#can you tell i like men? lmao
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brazilian men 😭😭✌💖💝💟💞♥😍❤💙💜💛💛♥😍💓💖💙💗💝❤💜💝💗💞💚💛♥💕💜💚💙💖❤💚💛😍💜❤💟😍💞💝💘💘💗💝😍💛💛💕💟
#don't mind me i just love men from my country#“but Bat there are some shitty brazilian men” yeah just like every country in the world 👍 i was talking about the good ones only#if you think one country has way more “good” men than other countries and therefore they're “superior” you're kinda dumb tbh#“Bat were you on the subway and saw some cute dudes?” YES HSUAHASHAUSH#sadly none of them noticed me which was kinda of obvious bc i'm not attractive#but the best thing about getting into subways are the chances of seeing handsome dudes 😂#i see so many brazilians complain and claim X country has better men as if all brazilian dudes were shitty and the other countries didn't#have shitty men at all like???? that doesn't even make sense#like do some justice to our country there's so many good men here SO MANY#don't tell me you never had a crush on a brazilian dude growing up 😂 it's impossible#we literally have everything we need here when it comes to men we should be thankful#our men are great and i'll defend them till i die 👍#bc i'm not only a boyliker i'm a brazilian boyliker#they'll always be my favorites#not to be patriotic 😂#can you tell i like men? lmao#like yeah i watch many foreign things and there are many gringos who are handsome as hell but...#the fact they'd never really understand me in a cultural way and therefore not understand a part of who i am as a person#and might not even want to understand my culture as well it's just... ugh#anyway shout out to my favorite brazilian boy: the boy from my icon and header!!!#“damn Bat you really had to mention him right? 😩” yes he's been my fave boy since i was 6#he's the best brazilian boy for real#“who said that Bat?” ME I SAID IT AND IF I SAID IT I'M RIGHT#DO CONTRA BEST BOY ALWAYS
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I have what you're looking for. High quality. Befitting a man of my tastes. I have a room over on Divisadero, not too far a walk.
#iwtv#interview with the vampire#iwtv amc#daniel molloy#louis de pointe du lac#danlou#iwtvedit#tvedit#dailyflicks#*#dont know if i can articulate my thoughts well#but something about how daniel at first is so closed off from louis when he sits down near him#doesnt really want to talk at first but starts opening up pretty quickly#then louis is buying him a drink and it's easier to talk. mostly what he wants to talk about is his journalism work#because its so important to him. but when louis starts getting too personal (i know what you're here for danny) he starts backing off again#maybe some combo of shame for how quickly he felt attracted to louis and the flirting and the diminutive louis uses#the bartender uses it when asking if hes got money tonight. hes used to exchanging sex for things he needs but cant afford#above all it's like a sharp reminder of what louis wants & what daniel wants too even before the offer of drugs#and he's trying to hold onto the denial and excuses. it was a good place to score he did what he had to#sex with men has to be in exchange for something he can't just want it on its own#the lie he tells himself about himself#also these tags are getting long but i think you can see the moment louis decides he might not just fuck and kill this guy right away lmao
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Hello fellow chinstache enjoyers! Today I bring you: two middle-aged bisexual men! Tomorrow? Who knows!!
Anyways, here's the original images lol
#bob's burgers#bobs burgers#jimmy pesto sr#bob belcher#jimmy pesto#jimmy x bob#bob x jimmy#old men kissing#chinstache#bob's burgers fanart#bobs burgers fanart#meme#meme template#drawing template#drawing meme#gay middle aged men#old man yaoi#i love them#they like each other i swear#they are in love#art#digitsl art#fanart#i'm so normal about them#you can probably tell that this is my first time drawing either of them lmao
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I mean… wlw content get overshadowed by mlm ships everyday so it is insensitive a little
Not to sound too mean but what do you expect me to do? I get that sapphic ships get overshadowed and underrated all the time in comparison to achillean ones. Believe me. I am a lesbian who is constantly pushing their sapphic ships everywhere.
