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I love Tighnari and Cyno's relationship sooo much man. They clearly care about each other so much and love each other. I love them just. Being them. I honestly find friendships to be so much more compelling than romantic ones. Not that I don't like romantic relationships- but the platonic ones just...hit different.
Right right ?! There is this authentic friendship when you can trust each other. Also the comfort of knowing there is someone on your back, always here for you,,, of course, you also find this in romance trope.
But it is also a common trope in friendship that we tend to forget. What true friends are ! A choosen home, a found family. With who you can spend hours without noticing time passing, with who you don't talk for months but you know it doesn't shutter your friendship and when you meet again, it becomes an euphoric moment. There is something more deep between Tighnari and Cyno than just "romance"
Tbh I see in them my dynamic with my friends or with my brothers, and I love my friends so much <3 when everything was difficult, and I didn't trust myself enough to save me, I trust my friends. And I was right to trust them ! And that's it, if one them start to doubt themself, they can trust their friend. That's how authentic and meaningful their friendship are !! And.. the found family trope is make it more important too
I already talk about how family is important for Cyno (did I?? I don't remember if I talk about this in public), morever than his family are not related by blood (Cyrus, Lisa... Tighnari is as much as important for Cyno). Maybe it is because I have brothers and lucky of us we are united, but I believe that for man, having a brother is as deepful as a romance story (not saying that romance is bad i'm sorry !! I love romance) (maybe I'm also biased because I am in aromantic spectrum <//3) (and maybe not only for men ??)
Anyway !! I feel like we tend to prioritized romance than friendship, as a pyramidical system. But for me, their intensity in love are similar, it is just a different kind of love. It is like.. two differents pillars than a pyramide !
#conclusion : i love platonic tighnari&cyno#wish their romance wouldn't make me so uncomfortable so I can enjoy all fanart... <<//3#i am so glad to met platonic tighnari cyno enjoyer 😭😭#that's also why I love collei being seens as a sister#parents kinda have this hierarchy place in family#tighnari is already a teacher for collei ; so a authority figure#but if you consider them as brother#it is not abt hierarchy ; it is just sillies siblings moments#you can tell something to your bro that you can't tell to your parents#i project a lot since I am also the 3rd child in my family - so i have 2 big bros#reply#hERE I AM YAPPING AGAIN#sorry for my english again... 😭😭😭
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27 asks! Thanks everyone!! :}} 🍭
@p0wer-up21
Thank you so much! And actually, I can! :D While I was watching episode 4 I saw Gummigoo with his brothers and felt kind'a bad for my Gummigoo.. having to leave them behind like that.. And you know me and brothers. I cant separate them permanently like that XDD
So I changed up my AU! In episode 2 instead of just Pomni and Gummigoo clipping through the floor while Max, Chad and the Rig blast into the sky... I decided that the whole Rig and all 4 of them all clipped through the map together.
The 3 of them have their existential moments and find the strength to move on thanks to Pomni. She brings them back to he circus and convinces Caine to let them stay. Since then the 4 of them have been a tight knit friend group, and they basically follow each other everywhere. Although it sucks that Max and Chad have to bare the horrible weight of sentience and emotions... at least they all have each other :))
As I expected, after seeing more of her good side I like her a lot more XDD I knew she just needed some more screen time. I like her relationship with Gangle and how genuine she is about wanting her around. Zooble went from a D to a solid B :))
Thank you very much for this sweet message 💞💞 I thank and wish the same for you! :}}
Actually, I'll go further! I hope something makes you laugh so hard that any time you think about it over the next week you laugh about it all over again! :))
:DD Well thank you so much for complimenting me and it! :}}]
Oh absolutely! My Caine consults the suggestion box almost exclusively when planning his adventures :D
I don't think I would have the stupid sauce in my AU. Or at least it wouldn't actually have any effect on anyone. Since none of the cast are supposed to eat the food, there's no reason why the stupid sauce should have any taste or effect on anyone. <:/
I imagine Caine would make multiple copies of the same restaurant and split the circus into smaller teams. Maybe he could even have them compete with each other :00
Instead of being a rather empty feeling episode..? With hardly any customers, its a episode with a fast paced work environment and some rude customers sprinkled in there.
