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Actually i wanna talk more about this
i highly doubt im the right person qualified to talk about this but yknow what i dont fucking care-
Im sure most of you are aware of that complete dogshit take about creepypastas and the fandom by a certain individual, been there done that we all know how dumb it was that's not what i wanna talk about what i wanna focus on is certain thing said individual seems to be really obsessed with, that being the fact that the fandom likes to "humanize" the pastas and give them sad backstories or redeeming traits. They think that doing so is glorifying killers when they should be depicted as evil horrible people all the time. Now i can understand where they're coming cause killers are bad we shouldn't be making them seem good, right? But to me personally this kinda seems like a really shallow minded take and such thinking can just lead to having boring empty and flat characters. And most of all it's also more unrealistic.
Lets emphasize on the realism part, sense this guy is obsessed with realism. If you look at real world cases of infamous killers you would notice that alot of them usually have at the very least one positive trait to them or a couple. They're nice to friends and family, they're good parents, they maybe do some community service. People in their town say they were a sweetheart and a grade A citizen, which makes it even more heartbreaking when they find out the horrible things they commit. They may have some red flags but you wouldn't have guessed they were a fucking serial killer. The thing is that these people ARE humans and humans are very complicated creatures, someone can be horrible to some people but sweet and loving to others. And i'd argue that "humanizing" the killers honestly makes them scarier than if they were comically evil bad guys. It's the simple idea that this seemingly average person is secretly a killer, someone who seems nice and a great person to be around actually tortures and kills people for fun. The simple idea of literally anyone you could know could possibly be a terrible monster, anyone you could talk to or even just some rando on the street could be committing diabolical crimes beyond your comprehension. And you would never know until they were caught, and when that happens the dread you would feel knowing you lived right next door to a murderer and didn't even know is unlike any kind of fear imaginable. The simple fact that these people are humans but are able to commit such things to their own kind is fucking terrifying. And i dont think it's bad to want to depict these killers as humans, i dont think people depicting jeff the killer helping a kid get their kite out the tree means they want to go and kiss ted bundy. Because at the end of the day these are fictional characters from shitty 2012's internet horror stories made by a 13 yr old, and the stories we depict of these characters doesn't at all reflect how we actually are. so can we stop with the bullshit about "humanizing creepypastas" cause it is not the same as glorifying killers-
srry this was abit disjointed i just woke up from a nap and really wanted to talk about this cause its something that ticks me but feelsl ike nobody else talks about so i just gbhngdfgbhfd thank you for coming to my ted talk keep making cringe headcanons about jeff the kilelr buhbyeee
#there is ALOT more i could talk about on the subject but i wanted focus mainly on the realism part cause that's what this guy focuses on#if you wanna add your own thoughts opinions or even add more to the post PLEASE DO CAUSE IM BAD AT WORDS LOL#and i feel like someone else would have a better time wording this than my dumbass regressed to 5th grade level writing brain#anyways i love you all CRP fandom you're all so awesome and cool#no art#long post#rant post#creepypasta#creepypasta fandom#crp#crp fandom#jeff the killer#jeffery woods#jeff creepypasta#creepypasta jtk#horror#honestly this can count for horror characters in general not just creepypastas#horror character
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yea so far not liking ds3 any more than before. if anything im liking it less the second time
#i genuinely hate it im sorry. itâs nowhere near as good as any of the other titles#i cant even pretend i jst kind of dislike it anymore. i hate this game so so much u hav no idea#i haaaaaate it. donât know why im bothering trying it again tbh#might hav to abandon this run in favour of an elden ring faith build âŚ#cause im not having any fun at all right now#well thatâs a lie actually. i did feel a positive emotion when i spoke with greirat#plum plays dark souls 3: the redemption
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NO YOUâRE SO RIGHT ABOUT THE MAJIMA STUFF THOUGH. GOD. God forbid you speak poorly about the fandom silly guy etc etc. I rtâd one post about someone being annoyed abt majima getting an insane amount of merch (especially compared to other characters- even other PLAYABLE characters) and suddenly my TL is filled with ppl taking it as a personal attackâŚ.. like?? Settle down???
My one fear is that instead of Mine content weâre just gonna get Majima Saga 2 for yk3 and rgg will call it a day. WHAT ELSE IS THERE TO SAY ABOUT THE GUY !!! GENUINELY!!!
at this rate weâre going to have a complete record of Majimaâs life from birth until modern day bc you knowww theyâre never gonna let the cash cow die or retire. + god I lowkey need the 3jimas to break up Now so saejima and daigo can stand on their own again (w/out being overshadowed by Majima)âŚ. Saejima especially⌠I miss the days when he felt like a characterâŚâŚâŚ
(I may have a lot to say on the topic) (heâs a fun character but at this rate Iâm getting so sick of the fandom around him)
gen is kinda funny how when there's the Monthly Critique Of Majima post on twitter the rggtwt part of the tl is flooded with majima fans being upset. its like clockwork really LOL
as for saejima, i do miss him being solo... like he's funny with majima at times, but as wack as Y4 was i still really liked his coliseum scene, and his prison adventures in Y5 were a real treat too..
