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HC: tommy likes to fill up bucks’s jeep unprompted with gas. one time buck was running late for work and when he jumped in his car he got angry at himself that he had little gas in this harried situation but then looked down and saw his tank was full. it happened a few more times then it clicked on what was going on and debates for days on whether he should bring it up. also if they are running errands and buck has to stop for gas or want to get a lil treat at the station tommy gets out and always cleans his windshield.
Wait no you’re gonna make me cry because my dad always did this for my mom and me 😭 we would be like “where’d he go??” and he’d get back home 10 minutes later just to grab another set of keys and go gas the next car up. He LOVED surprising us with a full tank of gas, or going through the car wash. And every time we got gas on roadtrips he’d clean the windshield.
The week he was diagnosed with cancer we had a hurricane coming and at about 10pm he and I got in my car and drove around from gas station to gas station until we found one that still had gas. He was in so much pain but he didn’t even care, he just wanted to make sure I had gas 💔
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hii if you can, could u pls make a webweave on solitude? like, not being lonely but loving being alone and purposely being alone yk
i hope this is what you were looking for !!
José Olivarez February & my love is in another state (via @girlfictions) / All About Lily Chou-Chou リリイ・シュシュのすべて (2001) dir. 岩井 俊二 Shunji Iwai / Henry Miller Topic of Cancer / Isabel Allende The House of the Spirits (via @fromdarzaitoleeza) / pinterest / Franz Kafka from a diary entry dated July 1, 1913 (via @dailykafka) / Michel de Montaigne The Complete Essays
#on solitude#on being alone#on loneliness#web weave#web weaving#poetry compilation#poetry parallels#jose olivarez#february & my love is in another state#all about lily chou chou#all about lily chou chou movie#shunji iwai#henry miller#topic of cancer#isabel allende#the house of the spirits#franz kafka#the diaries of franz kafka#michel de montaigne#the complete essays#writing#spilled poetry#spilled thoughts#spilled ink#poem#dark academia#words#dark academia poetry#poetry#dark academia quote
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Oh my God, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god!! ☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
*Singing at the top of my lungs* WHEN BOTH OUR CARS COLLIDE!!!!!
#my chemical romance#im not okay#black parade#teenagers#gerard way#mikey way#frank iero#three cheers for sweet revenge#na na na#scarecrow#house of wolves#i dont love you#rawr xd#bulletproof#disenchanted#the sharpest lives#famous last words#cancer#this is how i disappear#2000s emo#amazeballs#welcome to the black parade#hot topic#g note#ghost of you#up in the air#sadgirl#myspace#when we were young fest#haunted house
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sitting here scanning through research papers about thymomas trying to figure out if Wilson could have had cancer the entire series because i’ve got problems
the answer is yes by the way
#cancer //#medical //#house md#james wilson#so thymomas are slow growing and have been recorded as taking up to TEN YEARS for a tumour to double in size#the problem is#there isnt' a lot of research done on this particular topic#and the studies i can find have relatively low data pools#which makes sense because it's a pretty specific cancer#but that means that pretty well all studies into the doubling time (VDT) of thymomas ALSO include patients#with thymic carcinomas#and thymic cysts#both of which are fast growing#and most papers distinguish between them but some just straight up loop them all together#which is just stupid#so these things combined means what studies i have looked at all have a wide range of VDTs assigned to thymoma specifically#but based on the size of wilson's tumour#it's entirely possible he's had it the entire time we've known him#in fact#i'd call it likely#i am#not a doctor#don't quote me on this
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I want to know what Hiccups secret is. How does he not look like a lobster. What did he fucking invent viking sunscreen or some shit how is this guy not burnt????
