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what kind of underwear do you think Erik and Charles wear (i'm not asking this to see them half naked) ((please believe me)) (((PLEASE)))
My Personal Belief is charles is a briefs guy while erik's a trunks guy. trunks/briefs kinda couple because i can
and idk just a lil bonus or somethin. as i do.
#nsft#probably. again A Promotion Would Be In Order From Me Personally but WHATEVER.#cherik#im too tired to tag everything ok this post'll find its people#snap sketches#not too tired for a tag ramble tho eUUGGHHH#i HAVE to post the second bit now or ill be editing it all night and for what. i will live#and my silly ass said i wouldnt draw that reading idea. well guess what im a LIAR who LIES.#i do wanna revisit that proper tho .. at least draw em by the fireplace someday but anyway#i think the funny thing is i had like. plans to draw charles in purple briefs just cause he wore them once and i chortled Unreasonably#so here we are. youll have to forgive me my friend i have a condition called If I Get An Excuse To Draw I Will#it is a very serious condition cause i need to SLEEEEPP truly and honestly locking in later i HAVE to#leaving all of you with this for the next idk twelve hours thats crazy#all i want to do is draw but i feel my eyes . Getting Weird and i have exams so i guess i should be a responsible person and sleep#i actually have a lot i need to catch up on so like. i prob wont be back on until this weekend when im Hopefully more free#'snap didnt you say that last night' I HAVE TO BE SERIOUS THIS TIME i got a lot. so i will see everyone saturday Hopefully#please give me the strength to focus for once thank you#for now good night everyone !!! please enjoy my doodlings from today. yesterday. i must not make any more for now
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Hey do you think pre-sunshot LXC was so supportive of LWJ getting along with WWX, so he would have at least one friend who isn't outright intimidated by him because he didn't want LWJ to be as lonely as he was?
Because while LWJ was also an heir, it was very much fixed that LXC would be the next sect leader, so obviously they beat down on him harsher than they would LWJ.
Every time we see LXC pre-sunshot is either him with LQR or on a night hunt or preparing for some sect related things and unlike LWJ who is comfortable by himself he clearly does not exactly love it.
Of course he's still gonna do it because of responsibility but that doesn't mean LWJ has to suffer the same loneliness he does.
So what I am thinking it pre-sunshot LXC doing the typical eldest sibling stuck in a strict family not wanting his younger sibling to have to put up with the same frustrations and giving him a way out.
Like yes, go on befriend that little chaotic boy who is actually very talented and adept and can hold his ground in front of you. You know you finally met someone who is your match so don't be afraid to get close, you have the option so don't waste it.
And then do you think LXC felt like he met his own match when he met Meng Yao on the run? Not just because he saved him but because they could understand each other's defense mechanisms where they both politely smile even when they want to stab people.
#also i can bet that if lxc had more time to process#jgy killing nmj using methods from the lan sect#he would haw found a way to justify it to himself#but that's cause he's been so lonely#he understands Wangji but did wangji ever understand him half as well?#maybe he did#do you think it killed him to see his brother share the most ingenuine smile#when he came out of seclusion#and took the mantle of the sect leader again#giving lwj free reign once more to just travel around jianghu with wwx#cause he has done it before i dont see why he wont again#i just love the jade twins being able to clearly see each other's suffering#but being able to do absolutely nothing about it#lan xichen#lan wangji#anti gusu lan#???#does this count as anti gusu lan?
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hi dailyverse friends
it’s me. Mod Cy. The guy that runs los camp! daily and plays the role of the wet magpie poem guy
so basically i have some plans and i wanted to ask if any of the dv blogs that have multiple hosts (like many of the many mbra blogs maybe) would have room to make me a member maybe /nf ^^
i need to make a second character. for the plans that i will not get into. and i am already struggling to keep up with my queue for daily los campesinos! so i don’t exactly want to make a second daily blog.. but also this is completely /nf and it’s only if it’s not any trouble for you guys!!