#snap chats#like you say one mild comment about majima in passing and then you have mates acting as if you burned their crops#like .. its never this serious .. also i think people have the right to be a littttttle miffed that other charas barely get anything#its starting to change with the plushies and saejima/akiyama figures so thats great but. still a way to go LOL#its just esp Lol inducing because kiryu and ichi are protagonists so it makes sense for them to get stuff#but majima is quite literally a side character that wasnt meant to have this much popularity#the concept of a chara becoming popular by accident isnt bad thats not the thing- its even cool when that happens#its just sometimes you just see people act really entitled to stuff for that character while every other chara is ignored#and then the same people acting surprised when others go 'actually ive had a bit enough of this guy'#honestly if they did another majima segment for a hypothetical yk3 id laugh. like id be a bit annoyed but id mostly laugh#cause truly what else is there. he's like a comic book character we just gotta keep making situations for him til hes 90#idk. just so funny majima's been given a sort of 'weird' protagonist status#and i say weird because he IS a protagonist but just compared to how he actually functions throughout y1-y6. lol. lmao even#like youre right in that majima's a fun character but he really is better in just small doses imo#or. at least i need people to relax on the idea of a 'majima gaiden' or making him any more prominent in the games than he is now#anyway i cant be bitter posting my dad is being funny as hell. he got us bracelets and he was like#'in our family you and i are the only ones who like these. makes us cool' and i was like 'yeah dad we're so cool'#and this old man is just 'we're so cool âşď¸' LIKE PL E A S E THE EMOJI TOOK ME OUT. i love my dad. all bitterness is gone from my heart#anyways bye if rgg gives majima a saga in yk3 im gonna livestream playing that and only that#not even yk3 just the majima part đđđđ
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â¨Rant in the tagsâ¨
#theres no murder unfortunately#but wowieee do i wish it was meeee#my car's been down for the last week which sucks because of all the driving i have to do#but then!! get this#my mom goes to the hospital which gives me full reign of her car right?? right#but my SISTERS car ALSO goes down so thats a list of another driving responsibilities cause she has a baby i cant let her and the bby walk#its cold now after all#but whoops guess whose car goes down now?? my MOMs#how fun how sweet how hilarious#oh and the warranty on that car?? expired. its donezo actually. donezo garbagio#and its thr ENGINE thats the problem â¨#the only good news is that my brother's off for the next couple of days and my car should be done by the end of today#and hopefully my warranty SHOULD cover the cost of my car but who tf knows any more!!#i already have a mystery mousekatool called a secret ticket to pay for come Friday and i have no fucking idea if i can get it#and i can't ask my mom for help because hospital and outta work#and i cant ask my dad cause he footed the entire bill of my wheel coming off#and as a cherry on top i rn feel like my friends as a collective hate me and the spiral im currently in is NOT taking criticism rn#so even if i DID reach out guess who's gonna feel like a burden that inconvenienced people rather than find it reassuring#youre right unfortunate reader (if you've gotten this far) this dumbass exclusive â¨#honestly i wanna take a nap for 4000 years and never wake up#personal#edit:: the repair man is still waiting on the part to be delivered... and the warranty people are closed to veterans day#so like yeah ig i cry instwad
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this didnât fit in the hashtags but donr rb or comment Iâm just screaming to myself atm Iâll probably delete this shit tomorrow goodnigjt fuck everything live vs kill
#vent because Iâm going fucking insane#so I got a weekend job right#Yay! So fun! money!#but now I have absolutely no fucking free time#and I hate it cause all I want to do is draw#I just want to draw#Just a little bit#All I want in life is to draw#but I donât have the time#and I feel like im going to die on the floor#cause I wanna draw so badly!!!!!!!#like itâs actually such a pain and I feel so overwhelmed and I just want to cry like a big baby about it#I would draw more but the thing is it takes me so long to get home from school#and I have to walk a dog after school sometimes#and then I donât have a lot of time before I eat dinner#then I do my chores which isnât a lot but I still donât want to do them#and it just#UGH#I canât draw inbetween like getting home and supper because I need time to recharge cause if I donât recharge Iâll get artblocm and then#not want to draw at all which I donât want#So I donât get time to draw cause im either occupied with something or im recharging after doing an activity#and I just feel so stuck!!!! Cause now I work a 9-5 and I hate it cause im so tired after work!!!!!!!!!!!!#I also think im just scared cause im actually growing up now and im feeling more exhausted than ever#like I want to do stuff with my friends#I wanna have fun#I want to do things#this is why I love summer because despite the heat and the bugs I have time to myself#I rarely have time to myself if any when im in school#and I HATE ITTTTT#I HATE IT SO FUCKING MUCH
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im so excited that i want to go rn!!!!!!!!
