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hey lovee so you definitely do not have to do this, you can ignore my ask if you want, I don’t mind butttt do you happen to have any Daeron hcs? It can be in any AU or just in canon.
(this is sort of kind of for “research” because surprisingly there aren’t many Daeron hcs or analysis out there so I would love to hear your thoughts because your hcs are the sweetest and so very good)
Anyway, love you and ur posts with my whole heart ♥️
HI OMG!!! I will never ignore you babes so no worries!!!! I had so much fun writing this and I hope it’s what you’re looking for! If not, let me know and I’ll add/change things!! I love Daeron 😭😭
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🏰 I think he would have really missed his family. Especially because of the fact that he was forced to leave them all when he was so little.
🏰 He can get incredibly homesick to the point of not being able to eat or leave his bed unless he’s eventually forced. He was really close to his mother and siblings, and even if he likes his cousins and aunts and uncles in Oldtown, he misses his real family.
🏰 When he’s not homesick, he can usually be seen partaking in hobbies such as racing horses with his companions in Oldtown, or trying to train Tessarion into doing tricks in the air.
🏰 He likes to take nighttime rides with Tessarion as much as possible. He uses that time to get away from the politics of his family.
🏰 He takes his training rather seriously. He can usually be spotted in the training yard for hours and hours out of the day until he’s told to leave and eat something. Aemond sends him a lot of letters about his training, and Daeron wants to be like his older brother.
🏰 He collects all of the letters that he gets from back at home and saves them all. He likes to read them all after his dinner. He enjoys his mothers neat handwriting, and giggles at Aegon’s scratchy handwriting.
🏰 In his room, he has several different things that Helaena has made for him. Some of them can be hung on the walls and from the ceiling, while others are pillows with little bugs on them that he hugs each night when sleeping.
Modern…
🧺 Daeron had been on the soccer team at his school for years now. He loves the energy of the game, and he also loves to look over to see his whole family shaking signs of embarrassing pictures of him that say “Go Daeron!!!”
🧺 He has a habit of doubting, or comparing himself to others. But Aegon, who’s about to go pro for soccer, will always get him out of his head. It seems that his elder, and shorter, brother always knows what to do when it comes to helping Daeron feel better.
🧺 This is usually through having the twins force Daeron to play with them, playing a game of soccer in the backyard with Aemond and Aegon, or helping Helaena with her new recipe. He also likes to help his mom garden on the weekends.
🧺 Besides soccer, Daeron loves to garden. There’s something about it that he finds to be incredibly calming. And when he gardens with his mom, it’s even better. The two are usually sporting two beat up ball caps, gloves and arms covered in dirt, and smiles on their faces as music streams from the porch.
🧺 Daeron would never be able to decide what his music taste is. His family is full of music lovers, who also happen to have almost completely different styles of music taste. And being the youngest, he was subjected to all of it growing up. His mom likes classic rock, Aegon likes country, Helaena likes pop and sometimes classical, and Aemond to everyone’s surprise likes rap but also classical.
🧺 Daeron enjoys being able to watch the twins when Aegon and Helaena need a break or a night out. He lets them watch all of their favorite movies and have a sugar overload. His mom isn’t to happy about Daeron letting the twins run around the house with chocolate all over them. But she usually just flicks him behind the ear and takes the twins up for a bath.
🧺 While it’s just Daeron and his mom living at home, it doesn’t mean that the house is ever empty. Aemond with usually stay for a couple days sometimes because he doesn’t want to be alone in his apartment, and Aegon and Helaena are over every single day. The twins love the backyard.
🧺 Daeron, through the teasing of his friends, has not been on a date yet. He’s tried, but the idea of being alone with another person that isn’t his family or friend rather scares him. Don’t get him wrong, he loves meeting new people, but it’s difficult to have a dinner with someone when it’s expected that you’ll be romantically involved somehow afterwards.
🧺 He’s obsessed with reality shows and watches them whenever he can.
🧺 His style is rather hectic when the seasons change. When it’s hot out he’s just trying to survive with shorts, shirts, and hats. But when it’s cold he’s bundled up to the max with sweaters and coats that will keep him warm.
