#but ugh i wish i was at home rn
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at work in an empty office with nothing urgent to do. how i wish i could be watching 911 right now
#i’d never actually do that here#i’m trying super hard to be hashtag professional#the curse of working in higher education and being the same age as your students when your coworkers are old enough to be your parents#but ugh i wish i was at home rn#michelle rambles
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Ogod, my schedule for the next two weeks are such ASS. wtf… I’m going to be SO FREAKING TIRED and so freaking depressed. I hate it I hate it I hate it.
#blabbering#I’m so upset#I’m going to have little to no time fit myself at all bc I’m going to be so freaking tired when I get home#I hate long shifts so much. I wish I didn’t need to work for money bc I value my free time more#for context: by the time I get home after king shifts; I’ve already been awake for 12hrs and it can be physically exhausting on busy days#and I just hate being there for long shifts. if my shift needs a lunch I hate it#I prefer smaller shifts#but the next two weeks are ALL LONG SHIFTS#and I work at 7am so I’m up hella early#I just hate doing customer service bs but it’s the only option I have rn#I’m going to have little to no socialization time or drawing time bc I’ll be so tired once I do have free time#or I’ll miss out on all the activity#and I just. WANT TO DRAW GDI#I just hate working lmao. I’m already preemptively SUPER bummed out#I’m going to be so lonely too ugh#sorry in advance for me being whiny and sad and frustrated lol#sorry for all the spelling errors. I hate texting so much bc of the auto correct changing my words before I notice and after I already post#and mobile is ass bc I can’t edit my tags like I can on desktop
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what do u guys do with non clothing items you dont want anymore and cant rlly sell.... need sum advice.....
#talkys#didnt wanna make the post longer but god#over the years ive just amassed little things ppl give me that i just have 0 space for. i hate owning things it stresses me out!#but its stuff i cant sell or idk how id give away and just throwing them in the trash feels horrible in every direction#both in like. wastefulness for discarding things and ''god im a horrible person'' way.#but i have no room for any of this nor a need to eventually have to carry it with me from home to home#an example im having rn (im cleaning + reorganizing my room) is once my uncle and aunt got me like a pack of 4 rubber ducks#from the dollar section at somewhere. and theyre like. not my style. one even has that unicorn headband thing. one says hoppy easter.#''bc you like ducks lol'' i dont want them. but its 4 chunks of Waste wtf do i do with them. UGH.#what do you do with ANYTHING i wish i cld throw everything in the trash and not feel bad and not harm da planet. i hate owning things i#dont want to own many items i hate having things
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what do u meannnnnnn i'm abt to be post college graduation 🧍🏻♀️🧍🏻♀️🧍🏻♀️
#apparnelty some family friends coming to my graudation#bc ig i'm the first in the generation to graduate or whatever the fuck#and like whatever that's fine but ffs i wish they would've come to my show instead#that i co directed and literally love sos o so oso sosososoososooo much#so so so proud of that#i don't give a shit abt my graduation tbh lmfao TT#so it lowkey doesn't mean much to me that they want to come to my graduation ;-;#it would've meant so fucking much if i knew they would be able to come#and want to see that and i could like suggest hey instead come see this show LMAO#like it probably wouldn't have happened but whatever#also just like i have like no motivation and no interest in stats at this point lmfao#ALSO bc these ppl all gonna be fucking talking abotu and asking abt what i'm doing after#I DON'T KNOWWWWW what i'm fucking doingggggggg#i alr get enough talk from my mom abt how i'm not applying to enough jobs#i dont need family friends to also be asking me and my answer just being ha idk#i'm fucking staying