#u guys. living life like it's going to end in a few days makes it so fucking awesome#cause like im moving right so every time i go out or something it feels like borrowed time like#i stole last few moments of happiness from fate#and i can let go so easily and it just feels sooooo much better without all the anxiety#like damn people just live like this 24/7??#i CANNOT wait to be done with my exams in a year then i won't have any big stress always weighing over me all the time#tho probably adulting responsibilities will be overwhelming and stressful in a different way but i hope it's ol#what the fuck man life is really just hanging out with people you love and understand you best#meeting new people sucksssssss i love hanging out with my sisterand my childhood bestfriend and nobody else#well unless they've been vetted and verified by my girlies like my sisters guy was really fun to hang out with tooooo#life is really just about like 3 to 4 people you love and having fun om weekends festivals occasions huhđ#seems obvious but i think all this kinda got lost in the self isolation and depression lolđ#nyway im excited to buy some glittery eyeliner!!!! and a new top!!!!!!! god i love having money#i got it now friends money family secret to happiness
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#guysssssss..... im sentinelbrained again.........#maybe next time ill get into something a single other person likes too but today is not that day#i feel bad yapping about this show to anyone directly cause it really is not that Good but. i am having sososo much fun with it#its such a good time#im on the third season and well it turns out the main character stoic cop guy has an evil toxic dad and some major daddy issues#and in this ep hes doing like. the whole 'you didnt want me to be different you made me feel like a freak but this is who i am this is me'#and like. yea its about the sentinel thing but u are also the man living with your Super Special boy bestie#who serial killers use as bait to lure you out like weekly and who you got a soul bond with and stuff so. could be nothing really#all the acting in this show is so like. i mean its not Bad bad but its very exaggerated at times fshsjsj and its so much fun#every episode has a 10minute chase scene#and these gaudy half fade commercial break title cards#so sillyy its so sillyyyy aagh#my post#anyways#you guys are lucky the sentinel tag here is so hard to navigate cos otherwise youd be getting another spamming of gifs right about now#theres a bunch of scenes where you only realize halfway through that sandburgs there too cos jim and simon are so tall compared to him#and he doesnt get any lines anyway. and it always makes me laugh#every single ep has a side charcater with one ear pierced. sandburg has one ear pierced. jim has one ear pierced. everyone does its the 90s#the music is so obnoxious and theyre playing it All the time and its the funniest thing#and the sound bites when jims using his Sentinel Senses are even funnier#anyway ye its not a good show and its not anywhere and nobody knows it but. i like it soso much#the constant slo-mo when something Dramatic happens too omfg can we bring it back
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yap sesh in the tags ! <3 nothing new im just frustrated abt my disordered sleep schedule as always . woke up at 5 pm and i will probably be failing my All Dayer and going to sleep shortly At 8 am and then sleeping for 1 billion years
#text#it feels like shit all the time bc it affects Everything Else#i dont get to interact with Real People very much . i dont get any sunlight . i feel weak and sick and gross all the time#i often barely eat at all the whole time im awake bc i just dont get hungry#n i cant rlly get up during the night anyways cause i risk gettin in trouble or waking up the dogs n getting them all riled up#more often than not i will eat. just toast or cereal cause i miss dinner and then thats it all the time im awake#oh also i can barely keep track of time anymore ! i noticed this months ago but like#i only know sundays bc i hear my mom wake uo n get ready for church right before i usually go to sleep n thats abt it now lol#it doesnt rlly matter anyways i guess cause theres not Day theres just Time Im Awake For#sometimes very small . sometimes a lot longer than one day#a friend also pointed out that my suicidal thoughts seem to get worse whenever my sleep gets really bad (like once or twice a month lmao)#n those r probably related bc of everything else being worse as well#i feel like im just watching it all happen n i dont have much control over my own body or mind#i always wake up in pain or with a migraine n sometimes i have seizures in my sleep#i just spend 75% of my time lately sitting or laying down in bed doing nothing cause i cant sleep n it sucks#my mom thinks its funny how hyped i get whenever im allowed to Go Anywhere but like thats the only time im Awake For Real . alive đ#not like we go anywhere fun but like .walmart idk. when i can go is able to pull me out of the wretched hell that is Sitting In Bed Forever#n its been like this for well over a year lol#i ride da walmart high for about 12 or so hours after n then it just goes right back to schmiserable schmiserable sitting in bed forever#my entire world has shrunk to sitting in bed forever#posting now heart emoji . hwello if anyone read this all
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ok Heres some thoughts now that im not stupidly sleepy anymore. i like thinking about dreamys first encounter with miles after entering his universe, freshly mutated and not having any real idea of whats going on, confused as fuck. so they see spiderman on the news and go âshit, thats the guy i gotta talk to, how the FUCK do i get in contact with himâ and then IM THINKING they do something very silly and dramatic which is to stage a crime like an armed robbery or something so hell show up, then as soon as hes there they drop the weapon or whatever and go âoh good it worked. sorry about scaring everyone i just needed to talk to spiderman for a second ill find some way to pay for therapy if anyone needs it after thisâ and then telling him about their own powers so he can help
