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Blurb idea - reader being really busy with work & leah feeling a bit neglected. Reader feeling terrible when she finds out & spoiling leah
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You’re typing furiously, barely looking at the screen, your mind racing ahead to the next three deadlines. The dining table is no longer for dining; it’s a graveyard of coffee mugs, half-eaten biscuits, and Post-it notes that say things like “URGENT!!” and “Revisit before Friday.”
Leah walks past, deliberately slow, like she’s waiting for you to notice her. She’s wearing your favourite hoodie and a pout that could rival a Labrador that’s just been denied a treat.
You don’t notice.
“Busy, are we?” she says, voice laced with enough passive-aggression to fuel a reality show reunion.
“Mhm,” you hum, barely registering her presence. “Just a few more things to finish up”
Leah doesn’t respond. She stands there for a moment longer, then sighs dramatically before retreating to the sofa.
It’s only later, when you shut your laptop and stretch, that you notice the tension in the air. Leah is curled up, scrolling on her phone with the energy of someone purposefully ignoring you.
You approach cautiously. “Hey. Everything alright?”
She shrugs, not looking up. “Fine”
That’s a lie, and you know it. The fine that means absolutely not fine but I’ll let you figure it out.
“Leah,” you say, sitting down next to her. “What’s wrong?”
“Nothing,” she says again, but the pointed way she keeps her eyes on her phone gives her away.
“Liar”
She sighs again, setting her phone down with exaggerated care. “You’ve been glued to your laptop for two weeks. I feel like I’m married to an Excel spreadsheet”
Your heart sinks. “Oh, babe. I’m sorry. I didn’t realise…”
“It’s fine,” she says, but it’s not. “I get it, you’re busy. You’ve got work. It’s important”
“No, it’s not just that. I should’ve made more time for you”
She shrugs, clearly milking this moment of guilt for all it’s worth.
And that’s when you know you need to fix it. Properly.
The next day, Leah wakes up to breakfast in bed. Not just any breakfast—her favourite. Pancakes, syrup, fruit arranged in a smiley face that looks like you tried too hard. There’s coffee too, in her favourite mug that you normally avoid using because it’s “aesthetic” and not dishwasher-safe.
“What’s all this?” she asks, sitting up and eyeing the tray with suspicion.
“An apology,” you say, setting the tray down carefully. “And a promise. No work today. Just you and me”
Her face softens immediately. “Really?”
“Really,” you confirm. “I’ve cleared my schedule. And booked us a massage. And we’re going to that tapas place you love for dinner”
She grins, looking far too smug for someone who was dramatically sulking less than 24 hours ago. “I knew guilt-tripping you would work”
You laugh, shaking your head. “Unbelievable. I’m trying to be romantic, and you’re gloating”
“Don’t ruin the moment,” she teases, taking a bite of the pancake. “But if you really want to make it up to me, you can clean the kitchen after this”
You groan, but you know she’s joking. Mostly.
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Some doodles for chapter four Domestic Teachings and a random possible future scene
#clearly there is absolutely nothing wrong#nothing at all#Sun will break kneecaps don’t test him#domestic teachings#fnaf au#dca au#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#fnaf sundrop#fnaf moondrop#moondrop#sundrop#dca moon#dca sun#dca x reader#moon x reader#sun x reader#fnaf fic#dca fic#art#my art
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New Victim
Paring: Wednesday Addams x Reader
Summary: Enid tells you about a new student that arrived to nevermore. You can’t help, but tease Wednesday, to get a reaction out of her.
Warning: Profanity
Authors note: Reader kinda likes to tease people, and I haven’t watched this show since 2022🤕
Enid(your bestfriend), and you were currently eating lunch together. You listened to Enid as she spoke about her new, odd, roommate called, Wednesday Addams.
“So, Y/N! I have this new roomie, and well, she’s quite interesting if I do say so myself,” Enid chuckled as she took another bite out of her lunch.
“What do you mean by “interesting” Enid?” You said as you made quotation marks in the air.
Enid sallowed the bite she was chewing on, and looked at you. “I mean, she’s not ordinary. And there absolutely nothing wrong with that! We all aren’t ordinary, but she’s just different in some type of way.”