#burnt haddock#sundried fish.#anyways#if he didnt die young (im genuinely curious to know how long he lived but thats off topic) hiccup would probably have skin cancer.#life of a dragon rider#pros: awsome reptilian best friend pure euphoric whismy and joy in flight#cons: consistent near death experiences constant sunburns and if you dont die young:skin cancer#httyd#hiccup haddock#httyd shitpost#hiccup horrendous haddock iii#moth.txt#deyas dragons
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I'M BEEN OVERTHINKING THIS FOREVER I just wanted to say I'm sorry if anyone thinks anyone is love letters is ooc like I know I put that as a warning and stuff but I just worry about it so much 😔 I'm definitely going to be trying to consume a lot more suna media and rewatch the inarizaki match I've just been busy but really wanted to write intros!!! I PROMISE YN IS NOT SUNA'S ENTIRE PERSONALITY 🙏
#been so worried about that#i promise promise promise#if anyone was curious wtf i mean by the horrors of my past relationships LMAO ik people often hc him as a skater yk which is cool!!#but i once had a thing with a skater boy who also straight up told me he stopped doing drugs for me and then proceeded to cut me off#started doing drugs again AND THEN told me he really liked me and i was like ??? no#idrc if u do drugs or not but apparently i no longer matter enough for u to stop if that was important to u??#so both are topics i lowkey cannot write 😭#spilling my love life in the tags pt. 2#AND THE POINT IS THAT HE COMES COMING INTO MY MIND WRITING LOVE LETTERS AND I DON'T APPRECIATE IT 😐😐#the only good thing is when i write something and i'm like “wow this is really sappy” it's probably something he would've done or said#so ik like a real life person would do it#at his peak he was actually nice but then he drove himself off the cliff#also i'm a cancer#so#yep#just had to get this out bc my overthininking wouldn't leave me alone#ness' brainvomit <3
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My therapist asking me if I had a youtube channel for general cancer info last week honestly got me thinking. Professionally I AM a cancer educator and my audience is other healthcare professionals, but god so daunting to think of presenting to audiences larger than 50 or so at a time :S it has always been a passion to digest high level research and then translate it into understandable language - - I do it a lot for family+friends dealing with ominous or confusing medical news. Idk! He put it really well when he said even my "basic" knowledge can help people better understand some of the most life-altering medical realities affecting them.
#Creepy chatter#Idk lol...i talk thru a lot of complex cancer processes walking thru my apartment to make sure it's accessibly worded#But 80% of that ends up in my noggin and I focus on the more topic specific stuff#Iirc I have multiple myeloma/leukemia/lymphoma on my education docket next but I could spend hours talking about bone marrow alone#If you don't know bone marrow you don't really know myeloma or leukemia after all. They both originate in there!#Gave a breakdown of the exocrine/endocrine pancreas function last week and duuuuuuuuuuuuudes!#To see that act as a successful foundation to the understanding of pancreatic neuroendocrine tumors was so fulfilling!#These topics CAN be accessible and it's my favorite part of my role. Idk if I would end up w a yt channel but#I already talk to myself about neoplasms 8 - 10hrs a day already 🤔#Cancer cw#Medical cw#Sorry if I've forgotten those recently! I am medicine brained more than usual this time of year
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New ocs dropped. A vampire and a man dying of heart cancer
#doodles#oc jonah#oc othello#YES thats the vampires name he chose it himself and he thinks hes hilarious#anyway othello's black albino and from brixton#jonah's first gen mongolian#vampire oc#theyre going to fall in love. it's kind of an exploration of death and dying and the choices we make#cancer tw#it's kind of a morbid topic but smth i really want to explore
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cr3 is gonna end and the pc’s still feel like the same people to me :|
