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thinking about them isn't enough, I need to inject them into my veins.
#blorbos#dean rambles.#jayvik#destiel#dnp#im so mentally unwell#this is mostly abt jayvik rn#but. still#ships#arcane#spn
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holy shit i just got a "jesus saves" lecture from the lab nurse. took me by surprise because i've seen her many times before and she was always very nice and only asked a few respectful questions about the whole trans situation. like geez maam i thought we were cool!!
#she ambushed me asking about my family and idk why i didnt think of lying as an option#so i said i didnt really have much contact with my family anymore#and she kept pushing for more info and then “strongly advised me to read the bible and put my faith in jesus christ like herself”#and i was like maam i was raised catholic i can tell you i have read the bible.#and she IGNORED ALL CUES on PURPOSE (??) and kept telling me about how we were made just and holy by jesus dying for us#like where are we??? what's going on????#she usually is careful but fast because it's her job but like she forcefully kept me here with a needle in my arm & physically holding me#long after the blood sampler had been drawn (highly unusual!!!!) to force me to stay here and attend her jesus saves! lecture#at some point i feared she wouldnt let me go at all until i said i would go back to church lol#what is this????????#also i am pretty sure the receptionists were gossiping nastily about me in the waiting room. i may be paranoid#but they were shooting nasty glances in my direction (i was the only patient in the waiting room) and they were whispering between#themselves the whole time and one of them (who'd already been nasty to me re: trans stuff but not outwardly) glared at me#i think i caught something that sounded like “no it *is* weird and were it up to me...” while they looked at me#like once again i may be paranoid and let my inner bullied student speak but.... the combination was. weird#ive never had a problem here before! you'll tell me this is not an actual problem like nobody beat me up or anything and i'll agree ofc#but. still
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The way some of you guys pretend to care about autistic people but then infantilize, ostracize, and otherwise dehumanize us is absurd.
It’s all “autistic awareness” until one of us doesn’t fit into the carefully curated mold of autism that you think we should have
It’s “autistic awareness” because you’re defending a cruel person because “they’re autistic, they don’t know what they’re doing!” Even though that is not a valid excuse at all whatsoever.
Autistic People fall under a SPECTRUM, which means that we all are different from person to person, and your experience (or lack thereof) with the community does NOT give you the right to treat us all the same. Furthermore, the fact that there’s even a distinction between “autistic enough” or vice-versa is fucking ABSURD. Do you not consider social conditioning? Masking?
High-functioning autistic people are always either “loud” or “quiet”, “extroverted” or “anxious”, and there’s no in between. You hate us if we talk too much and you baby us if we don’t talk at all. What do you want from us, if not to treat us less than human and like we need curing? And low functioning autistics are barely given a chance to live their lives, treated like a waste of space, forced and abused to conform to societal standards and given half as many of the chances that NT people get. (Being forced to learn how to speak instead of exploring nonverbal communication methods, for instance.)
Educational disabilities among gifted and non-gifted autistic kids are treated with the same amount of ignorance (either you’re not trying hard enough, or you’re just “stupid.”)
Neurotypicals cannot fathom how much power they have socially and physically they have over Neurodivergents, and in this case autistic people.
If you actually give a fuck about us, treat us human enough.
#neurodivergent#neurodiverse#neurodiversity#autism#autistic#actually autistic#autism awareness#i’m so tired#rambles#rant post#sorry for the rant#but. still#I’m so sick of social standards placed on autistic people by ants#I can elaborate#but I’m just mad so this probably makes no sense#yeah. yeah#anywho#autism community see if this hits IDFK
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Did Rook just. Call Davrin daddy.
#it wasn't a sexually charged statement or anything cause they were talking about davrin's role to assan#but. Still#flirting is so ingrained in my rook that sometimes I cant tell if he's going for it or if he's just being lighthearted#like so far he's openly flirted with five of my companions but two#da veilguard#rook#davrin#dragon age the veilguard
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Cooking something……
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This is literally gonna be the strongest storm to hit Florida in a hundred years. Ok yayyyyy💚
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roommate and boyfriend are sitting on the couch and roommate just asked boyfriend if he knows what tomorrow is (tomorrow is their six month anniversary), boyfriend said "ummmm" 30 seconds ago and still hasn't come up with the answer and we're all just sitting in horrible silence
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rewatched stevie wonder mj memorial. thoughts
you people don't deserve this
last time i watched this, i thought it wasn't a great performance (for stevie) but damn. stevie is always stevie
SW has performed in tribute to so many people... acquaintances and dear friends. i think about his car crash and coma in 1974. we are so lucky to have him. i hope he knows how many people love and appreciate him.
sooooooo gorgeous jazzy version of I Can't Help It. wheww is it beautiful. wow.
Never Dreamed You'd Leave In Summer + They Won't Go When I Go gotta be one of the most devastating combo of songs ever played back to back
#i'm glad we can rewatch memorials of famous people#bc imagine being in the throes of grief and stevie wonder is performing in front of you and you can't even enjoy it#i realize the jacksons all know stevie personally and could probably just ask him to play a song for them on a random tuesday#but. still#going to watch the whole memorial soon i think#i haven't seen the full thing since i watched it live. i don't remember any other significant performances other than SW and jermaine#berry gordy with his fuckass eulogy that pisses me off#and paris talking onstage which if i were that child's caretaker would NEVER EVER HAVE HAPPENED
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not listening to that either, sorry
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made it to Chicago… forgot what it’s like trying to live w nine other people… everything is Too Much All The Time
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is this the white collar that tumblr likes by any chance
#i'm like 86% sure the tumbr white collar is a tv show#so this might be the book it was based on or smth#but. still#nadia studies#white collar#apparently
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he killed herself then she killed himself ❤️
#ohhhgghhhhhh missy </3#the master went from. certifiably insane to redemption arc to certifiably insane again#yeesh#i miss the redemption arc ngl#what happened to that character development </3#still gotta rewatch 13’s seasons so. entirely possible that i’m just completely forgetting the explanation or something#but. still#💀#anyway. this is all unrelated to the post sorry#i mean it IS related but#this post is just a joke about the master killing missy and missy killing the master#because. yknow.#they are killing themself#anyway#erm#doctor who#the master doctor who#missy doctor who#also if we’re being technical it would be she killed himself then he killed herself#i guess#but who cares whatever
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this is the longest i’ve gone without listening to tøp in about. 4 months.
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Studying philosophy in school is unlike any other subject because there will never be any lit essay or maths problem that will make you go "no no i don't think you get it. I Understand this, i just think this guy is a fucking idiot" so viscerally
#building a time machine to meet kant and show him that one post people use as a reaction pic that goes like 'you guys say things so-#definitevely. like man i think it depends'#i mean i guess the main reason we do philosophy in hs is to develop a critical spirit. so this should be Good#but. still
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guys anyone have any tips on how to hypothetically convince your lab partner to speedrun your spectrophotometry tomorrow so youd finish in time to get to pull aventurine the second his banner drops? Hypothetically? asking for a friend
#i wish our group had the titration from yesterday tomorrow it omly took like 3 hours😭😭😭#mannnnnn i want to get him so baddddd#i can guarantee him but i rly wanna win the 50 50 so i can go for his LC too#hsr komaeda i love you like my middle school self loved your namesake#amyway we might be done in time to pull him asap anyway im not too worried#my friends group did the reverse order from ours n she said it didnt take that much longer#but. Still
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