You listened intently, “I somewhat understand. No need to explain any further. Also speaking of Wednesday, where is she? It’s lunch time”
“She’s probably in her dorm! She always eats in there.”
You smirked deviously
“You know what would be funny?
Enid smirked along with you
“Y/N, whatever you’re planning I’m all in for it.”
Enid was like your partner in crime.
“I should totally go and annoy, Addams!”
Enid’s smile slightly faded. “You sure that’s a good idea? Wends, is kinda intimidating,”
You rolled your eyes at your friend’s statement, “How bad can it be? Your roommate might need some company, don’t you think?”
Enid sighed “Yeah, Y/N, I’m not so sure about this.”
“Finee. I guess I’ll just do it by myself. Have fun talking to Yoko, or Ajax, or something,” You said as you got off of her seat and threw away your trash as you headed to, Ophelia Hall.
You already knew where Enid’s dorm was since you been there before, but you never had met this “Wednesday Addams” before.
You finally arrived in front of the door room. You took a deep breath in, and opened the door.
You were met with a room clearly decorated differently since the last time you been here.
You saw a short girl with braided pigtails, sitting at the black side of the room. You can’t really tell what she’s doing, but she didn’t even care to look of who just walked in.
“What is it exactly that you want.”
Wow. Enid wasn’t kidding. She was intimidating. Her voice sent shivers down your spine, but you talked to people like this. You can handle it!
“Ah, you must be the ‘Wednesday Addams’ everybody’s talking about. I’m-”
Wednesday cut you off, “I didn’t ask for a whole speech. You are yet to respond to my question.” She said with a cold voice
This bitch. How rude.
“Okay, asshole. To answer your question that you so much wanted, I was only here to be nice, and welcome you. At least I’m not the one isolating myself.”
Wednesday finally turned to look at you.
“Was your use of profanity really necessary. I also wouldn’t call it “isolating.” I prefer to be alone.”
You laughed, “Yeah, yeah whatever makes you sleep at night.”
“Actually having thoughts of people suffering makes me sleep at night. I find it quite calming,” Wednesday said without any hesitation.
Okay now you fully understand what Enid meant by, “not ordinary roommate.”
“Thanks for oversharing that even though I didn’t ask for it.”
Wednesday turned back around to her desk, and there was silence for a few minutes.
The smirk you had before when talking to Enid came back.
“You’re quite interesting, Addams. Also quite the cute one too.”
Wednesday looked back at you with an confused expression
“Was that your attempt to try, and flirt?”
You giggled as your eyes never left hers, “Perhaps. Is it working?”
She groaned out of annoyance, and got up from her chair as she stood closer to you.
“You think too low of me. Why is it your mission to go bother me.”
You took a step closer to Wednesday Addams.
“I just find teasing someone like you, entertaining.”
Wednesday would be lying if she said that the proximity of yours faces didn’t make her whole entire body turn hot.
She was usually cold
Lunch time ended some time ago so Enid walked into the room. Seeing you and Wednesday standing close to each other.
You with your signature grin and Wednesday having always that icy expression on her face.
“Guys? Is everything alright?” Enid said tilting her head.
You both went ahead and turned your heads to Enid.
You decided to speak first, “Yeah I was just heading out. I’ll catch you later, Enid and Wednesday”
You looked at Wednesday, and had a grin on your face as you left their dorm to head back to yours.
Wednesday couldn’t help but walk back over to the desk and finish whatever she was doing before she got interrupted by you.
But unfortunately, you didn’t leave her mind. Why would you even want to tease her like that. Did you not find her scary like other students do?
Feelings are Wednesday’s worst enemy.
#jenna ortega#wlw#wednesday x reader#wednesday addams#enid sinclair#teasing#flirting#annoying#close proximity#reader insert#jenna ortega x y/n#wednesday netflix#wednesday x you#wednesday x y/n
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Did Someone Say Running Back to Fiction to Cope??
It's probably safe to call this Me Losing My Mind over Veilguard 5/??
One of the things upsetting me the absolute most is no mention from the Inquisitor about Varric's death. Perhaps the most integral storytelling mechanism and all around champion of reluctant heroes has been taken away from us, and one of the people he was closest to doesn't feel even a little compelled to discuss him with his apprentice?
