your dripping pussy on perfect display.

“abby fuck my ass please! yesyes fuck just like that-ah!” you begged for abby as she lowered your body down on her length..your tight walls swallowing her whole as she moved you up and down..Ellie’s eyes almost missed the way you mouthed ‘come here’ as she ogled your bouncing tits…your pornographic moans filled the entire room but the other guests acted like you weren’t there..Ellie didn’t give a fuck she needed to be inside you now..she hurriedly got up from her chair and undressed immediately on her short way to your table where you were being fucked in the ass by abby..as she unbuttoned her pants she revealed the strap she was suddenly wearing herself..it’s so thick and your favorite shade of pink..god she remembered how much you loved it when she fucked you with that one..ellie positioned herself in between yours and abby’s spread legs..she teased your drooling hole with her tip and grabbed your jaw “beg for me slut” your eyes proceed to water yes you loved the way abby split your ass open but you needed ellie you needed more “ellie baby please fuck my pussy! a-ah i’ll do anything just stuff me daddy!”

your breath hitched when ellie held both of your legs open as she slammed her hips into your cunt..every time her fat tip dragged across your sweet spot you could see stars the sensation of your holes being abused and filled at the same time sent you into an entire different dimension you were about to squirt everywhere if they kept going like this!!

“god ellie just like that! so fucking good baby! gonna cum so hard oh-!”

she loved when you screamed her name

“ellie! ellie!”

you sneaked your arms around her neck and pulled her into a heated kiss, teeth colliding as you tried to kiss her harder and harder while the familiar sensation of an orgasm approached

“ellie ‘m gonna-“

snap!

“earth to ellie? your food’s getting cold”

Ellie woke up from her second daydream of the day with uncomfortably drenched boxers as dina snapped her fingers in her face, seemingly disappointed in her girlfriend’s inattentive and distracted behavior..she quickly figured that it had to do with you..of fucking course it’s always your fault for appearing in the same places as ellie all the damn time..dina rolled her eyes as she looked in your direction nausea creeping up from her stomach as she studied how flawlessly perfect you looked..there’s no way ellie could get over you..the sting of jealousy that appeared on her heart was starting to turn into defeat..not knowing how long she can put up with ellie anymore ..she loved her she truly did but there’s just no way that ellie could love her the way she loves you..and deep down she knows that you’re not one to blame..dina wants to despise you so fucking bad but she can’t..she was the reason why your relationship with ellie fell apart after all and she’s developing feelings of pure guilt..she wished she could apologize to you but she’ll never have the guts to do so..and to be completely honest? you don’t want to hear shit out of her fucking mouth because it’s not her job to clean up after ellie’s mistakes..you’re not having any of that.

“yeah sorry needed to let it cool down for a bit”

ellie said quietly while taking a bite of her cold ass food..following with an extremely awkward silence until talia picked up a conversation with her again..eager to know all about her sister’s new lover girl..praying that she could be the one for her..

if she only knew..

💫

you and abby had a fantastic night..your meals were absolutely delicious but the cocktails were definitely your favorites! you were on number three by now abby noticed that you got more chatty the more alcohol you consumed and she found it really cute..she could stare at you and listen to your random rambling for hours to no end..right now you were telling her about you dream designer bags she had her phone by her lap and put them into her shopping cart to surprise you with two or three bags soon..she prayed to god that her dad wasn’t checking her bank account history..

“wanna head back home, baby? i’m craving some dessert right now..”

🎀

to be continued!!

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~ in which Ellie breaks up with you and you go a little crazy ~

ex! ellie williams x fem! reader , abby anderson x fem! reader

college au!

warnings: SMUT!!! angst, break up, cheating,cursing, toxic behavior, smut in future chapters, sexual themes<3 feminine and girly reader ,not proof read!!