But you can't expect people to suddenly stop posting about the achillean ships they enjoy just because they're more popular than YOUR favorite ships. Is it bothersome that achillean ships get more attention for the sole reason of being a male pairing while sapphic ships get ignored or not even suggested? Yeah!!!! It's frustrating.
But if you want some change in the amount of content you see then it's YOUR fight only and others should be allowed to post whatever they like. If you want to post only sapphic ships or you're bothered by them being talked in the same light as achillean ones, then it's YOUR choice to make.
Fandom is NOT activism!!! Fandom is meant to be enjoyed in whatever way you want. Fandom is to interpret media in your own way. So, honestly, if I want to make a simple post comparing two ships I like, why should I be trying to defend myself here for that? If people don't like it, then they can just block me, scroll, move on, etc.
To think a post about comparing fictional ships is insensitive is insane to me, tbh.
#bro i just made a post comparing a sapphic and an achillean ship please relax lmao#& don't act like this isn't specifically about shuggy hate bc i'm sure if it had been any other mlm ship i wouldn't have been getting hate#can i just PLEASE run my account however i like#also touch some grass these are fictional characters and making a wlw ship more popular won't do any changes in real life#and even if it did bc after all fandom IS a social enviornment and normalizing sapphic relationships is great always:#you can't just tell people they're being insensitive when it's just a simple post#i understand your point i really do#you think that comparing a sapphic ship to an achillean ship is bad bc it makes it focus on MEN only#and we already live in a men's world to have to deal with more men ig#but !!!!!!!!! something really fun about fandom is that it's FICTION and it does not affect reality in any way#and yes it is bothersome in a social level that male characters are more popular and we can study that and be bothered by it#but to claim it's insesitive or bad or harmful is just plainly stupid#once again fandom is not activism and i don't owe anyone to change my posts to highlight other ships more when my acc MINE#tldr i hate these discourses bc it makes ME be rude when i hate that#in fact i wouldn't be this mean rn if it wasn't bc i'm getting A LOT of asks abt this bc of a simple post lmao#you know i have a job to care about it's insane to me that you have enough free time to go to other people's acc to complain
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very low quality and i wasn't about to crop 72 screenshots but if i took them then might as well share some of my favorites!!
#look at my girl go!! she's so prettyyyy! white woman that ruined my life <3#you can probably tell that i didn't think to start taking screenshots right away ghskdhfgj#and that at some point i remembered i could change the quality of the videos lmao#but seriouslyyyy look at her!! i had a fantastic time like we seriously dont get enough time with characters with 1 season of 8 eps#look at everything she did! the changes in her hair! all the situations! all the lives! all the places! all the guns! the men she killed!#stupid smirk... stupid blue eyes... i need her so bad.#elizabeth mitchell#juliet burke
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Me, episode 1: Oh, a relatable protag! And a relatable female protag, at that. Sweet! That never happens.
Me, a few episodes in: Wait, the protag really is going to be my character? The one I identify with the most? Seriously? It's not going to be a strange, at least somewhat sinister, seemingly hostile male side character? It's gonna be a female character and the protagonist? That's insane, that literally never happens... what's the catch??