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#cr spoilers#cr critical#the pacing of this campaign was shot to shit from the start and i really hope mercer learns from this and takes it into account for cr4#i actually think they need to do mini seasons like d20 does. not in the way that they’re all completely separate from one another but#the way the unsleeping city had multiple seasons or a crown of candy or fantasy high. connected arcs in a bigger story#it would give mercer more time to plan and pace things and would give both cast and crew more time to prepare things#bc this campaign was. frantic. just full speed ahead with no breathing room. it’s a marathon sprint#i still feel like the initial assault on the key was like. maybe a few months ago#IT WAS A YEAR!!!!#what do you MEAN this campaign took place over five months!!! these people don’t know each other!!!! I don’t know them!!!!!!#VM knew each other for YEARS TM9 traveled for a YEAR together#CR3 viewers have been talking about a time skip happening as though it’s a guarantee!!! TM9 didn’t end with a time skip and guess what!!#It was a good ending!!! Maybe a few loose threads but they were easily touched upon later with no issues#like idk ppl are allowed to like or even love cr3 i have no issue with that. i just think that from a storytelling perspective it’s just#so poorly paced and i think both fans and players deserve better than to be thrown into world ending stakes immediately#the initial assault on the malleus key felt like an endgame event and it was like fifty episodes in. Tm9 got to xhorhas around episode 50#characters deserve time to marinate. cr3 is a pressure cooker#don’t even get me started on braius’ inclusion. sam i’m sure your character is cool and complicated but he’s been here for like 20 eps#i dont know this man#also i feel like shorter seasons/separate arcs woven together would account more for people’s personal lives and any medical issues#like what happened with sam. ppl were hounding him asking for his return meanwhile he was being treated for CANCER like I can’t imagine#dealing with that kind of pressure. players deserve privacy however they can get it.#(also fgc’s death is to me the only narratively satisfying thing to happen in cr3 i’m not kidding#fucking perfect setup and execution. exquisitely done on mr riegel’s part#laudna has also had some great story beats along with imogen but i think matt fucked up making delilah come back i really do)#anyway all the love to the cr crew and cast if you see this ily and your stories i just think pacing needs to be taken into account#“they’re just friends sitting at a table playing dnd” i don’t think they are anymore actually#obviously they’re still friends playing dnd but like. cr3 feels so produced and i dont mean that in a good way :[ it feels so corporate#off topic i am SO FUCKING EXCITED for the switch to daggerheart! I think it’ll really breathe some new light and life into exandria!!!
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anna or lily going into a convent (and being in america) and carlo can use that as a reputation boost hhhhhhhh
#im sooooo rewriting carlo & his family. bc the existing ver irritates me endlessly u can't even imagine like my teeth r literally gritting#like im literally the n1 hater of the thing i wrote myself like genuinely#“my heart's in the highlands” scene from la grande bellezza (this film & religious topic in it in general) haunts me#genuinely i dont want anna to go into a convent. girl youre so young dont do this. turning to God closer to old age is more common#*but it's so fitting for anna's character i have in my head hhhhhh#but they all are socialists (except for carlo ofc). so there's probably a complicated relationship with god#me when i cant help but make things even more complicated bc my brain works like a cancer#everyone go & listen my hearts in the highlands by arvo part right nowww#m2#i was thinking about the convent for months. just if ure interested#upd. “are you really the strongest exorcist in all of europe?”* hhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#+ for lily. when a saint is asked to talk about her life and she answers: “you can't talk about poverty” hhhhhhhhhh#*looked at la grande belleza's script. exact quote:#i apologize for earlier. there's one question i really want to ask you. are the rumors about you true?#that you were a truly great.. exorcist? // and then the cardinal says some kind of spell & closes the car window#hhhhhhhhhh. another scene that fucking haunts me#upd2. thought bout verro's bust that was destroyed 2 times by the mafia. thought bout anna. i can see her as a sculptor#she has very strong hands. its a pity that if shes in the usa bc have no idea bout american art schools. im more educated bout european art#and also idfk. maybe i do need to see her as a (fierce? but shes in the usa) socialist. you dont get it i need it
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Welp, trying to get back into the swing of things after a VERY protracted hiatus, especially with Dracula Season almost upon us.
So, long story short, last September, my dad got diagnosed with Stage 3 bladder cancer. He's gone through several surgeries and chemo and has been responding well to everything. The doctors are very happy with his progress, so with him being on the mend, I think I'm ready to get back to blogging.
