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December 4th, 2024

Good evening. Today was very slow. I woke up with my bf next to me and I was freaking out because I really didn't want to get up. Some days, you just have one thing that you have to do that really makes you not want to get up because you don't want that one part of the day to happen. For me, it was a podcast that I had to make with two guys in my class. They had to come in my dorm and I just really didn't feel like having that happen. I did, however, skip class this morning because I found out that he's only marked me absent once. I've been absent from that class multiple times. Eventually, I did do the podcast and it was really chill and it went well. Once that part of my day was done, I didn't know what else to do. Today felt very Christmas-y - as it should - and I embraced the holiday-ness. I walked to a bagel place nearby on 6th avenue and I ate there. It happened to be pretty empty and every time I go it's full so I decided to sit down and enjoy my sandwich. Literally, the music was gorge, the sun was going down, and they had fairy lights and I was so satisfied. My bf was on the phone and he was tweaking because he was overwhelmed and I felt so bad because I was so cozy. He is fine now, which is good, but, I hate when people I love are tweaking because then I start to tweak. Especially because I don't know what to do to help them. I don't have an outfit for today because I threw on a bunch of sweaters, my jacket, and hats and scarves and ran out of the door. Then I got home and smoked with my roommate and pretty much ate 200 hi-chews. My stomach is weirdly okay though. Tomorrow I have acting class again and it is so stressful because I have to remember 2 whole scenes and I'm just not an actor at all. I am a film student and I wanted to scout out actors. I desperately need to start making videos and short films again so badly. I think I might become a vlogger too. I just need to create.. I'm literally having creative block and it's tragic. Semester is almost over though, a week and a half left: 10 days until break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love, Rona

This was my view at the bagel place.

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update for hoe nation

so...im broke. Anyways I didn't update my blog yesterday but yesterday was literally crazy. I didn't have class because it was reading day (because it's finals week) and so my guitar broke on sunday, i think. Anyways my mommy gave me money to fix it because I was really upset about it so I went to guitar center. And when i tell you the guitar fixer guy was CRAZY. I was like so how much is it going to be and he was like idk how much do you want it to be, and i was like huh idk ive never broken my guitar before and he was like ok how much do you want it to be im trying to be nice and i was like hoe, don't play idk just tell me how much it is. And he was like want me to pull out the books and I was like what the skibidi ok pull out the books and he was like $125 for the guitar and i was like literally about to cry so i was like ok. And then he was like if you come back tomorrow you can get it for $60 and i was like period ok (because i only have one final on Friday). Anyways he called today and was all like your guitar isnt ready and i was like bruh ok, and now it wont be ready until friday which is literally annoying asf because thats the day of my finally. Ok bye thx.

also my cousin put a picture of her in her blog, so here is my picture and peep my 5sos hoodie because it was their 13th anniversary, also here is my physics work that I was studying. and when I tell you i've literally never ever seen the library crowded like that

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Tumbling

Hi everyone on tumblr, this is my first post and i don't really know what tumblr is but all I know is that I probably wouldv'e thrived in the 2014 tumblr era and I think I was meant to be a teen and in college in 2014. Anyways this morning I woke up...and thought about how I'm seeing Romeo and Juliet on broadway very very soon. Then I walked to the bathroom because I had to pee because thats the first thing I do in the morning and my dorm room (yes im in college) smelt like the most wonderful breakfast feast ever, it made me so hungry. Then I facetimed my cousins (yes they are twins) and we facetimed my grandma (yes she has an iphone). Anyways then my suitemate and I went to get a bagel and we found 2 of my friends and it was reaLly fun and now I'm back here writing this #blog when I really should be studying for my spanish final that I have in 2 hours...Anyways goodbye. I'm going to watch 13 reasons why later