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#spoilers for the sandman comics#so there was a person who sent an ask to another saying how they didnt want to read the comic#but like. the reasons they gave was that delirium was a sexualized teen???? that played a part of dreams death????#like. i wasnt the only one confused on this either#bc someone else in the comics was asking what they meant#but the op of the post also never read the comic (but does know of some of the other characters in comic)#so they just agreed#but. im so confused on what they meant#as someone who read the comic i can agree that del had some dubious like age expressions. but not one that was. sexualized.#when you first meet her she comes off as more of a young adult in her 20s in appearance#plus the casting call is for someone in the young adult range.#there is a scene where shes talking about her people (the delirious) and is in the form of a immigrant child. but its. not sexualized???#im. really confused.#there is some art but i dont remember those being the comics#the one i can think off the top of my head is delights image#where shes covered in like. a ink like dress#there is a image that i think is from the comic of her showing a nipple but like. she doesnt look like a child. or a teen.#and the other ones like that that are suggestive photos. arent from the comic#but also. delirium definitely didnt want dream to die lmao#so i think this person is either misunderstanding the sources theyre getting#or seeing some of the source and assuming thats what it is#like i will agree that that one image if it is from the comic (which like. since it looks more like a mashup of coraline.) is reathwr bad#but also not everyone with a small chest is a child. im not going to go into that though.#google images does recognize this imsge as being from sandman it just doesnt say if its actually there#and etsy is the only thing that has anything of it but its a book gallery of sandman that is fanart#but it is also. a image of her on wiki (though that doesnt mean much)#if it seems like im rambling i just am deep in looking for this bc no artist is even listed for it anywhere#and ive never really seen them do something like that straight up to a perceived child character
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coming back onto tumblr after a few years and finding a bunch of new viewers who dont seem to understand ezekiel was canonically lying about remembering the timeloop is so confusing and honestly i pin it on the increasing lack of media literacy in the last half decade amongst audiences. but also partially on dean devlin being a little shit
#the librarians#ezekiel jones#like this is not a show thats going to hold your hand and spell it out for you this is not a netflix second screen casual viewing show#what show where you guys watching#im not mad im genuinely really concerned because its literally shoved in our face multiple times that he remembers the timeloop#if you actually are engaging with the show like its meant to be engaged with#which means not automatically taking things characters say at face value#its a show about curiosity and mysteries...why...why would it spell things out in neon letters for the audience#dean devlin cackling in his room cause people are still confused about this in 2025 i bet hes so evil lmfao#i fear im going to have to make an entire youtube video essay breaking this down
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WHAT AM I MEANT TO SAY WHEN PEOPLE ASK ABOUT MY HOBBIES LIKE OH. IM VERY OBSESSED WITH AN IMPROV GROUP FROM LONDON. YEAH WHEN I THINK ABOUT THEM I SMILE LIKE A MANIAC AND I’VE CRIED BECAUSE THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO ME MULTIPLE TIMES. WHAT ARE YOUR HOBBIES?
#like what am I meant to say when people ask me what I’ve been up to!??!! 😭😭😭 “been making lots of gay fan edits of aubergine farmers”#help#/lh#shoot from the hip#all caps#I love fandom being what I do for fun don’t get me wrong I love it SO MUCH#but like#People I know irl can be very judgemental and I’m not used to sharing it with people yk#But it’s like my only obsession right now and people I know irl are confused as to why I seemingly don’t have an obsession rn 😭😭#Because I’m scared lol#Like there’s nothing weird about it really#but idk#Anyway we stay silly :3#I’ve shared it with people who don’t think it’s weird/already knew im weird#BUT IM TALKING ABOUT IT MORE AND ITS GOOD#anyway sorry for rambling in the tags#This is a silly /lh post lol (/gen)
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I love your artwork so much! Your colors are so vibrant and none of the white speckles in the paper ever shows, its so impressive and I really dig it! I was wondering if you use any sort of blending medium? Like baby oil or anything? Either way, I really enjoy looking at your artwork and I'm always excited to see whatever you'll make next
I use a colorless blender (prismacolor, which is wax-based so baby oil probably wouldnt work) but my scanner is also rly bad about picking up white specks in a way photographing the art with my phone isnt, so I usually have to do some digital editing to get rid of them as well.