at college tho like on campus bc i'm a fucking loser and don't want to move on#like not rly. i'm kinda trying to see it as like#the alternative would've been me at home being a loser lol#and that would've been so annoying and even if this isn't the 'right' thing to do or most traditional#at least i'm choosing to do it ig#and i get to stay in this club w my bestestestestest friends for another yr#idc if i'm like not moving on when i should LOL too bad for me that's a future problem#and also kinda figure out this weird right after college time period w my friend who i'm rooming with#ok. slay that was. acool turnaround from me lmfao just . yeah ok that's the positive side ig lmao#anyway i also dont give a shit about graduation bc i hate my university rn lmfao :) and the world is burning down#jeanne talks#i am . procrastinating#imagine knowing what the fuck i learned in this class this whole semester#ugh literally two group projects to end on and two of the most boring annoying group project experiences i've had LMAO
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Not to be cringe on main but i did put together a little amazon wishlist for some things we want/need for the apartment. These are mainly things we would like but with all the furniture/true necessities we bought we are either gonna have to wait til a decent time later to get, or we hope to get as a gift 👉🏾👈🏾 because the credit card balance/minimum is getting pretty damn large 😵💫 along with the other bills we have now like electricity/internet/etc. 🫠 so yeah, for anyone who's interested here ya go! Tysm in advance 💜🩵🩷
#id rly like to get the kitchen appliances rn but my credit card minimum is past $100 rn and that plus my car/insurance/rent/etc#im gonna have to wait a while 😔#the stand mixer is on sale too ugh i wish i could get it rn so damn bad#furniture and food and all the little things a home needs adds up so damn quick dude#so greatful to my parents for helping out so much but even then living in ur 10th once in a life time recession just feels like shit man#rip our wallets#cant wait to get back on our feet once we've settled in a bit more
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more people need to be writing about hanzo and genji working their shit out. like hanzo obv has heaps of baggage to work through but what if despite it all genji finds that there’s still this wound inside? not one of revenge or sadness, he’s fully forgiven hanzo, but one of an aching loneliness that can’t be filled unless hanzo is willing to open up and forgive himself
#been thinking about siblings a lot lately#and i am a sibling so their relationship means so much 2 me#missing my little brother rn. wish i lived a little closer to home#or that there was better public transport to take me from one spot to another#also this should be a given but this is not ship shimadacest is not welcome in this household#i love them as BROTHERS#SHITHEAD SIBLINGS EVEN#ugh anyway#andy says shit#overwatch
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i keep trying to remind myself that it's only my 2nd full day home from the hospital, and that i won't feel like this forever. but holy shit. this is fucking torturous.
#things i learned from cycle 1 of the clinical trial: i cant do this trial.#i can't do anything. if i didn't live with someone i wouldn't feel safe being home.#i cant feed myself. fill my own water bottle. brush my teeth. wash my face. shower. remember medicine.#my insides are swollen so every breath hurts. so I take small sips of air instead and feel like im suffocating#i can't answer text messages from my friends or family no matter how close they are#it's all so much#at some point I'll be glad that i at least tried but. RN I'm regretting it so badly#i wish i could sleep through the next 4 days so i could hopefully skip this awful limbo state#im awake and im home but i feel like a fucking zombie lugging around a painful corpse#this all goes without mentioning that i obviously cant do grooming tasks either so i just feel ugly and not like myself.#ugh#negative#round 2#chatter
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Day whatever it is recap!
