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guys uh
#turns out Aiden wasn’t talking to me cause he’s extremely depressed#and he knew I was getting better and he didn’t wanna ruin it for me#but I would’ve been there for him#he doesn’t understand#I told him even if he’s at his worst to talk to me and don’t just like leave yk#except that’s what he did#he said he’s too ashamed to even have full convos with anybody#and I’m better now#kinda#but when he started pulling away it was the worst i was ever at#im so glad I handled it better than I did with Luis tho#I fucked it up so badly with him#but I just reminded Aiden nothing he did was his fault and I don’t blame him for anything and that I’ll always be here to support him#cause I truly do love him#even if it isn’t romantically anymore#i care so much abt him and i want him to be okay
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I love them! So much!
#detroit become human#kara ax400#luther tr400#i love them so much and have something planned for luther in the hes a 10 but series#i may have spent a lot more time on this than i planned (aka two! doodles!)#but you know what 100% worth it i love them and i love him supporting womens wrongs and and#i got so emotional the first time i saw his status updated to family im like crying over this family#also kara having the ability to not only die in almost all her chapters but also kill in almost all her chapters#like girl please i love you and i love that you are willing to be rational and not let luther kill a guy returning a glove#but also you are unhinged and i love you there is no downside to kara i love her#also she gets to not only be a blonde menace but she rocks brown and black and white hair??#truly a lady who can do anything is2g#this suggestion added a year to my life cause it was technically the first one received#even though its the second i drew - i got it first
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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???
#personal#i am emotional yes#over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme#nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post#and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity#especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making#if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care#i just needed to scream#and this is one small thing#but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks#saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that#my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten#i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked#-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also#and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb#a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u#idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit#im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved#im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does#wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun
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cora and law sketches
#donquixote rosinante#trafalgar law#my art#described in alt text#ive been meaning to draw law smiling for a while. he's kind of always frowning and i want to change that. also wanted to draw cora cause i#never do!! i want to draw yamato too!! so many characters i love but never draw!!#im mad especially about cora cause im insane about both donquixote bros but only draw mingo which is so unfair because im not#normal about cora either. i love doomed siblings!! when i first watched that flashback i thought cora and mingo were twins. i couldnt stop#thinking of the similarities between them and vash and knives when i read trigun! i also love when ppl draw cora covered in scars.#truly bringing out the vash in him. i also love transfem cora hc and ive been meaning to draw her in cute outfits
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one problem i have with cobra kai is that it really didn’t talk enough about demetri’s feelings ab his broken arm. like sam’s trauma from that event was addressed more than his, which i understand because she’s more of a main character, but also his best friend literally broke his arm. and yet nothing really about the healing process, how it felt to get back into karate, if he had any mental blocks, if he was scared of getting into another fight, if he instinctively flinched whenever anyone (eli) reached for that arm…
#i just wish there was more demetri in general cause i really truly love him#but i find it so weird that his trauma around his arm isn’t even mentioned#which is why i was kinda happy with that binary brothers scene in the woods#where demetri pins hawk’s arm and says how do you like it?!#he ate#i hope that’s brought up in the binary brothers reconciliation#demetri alexopoulos#cobra kai#binary boyfriends#for the angst#demetri cobra kai#ck
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sorry, he's allergic to SOUP? no wonder he thinks he's destined for infinite sadness, i'd believe that too if my immune system thwarted me from slurpin down a nice hearty bowl of soup 😭
#len speaks#obi-wan kenobi#obiwan kenobi#obi wan kenobi#star wars#rots novelization#matthew stover#reason no. 928 why i need 2 finish this book: obi-wan allergy lore#reason no. 929 why i need 2 finish this book: obi-wan 'the negotiator' kenobi causing political mayham thru his inability 2 admit his SOUP#allergy. like... bby girl WHY did you do that? you caused politicians to start throwing CHAIRS at each other 💀 truly clownish behavior!#i dont love when ppl exaggerate his disregard for his own physical wellbeing (its fine up to an extent i think) but this is actual legends#material where he knowingly ingests something that can kill him. he's not an inherent walking disaster imo but dear god he has his moments!#also i realize this means he's allergic to one soup and not all soups. let a man make a joke abt his blorbo in peace pls and thank u#sidenote: found and confirmed the allergy bit in the book. cannot find reference to chair throwing. might be in an encyclopedia or deleted#article. i will accept this chair-throwing incident as fact unless proven otherwise 👍🏼