I do this by duplicating the layer, setting the one on top to "darken," and using the mixer brush to blend out the white spots + just use the eyedropper tool to select the color of that area (needs to be a slightly lighter shade of it) and color over the white spots with the brush tool
i edited a small bit of the original scan to show what i mean
original:
with the edited layer:
heres how it looks set to normal instead of darken, I used both the mixing brush and regular brush just to demo it
#explanation is under the cut. post got a bit too long#u prob have to click the image for full resolution to rly see what i mean about the white specks showing up#i think its bc the scanner is meant to scan documents. so it picks up the white specks of paper very brightly#how much editing is done varies from piece to piece#ive thought abt listing 'digital art' as one of the mediums in tags for the more heavily edited art#where it looks significantly different than the physical drawing in front of me#but i feel like that might be confusing#art where i set out to do some mix of traditional and digital is tagged this way but im not rly sure where to draw the line tbh#the hunger wasnt edited in a way where it looks significantly different from the original (just a bit darker)#the scan is just dull and light bc my scanner is like that lol#so with editing that one i was mostly just trying to make it look like the physical drawing in front of me#u can tell by the 'layer 44' in the screenshot these take a lot of editing lmao#art help
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hi i wanted to draw my own au so have a snippet of scene i rewrote like 12 times and will likely rewrite again
#was thinking about captioning this with uhhh the written version of the scene in my drafts#but its mostly just dialogue#so youre not missing much#i hope i convey the emotion well through expression#sigh part of the reason im hesitant about making this au a comic instead of a fic is that like. most of what ive written for it is prose-#-that doesnt translate that well visually?#a lot of the storytelling for this au i think is told better with narration#so if/when i ever like. share the whole story#it will likely just be a fic#but i suck at sharing unfinished writing on tumblr so what i post here is mostly scenes i wrote turned into comics#<- partially to gauge interest! i like knowing if people care about what im making#but also partially just because i REALLY like this au. its super self indulgent#i know i only draw angsty shit for it but i swear its about friendship ok. like half of what ive written is really sweet#.the other half is actually angst BUT THATS IRRELEVANT. ok normal tags now#doodles#ghost roxas au#roxas#sora#kingdom hearts#hmm i dont think this one translated as well as it couldve. its meant to be a sort of slow build to outright anger#bc its like. soras confusion + frustration finally building to the point hes yelling#but it feels sort of sudden here so idk. could also be that theres no context to this#roxas' reaction too reads a bit differently than i wrote it as (more angry than like. ptsd response for lack of a better descriptor)#WHATEVER WHATEVER DONE RAMBLING IN THE TAGS I HOPE YOU LIKE THE ART
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Yh cooked long enough and made it. It's prison duo good omens au time chat because I've been left unsupervised...
And why not start off with Icarus as Aziraphale design (aka I make em more of a twink then they already are)
#who knew Icarus Morningstar could become more of a twink-#anyway#prison duo good omens au is happening and in the works#writing and art times#icarus has gilded as their last name in this au just because i made rae adam and i dont want shit to be confusing#when i get everything sorted i'll make a whole post with whose who and why but 4 now#icarus as aziraphale design :3#fsmp#fsmpblr#fable smp#fable smp icarus#icarus morningstar#sherbertquake56#fable smp au#au#prison duo good omens au#good omens#latte has been sat in the coffee machine for a bit too long#latte has no idea what he is doing#whats meant to be in that gap?#lil doodles but im not spoiling centross as crowley design so yall can wait for those >:3
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this should not be the face of a centuries old man who just admitted to creating a godlike power using literally everyone in the world while simultaneously gaslighting them about a world war that was apparently never a thing
excuse me???????
