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you can't fight the moonlight
#rk1k#dbh#dbh fanart#detroit become human#rk1000#conkus#dbh connor#dbh markus#can you believe i used the sims with sexc mods as reference lmaooo#can i get a hell yeah i really tried#its been years i drew something slightly sexc
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set out to create a serious, canonesque drawing with which to say "feel free to go in my lackadaisy tag and help me mystery speculate" but only got going when i made it bowling and the rarepair agenda
#not that i imagine anything w/mordecai's Rare so much as: diluted range of possibilities lol. probably someones on that mordecai/virgil life#when it turns out it takes several tries to start to get more solid footing at drawing characters for the first time: What The?????#i actually don't think i ever tried drawing lackadaisy before; against all odds....if i had i would've had a head start lol#lackadaisy#corned beef#any collectively used pairing name here? mordenico? nicodecai? in absence of otherwise Knowing:#nicodeme savoy#mordecai heller#me in '07 going oh my GOD this ART!!!! me in '23 going oh my GOD this ART!!!! & guess how i've always felt years in between#goddd perusing the gallery bonus art afresh recently just like WOWWW i'm SOOO#the collages of full-body drawings for book purchases i think like my GOD i love to see it. plus that the Extra Stuff gallery means there's#such a variety like. stuff that's clearly noncanon; stuff that could be / kinda is; jokes; portraits; story / characters insight....waaughh#also shoutout to everyone behind all the mordecais in KS Backer Art 1 & 2 like ''sexy mordecai please'' apparently lmao. hell yeah#anyways my Marigold Bowling Team headcanons are simple and straightforward: nicodeme w/the muscle can get a strike from the force of having#hit one pin that smashes into all the others; but don't underestimate his versatility. mordecai with the precision / method & absolutely#who you want trying to hit the only pin left on the lane. serafine's got like serpentine curveballs changing velocity halfway down the lane#and they've All got pointing a gun at the people setting pins / returning balls b/c that wasn't automated back in the twenties#back when everyone had customized printed tees....oh fun fact. a real live kitty cat crinkled that first pic's paper by jumping on it#or really; ricocheting off of it. classic#also the ''i want people to seriously consider nicodeme/mordecai. but also sillily'' purposes have me using Close Contact as a shorthand#it's earnest and can sure be [longhand] too but you go ''You Could Never HC Datingly Affection ft. An Always Touch Averse Character'' & i?#well i scoff derisively and slowly swivel my chair around to face you; arms crossed; smhing....hah. how greatly you underestimate my power.#you're throwing [hcs for a romance ft. an autistic character] & [that ft. an asexual character] & i'm grabbing them midair & Sips Them#ha ha why these replenish my health And experience bars....#Never Be Afraid To Forget To Draw Mordecai's Glasses Or That You Also Put Your Thumb In A Bowling Ball....he's warming up. or w/e.#nicodeme w/the boxing experience shoulders massage trope. giving that pep talk#or you can go ''get a strike or we kill you'' b/c you never have to find out if he's joking or not#mordecai unfazed b/c that's the stakes in this business (bowling) & he's autistic so always having to ignore Everyone being weird/confusing#haven't come up with a lackadaisy's team bowling pun name lol.#still feel free to go in my lackadaisy tag and help me brainstorm mitzi n mordecai's murder mystery ;w; enrichment
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To be honest the dialogue in twd is absolute ass sometimes but the actors deliver their lines with so much conviction that it kinda slips by. You yell that convoluted sentence with your whole cunt, girl.