Bonus for modern!
<> He loves to eat. Like all the time. He loves all different kinds of foods and he gets really happy with Helaena will let him taste one of her new recipes.
<> Because of that, he’s a pretty good cook.
<> He begged Alicent to get a cat when he was younger, but then the cat had babies. Alicent and Daeron didn’t want to get rid of them, so the house is just full of cats. They also have one dog that loves the cats.
<> Aemond and Aegon taught him how to drive with Aemond in the front telling him where to turn and Aegon in the back yelling to be careful.
<> He failed his first drivers test and Alicent was the one to teach him how to drive after that. He passed the second time.
Bonus for canon!
<> He loves to find different bugs and tell Helaena all about them. She writes back and tells him about what bug he’s found and how to handle and take care of the creature.
<> Alicent sends him bedtime stories and he reads them before bed each night.
<> He has some trouble expressing how he feels and finding the words he wants, so when trying to express his point, it might take him a while.
<> He wears green all the time, with blues and purples mixed in.
<> He’s very good with kids and he can usually get them to stop crying.
(AHHH I hope you liked this!! Daeron is someone that is both a mystery and that I feel we can all relate to lol!! If you hate this let me know and I’ll fix it lol!!! Thank you for such a lovely ask ily!!!💓💓💓💓💓💓
#daeron targaryen#asked and answered#the wonderful#moonshine999#hotd headcanon#modern au headcanons#headcanon#daeron the daring#alicent hightower#aemond targaryen#aegon ii targaryen#helaena targaryen#jaehaera targaryen#jaehaerys targaryen#tessarion#Tessa’s headcanons#modern au#helaegon#cause I couldn’t help myself#hotd
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Older Tang Reference Sheet for the Expedition AU ❤️
Since I’ve been teasing it in other drawings I thought I’d finish up and post his ref for you all lol
This is him 15 years after the events of the Curious MK plot, bringing us to about 41 years old and the start of the main series
For those who have been asking about the “cracks” on his face, they aren’t cracks per se but lightning-like scars he’s gained from occasionally overusing his powers. Just a fun little headcanon I threw in there as well as a few others : 3
#curious mk#curious george au#expedition au#lmk#lmk au#lmk tang#lmk fanart#my art#reference sheet#character sheet#lego monkie kid#lmk freenoodles#I rushed his hair on the side and back so I’m noticing they’re not completely right#but they get the idea a cross#to make it clear again this is him during the new canon of the show#so like the pilot and onward and such#I’m also working on older MK cause I couldn’t help myself#I’ll come back to Pigsy don’t worry
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hi.
#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone#but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3#it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere#like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july#which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault#i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY#anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like#flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation#i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D#and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen#it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold#(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all#like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love#ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place#anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls#and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE#he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual#i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now#i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3#AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks#@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3
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drew this lil guy on accident, sorry guys!
#goodtimeswithscar#mcyt fanart#you are not immune to the goodtimes#this was just meant to be a doodle but i ended up digitalizing it since i liked it so much#sorry for being awesome i couldn’t help myself#gtws#my art#making this my new pfp cause why not#pls reblog
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Okay now you guys know how much I hate Guinevere… But I decided to make my own twist on her character. The Guinevere that my delusional mind has made up is, a young girl that had sadly lost both her parents during a bad incident and ended up in the forest of Benwick only to be found by a little blond fairy boy that later adopted her into his family. You might be asking why I have decided to change her character… well that’s because I found out that she is actually fun to draw…
And she is roughly 14-15 years old. So about 2 years older then cannon.