Caines intention was to help the cast with their teamwork, problem solving and facing/managing negative emotions.
In the end everyone felt like how you usually feel after a draining 8 hour shift at a crummy McDonalds. <XD But ultimately it was an exercise that had more benefits then consequences on their sanity.
I do not :( Sorry!
I DO have a fanfic blog here on tumblr, but I got so embarrassed by my armature writing that I private the few fics I made 💀
@misscherrypie
It looks delicious!.. Man, now I gotta go make a sandwich XDD
@artistiemi
Aww! Thank you! And that drawing is absolutely FANTASTIC! :DD So soft and adorable.. well done! :))
@holly-opal
NGL, I was rather underwhelmed. I was expecting this frantic episode where the cast tried to learn teamwork and maybe as they failed to server orders fast enough the horror would ramp up and what not..
But what I got was an episode that felt very very empty. And an arc for Gangle that I didn't understand..
I read the comments and everyone was gushing about how wonderful and meaningful this episode was. So I have no doubt that it was a good episode. It just wasn't what I expected and I didn't understand the actually message it was trying to convey with Gangle. Which isn't at all the episodes fault. :0
XDD Indeed he is! It was the only male Sylveon adjacent name I could think of 😔
@taco-hyeh (Creature is from this post)
:DD Thank you so much! And oh yeah! I remember that guy. :0 Some kind of monstrous swamp creature I thought up. His first doodle was a spooky one but I couldn't help myself and made him silly the next time around XDD
@caronaro-flipaclip (In response to this post)
Thank you so much!! :DD Also I hadn't realized it until now, but NGL Jax has been shown a lot of mercy in my AU 💀
Caine has properly disciplined him over the years and hasn't let him get away with any of the crap he's pulled. Over time this has had good effects on Jax's personality and behavior. Realizing that "hey things are better and people are nicer to me when I'm not such a jerk."
Also because Jax is more genuine and isn't a jerk all the time, he has formed a genuine friend group within the circus. With people who genuinely care about Jax and share his sense of humor. These people being Kaufmo, Maufko, Sneemo and Doug primarily.
Not only do these 4 genuinely enjoy hanging around with Jax, but they often side with him and come to his defense when they know he isn't in the wrong. Having people on his side and feeling he has real friendships with these people has done so much to improve his mental health and behavior.
So yeah. Ngl Jax has been shown a boatload of mercy 💀but in my defense its because he's a decently better person in my AU so he doesn't deserve all the hate. Also he's not exempt from any angst. He's still existential about being in the circus which still makes him act out sometimes. :// Hence him crabbing at Queenie for something stupid and getting rightfully pretzeled over it XDD
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:DD I'm happy to hear that! :))
Oh don't worry, I still love the FNAF and Octonauts and will draw them in private if I ever want to. I just wont post Octonauts anymore and will be hesitant to post FNAF again <:)
Also thank you! I wish the same for you! :DD
Google translation of ask: "Can you translate the comics yourself? I know that fan-translations are stolen from you, I just want to enjoy the comics you make without them being stolen!"
My Google translated response: Lo siento, pero mi blog es sólo un blog de hobby. No tengo ningún deseo de traducir mis cómics a otros idiomas y no quiero que nadie lo haga por mí. Lo siento mucho.
My English response: I'm sorry, but my blog is just a hobby blog. I have no desire to translate my comics into other languages and I don't want anyone to do that for me. I'm very sorry. <:(
Canonically? I don't really care for their personalities much.. but design wise I've always kind'a liked Iggy. Not his slender stature though, I like the Koopas to be short and stout-- Its his lime green and purple shell with the crazy eyes and his association with chain chomps that has always appealed to me.
@beryl-shade
XD oh boy do I know about Pingu. His face is all over the internet! And one of my fav brain rot songs is CG5s song about him XDD
As for how my OCs would interact with him, I'm not sure <:0 there's just too many OCs to choose from!
@v0idish-t3ars
Yeah, all that stealing has been such a downer. I'm glad you like my artwork though <:) I plan to try to just keep on keeping on. 👍
Oh dear :(
To anyone who thinks this; if an artist states they do not want their art reposted? There is absolutely no loop hole or way around it. If you repost it, you are a thief. No matter what. period.