#this post was sitting in my drafts for months but a line from Fear made me remember it again#''I will do what you tried to do to me only I won't miss''#translation: I will succeed where you failed but I won't fail#yeah bitch the floor here is made of floor#also for context nobody ''missed''. The thing he tried to do was shove him into a room full of walkers#and he did. successfully#he just somehow didn't fucking die or get a single scratch on him#this show is getting way more entertaining as it goes along but it's still stupid#also thinking bout ''we are the walking dead'' ''no we aint'' ''no you're right we aint''#thanks for shitting on Rick's metaphor dude. that was almost poignant.#and ''we got one enemy. we aint the walking dead'' ok slay I guess those two statements were related. vaguely. I think.#sorry kinda roasting Daryl specifically here. He's not the worst offender these are the only lines I can think of off the top of my head rn#also a LOT of the dialogue is interchangable between characters.#Daryl's ''Jimmy'' story in his spinoff was just a Negan monologue. hell Rick could even have told it.#they would have said it differently but again that's down to the actors.#all of this is light hearted ofc#I mean all that really matter is I'm Having A Good Time#twd#ftwd
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having completely normal thoughts (gortash wotr au)
#yeah. it’s bad. not thinking about inserting zeke but GORTASH#he’d start out as aeon for sure#his opinions on companions are so fucking awful#not nearly as awful as the kingmaker au ofc. he’d call reg a sick dog that needs to be put down because his incompetent owner failed him#anyways. this is a deranged wotr post.#of course there’s no one among the companions fit to be his/equal status#but i’d say he’d have the most positive opinions of regill and greybor. as positive as a guy thinking of them as his tools can get.#towards greybor it’s like. ok you don’t see yourself as more than a weapon and neither do i. you do your job as long you get paid i can wor#with that.#meanwhile regill he’d love to have as a knight devoted to him instead of him being a hell knight#this of course never fucking works gortash’s weird manipulation would not pull through with regill in this matter#no romance of course. except for manipulative sex with wenduag probably.#he really wants that mongrel army! will pop a fantasy viagra if wenduag needs to be ‘roughly subdued to calm down.’#he’d be a little more into it than usual because he doesn’t need to hold back with her but it’s still not a true subjugation in the end.#until later he’s like ok. i lied i don’t like sex get on the vivisection table#(aro + fucked version of grayace gortash truther if you didn’t know)#tries to refine her and the poison#he’d be awful to her in general. sees a weapon to be refined. she recognizes him as master now but her loyalty is fickle.#he’d earn all the respect flags#but still would punish her greatly for the first sign of betrayal in the abyss#oh and before this gets too long: one more for cam obviously.#sadly i don’t see a world in which he doesn’t immediately see through the mireya story and kill her in act 3#but if he didn’t. it’d be so juicy. him in act 5 learning the full story. how her father talks about her.#just stands there frozen for 10 seconds with a thousand yard stare#<- to then go no i don’t think you should kill him you should [REDACTED GRUESOME TORTURE METHOD THAT KEEPS ONE ALIVE & AWAKETHE ENTIRE TIME#in the end he’d execute her anyways but. hm. he’d get triggered for sure#i have more thoughts but i’m gonna shut up now lmao
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i figured out the funniest possible deathspeaker timeline. timeline where dara is the same age as and grew up with joe and lily. dara starts transitioning at the age of 8 years old after she admits her massive crush on joe and he tells her he's not really interested in boys which makes her realize she isn't one actually. deciding to be a girl does not change joe's mind because he is 8 and so so demiromantic and doesn't know it yet, but lily sure is interested. cut to 10 years later lily and dara have been on again off again for 10 years with drama the likes of which you've never seen because they can't fucking stand each other. joe is also there realizing he needs better friends
#this started as me going aww baby joe and dara would be cute#and then i realized this would be a fucking nightmare scenario for all of them#the good news tho is this isn't a problem that can be solved by repression so joe actually does not have obscene mental health issues#he just has normal ones. he gets a bachelors degree and goes to work at an art museum and has friends#best timeline for joe he actually gets to live his dreams and he's just kinda normal#horrible fucking timeline for the friend group none of them are still talking to each other past their mid 20s#except for april and joe they hang out#after they meet april lily tries to use her as like a rebound thing to make dara jealous and april decides to get the hell out of there asa#but joe was chill and clearly was also sick of their shit so they get to be besties still ASILDUHASLIDUHASD#the domino effect on this one is wild. yeah lily and dara really fucking shouldn't know each other as teens#thank god they met in canon after lily chilled out and stopped being a drama magnet#also because dara wasn't fuckin alive in 1950 none of this shit with theron happens so absolutely none of the main plot carries over#it's just this stupid shitty soap opera they're living in#anyways i was gonna doodle this but i got 5 hours of sleep and i'm too fuckin tired
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Good morning I had a dream that for some reason, Fazbear decided to give Roxy therapy. She never spoke during their sessions except to insult the therapist, but the therapist felt like they were finally making progress when shit happened and Roxy shut down all conversation. What happened? I think it was the team going and dying to the Mimic but it could have been something else it was only mentioned after a time skip.