And she wearing Lancelot’s hoodie because she can 😇
#tristan liones#yeah….#I couldn’t help myself 😔#and I loved drawing her bangs#and I made her hair more purple#cause the red is….#not my favorite#but just know I’m not drawing cannon Guinevere#she actually had so much potential fr#like if only#mokushiroku no yonkishi#4kota#four knights of the apocalypse#anime and manga#tristan#lancelot#percival#gawain#arthur pendragon
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Anyone else hate when people say if you didn’t do it you wouldn’t act guilty
like no I just feel very surrounded and trapped in this situation and that nothing I say will be right
or is this just me
#Making this post made me realize the root of what my family refers to as my “shutdowns”#Where I physically cannot bring myself to say anything at all and I know two ways that people handle it and the response I have to each typ#My mom after the first couple of times put together that I actually couldn’t respond and will give me five-ish minutes to gather my thought#And then come back and continue the discussion#My dad and stepmom however do not#They will continue to press for an answer(this is not helpful at all and has been a cause for them to become more frequent)#My stepmom is prone to mock me when I���m like this and make snide comments about how she thought we were past this#And how I should be more mature#This route will eventually lead to a full blown panic attack#autism#adhd#audhd#if you act like I’m guilty so will I
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checkmate atheists
#sorry for the caption i couldn’t help myself#and YES i’m making the same joke twice. cause it’s important#rambles#sonic#sth
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what if i dropped out of school and just worked full time ahahahah i’m just kidding i wouldn’t do that
#i hate school#i didn’t even wanna go to college help#my parents made me#it starts today and i’m exhausted cause i couldn’t sleep#i’m killing myself
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So I heard that capcom originally had ideas to make Leon the son of Oswell Spencer but later scrapped those ideas. And once i heard about that, i made this au and ran with it.
#leon kennedy#leon s kennedy#resident evil#my art#sketch#catified#catified resident evil#im actually glad they didnt go with the route of giving leon any type of powers#but it definitely would have been interesting to have leon be the son of the guy who caused 99% of the problems in re#and I couldn’t help myself with making this au#this may have been an excuse to have wesker and leon interact-#also i feel like leon would have gone into a different field of work in this au#i think im going to make a list of the ideas i have for this au#because i might have messed up the timeline in re fjehejsks
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I’ll never understand younger siblings whining about their older siblings moving away like I bet yall were nasty and annoying too like wow all those years and you claim to adore the older sibling and post oh woe is me the older sibling abandoned me … girl … the older sibling didn’t have a parental certificate or anything.
#since when were we friends nor did I have any obligation over you or towards you#we are literally roommates here acting like we’re friends#dora daily#I say this cause I saw yet another younger sibling on tiktok trying to make themselves a victim like the older one is clearly avoiding the#whole family and changing their phone number so u guys don’t contact for a reason like wth did you guys do that’s so bad they would go#through all that trouble#‘older siblings will never understand how doing that affects us physically and mentally’ oh quit whining and cope#I didn’t have an older sibling I relied on only myself heck not even strangers help me when I’m in dire need#I think yall need to cope harder and wake up to the real world#not all younger siblings but a lot of them like my little brother 13yo is good id never want to abandon him but the rest … yeah bye#idgaf you should’ve not been an idiot because believe me ik kids mess up but not like this#and now she’s grovelling at my feet bye grovel harder#like just an hour ago or so she came up to me and was like I’m going to school for the first day are you gonna miss me#I said no because she always tells me no when I ask her if she missed me#and somehow she had the audacity to be upset like okay#the same girl who tells me to move out btw#my mum said oh u have to be her best friend cause if she has nobody here then she will have to rely on strangers#and she would find herself in trouble cause they don’t have good intent oh gee I wonder which person caused me to do that#it’s honestly ironic#like Eris and virtue happened because she couldn’t step up and be a normal mother byeeee#and anyways whyre you acting like having a sibling is essential#it honestly isn’t like why would I be nice to a girl who dogs on me and beats me up and is disrespectful#she’s not that young anymore she’s almost 12#‘oh they have different personalities’ well i hate hers and im not to be forced to like it either its my right