Me, more than halfway through the season: ... huh, I guess Maomao really is it. Okay, then ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Me to myself, after episodes 22/23:
#i let my guard down#i should have known#like really i should know better by now lmao#that's probably the best depiction of prosopagnosia i've seen in fiction ngl#also luo//men's suggestion re: using other attributes to tell people apart??#A++ approach what a guy#mine isn't nearly as severe but i totally use footsteps/gait/mannerisms as my primary means of distinguishing people#the very few people i care about i can definitely recognize by facial features#and people i see frequently; though i do have trouble recognizing them if they appear in a context i'm not used to#like. if i were to see one of my sword classmates at my workplace for instance i would have trouble recognizing them#but anyone else? forget it#the most difficult part of working veterinary front desk was returning animals to their owners#bc even though i could have /just/ spoken with the owners like. ten minutes ago#i couldn't tell you which animal belonged to which owner#faces just don't register with me#dogs were easier in that i'd just let them lead me to their owners#but if it was a cat in a carrier i was fucked lmaooo#it's why if there was another receptionist working i'd let them handle any hand offs XDD#i don't remember most of my childhood but i have some very vivid impressions of moments like#my mother asking me to go give a cash tip to the hairdresser who did her hair and me being unable to pick who it was out#of everyone that was working even though i'd been there with them for two plus hours.#or like. taking the school bus home and being unable to recognize my bus monitor and so getting on the wrong bus#and also getting ridiculed about this by my parents lol. ah good times.#on the other hand i can easily recognize a dog i've met once or twice even years later. and remember their name.#i think it all mostly comes down to disinterest for me. i've tried to change this but it's just how i am#so. he's very relatable. painfully so#also the pragmatism and rationality and hyperfixating on things.#i've never hyperfixated on another person tho and i am so grateful for that every single day#i know in my bones it would be an absolute disaster XD#withoutwords
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i know this has been said 473773474833 times by the kavetham/haikaveh shippers and probably even nonshippers, but i'll say it again. I finally finished the genshin summer event and did the little after quest in sumeru and.....every time kaveh is sneaking around trying not to be noticed coming out of alhaithams house it's just such a gay vibe. he's basically screaming "I can't be caught being gay in a homophobic society!" even if that's not what the game writers are *actually* saying. that's just how it comes off and they can't make it come off any other way. with hoyo's gay history, it makes me wonder if it's on purpose and all a cover-up to have a technically different reason for it so they can get away with it lmao but we will never know.
#lee text#genshins#i can acknowledge how gay they are without liking thr ship#flashback to several kavetham/haikaveh (whatevwr their ship name is) shippers on here attacking me over not liking the ship#trying to “educate” me on why theyre sk gay and why i should ship it#look i didnt say they arent gay af. and these shippers dismissed my feelings completely#i think it was after that one event with the competition thing that kaveh won? idk but just they way they interacted#the way alhaitham talked to kaveh and the way kaveh responded TRIGGERED A TRAUMA RESPONSE IN ME#which made me dislike the ship and their dynamic! i didnt CARE if he was well meaning. the way he talked to kaveh#triggered a fight or flight response in me because it sounded similar to how ive been talked to and kaveh getting upset was similar to#how ive reacted to the same words. you can also argue my family cares about me like alhaitham does kaveh and its how he helps#but it doesnt mean its the kind of help we need and it doenst traumatize us lmao#so i dont get why people were so angry at me for getting triggered by this ship and disliking it for that reason#while i can still admit that they are gay af and seem to get a long a bit better after that and i can tolerate them now#since its been a while and i dont remember it enough to have a trauma response when seeing them anymore lmao#but its just annoying that shippers can be so toxic 💀 they care more about their fictional men ship than me. a real person. weird#not tagging the ship so i dont get more angry shippers in my notes....but they found me last time with no tags so hi. dont yell at me again!#but maybe no one will care since im putting my “anti ship propaganda” in the tags this time and not the main post lmao#just dont read my tags so you dont get mad at me for being uncomfortable by this ship dynamic. but if youre reading this...its too late#leave me alone they arent real and i am so im more important right 😅#let me shame the shippers that dismissed my real feelings because they think their ship is more important than a real person lmao#you cant tell me im wrong when a trauma response isnt a choice and happens against your will 💀#BE ASHAMED YOU NERDS#I WILL BITE YOUR KNEECAPS#sorry i just had to vent lmao
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Have you ever drawn Symweaver NSFW?