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The short drive to the restaurant was so fucking shitty already oh and don’t get her started on the fight that ellie had with dina while getting ready. She recalled that annoying voice of her girlfriend screaming and nagging at her for her outfit even though it was the most formal thing she owned…it had a meaning also but dina absolutely hated it ellie are you serious? you can’t wear that it’s like 40 years old what will my family think?! Ellie rolled her eyes and ignored her comments, she didn’t give a flying fuck it was a perfectly fine outfit and she looked so good in her newest pair of black pants, a white button up shirt and Joel’s old jacket that he gifted Ellie because it didn’t fit him anymore..(it was from his young years he saved it for her!)

she remembered when you surprised her with sewing it tighter so it fit her properly! She can’t stop looking at the small detail you also left for her..your initials sewed on the inside of her right sleeve by her wrist..in a delicate baby blue color..she let out a heavy sigh on the passenger seat of dina’s car, her head glued on the window not daring to take a look at her girlfriend..she insisted on driving not wanting her family to see her get into Joel’s beat up truck ellie please i’ll drive..not planning to drink anyway..my family can’t see me get into your old ass truck at this point ellie just accepted that she’ll never meet the expectations of her girlfriends family..thank god dina’s driving because ellie would’ve driven into a tree on full speed wouldn’t survive without a drink or two..

that’s when her mind wandered to her first meeting with your parents it was a hot summer night you and ellie spent the entire day outside got some ice cream and forced ellie to tan with you..which resulted in a big sunburn on her back..it was painful as fuck but she didn’t care because she just had so much fun with you besides you took care of her sunburn for the next few days so she didn’t complain…later that day you invited her for dinner with your family it was a barbecue in your backyard your dad busy with everything that was on the grill he always placed extra meat on ellie’s plate so she can get big and strong as she commented that she just started working out..your mom giggled don’t eat too much from the grill i still have dessert in the fridge! and it was the best tiramisu she’s ever eaten in her entire life

..that night she also stayed at your house..you stayed up until you could see the beautiful sunrise from your balcony..your eyes were glued to the beautiful scenery in front of you but ellie’s eyes never left you..the way the sunlight kissed your nose and spread all over your face making you look like the angel you were and still are today..if the sun was a person it would always be you. ellie look the sunrise is so pretty! your smile almost blinded her because it was so beautiful and bright under the golden light..yeah it’s pretty..but you’re prettier…

Ellie woke up from her daydream as dina parked the car, heart heavy in her chest as she replayed the memories of you in her head..rethinking about what she could’ve had if she hadn’t been a total asshole..in moments like these she’d smoke a blunt or/and ‘pop’ an edible as she’d always say..(depending on how horrible she’s feeling) ever since you broke up her consumption habits have increased..she couldn’t even remember the last day that she was fully sober..but she wanted to make a good first impression today right? she regretted staying sober so bad

Ellie and Dina got into the restaurant silently, the friendly waiter walked them to their table with freshly baked bread, olive oil and red wine vinegar..ellie munched mindlessly on a piece of bread and burned her tongue while they waited for her family to arrive, still in complete silence…as she was about to give some lame ass excuse to go outside to smoke an emergency cigarette she had in her pockets (just in case she needed to calm herself down) Dina’s family arrived , not noticing you and abby right behind them.

here goes nothing

💫

you were blown away by the restaurant, you couldn’t even believe that it was a real place..it was on the highest floor of a tall building surrounded by big windows allowing you to see your city from above..you could see every single light and movement of the night it was really beautiful.

“ahh yes miss anderson! It’s a pleasure to have you and your beautiful lady here, please follow me i’ll lead you to your table.”

you and abby thanked him and took a seat.

“would you like a bottle of our finest vino tinto? i can also get you champagne or something from our variation of cocktails?”

both of you looked through the menu and decided that you wanted to share an appetizer, then you moved on to the main course, convincing abby to choose something you wanted to try too so you can share.

“i’m the driver today so i’ll take a sparkling water with lemon please and no dessert for me”

the waiter nodded as he selected her choices on his electronic device then he turned in your direction.

“i’ll take a frozen strawberry daiquiri and a matcha crème brûlée for dessert please”

he thanked you two and moved on to the other tables.

Ellie’s eyes almost popped out of their sockets by her starstruck expression as she spotted you and anderson. The way you held onto her bicep as you walked to your table made her blood boil, the fake smile she put on her face fell almost immediately. The fact that you looked like a model in your pretty dress and obviously new designer shoes didn’t make it any better. You looked like someone out of a movie..you looked like abby’s trophy wife and it hurt so fucking bad how perfect you looked together.

Ellie’s sadness quickly turned into pure disgusting jealousy as abby pulled her sleeves up to her elbows, exposing her obnoxiously shiny rolex and her stupid toned and veiny underarms. She observed how you drooled over her, biting your lip and giving her those bedroom eyes Ellie used to receive…as if you’d fuck her right there and then and she hated it she hated every second of it..

or did she?