#genuinely so confused#asagiri what#devestated for aya still#TERUKO DIDNT DESERVE HAVE HER LIQUIFIED BODY SLURRPED LIKE THAT????#this is insane im not even going to try and rationalize this and what fyodor meant by the war not being a thing#im leaving that to the conspiracy theorists#goodbye good day see everyone in another month#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bungou gay dogs#bsd chapter 115
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I think im butch lowkey
At first i was js throwin the term around without really understanding what it meant. But now that i have more of an understanding. I do think i am butch. Since it's more of a term for more masculine gender expression. Like that IS me thats what ive been, being a he/him lesbian and wanting to be referred to with masculine traits(like husband, boyfriend), and dressing more masc now. And tbh, i feel like i have always been this way. Im not proud of who i was now, but i did hang out with guys more than girls and was referred to as "strong for a girl" and "not girly" by some older ones. At the time i took pride in it and liked the idea of not being seen as the gendered norm. I've grown since then, understood men aint shit and their validation means even less. Started hanging out with girls who are girly, loved how the acted, figured out that i loved girls, etc etc. And now that i know i dont fit into the gender expression of being "girly" i can firmly say. Yes i am butch.
Its not just a title, its who i am. Its my gender, its the way i dress, its the way i express myself, it's the way i act, the way i want to be, a protector, a kind gentleman, a butch. It's me.
#cheese stuff#butch lesbian#soft butch#butch dyke#im a fukin DYKE not a wuh luh wuh 🗣💥#and no im not a man. i dont want to be referred as a man or male. im butch i want to be referred as *that*#butch is who i am in every way#so glad i figured out my gender expression. i was SO confused bro i didnt feel like i was “masculine enough” to be butch.#but thats not exactly what butch means. its just a masc expression of gender for every non man#while looking for butch tags i was immediately hit in the face by love for butches so yeah this must be a sign from God themself#HELL YEAHH BUTCHES!!#butch represent 🗣💥#not rewriting my tag but i meant butch is for all non men LESBIANS 💔 its exclusively lesbian mb yall 😭
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Wouldn't you, Harry?
#left -> right#'oh harry... if only you knew how id betray everyone if that meant we'd be together.'#bc i think its a little confusing sorry !!!#ive been wanting to copy nightow's manga style for a while now#so this is like. kinda inspired by him#but idk how comic work etc etc#the gasp i gasped while watching this scene#i was w my mom watching it on tv and i turned to her like ' did you SEE what this bitch did. HARRY??????'#something something brandon being devoted to harry even if he was shot to death by him#im unwell#for me and 4 other active gungrave fans lalalalalalala#could be a ship or just them loving each other. but harry being a BITCH#gungrave#harry macdowell#brandon heat#beyond the grave#gungrave anime#my art
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(Lana's POV)(TW for pregnancy loss/medical emergency/funeral)
A few weeks before my due date I woke up in terrible pain, I didn't understand what was happening as I just knew in my heart that it wasn't your typical labour pain. The pain got worse with every passing second and I started bleeding, so Parker called for an ambulance and called our mums to let them know what was happening.
At some point on the journey to the hospital I passed out, and when I woke up very confused and disoriented, Parker had to explain to me that I suffered a placental abruption and was rushed into surgery. The twins and I were all in distress and whilst they were able to stabilise me, the twins passed in utero and were removed from me during the surgery. Honestly my mind was so foggy after surgery that I didn't really take in what he was saying for a while until I heard a baby cry and it really hit me that we had lost our babies. My family got on a plane as soon as they could after hearing the news, but as I couldn't have any guests for the first few days after surgery I didn't see them until I was moved out of the ICU. Parker's parents and sisters also came by, and it was so emotional seeing family and seeing all the messages and videos from those in the group chats we have. We were allowed to say a final goodbye to the babies after they were cleaned up after surgery, and that was the most heartbreaking moment I've ever had to experience, and one I pray I never have to experience again.
Once I was out of the hospital and back at home, our families banded together to arrange a funeral service for our babies. I was so out of everything that I told them they could handle all of it and just tell me when and where to be there. The service was beautiful, Allan Sr did a wonderful job at highlighting the promise of heaven that we have, and that while the situation is extremely sad, we can rejoice that our babies are now resting with our Lord and saviour. He reminded us all that salvation is key reaching heaven at the end of our earthly journey, which was a sobering reminder for us all.