#cherry chats#dreamy ��#ahhh wait fuck. just realized i should change that tag fo have an emoji in case anyone follows the dreamy tag#augh. hold on. brb#dont read this post yet its not finished. ill come back and say more stuff in the tags in like 10 minutes or smth#OK BACK!!!!! i have more shit on dreamy now that idk if ive said before#their relationship with liv in their original dimension has over time morphed into the WORST fwb deal in the whole world#liv has become so incredibly manipulative and actually downright obsessed w them. idk how that happened#she tries to prevent them from talking to anyone shes jealous she has tantrums shes admitted the true nature of the collider project and its#ties to kingpin etc etc#shes absolutely crazy over there. and i LOVE it#she thinks she can manipulate dreamy They manipulate her right back. theyre sooooo fucked up <3#and they came to milesâ dimension not by choice but as a result of the accident. spider society hates them because theyre anomalous#and also Erm a shit hero. by spider society standards#they have nothing more than just a vague feeling and fleeting memories and strange dreams from their original dimension#theyve tried looking themself up in alchemax personnel files but finding nothingâ because in 1610 they never worked there#so their memories dont add up with the reality around them which is obviously. SOO fucking frustrating#also. news on powers. their extra eyes have nightvision and their fangs have a temporarily paralyzing venom đ#they dont know that for sure though. they havent run any tests because they would need a living subject for that and the way they found out#in the first place was accidentally biting their tongue. so they dont know for sure how the venom works#but i know. and its paralyzing The effect is less for them since its their venom but still potent enough to cause irritation#like. when they bit their tongue it stiffened and tensed up for awhile but no numbing#if it bit someone else it would have a marginally stronger effect#and ummâŚâŚ. umm. well actually maybe thats all#after their vanishing in their home dimension shit fell apart over there#both liv and ohnn were distraught and tried looking for them but eventually gave up#theyre gone for years before they manage to find home after allâŚâŚ.. they just assume theyd been offed or something#so umm. i think thats it đ i love dreamy i think theyr great#still not sure what their home dimension is called though. i like 8084 but im not sure#so yay My spidey baby Teehee ^__^ i like thinking about their lore a lot ithink its fun
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sorry for diary posting so much on main but this is the last one today prommy
#it's in the tags anyway so#SO#i didn't go get my masters. or rlly try for a phd because i felt like i was bad at school right#(because i failed two classes in freshman year and i'd never ever done that before)#(and i failed those because. my meds made it very difficult for me to retain any information/make memories or whatever)#and it was just so WEIRD and i felt so dumb because never in my life had i been bad at school before like that#so that kind of killed my general confidence in academia#so even tho i got into a decent program i just decided to go work instead#(and yes a big part of it is that my current job is awesome and i didn't know if i'd get this kind of opportunity again)#and i kind of just realized#the last year and a half have LITERALLY JUST BEEN SCHOOL#OR WHAT A MASTERS PROGRAM WOULD BE LIKE#sort of. like an engineering masters.#except technically i have come up with new stuff too it's just operational and not research#but i spent the last year and a half learning something completely new that i knew nothing about at all.#and i've been teaching classes while i was learning and taking exams#and my exams went WELL#the last oral exam i had my evaluator told me it was the best one he'd seen#i went to talk to one of my senior instructors recently about the last big class i taught to become certified#to fucking important ass terrifyingly smart people#and he told me i was a model for all new people and i did super well#and then he told me not to tell anyone he said that because he didn't want people to think he was a softie#(he's a gigantic softie. i can't believe people are scared of him)#when he gets mad he expresses it and honestly he's valid for it sometimes people are dumb bitches and need to hear it. but apparently some#oh that's a tangent. anyways. if i can do this i can probably go back to academia right...#and jesus fuck girl it doesn't have to be mit. it can be a normal school#i can Lower my Standards because they aren't about to lower theirs. haha but what if.... anyways im gonna stick with the same major as my#bachelors cause i did actually enjoy it. and aerospace is boring in comparison. and i wanna figure out how to keep people alive both in#space AND under the ocean. at pressures we were never meant to survive at! Now THAT' would be fun.
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so lovey dovey



pairing: sim jaeyun x reader genre: fluff and romance warnings: consensual skinship, drunk!jake, kissing, kinda suggestive, 18+ inspired by jake's live where he says "when i'm drunk i become lovely & cute" as if he isnt always lovely and cute >_<
hoonieyun notes: some fluff because why nawt.. im slowly amping all of the angst in the up coming fics for february so i'm making up for it now by posting a few fluff and romance drabbles :3
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jake was sprawled across your couch as he takes occassional sips from his glass of beer. it wasnât often that jake drank but tonight he invited the guys over for game night and that usually entails drinks and a bunch of food. you didnât mind doing your own thing on the side as you lounged in the comfort of your bedroom, every now and then making an appearance to make sure everyone was good and not fighting for losing or winning or even stealing some of the food for yourself.Â
and thatâs what you were about to do right now. you had just finished your small bowl of tteokbeokki and it certainly wasnât enough so you decided to grab some more. you walk out of you and jakeâs shared bedroom and find the group of guys arguing over mario kart.Â
jungwon claiming that niki cheated, jay not paying attention to the argument because he came in 1st place, and jake who was already staring at your figure standing in the hall.