Ellie started losing herself in her thoughts again..the voices of dina and her family slowly fading away as her mind wandered while her eyes were focused on you..suddenly you stood up and climbed onto the table, now you were on all fours moving towards abby until you were eye to eye with your noses touching..abby was already unbuttoning her shirt, exposing her chest.. the way you arched your back made her head spin it only got worse as you proceeded to crash your lips on abby‘s, devouring her mouth with your wet tongue while biting and sucking on her lower lip..

you let go of her and got on the ground again, you slipped your dress right off of your shoulders..red fabric pooling right by your ankles leaving you in nothing but your expensive designer heels. Ellie was a drooling mess she could cum from the sight alone..jesus fuck she cursed under her breath as you undressed abby, revealing her big navy strap on underneath her slacks..she took a seat on the table with you on top of her facing your backside..her rough hands grabbed onto your waist and picked you up..hovering your asshole on top of her lubed up cock..giving ellie a perfect view of your fucked out face while spreading your legs open..your dripping pussy on perfect display.

“abby fuck my ass please! yesyes fuck just like that-ah!” you begged for abby as she lowered your body down on her length..your tight walls swallowing her whole as she moved you up and down..Ellie’s eyes almost missed the way you mouthed ‘come here’ as she ogled your bouncing tits…your pornographic moans filled the entire room but the other guests acted like you weren’t there..Ellie didn’t give a fuck she needed to be inside you now..she hurriedly got up from her chair and undressed immediately on her short way to your table where you were being fucked in the ass by abby..as she unbuttoned her pants she revealed the strap she was suddenly wearing herself..it’s so thick and your favorite shade of pink..god she remembered how much you loved it when she fucked you with that one..ellie positioned herself in between yours and abby’s spread legs..she teased your drooling hole with her tip and grabbed your jaw “beg for me slut” your eyes proceed to water yes you loved the way abby split your ass open but you needed ellie you needed more “ellie baby please fuck my pussy! a-ah i’ll do anything just stuff me daddy!”

your breath hitched when ellie held both of your legs open as she slammed her hips into your cunt..every time her fat tip dragged across your sweet spot you could see stars the sensation of your holes being abused and filled at the same time sent you into an entire different dimension you were about to squirt everywhere if they kept going like this!!

“god ellie just like that! so fucking good baby! gonna cum so hard oh-!”

she loved when you screamed her name

“ellie! ellie!”

you sneaked your arms around her neck and pulled her into a heated kiss, teeth colliding as you tried to kiss her harder and harder while the familiar sensation of an orgasm approached

“ellie ‘m gonna-“

snap!

“earth to ellie? your food’s getting cold”

Ellie woke up from her second daydream of the day with uncomfortably drenched boxers as dina snapped her fingers in her face, seemingly disappointed in her girlfriend’s inattentive and distracted behavior..she quickly figured that it had to do with you..of fucking course it’s always your fault for appearing in the same places as ellie all the damn time..dina rolled her eyes as she looked in your direction nausea creeping up from her stomach as she studied how flawlessly perfect you looked..there’s no way ellie could get over you..the sting of jealousy that appeared on her heart was starting to turn into defeat..not knowing how long she can put up with ellie anymore ..she loved her she truly did but there’s just no way that ellie could love her the way she loves you..and deep down she knows that you’re not one to blame..dina wants to despise you so fucking bad but she can’t..she was the reason why your relationship with ellie fell apart after all and she’s developing feelings of pure guilt..she wished she could apologize to you but she’ll never have the guts to do so..and to be completely honest? you don’t want to hear shit out of her fucking mouth because it’s not her job to clean up after ellie’s mistakes..you’re not having any of that.

“yeah sorry needed to let it cool down for a bit”

ellie said quietly while taking a bite of her cold ass food..following with an extremely awkward silence until talia picked up a conversation with her again..eager to know all about her sister’s new lover girl..praying that she could be the one for her..

if she only knew..

💫

you and abby had a fantastic night..your meals were absolutely delicious but the cocktails were definitely your favorites! you were on number three by now abby noticed that you got more chatty the more alcohol you consumed and she found it really cute..she could stare at you and listen to your random rambling for hours to no end..right now you were telling her about you dream designer bags she had her phone by her lap and put them into her shopping cart to surprise you with two or three bags soon..she prayed to god that her dad wasn’t checking her bank account history..

“wanna head back home, baby? i’m craving some dessert right now..”

🎀

pt 9

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