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sylveqs · 1 year ago

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hi tumblr idk what it post is about because nothing special happening in my life rn but i want to share something

#no like fr nothing happened #just waiting for the prom on 25 june #and then college yay #and i have no friends to go for a walk with #that's why all these days i stuck at home #i'm bored af #just watching some dumb american comedys #(only rewatch one)#and sturniolo triplets lol #something fun in my life atleast #i read fics a lot btw #but we're not gonna talk about it um #so what else idk #play mobile games #if be more specific i play plants vs zombies 2 #i played in first part last summer and i slayed it so hard #god i love this game #well i need to try to take my friends outside because they be sitting home too and just fucking procrastinate like i am #also i'm very very glad that i don't feel like i was last summer oh gosh #it was a dark time for my mental health #it was disgusting holy shit #i feel much better and i'm sooo happy about it #maybe i was just stupid back then idk #and i feel like there's a lot of grammar mistakes because i wrote it all without a translator #so sorry guys if your eyes hurts!!#well yeah that's a lot #okay byeee!!

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petrodragonicapocalypse · 3 months ago

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hmmmmmmmmthought again about what an insane honour it is that stumackenzie (aka literally my favourite musician to ever exist) listened to AND LIKED our extremely amateur (i.e. made by 2 idiots with a bunch of second hand instruments from facebook marketplace and an iphone) king gizzard covers. like his music. that he wrote. and we put through a conceptual blender for funsies. what

#sorry i try not to talk about this because i feel like it comes off as bragging but honestly i think about it all the time forever #but did you guys know. ddid you know that we watched the video of the Brighton Incident and discovered stu blew us a kiss. um. three times..#maybe one day we're all gonna live #my posts

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dhmis-autism · 2 years ago

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i think my favorite inaccurate (imo obvs) fluffybird... like fanon dynamic is the one where duck is very forward and red just shuts him down consistently. like thats so so funny to me i love that.

inaccurate to me bc despite eeeverything red is the only one in that couple making moves first (WHICH IS INSANE TO ME DONT GET ME WRONG) and hes also strangely shy so nothing is happening ever.

#like. i think duck doesnt say/do anything bc in his head it like. goes without saying. its implied its fine.#like how he was like youre my best friend :] ! we're close :]! and red guy was like NO WE ARE NOT?????#like i think he just assumes that the way he feels about people is reciprocated without saying anything #i think thats also why in friendship when yellow questions their friendship duck is like WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT OF COURSE WE'RE FRIENDS #in my head duck and red dont make moves for a billion years they just stare at each other like two gay girls at a bar #and just dont do anything #then one day reds like HEY. UM. IM GONNA GRAB UR HAND. and ducks like well??? go on then. whos stopping u.#BUT GOD THAT FANON DYNAMIC MAKES ME LAUGH SO HARDDD IT MAKES DUCK LOOK LIKE SUCH A LOSER AND IT CRACKS ME UP #my dhmis postings

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deanncastiel · 1 year ago

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CASTIEL ✧ 4.16 On the Head of a Pin ↳ 26/∞ ☀️ Cas Thursday

#spnedit #castieledit #casedit #spncentral #spncreatorsdaily #cowboycoven #Castiel #Supernatural #briedits #spn: gifs #cas thursday #spn 4x16 #s4 #100 #we're um... not gonna talk about this one 😔😔😔

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angelscorpses · 6 months ago

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i wish we got to see more of the girls in the outsiders, most of them dont even have a role and were just mentioned once or twice, and almost all of them are seen as bad

and theyre ALL mentioned to be someone's girlfriend, can we have a girl outsider who's character ISNT revolved around a man and has a role?? thanks!!!!!

i know cherry exists but my point about them being seen as bad: majority of the fandom hates her (could go on FOREVER defending her but thats for another time)

#angel rambles🎀#im like weirdly intrigued by sylvia?? idk she was mentioned like twice total i think and BOTH times were about her cheating #but still #i really wanna know more about her #AND MARCIA #ate those 2 scenes up fr #sandy tho #um #we're not gonna get into that #also evie #she was mentioned like once and it was talking about steve #this is about OUTSIDERS btw not twttin #so don't go bringing up angela #love her tho #kinda forgot everything about twttin bc my friend is borrowing my book rn but i remember liking her #she did a couple bad things tho so im assuming people don't like her

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gloriousmonsters · 3 months ago