#real life#cancer cw#cancer tw#there was other real life stuff as well#like my job being very demanding#but thats also improved greatly so finally have energy to devote myself to other things!#expect to see a wider variety of topics#im deep into the classical side of tumblr right now so thats probably gonna get some love
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Recently I have opened up with my family about some things and stuff has backfired on me it seems like, I am sitting in a feeling of uncertainty about how my family might view me and that’s not something I want to feel.. I love my family so much.. I am aware that I am extremely sensitive, and with that comes a lot of uncomfortable feelings for those around me.. I think I bring up things that people aren’t ready to face?
But like it’s uncomfortable for me too? But there are times when I can’t hold it in and I need communication over certain topics and issues and if I don’t I can’t sleep and it eats me up inside.
I know my family loves me, I just feel like I am so different than other people sometimes or so overwhelming.
I’m trying to give my family members space right now. I’m not sure what else I can do,
I know this doesn’t make a whole lot of sense on the outside but I just really needed to express myself in some way and this felt helpful.
If you read this, thank you
#my thoughts#family#sad thoughts#honeycombhank#healing#my parents#my siblings#crying#connection#communication#mental health#i’m trying#cancer#hard topics#trauma#grief#non epileptic seizures#life with siezures#hard times
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Right, got some reading to do in my spare time!
#non urgent but would be relevant#the 12 Worlds absolutely does not have the sorta Laws on Armed Conflict that we do and the widespread proliferation of#persistent chemical agents in the Setting is probably where that's most obvious#holy shit Gustav would've gotten a lot of cancers from the sheer variety of them he's been exposed to#but UC cancer treatments are a topic for another time
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its surreal, from my personal pov, to think about conservative "brainrot" over the past 20 years when im reflecting on how my mom got severely fox news pilled and would probably be with a bunch of other qanon type weirdos online complaining about cartoons and tv shows for kids i watched in the early 2000's explicitly discussing racism were they to air today, considering the brain tumor my mom had and eventual brain cancer she died from. im not trying to point to an actual tangible link here im trying to say the writers of my life are kind of heavy handed with the metaphors
#i was basically writing a whole other post#about how much conservative pushback has caused a backslide#at least from my possibly incorrect pov#in that when i was a kid there were kids shows discussing heavy topics#but now theres all this pushback at the breath of anything ~woke#and then i thought about the concept of conservative brainrot and went oh#wait#my moms brain did in fact kind of rot#huh#cancer cw#death ment
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Hi vampirae, i want to ask you my crush is aqua sun ,cancer moon , aqua venus and capri mars he is so kind and loving (and gives the best hugs and doesnt shy away from physical contact to anyone around him but astro blogs say people with his venus and mars are cold in love is that true? i think his cancer moon makes him so god damn loving , i am a aries sun ,venus +moon in tarus in the 8 and pisces mars and i LOVE showing effection but blogs say be chill and dont show them you like them and i dont know how to act ? i dont wanna be fake around him i dont want to analyse how to be i love that he doesnt find me strange and weird like the rest of the world and i dont want to play it cool i wanna be touchy and sensitive and open but they say be mysterious and keep him guessing .ii want to ask are we a good mach and is it true that does venus people cant fall in love ....and that they are not passionet and just have sex out of boredome and dont want deep conection? information on the net is confusing me they say people like him are aloof in love but his HUGS AND KINDNESS SAYS the opposite! they way his eyes are so fucking KIND ...anyway sorry what is your opinion THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE HELP and i am sorry for the long mesage
Aquarius Venus + Capricorn mars
Personally, I believe that many misinterpret Aquarius Venus's yearning for individuality, friendship, intellectual connection, open-mindedness and unconventionality for coldness, disdain for long-term relationships, or just a total discomfort and reluctance when it comes to love affairs or labels. Aquarius Venus individuals, especially when in a relationship, appreciate their independence and the opportunity to pursue their own interests. For example, it's not always about "us"; they have a few interests and want to devote attention to those goals or passions. They prefer having some personal space, but they also appreciate it when their partner supports them, participates in their pursuits, or simply stimulates their minds. They don't mind the presence of a partner, but you must be honest and have a real interest in what they like; they don't want someone who stays with them only to control them, or who is too overbearing. It's a saturnian feature, I've noticed; they adore you, but they need some personal space to mind their own business or be silly in private. Furthermore, Venus in Aquarius values partners that are receptive of other ideas, views, and lifestyles. Basically, they desire a bestie with whom they can trust, who stimulates their thoughts, whether it is a random question or a serious one, such as revolutionary business and matters, whatever comes to mind, they admire a person who can offer original ideas to their insatiable curiosity. They are far from being cold; they are simply hesitant in love and need some time and clashes before they are able to offer you all. Also, they might look egoistic or capricious at times; you just have to be patient with them; they're not as despicable or unreliable as some like to portray them.