#📸#I think it’s day five maybe#also I’m at my brothers school for the last time ever :/#probs the last time I’ll ever step into a college dorm again tbh#and I got one last shower in the dorm bathroom which is always good bc if I’m seeing my brother chances are I’ve at very least spent three#hours in a car to get to him#so a shower is nice especially bc I was like panic attack sweaty. tmi? maybe.#I didn’t really do a lot today#at least not postable stuff#a lot of hanging out with family and Millie and being tired and kind of miserable but also daydreaming about any other shit in my life#idk. it all feels weird rn. all of it. and my brain is nagging me saying you’re being/doing x y z for attention even when I’m not telling#anyone shit im doing or thinking or anything and my brain is still like nah. you’re jealous of your brother graduating and not being home#at the end of dads life and at the same time you feel stressed and guilty and feel bad about him not getting closure#but at the same time you just wish you didn’t see his fucking body on the ventilator and all the IVs and the bloat and the popped blood#vessels and the nurses and doctors and knowing they did cpr so much if he even survived he would be miserable and have broken ribs#fuck. I want to be home and alone and crying about this all by myself alone. I hate this I hate this I hate this I want to go smoke a cig#but this is a no smoking campus ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh I am miserable and this is supposed to be this big fun#thing for my brother and I feel selfish and stupid for having feelings and letting myself get upset about my dad but my fucking mother#made some sign to put in an empty chair for my dad and she brought his jacket he wore all the time and I started crying when I saw and then#immediately after we had to go see his parents and my grandfather is falling apart and reminds me of my dad in the hospital and I’m just so#miserable and between horrible thoughts and self harm and everything I’m keeping to myself I am just thinking about how this is so bitter#sweet for my brother like he’s graduating with his friends and then moving away from them all to a place where it’s just all about dad being#dead and he doesn’t like Florida really and he’s gotta start his grown up life (technically he has two more classes online and he’s getting#a blank diploma tomorrow but yeah. things are rough and my body hurts and stress is so bad for me and my chronic pain and I feel like I went#from the most relaxed and comfortable and happy I’ve been in a year to feeling like hell on earth and I feel like I’m bringing down every#one else’s mood but like hello why are we pretending any of this normal thid can’t be real this can’t be real this can’t be real I don’t#want this to be reak I want it to be fake it has to be fake please please please wake up tomorrow and have it be a year ago please#I miss my father and I hate myself and violent thoughts are taking over my mind and I hate it all but things were so good literally up until#I saw my mom and grandparents#my brother was so nice when it was just us too (and later I just mean before mom got here specifically he was still nice to me)
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#god ok . vent in tags#saur basically i have been stuck at home doing nothing but studying for the past. 3 years? idk#and now i am Finally starting irl in person school again albeit. Very Late into the school year#and my parents r like. obviously she will be distracted from your studies#bitch what fucking distraction. like. studying for 14 hours a day is not normal you Know that right. right. say sike rn#ugh fucking. im so angry. i want to live and make mistakes and be stuck in uncomfortable situations and then get to laugh about it later!!!#i dont want to spend hours and hours and hours with no one except my family and the internet for company#and this is so frustrating i want to live!!!!! i want to live i want to live i want to live#i want to live but i dont want to be alive. is this anything#alive is tedious. living is free. god i want to jump into a river#ofc i Can just do what i want to do but the specter of my parents disapproval will be hanging like the sword of damocles#mental illness moment <- she has realized she has only two states of being either manic energy or dissociative blankness#ergh the last 2 months have been filled with uncomfortable realizations about myself. what do you Mean constantly wishing you were dead is#not something that happens to other people#what do you Mean. wh#is living not incredibly hard for everyone. no??? its not supposed to be???? thats. huh#anyway. god im so tired#holding on to the faintest hope that it will get better. ive made a promise to stay alive till 21 at least#lets see if it really does get better. i hope it does
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I HATE THAT I HAVENT DRAWN ANYTHING IN MONTHS. PAIN AND SUFFERING FOR A BILLION YEARS
#and i’ve barely written anything for like the last 2. UGH#shits fucked!#i’m only taking 2 classes rn and it feels like i can’t do anything else despite the classes not actually requiring that much time#im 99% sure its just bc one is online and the other only has class twice a week#and since I don’t have my own car I can’t go anywhere to work on assignments. trying to do school at home is. impossible.#unable to do anything else all day bc i have to read a chapter in my textbook.#adhd doing ominous things to me#wish babbles
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As long as we continue to share our stories, our history will be remembered.
