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tsitp-favourites · 2 years ago
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Cam Cam time is back!
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ashinafl4sh · 9 months ago
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This is CamCam. Named after Cam Rostami cos he died his hair pink once
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amphirrhvx · 9 months ago
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a redraw of a cageblind piece I did back in december ❤️🩵💤
original drawing under the cut :)
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bigfemboyenergy · 6 months ago
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spiderman??? unexpected!
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my design ig cause i didnt have a reference (so ofc next best thing idk)
colored a sketch and veeery lowkey rendered it in a way!!! took basically an hr and 1/2
INSPIRED BY SOMEONE TELLING ME THEY LIKED MY SPIDERMAN AND DEADPOOL!! MADE ME VEEERY HAPPY ( @80s-femboy-haircut you know )
also the color palette i made i didnt fully use 😅😅 like some of the colors sucked and theres a deep red i used that isnt on the palette BUT WHO CARES I MADE THIS WHILE STAYING UP W/ OUT INTERNET 😭😭
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kookingtae · 1 year ago
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY @mercurygguk MY AMAZING BESTIE THAT I LOVE AND MISS SM 🩷🩷🩷 i’m so happy and proud of you for all that’s going on in your life rn and i’m SO THANKFUL to have you in mine <333 HERES TO ANOTHER YEAR OLDER AND ANOTHER YEAR OF FRIENDSHIP
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webzazes · 9 months ago
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I must now ask when YOUR birthday is if you are comfortable sharing 👽
cam we’re twins 🤡
not that you actually should have known that but.
tmank yuo for ascming
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fllagellant · 7 months ago
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The funniest way to start a text post during Pride is “ if Obscure wasn’ t gay “ but if Obscure wasn’ t gay I still don’ t think he and Camellia would be a thing . Like even if they have chemistry it comes down to the fact that Camellia does see him as a sort of monster, in the same way she is . But it is Different when it comes to him since his is far more Literal . He is literally born of the Manticore . And while she doesn’ t fear him and all , she still enjoys the fact that he scares most people he interacts with . Like she doesn’ t try to help him learn to humanize himself . She thinks that having people scared of him is power . That he doesn’ t need to hide his intent or his actions because people fear him . Fucked up sort of love here . At most he would be like . A glorified pet if they entered a relationship . As friends it works far better + the fact that . He is in a relationship with someone who humanizes him . Sorry if anyone was in the camellia/obscure fandom I think I bombed it . Obscure is so good at becoming close friends with women who see him as monster as a good thing
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lichposting · 1 year ago
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BG3 needs way more moments where companions will straight up permanently leave your party or even attack you based on choices you make…like tadpole be damned there should be more of a reaction for doing things completely antithetical to their personal codes yknow
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ritz-writes · 2 years ago
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I love math puns so here's another I just heard >:D
What does a mathematician use to mow their lawn?
A PRO TRACTOR
AHAHAHAHAHAHA (thank you, thank you, I'll be here all night)
PFT
hey did u know that im a huge math nerd owo AND a huge pun fun OwO
I used to solve for x for fun. LOVE algebra man. was legit excited when we got to learn about the quadratic formula cuz i already had i memorized.
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m-camberry · 1 year ago
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quenthel · 1 year ago
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that was in some gale stan's bio too... like thats painting a very grim picture ngl...
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istinyealucobond · 1 year ago
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normanblogs · 2 years ago
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Emmanuelle Camcam and ADHD in MUPH2023
Posted @withregram • @emmanuellevera As someone who has struggled with a severe case of ADHD her entire life, and all the ensuing problems including acute anxiety, depression, and a decade-long eating disorder, I care deeply about mental health. I have dealt with people labeling my untreated condition as difficult and impossible since childhood, and ignorantly chalking behavioral issues up to…
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shonkus · 2 months ago
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EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHRHRHRHRHRHHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHE
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i drew my and my boyfriend's webfishing guys!!! we r too pro
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ayannasgf · 2 months ago
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Angst because of Taylor and Gracies I love you I’m sorry x last kiss that got me in the feels🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️
Warning: might be boring is actually boring
Authors note: First thing I wrote, if u don’t wanna read it then don’t no one’s forcing u damn🫤 I take criticism to heart and I will cry☺️☺️☺️☺️
ALSO THIS WAS HEAVILY INSPIRED BY MILLIES FIC CAUSE I LOVE HER ANGST SM LOVELOVELOVE
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Beep Beep Beep!