I'm still a little dumbfounded, clearly.
Even if we as fans didn't deserve better, Varric deserved better. I've always believed that the better the character, the better a death they deserve when it's their time to go.
So anyways. In my smooth pea brain, I can't reconcile a world in which Lavellan shows up with her unconditional love blazing without first confronting and resolving the fact that her love has led to the death of one of her closest friends. So it's back to the drawing (writing?) board to soothe my disappointed soul.
I saw a version of Varric's letter to a Solas-mancing Lavellan that was datamined and ran with it.
One: All the Words Unwritten
Charter,
Yes, the trail went cold, but we haven’t entirely lost it. Solas left us a little farewell note. So I’m not giving up just yet. Maybe it’s gullible of me, but I know the Inquisitor feels the same: Solas isn’t too far gone to save. And she’d never forgive me if I didn’t try. But I don’t think I’m wrong here. Solas didn’t have to warn me and Harding off the chase when he could’ve killed us like the others who came after him. I don’t think he wants to do this. So, I’m taking the chance. Tell the Inquisitor…tell her I’ll bring him back.
—Varric
Her first tear spatters onto the parchment. The final sentence becomes an ink-stained massacre, and she throws it far away before she can lose any more of the handwriting she’ll never again see waiting for her above the seal representing his best friend’s house. Her palms bite into the unsanded wood, welcoming the bite of pain as she shoves back from the recovered tree stump she’s been using as a desk.
“Inquisitor.”
Morrigan’s voice doesn’t register, hardly rises over the sound of blood rushing through her ears like an open wound. Gods, wrong comparison . But there it is, playing out against the darkness of her eyelids every time she blinks to try and stem the flow of more tears. The wound in Varric’s chest, gushing with no one to hold pressure over it, to ensure the rise and fall of his sternum until help could arrive, no one to watch his back because the woman who did it best is no longer able to. This too, is her fault, and there has hardly been a conversation in the years that followed where she hasn’t looked into Varric’s quieter, sadder eyes and wanted to beg him for a forgiveness she knows he’d have frowned at her for needing.
It had been her job to keep him safe now, her promise to Hawke that the choice to become another martyred hero in Ferelden’s bloody history wasn’t in vain. And here was the proof at last that she was every inch the fantasy-addled fool bards wrote about when inspiration ran dry. Here was the proof that her hope was a mantle, weighing down everyone around her until there was nothing left but blurred ink and bloodstained pages in the famed Inquisitor Lavellan’s wake.
#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#dragon age the veilguard#solas#solavellan#dragon age#datv#datv spoilers#lavellan#inquisitor lavellan#varric#morrigan#charter#i am just like#are you kidding me?#we're just going to have one of the only people left to remember Varric let our friend go un-eulogized and waltz off into the sunset?#with NO confronting the guy that did it?#this is the kind of conflict that makes stories RICHER#and I guess Bioware shies away from it now#nothing is safe as I process this game and my grudges against it I guess#justice for varric#hawke
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hi I’m not sure if I’m doing this right because I did read your request rules thingy and I hope I’m not crossing any boundaries but I was wondering if you could write for zayne a miscommunication troupe,you could have the creative freedom of choosing whatever but I’m a sucker for angst where they have to fight to get us back type of stuff lol ! if you see this I hope you’re having a good day and if you write this then thank you so much !!
Yes ofc I can! I'm not really an angst girlie but I'll try my best!!
Pairing: Zayne x Gn reader
Tw: Miscommunication, angst, fighting, blood, wounds, concussion, hospital, will they stay together?, break up?, mentions of y/n
There was a constant beeping noise ringing in your ears. The noise was loud but familiar and you realized it was a heart monitor meaning you were in the hospital.
You opened your eyes, squinting through the harsh light. You brought your hand up to block out the light only the feel something in your arm. Looking down, you saw a small tube which lead to an IV bag to your side.
Looking back up, you saw a nurse moving around. She was checking your vitals when she looked up, seeing you awake.
