#but uh. yeah idk anymore.
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mcsiggy Ā· 8 months ago
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if im honest, im trying very hard to not publicly be upset about how the internet censorship has ruined so much for me and every other adult creator's income out there where i feel like the moment i cant post nsfw on patreon, i feel like that's it for me. i don't have anything else outside of what i do now and i'm just, tired.
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jackass-jones Ā· 10 months ago
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Come back home when you have some sense
You can throw your life away just not at my expense
Youā€™re not the son I raised
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#jhariah#this one just rawrrfrrr#and then uh another line thats like ā€˜tell me did you raise a man?ā€™#nice#im just listening to the new album to cope with nasty sickness and feeling out of it#god this album is really good it has every emotion in there like this song for example just the part where they scream the chorus its like#hnnnghhh#hm some other moments from the album im liking a lot uhhh i love re: concerns a lot#the part where hes like reading off the complaints and then the part where hes just screaming and its like BAM BAM BAM BAAAM#sasuke is so good and the bit at the end where its like ā€˜i just want you to know im so so...ā€™#like hes gonna say sorry but cant seem to say the word for whatever reason and i know nothing about sasuke#but i has to imagine the fan girlies are eating gravel over that one lol it gets me#and theres just that like spooky echoing afterwards#the intro to fire4fun goes SOOOOOOOO hard i was losing my shit its awesome#the entirety of trust ceremony is giving me big feelings but specifically that part towards the end where its all quiet and you hear#its like whistling i think? like a marching band is coming in maybe#but it also kinda sounds like nature too and idk i like got a little bit um magical at that part cuz i was driving down a big hill#and it had been raining but there was a clearing in the clouds and the sun was bright and like at this particular hill#you can just see everything like the land stretches for miles theres trees hills the river farms all that shit#and idk with the extreme stress and depression ive been feeling its hard to have these moments where life seems worth it#and its hard to really feel anything anymore or to feel in the moment but idk i was just going down that hill seeing everything and it was#very majestic so yeah that song is definitely gonna have the same effect as pin eye for me#which i must mention pin eye again its still OOOOGHH very good it came at a pretty good time for me#yeah basically this album is uhhhh whats keeping me somewhat grounded rn i recommend šŸ‘
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scopophobia-polaris Ā· 4 months ago
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My farmer arc
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skibasyndrome Ā· 3 months ago
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coconut530 Ā· 4 months ago
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Bump in the Night & Nevertober Day 20: Skeletal Remains & Belltower
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bambiraptorx Ā· 9 months ago
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honestly i think part of the reason that i like mithrun so much is because he canonically can take care of himself well except in the dungeons because there's so much inconsistency and its very hard to maintain routines in those situations, and honestly same
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misiahasahardname Ā· 3 months ago
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well that was a fucking lie
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slaingelo Ā· 8 months ago
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for anyone wondering what happened to blue and if he's alive or not;
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hermannsprecursors Ā· 2 years ago
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Has the Hetalia fandom conceptualized 2p Dreamtalia?
Like, hypothetically, everything would play out mostly the same. Same victims, the same chain of events, but differences in the dialogue, relationships, and how everyone, including Reve, probably, would act. I just think that it would be reaaaaal nifty. Like just imagine, Italy just thinking "Germany isn't being annoying? I must be in heaven". All of Russia's stabbing jokes suddenly becoming threats. America and Canada trying to punch everything. Japan trying to kill himself like several times probably. All of the fun DIFFERENCES in how the ARCANAS would look and act! It would be so silly!
... Yeah I acted on the concept. Still trying to figure things out but have some screenshot redraws I thought would be silly and hopefully get some concepts across.
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"Hermann your 2p designs aren't canon" well 2p isn't canon either!!! Let me die in peace with Germany's battle jacket and England having vitiligo and all the scar placements and--
DREAMTALIA IS NOT MINE! IT BELONGS TO KYOKYO866 WHO I'M NOT TAGGING OUT OF FEAR OF RECOGNITION BECAUSE BEING SEEN BY THE CREATORS OF THINGS SCARES ME AND I REALLY LIKE HER WORK!!!! I JUST LIKE MAKING AUS AND WHAT-IFS OUT OF EVERYTHING! IF Y'ALL WANNA TAG HER GREAT BUT I PERSONALLY WILL NOT!!!!!
Edit: Kyo saw it. Life has entered a weird new stage. This is very good. I think
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rooscandraw Ā· 6 months ago
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so i think it goes without saying i will not be watching season 4 of tua.
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chibishortdeath Ā· 7 months ago
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Great googley moogley itā€™s all going to shit! Every day becomes exponentially more terrifying!