Etaf Rum, Evil Eye
#illy talks#this book is both very relatable and also so heartbreaking as a small reflection of what is happening rn#like as an immigrant i totally relate to Yara and her anger about not feeling like she's done what she wanted with her life#she set out to break cycles but like at least how I relate to it is what cycle am i breaking#if it's only for me? i'm not uplifting anyone else right along. Yara has her daughters and at least she has her love for them#but ugh idk also love her random intrusive thoughts like she thinks like me just randomly wishing violence upon someone when they piss you#off. and then realizing that maybe that isn't normal and seeking help and then feeling like help isnt... helping#ugh#such a good book#evil eye#etaf rum#books#also this passage! hit me because she's asking her grandmother about ever going back to palestine#and i can only imagine that heartache but damn does this author just know how to write it#and this narrator (cause audio + reading it this time) just breaks my heart how she's describing what she remembers and some good and bad#she remembers the sparkling water of the Dead Sea but also being surrounded by the smell of death and rot#she remembers her own father not wnating to settle the tent into a hut because that means giving up their home#their real home and making the camp their home#and the KEY! SHE KEPT THE KEY TO THEIR HOUSE SO THEY CAN GO BACK and three generations later and they've not gone back#:( i really recommend this book it's written beautifully
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meh
#meh#not fandom related#personal log stardate#it was a mistake to wait at the lecture hall building until it's time to go to therapy#bc i originally wanted to some studying etc but instead im sitting here anxiously#i often spend time here w my fellow students having lunch or talking but rn im alone except for a few ppl walking around or studying or#loudly having online meetings on their laptops for some reason. some don't even have headphones. i can hear them loudly discuss their#research. while sitting here being anxious lol. im almost shaking and crying from anxiety but not quite yet im listening to music to occupy#my mind. ugh. wish i had gome home bc then i could've snuggled up in bed
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#perhaps i should go to bed Early tonight#as in rn#before midnight even#idk im feeling.... off#and we wont be going back home until next Thursday#id really rather not have a meltdown in front of my friend and her parents lol#i wanna draw or write or SOMETHING but idk what#and i also feel like shit and i *am* tired#i wish i had my cat to cuddle#idk idk idk i just feel like... like...#ugh#i wish i could remove myself from my own body#it feels so ill fitting rn I hate it#fox thoughts#☉#tbd
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#nura rambles#i'm at the phase 'i don't even care anymore' of pre exam anxiety lmao#i only hope i get lucky and scrape up enough points to pass and like there's another chance as well and it's okay#and i wish i just was watching eurovision rn like in childhood alas no one home is interested in it anymore lol#idk this exam is just too much not only as in too much information to hold but also like for me personally#cause it's a vivid reminder of those falls and winters of just fog when i couldn't comprehend much and it was genuine luck that carried me#through those 3 years at uni istg first 1.5 year and past year i was kinda okay but those in between years were crucial and i missed them#almost completely#and it's fuelling the impostor syndrome#idk i get overwhelmed and turn to avoidance and devalue everything ugh
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last couple weeks- lando norris (instagram)
pairings: lando x f!reader
summary: the instagram of lando and his girlfriend in the last couple weeks
an: very quick, requests are open💌
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y/nusername i wish someone would look at me the same way lando looks at oscar ( jealous of patty)
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landonorris my love for you in massive so?..
landonorris also why you gotta mug me off in the every post
↪y/nusername it’s my duty to do so, you look hot calm down
user78 WHAT THE HELL
oscarpiastri is actually quite creepy tbh, don't know why he looks at me like that
↪landofan says the man who just is memerizsed by lando in every mclaren video😭🫢
useraa why’s lando like literally dead in the 4 th picture
↪y/nusername cause i killed him
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y/nspam sushi my babes
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yourbestie WHERES MY INVITE
↪ y/nusername EXUSE ME YOU DIDNT ANSWER
landonorris get that tf away from me, don’t come home
↪oscarpiastri you can come to me instead 😉
↪y/nusername yes please oscar
↪landonorris wtaf what about lily?
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landonorris exploring and relaxing done. back to work now 🤟🏻
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user POOR MAX WHAT THE HELL
↪maxfewtrell right, abuse right there i had no choice
lilymhe Y/N BE MINE, we can be a golfer couple, fuck alex and lando
↪alex_albon exuse me?