Now, when it comes to Capricorn Mars, it's not necessarily about work; it's more about ambition; these individuals have enormous ambition and are competitive in whatever they choose to devote themselves to. They are also harsh on themselves when something goes wrong or does not go as planned, or when they overindulge. They also despise individuals who are not ambtious or who simply quit up when the first difficulty appears in their path. Furthermore, they are the kind of person that prefers to demonstrate their love and affection by being trustworthy and creating the firm foundations required for a long-term relationship. They also favor persons that devote themselves to the relationship, offering some stability and security. For example, you may focus on yourself (cut out bad habits, make small changes in yourself for the sake of your relationship's harmony) or make realistic goals for your future together. Capricorn Mars is eager to put in the necessary time and effort required for a long-term, devoted partnership. They respect partners who are patient, trustworthy, and capable of overcoming obstacles. Basically, they appreciate individuals similar to them. Mars in Capricorn tends to express passion in a controlled and reserved manner, they may not be openly expressive, but they express their feelings via acts and long-term commitment. They are, nevertheless, quite sensual, and if they feel secure and committed to you, you will find it difficult to resist their cuddles, hands, and embraces. It's a very lusty and physical Mars sign, and all they need is intimacy and to express their desire for you.
To summarize, cancer moon is a very loving and emotionally expressive placement. When combined with the earthy capricorn mars, creates a sensory and affectionate partner. Bonus points: if mars and moon aspect each other, their craving for closeness will skyrocket. The Aquarius sun and Venus just give a touch of lightheartedness, a sense of camaraderie, and intellectual flare to this passionate moon-mars combination.
Personally, I feel this relationship has the potential to succeed if both of you are ready to make it work by being honest with each other, being less cranky, being more straightforward, never concealing your own personality, wants, and interests, and maintaining a friendship.
#ask 💌#astrology#aquarius#aquarius venus#cancer moon#capricorn mars#aries#taurus moon#taurus venus#pisces mars#moon in 8th#venus in 8th#just a curiosity but what attracts you lovely pisces mars to capricorn mars individuals?#as a capricorn mars I have to admit I was curious about this topic since a long time#compatibility#love#zodiac#horoscope
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I think salus would have obsessively studied rots and decays and decomposing bacterium in her free time because well. It’s part of her life fundamentally and you’d want to know. But I think she also has some level of autism and it ended up as partially a fascination through that as well. Which unfortunately culminates in the fact that anyone going “oh my god that illness sounds horrible im so sorry that happened to you” would be immediately bombarded with facts about rots and fungi in the natural environment and how they either benefit or damage the ecosystem dependant on different factors and also how they spread and how fascinating it is that everything decomposes and Oh Sorry This Is Definitely Not The Time Is It.
Askdnaixbsjs god that sounds like an objectively hilarious situation to be in .
#Imagine a cancer patient just immediately starts informing about cancer to you and then apologizes to YOU for being insensitive about the#topic .
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