Weirdly though, the therapist assumed she'd gone silent again because of an altercation with Freddy. So they called Freddy and Monty in (maybe Chica too) and tried to convince Freddy to stick around for a session with Roxy who isn't there at the moment. Freddy was just pissed off that he's being expected to apologise for shit he hasn't done and Monty was there trying to convince him that it's not that bad what's his problem man
EXCEPT Roxy has left. She fucked off. Left the Plex and is now wandering the outside world. The others are in a panic looking for her, and find her standing outside of a hospital. I think it was a children's one specifically but I don't remember. She'd been entertaining a lil bit but she's just kinda silently stood there with a blanket around her and a hot chocolate looking at it. For some reason when they're trying to talk to her, Chica says she knows why she came here and it's because she thinks she's better off dead, which is when my brain quickly adds a morgue to this location lmao anyway
Roxy leaves them again cause she doesn't want to talk. She explores on her own, finding Foxy, an old friend presumably from the last times she's snuck out. She cries, happy to see him and he tells her everything is gonna be okay while he hugs her, then takes her back to this tall tree building. She asks to stay with him and he's hesitant cause where he lives is some kind of... I guess a strip club? Kind of? Wasn't graphic or anything but my brain supplied that sex happens there and that's why she wouldn't want to stay. Vaguely saw poles for dancers but it's literally inside a cool tree thing so it was super out of place. Also Tails from Sonic is there with Balloon Boy. This place has the aesthetic of a rainforest cafe btw.
They go up onto the roof where some turtle looking guy that's really long acts as the spiral staircase or slide I guess for the building is talking to them. They ask if she wants to hang out and ride the stair/slide thing down to the ground floor and she cries cause she doesn't want to stay here. The turtle also gets sad cause he likes when they play on the slide that makes up it's body I guess.
The manager joins them and is talking like she's going to stay, goes to grab her tail I think and she fuckin' bails. Foxy goes with her, but a clay looking Bonnie (like from the JRs games but a bit bigger than Foxy) chases after them. Foxy isn't sure he wants to leave his friends but does in order to protect Roxy, and leads Bonnie away from her.
He leads him into a small, cluttered, basement storage place that's kind of like a cavern, with a chain link fence blocking off an underground river with giant, plush Bonnie's that are groaning as if they're alive and all look dead on the rocks. Bonnie catches him but is like. On the floor or something in an almost Family Guy deathpose way for some reason and Foxy convinces him to let go so he can leave. He runs after Roxy, feeling guilty for what he's done and what he's leaving behind and catches up to her with Balloon Boy here now I guess. Roxy cries again for some reason and then I woke up
The Plex she left also didn't look like the Plex at all btw. I switched between Roxy's POV, a third person POV while Freddy and Monty were with the therapist, back to Roxy's POV and then Foxy's when he lures Bonnie away. I don't remember all the reasons Roxy was crying, I think she was internally wanting to go home but just not saying it but then just never went home. And Freddy was comically angry for some reason???