(also if it does work out, someone dm-ing and giving me a rundown on how to accurately make a character for one of those blogs would be helpful ^^ i wanna make sure i don’t mess up the vibe of the blogs ehe)
tagging a couple daily blog friends: @reinagony @leafgorge @onetimemacaroni
#cyrambles#ALSO AGAIN. NOT NECESSARY AT ALL#i could probably figure out a way around this#i might jsut be being stupid becayse pf the overstimulation rn#so again I DONT WANNA CAUSE TROUBLE FEEL FREE TO SAY NO I WONT BE UPSET#baaaaa i’m so nervous to be asking.. |д・)
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I recently rewatched gravity falls like im sure everyone else has these past couple months. apparently my partner had never seen it despite us both being the prime demographic at time of airing. they enjoyed it so much we were both hurt there was no more.
we both understand why there can never be a season 3 but the bittersweet "summer is over and we can never come back here" hit more like 500 freight trucks straight to the heart than I remembered...
something about a place you can only remember :/
#gravity falls#the mystery shack#artists on tumblr#digital art#nostalgia#does anyone else think its weird that we cant go back to school???#like i 100 percent understand why we shouldnt let adluts walk around a school#but its so weird that we only get 12 years of school experiences and the only experience ill have is my own#ill never get another chance at highschool??#i can never enjoy the wonders of a second grade classroom again??#aaaaa#WE ONLY AGE UP#and life is fleeting#and the mystery shack isnt real#but i remember it.#sorry im a little high and sentimental right now#is this only relatable to child free people? cause people with kids get to relive school and childhood through them???#cause im not convinced#i simply have no desire for little mini mes#(hopefully future me wont let me down)#🙏
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not oscar getting blamed for murdering his gf. this murder allegation will never not be funny. not someone trying to cancel him for a crime he didn’t even commit 😭😭
#they didnt even do a little google search before posting that you know google is a free service right?#when i first read that i was laughing so hard i couldnt breathe and i was crying and cackling like a fucking witch and my dad came into my#room to see if i was okay😭😭😭#cause like what?#highlight of my year fr fr#wont be forgetting this anytime soon havent been able to stop thinking about it and very time i do i start laughing again😭😭#formula 1#f1#mclaren#oscar piastri#f1 twitter#op81
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where i come from, 2022
#treviglio#italy#north italy#my life#this feels ages ago#wish i could stay home for 3 weeks but i havw to juggle free days and barely get 4 days together#i wonder how ill end up this new year#cause i rll wanted to see someone then i kinda realized its for nothing but still itd be the only exciting thing#rest is..plan B#i have no idea really#everything is like...a plan B because fun A plans are a luxury#yet of all the people whod care there no one which makes me really feel like lets meet#either that or its someone who acts like its cool to see me but taking a free day extra is a no go#i dont know i dont know if another interrail pass would be a big waste cause id be just going to duesseldorf twice maybe and id#barely have time to stay home and should just get plane tickets while theyre not crazy expensive#was thinking about only taking the way there but idk#im at a point where i dont even dare asking#know i wont just explore a city alone again#thought who knows maybe ill get to see someone in germany#but then id have to get more free days and is that what i want#sukkel
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I think my brain is stretching out "school is in four days" cause I heard a teacher or someone say "see you monday" to someone else and it was like. OH. MONDAY???? THAT SOON???