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being a comic charles xavier fan is like being in the trenches like yeah we know he sucks! idk why they demonize people who like morally grey/villainous characters and sometimes they judge him based off of stuff that was retconned long ago that stemmed from harmful stereotypes about disabled people at the time 💀
i think my favorite part of the Comic Charles Enjoyer experience is sometimes seeing people act as though he personally went into their house and shot their dog or something
#snap chats#i suppose this is in reference to recent twitter events vjAELKEAJKL#like i get not liking a character that's perfectly fine to do but the rage people approach charles with#I Repeat you would think he did in fact shoot your dog jVAELKVJEAK LIKE IS IT THAT SERIOUS#BUT NO THIS IS LEGIT MY FAVE THING CAUSE ITS SO FUNNY#like beyond having to make the Ninety disclaimers that 'yes ik charles has done bad things no i dont approve everything' blahblah#i do love just. going on twitter and he wont even be involved in the convo at all and someone will just wish death on him#LIKE PLEASE HE ISNT EVEN HEEERRE its so funny#like Again out of all the charas ive enjoyed over the years ive never seen such a response to a chara like charles its so funny#you'd think he does some Truly Evil Diabolical shit every time he shows up in a comic but like ... surely theres been worse ...#idk. i havent read enough comics to fully witness The Evils Of Charles Xavier so maybe im just not in the loop yet#all i know is ive talked about this with my bro and a friend of mine and ultimately all i can say is Its Really Funny
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Ok I know I'm heavily biased here but like I kinda love that Astarion's romance is one of the few in this type of video game where you basically end up canonically unmarried and childfree in his "good" ending? Just travelling the world??
Like it's honestly the millennial dream lmfaoo cannot believe i chose what would undoubtedly be my favorite option, first try
#also love that he's basically atheist like ok thanks you made the man exactly coded to be my type#and the humor and beautiful curly hair is very much something my IRL partner has too so like... how can i resist#anyways not sure a lot of people relate cause i think a lot of people want that fairytale romance#even tho wyll is right there yall#but i love me an unconventional or nontraditional one!!#i'm TIRED of being married with children as the endgame pls let's not do it#also a lot of people seem into him being a dad and im like... how? why? where in canon did he ever lmfao#more power to ya if you dig it but i just dont see it being in character#like in DAI i loved cullen and my inquisitor getting married and having a dog#and they seem the type to wants kids one day. but Tav & Astarion? lol no#i just think it's neat#is this a hot take? i have no idea but i don't see it mentioned a lot as a new fan tbh#pls do not come at me you can enjoy whatever you like#i haven't seen the ascended stuff so idk if being his 'consort' is like being his bride#but i feel like overall it's not and the vibe isn't all that different in this sense#except that you're hosting evil parties instead of travelling :/#Astarion#bg3 spoilers#baldur's gate 3#baldur's gate 3 spoilers#bg3#also YEA he's nice to Arabella but you can tolerate certain kids without wanting one or being 'good parent' material#case in point: me lmfao#OKAY update i saw the AA stuff and yeah you're kind of implied vamp married and he does mention spawn as children 😫#but he also says in banter he won't make any other spawn??? so what is it dude#anyway that's also clearly the “bad” route and he doesn't seem as happy as unascended#who feels “truly free”#and if you're durge I'm pretty sure its even worse to consider having kids?? lol#but i digress#pk plays bg3
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WOAH BABES HOLD UP THE FUCKIN SHADE
"I got a photo with piers Morgan the other week"
"Sorry to hear that"
SORRY TO HEAR THAT?! DR JONK WATSON MD MY FUCKING LOVE DARLING. THE SNARK, THE SARCASM
UNPARALLELED LEVELS OF SHADE
#episode 24 the creeping man - part 2#my god do i love him with my whole heart#this man. the definition of fumbling.#with that quip#that witty oneliner#just cause hes a little pissed off#underrated truly truly#sherlock and co
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you ever think about how when it comes to bruce and his friends/family/love interests the same reason they fall in love is also the same reason they give him up?
#meaning his dedication to justice and gotham#like they just realize bruce will only efer truly belong to hus cause and his city?#and that they’ll never really have him - not completely#no matter how long they wait or how much they try to make it work#why do u think this mf’s been divorced to hell and back my lord#bruce wayne#ghostbat#brutalia#batcat#bruharvey#dc#batman#dc comics#this mf is soooo tragic i love him
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Miles 42 bullies the bullies at his school, never making a big show of it, but stepping between a bully and their victim with a cool, calm, collected demeanor, scaring the bully off one way or another, giving the would-be victim a quick nod, and then walking off. Does he corner those bullies later as the prowler for unknown reasons? maybe, whose asking?
he may not be the friendliest guy at school, he may not have many friends, and he might give most people who try to get close to him (outside of Ganke) the cold shoulder and bare his teeth; but he hates bullies with his whole chest, and he will be doing something about it.
he's also the type of person to "not have many friends" but he has many "acquaintances". like he knows the boy with glasses in his math test saves his seat in the back corner. he knows the girl in his english class will always tell him where they are in the book they're reading if he gets lost. the tall kid who sits at his table at lunch leaves behind a snack for him when he leaves, cause he looks too skinny. he always repays the kindness, in his own way, but he will never call them his friends. friends are dangerous and time consuming and they make him soft, but he's also so desperate for interaction, that he breaks his own rules just a bit.