@wolfie-777
Ough... a warm, carbonated, sugary drink. That just sounds like a potion for a stomach ache 😭💀
@howeaboutsomeketchul
Hopefully that doesn't cause you any pain! <XDDD
@teemhaunts (In response to this post)
Great choices! :DD My favorite creature is probably Shararook. But this is only based on appearance. When it comes to playing I really enjoy fast creatures with great mobility. Shararook cant run, jump, swim, glide, fly or even climb! He's just a slow tank that lumbers around... he looks super cool but MAN he's a drag to play as.
So amongst my other favorites based on appearance, my absolute favorite to play as would be Momola. Its so fun to absolutely BLAST around the map collecting things and exploring XDDD All the while my wings don't fold so I can always see how pretty they are! :DD
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Indeed I do! :DD I played it a whole bunch during my hiatus and still play it everyday. Speaking of which, the winter event started recently and I had a goal to try and buy one of everything in the event shop. After seeing the prices? W o o f. There's no way I can earn all that in time so settled with just buying out half the shop 😅
That was a very poor start to this ask 😅 I nearly blocked you on sight thinking you were yet another anon coming to disrespect my boundaries. Thank goodness I read through the whole thing-
And while I cant say I've had any luck drawing things in private, I can confidently say that I'll just be drawing whatever I want.
And I'm sorry to hear that you are also unwell :( I hope that the both of us find some relief soon.. and I hope that my art can continue to brighten your day in the meantime! <:)) Thank you!! :))
#the amazing digital circus spoilers#my response#creatures of sonaria#my ocs#pokemon violet#sylveon#the amazing digital circus
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dear dropout: proposed next no-laugh newsroom segment
erika, anchor 1: breaking news! devoted fans are on their fourth month of a hunger strike after the shutdown of a widely beloved webcomic's website.
trapp, anchor 3: this incredibly-crafted webcomic has been on hiatus since... hm..... what does that say, anchor 2?
brennan lee mulligan, anchor 2:
trapp: anyways. we go now LIVE to one of these devoted fans. Amy, how have you survived this long?
amy, in tears, holding a mauled copy of Strong Female Protagonist By Brennan Lee Mulligan: ive been . hhhhhh. exclusively eating pages of my hard-copy novels. hahahahahah. boy . hhh. boy would it be nice if someone would produce more of them. because there are nineteen pages between me and this cliffhanger ending. pfffhhahaahha. hk.
trapp: thanks, amy. sure hope whoever wrote this comic decides to produce more physical copies of their media before they're all...digested. and their beautiful and meaningful work is forever lost to the sands of time. Anchor 2, if you had to come up with a (minimum 172-chapter) continuation and ending to this incredibly popular comic, what would it include?
brennan lee mulligan, anchor 2:
erika, still reading from teleprompter: we are not allowed to move past this bit until you've given us all an answer
brennan lee mulligan, anchor 2:
trapp: oh well! if you can't think of anything, we're moving on to our next two segments: top 50 embarrassing brennan lee mulligan moments, and, coincidentally, an interview with the very same man (cut to lou wilson in a wig), where he will read out his real life social security number (cut to brennan's social security card). anchor two. now's your chance.