âhi, babyâ he says, drawing out the last part of the petname.Â
âhi, jakey. i just want some more food.â you chirp as you approach and he instantly takes your bowl to fill it with more food. âyou sure you donât wanna come join us?â he asks, handing you back your bowl.Â
âmmmâŚâ you ponder, looking over to niki and jungwon who are still arguing and sunoo who was having too much fun laughing at the two younger guys bicker. before you could even answer, jake is pulling you into his lap and whispering into your ear, âplease, stay.â he says. his breath was low and warm and it sent tickles down your back. you nod in agreement and his smile widens at your response.Â
jake loved having you around at all times, even when you two werenât necessarily doing anything, he just loved having you near him.Â
the guys often teased him that he was too whipped or down bad for you and jake would just brush it off. of course he was down bad for you, every man should be down bad for his girlfriend, if he wasnât then he was doing something wrong.Â
you silently eat your food as the games continue, heeseung using his eldest privileges to change the game to which jungwon groaned as he wanted another chance at mario kart.Â
you werenât sure what game they were playing but they all took turns passing the controller around to kill monsters and what not. and when it came to jakeâs turn, the guys would groan in annoyance after jake causes them to die and lose the game.Â
all of them turned their attention to jake who was too busy staring at you eating your tteokbeokki to pay any mind to the game they were playing.Â
âdude, you just let us die!â
âearth to jake?â
âhellooo?â
they all tried to get his attention but he was too immersed in you to notice. eyes sparkling as he watches you fondly and lovingly. a cute habit of his whenever he got drunk or even the slightest bit tipsy.Â
he would get very cute and lovely and wouldnât be able to get you out of his head as if you werenât always occupying his mind.Â
âjakey, the guys are talking to you..â you say, blinking a few times at him and his smile widens when he hears your voice.Â
jake doesnât even glance over to the guys, he just sloppily passes the remote to one of them in which sunghoon catches it and continues the game after jake has caused their character to die. jake had you in his lap, gently rubbing your thighs as he rests his head on your back. humming occassionally whenever you leaned closer into his touch.Â
âcan you ask them to leave.. i wanna be alone with you.â he whispers into your ear.Â
âwhy canât you do it..â you whisper back and he explains that if you tell everyone to go home theyâll listen because youâre a girl but if he does it theyâll all just ignore him and want to continue game night. you think about it for a second and heâs absolutely right. so you give him a nod and a small kiss on the forehead to which jake gets flustered and shy over, pulling his bottom lip between his teeth as he blushes at your actions.Â
you decide to stand up and do an exaggerated yawn, âgosh, iâm exhausted, what time is it?â you say, looking over to the clock on the wall and just like thatâ the guys take the hint and start packing up all of the things. they each help with putting things in the kitchen to throw away or to be washed and soon enough they were all saying their goodbyes and filing out of your shared apartment with jake.Â
âfinally.. i can have you all to myself.â jake says, a pout on his lips as he pulls you into a hug. he brings the two of you to your bedroom, not letting go of you once. you try to get out of his grasp but he begins to whine and pout, ârelax, jaeyunnie. iâm just turning off the lights.â you say and he jumps up from his spot on the bed, running over to the lightswitch and flicking it off before running back to bed and cuddling up to you.Â
he nuzzles his head on your shoulder as the two of you cozy up to one another, placing several kisses on your neck and cheek. âi wanna stay like this forever.â he says. you just love whenever he gets like this, so cute and lovey dovey. his ears and cheeks a shade of red from the alcohol and his need to express how much he loved you and loved being near you.Â
âgoodnight jakey..â you say, waiting for him to say it back but youâre met with the sound of his snores, causing you to chuckle, pulling your phone out and snapping a photo of how cute he looked while sleeping, ears still red and his face slightly buried in the crook of your neck.Â
jake, your cute and lovey dovey boyfriend.