#I have so many hc's for this little dude and all of them are delusional#I love him#this post exists in direct comparison to all the people deciding that he would be a bully in any capacity#he is miles#miles is him#you think he'd capable of truly being such a lowly asshole that he would let other be bullied let alone partake in the bullying????#WRONG#listen#he may be socially reclusive/stunted cause y'know trauma and being the prowler and everything#but he is kind deep down#even if he can't let people in#that doesn't mean he doesn't consider them *his people*#much like Miles 1610 considers most people to be *his people* and is therefore protective of them#he may not have a load of “true” friends but he notices the kind things people do for him#Miles Morales 42#Miles 42#Miles Morales#Mylo Morales#prowler miles#atsv#across the spider verse spoilers#across the spider verse#spiderman across the spiderverse#spider man: across the spider verse#across the spiderverse
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"He's spent the entire time being picked upon and bullied by the family. I think personally from where Juan stands he sees the hypocrisy in the family, how they can do one thing and say another. As far as Juan is concerned he's always had the best interests of the family at heart, however misguided that might be and doesn't quite comprehend why nobody understands that. Nobody seems to understand that what he does, he does for the betterment of the Borgia clan and never waivers from that. He does that in ways that perhaps aren't sanctioned by the church or sanctioned by family law."
#oh spill the tea!! he truly believed he was doing something right. an impulsive sad lonely dude who doesn't think through#he was bestowed a position he never gave a fuck about in the first place because being a soldier is NOT what he wanted#he just wanted his family's love and affection. a simple i love you would've gone a long way#the way he teases cesare about being a cardinal because that's the only way to get his attention it's just a little brother thingie#and yet cesare took it way too personal lol crazy to me how cesare was the one who slowly destroyed juan before killing him#like how he forced his hand to murder djem and then slowly sabotaging him by mocking him constantly then setting him up to die at forli#by not informing him that ludovico's army was coming for his neck like even from a military stand point cesare ruined the forli mission fr#because he decided to prioritize his own jealousy of juan; humiliating him and hoping him to die so he can take his position as a soldier#the hypocrisy part is sooo tea because cesare killed juan in cold blood telling him that they're borgias and they never forgive#5 mins later he's begging rodrigo to forgive him for killing juan like bro was just saying that to dying juan to destroy him mentally first#i'm screaming he singlehandedly caused juan's spiraling into darkness. how are you gonna fuck up your brother that hard helpppp ?!!?!?!#fucked up dysfunctional family that i love#david oakes#juan borgia#the borgias#theborgiasedit#perioddramaedit#televisiongifs#tvedit#by jen
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🧡👑🔪
Drawn by Spouse, color edited by me
I just really liked these tags I did
#it#it fanart#beverly marsh#ben hanscom#benverly#good for her☕#lol#I was truly surprised when beverly didn't know her dad recently died#not because like “jeez bev get your shit together he's your dad”#but because what do you mean?? he didn't die after bev slammed the toilet tank lid over his head???#causing him to go unconscious with his head bleeding out for hours???? HOW?????#love when bill sees alvin knocked out in the bathroom w/ blood around his head he's like...OMG! BEV!! and just leaves him there#good for him☕#spouse art#art#edit#my post
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Forgive me if I'm a bit nervous about Gorgug this season. It's just that the last Zac Oyama pc was Colin Provolone, who was arguably one of his greatest D20 performances, if not the greatest.
Zac always does great with every pc he plays, but Colin was something else. He came out swinging with actions and words that were teeming with unspoken emotional baggage. The way Colin's presence affected the other pcs; there was this level of depth that I don't think I've seen in any of his other characters. It was understated and quiet in that signature "just a guy" way that he tends to be, while still captivating everyone instantly with just how raw it was.
Not to say we haven't seen emotional depth in Gorgug. It's just that, compared to the other Bad Kids, Gorgug's journey and progression as a character has been very... impersonal? Like, yes, he found his birth parents, and he found friends who appreciate him, and he faced his insecurities about his intelligence, and he navigated relationship troubles, and his trial through the claustrophobic bug-tunnels was a horrifically-uncanny parallel to how he's spent his entire life trying to make himself as small as possible.