Stupid alarm.
I turned groggily to my side to shut my alarm up. Another day to dread.
I did my normal routine, eat, feed the camcam, get ready for my usual morning jog- Maybe I’ll call Paige first
And so I did, which was quickly sent to voicemail. Well, expected.
“Hey it’s Paige! leave a message I’ll get to you later, toodles!”
“Sure you will.” The tone always managed to make me plaster a small smile on my face, toodles? what are we mickey mouse?- anyhoo
“Hey it’s me, just wanted to.. at least try to reach out. I know I hadn’t seen you in months I just couldn’t bring myself to. But I promise, later okay? I love you.”
Time for my jog I guess.
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The morning was kinda cold, dewey if you say, ‘twas raining last night.
You loved the rain, said it was cuddling weather and an excuse to be lazy.. You were lazy no matter the weather so it didn’t really make sense.
Smell of the pavement, after the rain, reminds me of the times where we used to go on late night walks cause I couldn’t sleep. A memory, you moved too far out of reach.
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The rest of the day wasn’t easy, I didn’t keep my word. I couldn’t bring myself to- not after how we ended.
I sat on the floor, wearing your clothes, staring at the gloomy window as the rain pattered gently on the pavement. Your scent was fading, but what’s left of it felt like a warm embrace.
Bueckers, written on the back of the jersey. A name I thought I would take.
Ding!
~8th anniv wit pboogerss!!~
I try to be strong I really do, but when it came to you, my walls come crashing down. It didn’t help that you weren’t around.
So here I am again, attempting to call.
“Hey it’s Paige! leave a message I’ll get to you later, toodles!-“
“Hi, I’m sorry I didn’t go.. this is exactly why I don’t make promises. I just couldn’t bring myself to okay?- not after.. not after how I treated you before it happened- not with knowing.. you’ll be there but I wouldn’t be able to touch you or- hold you or see that damn grin on your fucking face again.. Paige I want you back- I need you. I fucking need you why.. why are you always gone when I need you the most?…”
Then the water works, something I thought I couldn’t bring myself to do anymore, not after months of hurting.
“I need you.. please..”
I sobbed, but it was different this time. I had no one to kiss my tears away, or to embrace me to the point I thought I was gonna suffocate, but I never minded cause I loved having you close.
“Paige just come back..”
She’s never coming back. I just wish I knew that was our last kiss cause I wouldn’t have let you go.
“I hope it’s nice wherever the fuck you are.. I never thought we’d end like this.”
The message was sent, but I know I wasn’t getting a response. My eyes make everything with light glisten, I look down to my ring.
“You took forever too seriously..fuck ass..”
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a/n: I know it’s not the best or anything but I just really had the strong urge to post angst for some reason🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️
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zozowrites · 7 days ago
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The Game (Fancy Pants part 2)
Paige Bueckers x actress!fem!oc Ava Radmall
Words: 4.5k
TW: religious services (church)
A/N: so I originally meant for this to be a little filler chapter buttttt ended up putting two together and adding my version of plot (there won't be too too much in this series, I'm doing my best tho).
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Ava
It’s raining when I go to pick up my mom from the airport. I get out of my spunky little blue car to hug her hello and put her bag in the trunk. Then we stop at Whole Foods for the list of foods she needs to buy (which I tried to buy ahead of time but she insisted we go together, apparently it doesn’t “feel the same if she doesn’t look at it first”). 
In the parking lot I ask her to stop and turn around and catch her in such an aesthetic picture where she’s holding a bag under each arm bundled in her bright red raincoat with a slight rainbow in the background. I post it to my Instagram story and caption it “Mama and me <3” 
We get back to my place and start to put the food away when I get a text from an unknown number. 
I can’t help but smile slightly at the fact she’s texting me. 
Hey ava it's paige
cam gave me ur number hope it's cool
Hi Paige
It's cool dw
ok phew
how long is ur mom in town?
Until Jan 3, why?
does she like the lakers?