#please grant call me back#for dropout only fans brennan co-made a comic w/ a toh person called strong female protagonist that's fucking awesome but its been hiatus-e#indefinitely. hggh....#strong female protagonist#sfp comic#sfp#brennan lee mulligan#grant o'brien#dropout#dropout tv#erika ishii#lou wilson#breaking news dropout#mike trapp
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aahh i didn't even mean to, but it seems fitting to post a pic of my new tattoo on the car's first birthday ♥️ this band means so much to me and has done for well over a decade, and this album has truly rewired my soul, so it felt right to get this one done while i was in dublin for the last few shows of the tour for this album <3 (plus i really like the kind of meta-ness of getting 'body paint' tattooed tbh)
#i'm genuinely so thrilled with it <3#i'd planned to get a smaller version at first but then when i was at the shop and my artist tried some different stencil sizes and designs#i realised that i really loved the bigger version so i just went with it#and i'm so glad i did#i love how it looks and feels#it's on the inside of my bicep so it's not quite as visible when I just have my arms by my side#it still needs to peel btw lol#only got it done on wednesday#my other am tattoo is just a little fun one#but this one is a more meaningful to me <3#happy birthday the car <333#arctic monkeys#body paint#tattoo#the car tour#minnie talks#last post from me about all this i promise#for now at least
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have you ever seen two people more married in your entire life. please
#doctor who#twelveclara#so much to unpack here.#first of all the banter. just kill me.#the fact that he's helping her students on a regular basis. the intertwining of their lives to a dangerous degree#the fact that he jokes about their season 8 breakup as if that's something they joke about#the hug. THE HUG.#suggesting that physical touch is something they Do now#him admitting he missed her. not a huge deal but meaningful To Me.#the doctor who classic 'im never leaving you!' <- dies 1-3 episodes later. which will never get old#can we return to the hug one more time. insert joke about how i know he takes it from behind. and so on and so forth.#and last but not least the way he looks at her. man. stares off into the distance forever#i always forget about this little moment but it really is such a beautiful one
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they would get divorced in one universe just to find eachother in another one
alternatively titled: sometimes you're the level-headed token flesh-head impulse-control-and-polycule-member of a stubborn, eccentric, and hearty telephone-headed drug addict, and there's cruelty in the world you deem fit to suicidally fight, and that either goes about as well as you'd expect it to, or you learn about love and the value of your life and junk along the way
#scribbles#milton r wallace#callum crown#phonegingi#sgt norm allen#norm allen#dialtown#dialtown a phone dating sim#..uh idk if callum and milt have a ship name orz#normgingi#milton norm parallels save me. Save me milton norm parallels#very specific but its why i prefer to look at the callum-milt-marla situation as like tragic polyamory#as opposed to a cheating one#it adds to the callum-gingi parallels. theyv both got polycule situations C:#though i suppose you could call a cheating situation a dark parallel to gingi's polycule the same way you could call#milton's entire deal a dark parallel to their relationship with norm/the narrator#However i just like tragic polyamory. my visions of milton and marla ALSO being in love yet having the mutual#realization that they hate callum more than they love eachother (esp milton) is highly specific yet also everything to me#misery loves company and all that jazz. a THIRD combination of people having divorce shit going on#this guys ruining my life IM GONNA FUCK HIS WIFE! (They are already in a consensual polyamorous relationship milton is just making it weird#Sorry these tags were going to be like meaningful discussion about this art and then i was enabled to talk about THIS AGAIN#OH YEAH this art in particular i discovered halftones and also started actually using blending brushes#milts face isnt drawn. obviously. but im imagining a kind of 'oh you!' exasperated fondness#as opposed to norm who's just a cranky little tsundere. jokes on milt though HIS relationship is HEALTHIER#also i will never pass up the chance to draw gingi and callum together#theyr both characters i adore drawing gingi's round shapes and different textures and callums cute little bolts#but also they do look soooo similar and yet so different its always really fun to do#and theyr just. my favs lol. my top 3 favs go gingi-mingus-callum hehe#Ok thats all. thank you for coming to my rambles#fig said i should post my art at better times and so i am and that means when i post my art im AWAKE ENOUGH TO RAMBLE ABOUT IT LOL
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Today I went absolutely nuts over Pharma on main in Discord lmao. He should've gotten to kill more people just as reparations for all the shit he went through and then being completely ditched by his best friend and the cause he spent almost his entire life serving.
