#cant believe im this invested
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im watching minecraft parkour civilisation and i feel like such an ipad kid. why am i fully invested. why is this so well executed. why am i so entertained. what the fuck is this witchcraft
#i cant believe i heard “i attack you with a three block jump” and it didnt break my immersion#they're having a parkour battle again rn as i watch and like#im genuinely fucking invested???#i genuinely cant comprehend why im so invested#parkour civilization#minecraft parkour civilization
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Its balloon clues
#balloon smp#cant believe im like so invested in this thing [meant positively]#cannot wait to see what else the devs have in store#my art
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sequel to this ramble cause the way james talks bout the reduced cherik scenes throughout the xmen films in this video is making me want to kill people. 'we'll always have paris darling' what if we all blew up.
#xmen#xmen first class#xmen dofp#xmen apocalypse#xmen dark phoenix#cherik#snap chats#im gonna be sick ive rewatched this like five times#IM STILL PISSED AWF AND THEN HEARING HIS COMMENTARY ABOUT IT OUUUUGGHHHH#OOOH WHAT IF I THREW ROCKS#LIKE WHAT THE HELL WAS CUT. aside from that gorgeous 'where are you doing' scene in first class ofc BUT WHAT ELSE#im forced to believe there was a make-up and/or hate sex scene in dofp because wdym they were worried about censorship#LIKE WHAT. WHAT DID THEY CUT. CAUSE CENSORSHIP OVERSEAS IS ONLY FOR EXPLICITLY QUEER THINGS INNIT#maybe paris can be our always i hate it here NO I LOVE HOW THE PARIS BIT IS EVEN /THEIR/ COPE#LIKE PLEAAAAASSE im throwing up. maybe if i draw cherik ill feel better#on the real its genuinely so sad. like even outside of shipping this is still art being reduced#and what we have is still good but the thought that it coudlve been BETTER ...#again their connection is already good from what we have in the final but just ... the lost emphasis of it all if that makes sense#ESPECIALLY outside of first class and dofp- like their relationship really is so sparse in DP and apocalypse its so sad#i think what makes it esp sad is how upset james is about the cut material like its so nice that hes so invested in their relationship too#and its just gotta be so. Excuse Me What when youre told 'hey so your characters cant having a deeper relationship or we're fucked'#'even though the relationship between these two is one of the most fascinating aspects of this generation of xmen films'#is it so hard to want to see like .. even just an intimate 'friendship'. like would it be so bad to see them be so heartfelt#or even just bein a bit silly. or hell ill take them fighting again ANYTHING I BEG YOU the humanity between them is so important#LIKE PLEASE im gonna cope and seethe forever i fear#and when he said 'i thought 'its probably the last time we get to do this to each other'' :((((((((((((((((((((( shoot me#at least we'll always have paris ....
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me and who (steals joke from scrawny)
#freehoun#couple goasl#half life#barney calhoun#gordon freeman#from slender fortress#from like 10 years ago#fucked up evil freehoun#cant believe im invested in this but i thoiught WHATY IF LIKE#in his description it says barney went insane n started killing ppl#what if he went insane bc#gordon got turned into STONE#and then they both meet again#and instead of going back to normal they start killing people together#im drawing fanart later idgaf#sorry moots im being really cringe today but#IF HIS HALF SLAPS HIS LIFE WHEN HE WALK I SHALL LISTEN WHEN HE TALK
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because we're the same | prodigal son. 1.11
#i cant believe im genuinely invested in this show now. the scream i scrumpt when he said “this is my house”#i love the cycles!!!!!#malcolm whitly#martin whitly#prodigal son#webweave#web weave#webweaving#family#fathers#og post
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Listening to: Fast Times at Barrington High - The Academy Is...