We got an hour to ourselves at the church before the service started so we could privately say goodbye to our babies. For the first 20 minutes I couldn't bring myself to look at the teeny tiny caskets, but Parker encouraged me that it would be good to gain some closure on the whole experience. We had planned to name them Oliver and Naomi and had had a few personalised things made for them, so I brought the onesies we planned for them to wear coming home from the hospital for them to be buried with. Our parents joined us towards the end where they were able to say goodbye, and after a quick prayer we started welcoming people into the chapel for the service. We then had a family-only burial before everyone headed back to church and our mother's hosted the wake, we chose to just head home as we were both feeling overwhelmed.
#fundie sims#fundiesims#quiverfull sims#quiver full sims#collins family#modest sims#sims 4 legacy#collins legacy#homeschool sims#sims 4 pregnancy#tw pregnancy loss#gen 3#parker and lana#post#guys this actually broke me cause this WASNT PLANNED#I loaded up the household and suddenly the alerts are popping up and i was very confused#because Lana's needs were all green#which isn't meant to trigger the mod#so i thought she'd come back afterwards and have it be a blip in the story#but she came back with no belly and i had to pause the game for a sec to gather myself#because I don't interfere with the game I had to press on and go with this new storyline#went and looked for funeral poses cause i dont have the new pack#this was so out of left field that her baby shower was planned as an in game event for the next fckn sim day#idk what the hell im gonna do with their storyline now so its back to the drawing board for me
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They kiss, while yapping about the things they like.
#tillybeth#(canon they are my moms)#they talk about books so much trust#darksparks#mainly wattson ranting to wraith#wraith sometimes opens up to her tho they find confort in eachother#yk if one ship is yapper x listener its#cryptage#lets be honest#I CAN JUST IMAGINE CRYPTO BEING ANNOYED AT MIRAGE BECOUSE OF IT LMAOO#remisa#because yes#im too tired for this gonna tag more ships tomorrow lmao#ship dynamics#Adrian Pennino x Rocky Balboa#link x zelda#yk i myself am confused about what i meant when i posted this lmao#Rocky Balboa x Apollo Creed#Rocky... my favourite yapper
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I made a severe and continuous lapse in my judgement, and I don’t expect to be forgiven. I’m simply here to apologize. What we came across that day in the woods was obviously unplanned. The reactions you saw on tape were raw; they were unfiltered. None of us knew how to react or how to feel. I should have never posted the video. I should have put the cameras down and stopped recording what we were going through. There's a lot of things I should have done differently but I didn't. And for that, from the bottom of my heart, I am sorry. I want to apologize to the internet. I want to apologize to anyone who has seen the video. I want to apologize to anyone who has been affected or touched by mental illness, or depression, or suicide. But most importantly I want to apologize to the victim and his family. For my fans who are defending my actions, please don't. I don’t deserve to be defended. The goal with my content is always to entertain; to push the boundaries, to be all-inclusive. In the world I live in, I share almost everything I do. The intent is never to be heartless, cruel, or malicious. Like I said I made a huge mistake. I don’t expect to be forgiven, I’m just here to apologize. I'm ashamed of myself. I’m disappointed in myself. And I promise to be better. I will be better. Thank you.