Are you wanting to take my mom on a date to a lakers game?
no no chill
she's pretty tho
Thanks??
lemme try again
does ur mom like the warriors AND CAM
I guess, why
do you have nye plans
Probably not, why
ok im getting cam lakers tickets for us for her bday
if you guys wanna join
Well you could've just said that, silly
well it was more fun this way, silly
At that I put my phone face down on the island to find my mom staring at me from across the counter, eyebrows raised. 
“Who ya texting?” She asks, always one for hot goss. Or prying questions. 
“Just a friend.” I answer, but I know I’m not controlling the upturn of my lips of blush of my cheeks very well. Yes I’m an actor but this is my mom, the woman who single-handedly raised me. 
“Okaaaaaay,” She extends the word and turns back to re-organizing the contents of my fridge, probably knowing that this is the move that never fails.
“I met Paige Bueckers at Cam’s Christmas party and she just asked if we want to go to a Laker's game for Cam’s birthday with them on New Year’s Eve.” I spill the beans. After being met with her silence, I add, “I think we’re gonna be friends!”
“And what did you say?” My mom asks, not turning away from the egg shelf she was inspecting. 
I slip into one of the stools at the hightop counter, swinging my feet in the air. “I said I’d get back to her. Do you want to go?” 
“I love CamCam, of course I’ll go. If she’ll be alright with me there, of course.” 
“Oh don’t even pretend, we both know she likes you more than me.” 
She sets down the butter that she’d moved on to and comes to stand behind me, running her hands up and down the sides of my arms. 
“I’m sorry sweetie,”
“No you’re not.”
“Yeah, no I’m not.” She says and laughs. 
My doorbell rings at 6:30 pm on Christmas Eve and I open it to find Ellie, my neighbor, just as expected. The twelve year old smiles at me as I let her in and wave to her mom, driving off to her shift at the hospital. 
We do our secret handshake (three fish slaps back and forth before a faked out high five) and she asks if my mom is here yet. When I tell her yes, she drops her backpack at my feet and bounds up the stairs from my entryway to the open-concept living space. 
“Sarah!!” I hear her shout before I can hear the impact of her jumping into my mom’s arms. I sigh to myself with a smile and bring the backpack up the stairs to place in her guest bedroom. 
I met Ellie and her mom Jules when I first moved in two years ago and got really close with them. Ellie walked my dog Frankie on my long set days and I watched Ellie during the summer on my off days and she slept at my house when her mom was working night shift. Like on Christmas Eve. Only last year when my mom visited for Christmas did we discover that we actually share the same runaway dad. It was an interesting Christmas morning to say the least. 
“Are we ready to commence the second annual Great Christmas Competition?” My mom asks, putting on her low rumbly announcer voice. Ellie squeals, already set up at my dining room table. 
We pull out hot glue guns and our bags of candy and graham crackers and start building our gingerbread houses. My mom finishes way before our half hour timer is up, so she takes a spoon to the pink icing tub, dying her mouth a brighter color. Then we move onto cookie decorations, where she’s more interested in eating the cookies than decorating them. Through both heats, Ellie is so focused she doesn’t say a word. And she wins, of course. We wouldn’t just let her win, but she’s a creative genius. Even if she wasn’t a kid she would still be winning. 
Then we move on to reindeer races (I win), Christmas karaoke (my mom wins), and snowman making (Ellie wins). Since she wins the tournament, she gets to pick the movie to cap off the night, and we settle on the couch to watch Elf. 
Around halfway through I pull my phone out to text Paige. 
What's your Venmo and how much for the tickets?
Her response is immediate. For some reason, that makes me smile.
don't even think about venmoing me bc i'll just send it right back
Don't make me go ask Cam
don't do that either I'm deadass
20 bucks says I can guess it right on the first try and if not you'll tell me
I don't think you understand how bets work
They way I see it it's a win win
uh yeah for u
What, you don't want me to win?
not if it means I lose, no
Don't make me write you a check
I'm not gonna honor that with a response
I put my phone away and try to refocus on the movie when Ellie leans on my shoulder, her soft brown hair falling into my lap. 
Christmas morning comes and goes. I spend it with my mom and Ellie, and Jules brings over Ellie’s presents from Santa when she gets back from her shift. She sleeps on the couch as my mom and I make breakfast, or she sleeps as much as she can before Ellie comes running in. 