#my art#my oc#neopets#neotag#neolodge#my pets#lewis#kyohvu#cyvny#tsukiyori#hehehehe i cant believe i actually finished this#when i sketched it out i was like Welpp this will forever live in my head#and yettttt <333#anyways these are my band kid OCs i didnt know they were a friend group before i started drawing but they are now#kyohvu (the darigan kougra) is definitely talking about his d&d session#lewis wasnt there bc he had marching band practice but hes so fucking invested man#is he invested in the d&d campaign or is he invested in the DM???#you decide (both but mostly hes extremely in love with kyohvu)#poor tsuki also hes kind of a 4th wheel tbqh#hes not even in band......#hes a theatre kid but even then hes not super invested#he likes to design the costumes tho#regardless hes still their good friend and he plays d&d with them hes just got short legs and isnt in an honestly kind of messy love triang#so he gets just a little left out sometimes#drawing this made me love these guys sooooo so much more tbh#im obsessed with them now hehehehe
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oh that art man and his secretary are gay huh.
#cant believe im saying this but#my fujo senses were right#god i have never felt more like a fujo this is horrifying news#arknights knew what they doing tho cos now im lowk invested in their future#where are they going man that ending makes me want to know so much more#ugh miłosz is too good for reynell imo but whatever he can have his stinky art employer
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me skimming the first chapter of some kinda bdsm slowburn: i dont care abt this pairing i just want to read the sex scenes where are they
me 2 days and 20+ chapters later: I FUCKING KNEW THIS FUCKER WAS IN CAHOOTS WITH THE BAD GUYS!!!!!! I KNEW IT!!!!!!!!
#I GOT INVESTED#I CANT BELIEVE I GOT THIS INVESTED#IM NOT EVEN IN THIS GODDAMN FANDOM YFHDGFHXGDGSHFGDHFFDHDGFHDHDGDHFTFH#mine#uhm....#ask to tag#i guess 👉👈
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#im watching Summer Night and i cant believe how invested i am immediately#im attached im seated#summer night the series#***
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giving in to the demons (getting electric blue hair extensions so i look more like sonic the hedgehog)
#the captain's rambles#introject#fictive#i cant believe im finally at the stage of my life where i WANT blue hair. i never thought i'd actually be invested#but lo and behold im here . gimme that shit#this was inevitable . i literally am that guy i shouldve see this coming#its OUR vessel and WE get to choose the BRAID COLOR#the only hurdle is actually putting them in.... Pain :(
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I cant believe your 'dad shut up about joey drew' meme is literally wilson's canon motivation
LMAO I ABSOLUTELY CAN
Also I think my theory about Wilson being aged by the Ink Realm ended up pretty adjacent to canon/word of god? (Their reasoning was that the trips back and forth took a toll on him, which is also fun). SO THATS NEAT. I joined this fandom so late that getting actual canon confirmations of things now is quite stressful LMAO.
Anyway at this point my most strongly held unprovable headcanon about BatDR lore might be that Nathan was cheating on his wife with Joey, and Wilson knew, but Tessa never did. It lets Wilson be a little older (as old as 53 vs max of 46) if Nathan had a child prior to reuniting with Joey in the Sparkle Unicorn Speakeasy That’s Probably Definitely A Little Bit Gay, and it fits with Wilson’s frustration seeming so petty and blatantly incorrect, if there’s an additional insult in his father’s admiration of Joey that Wilson can’t say without outing his father.
We poke a lot of fun at Wilson (a wholesome activity that’s fun for the whole family) but like… [glances at Sammy Lawrence… glances at TLO…] it just makes a lot of sense that his weird, nonsensical obsession with taking over the Ink Realm might have come from interacting with the machine and the ink. He says the Machine speaks to him, and it just sounds like Wilson got Sammy’d by the Ink too, he just assumed it was the Machine speaking to him instead of the Demon (and if the Sammy in the cycle is the same guy, which the archive implies, then we have potential evidence in BatDR that Sammy’s also wrong; the Demon has a voice, and Sammy doesn��t seem to hear it). And then he gets fixated on taking over the Ink Realm, something that, really doesn’t seem to, fufill any reasonable goal? How… will this win his father’s attention or admiration exactly? He comes up with a bunch of conflicting reasons why this is a good idea, but none of them make much sense, and each trip back to the place he now calls “home” wrecks his human body more and more, and it just seems like MAYBE he’s being influenced to do something that is not in his best interests.
Maybe Wilson was very different before the Machine.