She smiled and said, "Oh, your awake. I'll go call Dr. Zayne for you,"
She left pretty quickly and you sighed. Getting injured is normal but the real problem was Zayne wasn't informed about the mission and now you come to the hospital with a large wound on your side and a concussion.
Zayne stepped through the door, and you could immediately tell there was something wrong. His eyes held no warmth in them anymore and you could tell that this was the inevitable consequences of your actions.
"Are you feeling any pain on your left side or your head?" Zayne spoke, his tone professional, as if you were a mere patient.
"No," You answered, "I can tell it's there but I can't feel it."
"Mhm, that's good. The pain killers are still in effect," He replied while changing you IV bag.
"Alright, you're all good. I'll come check on you later."
Before you could reply, he left, not speaking to you at all.
For the next few days, it continued like this. Zayne would come check on you twice a day but always acted like he didn't know you besides being a patient.
The week after, you were discharged and put on house rest by the doctors so you sat at home, doing absolutely nothing. You just said at home for that week, cleaning up everything you left while on your mission.
You thought about why Zayne would ignore you, I mean, you understood that you forgot to tell him about your mission but he wouldn't ignore you for weeks because of that.
That mission of yours really was dangerous to do on your own but you did.
It was a three day long mission to kill wanderers on the outskirts of Linkon city.
You had fought until one had snuck up on you from behind and slashed you side. You quickly finish them off before the blood loss made you sluggish. Soon after though, you fainted and hit you head on a rock, leaving you with a concussion.
You heard your phone ring from your room while you were cleaning up, bringing you out of your thoughts. You stood up and walked towards your phone and answered without looking at the call ID.
"Hello?"
"Y/n"
"Oh, Zayne! How are you?"
"I'm fine, I just need to tell you something"
"And that is?"
"Well, I think you and I should take a break"
"Wait what? Why?"
"Clearly, I'm not trustworthy enough for you to tell me about you missions but Xavier is"
"Xavier? I just needed someone to take care of my house so I just asked him before I left"
"See that's the thing. You don't tell me about a mission and I find you in the hospital. I realized that you were gone so I came to your house to check on you. Come to find out, he was holding it and knew about your mission."
"Zayne-"
"Let me finish. I know that he's your partner but what if you never came back? What if you'd d-died on that mission? Would I ever know? Think"
"Oh" He was crying, you could hear the small sniffles and the hitch in his voice.
"Yea, so I need to step down and maybe once you've fixed your issues we can try to fix this but you've broken my trust in you. If this continues like this, one day, I'll find out your... dead by someone else without even knowing you left"
As soon as he said that he ended the call. You stood there, frozen, tears streaming down your face without you realizing it.
Zayne had broken up with you and it was all your fault. Your knees buckled and you fell to the ground crying. The tears flooded down your face and you couldn't do anything to stop them.
"Stupid, stupid, stupid! It's all your fault! You have no one to blame but yourself!"
You insulted yourself all day crying, and screaming, but that wouldn't bring Zayne back.
The rest of the week, you spent crying, curled in your bed, barely standing up to eat. Soon enough, you heard a knock on your door.
Standing up sluggishly, you walked towards your door and opened it to see Zayne. He walked in and closed the door behind him.
"Oh. Why are you here?" You asked.
"I came to apologize, I blamed you without even letting you explain and I'm sorry. I jumped to conclusions," he answered.
You sighed and spoke, "No, you were right, I broke your trust, but you also broke mine. I forgot to tell you and I understand that, but you can't just jump to conclusions. So, no we won't get back together until you can trust me again, and I can trust you. Right now, we're just friends again."
He nodded, "I understand that. I just came to apologize first."
He left and you closed the door, sighing.
The next few weeks, Zayne kept doing anything to fix that broken trust. He first took you out twice a week, sent coffee to your office every morning, and even sent you flowers.
You knew he was trying and honestly, it was working. Even though you were still hurt, he was trying and that's all that mattered to you.
Part 2?? Maybe, maybe not 😝
#zayne x reader#zayne angst#hurt/comfort#break up#zayne lads#love and deepspace#love and deepspace angst#lnds#lnds zayne
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I want you to be aware that I KNOW you have treated me infernally—infernally! Do you hear? And if you flatter yourself that I don't perceive it, you are a fool; and if you think I can be consoled by sweet words, you are an idiot: and if you fancy I'll suffer unrevenged, I'll convince you of the contrary, in a very little while!