I have a handful of WIP doodles but 😅 I’m pretty sure it’d be against Tumblr rules to post em. I’ll probs post anything I do end up finishing to my OW Twitter and/or my nsfw twitter
this is the only one that’s close-ish to being a done piece… but I’m putting it under the cut because haha 😖
#symmetra#Lifeweaver#symweaver#overwatch#overwatch 2#not safe for tumblr#and they were roommates#starlight dancing#that one day where I was like oh man I could draw Niran railing Satya if I really wanted to#this is what ended up happening#but I’m not posting the whole thing until I learn how to draw bits correctly but maybe I’ll just censor it so I don’t have to LMAO#rip mobile users#you can tell I’m better at drawing women than men though 😭
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i know no one necessarily asked for this information, BUT yes, barton did do masks with marcy while she was still around and also... yes, he might've looked a little bit like this self-care garfield while doing it. and honestly, he still puts on masks sometimes. so here's a little advice for y'all... if your muse is trying to talk to barton about anything that might possibly trouble him / make him angry — they might wanna do it while barton's doing his thing here, because it is pretty much a FACT that he can not be in a bad mood while he's like this LOL
#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#ooc post.#no but barton deadass becomes a different person while practicing ✨️ self-care ✨️ so his kids have literally held off until barton did his-#mask and towel thing just to tell him something that would normally get him all up in arms BUT barton just can't do it while he's like this#like he truly reaches his inner zen and it's so weird but it's also strangely kind of pleasant to be around him while barton's like this-#because the furthest that he will go to becoming angry usually while he's like this is just giving someone a look LMAO#but then barton will casually go back to doing whatever he was doing and listening as if he is unbothered SO yeahhh#like i said my advice would be either to try to catch barton while he's like this if you need to tell him something troubling or while-#he's on the za za / j JSJSJ LOLLL nah i'm kidding about the marijuana BC barton hasn't touched it ever since he got ''too chill'' that one-#time but TBH perhaps he should... reconsider? idk LOL though i just think it's so funny that this random thing is one way you can tell-#barton something and not have him get mad at you if you have a situation going on 💀
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Important revelation: If you're going to make stupid and strange changes, you have got to go Whole Ass. Rebirth's Nibelheim revisit is very badly Half Assed and that is its major downfall
#i can understand (not justify; just understand) padding the chapter's length with a bunch of bs.#but the bs they padded it with is just so... meh. it's so handwavey and nothing at best.#you can tell that the writers were just utterly disinterested. everyone is out of character and all the dialogue is so plain.#only exception is the reactor with yuffie and the insurgents#it's the only engaging part of the chapter and that's really saying something. because it's not at its full potential.#they were too afraid to go Whole Ass. like. come on man....#rebirth's ending went Whole Ass. is it controversial as hell? hell yeah. is it still beautiful and high quality writing? HELL yeah.#please no wishy washy plot in part 3... either stick to being faithful to the og; or throw it all out the window. pick one.#ffvii rebirth#sorry for the chronic complainingliness today. i just have many rebirth nibelheim thoughts pent up inside and today was a slow day#ok that's all thx for hanging in there lol#back to your regularly scheduled tormenting fictional men#nibelwhining#<- deserves to be a tag on my blog now lmao
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Is that character gay? *points at Mine*
Allegedly.