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sometimes i'm like. am i actually a narcissist? just for a moment. then i remember that from the ages of like 12-19 i eschewed all other photographs or more normal forms of decoration to keep a framed photo of myself on either my desk or my bedside table where i could look at it constantly. cuz i thought i looked cute and confident and no it did not occur to me i might like to have a photo of like, a family member or some cool trees or something i just took like 7 years to go huh wait other people don't keep a photograph of themselves on their desks? what do you do when you want to look at yourself go all the way to a mirror??? anyway it wasn't realizing this was unusual that made me stop the photo just got water damage

#rip it genuinely made me so happy bc it was like 10-y-oldish me lounging upside down in a chair #with my hands behind my head just smiling the hugest most smug smile #everything Went Wrong when i was 8 or 9 so maybe i was younger when it was taken? or i was just on an upswing/good day #but tinyme exuded so much confidence in that photo it acted like a coping mechanism trigger object #id look at it and just go 'hell YEAH we're crushing it'. (reader i was not crushing it ever)#anyway just thought of this bc i was thinking abt the shit therapist i saw once b4 i got a better one recently #where i shared i 'found it useful to use npd as a framework to help me manage' i.e 'i self-dxed and i'm right but i'm gonna act #like i could be wrong. also all dxes are bullshit to some degree'#and then like. 5 min later i was explaining some of the things i've already worked on and what i wanted to #and my general mental profile blah blah. and she was like 'um... wow you think a lot about yourself!' and i literally just.#looked at her and then pointed to myself and said 'i mean #narcissism...'#anyway she got fired or smth and the guy i have now is chill. this can count as a life update ig #sunflower radio hour #vic talks #my arms are killing me i should not have typed........... Hubris.

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beaversatemygrandma · 4 months ago

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Interview. Interview. Oh Another interview. Interview. Interview. Guess what's next? An interview that a manager is like "Today at 2pm sound good?" which I took bc yeah, it was good...

I'm tired.

Now will ANY OF THEM ACTUALLY Call Me Back???

#taks speaks #literally woke up to an email from a place that interviewed me two days ago saying i wasn't selected for an interview #like??? What???#YOU JUST INTERVIEWED ME #there's one of them that i'm hoping for bc it has the lovely 8-5 hours. not per shift. just being open #and it's a tourist trap #that has good health benefits and gets me into other tourist traps around town For Free +3 guests max #like hello. dad can visit. bring both sisters. we're going touristing #and sea world at 50% off which is pretty damn cool #i'm gonna start harassing them daily on the phone as of wednesday #if that gas station food prep job doesn't get back #which pays a touch more with a 10% discount on GAS #BUT they're the ones who sent that weird email this morning saying i didn't make it to the interview stage which um #why? what? you talked to me twice?#I'm QUALIFIED? It's the same damn job i previously had but for a gas station. i mean come on #ugh. my lowest quality options are part time at a busier and more annoying tourist trap #or *sighs* dominos.#at least dominos gets good tips tho #everyday for like. the last week has been interviews #except yesterday which tbh i slept most of it #i need a fuckin job dude. come on #i have also created a list of managers i would rather be interviewed by #at the bottom of the list is intimidating older woman. next is slightly younger than that woman who thinks i don't look local enough #somewhere in the middle is that really chill old lady who gave me advice about chafing in the heat. great lady #and top is black man in his 20s. very chill. easy to talk to. i've been interviewed by two and the first one was younger than me #and i intimidated him. bc i knew more about interviewing laws than he did. whoops. missed out on the job but he was nice #today's though? KNEW HIS SHIT. Perfect manager. I'd want to work for him. Chill. easy to talk to and understood the laws well #...just realized the bar is that low. wow.#sadly he's the dominos guy and that job is second to last on my preferred list #i have most definitely noticed that the person interviewing you sets the daily tone for the job

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therevengeoffrankenstein · 2 months ago

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'"let's put your goggles on," or, "how being a system destroyed my voice box"'

how come G-d gave His strongest voices

to His weakest throat?

we got too hot and heavy with our pants,

and now we're bursting all out at the seams.

this town wasn't big enough for the two of us,

so i'm gonna have to do some renovation.

you say, 'let's put your goggles on,'

like 'suddenly i see;'

i couldn't handle the weight of my world

on my shoulders,

so i'm gonna have to find another way to carry you.

hush, hush —

we're going to have to talk normally

since the box can't handle

both of us standing on it,

since i cannot stand to lose standing you.