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getting wigs for characters with the same hair color as myself make me feel like the biggest dumbass around but youd have me fucked thinking im burdening myself with daigos 2000's emo cut just for a weekend
#snap chats#a weekend is generous im only going to the con on saturday#i like how im making it sound like anime nyc is this weekend when its at the end of august LMAO BUT NO LISTEN#unfortunately beauty influencers have finally done their job right and this one guy was reviewing an eyebrow pencil#but the twist is that this pencil was like. SUPPPER STUPID FINE im talkin .08mm and he demonstrated how it could imitate stubble#SO OF COURSE. my ass wanted to see for myself cause as much as i like my sponge-stippling method its not super precise#and that shit gets annoying when most of it looks fine but then i press too hard or i angle the sponge wrong and now i gotta start over#In Any Case the pencil i got did exactly as i hoped and its actually p fun putting on LMAO. i prefer how it looks too#anyway how this all relates to this post. im probably gonna go as y2 daigo again for anime nyc in august#and I Repeat im not cutting my hair for that LMAO so. Wig đŠ#i like it when i cosplay him cause i just go by his actual design cause if i even breathe near skinny jeans ill wanna kms#also i just like to be as accurate as i can be yk. plus the leather pants i have are cozy and theyre one of my fave pairs of pants đ¤¤#in any case. whenever that wig comes in ermmmmm i dont trust myself to take pictures đ my selfie game is dick#maybe ill stream yk2 LMAO but anyway. good night i think im gonna force myself to sleep now#i got back to my dorm like four hours ago or whatever and i am not looking forward to doing school shit again. alongside comm shit#OH WELL we ball good night#wait before i Good Night cackling as i have my meds next to my aoki tablet and plush#great reminder honestly. Take Your Meds Or You'l Convince Yourself To Be A Republican#ok goodnight fr now im gonna giggle and kick my feet thinking of cosplay
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Last song: Thatâs So True by Gracie Abrams
Favorite color: Lavender & also blue
Last book: Kingdom of Ash (currently on Crescent City #1 House of Earth & Blood)
Last TV show: The Great British Bake-Off (Iâm watching it right nowđ)
Last movie: Deadpool & Wolverine
Sweet/spicy/savory: yes⌠I love them allđ ranking is sweet/savory/spicy (if salty was an option it would be #1)
Relationship status: Single & (unless some magical human stumbles into my life or book characters become real) too focused on keeping up with lifeâs â¨chaosâ¨
Last thing I googled: âhow to force stop a printerâ â itâs still printing as I type this, weâre on return slip #6 & I have given upđ¤Śââď¸
Current obsession: still any & everything Maasverse! And custom book binding/fore-edge painting.
Looking forward to: picking up my puppy (well it wonât be a puppy itâll be at least a year or 2 old, but still).
Tag list (no pressure & welcome to all :-) @tothestarsinvelaris @romantasyreader28 @certifieddorianandcassiansimp @highladyelenna @i-dont-like-choosing-usernames @shadowhunters77 @wannaberachelgrxxn @chaos-on-stand-bi @cheap-spirits @freyjas-musings
Ten People I'd Like To Get To Know Better
(Original post by @off-brand-halloween-ghost I just wanted to shorten the thread)
Tagged by: @spider-jaysart <3
Last song: "Through Me (The Flood)" By Hozier
Favorite color: Blue
Last book: "Mythos" By Stephen Fry
Last movie: ...Mean Girls 2024...
Last tv show: Technically "Agatha All Along"
Sweet/spicy/savory: Savory (but I don't mind a little sweet and spicy action okay)
Relationship status: I'm the final girl and unfortunately it is NOT Jennifer's Body.
Last thing i googled: "Jennifer's Body"
Current obsession: My Writing (laughs in narcissism)
Looking forward to: Getting some art made finally
tagging: @im-not-buying-it-ether @radioactive-earthshine @shadowuserannie @tododeku-or-bust @kara-zor-els @authenticaussie @fancyfade @cheeweburgev @shrugsinchinese @strawberrysoop
I GOT TO 10 SOMEONE GIVE ME A COOKIE
#get to know me#10 questions#ask game#tag game#ask me anything#reblog#bb reblog thread#thanks for the tag!#I really love these#this was fun#as always#welcome to all#no pressure tags#last song is fun cause I got asked this earlier and now I can update music as the day goes lol#also lol since I know you read tags youâd be happy to know power over me was being played like 3 songs ago ;-) cause omg Rowaelin playlists#I really love blue and purple but purples easier cause lavenders a known shade and most shades of purple I love#vs blue while I donât hate any I also do have preferences and like teal and spa blues generally speaking plus ya know blog names lol#and yes I write words in the colors cause it does something for my brain#probably sweet & salty most (though salty isnt mentioned Im that girl) but Iâll always take sweet & savory or spicy so I guess overall sweet#yes all I still only have puppy on the brain; books research countdowns etc. being a dog mom is my anxiety relief hyperfixation#Agatha all along was my last show minus right now lol well that or TVD but 4am migraine incoherency doesnât countđ ps Brooklyn 99 is great#also novo armor is great
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i wish i was a cat so my flaws were still cute and adorable and i was worthy of recieving love attention and raising back to health and my brain was small enough that the discomfort and fear would give way to simple things like enjoying a little treat and looking good for photos and being loved and held and stuff
#i forgot what feeling 'normal' without pain felt like so long ago its hard to remember remembering#i guess i enjoy a little treat but i cant think of a time in almost five years ive ever felt free#i wish i could be loved in a mutually beneficial way that didnt hurt#i would make a really good cat i swear#i dont know#if i was a cat that was loved and gently healed back to health and treasured and only had to worry about churu id be ok#it sounds so cheesy wanting to be treasured cause i just dont associate that with me#even with my family my closest friends ill never be anyones special person#i shouldnt have thought about this on tumblr cause everyones just gonna immediately think about watanuki arent they#i would write a mean vent fic or two if i could being myself to be focused enough to write it#its difficult these days#dont reblog please not trying to be the fun police im just going through some really bad stuff right now#ill delete later#i need rest but it isnt coming to me and it wont really do me much good#when cats get sick and fat and their teeth mess up and their skin goes all sore and they lose their hair and they get wrinkly and in pain#everyone still finds them just like any other cat#all cats are beautiful and perfect#standards for humans are different and so is living in your own skin when it is hostile and unfamiliar and it hurts and warps your mind#its a cruel and unusual punishment and a cat would just walk it off#cats are worthy of love and i am neither worthy nor able to take it