Hope yall don't miss my shitposting too much for some hours out of the day /half joking
#i honestly have so much to say about my schedule that I got that it's like. It would be a mountain of text#it's like so much i wish i could leave it as one really big voice message cause i wanna get it out at a speed i can't type at#and I'm not a particularly slow typer or anything. i mean I'm not FAST but im not slow yknow#but anyway. to make it super super super short and simplified. It's not perfect but it is very very very much a relieving outcome that-#-assures me i wont be through my personal Hell again. or at least a far more tamer version of it#Also im loving the privledge of free periods#theres one thing that they said they might be able to fix ajd I'm hoping thry can. but if they can't it just means i have a sappy letter to-#-write far sooner. Yes i leave letters to my fave teachers. That's a whole story in itself
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oh btw to my commissioners: currently i have a bunch of you in the queue, I havent been able to send out invoices the past couple days bc I've been rly busy, I should be able to send them out AFTER tomorrow most likely but the next week (?) is gonna be a lil rough for me, and given the uncertainty of it I don't want to charge you yet in case my life gets thrown off rails briefly again
you can rest easy knowing that the second I charge you I will likely be able to draw your commission within a couple days like I've done for the past ones -w- and I will for sure do the ones currently in queue, I hope a few days/a week of delay isnt too big of a deal TwT
#got car issues again 👎👎👎. i supposedly have a job interview tomorrow too#if they hire me then god damn thatll be a huge weigh off my shoulders. miguel is coming back in three days too#which will tank my free time for a lil bit (wont be too long anyways cause he also has a job i cant monopolize his time)#and like... again. my fucking car!! im getting rid of that thing now its actually legit dangerous at this point i think#im hoping i can get it a lil patched and sell it off hopefully. its just been a huge money sink#thunderclap
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conundrum. im trying to be more Real (less chronically dissociated n shit) (well really its mostly depersonalization and derealization that i deal with but those are less familiar words to most) but i dont want real. im sick of it. why should i be a person. i dont want that. fucj that. i want fantasy. i want fun. i want evenings to feel endless and almost overwhelmingly full of possibilities instead of just The Time When I Go To Bed. i wanna be a kid. for real this time. i want the world to be mysterious and thrilling to me. i wanna feel shit deeply. man, im done with this shit. i have all my little ducks in a row and i feel like shit. im doing the normal thing. ive DONE the normal thing. and i dont like it. its dull. i do believe, even deeper down, that the only real ‘purpose’ to life is to help others. to do good and make the world a less shitty place to be trapped in. but god it really is a trap, isnt it. like im not suicidal anymore, havent been for years. but im just so painfully bored of the colors of life. i dont think what i want exists. and if it does, i dont think im allowed to have it.
#turns out i dont feel any different now#ive moved all the way across the country and i dont feel any more free#dont get me wrong its nice to have some more Space#but fuck. im still the same me and i still feel the same way#bc it wasnt about being in portland or living with my parents#those didnt help but they werent the root cause#the were just the lemon juice on the paper cut yk#and school wont change that. work wont change that#i dont think theres a way out of life that isnt death#and i WANT TO LIVE. just not like this#i want what life could be#what i thought it might be#but it isnt and this isnt enough for me#im angry. i want more. there has to be more.#cuz its EVERYWHERE its repeated over and over again in art and conversation#so either everyone is making that shit up (which i dont think is thr case)#or i just havent ever been able to access that feeling in my living memory#i know how to feel. and i know how to think. i just dont know how to be#and you cant do much of the first two when the third is more or less a no-can-do#like i still have a hard time WALKING#apparently most people can walk without looking at thr ground#literally i dont look at the ground out of lack of self confidence#i do it so i dont eat shit#my body is still foreign to me#it feels so wrong#to be in and to operate#i wasnt supposed to be in this body#hmmm :(#whatever the fuck
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I wish GI wasn't trying to push people (kinda specifically longer players) away from the game, like damn. I really hope new players are watching closely and not just deciding "there are haters" or "complainers." Some of the things, like the age old where's the end-of-game road map, have been actual game needs that haven't been addressed for years. Game needs, guys. Idk, if you still call some people haters/complainers, then I'm probably gonna call you a bootlicker lol