Later in the day my mom finds a church service for us to attend, because apparently my five o’clock Episcopalian service wasn’t good enough for her. The church is small and charming, the service taking place in a gym of an old school that was turned into a community center. The congregation is very friendly and I spend half the time making faces at the baby in front of me. 
The next Sunday we return to the church for a regular service, and to my surprise, I spot a certain blonde in a middle row. I walk my mom towards her, and she turns and seems to have a similar look of surprise on her face. 
“These seats taken?” I ask. She shakes her head with a smile. 
“All yours.”
I introduce her to my mom and she shakes her hand, very formal. TikTok isn’t wrong, she definitely has good rizz. During the community time she’s asking us about our holiday and how my mom is liking LA right now. She brings up the Lakers game. 
“I’m assuming you know Cam since she roomed with Ava in college, right?” Paige asks. 
“Oh, do I know Cam. I adore Cam. She used to come on vacation with us sometimes.” 
“We always joke that Cam likes my mom more than she likes me.” I say and pretend to pout. Then the community time ends, and we move on to the sermon. 
After the service ends we help stack up the chairs and push them to the side. 
“This is only our second time here, do you know any good brunch spots around?” I ask Paige as we descend the stairs to the exit. She tells us about a bookstore cafe around the corner, and my mom insists she join us. 
Fifteen minutes later, we settle into our seats and the navy blue bookshelves behind Paige perfectly compliment her slick back blonde bun. I’m sitting across from her at the table, and I let my eyes travel down from the bun to the slope of her purple cardigan over her shoulders, crisp white t-shirt underneath a great contrast. On our walk here I had to really focus on keeping my eyes away from the way her legs looked so juicy in her simple black pants. 
I finally rip my gaze away from her to look at the menu. Then I look to my mom, who was watching Paige through her menu. I resist the urge to look back at Paige, because I can already feel her eyes on me. It makes heat rise throughout my body, and I untuck the hair from behind my ears to shield my neck, which I can feel is probably blushing.
Thankfully the waiter arrives, and we order our food. Then we resume being normal human beings, and partake in normal conversation. How Paige is doing on the team. The press tour I’m about to start and the next round of auditions. What my mom does as an elementary school art teacher. We discuss Cam a good bit, and her impending nuptials. 
When our food arrives we play roulette, where we rotate the dishes through the three of us at random. Thankfully, Paige is understanding of my mom’s shenanigans. I excuse myself halfway through under the guise of using the restroom, but really I find the waitress and cover the bill. My Asian dad may not have stuck around or been a decent guy, but there’s some things that may just be nature. 
I come back to my mom and Paige chatting, and apparently she was telling Paige an embarrassing story of me from childhood. Just great. 
“Yeah she like didn’t talk until she was like four. But she would point. Her two words were ‘puppy’ and ‘soccer.’” My mom tells her and Paige smiles. 
“Aw that’s so cute, my younger brother Drew did that too,” Paige responded. I pulled out my chair to sit back down with a squeak. “My step-mom always claimed that it was because Drew had me to interpret for him so he didn’t need to talk since I was fluent in Drew.” 
It makes my mom laugh which makes me smile. Paige is good.
Our waitress comes back and my mom asks for the check, so she lets us know it has “already been taken care of.” 
My mom fake scowls at me, and Paige gives me a look I can’t quite decipher. 
Paige 
I open my phone to call Azzi, but for some reason my fingers hover over Ava’s contact instead. 
u didn't have to do that u know
Do what?
buy brunch
I think the words you're looking for are "Thank you, Ava"
Thank you, Ava
You're welcome, Paige
The way she texted my name had the same effect on me as her actually saying it. I can see the way her lips wrap around the P of my name in my head. I need to send something to change the mood.
ur mom is cool
Ok ew don't text me that
I don’t know what to say because “sorry” doesn’t sound quite right. I’m not sorry. I do think Ava’s mom is cool. And pretty. I know where Ava gets her beauty from. 
Turning the the other side of the couch I had flopped down on five minutes ago, I pick up Aziz’s call instead of trying to craft a lackluster response to Ava.