↪y/nusername WIFE ME UP RN LIL
↪landonorris why you tryna steal, shes mine
↪user29 "she's mine" ugh gonna jump on the highway
y/nusername who dat on the 3rd pic. shes hot
↪ landonorris @ lilymhe, take your woman
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y/nusername swipe to see my beauts cake 🍰 🧁 🎂 (and my lovely wife on the 1st pic next to this random guy)
landonorris which cake 😍😍
landonorris random man is your bf
userw I WANT WHAT THEY HAVE
riabish my wife i love you
↪ y/nusername love you more, come mine rn
charlesleclec ice spice looks exact!!!
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landonorris WE DID IT 🏆🏆🏆🏆
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mclaren the winner himself 🏁🏆🏎️
y/nusername YOU DID IT, IM SO PROUD OF YOU
y/nusername oh god i’m crying again🫣
y/nusername YES
maxverstappen yes lando, well done mate🤟🏻🤟🏻
oscarpiastri LANDO LANDO 🏆🏆
↪ username YES LANDO THE WINNER OF MIAMI
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y/nusername HE DID IT, MY BABY DID IT COME ON❤️❤️❤️🏆 (yes i am crying and i haven’t stopped in days)
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landonorris baby don’t cry, cause i will
landonorris love you so much
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↪ user77 we love a supportive gf
user7 SHES CRYING SHES SO SWEET
↪ lilyhme she’s not exaggerating she hasn’t stopped crying since
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f1updates LANDO NORRIS AND Y/N Y/L HAVING A HOT MOMENT AFTER THE CLUB AFTER LANDOS FIRST F1 WIN
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y/nusername @ landonorris told you to wait, now look
landonorris what couldn’t help myself, allow it im a grand prix winner baby 😝
user89 why tf you taking pictures, have some privacy
user1 y/n looks so hot holy fuck
#lando norris#f1 x reader#lando norizz#lando norris imagine#lando norris x reader#mclaren#landolihno#lando norris scenarios#lando norris blurb#lando norris smut#lando norris fluff#lando x reader#landoscar#f1 fanfic#fic recs👽#f1 imagine#norris#lando#carlos sainz imagine#charles leclerc
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Fallin' in love | FC43 (SM!AU)
pairing: norris!reader x fc34
summary: a glimpse into the relationship between williams newest rookie and lando's younger sister during the best time of the year
warning: nothing
fc: n/a!
a/n: please take this in honor of spooky season. oh i also made a ko-fi if you want to support me!
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yourusername 👹🎃👹🎃👹🎃
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user1 CUTE CUTE CUUUUUTE
user2 ugh yes love a good pumpkin patch!!
user3 the lights. the pumpkin. the vibes. 🥺
landonorris bring me back a pumpkin!!
↳ ynorris ugh, fine i guess ↳ landonorris thank you. at least someone loves me ↳ carlossainz55 we are right here ↳ oscarpiastri yeah, babe wtf.
user4 i just know this photo dump bout to go HARD
user5 WHAT ARE THE HALLOWEEN COSTUMES??? 🗣️🗣️🗣️
francolapinto ah yes, right before disaster strikes
↳ landonorris yeah like how she should've left your ass ❤️ ↳ ynorris LANDO ↳ francolapinto no no i agree. ↳ ynorris babe ↳ landonorris see! for once we agree! ↳ francolapinto but amor, if you had left me it would've meant that your dear brother and i would have more time to bond ↳ ynorris omg you're so right babe ↳ landonorris I DID NOT AGREE TO THIS??
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francolapinto 0/10. would not recommend. horrible experience.