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#so ive spent the past several days moving from my apartment to a new townhouse and tbh literally everything is as bad as i was worried about#like first of all its kind of in the middle of nowhere#like the neighborhood is in the middle of an industrial park with nothing around but offices#which is great for my roommate who now has a 5 minute commute. but not great for me who has to commute 30 minutes on the highway#its also a lot smaller#like the house itself is bigger and all of the spaces that are my roommates are bigger#but my bedroom and bathroom are a lot smaller and theres no storage#so ive had to go through everything i moved here just to see how much i can get rid of just so i can have space to live#like i asked my roommate if i could store some of my yarn and fabric stash in the office#and she technically said yes but i know she really meant shed rather i not#so ive spent the past several days panicking because i dont know what to do about any of it#the worst part is that the day we move out i leave for a cruise which should be fun but instead its just another thing to be stressed about#i hate this place already and i wish i had a choice to go somewhere else#i wish id at least been able to see it before coming in to get the keys#cause the pics online were really shitty and i had to dig to even find a shitty walkthrough video#it doesnt help that theres been a bunch of drama with my guild that might mean i end up leaving and quitting the game#im just so tired of it all and i just wish that i had *anything* to look forward to right now
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park sunghoon â âcode redâ

let it fall, call it code red
: you send your boyfriend some risky photos, knowing heâs about to perform in front of thousands. the punishment youâll get is well deserved.
pairing: bf!p.sh x fem!reader
cw: smut, unprotected sex, creampie, mentions about multiple rounds, sunghoon using your body for his own pleasure, he ties up your hands, degrading kink, hair pulling, slight masturbating, sending explicit photos and texts, lots of teasing.
not proofread, enjoy! (MDNI)
itâs been an hour ever since you kissed your boyfriend goodbye, wishing him luck at his upcoming concert. an hour ever since you couldnât stop thinking about him, closing your eyes just to imagine him being right there between your legs.
youâre laying down on your bed, the need to touch him sinking you in the mattress. you sit up to look into the mirror thatâs by the bed, deciding to tease him a bit.
you know that heâs with his members right now, having to perform any second.
you keep looking at your body in the mirror, lifting your undershirt just enough to show your abdomen. you take off your shorts, leaving yourself in your panties.
biting your lip, you open your camera app. you lay back down in your bed to take a few pics from the neck down. your boobs sit so nicely for the picture, almost like knowing youâre taking them for your love.
after you take some pics, even a short video for you holding your phone up with your right hand while running your left hand all over your body. you slightly smile and the camera picks it up perfectly for him.
you squeeze your thighs together, starting to grind on your own panties while thinking about him again.
you quickly open up the texting app, seeing that he was active 2 minutes ago. âperfectâ you mumble to yourself, letting out small sounds as youâre squeezing your thighs tighter.
you send him a little text first, to see if heâd reply in the first place.
hey baby are you still backstage?
heyy my love yeah im still here, theyâre delaying the concert a few minutes lol. whatâs up?
oh if he knew right there.
mm iâm glad then, i miss you alreadyyy đ
𫣠what do you mean by that darling?
and then you just go for it. you smile as you send him one photo of the ones you took, along with that short video. the blinding red led light hovering over your skin.
as soon as he sees the photos, he covers his phone screen to not leak it to anybody by accident.
he gulps, examining every part of your body visible. oh how he wishes he could throw kisses all over your pretty body. he hates what youâre doing to him but oh how much he loves how hot you look for him.
he can feel his bulge getting harder with each passing second staring at the material you sent him, looking down and cursing under his breath.
he immediately texts you back, struggling already.
you fucking slut, you got me hard already how am i supposed to perform now?
you smile even harder at his text, travelling your hand down to your panties just to rub yourself. you want him inside you badly, but teasing him is equally as fun.
letm help u get rid of it go smwhere whereno one can see u ;)
i donât have time, if i get caught youâre so dead whore. iâm coming home right after this but why are you typing so weird all of a sudden?
ifs hard typingwuth one hand love đ
oh you have no idea what youâre doing to me right now. when did i let you touch yourself? youâll see what will happen when i get home. you better be all ready cause youâre not going down easy.
you donât get to even text back, cause you get another few ones from him.
fuck i need to perform now
youâre getting punished when i get home
ill fuck you so good youâll need me all the time from now on
you better not cum until i get home
you close your eyes, replaying his texts in your mind on repeat as you rub your panties faster. you keep his promise on not cumming, figuring you already pissed him off enough already.
your nipples get hard from the cold air coming from the open window. you get such heat in your stomach you canât tame, only way you can tame it now is by letting sunghoon do whatever he wants to you.