Is this logan paul's apology
#what fucking copypasta is this#lol.obj#blackout poetry#pro endo#endo safe#endo friendly#anti rq#radqueers fuck off#honestly i thought this was meant for the plural quote book at first and i was so confused#honestly i think im more confused now though
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i am keeping both freminet and chongyun on my team and using them both as dps i do not care that they are both cryo claymore characters (so less capability for elemental reactions) cause they are my silly little autism children and i love them and i will protect them with my life and nothing that anyone says can stop me
oh yeah also i pulled the bell for the first time today and yes apparently it is by far not the best weapon for chongyun but it FITS HIM SO WELL so i simply do not care

like look at my boy 🥹 it matches his belt 🥹
#when you're playing genshin for the character personalities and the aesthetic not the efficiency#will i likely ever totally ace the spiral abyss? no. do i care? no. cause CHONGYUN IS COMING WITH ME NO MATTER WHAT#the reason why im so adamant on chongyun is cause im currently maining freminet. so he's my highest dps char atm so ofc he'll be on the tea#god i literally love them both so much#freminet is dissociation other-people-are-confusing-and-i-don't-like-that autism#that line about him wanting to go to the bottom of the ocean makes me feel every time#like... me too buddy me too#and then chongyun is special interest autusm#he reminds me of mob that's probably why i love him so much#BUT HE'S SO LIKE. I WILL DO THIS. AND DO IT RIGHT.#LIKE YES MY BOY GO YOU#anyways i have adopted them both#screw you arlecchino freminet is my son now#genshin#genshin impact#freminet#freminet genshin#chongyun#chongyun genshin impact#genshin cryo#also love the fact that the bell‚ my weapon for chongyun‚ is bigger and beefier than archaeic prototype‚ my weapon for freminet#just like freminet has a faster attack speed than chongyun#so it's like... one weapon seems lighter than the other#i was so proud when i realised that i had inadvertently done that and added physics where physics doesn't exist#thoughts n rambles#^ i meant prototype archaid. my bad :')
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When the professor says the answers aren't meant to be long shortly after you write a full page for half a problem on an exam
#im pretty sure i got that half of the problem right but im extremely unsure if he meant for us to do all that or what#i did not get the second part of the question. im still very confused about it#idk. the exam didnt go well exactly but im pretty sure it went better than exam I. but exam I went pretty badly so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#i dont understand why he asked us to convert a system from cartesian to polar. like. this is grad DEs#sure thats a useful thing to be able to do but i feel like its weird as an exam question? maybe he meant for it to be easy??#but i couldnt make it work quickly enough and gave up. there was also a second part to the question#so i had to just described what i would do based on similar problems weve done in the past#seven stories#DEs
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Going to be completely real with everyone for a second. What do you even do in times like these? How can you not just fall apart with it all? How do you live???
#ramblings of a lunatic#I've been trying to break it down into baby steps for myself and I'm honestly coming up short#i don't know who to talk to or what to do or how to encourage other ppl to do things as well#nothing seems good enough rn and my head is POUNDING#im angry with myself and the world and it's unspeakable cruelty and i know rn I'm not alone in the slightest#i just don't know what to do. everything that's actionable seems too small and everything that's effective is so abstract#something's got to give. but i don't know what happens in between then and now. i don't know who survives. everyone should. and yet#this isn't meant to be accusatory. I'm genuinely so scared and confused and angry and filled with grief
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not enough people talk about the kabbalah symbolism in p5 I think. yes there's barely any but im a project moon fan and overanalyzing how every path in mementos is a qlippoth (with One Exception) drives me insane.
more p5r spoilers stuff and rambles in tags
#i think we need to talk about marukis connection to kabbalah actually#like im sure atlus just did him with kabbalah stuff because the mementos paths were named after kabbalah stuff and#atlus tends to name areas of the. whatever its called. Grinder Hell Dungeon of the persona game.#based on certain divine worlds and concepts and traits#but also kabbalah directly relates to tarot and stuff. aggahhgg#i believe it's what... representing the Fool's journey to enlightenment?#enlightenment being the path of da'at#on that note when i see people talk about adam kadmon it's always limited to the bible symbolism#NOBODY TALKS. ABOUT THE KABBALAH. I am actually not an expert so i will only kind of#to my knowledge adam kadmon is the representstion of all elements of the 10 Sefirot#whifh are uhh. the 10 heavenly attributes i think?#anyway adam kadmon in kabbalah actually represents the *opposite* to adam rrom the bible#its very much not human and >pure light< essentially. whereas Mr. Bible Adam introduced sin into the world#adam kadmon is meant to be a messiah of a sorts. in fact adam kadmon >created< the earthly adam#of course the name is confusing. thats on purpose. adam kadmon is both a representstive of mortal mankind and the divine will#agh honestly i could actually get coherent thoughrs one day. i am eating dinner right now so :/#if anyone wants me to make an actual post about maruki and kabbalah just like. idk hit me up
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