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HC: tommy likes to fill up bucks’s jeep unprompted with gas. one time buck was running late for work and when he jumped in his car he got angry at himself that he had little gas in this harried situation but then looked down and saw his tank was full. it happened a few more times then it clicked on what was going on and debates for days on whether he should bring it up. also if they are running errands and buck has to stop for gas or want to get a lil treat at the station tommy gets out and always cleans his windshield.
Wait no you’re gonna make me cry because my dad always did this for my mom and me 😭 we would be like “where’d he go??” and he’d get back home 10 minutes later just to grab another set of keys and go gas the next car up. He LOVED surprising us with a full tank of gas, or going through the car wash. And every time we got gas on roadtrips he’d clean the windshield.
The week he was diagnosed with cancer we had a hurricane coming and at about 10pm he and I got in my car and drove around from gas station to gas station until we found one that still had gas. He was in so much pain but he didn’t even care, he just wanted to make sure I had gas 💔
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hii if you can, could u pls make a webweave on solitude? like, not being lonely but loving being alone and purposely being alone yk
i hope this is what you were looking for !!
José Olivarez February & my love is in another state (via @girlfictions) / All About Lily Chou-Chou リリイ・シュシュのすべて (2001) dir. 岩井 俊二 Shunji Iwai / Henry Miller Topic of Cancer / Isabel Allende The House of the Spirits (via @fromdarzaitoleeza) / pinterest / Franz Kafka from a diary entry dated July 1, 1913 (via @dailykafka) / Michel de Montaigne The Complete Essays
#on solitude#on being alone#on loneliness#web weave#web weaving#poetry compilation#poetry parallels#jose olivarez#february & my love is in another state#all about lily chou chou#all about lily chou chou movie#shunji iwai#henry miller#topic of cancer#isabel allende#the house of the spirits#franz kafka#the diaries of franz kafka#michel de montaigne#the complete essays#writing#spilled poetry#spilled thoughts#spilled ink#poem#dark academia#words#dark academia poetry#poetry#dark academia quote
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Oh my God, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god!! ☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
*Singing at the top of my lungs* WHEN BOTH OUR CARS COLLIDE!!!!!
#my chemical romance#im not okay#black parade#teenagers#gerard way#mikey way#frank iero#three cheers for sweet revenge#na na na#scarecrow#house of wolves#i dont love you#rawr xd#bulletproof#disenchanted#the sharpest lives#famous last words#cancer#this is how i disappear#2000s emo#amazeballs#welcome to the black parade#hot topic#g note#ghost of you#up in the air#sadgirl#myspace#when we were young fest#haunted house
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sitting here scanning through research papers about thymomas trying to figure out if Wilson could have had cancer the entire series because i’ve got problems
the answer is yes by the way
#cancer //#medical //#house md#james wilson#so thymomas are slow growing and have been recorded as taking up to TEN YEARS for a tumour to double in size#the problem is#there isnt' a lot of research done on this particular topic#and the studies i can find have relatively low data pools#which makes sense because it's a pretty specific cancer#but that means that pretty well all studies into the doubling time (VDT) of thymomas ALSO include patients#with thymic carcinomas#and thymic cysts#both of which are fast growing#and most papers distinguish between them but some just straight up loop them all together#which is just stupid#so these things combined means what studies i have looked at all have a wide range of VDTs assigned to thymoma specifically#but based on the size of wilson's tumour#it's entirely possible he's had it the entire time we've known him#in fact#i'd call it likely#i am#not a doctor#don't quote me on this
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always found this little parallel between how scott speaks about buddy cole vs danny husk fascinating:
(top quote is from this 2017 vulture interview, bottom quote is from paul myers' 2018 book "one dumb guy")
'he's smarter than me. braver than me. he's better than me'' vs ''danny may not be the smartest or the bravest but he's a very decent man''
#on its own this is a cool (probably unintentional) echo of how scott talks about two of his biggest characters#but of course being the buddy-cole-documentary person and the only person who's mentioned scott's ptsdiva podcast to him upon first meeting#(true fact he hadn't heard anyone mention that podcast since it finished releasing and that was a big part of my first impression)#i'm so excited to hopefully dig into the deeper implications of this#bc throughout scott's career he's used buddy as a way to process his thoughts on a variety of topics and to speak his mind#BUT. after he recovered from his cancer. he didn't immediately launch another buddy cole side project like he did so many times#(and i mean MANY times that's why i have a whole goddamn timeline for buddy cole side projects)#no. after he recovered from cancer he wrote the *danny husk* graphic novel#and there's also an interview from around that time (i can't find it rn but i know i have it bookmarked) where he low key blames buddy cole#for how he's always been typecast as the gay-best-friend. which while buddy cole is proudly a stereotype#he's still the exact opposite of that trope bc he has agency. and that's why scott made so many buddy cole side projects#while he was paying the bills with gay-best-friend roles in the late 90s#so what was it in this case that made him go ''actually i don't want to write from the perspective of someone who's better than me''#and embrace a bit of danny husk energy?#i haven't read his danny husk graphic novel yet but i do have some theories#but idk actively theorizing on here (especially as someone who is friends with scott) feels a bit too far so i'm gonna leave it at this#a cool parallel. an interesting timeline pattern. an indication of one of the questions from my next interview#i would say ''i wonder if anyone else has noticed this'' but come on jess you're the only one who would have seen both these things
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I want to know what Hiccups secret is. How does he not look like a lobster. What did he fucking invent viking sunscreen or some shit how is this guy not burnt????