#also three pulls for three debate clubs is actually insulting and no. we were not happy about it last year either#i hope the CN community causes such a ruckus that they fix the artifact loadout bullshit#GI actually needs to apologize and ive said some wild things elsewhere like they need to give a free 5* character but honestly i just want#to see that theyre are listening to the fucking players. we fund their game and/or promote it with playing and community on platforms#they wouldnt have BILLIONS of money without the pkayers and they are not doing QoL things or fixing busted characters or the artifact#loadout that is going to be more trouble than useful. end of game information. lost weapons to timed events - im lucky i have cinnabar#spindle in case i get Albedo but i dont have that Festering sword or Jade Cutter? and both are apparently great for Furina and im pissed#that they just wont be available ever again. they heed to put them in the shop like they do the skins and im so serious about that#theres so much more#it just makes me sad bc i do really like genshin but im probably gonna move on after this all blows up or when nothing happens at all#genshin impact#my posts#oh right my frustration is with the community on the mihoyo app bc even just saying you think this is a good thing will bring in the REAL#bootlickers telling you youre ungrateful for three debate clubs lmao. i have never called it copium before but i think that if youre calling#players ungrateful for being mad that GI's appreciation for a year of playing and/or spending money is worth three 3*weapons then youre a#boooootlicker with a sad fucking addiction. seriously cope harder bro lol#i really just want them to fix the artifact loadout that shit is buuullshit. and of course i want Aloy’s constellations. they should have#been there September 2021 ffs. and i like Dehya. i like playing her too. im not meta enough to notice things i guess but hyv should have#listened to players about her.#this shouldnt be a staff of homa moment guys. that bullshit actually made change happen for the better like why are you mad at the demand#QoL things???? why are you just ok with no actual patches patching anything???#ok i gotta be done. the tags are the actual post damn lol
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I'd really like to talk about how non-black artists often draw Aisha with straight or vaguely wavy hair. I know a lot of these artists genuinely just.. don't know, so please understand, that 100% is whitewashing. Whitewashing isn't just about skin - there are a lot of different ways to whitewash real people and fictional characters.
I get that winx club came out in the early 2000s and was originally hand drawn so there were limitations with how well they were able to communicate her hair, however, it's not straight.
"There are four basic curl types of texture types ranging from 1 to 4," shares Yates. "Type 2 denotes wavy hair with no discernible curl, and types 3 and 4 plus additional classifications define both the curl type and shape. If your curls are defined ringlets, think like the shape of a slinky or corkscrew, then you have class 3 curls. If your curls follow more of a 'z' pattern, then you have class 4 types of curls." -source
For reference, here's another chart.
Now here are some pics of Aisha's hair in various hairstyles.
It'd be easy to assume that Aisha's hair is in that loose wavy pattern that takes up Type 2, but I really don't think that's the case. It's hard to place her in an exact category since we can't see the individual strands and therefore can't see if she has waves or defined curls/coils. However! Please take note of the overall shape of her hair, the volume of her hair, how well it holds shape and stays up, and how it moves.
Aisha's hair is most likely in the Type 3 range (and possibly Type 4A)! Again, please look at her updos! Her hair holds shape in ways that Type 2 hair doesn't (not without a lot of product and styling).
Honestly, I think some of this confusion also comes from people having the belief that black women can't have naturally long hair. That's not the case... but it is still a pervasive stereotype.
Anyway, this isn't the most thought out post but it is me asking non-black artists to be aware of how they're depicting black characters. Natural hair is important! And while we may not know Aisha's exact type of hair, we do know that it's not in Type 1 or Type 2. Drawing her with straight hair or somewhat wavy hair is whitewashing and needs to be avoided. Aisha's hair is very stylized and it's not really meant to look Realistic, but portraying her with the hair type she most likely has is important.
Please remember that whitewashing doesn't just mean making someone's skin lighter. Depicting a black character who canonically has curly hair with straight hair instead is 100% whitewashing. Just... please be more conscious of how you depict black characters and how Sometimes you might do something racist without consciously realizing it because you're not black, you've grown up in a racist world, and you do have unconscious biases and stereotypes running around in your brain (everyone does ! you are not exempt !!).