- ellie revenge

#myevilposts #poetry #suggestive #suddenly i see - kt tunstall #birdhouse tag #he's been so joyous all kissing and holding me so much last night and today. he's been very gentle this week and now he's adoring me.#it's been an adjustment but it's going good. it's been so wonderful.#his voice made mine drop at least an octave? or so. about that much give or take a little. maybe more. which is crazy as fuck to #think about. like part of it is probably just me getting older but it was over the span of like. 2023-2024 and i sound so fucking different #than in 2022 it's um. very noticeable to me. how much lower my voice sits naturally.#oops i accidentally did vocal training that dropped my voice because i just love talking with/as him so much.#also actually learning how to sing a little bit probably helped but ummm. he sings too? through me? so there's that.#i really wish i could regale you all with his voice but unfortunately i think it'd hurt to do right now.#i'm gonna have to learn better posturing or smth to do his voice or else this could happen again and i don't want that.#so until then we're using the same voice.

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rearranging-deck-chairs · 2 years ago

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since nonbinary has had its claws and teeth and wings clipped by people who've turned it into the third gender of whats now a trinary, i think we should expand its definition; what if nonbinary means you dont subscribe to any binary

#no man/woman no sick/well no black/white no religious/secular no east/west no neurodivergent/neurotypical #no cis/trans no binary/nonbinary even (oh no)#no normal/freak no enemy/friend #no past/future #no good/bad #i was gonna say radical solidarity but when you google that you only get like. priests talking about abortion so 😬#um. why?#why is that #i guess it's the same concept just applied to different things #anyway radical solidarity with the living we're stronger together #sometimes i come across profiles of fellow freaks who want me dead #and im gonna stay out of hitting range im not stupid but im gonna stay on their side #i dont think we can afford not to #told on myself by calling it a side just then huh #i guess i still do believe in a binary #binary of people who try to control others vs the rest #im gonna hold onto that one im with the rest #still if theres people who want to control others but they dont have the POWER to do so #see: fellow freaks #then we're still on the same side until they get the power you know what i mean?#im not gonna attack my side of anti-control i dont think we can afford to #anyway

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lith-myathar · 2 months ago

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#so uh #we're gonna do family therapy which im sure is going to be all kinds if disregulating #i spoke to the therapist individually last night and um. wow.#i have never actually talked to a real trauma specialist #and it was validating but also made me *deeply* uncomfortable because. y'know.#sucks to be describing your history with you family and your upbringing and being asked ''so where's amy in all of this?''#well ma'am #amy was reading books and playing video games and online and internalizing all of her needs as much as possible #because she was made to feel irrational or like a burden when she did express them #amy was On Her Own #and amy doesn't like thinking about that lmfao

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rotisseries · 2 years ago

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it's a little funny when some of you say you're gonna leave the fandom if it takes too long to get new content because you can't just keep talking about the same thing forever, and I'm not judging, I don't completely blame you, my fixation on byler is burning out and I'll probably be lost to you all forever once I have the new zelda game in my hands, but it DOES make me wonder what you guys plan on doing when season 5 is over

#also like. you don’t have to talk about the same things forever actually #that's actually why aus are a thing. but. well. no I'm not gonna say nothing #ok but fandoms cannot survive if you guys constantly need new content. just saying #stranger things #byler #also um. there's nothing wrong with theory and analysis but the fact that so much of the byler fandom seems to be so focused on it #MIGHT contribute to feeling like we're talking about the same things over and over #because if you're not one of the people theorizing to special levels of crazy #(not naming names but some of you. pushing believability. you are saying completely new shit though. so congrats)#then all that's left is reiterating the same points that we already know and have talked over #which if you've been here since may-july it's all VERY old news and you're probably tired of it

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sirpeppersto · 6 months ago

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lowkey the "this machine kills fascists" tramp stamp is starting to look very enticing

#people always talking about how youll regret a tramp stamp when you get into a serious relationship #no one talks about wanting a tramp stamp while in a serious relationship. bc hes going to be seeing it a lot more than me #whats it gonna be like when we're 45 and hes giving me backshots midlife crisis style and theres that stupid tattoo #but its such a perfect tattoo! ugh! i should be able to take my tattoos on and off for fun. like stickers #should i get a bunch of crazy back tattoos to distract from the tramp stamp? like the yakuza #god yknow what this is off topic but i need to say: for all the years i played yakuza and wanted majima and kiryu to fuck nasty #never once did i think about how freaky majimas tattoo would be to see while in that position. making eye contact with it and shit #um anyways. this post was about tattoos

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sirompp · 1 year ago

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the way some of you guys talk about ai is um. kind of concerning? like you know image generation and chatgpt arent the only kinds of ais in the world right.