#burnt haddock#sundried fish.#anyways#if he didnt die young (im genuinely curious to know how long he lived but thats off topic) hiccup would probably have skin cancer.#life of a dragon rider#pros: awsome reptilian best friend pure euphoric whismy and joy in flight#cons: consistent near death experiences constant sunburns and if you dont die young:skin cancer#httyd#hiccup haddock#httyd shitpost#hiccup horrendous haddock iii#moth.txt#deyas dragons
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I cannot believe Nanowrimo really said AI is okay.
#off topic#there are many ways to tell a story#none of them should involve a platform that steals the work of others#(who may also be disabled impoverished etc btw)#or that harms the planet and therefore humanity in general#ai to search for breast cancer is not the same as ai to win at nanofuckingwrimo#i am FURIOUS
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Fuck the nhl
#this league is a joke#nothing makes sense anymore#i think we should make a fundraiser and buy the nhl#we couldn't do a worse job than buttman#the fact thag this sport keeps surviving despite buttman's best efforts says something about how awesome hockey is#imagine whay it would be without these assholes in charge#fuck the nhl#guess fighting cancer is too controversial a topic for the nhl#congrats provy and company#this is on you too#tw: cancer#logan thompson#knights#23 24 season#the funny thing is there are pictures of bon and the kraken's goalie in the comments wearing hfc specially designed helmets#but a ribbon was too much
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I'M BEEN OVERTHINKING THIS FOREVER I just wanted to say I'm sorry if anyone thinks anyone is love letters is ooc like I know I put that as a warning and stuff but I just worry about it so much 😔 I'm definitely going to be trying to consume a lot more suna media and rewatch the inarizaki match I've just been busy but really wanted to write intros!!! I PROMISE YN IS NOT SUNA'S ENTIRE PERSONALITY 🙏
#been so worried about that#i promise promise promise#if anyone was curious wtf i mean by the horrors of my past relationships LMAO ik people often hc him as a skater yk which is cool!!#but i once had a thing with a skater boy who also straight up told me he stopped doing drugs for me and then proceeded to cut me off#started doing drugs again AND THEN told me he really liked me and i was like ??? no#idrc if u do drugs or not but apparently i no longer matter enough for u to stop if that was important to u??#so both are topics i lowkey cannot write 😭#spilling my love life in the tags pt. 2#AND THE POINT IS THAT HE COMES COMING INTO MY MIND WRITING LOVE LETTERS AND I DON'T APPRECIATE IT 😐😐#the only good thing is when i write something and i'm like “wow this is really sappy” it's probably something he would've done or said#so ik like a real life person would do it#at his peak he was actually nice but then he drove himself off the cliff#also i'm a cancer#so#yep#just had to get this out bc my overthininking wouldn't leave me alone#ness' brainvomit <3
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My therapist asking me if I had a youtube channel for general cancer info last week honestly got me thinking. Professionally I AM a cancer educator and my audience is other healthcare professionals, but god so daunting to think of presenting to audiences larger than 50 or so at a time :S it has always been a passion to digest high level research and then translate it into understandable language - - I do it a lot for family+friends dealing with ominous or confusing medical news. Idk! He put it really well when he said even my "basic" knowledge can help people better understand some of the most life-altering medical realities affecting them.