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#Diary#So here’s something I remember DEVASTING me for some#I was at the playground with my step sibling. and we were playing this game where we would swing and point out the smaller kids like ‘Thats#my kid’. Choosing babies basically and not much else. And this one girl was getting teased so we invited her over and she sat in my step#siblings’s lap while they swung. Well this girl chats like the 5 year old she was and I stumbled over my words or something and my step#sibling laughs at me hysterically. That hurt my feelings but I remember thinking that I wanted to be more thick skinned than I was when I#was the girl’s age so I just pushed it back and kept swinging. My step sibling had to#pee or something. so it was just me and this girl. I wasn’t as chatty as my sibling but when the girl slipped off the swing and couldn’t#Get back on. I asked her if she wanted me to help her get back on. and she was like ‘My mom doesn’t let me talk to strangers’#Of course this confused me. because we just met and I am also a child?#She looked. like. uncomfortable near me or something and I just felt so weird in my body#Cause like. I know I’m chubby and taller than other girls but am I really scary like an older boy?#My sibling was an average size and a little malnourished and I was already incredibly insecure about our differences#Like I was wearing knee shorts and a t shirt to swim in the lake and they were wearing a girl’s bikini lol#Then this little kid gets right back on their lap when they got back and I was like ‘😬’ trying not to cry and just walked away to sit by#myself. Now there’s a picture of my clueless father sitting next to me when I’m like ‘Oh ‘extremely high kid voice crack’ sure you can sit#next to me dad😃 Please drown Em in the lake for me because I hate them and that people like them better’ from behind.#This was a pretty regular experience for kids but I was a little off and even kids sense these things lol
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#my sister keeps getting mad at me#and today it culminated with her basically listing all the ways I’m making her life shit#and the things she listed I know I’m a fuck up like not being able to drive#being stuck in a part time job not having many friends crying when in a confrontation#and not paying rent on time to her#but she was so mad and I was mad and crying#but she wasn’t saying it cause she cared she was like you are making my life bad and it’s unfair#I’m sorry it’s unfair I’m trying but I know it’s not enough#and I couldn’t articulate myself#actually I know she’s right that I’m not trying enough#l just got upset which ofc doesn’t help anything#and now I ruined her day#i can’t even move out cause then she’ll get mad at me for that too#I agree with her that I’m a fuck up and don’t have my shit together and it’s a terrible quality I have#of having trouble catching up on everything I just feel overwhelmed all the time#and thinking about the future makes me so depressed I feel like there’s no point to anything#and even when I try to do something I fuck it up and don’t do it right#I tried getting my driving license before but now it’s expired and I’m back at square one#and my job rn I don’t think they’ll ever give me a full time gig#I can’t even explain myself now it doesn’t make sense why I’m so fucked#and it’s so hard to make friends all my old friends have moved#and behind and shit at everything#and now I know I’m dragging everyone else with me#she was like the one person I’m closest to and could trust but now I know I’m just a burden to her#the thing is i know she's right about everything#I fucking hate myself so much#update: she apologized I think we’re ok now#but I’m just wondering if it is
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My little wolf jar came out so good :’) I love him now and forever
#I literally did a little dance in the studio in front of everyone cause I was so excited I couldn’t help myself#ceramics#pottery#my creations#wheelthrown#ceramic#illustration#wolf
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#im so pissed at myself I should have tried harder I should have used the last few hours here to study and not crochet#I should have put some effort in but god I just cant can I#I can’t do it#I know bad grades doesn’t equal a bad person the mere thought of it is ridiculously stupid#but I can’t get it out of my head#I should have tried harder and studied more#I should have gotten help but I just let it happen#let it get too much and now I’m sitting here with a failure on my transcript and all I can do is shrug#the amount of work I’m going to have to do to make up for this#the amount of pain I’ve caused future me#all because I couldn’t get my fucking act together#god#sorry for being such a downer lately#I just#I’m so sick and tired of my own bullshit but I know I won’t change#because I can’t even be bothered to try#fucking useless#nebula rambles#vent
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-Fire & Blood🔥
#lol I included a hypothetical date cause I couldn’t help myself#🤷🏽♀️#house of the dragon#hotd spoilers#nettles#hotd#nettles fancast#karla simone spence#nettles f&b#nettles asoiaf#no weapon formed against nettles shall prosper 🗡#valyrianscrolls#bring in nettles hbo#seriously where is she?#bnedit
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childe always prided himself on his ability to maintain a proper, sophisticated composure. outside of battle, he was polite, respectful, formal. donning a mask of false calm had been a skill he acquired at a young age, so lessons in proper harbinger etiquette only reinforced habits he was already familiar with.
the only person who was easily able to break childe’s composure is zhongli.