Oh and Roxy was swapped for Blaze the Cat for a bit of the conversation with the club manager, but then was swapped back to Roxy again after. I think this was third person POV and the manager pinched her leg? And it kicked off from there? I said grabbing her tail cause he might have been but I don't remember. Aside from that one action, he was a decent sounding guy though. Then he just did that and I lost all care for him lmao
Anyway. That was fun. A wild situation!
#pop rox talks#god imagine fazbear giving roxy an ACTUAL therapist#like wow i wouldn't have expected that lmao#foxy in a fucking strip club playing on a turtle themed slide with tails and balloon boy...#like oh yeah that's soooo sexy lmao djdjdjd#can you tell I'm ace as hell#my brain set it up as a club but it also wanted it to be cool and interesting to me i guess#so it ended up like that somehow ndjdjdk#anyway that's my fun dream for today!!#also they tried to calm freddy down with peanut butter and he refused it#monty just got a spoon and ate it himself as he was trying to call freddy down#for some reason i dunno man#weird#i LOVE dreams with a plot though#they're very fun#especially when i get to be the cahracters#I've had some amazing dream plots ngl#this one's a bit odd but hey whatever it's fun#BDJDBDIS WAIT A SEC#OH MY GOD CHICA REALLY LOOKED AT ROXY STARING FORLORNLY AT A CHILDRENS HOSPITAL#AND IMMEDIATELY SAID SHE WAS SUICIDAL???? WHAT????? HELLO?????#thats not the right word#she said EXACTLY 'I know why you came here. You feel like you're better off dead.'#like WHAT????#BITCH SHE'S AT A HOSPITAL THAT DOESN'T LOOK LIKE A HOSPITAL#WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT#YOU FORCED MY BRAIN TO STAPLE A SHITTY LOOKING MORGUE ONTO THE BACK OF A PRETTY WHITE AND RAINBOW BUIDLING#WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT?????#HUH????????#maybe she doesn't know colour theory...
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#the thing is. you should believe survivors#also my ex after we broke up tried to go to half of our mutual friend and tell them horrifying stories of abuse he was dealing with#it wasn't even planned smearing campain (I don't think it's his style). he was truly hurt. some things really di happened. some even#happened the way he told it. and some were blowed to 'I went to work with bruises every day' (he was grabbed by hand by other partner once#and had bruises because he was so white-skinned he bruised like from touch)#or how I forced him to live with other man that hated him and turned his life to hell (he forgot to mention that it was my disabled brother#he flew away from our abusive mother as soon as he turned 18 and I gave him shelter. after asking partners to consider this seriously#because it's big commitment. I also stated several times that I'm willing to move out with him if it's unpleasant. also this 'living hell'#was him ignoring my partner completely after he yelled on him several times because as he said he didn't ran away from home#to suffer yelling again)#so yeah. it didn't work that time because my friend actually know everything from me long before my ex came to them#they nodded politely and never talked to him again#but it lingers. and it majes me look really critically at any call out or accusation.#person could be really hurt. really harmed even. and still there could be biases or misunderstanding or any human messiness#it sounds like girl had a horrifying experience. it also looks like she kept illusion of being fully on board and loving it.#was it believably? or he just didn't care#did he pick her because she was young and inexperienced? or because she told him she's interested in bdsm?#did he tried to help her when she was in bad place? or was he calculatingly buying her silence?#was he creepy or was he awkward?#honestly I don't know even... what kind of proofs you can get there#like we have her statement. we have objective thing — texts and vids. we can have Gaiman own statement#so what if he will repeat what stated in messages: it was consensual she literally wrote what she want me to do etc#believe survivors. what if everything she told is true too. but also what in messages are true too#what if she was scared and hurt and also told him yes and more and please master. because people are complicated#would he accused of not reading her mind? would there be charges on not checking enough. HOW WRAP MY MIND AROUND IT#like it's all is ne genuinely trying to understand what's next and how it could be wrapped at all#for the record: even if it was absolutely 💯 consensual and girl like completely lying about everything etc#he's still clearly fucked up and things were messy for a lot of reasons. it's bad!#but there's difference between 'it was rape or coercion' and 'it was poorly planned affair and he should've be more considerate of partners#feelings'. and in any way. hope that girl gets help