Like it really does suck how everyone including Ratchet (and Ambulon too???) heard about Pharma harvesting organs for the DJD and just immediately assumed Pharma was a traitor/double agent like.... THAT Pharma. Notorious Decepticon-hater Pharma. Pharma who's been an Autobot since the start of the war and is best friends with another loyal Autobot. That Pharma. Tooootally the most reasonable explanation is that he's a traitor and not. Y'know. That the DJD are a bunch of drug-addicted cultist freaks who literally practice torture, murder, and war crimes as their entire jobs. Couldn't be it. Pharma is just Doctor DJD I guess
#like fuck morality if my lifelong best friend ditched me like ratchet did to pharma i wouldve gone homicidal too#i had a funnier and/or more meaningful rant but it's tired and i forgot#squiggposting#pharma apologism#you really have to wonder if JRO wrote pharma as like the wettest of wet cats on purpose#or if he just like. didn't care and wrote pharma as he needed for a plot#and just never addressed the implications of pharma's miserable life bc it just wasn't a priority or he didn't think of it#that's not an insult btw i just like. genuinely wonder if JRO knew what he was doing when he made pharma#one of the most tragic characters in the story despite only having a few random cameos and 3 major appearances
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A bit more Defeated, and thinking about this post (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Helix#Max Vyer#Dexter Favin#But actually starting with chibi Maxes because cutes!! He's the cutest!!#I was looking through some old doodles of my own and my chibi style from 2019 was so flippin' cute ugh#That Zedaph in cold weather clothing? Honestly still a fave of mine Zed is So soft in all my doodles of him lol#Figured it'd be nice to float some cute loves Max's way :) And I was right! Though I am out of practice lol#Was still fun to do tho haha#And then since I'd reread Defeated poor ZEX got a chibi as well! I'm sure he appreciates it poor lad haha ouq#Didn't even use my white ink to put a shine in his eye for that one haha :'D#And then a bit more with Dex </3 I had these ideas on the first reading (or so - in the same time period anyhow) but only got to them later#Dex speaks so.....patronizingly about ''Max's'' attachment to Caleb :) It's interesting to me :)#For a lot of it he's very understanding and gentle with him but it really seems like Caleb is something of a sore spot for him huh#Still ♪ I wonder if he'd consciously acknowledge it - and what his reaction would be at himself if he did hmm#He's no help to Max if he's caught in his own feelings! That doesn't make them not meaningful or important tho#And then to a bit of silliness ♪ No subtlety with the guard dog comparisons pffft#I will not apologize - if ZEX gets to play with a collar and leash with the Captain then let Max have just a little! As a treat!#Besides we all know the Real Dynamics here lol#Max and Dex do stupid couple's costumes for Halloween - who doesn't love a callback lol - and Dex is Not Amused lol#Hey I mean if the shoe fits!#And then the last one is just silly lol I may be misinterpreting the intended message but I couldn't not give it to them lol#And also Max in a ponytail for funsies :D Cute lad ♥
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*eras are not objective, I've tried to roughly go with producers for classic who and showrunners for new who, but I also had to take vibes into account, listing JNT as all one era feels wrong to me, and the producer changed a lot in the 60s. Also I had to go against my true vision because there aren't enough poll options to make as many splits as I want
#doctor who#ive probably over explained myself in the brackets but i want to make it clear exactly what I mean#since sometimes producers/showrunners span doctors or vice versa#ideally id be able to get at least 3 more options in here#every doctor feels like they're their own era#(a part from 9 purely because 1 year isn't really an era#9th doctor and 10th doctor episodes feel very similar to me)#im team unit era by the way#truly doctor whos gift to humanity#truly annoyed to have grouped 1 and 2 under one era#the kinds of companions they take#not many base under seiges with the first doctor compared to the second#it pains my soul to imply their periods on the show in any meaningful way other than the colours of the screen
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#also. also. shes like “i hope i was a better friend once you reframed it as 'im upset because youve been a really shitty person towards mw#for months - before that i thought it was because you were sad i probably didnt have feelings for you#(in which case of course my actions would have been totally justified). anyway after that i became a totally good and reliable friend“#when what she did since i framed it that way was (1) ghost me for 3 months (2) met up and immediately said she needed space (after one#conversation since the summer) (3) broke up with me under the most inconvenient conditions when im totally isolated from all of my friends#and during a long drive where im forced to be around her for hours to a camp where she is my only means of leaving#good friend behavior????#she always seems so thoughtful and phrases everything in a way that makes sense in the moment. but sometimes i wonder if she ever thinks#about other people at all#it feels like she wants all of these experiences and connections but only while theyre convenient and exciting and new. and what i thought#was a meaningful connection was maybe like a collectable trinket? or i dont know maybe. a fun experiment so she could learn more about#herself. framing every time she hurt me as a lesson she was learning about Relationships#ughhhhh I'm not a fucking educational tool#“i want to do all the same things exactly but not call it a relationship. and i have a crush on you but i dont like you enough. and i dont#want to ever date anyone and i dont want to be in relationships but of course im not going to break up with my boyfriend“#im so fucking done