#obligatory i dont have curly hair so im Not an expert#and if anything i said is Wrong or off please let me know !#like i promise i wont be a dick about it#and obviously no one is obligated to add on but if you do have curly or coily hair and you have thoughts Please feel free !!#again i promise i wont be a dick and you wont come off as annoying or anything#i Want the fandom to learn more and do better#the only reason I'm making this kind of post is cause i see it too often#like practically 9 out of 10 aisha fanarts gives her straight hair or Kinda Wavy hair#and its like... it just feels so lazy#if its in the art style of winx or close to it then i understand it more#it pisses me off more when the art style is realistic or more realistic#like dude... DUDE...#anyway PLEASE GIVE MY GIRL HER CURLS BACK#winx aisha#also listen ik this isn't written well but it gets the point across and thats what matter
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i solemnly swear not to write a fic with a similar premise as one ive done in the past but also i like it when people slow dance.....
#snap chats#im thinking of those geezers again.... forgive me father.....#im making my fanfic in the tags fuck it. no one read these im being cringe but i need to be free#anwyay.... i want yokoyama to show me the tally chart for how many nights arakawa and jo stay late at the office alone#just_the_two_of_us.mp3 right and i hope arakawa has a lil radio playing music#maybe some songs they'd play in the background of his stageplays... maybe even a lil miyamo haruki...#we call that a callback heh.... cause i ref'd her b4..... moving on....#i hope arakawa gets that Boss Sense and knows jo's done with his work for the night and invites him in his office#and i hope when he walks in a new song starts and then arakawa gets A Look right#just a small aside a small laugh like Oh Akane Never Liked This One but then goes on how she was still happy to dance with him to it..#and jo just. 🧍♂️ . like how does he respond to that. just smile and nod boys smile and nod. except jo doesnt smile he just nods#AND OF COURSE THE LEGALLY REQUIRED QUESTION 'do you dance jo' and no ! he does not. never has most likely never will#until that night anyway <3 one 'it's easy' later and they're just squished in that space between arakawa's desk and the couches#and it just nice bro... maybe arakawa talks a bit bout the song/s that are playin and the genre as a whole#jo wont say much.. he's very much a listener and thats ok hes always happy to lend an ear to arakawa#yk.. just regular things to do with your co workers haha...#i hope jo opens up about his music preferences... of which i dont know what they'd be sincerely#the comedy bit of my brain only imagines metal/rock but i truly wouldnt know...#if he likes art then he might like the same kind of music arakawa enjoys.. my fave bit they can be art enjoyers together....#lmao bye arakawa thinkin to himself What A Nice Moment and jo's just trying his best not to literally step on his toes#or just fuck up in some way like my man RELAX this is supposed to be RELAXING#would arakawa notice how tense he is omg. making myself insane the more i type I WILL NOT OPEN A GOOGLE DOC I REFUSE#the visions will just have to torment me... i must make more arasawa asap...#i have another dorky vision in mind that's a sequel to that comic i shat out a couple nights ago... its short but its cute i think..#maybe tomorrow as a warm up or after i do a lil of comm stuff... for now gn.... i love old people....