—Emily Brontë, Wuthering Heights
#this is my tumblrina moment... the moment I say Heathcliff has done nothing wrong in his life (shoves the many instances of crazy ass abuse#under the rug)#Heathcliff the freak that you are... I feel so exhilarated when I read their conversations with Catherine. Absolute MADNESS#the way they will tear at each other and they turn around and bully whoever DARES insult one or the other#that's it. cracked the code. blew everything out of the water. Emily gets it#I'm also obsessed with the way she CLEARLY equates sexiness with evilness despite Nelly's unreliably disgusted POV#like babygirl aren't you a clergyman's daughter? You saucy lass#anyway none of these things are new but rereading them is like a shot of electricity to the brain I forgot the delight I FORGOT and NOW I'm#insane again#lit#emily brontë#wuthering heights#u
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i think it fucks immensely that bk moon went out of his way to 1) establish rakiel wished to live a long life and eventually pass away of old age, 2) have him very briefly envy an immortal being only to be told very clearly to be careful what he wishes for by that very same person because living forever isn't all it's cracked up to be, 3) make the main antagonist be another immortal being who is so desperate to die he's willing to destroy the universe just to finally rest and 4) have said antagonist psychologically torture rakiel with the threat of making him live for a thousand years as everyone he loves and knows eventually grows old and dies and becomes nothing but forgotten memories.
only to then end the novel by making rakiel also immortal
like. god. it's so fucking good i love it. i'm not being sarcastic i genuinely think it fucks and it's one of the best ways bk moon could've wrapped up the plot.
it's a happy ending by all means but it has consequences and through the entire novel we've been shown and told over and over again just how heavy the consequences are and/or will be on rakiel.
he got his happy ending but it was at a price and by the last time we see him he's only just starting to pay for it.
it's great i love it
#i talk a lot <3#cpsm#cpsm spoilers#rakiel magentano#i also think it's funny that this puts bk moon in the very awkward position when it comes to his 'romance' with adeline#because either rakiel allows her to remain human and sees her grow old and eventually die just like acheros threatened him with#(and like he will do with absolutely everyone he loves anyway <3)#or he keeps her alive and frozen in time just like acheros wanted to do with him forcing her to be cut off from the world#in most ways that matter and see the people she loves grow old and die. again. just like acheros threatened to do with him :)#like. either way. the situations sucks for them <33#i do think it's cheap if he can make her immortal without it being a big deal. because. why wouldn't it be.#it would be absolutely broken if absolutes can just. make people immortal for funsies whenever they want. that would be bad writing.#but again i also think it's cheap that he made alicia an angel for no other reason than bc someone needed to remind us lloyd is married#to a woman actually. like. she doesn't even do anything why did you ruin the absolute tragedy that is being an immortal being surrounded#by very mortal humans just to make awful 'my wife is annoying' jokes. i hate you.#sigh. it's lose/lose when it comes to women with this man and his choices.#either they're fridged to make his male characters sad or they become the butt of misogynistic jokes. i cannot fucking win.#ANYWAY. do i think any of this was on purpose? maybe idk i certainly hope so and want to believe it is because otherwise it would be#too much of a coincidence but like. this is also the man who wrote a character very explicitly and clearly wishing to live a quiet life#with his family in his middle-of-nowhere estate where nothing ever happens with no contact at all with royalty and court#so he can laze about and do absolutely nothing. and then married him to a queen who cannot stand lazy people and squeezes the last bit#of talent of everyone around her. and he saw nothing wrong with this. so like. i genuinely cannot tell with this man sometimes 🙃🙃
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Hiiiiiiiiiii
Soooooooooo just finished listening to episode 1 of Deviser and uhhhhhhhhh
What the fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