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rewatched the first three episodes of s3 and im never going to recover
#i love season 3#and s3 is a great season it’s just that. THEY BARELY EVER MENTION THE TSUNAMI AGAIN EVEN THOUGH IT CHANGED EVERYTHING FOR#SO MANY CHARACTERS#so whenever i watch past 3x03 i miss the tsunami arc because i do think it’s one of the greatest arcs they did#i think these eps were when i fell in love with may too <3#911 lb#SPEAKING OF WHICH#it still startles me every time that the lawsuit comes right after the tsunami eps because it’s like#you’d think that that arc (in which buck acts as a firefighter despite not being able to be one atm) would lead to everyone including him#realising that he can help people without being on active duty because that’s. what he does.#he literally saves himself christopher and a dozen others by finding shelter on top of. A FIRE TRUCK.#the symbolism does not get more meaningful than that like#i’m not even talking about the lawsuit because i think that in itself is an interesting multifaceted arc etc#what i mean is. why does no one including buck. mention that. he was behaving exactly as a firefighter would in that situation despite#being on blood thinners and all that. it literally feels like the perfect way to have that moment of ok this is who i am even when i cant#work the job that defines who i am to me#instead they move on and there’s like 1 ep where christopher has trauma over it and everyone else’s trauma over it well they simply#do not speak about that. beyond a few lines which i latch on to#sorry for the insane tags. half my brainpower is reserved for this now
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don't mind me dumping a little writing meta and planning in tags
#one really helpful thing i learned from serializing drawn arrows is what's realistic for me to finish in one day's work#loosely counting a day as at least 3 hours of focused writing time#that's enough time to finish a meatier scene that i already have roughed out#or an interstitial scene that isn't roughed (so less meaningful or compelling to me but necessary to the story)#i guess they take the same amount of time because one is focused on sentence writing when i already know where i'm going#and the other is more painful idea generation#(every so often i get an idea and a necessary but not meaningful scene turns into a really good one but that magic does not always happen)#so today i started by figuring out the volume that's left on the luca/johnny fic#i have four interstitial but necessary scenes left#i have three roughed out important scenes left#and i have a couple of sentences left to complete a sex scene#today's goal will be to finish one important scene by 3pm#and one interstitial scene between 3-5pm#i may not meet this goal but the more of the important scenes i finish the more i start picking up momentum like running downhill#and i think if i get serious about it this week it's not unrealistic to think i can pretty much finish
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🛏️ 📆 for Balthazar and 🌊 🪤 for Carmen please?
From this prompt list. Thanks for the ask!
Balthazar
🛏️ What does your OC’s bed look like? What would they like their bed to look like?
Feel like I have a description already written somewhere, but I'm too sleepy to hunt for it... The privileged position in the Stolen Lands comes with many benefits, and one is having a really nice bed. The bed of dreams in many ways. Balthazar's bed is a roomy four poster in elegant dark wood hung with bright curtains- in winter they're a heavy velvet, but in warmer months are exchanged for something lighter and more decorative. Soft sheets and blankets match the curtains. A rather unnecessary number of very soft pillows is always on the bed. Balthazar enjoys sprawling across them for some reason, although usually at least three wind up on the floor by morning. It's luxurious, it's comfortable, it's a bit imposing, and it suits the desires of a restless sleeper who always needs something soft to settle down on. It's a great change of pace after the flophouse he'd been sleeping in for some time before the barony.
📅 If your OC had one day left to live, how would they spend it?
If he only had one day left and he knew it, he'd spend it trying to cheat death. Consulting tomes, magical and religious experts, wracking his brain for any bit of lost lore to elude it... If he knew what was going to kill him he'd make an effort to evade it. He would try very hard to set up contingencies to bring him back from the dead however possible (ideally some form of resurrection). It would take an awful lot to get him to direct his energy anywhere else. Up to the last hour he'd be trying to figure it out- somewhere at the very end perhaps he'd finally despair.
Carmen
🌊Has your OC ever seen the ocean? If not, do they want to? What do they think of it?
In Pathfinder? No, never. She was born inland and has only gone north deeper into the continent in her life. She understands that there's something of a romance to the ocean as a concept and it's a bit fascinating, but it's hard to see what would make it special relative to a very large lake like Lake Encarthan or the Lake of Mists and Veils (she's seen both).