the first time childe felt his mask slipping was when zhongli gave him an unexpected, heartfelt compliment. a simple confession of his feelings, from zhongli’s point of view. he admitted he enjoyed spending time with childe, and that childe brought joy and something to look forward to in his daily routine. how childe had become one of his dearest friends, and how he cherished that friendship.
for zhongli, he was just stating a fact. but for childe.. he felt his cheeks burning up, and for the first time in a long time he stuttered, floundering for a response while looking anywhere but in zhongli’s eyes. zhongli had laughed, not at him, but a soft, fond laugh, like he was pleased he made childe react in such a way. he made sure to say so, much to childe’s chagrin as the redness in his cheeks spread to the tips of his ears.
from that point on, childe decided it was ok if he relaxed around zhongli a bit. it was ok not to be so formal and proper all the time. zhongli was his ‘dear friend’, after all.
the second time zhongli made childe lose his composure was when he revealed he was the geo archon. when it was discovered that for the entire course of their relationship, zhongli had been lying to him. he had pretended to care for childe, pretended to befriend him, all to get childe to lower his guard. when childe found out he was nothing but a pawn to zhongli.
his heart ached and his eyes stung, self deprecating thoughts swimming frantically around in his mind. but he forced himself to push down his emotions, smothering them until he could barely feel anything. he didn’t need to embarrass himself in front of zhongli more than he already had. he could wait until he was in the privacy of his own home before breaking down.
zhongli ultimately didn’t give him the chance.
he knew it was wrong, to follow after childe and attempt to force a conversation between them so soon after his betrayal. but zhongli couldn’t stand to see childe so upset, heart hurting knowing he was the cause of childe’s pain. it was selfish, but he needed to correct his mistake, to apologize for hurting childe as soon as he could.
when he showed up on childe’s doorstep, zhongli had anticipated anger. he was prepared for yelling, for scathing words, even for childe to lash out physically.
what he wasn’t prepared for was childe’s anger quickly melting away, being replaced with round, wet eyes, shaky breaths and a quivering lip.
he definitely wasn’t prepared for tears.
“it’s kinda pathetic, isn’t it?” childe bit out, his efforts to hastily wipe his tears away and not let zhongli know he was crying in vain as his eyes quickly welled up again. “i’m supposed to be the tsarista’s fearless vanguard, but instead i got my heart broken because i fell for the cruel tricks of a god.”
no amount of desperately telling himself to keep it together could stop childe from breaking down at that moment. zhongli showing up at his door was like ripping a bandaid off a wound before it fully recovered, or pressing a fresh bruise. he couldn’t help but react to the emotions washing over him, waves of sadness and betrayal and heartbreak and embarrassment crashing into him like the waves that lap at liyue harbour.
once again, zhongli had made childe’s mask slip. once again, his words and actions had gotten under childe’s skin and made a place for themselves in childe’s heart. but unlike the first time, where his heart was full of giddiness and the shy and tender feeling of falling in love, now all childe was left with was a painful, empty feeling, and a persistent little voice that told him he should’ve expected this.
#ahahaaa i wanted to make childe cry so i did!!#even if i’m not good at writing crying#sorry to leave it angsty but i wrote about zhongli comforting childe and telling him his thoughts were lying to him#at the end of one of my other drabbles so i’d feel like i’m just repeating myself#but basically that’s what happens here#except zhongli feels super mega awful because now he knows what childe’s thinking#he knows how badly he hurt childe and how he shattered his trust#how childe felt like he shouldn’t have trusted zhongli but he couldn’t help it#and now that choice has come back to haunt him#and brought up awful memories and feelings from his childhood#because if even his parents couldn’t love him and were afraid of his how could he think zhongli would be any different#basically childe is having an awful fucking time and zhongli feels absolutely awful for causing it#but if he learned anything from the heart wrenching experience of watching childe break down and bare his heart#it’s how to comfort childe and what his deepest fears are#so yeah. now they can begin healing their relationship#slowly. gently.#PHEW UM ANYWAYS#zhongli ♡#childe ♡#zhongchi#tartali#zhongchi angst#tartali angst#zhongchi fanfic#tartali fic#mouser muses
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