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Imagining a scenario where at some point Dante and Lady get married purely for practical purposes (like if she gets hospitalized so Dante can visit/make some decisions) but Lady ends up dating Trish so Dante's like
#dmc#this is crack but. i find it hilarious#if we're doing a timeline that sort of parallels our own i'm also imagining dante being like#'don't worry you're free to divorce me once you and trish are allowed to be married! no hard feelings'#'hell we can make it a double divorce-marriage! we can get divorced at the courthouse and then you and trish get married right after!'#i really like lady/trish as a ship#i generally think of dante/lady as something that they might have tried out when they were younger but eventually realized they weren't-#into. and there were no hard feelins there. just a 'yeah sorry but i don't think this is going to work' and the other going 'fine by me'#a very gentle friends to maybe lovers or just dating back to friends#and in this marriage scenario it would basically fit right into canon. they wouldn't live together or anything#it would purely be a paper thing just so dante gets some special privileges in case something happens to lady#also the extended version of this is dante visiting kyrie at some point and she asks him how his wife is doing which makes him go#'wait. who is this supposed wife of mine?' bc he's pretty sure nero doesn't know about the marriage so how would kyrie know that??#and she reveals that she thought it was Trish which makes him laugh and say nah they're just friends. also Trish is dating Lady#which makes Kyrie go 'oh! i'm sorry. you two seemed close and nero mentioned seeing her at your place so i'd assumed...'#and dante's like 'eh no worries it's no big deal. i was wondering how you knew about lady and i but that makes more sense.'#then kyrie: 'wait. you and lady are married?' dante: 'yeah!' kyrie: 'but i thought you said she was dating Trish??' dante: 'she is!'#kyrie: '??? uh. well if you're happy i'm happy for you too.' dante: 'thanks! i'll let them know.'#erurandomness#erubabbles#eru hcs#hcs
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I had yet another long, strenuous day yesterday and didn't finish work until super late and then I couldn't fall asleep until well past 2am cuz I was in so much pain from standing literally all day
#what made it worse was the client I spent most of my day with was a brand new client. and she booked super last minute#so I wasnt mentally prepared for doing a 5 hour color. and her natural hair was already pretty light so I had to foil foil foil. go back.#pull out first couple foils. foil foil foil. go back. pull out the next few.#over and over and over.#and her hair was so fucking long. and so fucking thick.#and after the first hour she wouldn't talk. like I like my silence so I don't fight it much#but every now and then I would try to engage with her. I'd say something and she would straight up ignore me. no acknowledgment.#which makes me feel anxious cuz it's like jesus... does she hate me?? did I piss her off somehow?#even when I finished her hair (it looked fucking amazing no lie. one of my best highlights yet.) she had next to no reaction to it#she was like 'it looks fine. I mean good. it's good.' completely deadpan#I laughed it off and was like yeah it's been a long day girl! but it looks amazinggg on you!!#no response. deep inhale. alright.#whatever tho.#when I did finally get off work I stopped @ bojangles cuz I was lightheaded and hadn't eaten since morning#and when I tell you I almost broke down into tears cuz there were so many people crowding the goddamn pickup area.#and so many bizarre conversations going on. genuinely felt like I was in some form of hell#like my feet hurt. my back hurts. I'm tired. I didn't get the validation I like to have over a 5 hour transformative color.#I'm hungry and there are two elderly women blocking the pickup counter. one is hard of hearing so she keeps yelling HUH???#and the other only speaks in soft baby whispers. that goes as well as you can imagine.#there's a man behind me grilling an employee abt whether or not he goes to church. he starts witnessing to him#and the employee says 'I've never thought about it like that before' no less than 4 times.#there's a child in front of me playing tiktoks @ full volume. and this is all happening simultaneously.#I really considered just leaving without my food but I knew I needed to eat and didnt have anything at home so I stuck it out#was it worth it? no. bojangles honestly sucks these days but what's a girl gonna do.#got home and tried to pass out but nope. tossed and turned all night.#put on hot n cold patches to try to soothe the pain a little. didn't work cuz one pain would be eased a bit and another pain would take over#blahhhhhh#and now. I get to do it all over again! yippeeeeeee!!!!!!!!