#i feel like im swinging at a wasps nest with this one but #the way some of you guys declare your passionate hatred for any and all ai. its um. worrying to me?#like yes there is a lot of ethical problems. with the two kinds of ai people seem to fuckin know about #There Are So Many Other Kinds Of Ai (Which Have Their Own DIFFERENT Ethical Problems)#like agi (artificial general intelligence)#agi is like what everyone used to think about when they talked about ai. the kind thats supposed to become like. ''sentient''#ok well not sentient but. thats supposed to be able to learn how a human can #i dont know. is this a weird thing for me to feel iffy about.#is it too early for me to be worrying were gonna invent a whole new kind of bigotry #im pretty sure we're eventually gonna make an ai thats indistinguishable from humans in like. a Living way #not a The Kinds Of Things It Makes Look So Normal way #why do i think this? bc i am an optimist and have wanted this to happen since i was an itty bitty baby. and if we dont ill be sad #people saying ai should be like. outlawed bc of what corporations are doing is so wild to me.#like imagine every day you go to school you and your friends get beaten up with baseball bats #and you decide baseball must be banned from the school bc of how many people the bats harm daily #instead of thinking for a moment and realizing. maybe the fucking jocks who r hitting you need to be expelled instead of the sport #that the bats came from.#does that metaphor make sense.#or am i making up a guy to get mad at #i dont know.#i might delete this later

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infizero · 1 year ago

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grian: "i'm not gifting you the heart, i'm giving it to someone SPECIAL."

(silence)

scar: (hangs his head) "wow..."

grian: "aw ok i'm sorry- no no i'm not even gonna fall for this, i got guilted into helping you out last time, and you got a ton of stuff! i'm not being fooled"

#jaw kind of dropped when grian said that bro. UNCALLED FOR #anyways theres something so interesting to me about. grian being mean to scar and then as soon as scar acts hurt #grian's instinct IS to apologize. but then he changes his mind and is like no no im not gonna be guilted im not gonna be fooled #<- WHICH TO BE FAIR. this is scar we're talking about here. but also #its very interesting to me. with my little ''grian does care about scar he just has Emotional Issues from 3rd life that never really #went away'' mindset. this feels like progress. from just being mean to scar and not caring about it #its a little thing but the fact that he goes to apologize at first. makes me think things are looking up #i feel like they're already on much better terms this season which um. considering how last season ended is a little surprising #but not really considering. scar never seems to blame grian or get mad at him for anything he does #and idk if grian feels bad about his ''betrayal'' at all so to both of them its like not an issue and therefore doesnt affect #their current interactions #NOW. this could age very poorly. im still not over the bait-and-switch that was last season w barely any interactions and then That #they could act all niceys to each other this season and then later down the line when everythings crazy something terrible could happen #and i'll go insane over it. but for right now im uncharacteristically an optimist when it comes to these two. maybe they can finally just #be niceys to each other the whole time. i doubt it but maybe!#serena.txt #infizero.live #slsmp spoilers

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hioyourluv · 2 months ago

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I fear we are tied for life

#I just laughed and I heard...her??#My laugh. Was similar to hers. um #I try not to think so much about her or else I will break into pieces #It's that sun and moon thing. Destined to meet but not to be together or whatever #We returned talking to each other a little bit here and there but I'm sure it's never gonna be the way it was before #We mostly discuss things about the tests #But for now we're just strangers #And the time is running out #I'm not gonna see her again next year and I fear I'm gonna miss her like I miss my childhood friend #But at the same time I kinda hate her #OKAY I'm done for now I'm yapping way too much

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liinos · 4 months ago

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the fact that i'm doing pt that i don't even want to do (bc apparently i need to for insurance so i can get an mri) and now my back just hurts differently and dare i say worse 🧍🏻‍♀️

#and she didn't even have another appt until the 24 so i can just suffer until then 👍🏻 gonna be real i do not really vibe with this #therapist like she was kinda doing stuff during the eval when she stretched part of my back but the stuff she has me doing. i actually #did not want my hips to now also hurt for the pain to be on the other side and to barely be able to bend forward 👍🏻 like i'm not winning #she was also sooooo dismissive when i was talking about getting an mri like 'what would that even achieve' um it would achieve me getting #pain relief. like actual pain relief. bc i WILL be campaigning for a nerve block bc i cannot take this shit anymore #and if we think i will not bring up the fact that i've been in so much pain i've legit wanted to kms we're wrong #'what would it achieve' more than pt has ever fucking done for me!

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