#Creepy chatter#Idk lol...i talk thru a lot of complex cancer processes walking thru my apartment to make sure it's accessibly worded#But 80% of that ends up in my noggin and I focus on the more topic specific stuff#Iirc I have multiple myeloma/leukemia/lymphoma on my education docket next but I could spend hours talking about bone marrow alone#If you don't know bone marrow you don't really know myeloma or leukemia after all. They both originate in there!#Gave a breakdown of the exocrine/endocrine pancreas function last week and duuuuuuuuuuuuudes!#To see that act as a successful foundation to the understanding of pancreatic neuroendocrine tumors was so fulfilling!#These topics CAN be accessible and it's my favorite part of my role. Idk if I would end up w a yt channel but#I already talk to myself about neoplasms 8 - 10hrs a day already 🤔#Cancer cw#Medical cw#Sorry if I've forgotten those recently! I am medicine brained more than usual this time of year
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New ocs dropped. A vampire and a man dying of heart cancer
#doodles#oc jonah#oc othello#YES thats the vampires name he chose it himself and he thinks hes hilarious#anyway othello's black albino and from brixton#jonah's first gen mongolian#vampire oc#theyre going to fall in love. it's kind of an exploration of death and dying and the choices we make#cancer tw#it's kind of a morbid topic but smth i really want to explore
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Welp, trying to get back into the swing of things after a VERY protracted hiatus, especially with Dracula Season almost upon us.
So, long story short, last September, my dad got diagnosed with Stage 3 bladder cancer. He's gone through several surgeries and chemo and has been responding well to everything. The doctors are very happy with his progress, so with him being on the mend, I think I'm ready to get back to blogging.
#real life#cancer cw#cancer tw#there was other real life stuff as well#like my job being very demanding#but thats also improved greatly so finally have energy to devote myself to other things!#expect to see a wider variety of topics#im deep into the classical side of tumblr right now so thats probably gonna get some love
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Recently I have opened up with my family about some things and stuff has backfired on me it seems like, I am sitting in a feeling of uncertainty about how my family might view me and that’s not something I want to feel.. I love my family so much.. I am aware that I am extremely sensitive, and with that comes a lot of uncomfortable feelings for those around me.. I think I bring up things that people aren’t ready to face?
But like it’s uncomfortable for me too? But there are times when I can’t hold it in and I need communication over certain topics and issues and if I don’t I can’t sleep and it eats me up inside.
I know my family loves me, I just feel like I am so different than other people sometimes or so overwhelming.
I’m trying to give my family members space right now. I’m not sure what else I can do,
I know this doesn’t make a whole lot of sense on the outside but I just really needed to express myself in some way and this felt helpful.
If you read this, thank you
#my thoughts#family#sad thoughts#honeycombhank#healing#my parents#my siblings#crying#connection#communication#mental health#i’m trying#cancer#hard topics#trauma#grief#non epileptic seizures#life with siezures#hard times
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Right, got some reading to do in my spare time!
#non urgent but would be relevant#the 12 Worlds absolutely does not have the sorta Laws on Armed Conflict that we do and the widespread proliferation of#persistent chemical agents in the Setting is probably where that's most obvious#holy shit Gustav would've gotten a lot of cancers from the sheer variety of them he's been exposed to#but UC cancer treatments are a topic for another time
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It's really fucked up that animals can get sick
#off topic#sad shit#this sounds like a shitpost but I'm actually very sad#loki the bearded dragon my longtime son and boy has cancer#and he's pretty old#so the vet isn't confident he'll survive the surgery#I'm laying here holding Bindi and being sad#beardies are such good little guys#how lucky we are to be on earth at the same time as them
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its surreal, from my personal pov, to think about conservative "brainrot" over the past 20 years when im reflecting on how my mom got severely fox news pilled and would probably be with a bunch of other qanon type weirdos online complaining about cartoons and tv shows for kids i watched in the early 2000's explicitly discussing racism were they to air today, considering the brain tumor my mom had and eventual brain cancer she died from. im not trying to point to an actual tangible link here im trying to say the writers of my life are kind of heavy handed with the metaphors
#i was basically writing a whole other post#about how much conservative pushback has caused a backslide#at least from my possibly incorrect pov#in that when i was a kid there were kids shows discussing heavy topics#but now theres all this pushback at the breath of anything ~woke#and then i thought about the concept of conservative brainrot and went oh#wait#my moms brain did in fact kind of rot#huh#cancer cw#death ment
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