#i *did* laugh quite a few times bc even though malevolent is the only one of his works of heard so far#i just had to stop and csckle for a bit becuase about 5 min in i was already like. gee mr guthrie i think im semsing a few themes here.#could be a little crazy mr guthrie but i might in fact see a pattern. XD#absolutely nothing wrong with that i love it when artists are able to confidently play to their strengths and preferred trooes n stuff#i just tjink its a little funny. like ah yes theres the horrified death screaming. yup there's the disembodied nonhuman voice that's clearly#hiding some reeeeeeeeal sketchy shit. uhuh theres the suspsious-but-going-with-it human with unnantural memory issues.#ooh! 2-in-1 daddy issues *AND* cult mention for 200 points!#anyway uhhhhhhh idk what this ''Son'' guy's issue is buuuuuut if i had to guess a trope/scenario i think id say Repeat Clone Failure#like some fucked up combination of Golden Guard Hunter and Connor Android From CyberLife#(im sure there are more fitting examples but thats just what came to .ind rn)#anyway uhhhhhh how do i tag this?#deviser podcast#*shrug* idk ill just go with that for now#lucifanbabbles#zizistuff
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Tell me how the fuck I managed to dream up seemingly an entire ass EAPS episode in my dream last night 😭
#help I thought it was real so bad#in the dream i was literally sitting on my bed watching the episode#their voices sounded like 100% accurate too 😭#baby’s first eaps dream#I think I mostly remember it#I don’t remember the beginning at all#but I remember at one point it was like#Puppet and Foxy in Foxy’s room and Puppet was like. acting weird#something something she’s getting like#weirdly violent. but not physical just verbally? but she also sounds distressed??#she sounded VERY distressed it was weird#I vividly remember Foxy said absolutely nothing during this entire part and literally in the dream I was like ‘Foxy?? Hello???’#‘Help your Wife man she’s clearly suffering????’#I vividly remember her saying ‘if this sounds wrong it’s because it is’#and then her body got. Spooky. like she looked like a weird Roblox avatar but 100% worse#next thing I know shes chasing Solar for some reason??#but not running just fast walking#and Solar’s like ‘oh god oh no–‘#I remember Puppet was saying stuff during this part but I don’t remember what it was#last thing I remember is suddenly it was from Solar’s perspective and he turned around and stabbed Puppet in the chest#she kinda just stood there after that and stared at him#then I woke up#.#so yeah anyways#dunno what that was about#lmao#eaps
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I remember for a long time as a teenager i treated it like this secret i had to take with me to the grave that i was special education for most of elementary school & then received supplementary assistance for most of middle school to bridge the gap to me being in regular classes. Cause i had experiences where people who knew were weird about it but, then i realized anyone thats weird about it isn’t anyone i want to be around anyhow
#i have mixed feelings on me being in it to this day & whether i view it as a positive experience or not#the reason i was there was due to a misdiagnosis but there was something clearly wrong with me so i also question if i belonged in it#but i guess if nothing else i owe to it for being eye opening for a variety of reasons#i don’t fault people who absolutely hated their time in it but it wasn’t too bad for me thankfully
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wow some people are assholes
#(some dude tried to get handsy with me in the train)#i mean sexually harassing people on trains is already definitely asshole behavior. thinking it's funny when the person you're harassing#tells you in no uncertain terms that they want nothing to do with you and yes they are absolutely sure that they don't want to fuck you?#clearly asshole behavior.#doing all this at SIX AM? what is WRONG with you !!! i got four hours of sleep and then you pull that shit !! bitch make an appointment and#come back tomorrow !#also still can't believe he asked me where i was going and actually expected me to answer like bitch why the fuck would i tell you that#anyway. whatever. he didn't actually end up touching me and i'm safely home i'm just pissed off
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#today I may have just about managed to clearly grasp the fact that I got absolutely nothing to do with how people treat me#with how people view me#and with how people paint me#even if they accuse me of being wrong and being stupid that is entirely their opinion#and I send it back#it doesn’t belong to me#my self esteem doesn’t depend on what other people think of me#i am much more than what they think and say#also i think i shouldn’t take it so personally when people point out my mistakes#because thats what they want to do. they want to paint themselves as better than me#and i know very well they make a lot of mistakes#so thats just something they do. its not something that defines me#even though their behavior is filthy and disgusting - they are like shit trying not to drown#personal