#snap chats#depends on what day you check the wiki. schrodinger's homosexual#i couldnt FATHOM showing mine to my mom i know she'd be so annoying 😭😭😭#actually i cant even imagine what'd happen. 'is he gay' 'yeah' 'oh-' LIKE WHAT. WHAT NOW MOTHER WHAT HAVE YOU SAY TO THAT#like i think my mom asks that so much as a cope for my existence when i dont even like men mom As Per Usual mother you got it wrong#she's so weird because her. 'best work friend(? boss?)' is gay so she doesnt care about gay people she just doesnt like. me LMAO#but my moms selective hating aside i do wish i could show her characters i like#not because i want to bond with her but because it always seems funny when everyone else does it with their parents#but id just be too embarrassed ... or i can just imagine her saying like. every other chara is scary lookin. or ugly. liek my grandma did 💀#my sisters keep telling me to show her daigo since they think he looks like our dad and im always tempted to#god wait that just reminds me how when i did a daigo cosplay last year my dad saw me and he was like 'you're like a mini me :)'#like .... cmon dawg youre not helping LCKAEJLKCJAE love him. hope to see him again soon <- literally just saw him#wait while im rambling my dad came over and our 'uncle' (no actual relation just dad's friend) gave us. 12 fucking bottles of wine#when no one in this house drinks enough to warrant TWELVE BOTTLES ?? so funny. at least my sis and her husband drink#and i have one (1) friend who drinks LOL so thats cute. do i have any other unnecessary lore bits to drop before i disappear for a week#our ac broke and its been hot as balls. yeah thats it thats the end of it see you guys next week
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thrift store date
#this is in chibi style since im having a terrible migraine but still wanted to get this out lmao#i can definitely imagine like. them walking into normal ass places and the cashier or smth recognizing them as .#the ceo of a megacorp and renowned big game hunter they are#being weirded tf out how they have 0 bodyguards or whatever with them#theyre old men with a big ass house. you cant tell me they wouldnt want to fill it with stupid doohickeys .#also theyre wearing eachothers color schemes because theyre homosexual . peace and love on eden 6#my post#borderlands#alistair hammerlock#wainwrright jakobs#wainlock#bl3#artstuff
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[pericky; a look into ricky's head during their meeting.]
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"I'm glad you came, I wasn't sure you would." The wine pours, the sound of it drowning out the missing word in that sentence: back.
Of course, is the response, and the part of Ricky that's spent twenty years tearing itself apart to understand why vibrates with relief. It doesn't matter anymore. Of course, of course, he thinks giddily along with the words. He never needed to wonder why Pericles wasn't coming back in the first place; he was always going to.
I'm happy you invited me, and of course he thinks again. A lifetime of pretending he wasn't always going to either falls away. However harsh and lonely the world has been, all's right with it again; and the shy voice of the boy inside him that he's tried so hard to kill says, so quietly, I missed you.
#sdmi#scooby doo: mystery incorporated#pericky#ricky owens#professor pericles#anyway fucking end me actually. lay me down to die#i said i was gonna write more pericky and by fucking god i did#the 'why did you do this to me' to 'oh thank god you didn't actually do this to me' pipeline of abuse folks 🥲#which like. their last conversation is yet another devastating example of ricky finally standing up to pericles' bullshit Too Late#ricky denounces him in the strongest terms he knows; based on his own feelings and opinions and the way he sees the world#(which: even then he can't bring himself to say 'i don't love you anymore')#(the closest he can get is 'i chose you and i can't take it back; the only way i can imagine not loving you is if i never had at all')#and pericles tries to go 'nyeh nyeh whatever i don't care' (and does a real bad job of pretending he is not obviously hurt lmao)#and ricky doesn't try to understand his logic; he doesn't try to reconcile a world where pericles didn't *really* mean to do anything wrong#his response is MAYBE YOU *SHOULD* CARE.#pericles' view of the world and what's right and acceptable are warped and *wrong* and he's the one who needs to get his shit together#'you shouldn't have abused me you shouldn't have killed cassidy you shouldn't have murdered a child in cold blood'#that is MASSIVE and i think it is really telling that pericles' response is to shut him down with force instead of trying to argue any more#and that in the end is the real true fucking tragedy of it all#ricky is making huge strides one after the other to take back his freedom from pericles emotionally#....and materially it makes no difference to improve his situation in the moment; because pericles doesn't have any less power to abuse him#he never has a triumphant moment where he Overcomes His Abuser and Breaks Out of His Control#there's nothing he can do to fight back until pericles is too Literally Dead to control him anymore#it is one of the rawest depictions of the reality of abuse i've ever seen and just. God. i love it so much#(at the same time i REALLY want to explore a version of events where he got the chance to expand further on that growth)#(the 'all witches are selfish; make all things yours; i have a duty' speech from the wee free men comes to mind)#whosebaby makes things#whosebaby writes#SDMItag#dyn: when i die i want you to die too