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user6 ZOMBIE FARMS??? nah im good
user7 wtf that looks like sm fun??
landonorris oh you made it out...
francolapinto barely, but i did it! 😌 landonorris gross. ynorris LANDO. landonorris i mean, yay... ynorris even took a jump scare for me, my hero 🥰
user8 the way i would've cried
user9 please tell me theres a video somewhere of this--PLEASE
carlossainz55 where was this so i know where NOT to go
↳ landonorris BABE PLS PLS PLS PLS ↳ oscarpiastri it looks kind of fun ↳ carlossaainz55 absolutely NOT ↳ ynorris pfttt i'll text you the address to avoid it ↳ carlossainz55 thank you.
ynorris franco had a great time, everyone he's lying
↳ francolapinto i did not have a great time
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francolapinto we always have a hauntingly good time together
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user10 god bless his looks because that was lando level horrible puns smhhhh
user11 boy PLEASE 😭😭😭
user12 someone get y/n to start proofreading all his captions im bEGGING
oscarpiastri boooooo
↳ francolapinto i made this while drunk please forgive me ↳ carlossainz55 that somehow makes it worse ↳ landonorris...it wasn't that bad ↳ ynorris 👀👀👀
user13 ooooh spooky 👻👻👻
user14 how lando wishes franco was ever since he started dating y/n 😭😭
landonorris where are your sunglasses?
↳ francolapinto lost them ↳ landonorris ...I guess i can lend you a pair. BUT I need them back ↳ francolapinto really?! ↳ landonorris don't let it get to your head ↳ ynorris thank you big bro ☺️ ↳ landonorris you're welcome
user15 LFGGGGGGG
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ynorris bar at 9 and club at 10
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user16 god to be going out tonight 😩
user17 I KNOW THAT GHOST GOT MOOOVES!!! 👻🪩
yourbestfriend SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS
↳ ynorris EVERYBODY!!! ↳ yourbestfriend LFG!!!!
user18 Y/N and all her twins fr fr
user19 i just know they're playing bangers rn
carlossainz55 you didn't say you were going to a club!
↳ ynorris oh, i didn't?? ↳ carlossains55 NO ↳ ynorris oh...whoops? 😬 ↳ carlossainz55 YN!! ↳ ynorris gotta go!
landonorris ANSWER MY DAMN MESSAGES
↳ ynorris WHAAAAT ↳ landonorris DO YOU NEED A RIDE HOME?? ↳ ynorris NO. WE HAVE A RIDE ↳ landonorris YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL BOUT UBER ↳ francolapinto i'm giving her and the girls a ride home! i've been the guard dog all night!! ↳ landonorris ..thank you Franco. ↳ francolapinto you're welcome! ☺️
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francolapinto the spookiest day deserves an even spookier night with a double date
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charles_leclerc where was my invite?
↳ ynorris next time?? ↳ charles_leclerc RUDE!!!
oscarpiastri who took the ghost arm before me??
↳ ynorris not me ↳francolapinto i was fighting carlos for a blood bag ↳landonorris BABE IM SORRY THERE'S A SECOND ARM ↳ oscarpiastri the BETRAYAL!
carlossainz55 do we really have to watch this movie? can we not watch something else?
↳ ynorris stfu you scaredy cat ↳ carlossainz55 I AM NOT--
landonorris okay, i cave. y/n you did a great job at planning
↳ ynorris aw thanks!! 🥰 but this wasn't me ↳ landonorris what?? ↳ ynorris it was all franco. my wonderfully goofy boyfriend ↳ landonorris well--credit is due where credit is done ↳ ynorris and??? ↳ landonorris and...i guess he can stick around ↳ ynorris YES!!! ↳ oscarpiastri war is over ↳ carlossainz55 finally ↳ francolapinto WOOO!!!
francolapinto love you mi amor ❤️
↳ ynorris love you too ❤️
#starlight library presents;#fallin in love#franco colapinto#franco colapinto x you#franco colapinto x reader#franco colapinto imagine#franco colapinto smau#fc43 x reader#fc43 x you#fc43 imagine#fc43 sm au#f1 fanfic#f1 imagine#f1 smau#f1 social media au#startlight library navigation
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