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kinda want to do a demographics analysis on who calls haikyuu characters by their given names, looking at frequency of given name use, age range, most commonly use social media, when they first joined the fandom and maybe a few other factors. bc there is something there, i just don’t know what, but there are differences in how certain demographics use/don’t use given names
#i only default to given names for characters like kenma or the miyas who’re called by their given name in canon a lot#and it’s so funny bc there’s absolutely nothing wrong with it#but i would never causally call kageyama tobio#i call him kags most of the time and i have to be feeling realllyyyyy affectionate to call him tobio#likewise with… i mean basically with everyone that’s not kenma a hq sibling or daichi#but other people CLEARLY do not feel the same bc i see ppl - mostly on tiktok - casually dropping shouyous and tobios allll the time#haikyuu
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the "i can't believe mary worked with the british mol" spoilers i saw SURE DIDN'T MENTION cas is the one who introduced them :/
putting this in it's own separate post bc general fandom responses to women vs men continues to disgust me, like wdym "i work with these people bc they found my sons and my son-in-law vouched for them, after nearly having to shoot myself in the head on a cosmic entity's whim, after worrying about them being in prison for weeks, AFTER BEING DRAGGED BACK FROM THE DEAD SEVERAL DECADES OFF TARGET" wasn't immediately an understandable motivation when this first aired
#mary winchester#spn#me#randi talks media#also the tendency for fandom to act like someone HAS to be The Bad Guy in a fcked up situation!!#just bc its fully understandable that the boys want to bond w their mom and have done nothing wrong DOES NOT AUTOMATICALLY MAKE MARY#A HORRIBLE PERSON FOR NOT WANTING TO BOND W THEM#if y'all could spare a couple bits of understanding that went towards how dean reacted to jack and put it here#that'd be grand#also she was clearly just Doing Her Best when she was first their mother in the past??? again i draw your attention to emma swan being#absolutely godawful at parenting henry in ouat s2#despite caring for him deeply!! like regina Was Not Stable but pound for pound was the better caretaker when she wasn't Being Evil#mary doesn't even have emma's luxury of ''oh theres not a better mother rn so i HAVE to step up''#she could leave!! her boys are grown!! jody is even there to be The Perfect Hunter Mom!!!#and yet she still wants to try and figure herself out and figure out how to fit into their lives NOW#spn s12
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man im having a wanting to die kinda night again :(((((((((
im trying so fucking hard to make friends but i guess i just cant and just gotta die instead
#like if people dont wanna be my fucking friend just say it instead of letting me continue to humiliate myself !!!!!!!!!!!!!#its not like i can just magically KNOW which people do and dont want to be near me unless its super duper obvious#and i hate the fucking games of people acting like they really like me and then#NOTHING#just absolute jack shit#its this constant back and forth of making me feel good and happy and like maybe they like me#and then distance and Nothing#it sucks man#i just feel like im broken but i keep on trying EVERYTHING to fix it but idk what it is#because pretty much all my relationships or attempted ones go sour and like#if it was only a few thats one thing#but its all of them so its clearly my own fault#i just cant fix it if i dont know what im doing wrong#i guess i could just be with people that hurt me and drain me since at least they tend to stick around and are interested in me#pretty sure the universe is telling me that i dont and never will deserve any better#that i should just be happy being with people that make me feel like shit or hurt me#or just be completely alone instead
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😷 just venting abt dumb health stuff, pay no mind
#i dont wanna go back to the doctors for my throat bc it was just test after test and absolutely no answer last time#i am/was in a lot of physical pain and it makes talking/eating/drinking and even breathing to some degree VERY uncomfortable#but after all that testing and 'investigating' a few years ago they just said it was probably in my head.#which is fair. my brain isnt good at functioning etc. but that doesnt actually help me when i am in pain#there is nothing VISIBLY wrong with my throat so they just threw it all under my ongoing mental health label i think#very clearly is an actual issue tho. a physical one. no matter the cause. bc its exacerbated by hayfever/colds/flu/recycled air/vomiting etc#i lost my voice for three months a few years back. that may have been a lot to do with my mental health. but the pain made it harder to talk#so i stopped trying to talk at one point and it all spiralled#i am very tired.
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