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aight im looking at my wip list rn (like actual work i have started so far)
#time to try to remember what each of these are lol#but welp im not gonna bother myself with these today we'll see tomorrow. try to get something done or whatever#i feel like im writing a lot and idk maybe im being a bit pushy at myself about it? but also i have six wips right now which. never happens#and i mean in a way where i intend to finish at least some of them so like#plus im enjoying it. while im pushing it it also doesnt feel forced in a way like i genuinely enjoy making this stuff#i just like to poll it a lot cause im indecisive most of the time and it gives me a better pov on what people might be interested in seeing#ofc im still first and foremost writing for myself but i mean it helps if people wanna actually read stuff lol#..also yes i will be getting to the requests again soon. just seeing few new characters i should tackle is kinda intimidating oof#tho i have ideas so. eventually. wont open new requests before those are done thats for sure#sorry about the wait im just like that lol#anyways heres a poll first for this weekend. maybe we'll do request work next weekend since im all free then hmmmm#night is an absolute mess on main
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sometimes your brain needs you to sit back for several days, take care of yourself properly, eat food and sleep good, practice self care, the works
and then sometimes your brain needs you to eat 3 bags of M&Ms and hyperfixate without looking at social media for 2 days, and instead focus on doing several pages of doodles XD
#anyway um#not highest of the top tiers#but feeling a lot better#the lesson here friends#is dont overexpose/indulge in fanworks XD#and that chocolate does wonders#i struggle with the first a lot tbh lmao#anyway#will be getting back in the swing of things hopefully#those doodles will be shared btw :3 i hope you guys will like them#theyll be pics of traditional ones tho alfksdjfsdf TwT#also! am done with school!!#so hopefully can do more art#and maybe start streaming :O#but also also#i start my new job like tomorrow#so i wont be entirely free#but thats oke cause ill have mons again XD#anon speaks#anon rambles#anon rambles in the tags
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Lordddd ok so obviously my fnaf ship would have a lot of angst, naturally, but I'm watching jacksepticeyes sister location playthrough and I have Thoughts.
#jane journals#self insert talk#HMM FEEL FREE TO IGNORE#IM JUST SPOUTING THOUGHTS HERE#ive been dealing with the season changing and getting dark at 5pm and its been makinh me lethargic ajfjgk#crush: 🔦🧟♂️#OUGH OK THE FIRST TIME BABY KIDNAPS MICHAEL AND TRAPS HIM IN THE SUIT#sooo i imagine michael and my s/i get together shortly after reconnecting and move in together soon#she knows a little bit about why he took the job and is sure he has his own reasons that he doesnt like to talk about#but she was always comforted by him coming home every morning and getting a LITTLE bit of quality time with him#i imagine that watching the immortal and the restless is smth they do together 👉👈#started as a hate watch or smth cause it was the only thing on tv in that timeframe ajfjg but they got invested 😂😂#but michael not COMING home#having never left the pizza place#being so worried about him and him being so shaken up when he finally did come home#LIKE BOY EXPLAIN HOW U ENDED UP IN A SPRINGSUIT#he wont#and then not to mention him leaving again the final time and coming home...but Wrong#i imagine it takes about a week for something to start being reaaaally off or him starting to stink ajfkgk#but even before then hes not himself. more cheerful and personable but not HIMSELF#then ofc u know stuff happens ajffkkg thats all ill say now#i gotta get up at 5am for work lol
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my tav and the companions have such a funny dynamic to me. cause my tav is just so on board with self sacrifice and personal harm if its him but not if its anyone else. but he is also an oathbreaker and doesnt want to make decisions for anyone else so it ends up with like gale saying hes planning on blowing himself up cause his ex wife told him to and my tav is just like "please don't blow yourself up. i mean you can! its your decision, of course! but i wouldn't. ...okay i would, but you shouldn't, but you can! you have that choice! but... i'll be sad :["
#also fun dynamic where my tav wont like use the brain worms or make a deal with the devil#but is willing to support astarion if he chooses to do either of those things as long as he understands the risks#which results in me giving astarion the necronomicon and offering him the tadpoles we get off people cause like im not using them#also i should probs rename my tav cause hes still named ryuki but uhh thats not really accurate anymore?#also fun fact my tav is as dumb as rocks -2 int at the moment#also blind in one eye [thanks hag]#so he cant see shit#but he sure can hit good 👍#sorry for bg3 posting it will happen again also feel free to ask me about my tav orrr the other tavs i have now since thought up#and will play in the future#klepto talks to himself
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