“Yo, what’s up?” I ask her. 
“Please tell me you don’t answer the phone like that with other people.” She sighs in response. 
“This is just for you, Az.” I chirp in response. “But seriously, what’s been going on with you? How’s Dallas?” 
“Eh, Dallas is Dallas, like always.” She says. “Practice is practice. Life is life.” 
“Well you don’t sound very enthused,” I noted. “What’s going on.” 
She sighed, even longer this time. “Just worrying about my offseason training, nothing new. I want to hear about what’s been going on with you. How was Cam’s party?” 
I almost don’t want to answer about the party, because I know that means bringing up Ava, and for some reason there’s a part of me that wants to keep her to myself. Like she’s too special to share. 
But that’s ridiculous. I shake my head and answer her truthfully. 
“Wait what!?” Her gentle voice somehow screeches through my phone speaker, and I place her on my living room table so I can stretch my arms over my head. 
I let myself laugh along with her. I know. It’s almost ridiculous. I’m crushing on a movie star. Who’s also smart and pretty and athletic. Who I have no idea if she likes me back. 
Azzi sighs yet again. I make a mental note to wear her down until she tells me what’s really going on. Because I know something is. She’s my best friend. 
“I have to go,” She says. She sounds miserable. “I miss you. I love you!”
“Love and miss you too, Az.” I say and she hangs up. I turn onto my back and close my eyes, letting the silence of my apartment envelope me. 
I knock on what I hope is the front door of Ava’s townhouse. It’s white and modern. She has a nice yard and a single potted plant by her door. There’s a pumpkin on the step and I’m scared of how long it’s been there. 
The knock earns me no response, so I ring the doorbell. I hear it reverberate through her house, and then an indecipherable shout and heavy thudding footsteps of someone running down stairs before the door is thrust open so hard I’m surprised it doesn’t hit the wall next to it. 
A very frazzled Ava greets me, followed by the most adorable black Scottish terrier I’ve ever laid my eyes on scurrying behind her. I could never have imagined something could upstage Ava, but her dog definitely does.
I crouch down to pet the dog and it props its two front legs up on my knee, licking my ear. I don’t mind, and Ava seems too distracted to tell them to get down. 
“Her name is Frankie,” She says, a fond smile flitting across her face. Her hair is half curled, and she appears to be wearing a full face of makeup with bare lips. “She really likes you, you know.” 
Everything about this moment makes me smile. The way Ava looks effortlessly beautiful in her half-ready state. It feels too intimate for me to witness. I’m filled with an overwhelming amount of pride that her dog likes me. 
“You look nice,” I offer, truthfully. It slips out. I didn’t mean to say anything too forward in my flirting or cross weird lines or make any moves or confusion. Yes, it’s hard when you compliment a (bitchy) straight girl when she knows you’re gay, but personally it has always been harder for me to compliment my also lesbian female friends. Weirdly, I’m not worried about how she’s interpreting it, but rather aim to stick the thought process in my mind to analyze later. How did I intend it? 
Luckily, she just scoffs. 
“Yeah, whatever, if you say so Paige. You look good.” 
It makes me smile against myself. 
“Thanks. But I mean it, you know?”
“I am obviously running behind,” She says, gesturing frantically with her hands. Another female voice calls for her from up the stairs, who I’m pretty sure is her mom. But now I’m concerned why the thought of it not being her mom is making me slightly jealous. Shit. I’m done for. 
A red leash with pink hearts and a purple collar is placed into my hands as I stand. 
“Do you mind walking Frankie quickly before we leave? I haven’t done it yet and I need to help my mom with something.” She makes a face when she says “something” that indicates she doesn’t really know what her mom called her for. “Usually just up and down the street is enough to get her to go, and there’s bags on the leash.” 
I snap the collar onto Frankie as she thanks me profusely before trotting back up the stairs. 
“Guess it’s just you and me, kid.” I say and lead her out the door. She lets out a huff of air. 
I walk her up and down the block, Frankie trotting perfectly next to me. Of course a perfect woman like Ava has a perfectly leash trained dog. I walk her to the end of the street and back, trying to let all of my fast-paced thoughts go. 