But how much of that has actually changed him from the Gorgug we started with? I would agree that he's definitely happier with his life, given all the loving and supportive people that have been added to it when it used to be just him and his parents. And he's certainly grown into himself and become more self-assured in his abilities, even if he's still, and always will be, our anxious little guy. And there's nothing wrong with that. I've always liked how Gorgug was a representation of all the little things. The subtle acts and kindnesses that don't seem like much to most, but to some are everything.
We don't need another Bad Kid living in fear that their mouth could be shit-in at any moment. We've already got one-too-many.
All that being said, I just feel like Gorgug's personal story beats are much easier to sweep under the rug than everyone else's. He has the same soft and understated quality that Colin held, but they lack that extra oomph that pushed Colin over the edge from being just another guy in a series of dudes, to a character that the vast majority of us could not get out of our heads. He took someone who was anxious and softspoken, who ultimately never wanted to be violent— someone who is remarkably similar to Gorgug in many ways— and maintained that demeanor and core in Colin's character while still hitting us in the feels with character development at max velocity at every turn.
I think Zac gets better and better at this with every season that goes by. With each new character, there is always something that leaves me stunned in awe. And it's been, what, three? Four years since we last saw Gorgug?
I'm just,,, I'm cautiously optimistic but also going into a bit of a worry about what violence this man may inflict upon us
#i got SO carried away LMAO#i dont think ive ever written any posts about gorgug specifically#i made a lot about colin. and some about pib. and some more about zacs performances in general.#but never anything gorgug-focused. i just wasnt on tumblr at those other times that hed been on my mind like this#you can tell i still couldnt resist talking about colin lol#he was just so fucking good. a fantastic character all around. i cant imagine a better example to get my point across than him#when i do posts like this its all very much just me taking a vague idea and working with whatever comes out in the moment#so when i tell you i very much did not plan to get lost in the counterargument and had to stop for a second to remember what my point was#my point still stands but so does everything else#you dont realize it. how similar gorgug and colin really are. or how metaphorical the bug tunnel was.#or how gorgug IS the epitome of little details. small acts. quiet rights and wrongs. the faint causes and the even subtler effects.#u dont truly realize it until youre writing it yourself in a free flow fugue state and it all comes to a halt cuz youve blown your own mind#anyway i love gorgug and i love zac pcs and i hope this post makes sense cuz finding the right words was fucking hard hah#dimension 20#d20#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#fantasy high sophomore year#fhsy#gorgug thistlespring#the ravening war#trw#colin provolone#zac oyama
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anyone up and wanting to cry about Dan Howell and how much he's changed over the years or is that just me
#phan#he's so free he's so happy he laughs so loud#he's so himself and he's gorgeous and fun#I have a hard time watching his old content even though I love stuff he used to do cause like look at himmmm yk#he looked so unhappy and you could tell through his writing things were so hard for him#now look at that energy! the huge smiles#the laugh lines#everything about him being gay and free and no longer scared to be who he truly has been on the inside#he's a theater gay he dresses up in a slutty nun costume and we adore it and he's so happy to do it again like#when would Dan ever do any of this in the past?? when would he feel so comfortable in his own skin??#he changed our lives but we also changed his life#hard to imagine what he'd be like without being enabled by all of us but I don't ever wanna find out I just LOVE this era of Dan#more than anything I want him to be this loud and happy always no matter what#personal#anyway I'm NOT doing ffine
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gonna get emotional abt this for a moment sorry. i have to believe taylor can win a slam. like i dont know what it is i cant explain it there is just something inside of me that thinks if i stop believing he can win a grand slam then everything i love about the sport of tennis must be annulled. so i have to believe he can.
#i think its the idea that you have to be like. one of one to win it. you know?#like the idea that anyone who isnt carlos or jannik is just never going to win one..........i fucking hate it so much#and i think taylor is the epitome in my brain of that concept#somebody who gets brushed aside in favor of brighter and shinier players#shits crazy cause i do love taylor but im not even like a devout fan...but there's just something about him in particular.#ill say it! i think if he can win a slam then so can karo.#i think ppl hype up karo more than taylor in terms of winning a slam but in truth i think they're in similar positions#players who are so good on good days and have the ability to beat almost anyone but seem to inevitably fall at the last few hurdles.#it seems like if the stars would just align. then. THEN.#but the stars dont align and instead you just keep falling into this pit of despair like oh. ok. my guy will never make it then? ok.#like how are we supposed to just live with that#im saying. i refuse to believe it.#i hope desperately that taylor wins a grand slam and i truly in my heart believe he can and will#is it delusional? maybe. i dont care
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