you wonder the whole time how he performed with a boner but he did quite well, hiding it as well as he could. of course all he could think about was you.. those photos you sent floating in his mind on loop.
he forgot a few lyrics here and there being too preoccupied remembering the curves on your body he loved so much. how he was going to trace his fingers over every bump and curve on it.
feels like hours passed since his concert started, but the concertâs duration was only an hour, way shorter than the usual concerts he holds.
when they were done performing, backstage he quickly changed his clothes and took his things to run home. he didnât even care enough to greet his members, all he wanted was you.
when you hear the front door open, you almost squeal out of excitement. you fix up your hair a bit, covering yourself with the blanket on your bed.
he drops all his things just to burst through the bedroom.
he eyes you up and down, his gaze changing suddenly when he sees you.
he walks over to you, already talking his jacket off.
âlet me give you what you want love, you deserve it.â he growls, dragging you out of bed. your body gets exposed to him like this, and he canât help but run his hands all over you. he picks you up just to squeeze you between him and the wall. you feel his hard cock against your panties as heâs smirking.
you grab onto the collar of his shirt, whining at him. âpleaseee fuck me already. i was a good girl, i didnât cum yet.â you feel proud of yourself, and he gives you a kiss for that.
âyou are a good girl, but not good enough for me not to punish you. know that right?â you nod. but you donât mind. you wrap your arms around his neck, hoping for the best.
he throws you back onto the bed, getting on top of you. he doesnât hesitate taking off his shirt while smiling at you. he leans in for another kiss before running his hands up your undershirt to cup your breasts. he plays with them, tugging on your nipples and pinching your skin. you know how much he loves them, and you love when he plays with them. then he just takes off your undershirt, wanting to see them in their glory.
you try reaching to touch his abs, but he quickly takes off his belt to tie your hands above your head with it. you look at him while pouting but he doesnât buy any of it.
âno pouting and no touching slut, this is what you get. next time watch what you do.â you nod, looking down.
as heâs about to take your panties off, he notices how wet you are, scoffing.
âtalk about me being hard, look at you slut. youâre so wet just for me.. thatâs how i love it.â he chuckles, sliding them off you too easily.
he parts your legs, rubbing your pussy a bit before inserting his fingers inside you.
you instantly moan, bouncing up and down trying to move around on his fingers.
he slaps your pussy, making you stop. âdid i tell you to do that? oh youâre getting on my nerves whore. sit still before i have to tie you up whole.â
you gulp, apologising in a sweet voice. âim sorry.. daddy.â he clicks his tongue. âthatâs better. keep your legs open for me.â he takes his fingers out of you, leaving such emptiness within you.
he takes off his pants and boxers in one move.
heâs way too needy to waste time right now, but heâs down to teasing you any time.
he starts fisting his cock, right with you watching with your legs open. he gives himself deep strokes, groaning a bit with each one. youâre sitting there craving his cock too bad to be cutting with this right now. you start doing what youâre best at, whining.
âwhat are you doing⌠please fuck me alreadyyyy i feel way better than your hand pleaseee..â youâre pathetic whining and begging like that, but it does the job in convincing him.
without saying a word, he shoves it all inside you. he doesnât give you any time to adjust, making you scream out of frustration.
âyou stretched yourself enough with your fingers thinking about me, be quiet before i make you keep your mouth closed.â
you try keeping quiet as heâs thrusting into you at whatever pace he wants, moaning every few thrusts. the heat in your stomach gets more and more unbearable, you let out small noises and heâs fine with that.
âyouâre such.. a slut..begging me.. to fuck you.. youâre all mine.â you nod frantically.
â..iâm all yours⌠only yours.. fuck daddy pleaseee..â
he picks his pace up upon hearing the new nickname you chose again, pulling at your hair little by little.
you clench around him as youâre about to cum and he keeps your legs wide open, grabbing them harder. âlet me.. make you cum pretty girl..â
and you do just that, you furrow your eyebrows as you cum all over him. all over his abs and the covers.
he hisses as youâre cumming, enjoying your quiet moans.
he leans in to rest his head in the crook of your neck, fucking into you even faster than before.
you wrap your legs around him, expecting for him to cum soon.
youâre right, and without saying a word heâs convinced youâre letting him cum inside you.
he thrusts into you a few more times before letting out a moan as heâs cumming in you filling you up.
you roll your eyes back, enjoying the feeling too badly.
after a bit he sits up, making you sit on his lap. your arms still tied, you give him a kiss.
âiâll use you the whole night you whore, youâll regret sending those pictures.â he says in a low voice.
youâre willing to let him use you, this was your reasoning on why those photos exist. you want him to use you, knowing that you give him more pleasure than anyone could.
you just smile, knowing your plan worked.
âuse me up, cum inside me just how you love it. until you stop seeing red.â
#enhypen#kpop#kpop bg#enhypen hard hours#enhypen smut#sunghoon smut#park sunghoon#sunghoon hard thoughts#sunghoon hard hours#sunghoon#enhypen scenarios#enhypen sunghoon
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