And all perfectly timed to just right at the start of whatā€™s supposed to be my adult life where I get my shit together and be useful and productive!
#weā€™re cooked#weā€™re doomed#idk the end is nigh or whatever god damn#I just wanna be able to live in my own house and draw a guy sometimes without the ever present threat of the horrors is that too much#apparently yeah cause houses arenā€™t achievable anymore but man#m a n#especially if you didnā€™t/couldnā€™t go to college and arenā€™t capable of working most jobs#doesnā€™t help thereā€™s the chance some part of my existence might be suddenly illegal or extremely dangerous yippie!#the options are literally 1. people die 2. people die what the hell do you even do man#how the fuck is this the election Iā€™m gonna get forced to be a part of weā€™re living in hell#and nobody around me believes itā€™ll get bad yay great oh so wonderful#I canā€™t wait to lose rights and cause millions of deaths regardless of who gets chosen#I think one of these days Iā€™m literally just gonna die of stress#itā€™ll either be a stroke or a heart attack or cancer or uh well ya know#weā€™re fucked#weā€™re screwed#I wanna have some kind of an actually visible break down but ive suppressed everything so much that I donā€™t outwardly emote much anymore :)#and the constantly dissociating thing too I guess#if you ever think ā€˜oh yeah I can just think of guy in a situation thatā€™s so coolā€™ donā€™t itā€™s a trapā€”#although tbh this would be significantly worse without it so uh law of equivalent exchange I guess#fuck fuck fuck anyway#not putting this in the main tags#definitely deleting this later#if anyone in my house got any hints that I may or may not have different opinions than them well uh Iā€™m financially dependent on them so um#literally wouldnā€™t have anywhere to go if anything happened#oh weā€™re really in it now Simon#hell world#thereā€™s like what 7 genocides going on too I hate everything I hate everything I hate everything#I canā€™t do anything to help anyone either cause I donā€™t have a job and I could get kicked out or treated badly at home for it#not that anyone thinks very highly of me at home anyway I am kinda family disappointment number 2 I pretty sure
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batz Ā· 8 months ago
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cosmospiice Ā· 9 days ago
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Okay I hate to say this too, but after considering I ask you to not send me asks, or DMs on donations anymore. This includes my art blog and here
Here is why:
As much as I support Palestine and hope and pray for the people there; it is kind of hard to tell on what is and isnā€™t a bot anymore
Some of my followers could be minors and cannot donate, they may fall for scam
I hate it when people guilt trip me or manipulate me into thinking Iā€™m a murderer for ignoring for not reblogging. In a way it makes me feel bad and it makes me panic when I have to immediately reblog them. This is a manipulation and a scare tactic.
I am not a minor, which means I can donate; but as Iā€™ve said before it is really hard to tell what is and isnā€™t a bot. I want to be safe and not get scammed, as well as my followers.
Reblogging posts is very mentally draining to me and itā€™s going to clutter my art blog
It makes me uncomfortable and itā€™s depressing; sometimes itā€™s mentally draining for me to see pictures of people injured, in hospitals, and people begging me to help their families get out of that genocide.
The wording is very spammy and very questionable, itā€™s very long and there are so many grammar errors. While I get there is a language barrier, I donā€™t want to get asks that have the same wording asking for donations again.
Itā€™s like going through someoneā€™s laundry, I have to actually look if itā€™s vetted or not, or if the pictures are actually real.
It puts another weight in my real life, and itā€™s stressful
I am trying not to sound like a terrible person, my biggest condolences to anyone who has go through this genocide (yes, I believe it is a genocide), nobody and I mean nobody, deserves to go through that. But, I ask you to please respect my choices and my boundaries.
I will only reblog certain donations IF it does not follow under these categories, otherwise most of them will be ignored
I donā€™t owe you anything, I canā€™t always help you.
Please respect that, thank you for understanding.
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(Anyone is free to pin this or reblog if they like!!)
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shatterthefragments Ā· 23 days ago
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My coworker trying to set me up with any man that comes in is absolutely hilarious.
Was the technician cute? Yeah kinda. But he also turned out to have a wife and a 19 year old child so my initial ā€œah heā€™s a technician and therefore and expert and therefore probably way too old for meā€ was absolutely correct.