Seeing Ava like that felt like she was letting me in to a private part of her, for some weird reason. She doesn’t seem to me like the type of woman to pressure herself to always be put together, but I guess whenever I see her she is. She’s secure in those moments and she’s secure when I knock five minutes too early on her door. 
Frankie and I make it back to Ava’s small front yard, and she gracefully stops in the grass to go to the bathroom. I grab it with a bag, not even surprised anymore about how perfect the dog is. 
I open the door and wipe her paws and butt with a wipe from the pack decorated with paw prints on the shelf. Then I unclip the leash and hang it up, but stop, unsure of what to do next. Was it weird I let myself into her house? Probably not any weirder than walking her dog, right? 
Thankfully I don’t have to think on it too long because she bounds down the stairs with her mom, and we’re off. 
At the game we slide into our seats, Cam’s fiancé on the end and then her, Ava’s mom (since the two of them haven’t stopped talking since we picked up Cam), followed by Ava, and then me. 
There’s a good amount of time before the game starts and Ava’s mom is still completely immersed in conversation with Cam. Which means lucky me gets to talk to Ava. 
I turn to her, a plan forming in my mind. 
“So tell me more,” I try to prompt her, and she turns to me from where she was staring off at the court, seemingly tracking the players warming up. 
“Huh? What do you mean?” She says, her eyebrows creasing in confusion.
“Tell me more,” I say to her again. I struggle to hide a small smile fighting its way onto my face. 
“I wasn’t saying anything, Paige.” By the way she says my name she sounds slightly displeased and it worries me, before I look her in the eyes, trained on mine already, and see the mischief gleaming behind them. 
“Tell me more about yourself, Ava. So far I know you were Cam’s roommate, you went to Stanford, you played soccer. Midfield.” I echo the way she told me at the bar in Cam's yard that night. I see a smile creep onto her face, and my heart hopes it’s at the memory. “Your go to drink is a Shirley temple, you’re a Christian but once struggled with your faith, you’re gay,” I lean in towards her and whisper for the last one, before returning to normal. “You sleep like a rock, you’re gorgeous when you just wake up,” I pause, counting them all on my fingers. Maybe I’ll reach double digits at this rate. “You’re close with your mom, you like the Lakers-“ 
“So it seems like you know a lot about me already.” Ava cuts me off. Now it looks like she’s the one planning something. “What, specifically, would you like to know, Paige.” 
The perfect opening to hit her with a silly, small talk first date get to know you question. 
“Well, for starters, do you have any siblings?” I ask nonchalantly and shrug. 
Ava snorts out a laugh that she tries to cover with the back of her hand. 
“I have a sister. She actually lives next door to me. I only found out we were related a year after I moved in. She’s twelve.” Ava smiles so I smile back. Oh my, would I like to meet her sister. But oh my, would I like to kiss that smile more. 
I shake the thought out of my head. Ava keeps talking, almost lighting up as she describes Ellie, her sister, and discusses her hobbies and interests, and the adventures she’s gotten to take her on at length. I really hit the jackpot with this question. 
“I mean, technically she’s just my half sister, but-“ 
Now it’s my turn to cut her off. “It’s not different, I get it.” 
“I don’t have a full sibling so I wouldn’t know how to compare.” 
“With Drew my younger brother, he’s everything. We only share a dad, but we also share a soul, I just know.” 
This makes her smile. She gets it. More importantly, she knows that I get it.
The lights lower and a loud rumbling voice begins to announce the happenings as players begin to run out from the tunnel. It pulls us from our conversation and we clap. I realize that we were practically turned in our seats to face each other because I have to turn back. 
A few minutes in to the second quarter, I stand and declare it’s time for hot dogs. I turn to walk out of our row and Ava follows, claiming she’s getting up to “lend me a hand.” 
As we wait in line, only a few people in front of us, she speaks and I have to forcefully drag my eyes away from the place they had been resting, looking at her perfect hands clad in dainty gold rings, perched over her stomach as she uses her left hand to twist the one on her right ring finger around and around and around. 
“Ok my turn. But I’m not letting you off the hook with ‘do you have any siblings?’” She quotes me using a horrible frat boy impression. 
I look up at her through my eyelashes, a smirk on my mouth. I quirk my eyebrows. “Is that really what you think of me?” 