Anyway, the Archive stuff about Wilson is super interesting. He’s always struck me as a character who seemed like he'd had his role altered at the last minute, AND NOW ITS CONFIRMED: HE DID!! And honestly this has made me feel somewhat calmer about him as a character, lmao. Like, all the places I can point out that seem like super weird choices aren't really choices at all; they're backups. He doesn't fit because he was designed as part of an entirely different puzzle. I'm super curious what the more complicated story with two villains could've looked like, and maybe it would've ended up with characters that made more sense, but honestly, focusing on what they could feasibly finish and polish seems like a really wise choice for something that is a game first, story second, and now that all the baffling choices surrounding Wilson make sense on a meta-level, I feel like the part of my brain going WHY THIS IS SO DUMB can finally rest lmao.
#i know you have questions you always do#batdr#bendy and the dark revival#wilson arch#batim wilson#cant believe sammys role had to be cut from BatDR because the role of 'delusional loser who gets hoist by his own petard' was already taken#unfortunately for me im weirdly invested in the implied fall of wilson#we all write on the walls#its STILL wild that they never explicitly made wilson his middle name though#like#why not???? it takes zero reworking#he just says 'let me introduce myself PROPERLY; nathan wilson arch' before he starts monologuing about his dad
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okay, another campaign another poll
#🧃.txt#i cant believe ive already finished two whole campaigns since i picked up hunter#well technincally i also already ''finished'' monk i just didnt ascend yet#because i thought i might use my monk campaign to roam around and do side quests and what not when i feel like playing just to chill#maybe i should rest after all that but im really invested in the game now#i wanna keep going
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i don't have art to show today but ive been retelling my bestie where law and bepo are in the current manga and how it ended up like this and now im all sad and worried again
but again so happy they are together...thank you oda at least for that, idk how youll go abt their future (and i won't lie that i trust you) im so glad they have each other and law wont have to go insane being on his own again, and bepo wont have to go through trauma for failing to protect his most important person in the whole world...
its good for the crew too when they get a chance to regroup they would know that captain is safe with bepo and bepo is safe with the captain....they are so loved and admired they can feel reassured, knowing how strong their captain and his first mate are when they are together
#lawbepo#man im so scared for them#i cant believe oda has a razor blade to my jugular again#i thought i abandoned all investment in the manga....#damn it#i know i made like six versions of IM SO HAPPY THEY ARE TOGETHER IN THIS#but i am....i am very happy and ill live in that satisfaction#until its time for me to justify and twist in my favor whatever writing decisions will happen when we see them again..#damn i wanted to write smth sappy cuz i was thinking about law burying his face in fur on bepos neck...#hes not crying but once he regains his energy he is so full of tension#bepo with an arm hesitantly on laws shoulder#breathing evenly not to disturb him#like when you dont want ur cat to wake up if you move too much when they are sleeping on you#op manga spoilers
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Just finished rereading ITNL chapter 2 again
Yknow, it's long felt like a weaker chapter to me, especially compared to chapter 1. It's a Necessary chapter, but it's basically an entire chapter of introspection. Add in the fact that I wrote it in a single day and was half falling asleep by the end of editing it, but pressing onwards anyways bc I wanted So Badly to get it out that night...
The Legato part was the weakest for that. I remember staring at it and breaking my brain just trying to make it sound better before just giving up and posting. But when I worked on my full-fic re-edits about.. a year ago now? A year and a bit. I think it was October ish of 2023. But I focused on that part again, trying to get it up to my standards to be satisfied with it.
Coming back to it after some number of months, my brain relatively fresh, I think I actually did a pretty decent job. Despite being an introspective chapter, it really drives home how Wrecked vash is about it all. I like to say that chapter 1 is like a thesis to the fic, where you get vash's goals laid out pretty clearly (him picturing the things he wants to fix + him picturing his dream of having all the people he loves around a table with him, including Knives. It serves as motivation for him jumping back in time in the first place and it remains his driving force throughout the fic). In contrast, chapter 2 is... almost a secondary thesis. We see his doubt, his fears, his panic. We see the things that he's going to be struggling with throughout the whole fic. His wish to handle it all on his own, as well as how overwhelming it all is to him. Chapter 2 is the necessary second side to chapter 1's thesis, showing the weakness in his own strength and drive.