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The idea that men don't cry and therefore don't experience the emotions that proceed crying is funny because I already know I'm going to cry whenever the beit din and mikvah happen, like I can already tell just because of how many times I have felt the emotions associated with needing to cry all because of judaism and how it makes me feel. Bruh I don't even know how to prepare for that part ngl
#jumblr#jewish conversion#jew by choice#personal thoughts tag#and the thing is i actually don't cry all that much#but you've gotta believe when i say that i still feel the emotions that make you cry lol#and i can tell that based on how intensely i feel about judaism and whatnot that i probably will cry#and i really don't know how to prepare for that because i don't particularly like crying especially in front of others#if i don't cry at my mikvah then it would probably happen if there's a celebration of ANY kind lmao#i WILL say that it's nice that the men in my shul are openly emotional because a couple were getting a little emotional at points#and rightfully so! but it's nice that there's less of that toxic masculinity i guess? it's healing
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It’s so weird how the body will try and protect you like. I am incapable of feeling grief right now. I know it will hit me like a fucking Mac truck in about a month
When I was here in Ireland in July thinking my grandma had days to live, because the doctors told us so, and urged everyone stateside to drop what they were doing and come to Ireland for goodbyes, I was torn up. I was the first one here because I was already in Dublin on business and luckily my job just let me work from Ireland for about 2 months. So that happened. But then she got palliative chemo, and somehow here she is, 5 months later, against the odds in stage 4 lung cancer. I can tell she is so tired. I feel like she was holding on for this holiday and that as soon as I leave Ireland come December 29, it’s going to happen quickly. Which I hate to even write into existence, but sometimes, you just feel it.
And I hope it doesn’t. But I also don’t want her to be in pain. Chemo ravages the body. Her last treatment was over a month ago but the cancer has spread through her whole body and it is wearing her down. She went from still bartending at 77 and going out with her friends weekly + walking the 2 mile trek into town everyday, to finding out she a tumor overtaking her right lung (completely collapsed at this point) from years of smoking. I was sitting with her at the table the other night before I went to the pub, painting her nails, and she asked “can we talk about something morbid”
Things hardly feel morbid these days. So I tell her yes, of course. I feel like I have this desensitized view around death now. Or I’m numb to it. Like my body remembers watching my dad die and is like HEY ITS FINE, don’t be sad in the moment. Because you can’t be. You have things to do. Then you can cave in on yourself.
Anyways, when I told her sure we can, she then got embarasssd and I had to beg a little for her to tell me . She then says “right. Because I know you’ll have the energy to handle”. She just tells me how she wants to be presented for her wake. No makeup, but make sure her eyebrows are done. Hair with a bandana. Jean shirt. Nails painted. Cowboy boots on that she never got to wear in Vegas this year. She starts telling me about where jewelry is and what she wants in a service. I listen and file it away.
I still think I’m stuck on “because you’ll have the energy to handle”. I think about when my dad died, my mom and sister were inconsolable. About how it happened so quickly and we as humans make it very complicated. Do you know how hard it is to transfer a body across state lines? The hospital doesn’t tell you what to do. I had to google so many funeral homes that morning. I think about those people too. The sanitized nature of conversations. The first place I called didnt say any niceties. They immediately went to prices so I hung up. Second place was more of the same and the third place asked me how I was doing and if I wanted to share anything about him. So I went with them. My dad didn’t leave a will so I had to pull the trigger on weather to cremate or bury. I went with the former and was sick for months thinking I made the wrong choice but one day a few months ago my mom found a random letter he wrote, tossed behind his living room chair, where he noted cremation was a better option bc of the $ and finally that guilt left me.