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sickening that i have to think about studying rather than 50 different fic ideas floating in my head tomorrow this should be considered a crime
#finally having creative energy#after MONTHS of absolutely none of it#only to be squandered by the fact i have exams in a month#and have done fuck all to prepare for them#see the thing is#i can pass exams in my sleep#don't ask me how ive no fucking clue#it's like magic i swear#i could get straight As if i tried#i just don't#but im still constantly guilty that im not studying#like why can't i be nonchalant about this#i just want to go about my day blissfully unaware#but like#ive already dropped out once#can't really do that again#times like these i just want to become a youtuber instead#i feel like i was built to be a video essay youtuber#my 5 hour long dissection of mako mermaids would go so hard#as soon as i get more confidence and less acne it is ON#tbh that applies to pretty much everything in my life rn#once the acne chronic pain and mental fuckery is sorted im gonna be unstoppable#way to turn around this rant to a positive note#hell yeah
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that last pic was costarring my very swanky stair lift btw lmao
#I actually did shell out for a really nice one#I'd tried out some of the cheaper ones and they just felt rickety as hell#don't let some infomercial sell your elderly/disabled family members a shitty stair lift you heard it from me#but anyway yeah that's the only way I can actually get around in my house hahaha
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Aaaugh ngl sometimes it's hard to find artists to follow because 90% of them draw your NOTP, especially when your current fave is a half of that NOTP, and most of the people drawing him are fans of said ship.
Obviously no shame to them, ship what you want as long as children aren't involved with adults but like- Still.
#hetalia#dappy's twaddles#I found someone who draws Germany SO WELL#And I like how they draw him but also 90% of their Germany art is g-rita art and like#I mean... By no means is it a 'horrible and horrendous ship that no one should ever like' despite my own jokes about it#s t i l l#Which is a shame cause it can be a very cute ship#and i see the appeal of it obviously cause almost the entire fandom ships it#but idk when you and your friends get harassed and dogpiled on for making germany even LOOK at someone other than Ita w/ the faintest blush#you kinda start really disliking the ship#I've tried to enjoy it again but like- Idk after all the shit g-rita fans have pulled on me before it's hard not to have such a strong#aversion to it#and i mean i TECHNICALLY still ship it- I like Nyo x Nyo/Heta x Nyo/2p x 2p/1p x 1p#But like- Idk I feel like I'll ship ALMOST any version of Gerita as long as it's not Feli and Ludwig lol#but yeah sucks that my least favourite pairing that causes me to physically feel uncomfortable is one of the most IF NOT the most popular#ship in this hell fandom. which like- I know I have to accept#But still- I'm allowed to have feelings and opinions.