The cracks in his own unstoppable force.
Idk it's just interesting to me. Having been away from it long enough, I think I really do appreciate chapter 2 after all.
#speculation nation#itnl shit#kinda wanna post Thoughts for each chapter as i work on rereading this fic#anecdotes about what i remember doing while writing and thoughts about the chapters themselves.#part of my goal with rereading this fic is to reconnect myself with who i was while i was writing it.#ive changed so much since then that it feels like a different person wrote this fic. which gets in the way of my immersion#and is part of why it's been so long since i last updated.#i tried to force it back in july. managed to get a chapter out but im not entirely satisfied with it.#im probably gonna try to do some editing on it when i get to that point. there are a few things i want to improve about it.#the key thing being that i just Cant force it or else the finished product wont be to the level of quality i want#and i cant Keep writing in the same way i would if i was fully immersed.#this isnt to say chapter 19 is bad. people seemed to really like it. but theres just... something missing from it for me. just a bit.#i think the thing that most influences my writing's quality is how much i put myself into the character's brain#so even if the prose itself isnt the most masterful. the writing is so in touch with the character's mind that it's really impactful.#i'd like to think at least 😅#but the other side of that is the fact that my writing just isnt as good if im not fully invested and immersed. it just isnt.#so that was the problem with 19. and im gonna try to fix those parts where that feels most apparent.#the chapter will overall be the same. just. this is my perfectionism speaking probably lol#anyways yes. full reread to really get back into it. replying to comments to remember that people love my fic.#engaging with readers and also with my own analysis. i think that this will help a lot with re-engaging myself.#and if i do this right then it wont be many months before another update again.#i'll be able to go back into it and Stay in it. for hopefully Plenty more chapters and updates#gonna write at least 100k of ITNL this next year Just You Watch. maybe even more if i can manage it.#💪💪💪💪💪 i believe in myselfffff
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who are your favorite mdzs characters??
(falling over myself panting and screaming) JIN LING ITS JIN LING JIN LING IS MY FAVORITE i will say i havent watched cql so i don't know anything about him in that but i love jin ling in the books and i loved that he was angry and that he was scared and that he was confused and i loved how hard it was for him to accept affection from wwx when he knew it was wwx, i love that he's the world's saddest and loneliest little boy, i love that his life is shaped by so much grief and trauma and that the adults around him have failed him constantly ever since the day he was born. and my only beef i'll ever have with wangji is that he has beef with jin ling. he's not a monster he's a 16 year old who misses his parents. so there!
other than that i'm easy and simple obviously i love wwx and lwj..... i'm a ride or die for xichen as well i think first of all there is something so kevin day about xichen in the sense that they're both positioned at the crux of so many issues and entirely unaware of it. the way jin guangyao and nie mingjue were passing xichen back and forth and xichen had no idea of the game they were playing because he wasn't invited into it at all. ugh! i love the jades of lan really, i think their relationship as brothers is so interesting and i think about their mother all the time. madam lan :(!
this is surprising even to me because on my first read through i didnt care if jiang cheng lived or died but now i actually think about him a lot. usually i don't enjoy jealousy plots but i think jiang cheng is so interesting and detailed and flawed and human..... he gets misunderstood a lot in my opinion so he's my friend now too. i know he'll never be happy but that's ok. he has jin ling and that will be enough. and also i love wen ning but i cant think too much about him or i start to get ill and sick. but i hope wen ning jiang cheng and jin ling can go out for dinner one day
#and i fw jin guangyao greatly even though he's insane#just such a great antagonist#so interesting and troubled and funny. in another world he would have been the hero#mdzs really has such good character work you could invest time and attention into all of them#also im not xiyao truther i believe nie mingjue was in love w xichen for the entirety of the time hes known him#and i think jgy definitely had feelings for xichen but xichen was too busy living his life#xichen: yeah yeah im the only thing you love besides your mother i have a meeting with uncle in 5 mins#LIKE DO YOU GET IT. he's so duty bound! he cant love you he cant even try#asks
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WHY AM I FIGHTING A DINOSAUR
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