Also one of our coworkers but while heā€™s cute he smokes which is an instant dealbreaker. Like if I come in when heā€™s smoking I have to hold my breath through my mask itā€™s so fucking bad. (This goes for everyone that smokes outside the entry door but. Anyway)
#sheā€™s. yeah. Iā€™m not bringing up that Iā€™m queer. sheā€™d probably be ok bc she knows a coworker has a boyfriend but. I donā€™t want to.#shattersā€™ fragments#shattersā€™ nonexistent love life#and again. Iā€™m not going to try to build a life with you if I donā€™t generally feel safe with you#and most people donā€™t wear masks anymore#so Iā€™d never really feel safe with them#and this is kinda huge for like. boundaries I enforce and revelations#bc Iā€™d rather be lonely than six feet under now#whereas before if you promised to say you love me Iā€™d let you do anything to me#which. I know. is Bad#and itā€™s all still hypothetical bc I havenā€™t fucking dated anyone#and still flip flop on if I even want to (the yearning says yes. the mind says uh. no wtf not right now at the very least)#bc the physical touch I yearn for is. again. literally. a cuddly cat would be perfect fuck people I donā€™t need them.#and if itā€™s sex (which I am also unsure I want bc texturally itā€™s a nightmare for me) I have toys#like yeah maybe my bar is on the floor ā€˜wears a mask and is niceā€™#but also my willingness to use some Time that I could be doing literally anything else (art/friends/etc) to be now put aside for a romance??#UNSURE#sure it would be easier if someone else finds someone for me. but do I even want that?#(visions of being snug in the middle both being spooned and spooning another dance in my head.)#(but toss a heat bag over my waist and nestle myself between two giant stuffies and itā€™s close enough on my twin bed anyway)#hmm. could always say If You Want Any Chance At Grandkids You Have To Pay For My Therapy but. hmmm (Iā€™m still owed therapy bc I said so)#(they took it as a joke when I said if they went with that option theyā€™d owe me therapy for it though)#bc fuck bodily autonomy of children amiright šŸ˜­#I used to have crushes that I would TRY so hard for. but currently I just? donā€™t. well.#maybe that one couple that has come to both my workplaces as customers were nice THEYRE CUTE and they wear masks. for them Iā€™d try probably#but thereā€™s literally no reason to assume theyā€™d ever want me. or that theyā€™re polyamorous. or that theyā€™re open. or anything.#but I very much enjoy seeing them around town every time I do :)#I always prefer to be enamoured with characters instead. itā€™s safe bc itā€™s not real. (I donā€™t want to examine that rn)#Iā€™ll probably turn right around and change my mind and have a crush on my Sailing Guy again next time I see him but. alas. heā€™s wonderful#idk idk. I should. I should get up and have food
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obnoxiousarcade Ā· 8 months ago
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I have a longing to be understood more than anything else i think
#someone very recently acknowledged something that usually goes unseen and it wasn't even that great of an acknowledgement but ive just been#staring at the messages every once in a while. its great. not really i sort of feel like a real weirdo#im very lonely. i cant say why but let it be known that i am very lonely#ok i have a question to those who lie their eyes upon this post: tell me what you know about me please?#so much lies in my social perception and i am just. not being perceived. at all. darn#i have a lot to cry about but morally i dont think i should-- specifics would mean being mean to the people i love#talking to anyone anymore just makes me feel horrible. doing anything anymore makes me feel horrible..tmbg has my back though ill live for#another.week or a few. and then my birthday will happen and rhen um#.Well. it sucks that sucks man. i dont want to disclose my age but to elaborate on why ACTUALLY HOLD ON#the thing i am about to say is not true; it is a metaphorical thing: it is my 21st birthday soon.#i decided that i wouldnt live past this age around 5 years ago and the only reason ive lived five years is being killed this year. i dont#think every thing ive been desperately clinging on to for the past 2 (?) years can keep me alive past then..i think im going to die. i have#to#NO MORE BEING A DOWNER#fox (vulpes vulpes) on the Internet for the first time#okay maybe a little more..i dont know who im talking to in this post. my friends do not read my tumblr and. i dont know anyone else.really.#uh#I'm listen to tmbg right now i love them#hey reader; i can only think of 3 people who see enough about me to check my blog. so i have separate questions for the each of you.#one of you likes (liked? school came in and i couldnt see your blog much past then; idk if its changed) tmbg. what do you think of The Else?#and uh you there... the guyyy. Google john flansburgh..i dont have a reason to this one ive just not been able to stop thinking about askin#you what you think of him.#um third person..... um#okay theres nothing iecan ask. i do want to apologize to you though: im sorry.#iThis is bullshit#im gonna delete this soon#Um also sorry if my wording here is. really wack. i tend to do that#i dont think anyones going to see this as is always#i think i just like talking to the hypothetical beast. yeah
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scalpelsister Ā· 1 year ago
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it is so dire out here as a cd collector
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