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losing my mind rn bc i was trying to figure out why wearing my mom's old leather jacket a bunch has been making me want to cut my hair even shorter lately and am now realizing im getting extremely latent gender envy for greasers
#which is really fucking funny because i tried to watch grease once and couldn't get through it because i was bored as hell#but you know what. yeah sure maybe i'll appropriate that#if john travolta can call that car a pussy wagon then maybe . ou know what im not gonna finish that
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Y'all really know I was raised by witches when I think to myself "why am I feeling so Much lately? Oh duh it's samhain" 🤦🏻♂️
#teddy talks#personal#my grief is uh. close#like the box/button metaphor that button is big as hell recently#but yeah duh its samhain grief is gonna get Real Close#its 3am on nov 1 so i feel like. if grief were ice and im saltwater#slushy and surrounded and wading through#not in a bad way! im remembering things i thought i forgot and i treasure those memories dont get me wrong#ok less like ice and more like....lava slowly turning to magma?#idk my metaphors are escaping me#but to put it in terms my mom would use: the ghosts are rising like the tide around me#which makes me seem a little crazy but ive always had a....thing with ghosts#and ive tried to forget that and put it behind me but thats not exactly working :/#so of youre of that mind - the ghosts are really pressing close lately like they know i can feel it#and i feel like it like when your sibling puts their finger half an inch away from you like 'im not touching you' but. you Feel It#its hard to explain#like remembering a physical sensation almost#like seeing something out of the corner of your eye#anyway if you want to hear my stories about ghosts and shit lmk but thats less the point#the point is my world is Weird rn and im trying to reconcile and pay respect and all that jazz#its candle + meditation time
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eyes flip open, bloodshot af,
listen so like. how i write danny, how i aim to write his ass, is very hey i grew up in a turbulent home life and for a time in my early to mid teens i was constantly getting into trouble, mixed with the wrong crowd besides my friendship with maria, ive been briefly in juvie-like facilities, all that shit.
hes dealt with having a shit ton of fighting - no bars held, no rules, no morals attached to them. simply do what you need to to be able to walk away from it alive at times. i like to think of his fight style being very.... j.oel / t.ommy / ellie t.lou style, very opportunistic and resourceful, very ill make use of any and every single thing around me to make sure i get your ass on the ground and you dont get back up - whether thats grabbing an object to use, or cracking your face into it til youre unrecognizable.
its worse when i think of the verses where marias either obvs dead or seriously hurt by the time the friend group finds her, because all danny's seeing is fucking red from that point on.
me nodding at all this, at knowing how quick dannys switch is to go from protecting the friends to i will kill for you if need be,
me internally Suffering as i note this, him being aggressive in fights when writing fights is the bane of my existence as a writer- YDVDUVDUV
i pass right tf back out-
#me making him aggressive and willing to crack a skull if needed: hi yeah id like to t.orture myself for 500 please-#help just like theres no calculation or formality that he follows that he tries to implement really.#he didnt learn or teach himself to fight in a way where he could like. study a person and think in the amount of time a fist is coming his#way to figure out how to respond yknow. hes grown resilient to pain and can take a hell of a beating and still get back up#and hit just as hard. his staminas stupid high and so is his pain tolerance. hes used to people not playing fair so to speak#so he isnt caught off guard so easily by a sudden shank being pulled on him or even a gun tbh.#and i say all of this and stomp my foot and whine and collapse cause i just fuckin know tryna write any fights with him#are gonna take ages- bidbdidj i cri#[ d ] ── * 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘. { danny. }
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#personal#im stressed the fuck out about everything#and depressed as hell#again#i tried to go back to the psych office i used to go to but bc its been so long they consider me a new client#so i filled out all the new client paperwork and turned it in online like they asked and they said after that they would call me back#and schedule the appointment#well its been over a week and they never called or emailed me back and work has been so rough that i havent been able#to get out of work early enough before their office closes to call and be like wtf can i make a fucking appointment#so i dont know when ill get this damn appointment and on top of that the 1st appointment will cost double bc im now a new client i guess#and the office is like an hour drive away but none of the other offices near me have good reviews#maybe they just had a backload from winter breaks idk#but yeah stressed about that and i can never fucking sleep well#cant fall asleep cant stay asleep dont feel well after rest its bs#and im eternally broke#really need a new bed thats bigger so i can maybe sleep better with my bf#i could ask my parents for money help but i hate doing that im almost 25 i shouldnt be so fucking broke and dependent right#also ive been feeling ugly for over a year#and this weather has me fucked up#and bills have me fucked up#ugh
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