(In our Greyhawk campaign the answer was yes-she finds it unsettling. There's something about it being so vast and unknowable...)
🪤 What is one thing that could be used to lure your OC into a trap?
A fun question! Carmen thinks of herself as heroic. The surest thing would probably be the suffering of those she considers innocent. She's not one to stand by while innocent civilians are harmed if she thinks there's anything she could do about it. If something happened to Ember, she would do anything to rescue her as well. Her nature is quite self sacrificing for an evil character.
#ask game#ask me emithing#balthazar lucienne#carmen regis#turbulentpumpkin43#fingers crossed this posts without formatting issues I've been doing these ones on my phone in bed and that's always a little dicey#kudos to balthazar being proactive about the death thing. points lost for not like. doing something more meaningful.#Edit: it posted with formatting issues.#Edit 2: I fixed :)#Edit 3: I fucking. forgot to add the link on the text for the link
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breaking news recognizing that you feel desperately lonely because you have been severely lacking in social conversational interaction this week and taking steps to fix that will ultimately make you feel better!
#i said i would be fine with us literally just reading our separate books in the same room i just wanted Company and he said okay#came over and we ended up talking for almost three hours and also he did a tarot reading for me#**edit almost four hours lol from 6 pm to nearly 10#and you know what? i feel better now!#more human more like i know how to be a person more like i’m good at being one more like i can converse and have meaningful relationships#with other people. just Better#yes it’s weird on multiple levels that my current closest friend in the country is also my ex. it’s so weird that he’s kind of my in-person#support system while here because he did break my heart. but i value his friendship and he values mine#and so he came over and the conversation literally did not falter for two hours and forty eight minutes#**edit three hours and forty eight minutes which is even more impressive#jhb <3#hannah does college#personal#yes i’m still using the tag with the heart for him. organizationally.#idk man it was just really nice! to spend time with a person and be like oh this person enjoys my company and i enjoy theirs#even if i have a particularly fraught emotional history with that person. we’re Weird ultimately. but i’m making do
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i haven’t been playing or keeping up with genshin for over 9+ months now, but with the recent lore drops pertaining to childe and his vision, i’m suddenly interested in playing again 🤔 or at the very least, just reading into his role in the fontaine story quest 🤣🤣🤣🤣
#talks * ੈ♡‧₊#long time no seeeee#hope everyone has been doing wonderfully <3#it also really pains me to say but i think sumeru sucked the happiness i got out from playing genshin#i didn’t really feel as if i connected to the characters very much#all the discourse surrounding controversial topics with hoyoverse and lack of cultural diversity really turned me off i won’t lie#also artifact farming is just absolute hell on earth#also…. i love my girl characters. way more than the guy characters even#and i feel like the ladies of genshin outside of the archons/right hand (miko jean) rarely get meaningful character development/stories#there is one thing i miss dearly and that is my lovely moots on here#who i feel like have been collateral in all this mess with me and my love hate relationship with hoyoverse#miss u guys all so much!!!#and thank u for continuing to read my works all this time 🥹 i just hit 800 followers!!!!! that’s insane <3
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Y'all ever just be an inch from having a complete mental breakdown at work?
#goo noises#i am not okay#it feels like a lot of things are just fucked#*gestures to the world in general*#add to that the following#impulsive thoughts of suicide/self harm that scare me and drain my mental battery#crippling loneliness with the inability to ever feel like I belong#executive dysfunction nerfing the desire to do any and every thing that possibly might bring me joy#having to weigh personal freedom over financial stability#keeping all this to myself/the blog only maybe 3 people paybattention to because I don't want to feel like a burden#as well as feeling like the 3 people I can confide in about this don't really understand any of it#oh and don't forget the ever shitty feeling of 'my life feels super stagnate and will never amount to anything meaningful'#and the fact that my mental illness puts me at a disadvantage in trying to be good at any video game I try enjoying#for the simple reason being that I can't process more than one thing at a time#at this point I feel I only really have reasons to not die rather than to keep living#ironically it's the same shitty feeling of not wanting to be a burden that's behind most of it#tw suicide ideation#tw depressive spiral
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