“Oh, you think I think about you?” she says smirking back. Flirting back! It brings the butterflies in my stomach into full torment mode. I will be remembering this moment for forever. 
I open my mouth to say something but she lets out a huff of air instead and squares her shoulders. We’re moving on. 
“Why basketball? I’m sure you played other sports as a kid, so, why basketball?” 
I take a second to contemplate, gathering my thoughts before answering so I can be as sincere as Ava deserves. 
“It’s the only place I felt at home. The flow state. It still takes hard work but it’s the only sport that just felt right. That just clicked.” I answer. Even though she looks like she’s listening, Ava doesn’t say anything in response. I take a deep breath and keep going. She knows I have more I could say, I guess. “It’s also what I clung to when my parents divorced. They told me during soccer season, so soccer was ruined for me. Then I had basketball to look forward to, basketball to focus on, basketball that wasn’t going to change. Basketball that I couldn’t ruin.” 
The moment is heavy. Ava’s gorgeous brown eyes look into mine and I’m almost surprised when I see understanding instead of pity. 
“Paige,” She says, placing a gentle, warm hand on my elbow. That’s her only response. Just one word. One simple touch. But she’s with it she's saying everything. She gets me and basketball just as much as I got her and Ellie. 
We’re called up to the counter and order the hot dogs. She tacks on a few baskets of fries. When the screen tells us to pay she quite literally elbows me out of the way and uses her card as I’m reaching out for my own.
For a reason I wished I regret knowing, I don’t move farther back, and instead relish the brush of her hair against my shoulder, the scent of orange and vanilla lingering in the air now, and the sweep of her hip against the very top of my thighs as she grabs half of the food and turns back to head towards our seats. 
The game is interesting, and Ava and I ease into a steady rhythm of trading quips or comments back and forth. I’m funny and she’s funny. A match made in heaven, I think to myself. Maybe I should stop thinking to myself. 
At some point Ava’s mom stands up and announces she’s going to the bathroom. Her brown hair is wavy in the same way Ava’s is, but shorter. It looks just as soft and I catch myself wondering if it smells like Ava’s vanilla and orange. 
“Which way is it, Paige?” Her mom asks me. I’m a little stunned why she would be asking me that until I realize it’s so that I come with her. Obviously she can find a bathroom by herself.
“Oh um let me show you,” I say and stand up from my seat, following Sarah out of the row. 
When we’re out in the hallway I keep up the gesture of showing her where the bathroom is and point simply across the hall. I mumble a few nondescript words about it being “over there” since I’m really just waiting for her to say something.
“Thanks, Paige.” She says but doesn’t turn away. “So you and Ava.”
Her words hang in the air, turning the space around us thick. What about me and Ava? We’re friends? Can she see I’m flirting with her daughter? Does she want me to stop flirting with her daughter?
Suddenly she cracks a grin and lets loose a laugh so compelling that I just have to laugh with her. She reaches for my elbow just like her daughter did half an hour ago. 
“I’m not grilling you at all, sweetie, sorry I just thought it would be fun to see you sweat.” She smiles to herself, her plan having obviously worked. “Anyways I was just going to tell you that she likes you. She’s probably just beginning to realize it now, but I know she does. I think you like her too since you haven’t stopped flirting with her ever, even in my presence.”
This makes me blush. Which, in turn, makes Sarah smile more. 
“Just a word of warning, honey. You have to be really patient with her. If you act too soon you will scare her off, and I would really hate to see that. You two will be so good together. I suggest you wait for her to make the first move when she’s ready.” 
I nod, taking this all in. Her mom thinks? Knows? That she likes me. And that I like her. And she wants us to get together. But from the sounds of it I need to wait for her to make the first move. Huh. 
“And I know I cannot just ask you to wait or something. I’m trying not to ask anything of you, but rather tell you what I see in Ava. The flirting is good for her. Please don’t think I’m telling you to stop. I’m gonna work on her from my end, see what I can do.” 
I don’t know what to say but Ava’s mom seems to know even that too. 
“I’m almost sorry for dropping this on you. I’m gonna hit the bathroom, maybe consider a walk if you don’t want to return yet.” She says with a warm smile and I nod in response, turning to go for a short walk. 
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