Did you know that when you list you’re an organ donor on your license, they have to call the family? And when they call, there is light elevator music playing in the background, and mere hours after your person dies, a woman with a nasally voice will calmly ask, “May we take his skin and eyes?” I felt like I was in a cronenberg movie. I remember being so shocked at the matter of factness of the question. Being disturbed but thankful neither my mom or sister were doing this part. I remember saying “why would you want that, do you know how he died? How are those parts even usable” and she paused . And “hmm’d” and as she began to speak I said “no we won’t be donating”.
Anyways. I’m trying to be present while I’m here in Ireland for the holidays. I want to cry but I can’t. This is the last time Christmas will feel like Christmas. I’ve never much liked the holiday. But after my dad died I’ve hated thanksgiving and Christmas even more. Being with my grandma here in Ireland makes it feel like that “magic” is still there a little. But I know it will be completely gone by this time next year and I hate that.
I also worry bout my mom and how she’s taking it. She lost her dad in 2023, her husband in 2024 and now her mom’s dying. That’s how it goes I guess. I stayed in tonight but she went out to the pubs with her friends and came home absolutely trashed. She made it up the stairs before I heard her start violently vomiting. It’s always strange when you switch places with your folks. I took off her clothes and got her changed into Pjs. Brought her water and crackers. She laid with her head in my lap as I stared at the wall. Being around this kind of stuff always makes me wonder if I’ll regret not having kids. Like the fact that when I’m her age, and my grandmas age, I’ll effectively be alone. Like yes there are friends etc but I won’t have children or grand children. Just makes me feel weird.
Anyways now it’s 6 in the morning and I’m going on a run in the 22 degree morning air. Bye bye.
#grief#journal#life#I feel stuck in my head bc I don’t talk to my new bf about this#like he knows the gist#but every time he learns a new piece of trauma about me he is shocked#and sometimes I lol in my head like wow you haven’t even scratched the surface#he knows about my OD and my dad#but he doesn’t know about .. so many other things#I wish he was more obsessed with me or visa versa#I’m still trying to figure this shit out#he is a horrible texter#we’re supposed to FaceTime while I’m here but I’m going to let him initiate#isnt it crazy how we seek out partners to just fill this childhood void#I do so much work in therapy to fill this hole in myself#yet still at the end of the day I want a man to be obsessed with me so I can feel whole lmao#even tho I KNOW now that won’t fix me#I still want it#he’s the first man I’ve dated that isn’t obsessed with me and he’s weird#not that those relationships were ever healthy#but he likes me in a very normal way#and all I can think is#sir I have men in my DMs asking if they can pay me to#clean my house in lingerie#I need you to text me back or tell me you think I’m hot#I can count on one hand the number of times he has complimented my#physical appearance#and that drives me insane#why am#I even ranting this part here lmao
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my world has been flipped over
#ive been singing Tell My Ma wrong for *checks notes* 17ish years#what do you mean the line is “if she doesnt get the fellow with the roving eye”#I thought it was “roaning (?) knife” which i figured was the name of a type of dagger or something i didnt know about#and it was implying that either a) she should marry the guy with the weapon so he can fight of other men or b) he'd kill her if she doesnt#which yeah morbid for an upbeat song and everything but have you heard irish tunes before???#black velvet band sounds like a dear love song and is about a pretty girl framing an innocent dude for theft and having him sentenced to-#seven years in australia where he will almost certainly die. In finnegans wake its just about a guy dying.#whiskey in jar is about... never mind that one is so fucking hilarious. the implication that the singer would have a chance against several#armed guards if only his singular pistol wasnt full of water.#anyways irish tunes are weird and i figured that at like five and never thought about it again#i was listening to the version by the irish rovers and brought it up to my dad who was like#“every time ive sung it ive sung roving eye???” so#life turned upside down#he's the one who sang it to me growing up so i guess hes right lmao#I guess it makes more sense#the shock is no less real tho
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